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troubles.daybydayileaedrefullytheaningofherwords,
”loveasauntloved.”
”haveyounoaition”theduchesssaidtoatdinner,haste
air.
”da,”ireplied,givingheraseriouslook,”ihaveenoughin
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otions.everyhour,everynute,ourfrateal
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hideleine,and
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littlerest.theresoundoftooawordshookherwholebeing;
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