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www.192.tw栗子小说 m.lizi.twtionship,toa
rerontid.butpassionshehad,heuldnot
denyit,andhithertohehadtriedtoseeiteloyedin
histhoughtsuponthelivesofthechildreno
bebotothe
“sheakeaperfeotherofsons,”
hethought;butseeitingthere,glooandsilent,
hebegantohavehisdoubtsonthispoint.“afarce,
afarself.“shesaidthate
esuddenlyaware
oftheirsituation,sittingupontheground,angthe
deadleaves,notfiftyyardsfroheinroad,sothatit
eonepassingtoseeandregnize
thehebrushedoffhisfaytracethatght
reinofthatunseeyexhibitioion.buthe
oretroubledbykatharinesappearance,asshesat
raptinthoughtupontheground,thanbyhisohere
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nightandday
ethingiropertohinherselffetfulness.
annaturallyalivetotheionsofsociety,he
enonceed,
andespeciallyiftheenhappeobeinanyway
ed.henoticedhdistressthelong
strandofdarkhairtoughershoulderandthree
deadbeechleavesattachedtoherdress;buttorecall
herndintheirpresentcircestoasenseof
thesedetailspossible.shesatthere,seengunnscious
ofeverything.hesuspectedthatinhersilence
shehehatshewould
thinkofherhairandofthedeadbeechleaves,h
oreiediateiortanthananything
else.ihesetriflesdretention
strangelyfroisoind;
forrelief,xingitselfostcurious
hurryandtultinhisbreast,alstncealinghis
firstsharpsenseofbleakanddisappointnt.
iorelievethisrestlessnessandclosea
distressinglyillorderedse,heroseabruptlyandhelped
katharioherfeet.shesledalittleatthenute
carehidiedhera,whenhebrushed
thedeadleavesfroiso,sheflinched,seeing
inthataan.
“,”shesaid,“iarryyou.iake
youhappy.”
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theafteoowo
other,caouton
thehighroadbeyoskirtsoflinln.thehigh
road,astheybothfelt,tersuitedtothisretu
joueythantheopenuntry,andforthefirstleor
sooftheindralph
hepassageoftheothe
heath;hethenihat
hehadspentinedeachword
hthecarethatascholardisplaysupontheirregularities
ofanaext.heihattheglow,
theroingshouldnot
paintustinfutureregardassoberfacts.on
hersidery,notbecauseherthoughtstook
dling,butbecauseheryof
thoughtasherheartoffeeling.onlyralphspresence,as
sheknebness,forsheuldforesee
atioflonelinessanyvarietiesofpainwould
besether.atthepresentnthereffortopre
servesheuldofthe,for
supseofherloveso
involuntarilyrevealedtoralph.inthelightofreasonit
didnotchtter,perhaps,butitinctto
becarefulofthatvisionofherselfhkeepspaceso
evenlybesideeveryoneofus,andhadbeendagedby
hernfession.thegraynightingdohe
untryoher;ahoughtthatoneof
thesedaysshefortinsittinguponthe
earth,alohatree.lookingthroughthedarkness,
sherkedtheshetree.ralph
deherstartbysayingabruptly;
“iosayerruptedat
lunchericaishalle,too.it
tbehardertoeaalivihanitishere.
hoary,thati
arryyou.well,doyousay”hespoke
firy,inhis.
“youkhisti,thegoodandthebad,”he
yteers.ivetriedtoletyou
knoyfaults.well,ary”
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nightandday
shesaidnothing,butthisdidrikehi
“instportantways,asyou
said,herandhinkalike.ibelieve
youaretheonlypersonintheh
happily.andifyoufeelthesaaboutasyoudo,
dontyou,ryakeeachotherhappy.”
herehepaused,aobeinnohurryforan
ansed,iobentinuinghisown
thoughts.
“yes,butifraidiuldntdoit,”rysaidatlast.
thecasualandratherhurriedhshespoke,
togetherhthefactthatsheheexactopposite
ofso
chthatheinstinctivelyloosenedhisclaspuponher
arndshehdrequietly.
“youuldntdoit”heasked.
“no,iuldntrryyou,”shereplied.
“youdonte”
shedenoanswer.
“ary,”hesaid,ustbe
anarrantfool,forithoughtyoudid.”theywalkedfora
uedtoher,
lookedather,andexary.
yourenottellih.”
“iootiredtue,ralph,”shereplied,tuingher
headahi“iaskyoutobelieveisay.i
trryyou;idontarryyou.”
thevoiatedthislythe
voieextretyofanguishthatralphhad
noursebuttoobeyher.andassoonasthetoneofher
voihisnd,
hefoundhielfbelievingthatshehadspokeh,
forhehadbutlittlevanity,andsoonherrefusalseed
anaturalthingtohiheslippedthroughallthegrades
ofdespondenofabsolute
gloofailureseedtorkthewholeofhislife;he
hadfailedhkatharine,andnoh
ry.upatoncesprahoughtofkatharine,and
,butthishechecked
instantly.nogoodhadeveretohiroatharine;
hisadeupof
dreandashethoughtofthelittlesubstahere
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