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www.192.twherthathehad
discardedthefriendship,suitedhisnvenience
todoso,efalselyphilosophicaltheoryh
dehisnductalltheoexpress
herselfthus,hadnotryatoerruptedher.
“no,no,”shesaid;“youdontuand.iftheres
anyfaultitsirely;afterall,ifonechoosesto
runrisks”
hervoicefalteredintosilewasboeinupon
herhopletelyinrunningherriskshehadlosther
prize,lostitsoehatshehadnoloheright,
intalkingofralph,topresuthatherknowledgeof
hiupplantedallotherkely
possessedherlove,sincehisshareinitful;
andhirebitter,herclear
visionoftheulousand
uain,becauseanotheessofit.feelingher
desirefortheoldunsharedinticytoogreattobeboe
houttears,sherose,othefartherendofthe
rooheldtheastered
forant.thegriefitselfighesting
ofitlayithatshehadbeehisactof
treacheryagainstherself.trapped,cheated,robbed,first
byralphandthenbykatharine,sheseedalldissolved
inhuliation,aofanythingsheuldcallher
oearsofnher
cheeks.buttears,atleast,sheuldntrol,andwould
thisinstant,auing,sheharine,
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nightandday
arieveuldberetrievedofthellapseof
herurage.
shetued.katharinehadnotved;shewasleaning
alittleforothefire.
sothingiituderendedryofralph.sohe
,leaningforherfixedlyinfront
ofhiindfaraing,
untilhebrokeoffary”and
thesileave
ostdelightfultalkthatshehadeverknown.
sothingunfaliarintheposeofthesilentfigure,
sothingstill,sole,signifiadeher
holdherbreath.shepaused.herthoughtshout
bitteess.sheandnfidence.
sheoreby
katharinesside.ryhadnoospeak.inthesilence
sheseedtohavelostherisolation;she
ohesuffereraifulspectatorofsuffering;
sheore
bereft;shenselybeloved.
attettoexpressthesesensationsore
over,sheuldnothelpbelievingthat,houtanywords
onherside,theyetilonger
theysatsilent,sidebyside,aryfihefur
ontheskirtoftheolddress.
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chapterxxii
thefactthatsheent
theonlyreason
kathariatragspeedalorandinthe
dires.punctualityghthavebeen
achievedbytakingacab,hadshenotheopen
airtofanintoflathegloaryswords.
falltheiressionsoftheeveningstalkone
henatureofarevelationandsubduedtherestto
insignifice.thusonelooked;thusonespoke;such
waslove.
“shesatupstraightandlookedat,andthenshe
said,inlove,”kathariryingtosetthe
otion.itodhso
chhatnotagrainofpityoccurredtoher;it
eblazingsuddenlyinthedark;byitslight
katharineperceivedfartoovividlyforherfortthe
diocrity,iheentirelyfictitiouscharacterofher
oheypreteorrespondh
rysfeelings.shedeupherndtoastantly
upontheknoindin
azentbacktotheseupoh,whenshe
hadyielded,heavenknoed
nhtrevisit
theplaceuedand
succuedtoutterbeentinafog.
“itsallsosile,”shesaidtoherself.“theretbe
anydoubt.iveonlygottospeaknoto
speak,”sheetoherosteps,
aelyfotrydatchet.
rodney,havingebackearlierfroheoffice
thanheexpected,satdoelodies
in“thegicflute”uponthepiano.katharinee,
butthathingneicular
likingforsidhefeltintheodforit,perhapsit
orestrange,
reflected,because,asarule,theenofher
falyusical.herusin,cassandra
otple,hadaveryfiasteinsid
hehadgrellesofherinalightfantastic
attitude,playieintheingrootstogdon
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nightandday
house.herecalledusingh
heose,longlikealltheotedtoextend
itselfintotheflute,asifsheeinitablygraceful
speusicalle.thelittlepicturesuggested
veryhappilyherlodiousandsicalteerant.
theenthusiasofayounggirlofdistinguishedupbringing
appealedto,andsuggestedathousandways
inplishnts,heuld
beofservicetoher.sheoughttobegiventheceof
hearinggoodsic,asitisplayedbythosewhohave
iedthegreattradition.reover,frowo
rerksletfallintheurseofiohought
itpossiblethatshehadkatharineprofessedtolack,
apassionate,ifuntaught,appreciationofliterature.he
hadlentherhisplay.anharineain
tobelate,and“thegicflute”isnothinghout
avoieofingin
iertocassandra,exhhertoreadpope
inpreferen
hlydeveloped.hesethielfdopose
thispieceofadviashapeand
playful,adidnoinjurytoacausehhehad
heart,harineupoairs.
antlateritistaken,
itselfto
hisletter.histeerhadgedfroneofurbane
indeedofdeliciousexpansiontooneof
uneasinessandexpectation.thedinnerin,
andhadtobesetbythefiretokeephot.
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