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www.192.tw“itoapologize,”ralphntinued,notquiteknowing
ecurious
instinselfirrevocably,
andtopreveofinticyfroassing.
“ithireatedyouverybadly.thatis,ivetoldyou
lies.didyouguessthatioyouonlinlns
innfieldsandagaintodayonouraliar,ry.
didyouknoe”
“ithinkido,”shesaid.
atthispointtheergedtheirplates.
“itstrueidonterica,”hesaid,
lookingfixedlyatthetableyfeelings
totobeutterlyanddaablybad,”he
saideically,althoughforcedtokeephisvoicelow.
“ifiaselfishbeastishouldtellyoutohave
nothiodoe.a,ry,inspiteof
thefactthatibelievesaying,ialsobelieve
thatitsgoodhertheworld
beingitis,yousee”andbyanodofhisheadhe
indi,“for,ofurse,
inaateofthings,inityeven,
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theresnodoubtyoushouldnthaveanythingtodoh
seriously,thatis.”
“yetthatiotanidealcharacter,either,”
saidry,inthesalotones,h,
inspiteofbeingalstinaudible,surrouheirtable
osphereofratione
perceptibletotheotherdiners,now
aureofkindness,asent,
andcuriosity.
“iuworldlya
littlerethanyouthink,anyhow.ilikebossing
thingsperhapsthatsgreatestfault.ivenoneof
yourpassionfor”hereshehesitated,andgla
hiasiftoascertainhispassionhe
truth,”sheadded,asifshehadfoundshesought
indisputably.
“ivetoldyouiliar,”ralphrepeatedobstinately.
“oh,inlittlethings,idaresay,”shesaidiatiently.
“butnotinrealones,andthatsatters.idaresay
ioretruthfulthanyouareinslliuld
nevercare”sheofindherselfspeaking
theoforceherselftospeakitout”for
ahetrutha
ountbutnotinthe
einaudible,and
tears.
“goodheavens”ralphexself.“sheloves
beforeshesgoingtoo,
butshetspeak.”
thesothathescarcelyknew
hehebloodrushedtohischeeks,and
althoughhehadquitedeuphisndtoaskherto
rryhitheseedto
gethesituationsopletelythatheuldnotdo
it.hedidnotdaretolookather.ifshecried,hedidnot
kohihatsothing
ofaterribleaatingnaturehadhappened.
theore.
inhisagitationralphrose,tuedhisbaary,
andlookedoutofthehestreet
seedtohinlyadissolvingandbiningpatte
ofblackparticles;ont,represented
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nightandday
veryheinvoluntaryprocessionoffeelingsand
thoughtsedanddissolvedinrapidsuccession
inhisoind.atoheexultedihought
thatrylovedhiatthe,itseedthathewas
.
noarryheratonoodisappear
andneverseeheragain.iontrolthisdisorderly
raselftoreadthena
ohentoexane
theobjetheshophentofocus
hiseyesexactlyuponalittlegroupofenlooking
inatthegreathis
disciplinehavinggivenhitleastasuperfitrol
ofhielf,hetotuandasktheerto
bringthebill,byatallfigure
entatallfigure,
upright,dark,andnding,chdetachedfrobr >
hersurroundings.sheheldherglovesinherlefthand,
ahandhisralphnotid
enuratedandregnizedbeforeheputanatothe
edtobelookingfor
sobody.hereyes,infact,sedbothsidesofthe
street,andforonesendlytothe
boood;butshelookedaway
againinstantlyhoutgivinganysignthatshehadseen
hithissuddenapparitionhadaraordinaryeffect
uponhiithoughtofhersointensely
thathisndhadfordtheshapeofher,ratherthan
thathehadseehefleshoutsideireet.
ahehadhinkingofheratall.theiression
issit,nor
eventhinkerelyigined
her.hesatdoondsaid,brieflyandstrangely,
rathertohielfthantory:
“thatharinehilbery.”
“katharinehilberyean”sheasked,
hardlyuandingfroisnnerherhehad
see.
“katharinehilbery,”herepeated.“butshesgonenow.”
“katharinehilbery”rythought,inaninstantof
blindingrevelation;“ivealharine
hilbery”shekneallnow.
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afterantofdostupor,sheraisedhereyes,
lookedsteadilyatralph,andcaughthisfixedanddrea
gazeleveledatapointfarbeyondtheirsurroundings,a
pointthatshehadneverreachedinallthetithatshe
hadkno.shenoticedthelipsjustparted,the
fingerslooselyched,theplation,
.shenoticed
everythingabouthiiftherehadbeenns
ofhisutteralienatio,
too,forshefeltthatitruth
uponahatsheuldkeepherselfsittingthere,
upright.thetruthseedtosupporther;itstruckher,
evenasshelookedathisface,thatthelightoftruthwas
shiningfarthelightoftruth,she
seedtofratheogo,shinesona
ities.
ralphhandedherheratai,
fasteheatsecurely,graspedthestickfiry.the
ivysprayilltedaboutthehahisone
saigh
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