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正文 第36节 文 / [法]Honore de Balzac/巴尔扎克

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    theleaflesstrees,”youareabouttoeheouchhavelivedand

    knouch.donotthinkthatsolitarysoulsknohingofthe

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    liveinandforfriendistdoiforhisheartandfor

    hisnsce.eerrules;

    thereforeletgiveyouafeother

    toherson.thedayyouleaveusishallgiveyoualetter,along

    letter,inyansthoughtsontheworld,on

    soen,ontherightthodsofetingdifficultyinthis

    greatas.prosenottoreadthisletter

    tillyoureaent,ohose

    sepossibletouand,buthwegrieve

    tofinddeciphered;leavethisvertaniwish

    towalkalone.”

    ”yes,iproseit,”isaid,kissingherhand.

    ”ah,”sheadded,”ihaveonereprosetoaskofyou;butgrantit

    first.”

    ”yes,yes”icried,thinkingitiseoffidelity.

    ”itdoesnotnceself,”shesaidslieess.

    ”felix,donotgaleinanyhouse,notterbe;iexcept

    none.”

    ”iall,”ireplied.

    ”good,”shesaid.”ihavefoueruseforyourtithanto

    ustsooneror

    laterbelosersyouwillinvariablywin.”

    ”howso”

    ”theletterile,ook

    froeradvicetheserioustocertainlyhavebeenthat

    ofagrandfather.

    theualkedtoforanhour,andprovedthedepthofher

    affeadeofnaturedurithree

    nths.sheperatedthereyheart,enteringithher

    ohetonesofhervoicehewords

    fellfroateallips,shoheirtoneasheir

    aninghoanytiesalreadyboundustoeachother.

    ”ifyouknehayishall

    follojoyishallfeelifyht,

    tearsistshedifyoustrikeagainsttheanglesbelievethat

    affehasnoequal;itisinvoluntaryadeliberate.ah,i

    ightseeyouhappy,poed,youo

    alivingdrea”

    shedee

    boldlytothesurface,yettheyivetheslightest

    hopeeventoayoungnthirstingforpleasure.igntortured

    flesh,sheshedtherays,uing,inrruptible,ofthedivine

    love,isfiesthesoulonly.sherosetoheightsherthe

    pristiio

    reachheranstneedshave.

    ”inallthathappenstoiyself,”isaid,”y

    heesay”

    ”yes,ihestarandthesanctuaryboth,”shesaid,alluding

    tothedreaofchildhood.

    ”yhtandreligion,”iyall.”

    ”no,”sheanshesourceofyourpleasures.”

    shesighed;thesleofsecretpaihe

    slaveontarilyrevolts.frohatdayforthshee,not

    relybeloved,butonlylove;sheyheartasa

    ahersbydevotionorbyexcessof

    pleasuregiven;butsheyheartitself,itwasallhers,a

    sothingneyscles.shebecatoas

    beatricetotheflorehespotlesslauratotheveian,the

    therofgreatthoughts,thesecretcauseofresolutionshsaved

    ,thesupportoffuture,thelightshininginthedarknesslikea

    lilyinahosehighresolveshpass

    throughflas,eanstancy

    likelignystovanquishnquerors,toriseabovedefeat,toweary

    thestroler.

    theday,havingbreakfastedatfrapesleandbadeadieutokind

    hosts,iedertsaufhad

    arraodriveetotours,e

    nightforparis.duringthedrivetheuntess;she

    pretefirsttohaveaheadache;thensheblushedatthe

    falsehood,andexpiateditbysayingthatsheuldnotseego

    etostaywhenever,in

    theabsenightlongtoseethevalleyofthe

    indreoncere.edheroically,houtapparenttears,but

    jacques,herdelicatechildrenouched,began

    tocry,an,pressedherthershand.

    ”dearlittleone”saidtheuntess,kissingjacquespassionately.

    erdinneraabledesire

    knoe.ihiredahorseandrodefrobr >

    tourstopontderuaninanhourandaquarter.there,ashadof

    folly,idisunted,andonfootalongtheroad,stepping

    cautiouslylikeaspytillireachedtheterrace.theuntess

    there,andiiginedherill;ihadkeptthekeyofthelittlegate,

    byingdohestepsoftheporti

    hthetobreatheinsadlyandslohetender

    lanontiingsun.

    ”ther,hereisfelix,”saiddeleine.

    ”yes,”iyselfayat

    toursilluldseeyou;indulgeadesirethatina

    feoreiuldnotgratify.”

    ”heother,”e.

    ”hush”saiddeleine;”ifyoukesuoisethegeneralwill

    e.”

    ”itisnht,”shesaid.”folly”

    thetearsinhervoitofustbecalleda

    usuriousspeculationoflove.

    ”ihadfottehiskey,”isaidsling.

    ”thenyouu,”shesaid.

    ”adeher

    drophereyelidsforallanswer.

    ileftherafterafeontspassedinthathappystuporofthe

    spiritationendsaasybegins.ihlagging

    step,lookingbackateveryhesuitofthehill,

    isaeiruckhthentrastit

    preseoethere.thenit,

    thenitgloedlikehopesanddesires.

    initiatednoyseily,sharingtheanguish

    ofachristianniobe,sadysouldarkened,isaw

    thevalleyinthe

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