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erdays;otherofyoursereverything
inthisetientranglyfaliarand
entranglylastforever.
butingca.itetostayto
breakfast.overthetea,lyservedinthe
diningrooalkedquietly.asofold,youdisplayedardialfrankness;
and,asofold,thereactlessquestions,thereyabout
self.youdidnotaskna,noroyouiwas,asbefore,a
casualadventure,analessan,ahourrace
ethatyoutostartonalongjouey,that
youonthsinnortheafrica.thewords
brokeinuponhappinesslikeaknell:“past,past,pastandfotten”i
lohroyselfatyourfeet,g:“takeayat
lengthcatoklengthafteralltheseyears”butiid,
e
ile”areyoureallysorry”
forantioodupandlookedatyoufixedly.
thenisaid:“thenilovehasalwaysgoneonajouey.”ilookedyou
straightintheeyes.“noe”you
onlysled,andsaidnsolingly:“oneesbackafterati.”ianswered:
“yes,oneesback,butonehasfottenbythen.”
isthavespokenytonevedyou.you,too,
rose,andlookedaty
shoulders:“goodthingsarenotten,andishallnetyou.”youreyes
studiedattentively,asifyouanenduringigeofin
yournd.ywhole
being,iuldnotbutfancythatthespellofyourblindnesslastbe
broken.“heehee”soultreledh
expectation.
butyoudidnnise.no,youdidnnise.neverhadi
beenreofastraoyouthaniont,forhaditbeen
otherier.
youhadkissedagain,hadkissedpassionately.hairhadbeenruffled,
andihadtotidyitoandingattheglass,isaandasisaw,i
eeandhorrorthatyouitiouslyslippinga
upleofbankoff.iuldhardlyrefrainfrout;i
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ihastilygatheredupbelongings,thatightescapeasquicklyas
possible;thepainyhat.thereithe
yroses.ihadaible
desiretokealastefforttoaery.“eoneof
youralloutofthevase.
“butperhapstheyan,aanwholovesyou”
”ybe,”youreplied,“idontkno,butidontknowthatssofondofthe”ilookedatyouily:
“perhapstheyanyouhavefotten”
youoreily.“regnise,only
reglast”ourofeyes.butyoursle,though
rdial,hadioninit.youkissedyetagain,butyoudidnot
regnise.
ihurriedayeyeshtears,andididnotyou
tosee.iry,asipre,ialstoned
intojohn,yourservant.earrassedbutzealous,hegotoutofway,and
opehefrontdoorfor.then,inthisfugitiveinstant,asilookedathibr >
throughtears,alightsuddenlyfloodedtheoldnsfathisfugitive
instant,itellyou,hereghenesince
childhood.iandkissedhis
hands.itorefroyffthebanknotese,
andthrusttheponhiheglainalarorinthisinstantithink
heuoodreofthanyouhaveuoodinyourwholelife.
everyone,everyone,hasbeeospoil;everyonehasloadedh
kindness.butyou,onlyyou,fot.you,onlyyou,neverregnised.
boy,ourboy,isdead.ihavetolove;heworld,
exceptyou.buteyouognised
;youeasyoughtstepa,youwho
trodonasyoughttreadonastone;youonyourway
unheedioforalleteityonceifahatiuld
holdyouforohatiheldyou,theelusive,inthechild.buthewasyour
son.inthenight,hecruellyslippedaonajouey;hehas
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ery.ifaionnainyour
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sine
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yourjoyfullife.dohatishallevertroubleyoufurther.beare
fivioyouthisohebitter
hourusttalktoyou.thenishallslip
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evenhearcrysolongasintiolive.onlydeadhis
heritageetoyoufroneorefondlythananyother
haslovedyou,froneyouhaveneverregnised,fronewhohas
alnsandyouhaveneversuoned.
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