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desiredtoabandonself.
ihadperceived,duringthedayhefatalnight,how
unepresebeatclochegourde.theunthadgone
throughvioleionsatthedeathofhishehadexpected
theevent;hisoitihinglike
indifferenes,aess
gavethatletterilldarednotreadandwhenshespoke
ofheraffee,irerkedthattheunt,usuallysoquick
totakeoffence,denosignoffeelingaributed
heesesensitivenessofansceh
hekhe
soulsofthesetorerriedthantheirbodies;they
hadneverhadtheintitenionhey
hadsharedherpainsnorpleasures,thosestronglinksear
usbyathousandedgesheytouallour
fibers,aeheinstrecessesofourhearts.
anotherionforbaderetutoadeleines
hostility.thathardyounggirlodifyherhatred
besideherthersffiheunt,alked
toinself,andtheressofthehouse,who
einvinyself
horriblyaobetreatedthusheveryflowers
ed,y
ryclothedhpoetrythebalhefountains,the
balustrades,thetrees,theglisesofthevalleystobehatedwhere
ionthe
first,ndadeup.
alasalashistheendofthekeelovethateverehe
heartofntotheeyesersnductghtbe
reprehensible,butithadthesanyois
thusthatthefeelings,thesublistdrasofouryouthst
end.artatdatourstoclochegourde,chthe
shungryforlove;then,reasureisinthe
crucible,ingleenandcirces,allbees
graduallydebasedandongtheashes.suchis
lifelifeasitis;greatpretensions,sllrealities.iditated
longaboutself,debatingiulddoafterablohis
oysoul.iresolvedtorushinto
thesbition,tocastan
froylifeandtokeselfastatesn,ldandpassionless,and
soreihesaintiloved.thoughtsofaroff
regionsyeyesehesplendidtapestryofthe
yellots,thebronzedfoothills.iasked
selfifheesvirtue,afterall,thatofignorance,
andifiorse.at
last,inthesndday,ohoselastsles
ofheavenifulintouraine,ireadtheletterh
atherrequestiy
feelingsasireadit.
dadertsauftothevitefelixdevandenesse:
felix,friend,lovedtoousto
you,notsoyloveastoshoheof
obligationyouhaveincurredbythedepthandgravityofthe
ont,whenisink
exhaustedbythetoilsoflife,bytheshocksofits
battle,theaneis,rcifully,dead;thetheralone
survives.dear,youarenooseehohatyouhe
inalysufferings.later,ieived
yourblodyingofthefinalwoundyourhandhas
given,butthereisjoy,exyself
destroyedbyhilove.
physicalsufferingsyntalstrength;
ithereforeusethelastplore
youtobefriendchildrenandreplacetheheartofhyou
havedeprivedtheinlyiosethisdutyuponyouif
ilovedyouless;butiprefertoletyouchooseitforyourself
asanactofsacredrepentandalsoinfaithfulntinuance
ofyourlovelove,forus,ingledhrepentant
thoughtsandexpiatoryfearsbutiknowellweshall
foreverloveeachother.youresofatalanact
initselfasthepoe.didinot
tellyouiodeath.
but,beforted,anlahechurchhas
told,byoneofherpurestvoices,thatgodwillbefiving
tothosendnts.
beloved,youarenooknoleaveyouin
ignoranine.ylast
houryou,too,stkasheiskingof
heaven.
untiltheballgiventotheduetheonlyballat
arriagehadleftinthatignorance
othesoulofayounggirlthebeautyoftheangels.
true,iother,butlovehadneversurrous
perttedpleasures.hohishappenidonotknoher
doiknoegedinant.
youreeryourkissestheyhavesteredlife,theyhave
furroysoul;theardorofyourbloodaine;
youryouthenteredyouth,yourdesiressoul.wheniroseand
leftyouproudlyiotionforhiknowno
nainanylanguageforchildreyetfoundao
expresstherriageoftheireyeshlight,northekissof
lifelaidupontheirlips.yes,itingintheecho,
lightflashingthroughthedarkionshakingtheuniverse;
atleast,itore
beautiful,foritprehehen
thatsothing,ikheworld,a
foroblerthanthought;forithoughts,allforces,it
otioihalfa
ther.fallingthusupohisthunderboltawokedesires
beredthereyknowledge;suddenlyidivinedall
thataunthadantyforehead,rring,
”poorhee”
e,thefirstleaves,
thefragrahefloheeandfleecyclouds,the
ihesky,allspoketoinalanguagetillthenunknown.
ifyouhavefottenthoseterriblekisses,ihave
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