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theairroundhithehalfhour;stillearly;onlyhalfpasteleven
still.forheuoodyoungpeople;helikedthetherewasalways
sothingldinclarissa,hethought.shehadalways,evenasagirl,
asortoftidity,iddleagebeesionality,and
thenitsallup,itsallup,hethought,lookingratherdrearilyinto
theglassydepths,andherbycallingatthathourhe
hadannoyedher;overeesuddenlyathavingbeenafool;
otional;toldhereverything,asusual,asusual.
asacloudcrossesthesun,silencefallsonlondon;andfallsonthe
nd.effortast.thereop;therewe
stand.rigid,theskeletonofhabitaloneupholdsthehunfra.where
thereisnothierself;feelinghollo,
utterlyetye,hethought.hestoodthere
thinking,clarissarefused.
ah,saidst.rgarets,likeahostessesintoherdra
ontheverystrokeofthehourandfindshergueststherealready.i
aotlate.no,itispreciselyhalfpasteleven,shesays.yet,though
sheisperfectlyright,hervoice,beingthevoiceofthehostess,is
reluegriefforthepastholds
itback;sohepresent.itishalfpasteleven,shesays,
andthesoundofst.rgaretsglidesintotherecessesoftheheart
andburiesitselfinringafterringofsound,likesothingalive
or
ofdelight,atrestlikeclarissaherself,thoughtpetering
dohestairsorokeofthehouriisclarissaherself,
hethought,otion,araordinarilyclear,yet
puzzling,relle
yearsago,entofgreatintidhad
gonefrootheotherandhadleft,likeabeehhoney,laden
ont.butontandwhyhadhebeenso
profoundlyhappyheclockrikingthen,asthesoundof
st.rgaretslanguished,hethought,shehasbeenill,andthesound
expressedlanguorandsuffering.iteered;and
thesuddenloudnessofthefinalstroketolledfordeaththatsurprised
ioflife,clarissafallingood,inher
dra.noold,hecried,
andrchedupehall,asifthererolleddo,vigorous,
unending,hisfuture.
heold,orset,ordriedintheleast.asfthey
saidofhihedallohebreads,andtheirset,hecarednot
astraetior
other,toseetosojob.striding,
staring,heglaredatthestatueofthedukee.hehadbeen
sentdooxfordtrue.hehadbeenasocialist,insosensea
failuretrue.stillthefutureofcivilisationlies,hethought,in
thehandsofyoung;ofyoungnsuchashehirty
yearsago;htheirloveofabstractprinciples;gettingbookssent
outtothellthelondontoapeakinthehilayas;reading
sen
likethat,hethought.
apatterlikethepatterofleavesinaefroehind,andh
itarustling,regularthuddingsound,drued
histhoughts,stristep,upehall,houthisdoing.boys
inuniforcarryingguns,rched,rched,
theirarstiff,andontheirfaexpressioheletters
ofalegendtenroundthebaseofastatuepraisingduty,gratitude,
fidelity,loveofengland.
itis,thoughtpeterokeepstep,avery
firaining.buttheydidnotlookrobust.theyhe
stpart,boysofsixteen,ight,torroandbehindbowls
ofriixedh
sensualpleasureordailypreonityoftheh
finsburypaventtotheetyto.they
hadtakentheirvorafficrespectedit;vansopped.
itkeepup,peterarchedup
arched,pasthipasteveryone,
ieadysunifory,
andlife,hitsvarieties,itsirretices,hadbeenlaidunder
apaventofnuntsandhsanddruggedintoastiffyetstaring
rpsebydisightlaugh;butone
hadtorespectit,hethought.theretheygo,thoughtpeterwalsh,
pausingattheedgeofthepavent;andalltheexaltedstatues,nelson,
gordon,havelock,theblack,thespectacularigesofgreatsoldiers
stoodlookingaheadoftheasiftheytoohaddethesarenunciation
peteradeit,thegreatrenunpled
uhesatetations,andachievedatlengtharblestare.but
thestarepeterselfintheleast;though
heuldrespectitinothers.heuldrespectitinboys.theydont
knoargboys
disappearedinthedireofthestrandallthativebeenthrough,
hethought,crossingtheroad,andstandingundergordonsstatue,
gordonasaboyhehadandinglonelyh
onelegraisedandhisarcrossed,pordohought.
andjustbecausenobodyyetkneclarissa,
ah,afterthevoyage,stillseedanislandtohithe
strangenessofstandingalone,alive,unknohalfpastelevenin
trafalgarsquareovercahiiander
all,doesohethought,thedivorceseengallonshine.
anddoindarsh,andthreegreatetionsbowled
overhiuanding;avastphilanthropy;andfinally,asifthe
resultoftheothers,anirrepressible,exquisitedelight;asifinside
hisbrainbyanotherhandstringsoved,andhe,
havingnothingtodohit,yetstoodattheopeningofendlessavenues,
doightfeltsoyoungfor
years.
hehadescapedterlyfreeashappensinthedo
ind,likeanunguardedfla,bosabout
tobloitsholding.ihavesoyoungforyearsthought
peter,esgonlyof
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