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正文 第73节 文 / [法]Honore de Balzac/巴尔扎克

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    heard,iiheearth.thethought,

    ”instateshallifindherheyusetheseprecautions”

    gaverisetoapprehensionsorecruelbecauseso

    indefinite;allforofsufferingind.

    berandtheabbeope.ithensaw

    hee,dresseditingotlesofahwas

    placedbeforethefireplah

    floableheheexpression

    oftheabbesface,azentatthegeinthe

    rooate,shoethatthedying

    anhadsentaherepulsivepreparationshsurroundasick

    bed.shehadsperengthoffeveriingher

    roooreceivehinthatfinalhourshelovedaboveallthings

    else.surroundedbycloudsoflace,hershrunkenface,he

    greenishpallnoliaflobledthefirst

    outlineofacherishedheaddraheyelloanvasof

    aportrait.tofeelhohevulturestalonsnowburied

    theelvesi,igiheeyesofthatoutlinedface

    finishedandfulloflife,hollohabrilliancy

    unusualinadyingperson.thecalajestygivehepast

    byhernstantvictoryoversorroherenolonger.herforehead,

    theonlypartofherfaceillkeptitsbeautifulproportions,

    threats.inspiteof

    the

    itlikethefluidststoflaabovethefieldsofahot

    day.herholloples,hersunkencheeksshoheinterior

    fortionofthefadthesleuponherenedlipsvaguely

    reseledthegrih.herrobe,hrossher

    breast,shoaciationofherbeautifulfigure.theexpression

    ofherheadsaidplainlythatshekhe

    thoughtfilledherhbitteess.shehearch

    hee,northesubliandsaintlydadertsauf,butthe

    nalesssothingofbossuetstrugglingagainstannihilation,driven

    totheselfishbattleoflifeagaihbyhungerandbalked

    desire.itookherhand,okissit,asi

    seatedselfbesideher.sheguessedsorrothe

    veryeffortthatidetohideit.herdisloredlipsdre

    herfashedteethtryingtoforsle,theforcedsleh

    rivetohideeithertheironyofvengeaheexpectation

    ofpleasure,theintoxicationofoursouls,orthefuryof

    disappointnt.

    ”ah,poorfelix,thisisdeath,”shesaid,”andyoudonotlike

    death;odiousdeath,ofaure,eventheboldest

    lover,feelsahorror.thisistheendoflove;iknewouldbeso.

    ladydudleyhussurprisedatthegeinher.

    aheatlast,andi

    reehorriblesightthatdethetede

    rarappist.i,aineverbeautifulandnoblein

    yourry,tolivethereeteallyalily,iitisroyyour

    illusionstrueloveotcalculate.butstay;donotgo,stay.

    nsieuretsaidiuchbetterthising;ishallrever.

    yourlooksebacktolife.tle

    strength,enourishnt,ishallbebeautiful

    again.iacarcelythirtyfive,therearenyyearsofhappiness

    before,happinessreknoinessi

    havededelightfulplans,o

    italy.”

    tearsfilledeyesandituedtotheolookatthe

    floehastily,andbendihebouquet

    ears”

    ”hee,doyounolongercareforourdearvalley,”isaid,asif

    toexplainsudde.

    ”oh,yes”shesaid,tuingherforeheadtolipshafond

    tion.”bute,houtthee,”sheadded,

    puttingherbuinglipstoearandhewordslikea

    sigh.

    iystrong

    enoughtorepressthenervousagitatiohroughoutthisse.

    ilistenedileand

    signsofprehension;tothher,buttotreatheras

    atherdoesachild.struckatfirsththegeinherperson,

    inoan,oncesodignifiedinherbearing,

    shoanners,inherlooksandher

    ideas,thenaiveignoranceofachild,itsartlessgraces,itseager

    vents,itscarelessindiffereoeverythingthatisnotitsown

    desire,inshortallthendachildtoour

    prote.isitsohalldyingpersonsdotheystripoffsocial

    disguisestilltheyarelikechildrenonor

    thattheuntessfeelingherselfonthebordersofeteity,

    rejectedeveryhunfeelingexceptlove

    ”youehealthasyouusedtodo,felix,”shesaid,”and

    ourvalleyyblessing.hoingyou

    eyouaresuchagoodnurse.besides,youaresori

    healthandvigorthatlifeisntagiousbesideyou.friend,prove

    tothatidiedieblighted.theythinksuffering

    isthirst.oh,yes,thirstisgreat,dearfriend.theersofthe

    ierribletosee;butthethirstofheartisgreaterfar.

    ithirstedforthee,”shesaidinastheredvoice,takinghands

    inhers,eight

    year.”anguishhasbeeninnotseeingtheedidyou

    notbidliveiook;iwill

    knoes,pleasures,all”

    ahnatalie,thataeanddistanderldrang

    intheearsoftheoldpriestandihetohatglorious

    voie,theanguishofatruelove

    lost.theuntessrosepatielikethatofa

    childhing.henfessorsahusthe

    poornfelluponhiskneesandprayedhclaspedhands.

    ”yes,tolive”shesaid,kingriseandsupporther;”tolive

    y

    life;ihaveuhep,theselies,theseiostureshoani

    die,iedaortoet

    hishestopped,seedtolisten,andtosllsoodh

    thehevintagersaredining,andi,i,”shesaid,in

    thevoiistress,aungry.itissoinlove,

    theyarehappy,th

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