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andlookeduponashisdaughter.iinsisted,hoy
otoagreetoretuingtoviennaas
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seedsoalien,sodreary,gree.iselflivedonce
re,noyunendingdreawhen
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eyes,iuldighefaindasifihad
beenseparatedbyuntainsandvalleysandrivers.enoughthatiuldgoon
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youry
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atoilofthesho
skedtheturili.theinstaterswererolleddown,i
fleore,toetyoujustonce,wasalli
plyfrodistaodevouryourfaceyeyes.atlength,
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yourhouseeverynight,evenhekeenwindof
thevieisiedforhoursinvain.often,
intheend,youpanyoffriends.teisaw
youan,athatihattherewas
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yourclosedlife.
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yourpath.asce,aloadeddrayfilledthestreet,sothatyou
hadtopassquitee.involuntarilyyoureyesenunteredfigure,
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en.theryofitdartedthroughlikearicshockthat
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yearsbefore,youhadaetheanandthelover.
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uldnottuoyheartwas
beatingsofuriouslythatihadtoslapadovedby
irresistiblecuriosity,ituedtolookback,isahatyouandingand
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unregnised.ah,hoakeyouuanddisappointntduring
theyearsatinnsbrueetingin
viennaythoughts.fanciesvariedying
froheostdelightful.everynceivablevariation
hadpassedthroughnd.ingloontsithadseedtothat
youe,e,forbeingofnoat,forbeing
plain,oriortunate.ihadhadavisionofeverypossibleforfdisfavour,
ldness,orindifferenever,iretyofdepression,inthe
utstrealisationofoportance,hadinceivedthisst
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uaagirlsoraansfacestbe
foransothiraordinarilytable.itisusuallynothihan
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rror.anodifiesitslights
andshades,andbecauseatdifferenttisthedressgivesitsodifferenta
setting.resignatiooaanasherknoi,whowas
stillagirl,indhad
beenfullofyoueversinceihadfirstknoe
theillusionthatyousthaveoftenthoughtofande.how
uldihaveboetogoonlivinghadirealisedthatihingtoyou,thati
hadnoplaery.ylaevening,shoeasitdid
thatonyoursidethereerthreadingyourlife
iforafirstpluoreality,hefirst
intitioiny.
youdidner,hsagaincrossed,
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