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“ibelieveitsinfluenously,”shesaid,in
thetoneofoneabsorbedbythepossibilitiesofso
vie;“butiheresso
littlespeforit,”sheadded.shereviewedherdaily
task,theperpetualdendsupoodsense,
selfntrol,andaantic
ther.ah,butherronce.
itin
lor,seeitinforhearitinsic,butnotinwords;
no,neverineasedbydesiressoi,
soinnicable.
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“butishatyoushould
herfeelitfor,noriforyou”
katharineagreedthatiteven
recurioustoherhefactthatsheussing
thequestion.itrevealedpossibilitiesh
openedaprospectofaneehow
itseedtoherthatheouand
shehadneveruood;andinhergratitude
sheostsisterlydesiretohelp
hitoosisterly,saveforonepang,notquitetobe
subdued,thatforhiheance.
“ithinkyoughtbeveryhappyeoneyou
lovedinthatway,”shesaid.
“youassuthatroncesurvivesacloserknowledge
ofthepersononeloves”
heaskedthequestionforlly,toprotecthielffrobr >
thesortofpersonalityuation
hestcarefullestitshould
degeeintosodegradinganddisturbingexhibition
suchasthese,hinkof
e,upohangthedeadleaves.
aearelief.heing
touandsothingorotherabouthisowndesires
hithertoundefinedbyhithesourceofhisdifficulty
hkathariheohurther,hhad
urgedhiobegin,hadpletelylefthia
thatittobe
sure.hesttakehisti.thereanythings
thatheuldnotsayhoutthegreatestdifficulty
thatna,forexale,ove
hiseyesfrocertainspot,afieryglensurroundedby
highuntains,intheheartoftheals.heedin
suspenseforkathariontinue.shehadsaidthathe
ghtbeveryhappyeonehelovedinthatway.
“idontseeed.
“iigiainsortofperson”she
paused;shehatheeninghthe
greatestiness,andthathisforlityerely
theverforareayofsosort.therewas
sopersonthensoanbe
cassandraah,possibly
“aperson,”sheadded,speakingierof
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nightandday
faand,“likecassandraotway,for
instance.cassandraisthestiingofthe
oththeexceptionofhenry.evenso,ilike
erecleveess.she
isacharacterapersonbyherself.”
“thosedreadfulis”burstfroha
nervouslaugh,andalittlespass
kathariiced.itatically
anddullyshereplied,“youuldinsistthatshenfined
herselftotosothingelse.butshecaresfor
sic;ibelievesheespoetry;andtherebeno
doubtthatshehasapeculiarchar
she.
afterantssilencejerkedout:
“ithoughtheraffeate”
“extrelyaffeate.sheworshipshenry.whenyou
thinkahousethatisunclefrancisalwaysinone
odoranother”
“dear,dear,dear,”ttered.
“andyouhaveso.”
“dearkatharine”exclaid,flinginghibr >
selfbathe
spotinthefire.“ireallydontknoalking
about.iassureyou.”
heenfusion.
hehdrehefihatillthrustbetween
thepagesofgulliver,opehebook,andranhiseye
dohelistofchapters,asthoughheto
seleostsuitableforreadingaloud.as
katharine,sheinary
sytoofhisoetishewas
nvihat,shouldhefindtherightpage,takeout
hisspectacles,clearhisthroat,andopenhislips,ace
thateagaininalltheirliveswouldbe
losttotheoth.
“alkingaboutthingsthatiusbothvery
ch,”shesaid.“shantalking,andleave
seidoheodfors,
anditsapitytoreadasthecase
particularlys.”
thepresenceoferaryspeculation,asshecalculated,
restoredsnfidenhissecurity,and
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hereplacedthebookinthebookcase,keepinghisback
tuedtoherashedidso,andtakingadvahis
nhisthoughtstogether.
butasendofintrospei
ofshothathisnd,hin,
iliargrou,thatistosay,
hehadnevernsciouslyfeltbefore;hewasrevealed
tohielfasotherthahink
hiheultuous
possibilities.hepaceupanddo,
andthenflunghielfietuouslyintothechairby
katharinesside.hehadneverfeltanythinglikethisbefore;
heputhielfentirelyintoherhands;hecastoff
allresponsibility.heverynearlyexclaidaloud:
“youvestirredupalltheseodiousandvioleions,
andnoustdothebestyou.”
heearpresence,hoingandreassuring
effectuponhisagitation,andheonsciousonly
ofanilicittrustthat,sohohher,
thatshethrough,findoutitwas
thathe.
“ietodo,”hesaid.“i
putselfentirelyinyourhands,katharine.”
“yousttrytotellyoufeel,”shesaid.
“dear,ifeelathousandthingseverysend.idont
knosure,ifeel.thatafteoonoh
ithenthen”hebrokeoff;hedidnottellher
hadhappehen.“yhastlygoodsense,as
usual,hasnvinontbutthe
truthis,heavenonlyknoed.
“isntitthetruththatyouare,htbe,inlove
hcassandra”shesaidgently.
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