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正文 第61节 文 / [法]Honore de Balzac/巴尔扎克

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    longbesilenced;sotriflingactatoaviole

    seelikedness.no,ihavenotloved,butihavethirstedinthe

    desert.”

    ”thedesert”shesaidbitterly,pointingtothevalley.”ah”she

    exclaid,”hosubtledistinsfaithfulhearts

    arenotsoleaed.”

    ”hee,”isaid,”donotquarreleforaceexpression.

    no,soulhasnotvaasterof

    sehatanisnotignorantthatyouaretheonlyoneiever

    loved.sheplaysasendarypartinlife;sheknoandis

    resigned.ihavetherighttoleaveherasnleaveurtesans.”

    ”andthen”

    ”shetellsthatshehinkingthat

    thisresolveartlehee.buta

    disdainfulsle,reexpressivethahoughtsitnveyed,

    fliydearnsce,”intinued,”ifyou

    yresistahesedusthatledto

    fallyouaal”

    ”yes,fatal”sheuch.ibelievedyou

    capableofthevirtueapriestpractises.allisover,”shentinued,

    afterapause.”ioue

    thefiresofearthlylife.theing

    on.iailingnoaybeill;ieverbethebrilliant

    fairyhfavors.befaithfultoladydudley.

    deleine,irainingtobeyours,ah

    poordeleine,poordeleine”sherepeated,liketheuful

    burdenofasong.”iee:

    ther,youarenotkindtofelixdearcreature”

    shelookedatintheraysofthesettingsunastheyglided

    throughthefoliage.seizedpassionfortheshipkofour

    livesshetuedbaoriesofourpurepast,yieldingto

    ditationsutual.ses;

    oureyesthevalleytothefields,frohewindowsof

    y

    bouquets,thefragrantlanguageofourdesires.ithour

    ofpleasure,ehepurityofhercatholicsoul.thisse,

    sograndtoeaelany

    heskies.

    ”friend,”shesaid,”iobeygod,forhishandisinallthis.”

    ididnotknouchlaterthedeepaningofherwords.we

    sloyarndleaneduponit

    resignedly,bleedingstill,buthabandageonherwound.

    ”huhus,”shesaid.”onsieurdertsaufdoo

    deservehisfateitprovestheexistenceofabetterworld.alas,for

    thoseays”

    sheatinglifesotruly,nsideringitsdiverseaspects

    soprofoundlythattheseldjudgntsrevealedtothedisgust

    thathadeuponherforallthingsherebelohe

    portishedroppedarndsaidtheselastwords:”ifgodhas

    givenusthesentintandthedesireforhappinessoughthenotto

    takechargehielfofisoulswhohavefoundsorrowonlyin

    thisloustbesodisnot,andourlifeis

    hanacrueljest.”

    sheenteredahehousequickly;ifouhesofa,

    croug,asthoughblastedbythevoiceothe

    ground.

    ”atter”iasked.

    ”inolongerknoisvirtue,”shereplied;”ihaveno

    nsyown.”

    rified,listeningtotheechoofthoseh

    felllikeastointoagulf.

    ”ifiaistakeninlifesheisrightinhers,”heesaidat

    last.

    thusherlaststrugglefollohappiness.heunt

    sheplainedofillness,sheplained.i

    njuredhertotellexactlysherefusedto

    explainandeapreytounendingrerse.

    deleiher,adayiheardthatthe

    untesshadbeenseizedhnausea,caused,shesaid,bytheviolent

    extsofthatday.thusi,ylifeforhers,

    iwaskillingher.

    ”dearunt,”isaidtonsieurdertsauf,etoplay

    backgaon,”ithiessveryseriouslyill.thereisstill

    titosaveher;praysendfet,andpersuadehertofollowhis

    advice.”

    ”et,e”criedtheunt.”no,no;illnsult

    carbonneau.”

    duringthishefirstdaysofit,everythingwas

    anguishtothebeginningofparalysisoftheheartvanitywas

    rtified,soulrent.oneedshavebeereofall

    looksandaspirations,theinspringofthelifeabouthithetorch

    froersdreheirlight,touandthehorrorof

    thevoidthate.allthi

    thespiritthatgavelifetothe.

    inooodthedesperatedesireofloversoseeeach

    ainhingeso

    chtofindthechillingsilehegraveely

    sparkledsueatlasttoenvy

    thedislignorany

    despairbecasogreatthattheuntess,ithought,feltpityfor

    it.onedayafterdinneraseadohe

    riveridealastefforttoobtainfiveness.itoldjacquestogo

    onhhissister,andleavioook

    heothepunt.

    ”hee,”isaid;”oneyselfinto

    theindreihavesinned,yes,itistrue;butanotlikeadogin

    hisfaithfulattatsiretulikehilikehishad.ifhe

    does;

    strike,bruise,butgivebackyourheart.”

    ”poorchild,”shesaid,”areyounotalyson”

    shetookarndsilentlyrejoinedherchildren,she

    retuedtoetotheunt,otalk

    politicsaproposofhisneighbors.

    ”letusgoin,”isaid;”youarebareheaded,andthedeaydoyou

    aninjury.”

    ”youpity,dearfelix,”hea

    fort,onprinciple,perhaps.”

    oehherhusband;itwasnow

    iofindexcusestojoinher.ifoundherhherchildren,

    explainingtherulesofbackgaontojacques.

    ”seethere,”saidtheunt,heaffe

    sheshothatiaeglected.

    husbands,dearfelix,arealostvirtuous

    aninthewor

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