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theprobleadjustetotheiotice.didralph
denhaeanbyhesaidtoyoulastnightdoyou
hatheisinlovehyouisitrightto
toasolitary,andadviceareyoingtogivehibouthisfuturehasrodney
causetobejealousofyournduddoyou
proposetodoaboutrydatchetareyougoing
tododoeshonorrequireyoutodotheyrepeated.
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toallthesererks,“isupposeioughttokeup
nd.”
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tradition,kathariesorso,
toreduyraldifficultytoitstraditionalshapeand
solveitbythetraditionalans
layopen,ifnotupohersknee,upontheknees
ofnyun,
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outananslysuitedtooneinherposition.the
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sofreakofnature,itshouldfalloutthattheunrried
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hatthetraditionalanswerwouldbeofno
usetoherindividually.yetithadservedsonypeople,
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kept,perhaps,threeservants,anddrapedtheirwindows
hcurtainshidgenerallydirty,
andst,shethought,sinceyouuldonlyseealook
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applesinsideverydark.butshe
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inatioheeyesofallthe
peopleenttoseetogether;buthaving
rejectedthevisionaryvoices,shehadnochoicebutto
kethisherguidethroughthedarkssesed
her.shetriedtofollo,hanexpression
uponherfaceadeanypasserby
thinkherreprehensiblyandalstridiculouslydetached
frohesurroundingse.oneed
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sothingetric.butherbeautysavedherfrohe
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her,buttheydidnotlaugh.toseekatruefeelingang
thechaosoftheunfeelingsorhalffeelingsoflife,to
regoacceptthensequences
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quisthelightoftheeyes;itisapursuit
eatelybeing,
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nsideredrodney,denharydatchet,orherself;and
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thetributeofleavingitabladnakedlandrkunburied
byattetatoblivionorexcuse.
iliatethereuchtoexalt.she
thoughtofthreedifferentsary
sittinguprightandsaying,“inloveinlove”;
shethoughtofrodneylosinghisselfnsong
thedeadleaves,andspeakiof
aleaningupoone
parapetandtalkingtothedistantsky,sothatshethought
hiad.hernd,passingfroarytodenhafrobr >
totoherselfif,as
sheratherdoubted,denhastateofnded
edtobetragoutthelines
ofsosyetrientoflife,
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onlyhi,buthakindicbeauty.she
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patte,dissolving,joiniingagaininbination.
halffsuceptionsastheseinherrapid
hedrearystreetsofsouthkensington,she
deterhat,ightbeobscure,she
stfurthertheobjeary,denha,and
cassandra.theapparent.nourseofa
seedtoherindubitablyright.allsheachievedby
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herthinkinghenvithat,insuchacause,no
riskkinganyrulesfor
herselforothers,sheulate
unsolved,situationsheirjaiated,whileshe
intainedapositionofabsoluteandfearlessindependence.
sosheuldbestservethepeoplewholoved.
readinthelightofthisexaltation,therewasanew
aningiherhadpenciled
upontheohe
doorofthehouseinthecro
vistasofpassageandstaircase
asthereedtoberateduponasilver
salverofvisitingcards,ed
thattheebereavent.
theparloriduldhardlybeexpectedto
fathoheaningofthegravetoneinheyoung
ladyprofferedtheflors.hilberyslove;and
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