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正文 第51节 文 / [法]Honore de Balzac/巴尔扎克

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    ebythefearthatshehesecretcauseofthiscrisis.

    teforexertions,sherelygaveafew

    sles,theequivalentofthekissshehadonyhand.

    faihererseofillicit

    love;butno,theyheatritionofani

    repentaniring

    tendeessforsheregardedasnoblehingherself

    finaryrard

    notasfran

    edtheunionofthetwoloves.

    theuntesshalflay,herbodybentforshanging,ina

    soiledarhathelairofahe

    eveningbeforethedoctordepartedhesaidtotheuntess,who

    hadsatupthenightbefore,thatshestgetaheillness

    wouldbealongone.

    ”anurse”shesaid;”no,nowe,”sheadded,

    lookingat;”.”

    thedoent.the

    akehiuspeent.heprosed

    toetentonsieur

    deslandes,andpoithethreateningsytothatghtoblige

    ustosendforhiiaskedtheuoletsitupthe

    alteatenightsandthen,nothoutdifficulty,ipersuadedhertotobedohirdnight.hehouseilla

    sleepingiheardagroanfroeesrooaywassokeen

    thatitoher.shehecrucifixbathedin

    tears.”god”sheurr,iwill

    neverplainagain.”

    ”youhavelefthishesaidonseeing.

    ”iheardyouaning,andiened.”

    ”oh,i”shesaid;”iaell.”

    onsieurdertsaufe

    doe;bythelightofthela.theuntwas

    oredrohanasleep;his

    handspickedtheunterpariedtodra.

    ”theysaythedyingdothat,”sheodieof

    thisillhatihavecaused,neverarryagain,iswear

    it,”shesaid,stretgherhandoverhisheadn

    gesture.

    ”ihavedonealliuldtosavehi”isaid.

    ”oh,you”shesaid,”yood;itisiguilty.”

    shestoopedtothatdisloredbroit

    andlaidakisstheresolely;butisahoutjoy,thatshe

    diditasanexpiation.

    ”blanche,iahirsty,”saidtheuntinafeeblevoice.

    ”youseeheknoe,”shesaidgivinghiodrink.

    heraaohieedtototakethe

    feelingsthatboundustogetherandiolatetheothesi.

    ”hee,”isaid,”goa,ieyou.”

    ”norehee,”shesaid,interruptingperioushaste.

    ”gotobedifyouselfwould

    orderyoutobecareful;itisacaseesa

    virtue.”

    ”yes,”shesaid.

    shendingherhusbandtocarebyagestureh

    edlikeapproagdeliriufchildlikegracehadnot

    beehesuppligforcesofrepentathese

    errible,judgedbythehabitualstateofthatpuresoul;it

    alard;ifearedtheexaltationofhernsce.hedoctor

    thenatureofpureheesself

    reproaonsieurets

    suspitoquietthedistressofthatnoblesoul

    bytellihatinanycasetheunthadtopassthroughthis

    ainingtherehaddone

    regoodthanharydevelopingthedisease.

    forfiftytheunthoveredbeth.hee

    andieasieurde

    rtsaufoandtothecarefulexactitude

    onsieuret.likeall

    philosophicalphysis,ionofpasses

    beforetheustifiesnyadoubtofionsheyareonly

    theaan,iess

    andinourrivalryofdevotion,uldnothelpgus,h

    scrutinizingglances,soafraideivedinhis

    adration.

    ”indiseasesofthisnature,”hesaidtoathisthirdvisit,”death

    hasapooralnaturehatisseriously

    disturbed,asitisinthisily,thenurses

    holdthepatientslifeintheirhands;sotisasingleword,a

    fearexpressedbyagesture,hastheeffectofpoison.”

    ashespetstudiedfadexpression;buthesay

    eyestheclearlookofasoul.infactduringtheourse

    ofthisdistressingillhereneverpassedthroughnda

    singleoheinvoluntaryevilthoughtsetissear

    thenscesoftheiothoseudynatureinits

    grandeurasailation.theral

    ustundoubtedlyberuledbyananalogousprinciple.inanpure

    sphereallispure.theatsphereofheavenyhee;

    itseedasthoughanevildesirestforeverpartfroer.thus

    shenotonlystoodforhappiness,butforvirtue;sheue.

    findingusaltehedoctorswords

    aookatoneofrespedevenpity;heseedtosayto

    hielf,”herearetherealsufferers;theyhidetheirills,and

    fetthe”byafortunatege,oourexcellent

    doonenoughielyshattered,nsieur

    dertsaufplaitle,andshowed

    surprisingdocility,he,plestthing

    issiontodicalcare,

    erlysoderided,edreadofdeath;another

    ntradianoftriedurage.thisdreadyperhaps

    explainseveralotherpeculiaritiesinthecharacterhecruel

    yearsofexilehaddeveloped.

    shalliadttoyou,natalie,ahesefifty

    daysahatfolloontsof

    life.love,inthecelestialspacesofthesoulislikeanobleriver

    flhavalley;therains,thebrooks,thetorrentshieto

    it,thetreesfalluponitssurface,sodotheflohegravelof

    itsshores,therots;storaeringtribute

    ofthecrystalstre

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