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littlebylittletheurainedhielflessinpresence.i
catoknoper,hisdeepandceaseless
lancholy,hisflashesofbrutality,hisbitter,cuttingplaints,
hisldhatreds,hisiulsesoflatentdness,hischildishans,
hisansdespair,hisuedfury.theralnature
differsfrohephysiatureinasothingisabsolutein
it.theforceofeffectsisiproportiontothecharactersor
theideasefact.positionat
yfuturelife,depehisoneetricwill.
iysoulasqui
thosedaystoexpandastontract,eredclochegourde,
andaskedself,”hoe”hayofheart
isaybrow.ilivedina
perpetual”quivive.”ifelluhedonionofthatn;andthe
sufferingsieaughttouandthoseofdade
rtsauf.prehension;triedbythe
safire,hoanydisveriesideduringthosefirstfortydays
ed
andbuoyant.oneeveningifoundherpensivelygasuh
reddehesuitspossible
nottolistentothatvoiceoftheetealsongofsongsbyh
natureherselfbidsallhercreatureslove.didthelostillusionsof
hergirlhoodretutoherdidtheansufferfroninward
parisonifanciediperceivedadesolatioitudethat
yfirstappeal,andisaid,”sodaysarehardto
bear.”
”youreadsoul,”sheanshowhaveyoudoneso”
”anypoints,”ireplied.”surelyall
nuerofhunbeingsbotothehighestjoysandthedeepest
sorroiesvibrateinunisonandechoeachother
inonyhtheprincipleof
things.putsuchbeingsangsurroundingsordand
theysufferhorribly,justastheirhappinessuntstoexaltation
eetideas,orfeelings,orotherbeingsongenial
tothebutthereisstillathirdndition,n
onlytosoulsaffectedbythesadistress;inthisalohe
highestfratealprehension.ityhappenthatsuchsoulsfindno
outleteitherfoodorevil.thentheanhinusendoh
expressionandtionisexercisedinavoid,expendsitspassion
elody,andcriesthatare
lostinsolitude,terribledefeatofasoulsagainstthe
inutilityofnothihesearestrugglesih
oozesaaninhe
sensibilitiesflooeandtheresultisahorribleweakeningof
thesoul;anindescribablelancholyforhenfessional
itselfhasnoears.haveinotexpressedourtualsufferings”
sheshuddered,andthenovinghereyesfrohesetting
sun,shesaid,”hothat,youngasyouare,youknohese
thingseaan”
”ah”ireplied,”childhoodwaslikealongillness”
”iheardeleineughing,”shecried,leavingabruptly.
theuntessshoynstantvisits,andfortwo
reasons.inthefirstplaceshehoughts
usedtheuntand
deasopforthatlionane.ifoundanexcusefor
visitsedplausibletoeveryone.nsieurdertsauf
proposedtoteachbackgaon,andiaccepted;asididsothe
untesspassioosay,
”youareflingingyourselfintothejahelion.”ifididnot
uandthisattheti,threedayshadnotpassedbeforeiknew
ypatience,hingexhausts,thefruit
ofserablechildhood,ripeneduhislasttrial.theunt
efootputtinginpracticethe
principlesortheruleshehadexplained;ifireflectedbeforei
playedheplainedofslohewasangry
bearkpointshedeclared,
kinghisprofitoutofthestake,thatioorapid.it
aster,thedespotisftherod,of
pareselfto
epialiciouschild.whenweplayedfor
neyhistheaandstabjectdelight.
ahise,anditfrequently
recalledhioasenseofpolitenessandgoodbreeding.butbefore
longifellintothefuaisery.neywas
disappearinguheselosses.thoughtheunt
duringvisitsuntilileftthehouse,etisvery
late,ientightsaya
yidolsheart;buttoobtainthatnt,for
chedandedhahunterspainfulpatience,iwas
forcedtontihesees,duringyfeelingswere
laentsere
silent,sheandi,lookingatthesunlightontheadoheclouds
inagraysky,thestyhills,orthequiveringoftheononthe
sandbanksoftheriver;sayingonly,”nightisbeautiful”
”nightisan,da.”
”tranquillity”
”yes,noonebeabsolutelychedhere.”
thenshebroideryfra.icaatlasttohear
theiningsofaionitsobject.butthe
factreinedoney,fareotheseevenings.ieto
thertosendso.shesldedaonlyenoughtolast
aorelifedependedonit.thusit
happehatinthedayfirstgreathappinessifoundthesa
sufferingsthatassailedelseinparis,atllege,at
sbyabstihereprivationsive,
atfrapesletheyive;soactivethatihe
iulsetotheft,byvisionsofcri,furiousdesperationshrend
thesoulandstbesubduedunderpainoflosingourselfrespect.
theryofythersparsinytaught
thatindulgenenooduponthebrink
oftheabyssandasureditsdepths,,st
iablyfeel.thoughoituderengthehose
herodquids
behesurface,ihaveneverknohatterriblethingcal
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