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    s.dalloheflowersherself.

    forlucyhadheroutforher.thedoorsakenoff

    theirhinges;uelyersning.ahoughtclarissa

    dallooingfreshasifissuedtochildrenonabeach.

    alarkaplungeforsoithadaledtoher,when,

    halittlesqueakofthehinges,hsheuldheaow,shehad

    burstopenthefrenchbourtonintotheopenair.

    ho,stillerthanthisofurse,theairhe

    earlying;liketheflapofahekissofahilland

    sharpafirlofeighteenasshethenn,feeling

    asshedid,standitheopehingawful

    oke

    andtherooksrising,falling;standingandlooking

    untilpeterongthevegetables”hatit“i

    preferntocauliflousthavesaiditat

    breakfastoneingontotheterracepeter

    hesedays,juneorjuly,

    shefotterswashissayings

    onereered;hiseyes,hispocketknife,hissle,hisgruiness

    and,illionsofthingshadutterlyvanishedheitwasa

    fehisaboutcabbages.

    shestiffenedalittleonthekerb,ingfordurtnallsvantopass.

    agan,scropepurvisthoughtherknowingherasonedoes

    knoiouchofthe

    birdabouther,ofthejay,bluegreen,light,vivacious,thoughshe

    y,andgroesinceherillheresheperched,

    neverseeinghiingtocross,veryupright.

    forhavinglivedininsterhoanyyearsnoy,one

    feelseveniofthetraffic,oight,clarissa

    nity;anindescribablepause;

    asuspehatghtbeherheart,affected,theysaid,by

    influenzabefbenstrikes.thereoutitbood.firsta

    usical;thenthehour,irrevocable.theleadencircles

    dissolvedintheair.suchfoolshought,crossingvictoria

    street.forheavenonlyknoso,hoso,

    kingitup,buildingitrouulingit,creatingitevery

    ntafresh;buttheveriestfrus,thestdejeiseries

    sittingondoorstepsdrinktheirdoe;tbedealt

    entforthatveryreason:

    theylovelife.inpeopleseyes,inthesp,andtrudge;in

    thebellootorcars,oibuses,vans,

    sandenshufflingandswinging;brassbands;barrelans;in

    thetriuhandthejihestrangehighsingingofsoaeroplane

    overheadontofjune.

    foritiddleofjuhewareone

    likes.foxbassylastnighteatingherheartoutbecause

    thatniceboyustgotoausin;

    orladybexbh

    inherhand,john,herfavourite,killed;butithank

    heavethepalad

    everyhoughitillsoearly,thereing,astirring

    ofgallopingpoappingofcricketbats;lords,ast,ranelagh

    andalltherestofit;eshofthegreyblueing

    air,,adoheir

    lachestheboungponies,juststruckthe

    groundanduptheysprung,theen,andlaughinggirls

    iransparentslinserdangallnight,

    akingtheirabsurdthis

    hour,discreetolddootorcarson

    errandsofstery;andtheshopkeepersingintheirwindows

    onds,theirlovelyoldseagreenbroochesin

    eighteenthptariustenose,

    notbuythingsrashlyforelizabeth,aoo,lovingitasshe

    didhanabsurdandfaithfulpassion,beingpartofit,sinceher

    peopleeofthegees,she,too,was

    goingthatverynighttokindleandilluogiveherparty.but

    hoist;thehuthe

    slonghappyducks;thepouchedbirdswaddling;andwhoshould

    beingalobuildings,st

    appropriately,peds,

    irablehugh

    “goodingtoyou,clarissa”saidhugh,ratherextravagantly,for

    theyhadknoheraschildren.“o”

    “ilovers.dallosbetter

    thary.”

    theyhadjusteupunfortuoseedoe

    toseepictures;gototheopertaketheirdaughtersout;the

    e“toseedoesberclarissahad

    visitedevelyne.wasevelynillagainevelyn

    atingbyakindofpout

    orsarelyhandso,perfectly

    upholsteredbodyheosttooably

    hadtobe,einteal

    ailnt,nothingserious,h,asanoldfriend,clarissadalloway

    euandtospecify.ahyes,she

    didofurse;anuisandfeltverysisterlyandoddly

    iofherhat.nottherighthatfortheearly

    ing,adeherfeel,ashebustledon,

    raisinghishatratherextravagantlyandassurihatsheght

    beagirlofeighteen,andofurseheingtoherpartytonight,

    evelynabsolutelyinsisted,onlyalittlelateheghtbeafterthe

    partyatthepalacetosboys,she

    alpybesidehugh;schoolgirlish;butattached

    tohipartlyfroavingknoala

    goodsortinhisohoughrichardwa

    ...

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    andasforpeterothisdayfivenherforliking

    hi

    sheuldreerseafterseatbourtoerfurious;hugh

    not,ofurse,histanybecile

    aspeterdeout;notarebarbersblock.othered

    hiogiveupshootingortotakehertobathhedidit,houta

    erdid,that

    hehad,nobrain,nothingbutthennersandbreedingofan

    englishgehaterathis;andhe

    uldbeintolerable;heuldbeiossible;butadorabletoh

    onainglikethis.

    junehaddraothersofpii

    gavesuessagesthefleettothe

    adralty.arlingtoandpiccadillyseedtochafethevery

    airintheparkandliftitsleaveshotly,brilliantly,onwavesof

    thatdivialityoride,shehad

    adoredallthat.

    fortheyghtbepartedforhundredsofyears,sheaer;shenever

    eover

    her,ifheenoedays,sosights

    bringinghialy,houttheoldbitteess;h

    perhapseba

    theddleofst.jassparkonafineingiheydid.but

    peterhoightbe,areesandthegrass,

    alegirlinpink

    peteeversahingofallthat.heonhisspectacles,

    ifshetoldhio;hehestateofthehat

    iedhiry,peoplescharacterseteally,

    andthedefectsofheroheyargued

    shearryaprinisterandstandatthetopofastaircase;

    theperfe,

    shehadthekingsoftheperfecthostess,hesaid.

    sosheesspark,stillking

    outthatshehadbeenrightaoonottorryhiforin

    rriagealittlelice,alittleindepeherestbebetween

    peoplelivingtogetherdayindayoutinthesahouse;hrichard

    gaveher,andshehie

    ttee,sheneverasked.buthpetereverythinghadtobe

    shared;everythinggoo.andite

    tothatseilegardenbythefountaiobreak

    ortheyruined,she

    houghshehadboeabouthherforyearslikean

    arroiginherheartthegrief,theanguish;ahehorror

    ofthenteooldheratahathehadrried

    aantogoingtoindianevershouldshefetall

    thatld,heartless,aprude,hecalledher.neveruldshe

    uandhoendidpresublysilly,

    pretty,fliyninpoops.andsheedherpity.forhee

    happy,heassuredherperfectlyhappy,thoughhehadneverdohing

    thattheytalkedof;hisadeher

    angrystill.

    shehadreaont,lookingatthe

    oibusesinpiccadilly.

    shesayofahehattheyhisor

    etiunspeakablyaged.she

    slietiside,

    lookingon.shehadaperpetualsense,asshechedthetaxicabs,

    ofbeingout,out,farouttoseaandalone;shealhefeeling

    thatitoliveevenoneday.notthatshe

    thoughtherselfuchoutoftheordinary.ho

    throughlifeonthefe

    sheuldnotthink.sheknehing;nolanguage,nohistory;she

    soirsinbed;aoheritwas

    absolutelyabs;allthis;thecabspassing;andshe

    sayofpeter,shethis,iahat.

    heronlygiftostbyinstinct,shethought,walking

    on.ifyouputherinarooone,upherbacklikea

    cats;orshepurred.devonshirehouse,bathhouse,thehousehthe

    alllitupondreeredsylvia,

    fred,sallysetonsuchhostsofpeople;anddangallnight;andthe

    arket;anddrivinghoacrossthepark.she

    reeredohrootheserpeeveryone

    reered;shelovedhis,here,noofher;the

    fatladyinthecab.didittterthen,sheaskedherself,walking

    toatterthatshestiablycease

    pletely;allthisstgoonhouther;didsheresentit;ordid

    itnotbeensolingtobelievethatdeathendedabsolutelybut

    thatsohohestreetsoflondon,ontheebbandflohings,

    here,there,shesurvived,petersurvived,livedineachother,she

    beingpart,shee;ofthehousethere,

    ugly,ralingalltobitsandpiecesasitofpeopleshe

    had;beinglaidoutlikeastbethepeoplesheknew

    best,edherontheirbranchesasshehadseereeslift

    thest,butitspreadeversofar,herlife,herself.butwas

    shedreangasshelookedintohatchardsshopwasshe

    tryingtoreverageofedaheuntry,assheread

    inthebookspreadopen:

    feaoretheheatothesun

    northefuries.

    thislateageoftheall,alln

    anden,aears.tearsandsorreandendurance;

    aperfeple,ofthe

    ansheadredst,ladybexbh,openingthebazaar.

    theresandjollities;thereweresoapyspongeand

    s.asquithsirsandbiggashootinginnigeria,allspread

    open.eversonybooksthereedexactlyright

    totaketoevelyhingthatwould

    servetoaseheraindescribablydrieduplittlean

    look,asontrdial;beforetheysettled

    doialkofensailnts.houchshe

    ein,clarissa

    ...

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    ituchratherwould

    shehavebeehosepeoplelikerichardhingsfor

    theelves,eshe

    didthingsnotsily,notfortheelves;buttokepeoplethink

    thisorthat;perfectidiocyshekneanheldup

    hishandfoooneakenin.ohifsheuld

    havehadherlifeaihought,steppingontothepavent,

    uldhavelookedevendifferently

    shehefirstplace,darklikeladybexbh,

    pledleatheraifuleyes.shewouldhavebeen,

    likeladybexbh,sloately;ratherlarge;iedin

    politicslikean;hauntryhouse;verydignified,verysincere.

    insteadofickfigure;aridiculouslittle

    face,beakedlikeabirds.thatsheheldherselfrue;and

    hadnidsa;anddressedhatshespent

    little.butoftennohisbodysheoppedtolookatadutch

    picture,thisbody,ednothingnothing

    atall.shehadtheoddestsenseofbeingherselfinvisible;unseen;

    unkno,norehavingofchildrennow,

    butonlythisastonishingandrathersresshtherestof

    theupbondstreet,thisbeings.dalloevenclarissaany

    re;thisbeings.richarddalloway.

    bondstreetfasoinginthe

    season;itsflagsflying;itsshops;nosplash;noglitter;oneroll

    oftheshopherhadboughthissuitsforfifty

    years;afeononaniceblock.

    “thatisall,”shesaid,lookingatthefishngers.“thatisall,”

    sherepeated,pausingforantatthehere,

    beforetheostperfectgloves.andherolduncle

    usedtosayaladyisknownbyhershoesandhergloves.he

    hadtuedonhisbedoneingintheddleofthewar.hehadsaid,

    “ihavehadenough.”glovesandshoes;shehadapassiloves;

    butheroer,herelizabeth,carednotastraherof

    the

    notastrahought,goingonupbondstreettoashophey

    keptfloy.elizabethreallycaredfor

    herdogstofall.theoingsltoftar.still,

    betterprizzlethansskilerdisteerandtarandall

    therestofitthansittinghaprayer

    bookbetteranything,sheightbeonly

    aphase,asriightbe

    fallingiaed

    ofurse;okeallohat,andrichardsaidshewas

    veryable,hadareallyhistorid.anyhoheywereinseparable,

    andelizabeth,heronion;andhowshedressed,

    hoetolunchshedidnotcareabit,it

    beingherexperienadepeoplecallous

    sodidisskilnhing

    fortherussians,starvedherselffortheaustrians,butinprivate

    inflictedpositivetorture,soiivewasshe,dressedinagreen

    toshat.yearinyearoutshehatat;sheperspired;

    shefivenutesakingyoufeelher

    superiority,yourinferiority;hohyouwere;

    hohoutacushionorabedorever

    itghtbe,allhersoulrustedhthatgrievaiginit,

    herdisssalfrochothebitteredunfortunate

    creatureforitheroedbuttheideaofher,h

    undoubtedlyhadgatheredintoitselfagreatdealthatiss

    kiln;hadbeeohosespectreshtlesinthe

    night;ohosespectresandastrideusandsuckuphalfour

    lifeblood,donatorsandtyrants;foodoubthahrow

    ofthedice,hadtheblackbeeandnotthee,shewould

    havelovedsskilnbutnotinthisworld.no.

    itraspedher,though,tohavestirringaboutihisbrutalnster

    tohearteddohedepthsof

    thatleafencueredforest,thesoul;obequite,or

    quiteseoeirring,thishatred,

    akeherfeelscraped,

    hurtinherspine;gaveherphysicalpain,anddeallpleasurein

    beauty,infriendship,inbeingakingher

    hodelightfulrock,quiver,andbendasifihereonster

    grubbingattheroots,asiftheenthing

    butselflovethishatred

    nonsense,nonsenseshecriedtoherself,pushingthroughtheswing

    doorsoflberrystheflorists.

    sheadvanced,light,tall,veryupright,tobegreetedatonceby

    buttonfacedsspyred,asifthey

    hadbeenstoodiheflowers.

    theres,speas,bunchesoflilad

    assesofcaations.thereherewereirises.

    ahyessoshebreathedihygardensellasshestood

    talkingtosspyoughtherkind,forkind

    shehadbeenyearsago;verykind,butshelookedolder,thisyear,

    tuingherheadfroidetosideangtheirisesandrosesandnodding

    tuftsoflilachhereyeshalfclosed,snuffingin,afterthestreet

    uproar,thedeliciousst,theexquisiteolness.andthen,opening

    hereyes,hoalaundrylaidin

    theredcaations,

    holdingtheirheadsup;andallthespeasspreadingintheirbowls,

    tingedviolet,snoe,paleasifitheeveningandgirls

    inslinfrockscaouttopickspeasandrosesafterthesuperb

    suersday,ostblueblacksky,itsdelphiniu,its

    liliesoween

    sixandsevenions,irises,lilacglows;

    stobubyitself,

    softly,purelyiybeds;andhooths

    spinninginandout,overtheroses

    andasshebegantogofroartojar,choosing,nonsense,

    nonsense,shesaidtoh

    ...

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    thississpyikirustingher,were

    aountthathatred,thatnster,

    suruntitall;anditliftedherupandupolshot

    ireetoutside

    “dear,thosetorcars,”saidsspygoingtotheolook,

    andingbadslingapologeticallyhherhandsfullofs

    peas,asifthosetorotorcars,wereallher

    fault.

    theviolentexplosionades.dallopandsspyo

    totheefrotorcaro

    thesideofthepaventpreulberrysshopwindow.

    passersbyetosee

    afaportanceagainstthedovegreyupholstery,

    beforealehanddreheblindandtherehingtobesee

    asquareofdovegrey.

    yetruurstheddleofbondstreet

    tooxfordstreetononeside,toatkinsoshopoher,

    passinginvisibly,inaudibly,likeacloud,s,veillikeuponhills,

    fallingihingofacloudssuddensobrietyandstillness

    upoerlydisorderly.butnow

    steryhadbrushedtheherheyhadheardthevoiceof

    authority;thespiritionhhereyesbandaged

    tightandherlipsgapingnobodykneehadbeen

    seen.theprinceofinisters

    enobodyknew.

    edgarj.kiss,,saidaudibly,

    hurouslyofurse:“theproinisterskyar.”

    septisith,selfuopass,heardhi

    septisith,agedaboutthirty,palefaced,beaknosed,

    ,hhazeleyeshhad

    thatlookofapprehensioninthekespletestrangers

    appreheoo.thesdesd

    everythinghadetoastandstill.thethrobofthetines

    soundedlikeapulseirregularlydruingthroughairebody.the

    suorcarhadstoppedoutside

    lberrysshopnibusesspreadtheir

    blackparasols;hereagreen,herearedparasolopenedhalittle

    pop.s.dalloingtothesfullofs

    peas,lookedouthherlittlepinkfacepursedinenquiry.every

    onelookedatthetorcar.septislooked.boysonbicyclessprang

    off.trafficacculated.ahetorcarstood,hdrawn

    blinds,andupohought,

    andthisgradualdraogetherofeverythingtoorebefore

    hiseyes,asifsohorrorhadealsttothesurfad

    toburstintoflas,terrifiedhitheworldwaveredandquivered

    andthreateoburstintoflas.itisiblogtheway,

    hethought.beinglookedatandpoi;ed

    there,rootedtothepavent,forapurposebutforpurpose

    “letusgoois,”saidhisan,hlarge

    eyesinasalloedfaitaliangirl.

    butluotordthe

    treepatteontheblinds.thequeenihequeengoing

    shopping

    thechauffeur,ething,tuingsothing,

    shuttingsothing,gotontothebox.

    “eon,”saidlucrezia.

    butherhusband,fortheyhadbeenrriedfour,fiveyearsnoped,

    started,andsaid,“allright”angrily,asifshehadinterruptedhi

    peoplestnotiustsee.people,shethought,lookingat

    thecrootorcar;theenglishpeople,htheir

    childrenandtheirhorsesandtheirclothes,iredina

    ushadsaid,“iwill

    killself”;anashe

    lookedatthecroedtocryouttobutchers

    boysanden.helponlylastautusheaishadstoodon

    theeanknteusreadingapaper

    insteadoftalking,shehadsnatandlaughedinthe

    oldnsfausttake

    hiepark.

    “noross,”shesaid.

    shehadarighttohisarthoughithoutfeeling.hewould

    giveher,ple,soiulsive,onlytyfour,hout

    friendsinengland,italyforhissake,apieceofbone.

    thetorcarhitsblindsdraablereserve

    proceededtoillgazedat,stillrufflingthefaces

    onbothsidesofthestreetedarkbreathofveion

    enisteobodykneself

    hadbeenseenonlyohreepeopleforafehe

    sexe.butthereuldbenodoubtthatgreatnesswas

    seatedoved

    onlybyahandsbreadthfrordinarypeopleightnohe

    firstandlastti,beajestyof

    england,oftheenduringsyolofthestateo

    e,whenlondonisa

    grassgroentthis

    oibonesixedupin

    theirdustandthegoldstoppingsofinnurabledecayedteeth.the

    fathetorcarhenbeknown.

    itisprobablythequeen,thoughts.dalloingoutoflberrys

    e

    dignitystandingbytheflohesunlighthecarpassed

    atafootspace,hitsblindsdraehospital;

    thequeenopeningsobazaar,thoughtclarissa.

    the,

    shehestreetish

    ddleclassessittingsidenibuseshparcels

    andurellas,yes,evenfursonadaylikethis,hought,

    reridioreuhingtherehaseverbeenthanoneuld

    nceive;andthequeenherselfheldup;thequeenherselfuo

    pass.clarissareet;sirjohn

    buckhurst,theoldjudgeoher,sir

    johnhadlaiddohelawforyearsandliked

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    ething

    tothepoli,andjerkedhishead

    aheoibustothesideandthecarpassedthrough.slowly

    andverysilentlyittookitsway.

    clarissaguessed;clarissakhinge,

    gianshand,adisscribedha

    na,thequeens,theprininistersh,

    byforceofitsore,butitshroughclarissasahe

    ongdelabras,glittering

    stars,breastsstiffhoakleaves,hughbreadandallhis

    lleagues,thegentlenofengland,thatnightinbughaalace.

    andclarissa,too,gaveaparty.shestiffenedalittle;soshewould

    standatthetopofherstairs.

    thecarhadgoithadleftaslightripplehrough

    gloveshopsandhatshopsandtailorsshopsonbothsidesofbondstreet.

    forthirtysendsallheadseothewindow.

    choosingapairofglovesshouldtheybetotheelboon

    orpalegreyladiesstopped;ething

    hadhappened.sothingsotriflinginsiahatno

    thetiittingshoa,

    uldregisterthevibratioinitsfulnessratherfordableand

    initsional;forinallthehatshopsandtailors

    shopsstrangerslookedateachotherandthoughtofthedead;ofthe

    flag;ofeire.inapublichouseinabackstreetalonialinsulted

    thehouseofwindsorowords,brokenbeerglasses,anda

    generalshindy,rangelyacrosstheheearsirlsbuyingeunderlihreadedhpureeribbonfortheir

    hesurfaceagitationofthepassingcarasitsunkgrazed

    sothingveryprofound.

    glidingacrosspiccadilly,thecartueddoessstreet.tall

    n,nofrobustphysique,eailats

    andtheireslipsandtheirhairrakedbackwho,forreasons

    diffiinate,andingintheboindowofbrookss

    htheirhandsbehiailsoftheirats,lookingout,perceived

    instinctivelythatgreatnesshepalelightofthe

    iortalpresenasithadfallenuponclarissadalloway.

    atoheirhands,andseed

    readytoattendtheirsn,ifneedbe,totheouth,

    astheiran.theebustsale

    tablesinthebackgroundveredhpiesofthetatlerandsyphons

    ofsodaedtoapprove;seedtoindicatethefloo

    andthenorhousesofengland;andtoretuthefrailhufthe

    torheuasinglevoice

    expandedanddesonorousbytheghtofahedral.shawled

    llprattenthedearboywell

    itheprinceofainandossedtheprice

    ofapotofbeerabureetoutofsheer

    lightheartednessaofpovertyhadshehe

    nstableseyeuponher,disuraginganoldirishansloyalty.

    thesest.jasssaluted;queenalexandraspoli

    approved.

    asllcroeanpalace.

    listlessly,yetly,poorpeopleallofthetheyed;

    lookedatthepalaceitselfhtheflagflying;atvictoria,billowing

    onherund,adredhershelvesofrunnings;

    sifrohetorcarsinthellfirstthisohenthat;

    bestootion,vainly,uponnersoutforadrive;recalledtheir

    tributetokeepituhiscarpassedandthat;andallthe

    tiletruuracculateintheirveinsandthrilltheheir

    thighsatthethoughtofroyaltylookingatthethequeenbowing;

    theprincesaluting;atthethoughtoftheheavenlylifedivinely

    bestoheequerriesanddeepcurtsies;ofthequeens

    olddollshouse;ofprinan,andthe

    priheprinceookheysaid,afteroldking

    educhslier.theprincelivedatst.jass;

    butheghtealongiovisithisther.

    sosarahbletchleysaids,tippingherfoot

    upanddoli,butkeeping

    hereyesonthell,ilyatesrangedoverthepaladows

    andthoughtofthehouseids,theinnurablehouseids,thebedroo,

    theinnurablebedroo.joinedbyanelderlygentlenhan

    aberdeenterrier,bynhoutoccupation,thecroreased.

    little.bosinthealbanyandhwax

    overthedeepersourcesoflifebutuldbeunsealedsuddenly,

    inappropriately,sentintally,bythissortofthingpooren

    en,lechildren,

    orphautactuallyhadtearsinhiseyes.a

    breezeflauntingeversolydoallthroughthethintrees,

    pastthebronzeheroes,liftedsoflagflyingiishbreast

    of.boall

    ahighastheothersof

    piipress,andstoodveryupright.thecar.

    suddenlys.ateslookedupintothesky.thesoundofanaeroplane

    boredonouslyintotheearsofthegover

    thetrees,lettingoutokefroehind,ed,

    actuallyethingkiersintheskyeveryonelooked

    up.

    droppingdeaddoheaeroplanesoaredstraightup,curvedinaloop,

    raced,sank,rose,adid,,outfluttered

    behinditathickruffledbarofokehed

    upontheskyiers.butlettersae,thenan

    lonlyforantdidtheyliestill;thentheyvedandlted

    andupinthesky,andtheaeroplafurtheraway

    andagain,inafreshspaceofsky,beganingak,ane,ayperhaps

    “glaxo,”saids.atesinastrained,arivoice,gazing

    straightup,andherbaby,lyingstiffands,gazed

    straightup.

    “kree,”rreds.bletchley,likeasleephhishat

    heldoutperfectlystillinhishand,.bhtup.

    alldoallpeopleandingandlookingupin

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    astheylookedtheeperfectlysilent,andaflight

    ofgullscrossedthesky,firstonegullleading,thenanother,and

    inthisextraordinarysilendpeathispallor,inthispurity,

    bellsstruongthegulls.

    theaeroplauedandradslyliked,

    sly,freely,likeaskater

    “thatsane,”saids.bletchleyoradancer

    “itstoffee,”rred.boheatthegates

    andnobodylookedatit,andshuttingofftheske,awayandaway

    itrushed,andtheskefadedandasseleditselfroundthebroad

    eshapesoftheclouds.

    ithadgoheclouds.thereheclouds

    toselvesvedfreely,

    asifdestioissionofthegreatest

    iortaainlysoitwasa

    ssionofthegreatestiortahensuddenly,asatraines

    outofatuheaeroplanerushedoutofthecloudsagain,thesound

    bintotheearsofallpeopleinthell,inthegreenpark,in

    pioke

    curvedbehindanditdroppeddosoaredupandeoer

    afteraing

    lucreziaith,sittingbyherhusbandssideoin

    regentsparkinthebroadwalk,lookedup.

    “look,look,septis”sheeshadtoldhertoke

    herhusbandatter

    butself.

    so,thoughtseptis,lookingup,theyaresignallingto.notindeed

    inactualhatis,heuldhelanguageyet;butit

    hisbeauty,thisexquisitebeauty,andtearsfilled

    hiseyesashelookedattheskeeltingin

    theskyaointheirinexhaustiblecharityand

    laughinggoodnessoneshapeafteranotherofuniginablebeautyand

    signallingtheiriiontoprovidehifoothing,forever,for

    lookingrely,orebeautytearsrandoheeks.

    itaidtoldrezia.

    togethertheybegantospellt...o...f...

    “k...r...”saidthenurseid,aisheardhersay“kay

    arr”elloh

    aroughnessinhervoicelikeagrasshoppers,hraspedhisspine

    deliciouslyarunningupintohisbrainh,

    narvellousdisveryihatthehunvoice

    inustbestific,above

    allstifiquitreesintolifehappilyreziaputherhand

    endousonhiskhatheeddown,

    transfixed,ortheextreesrisingandfalling,rising

    andfallinghalltheirleavesalightandthelourthinningand

    thiingfroluetothegreenofaholloesonhorses

    heads,feathersonladies,soproudlytheyroseandfell,sosuperbly,

    d.buthead.hehis

    eyes;heore.

    buttheybeed;leavesreesheleaves

    beiedbyllionsoffibreshhisohereonthe

    seat,faupanddoade

    thatstatent.thesparr,rising,andfallinginjagged

    fountainsofthepatte;theeandblue,barredh

    blaadeharation;thespaces

    betasthesounds.achildcried.rightly

    faraeahofanew

    religion

    “septis”saidrezia.hestartedviolently.peoplestnotice.

    “iaoingtoothefountainandback,”shesaid.

    forsheuldstanditnolonger.dr.holsghtsaytherehing

    thetter.farratherhathesit

    besidehideeverything

    terrible;skyandtree,childrenplaying,draggingcarts,blowing

    self;

    aellnoone.“septishasbeenoohard”that

    other.tolovekesonesolitary,

    shethought.sheuldtellnobody,noteveisnow,andlooking

    back,shesasittinginhisshabbyoverataloheseat,

    hunchedup,staring.anditantosayhewouldkill

    hielf,butseptishadfought;heus

    noonherlacellar.sheputonheeandhenever

    noticed;andheakeherhappy

    nothingheenare.forheill.

    dr.holssaidthereatter.shespreadher

    handbeforeher.lookherhin.

    itshehadnobodytotell.

    farerssat

    kinghats,areetscrohpeoplewalking,

    laughingoutloud,nothalfalivelikepeoplehere,huddledupinbath

    chairs,lookingatafeupots

    “foryoushouldseethelangardens,”shesaidaloud.butto

    therefades.itssparks,having

    grazedtheirothenight,surreoit,darkdesds,pours

    overtheoutlinesofhousesandtoenandfall

    in.butthoughtheyaregohenightisfulloftherobbedoflour,

    blankoforeponderously,giveoutthefrank

    daylightfailstotranstthetroubleandsuspehings

    ngloratedthereinthedarkness;huddledtogetherinthedarkness;

    reftofthereliefheeand

    grey,spottingeachistfrohefields,

    shooredecked

    outtotheeye;existsagain.ialone;ialoneshecried,by

    thefountaisparkstaringattheindianandhiscross,

    asperhapsatdnight,,theuntryreverts

    toitsashape,astheronssa,lyingcloudy,hey

    landed,andthehillshadnonasandriversheykne

    hwasherdarkness;whensuddenly,asifash

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    forthaoodonit,shesaidhoarriedyears

    agoinlan,hisad

    tuing,theshelffell;doasgone,she

    thoughtgone,ashethreateokillhielftothroselfunder

    acartbutno;thereheillsittingaloheseat,inhis

    shabbyoverat,hislegscrossed,staring,talkingaloud.

    nstnotcutdorees.thereisagod.henotedsuchrevelations

    onthebacksofenvelopes.gethehatred.

    keitkdoed.helistened.asparrow

    perus,septis,fouror

    fivetisoverandon,dras,tosingfreshly

    andpierglyingreekeand,joinedbyanother

    sparroheysanginvoicesprolongedandpiergingreekwords,

    froreesintheadohedeadwalk,

    hohereish.

    thereblingbehind

    therailingsopposite.buthedarednotlook.evanshe

    railings

    “areyousaying”saidreziasuddenly,sittingdo.

    interruptedagainsheerrupting.

    apeopletheystgetapeople,hesaidjuingup,

    rightahere,herehatreeandthe

    longslopeoftheparkdippedlikealengthofgreenstuffhaceiling

    okehighabove,andtherepartof

    farirregularhouseshazedihetraffichuedinacircle,

    andontheright,dunlouredanilsstretchedlongnecksoverthe

    zoopalings,barking,hoheysatdoree.

    “look,”sheiloredhipointingatalittletroopofboyscarrying

    cricketstus,andoneshuffled,spunroundonhisheelandshuffled,

    asifheusichall.

    “look,”sheiloredhifordr.holshadtoldhertokehiotice

    realthings,gotoasichall,playcricketthate,

    dr.holssaid,aheverygaforherhusband.

    “look,”sherepeated.

    looktheunseehevoiicated

    ankiis,latelytakenfroifeto

    death,thelordetoreney,,

    asnoittenonlybythesun,foreveruned,suffering

    forever,thescapegoat,theetealsufferer,buthedidnotit,

    heaned,puttingfroiahatetealsuffering,

    thatetealloneliness.

    “look,”sherepeated,forhestnottalkaloudtohielfoutofdoors.

    “ohlook,”sheiloredhibutheretolookatafewsheep.

    thatwasall.

    theentsparktubestationuldtheytellhertheo

    regentsparktubestationisiejohoknow.shewasonly

    upfrodinburghtwodaysago.

    “notthised,she

    shouldseeseptis.

    bothseedqueer,isiejohnsonthought.everythingseedveryqueer.

    inlondonforthefirstti,etotakeupapostatheruncles

    inleadenhallstreet,andnhregentsparkinthe

    ing,thisupleonthechairsgaveherquiteatu;theyoung

    anseengfn,thenlookingqueer;sothatshouldshebe

    veryoldsheeerajangleagainangher

    rieshors

    ingfiftyyearsago.forsheeenandhadgotherway

    atlast,toetolondon;andnohisupleshe

    hadaskedthehegirlstartedandjerkedherhand,and

    thenheseedaingforever,

    perhaps;sothinghesepeopleforshe

    retuedtothebroadflohe

    oldnanden,invalidsstofthenbathchairsallseed,

    afteredinburgh,soqueer.andisiejohnson,asshejoihatgently

    trudging,vaguelygazing,breezekissedpanysquirrelspergand

    preening,sparrobs,dogsbusyhthe

    railings,busyairwashedover

    theothefixedunsurprisedgazehheyreceived

    lifesothingsiaisiejohnsonpositivelyfelt

    shestanohadgivenherquite

    atu.sothing,sheknew.

    horrorhorrorsheedtocry.shehadleftherpeople;theyhad

    wouldhappen.

    eshecried,tingtheknoboftheiron

    railing.

    thatgirl,thoughts.destersforthesquirrels

    andoftenateherlunregentspark,dontknohi;and

    reallyitseedtoherbettertobealittlestout,alittleslack,

    alittlederateinonesexpectations.percydrao

    haveason,thoughts.dester.shehadhadahardtiofit,and

    uldnthelpslingatagirllikethat.youllgetrried,foryoure

    prettyenough,thoughts.dester.getrried,shethought,and

    thenyoullknoanhashisways.

    butheridhavechosenquitelikethatifiuldhaveknohought

    s.dester,anduldnothelpaisie

    johnson;tofeelonthecreasedpouchofherhekiss

    ofpity.foritsbeenahardlife,thoughts.dester.hadnt

    shegiventoitroses;figure;herfeettoo.shedreheknobbed

    lusbehherskirt.

    roses,shethoughtsardonically.alltrash,ear.forreally,

    ating,thebaddaysandgood,lifehadbeen

    erofroses,atellyou,carrie

    desterhadnoansiishtown

    but,sheilored,pity.pity,forthelossofroses.pitysheasked

    ofisiejohnson,standingbythehyathbeds.

    ah,butthataeroplanehadnts.desteraloseefn

    partsshehadanepheissionary.itsoaredandshot.shealways

    argate,notoutosightofland,butshehadno

    patiener.itsandfell.her

    stochouth.upagain.theresafineyoungfelleraboard

    ofit,s.dester,fastandfading,

    aheaeropla;s

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    sts;overthelittleislandofgreychurches,st.paulsa

    till,ohersideoflondon,fieldsspreadoutanddarkbrownwoods

    urousthrusheshoppingboldly,glangquickly,snatched

    thesnailandtappedhinastone,ohrice.

    aheaeropla,tillithingbutabrightspark;

    anaspiration;anbolsoitseedto.bentley,

    vigorouslyrollinghisstripreenanssoul;of

    hisdeternation,thought.bentley,shecedartree,

    togetoutsidehisbody,beyondhishouse,byansofthought,einstein,

    speathetics,thendeliantheoryaheaeroplane

    shot.

    then,ancarryiherbagstood

    oepsofst.paulscathedral,aated,forhinwas

    ,hoe,hoanytoshbannerswavingover

    thetokensofviies,butover,hethought,that

    plaguyspiritoftruthseekipresenthouta

    situation,ahanthat,thecathedralofferspahought,

    invitesyoutoershipofasoartyrs

    havediedforit;enterihought,putthisleatherbag

    stuffedphletsbeforeanaltar,abolofsothing

    ingandknogofwords

    togetherandhasbeeallspirit,diseodied,ghostlyenter

    ihoughtafleheaeroplaneate

    circus.

    itraill.notasoundobeheardabovethe

    traffiguideditseed;spedofits

    upandup,straightup,likesothinguntiasy,inpure

    delight,outfroehindpouredokelooping,ingat,an

    o,anf.

    “aretheylookingat”saidclarissadalloaidwhoopened

    herdoor.

    thehallofthehousers.dallowayraised

    herhandtohereyes,and,astheidshutthedoorto,andshe

    heardthess,shefeltlikeanun

    theiliarveilsandthe

    respooolddevotions.theokledi.she

    heardtheclickofthetypeer.itwasherlife,and,bending

    herheadoverthehalltable,shebohtheinfluence,felt

    blessedandpurified,sayingtoherself,asshetookthepadh

    thetelephonessageonit,hoontslikethisarebudsonthe

    treeoflife,floe

    lovelyrosehadblossodforhereyesonly;notforantdid

    shebelieveingod;butallthere,shethought,takingupthe

    pad,stonerepayindailylifetoservants,yes,todogsand

    aries,abovealltorichardherhusband,hefoundation

    ofitofthegaysounds,ofthegreenlights,oftheokeven

    rs.walkerledalldaylongone

    stpaybaonts,she

    thought,liftingthepad,oodbyher,tryingto

    explainhow

    “.dalloaa

    clarissareadoelephonepad,“ladybrutonr.

    dallohhertoday.”

    “.dalloaatoldtotellyouhe.”

    “dear”saidclarissa,andlucysharedassheaoher

    disappointntbutnotthepaheook

    thehint;thoughtho;

    and,takings.dallolikeasacredon

    tedherselfhonourablyinthefieldof

    battle,sheds,andplaceditintheurellastand.

    “feaore,”saidclarissa.feaoretheheatothesun;for

    theshockofladybrutonaskingrichardtolunchadethe

    ntinoodshiver,asaplantontheriverbedfeels

    theshockofapassingoarandshivers:sosherocked:sosheshivered.

    llitbruton,iesobeextraordinarily

    asing,hadnotaskedher.novulgarjealousyuldseparateherfrobr >

    richard.butshefearedtiitself,andreadonladybrutonsface,

    asifithadbeenadialiassivestohedwindlingoflife;

    hinthatreined

    retg,ofabs,asihful

    years,thelours,salts,tonesofexistehatshefilledthe

    rooheentered,aoftenasshestoodhesitati

    ohresholdofherdra,anexquisitesuspense,suchas

    ghtstayadiverbeforeplungingheseadarkensandbrightens

    behhiandthehreatentobreak,butoly

    splittheirsurface,rollandncealandencrustastheyjusttu

    overthehpearl.

    sheputthepadonthehalltable.shebegantogosloairs,

    hherhandonthebannisters,asifshehadleftaparty,wherenow

    thisfriendnohathadflashedbackherface,hervoice;hadshut

    thedoandstoodalone,asinglefigureagainstthe

    appallingnight,orrather,tobeaccurate,againstthestareofthis

    tteroffaeing;softe,

    shek,asshepausedbytheopenstaircaseh

    letinblindsflapping,dogsbarkiihought,feeling

    herselfsuddenlyshrivelled,aged,breastless,thegrinding,blowing,

    floheday,outofdoors,outoftheofherbody

    andbrainon,ieswere

    saidtobeextraordinarilyasing,hadnotaskedher.

    likeanunhdraoupstairs,

    pausedattheetothebathroothere

    andatapdripping.thereptinessabouttheheartoflife;

    anatti.enstputofftheirrichapparel.atddaythey

    stdisrobe.shepiercedthepincushionandlaidherfeatheredyellow

    hatonthebed.thesheetsightstretchedinabroade

    bandfroidetoside.narrohe

    dleoirs.

    shehadreadlateatnightoftheretreatfrooshehouse

    satsolongthatrichardinsisted,afterherillhatshest

    sleepundisturbed.andreallyshepreferredtoreadoftheretreatfrobr >

    sti

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    therereading,forshesleptbadly,sheuldnotdispelavirginity

    preservedthroughchildbirthoherlikeasheet.lovely

    ingirlhood,suddenlytherepleontheriver

    beheentraofthis

    ldspirit,shehadfailedhianstantinople,andagain

    andagain.sheuldseeshelacked.itbeauty;itwas

    notnd.itethiraleated;sothingh

    brokeupsurfaanandan,or

    ofeher.forthatsheulddiyperceive.sherese,

    hadascruplepickedupheavenkby

    natureetis

    yieldingtothecharfaan,notagirl,ofaannfessing,

    astohertheyoftendid,soscrape,sofolly.awas

    pity,ortheirbeauty,orthatsheeactlike

    afai,oraviolidoorseisthepowerofsounds

    atcertainnts,shedidundoubtedlythenfeele.only

    forant;butition,atinge

    likeablushriedtochedthen,asitspread,oneyielded

    toitsexpansion,andrushedtothefarthestvergeandtherequivered

    aheecloser,seastonishing

    significe,sopressureofrapture,itsthinskinand

    gushedandpouredharaordinaryalleviatiohecracks

    andsoresthen,forthatnt,shehadseenanillunation;atch

    buinginaeaningalstexpressed.buttheclose

    ont.againstsuch

    ootherentrastedasshelaidherhatdown

    thebedandbaronrbotandthedlehalfbut.lyingahe

    floorcreaked;thelithousewassuddenlydarkened,andifsheraised

    herheadsheuldjustheartheclickofthehandlereleasedasgently

    aspossiblebyrichard,airsinhissodthen,

    asoftenasnot,droppedhishoterbottleandsworehowshelaughed

    butthisquestionofloveshethought,puttiahis

    fallingiakesallyseton;herrelationintheold

    dayshsallyseton.hadnotthat,afterall,beenlove

    shesatonthefloorthatpressionofsallyshesat

    onthefloorsroundherknees,skingacigarette.where

    uldithavebeenthenningsthekiy

    becertain,forshehadadistinctrelle

    ofsayingtothensheh,“oldher,

    andsaidthatsallysparentsdidonhohatshockedherthat

    onesparentsshouldquarrel.butallthateveningsheuldnottake

    hereyesoffsally.itost

    adred,dark,largeeyed,hthatquality

    gotitherself,shealent,asifsheuld

    sayanything,doanything;aqualityerinfhan

    inenglishen.sallyalhbloodinherveins,

    aorhadbeeoite,hadhisheadcutoff,left

    arubyring.perhapsthatsuershecatostayatbourton,walking

    inquiteuedlyhoutapennyinherpocket,onenightafter

    dinner,andupsettingpooraunthelenatosuextentthatshenever

    faveher.therehadbeensoquarrelatho.sheliterallyhadnt

    apennythatnightetotheadpae

    douptillallhoursof

    thenighttalking.sallyitadeherfeel,forthefirstti,

    hoeredthelifeatbourtonhingaboutsex

    nothingaboutsos.shehadonanwhohad

    droppeddeadinafieldshehadseeheircalveswere

    bo.butaunthelenaneverlikeddiscussionofanythingwhensally

    gaveherrris,ithadtobehere

    theysat,hourafterhour,talkinginherbedrootthetopofthe

    house,talkingaboutlife,hotheeant

    tofoundasocietytoabolishprivateproperty,andactuallyhadaletter

    ten,thoughout.theideas

    verysoonsheasexcitedreadplatoinbedbeforebreakfast;

    readrris;readshelleybythehour.

    sallyspoazing,hergift,herpersonality.therewasher

    hfloabourtontheyalifflittle

    vasesallthehetable.sallyout,pickedhollyhocks,

    dahliasallsortsofflohathadneverbeeogethercuttheir

    headsoff,aheoopoferinbo

    ingintodihesu.ofurseaunt

    helenathoughtitotreatflohat.thenshefot

    hersponge,andranalongthepassagehatgrildhouseid,

    ellenatkins,bling“supposeanyofthegentlenhad

    seen”indeedshedidshockpeople.sheidy,papasaid.

    thestrahing,onlookingback,hepurity,theiy,of

    herfeelingforsally.itan.it

    pletelydisied,andbesides,ithadaqualityhuld

    obeteenjustgrowas

    proteasenseofbeinginleaguetogether,

    apresentintofsothingthattheyspoke

    ealastrophe,othischivalry,this

    protectivefeelinguchreonhersidethansallys.for

    inthosedaysshepletelyreckless;didthestidiotigs

    outofbravado;biokedcigars.

    absurd,sheoher

    atleast,sothatsheuldreerstandinginherbedrootthe

    topofthehouseholdierherhandsandsayingaloud,

    “sheisbehisroof....sheisbehisroof”

    no,theeantabsolutelynothingtoheoeven

    getaion.butsheuldreergoingldh

    ext,anddoingherhairinakiasynoheoldfeeling

    begantoebaon

    thedressingtable,begantodoherhair,htherooksflaunting

    upanddohepinkeveninglight,anddressing,andgoingdoairs,

    andfeelingasshecrossedthehall“ifitodietwerenow

    tobesthappy.”thathellosf

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    it,sheeantothellotofeel

    it,allbecauseshei

    sallyseton

    sheed,anyhow,all

    light,gloebirdorairballthathasflotached

    itselfforanttoabrale.butnothingissewhenone

    isinloveae

    indiffereherpeople.aunthelenajusterdinner;

    papareadthepaper.peterighthavebeenthere,andoldss

    r,

    pooroldn,foranh

    her,butreallyplayedthepianoandsangbrahhoutanyvoice.

    allthisoodbythefireplace

    talking,inthatbeautifulvoiceadeeverythingshesaidsound

    likeacaress,topapa,obeattractedratheragainst

    hisoverlendingheroneofhisbooksandfinding

    itsoakedoerrace,eto

    sitindoors”andtheyalloutontotheterradwalkedup

    anddoerkopfonaboutwagner.she

    andsallyfellalittlebehind.thenont

    ofheroneuhflo.sallystopped;

    pickedafloighthave

    tuedupsidedohersdisappeared;theresheh

    sally.athatshehadbeengive,edup,and

    toldjusttokeepit,nottolookatitadiand,sothinginfinitely

    precious,heyn,

    sheunvered,ortheradiahrough,therevelation,the

    religiousfeeling:

    “stargazing”saidpeter.

    itagranitehedarkness

    itwashorrible

    notforherself.shefeltonlyhoauledalready,

    ltreated;shefelthishostility;hisjealousy;hisdeternation

    tobreakintotheirpanionship.allthisshesawasoneseesa

    landsiredher

    sochgallantlytakingherade

    oldjosephtellherthenasofthestars,hhelikeddoingvery

    seriously.shestoodthere:shelistened.sheheardthenasofthe

    stars.

    “ohthishorror”shesaidtoherself,asifshehadknownallalong

    thatsothingbitterherntofhappiness.

    yet,afterall,houchsheolater.alhought

    ofhihethoughtoftheirquarrelsforsoreasonbecausesheed

    hisgoodopinionsoch,perhaps.sheoental,”

    “civilised”;theystartedupeverydayofherlifeasifheguarded

    her.abookental;anattitudetolifesentintal.

    “sentintal,”perhapssheobethinkingofthepast.would

    hethink,sheeback

    thatshehadgrothinking

    eback,thatshehadgrorue.sinceher

    illnessshehadtuedalste.

    layingherbroo,asif,while

    shesed,theicyclahecetofixinher.shewas

    notoldyet.shehadjustbrokenintoherfiftysendyear.nths

    andnthsofitilluntouched.june,july,augusteachstill

    reinedalstocatchthefallingdrop,clarissa

    crossingtothedressingtablepluotheveryheartofthe

    nt,transfixedit,therethentofthisjuneingonh

    oings,seeingtheglass,the

    dressingtable,andallthebottlesafresh,llegthewholeof

    heratonepointasshelookedintotheglass,seeingthedelicate

    pinkfaceoftheanhatverynighttogiveaparty;ofclarissa

    dalloway;ofherself.

    hoanylliontisshehadseenherfadale

    ierceptiblentrashepursedherlipshe

    glass.itogiveherfacepoint.thated;dartlike;

    defihateeffort,socalloobe

    herself,drehepartstogether,shealonekne,how

    inpatibleandposedsofortheoore,one

    diand,oneanaingpoint,

    aradianedulllives,arefugeforthelooe

    to,perhaps;shehadhelpedyoungpeople,efultoher;

    hadtriedtobethesaalheother

    sidesofherfaults,jealousies,vanities,suspis,likethisof

    ladybrutonnotaskiolunch;bingher

    hairfinally,isutterlybasenoasherdress

    hereveningdresseshunginthecupboard.clarissa,plungingherhand

    intothesoftness,gentlydetachedthegreendressandcarrieditto

    theeorodontheskirt.shehad

    feltitgiveattheeassypartyatthetopangthefolds.by

    artificiallightthegreensholostitslouohesun.

    sheendit.heridshadtoochtodo.shetonight.

    sheble,

    ofurse,do,forshestalsoe,and

    seethatthingsgenerallyoreorlessinorder.

    strange,shethought,pausingonthelanding,andasselingthat

    diandshape,thatsingleperson,strangehoistressknohe

    verynt,theveryteerofherhousefaintsoundsroseinspirals

    uptheop;tapping;knog;a

    loudnessessagein

    thebasent;thekofsilveronatray;silverfortheparty.

    allheparty.

    andlugintothedrahhertrayheldout,put

    thegiantantelpiece,thesilvercasketinthe

    ddle,tuedthecrystaldolphintoe;

    theyingtoneshsheuld

    itate,ladiesalen.ofall,herstresswas

    lovelieststressofsilver,oflinen,ofa,forthesun,thesilver,

    doorsofftheirhinges,ruelyersn,gaveherasense,asshe

    laidthepaperkheinlaidtable,ofsothingachieved.behold

    beholdshesaid,speakingtoheroldfrie

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    shehadfirstseenserviceatcaterhapryingintotheglass.shewas

    ladyangela,attendingprincessry,es.dalloway.

    “ohlucy,”shesaid,“thesilverdoeslooknice”

    “andhouingthecrystaldolphintostandstraight,

    “hoheplaylastnight”“oh,theyhadtogobefore

    theend”shesaid.“theyhadtobebackatten”shesaid.“sothey

    dontknohardluck,”she

    saidforherservantsstayedlater,iftheyaskedher.“thatdoes

    seeatherasha,”shesaid,takingtheoldbaldlookingcushion

    intheddleofthesofaandputtingitinlucysar,andgiving

    heralittlepush,andg:

    “takeitayplintstakeitaway”

    shecried.

    andlucystoppedatthedradoor,holdingthecushion,and

    said,veryshyly,tuingalittlepink,uldntshehelptondthat

    dress

    but,saids.dalloe

    enoughofheroodohoutthat.

    “but,thankyou,lurs.dallohank

    you,thankyou,sheonsayingsittingdohesofahher

    dressoverherknees,herscissors,hersilks,thankyou,thankyou,

    sheonsayingingratitudetoherservantsgenerallyforhelping

    hertobelikethis,tobesheed,gentle,generoushearted.

    herservantslikedher.ahisdressofhershetear

    andhreaded.thisedress,oneof

    sallyparkers,thelastalstsheeverde,alas,forsallyhadnow

    retired,livingatealing,andifeverihaveant,thoughtclarissa

    butanyre,ishallgoandseeher

    atealing.forsheer,thoughtclarissa,arealartist.

    shethoughtoflittleoutofthehings;yetherdresseswerenever

    queer.youuldathatfield;atbughaalace.shehad

    athatfield;atbughaalace.

    quietdes,,asheeedle,drahesilk

    sothlytoitsgentlepause,llectedthegreenfoldstogetherand

    attarsdaywaves

    llect,overbalandfall;lledfall;andthewholeworld

    seetobesaying“thatisall”reandreponderously,untileven

    theheartinthebodyhesunonthebeachsaystoo,that

    isall.feaore,saystheheart.feaore,saystheheart,

    ttingitsburdentososea,ivelyforall

    sorros,letsfall.andthebodyalone

    listenstothepassihehed,far

    awaybarkingandbarking.

    “heavens,thefrontdoorbell”exclaidclarissa,stayingheeedle.

    roused,shelistened.

    “s.dalloe,”saidtheelderlyninthehall.“ohyes,

    shee,”herepeated,puttinglucyasideverybenevolently,

    andrunningupstairseversoquickly.“yes,yes,yes,”hetteredas

    heranupstairs.“shee.afterfiveyearsinindia,clarissa

    e.”

    “rageous

    tobeinterruptedatelevenooingofthedayshewas

    givingaparty,hearingastepoairs.sheheardahandupon

    thedoor.shedetohideherdress,likeavirginprotegchastity,

    respegprivaohebrassknobslipped.nohedooropened,

    andineerhealled

    sosurprisedshe,soglad,soshy,soutterlytakenaback

    tohavepeteretoheruedlyintheingshehad

    notreadhisletter.

    “andhobling;takingboth

    herhands;kissingbothherhands.shesgrohought,sitting

    dotellheranythingaboutit,hethought,forshesgrown

    older.sheslookingat,hethought,asuddenearrassnting

    overhithoughhehadkissedherhands.puttinghishandintohis

    pocket,hetookoutalargepocketknifeandhalfopeheblade.

    exaequeerlook;thesacheck

    suit;alittleoutofthestraighthisfaceis,alittlethinner,dryer,

    perhaps,buthelooksae.

    “hoed.hehadhisknife

    out.thatssolikehishethought.

    hehadonlyreachedtonight,hesaid;ogodown

    intotheuntryatondhohing,hoas

    everybodyrichardelizabeth

    “andsallthis”hesaid,tiltinghispenkowardshergreen

    dress.

    hesverye.

    heresheisndingherdress;ndingherdressasusual,hethought;

    hereshesbeensittingallthetiivebeeninindindingher

    dress;playingabout;goingtoparties;runningtothehouseandback

    andallthat,hethought,grooreandreirritated,reand

    reagitated,fortheresnothingintheeen

    asrriage,hethought;andpolitidhavingaivehusband,

    liketheadrablerichard.soitis,soitis,hethought,shutting

    hisknifehasnap.

    “richardsveryttee,”saidclarissa.

    andsheopenedhersindherjustfinishing

    sheoherdress,fortheyhadapartythatnight

    “ydearpeter”shesaid.

    butitydearpeteri

    hesilver,thechairs;allsodelicious

    oherpartyheasked.

    nohoughtclarissa,hesentingperfectlyenting

    noeerhopossibleitakeupndandwhy

    didikeupndnottorryhiher

    “butitssoextraordinarythatyoushouldhaveethising”

    shecried,puttingherhands,oopofanother,downonherdress.

    “doyoureer,”shesaid,“hoheblindsusedtoflapatbourton”

    “theydid,”hesaid;andhereeredbreakfastingalone,very

    ahherfather;tento

    clarissa.buthehadonholdparry,thatquerulous,

    an,clarissasfather,justinparry.

    “iofteerhyourfather,”hesai

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    “butheneverlikedanyoneould

    havebitteohusrendihathehadedto

    rryher.

    ofurseidid,thoughtpeter;italstbrokehearttoo,hethought;

    andeoonlookedat

    froterrace,ghastlybeautifulthesunkenday.i

    oreunhappythaniveeverbeensihought.andasifin

    truthhetingthereoerraceheedgedalittletowards

    ithung,thatoooseedtobesittingoerrace,

    intheonlight.

    “herberthasitnoherenow,”shesaid.

    then,justashappensonaterratheonlight,whenoneperson

    beginstofeelashadthatheisalreadybored,aheother

    sitssilent,veryquiet,sadlylookingattheoliketo

    speak,veshisfoot,eironscrollon

    atableleg,stirsaleaf,butsaysnothingsopeterwalshdidnow.

    forakehihink

    ofitagainakehiuffer,soinfeally

    why

    “doyoureerthelake”shesaid,inanabruptvoiderthe

    pressureofaiohesclesofher

    throatstiff,andntractedherlipsinaspassshesaid“lake.”

    forshehrootheducks,bets,

    andatthesatiagroaningtoherparentsoodby

    thelake,holdingherlifeinherar,grew

    largerandlargerinherar,untilitbecaaplete

    life,andsaid,“thisisade

    ofitthis”a,itingthere

    seoier.

    shelookedatpetereand

    thatetioearfully;and

    roseandflutteredaouchesabrandrisesandflutters

    aplyshewipedhereyes.

    “yes,”saidpeter.“yes,yes,yes,”hesaid,asifshedreothe

    surfacesothingasitrose.stopstop

    heedtocry.forheold;hislifeover;notby

    anyafifty.shallitellher,hethought,

    ootheakeabreastofitall.butsheistoo

    ld,hethought;sehherscissors;

    daisyea

    failure,intheirsehought;inthedallowayssense.

    ohyes,hehadnodoubtaboutthat;heparedh

    allthistheinlaidtable,theuntedpaperkhedolphinand

    thedlesticks,thechairversandtheoldvaluableenglishtinted

    printsheugnessofthewholeaffair,

    hethought;riarriedhi

    herelu,ing,

    slender,gracefulshelooked,hethought,asshestoopedtoputitdown.

    andthishasbeengoingonallthetihethought;erweek;

    clarissaslife;edto

    radiatefroijoueys;rides;quarrels;adventures;bridgeparties;

    loveaffairs;ookouthiske

    openlyhisoldhohandledknifehclarissauldswearhehad

    hadthesethirtyyearsandchedhisfistuponit.

    araordinaryhabitthathought;allaying

    akingooo,frivolous;etynded;

    aresillychatterbox,asheused.butitoo,shethought,and,taking

    upheeedle,suoned,likeaqueenwhoseguardshavefallenasleep

    aherunprotectedshehadbeenquitetakenabackbythisvisitit

    hadupsethersothatanyonestrollinandhavealookather

    blesoherhelp

    thethingsshedid;thethingssheliked;herhusband;elizabeth;her

    self,inshort,eaboutherand

    beatofftheene.

    “oyou”shesaid.sobeforeabattlebegins,

    thehorsespaheground;tosstheirheads;thelightshiheir

    flanks;theieckscurve.sopetertingside

    bysideonthebluesofa,challengedeachother.hispohafedand

    tossedinhiheasseledfroifferentquartersallsortsofthings;

    praise;hisarriage,hing

    everabout;hoogetherdonehisjob.

    “llionsofthings”heexclaid,and,urgedbytheasselyofpowers

    thefeeling

    atoncefrighteningarelyexhilaratingofbeingrushedthrough

    theairontheshouldersofpeopleheuldnolongersee,heraised

    hishandstohisforehead.

    clarissasatveryupright;dreh.

    “ianlove,”hesaid,nottoherhoeoneraised

    upinthedarksothatyouuldnottouchherbutstlayyarland

    dohegrassinthedark.

    “inlove,”herepeated,noherdrylytoclarissadalloway;

    “inlovehagirlinindia.”hehaddepositedhisgarland.clarissa

    uldkeshe.

    “inlove”shesaid.thatheathisageshouldbesuckedunderinhis

    littleboonsterandtheresnofleshonhisneck;his

    handsarered;andhessixnthsolderthaniaereyeflashed

    bae,heisinlove.

    hehasthat,shefelt;heisinlove.

    buttheindotableegotisehostsopposed

    toit,theriverits,there

    ybenogoalforusitableegotisbr >

    chargedhercheeksadeherlookveryyoung;verypink;

    verybrighteyedasshesathherdressuponherknee,andheeedle

    heldtotheendofgreensilk,trelingalittle.he

    eyoungeran,ofurse.

    “andwhoisshe”sheasked.

    noustbebroughtfrotsheightadoween

    the

    “arriedan,unfortunately,”hesaid;“theajorinthe

    indianar.”

    andiledasheplacedherin

    thisridiculouslarissa.

    allthesa,heisihoughtclar

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    “shehas,”hentinued,veryreasonably,“tallchildren;aboy

    andagirl;andihaveeovertoseelathedivorce.”

    theretheyarehethought.do,clarissathere

    theyareandsendbysenditseedtohihatthehe

    jorintheindianarhisdaisyaallchildrenbeca

    reandrelovelyas;asifhehadsetlight

    toagreypelletonaplateandtherehadrisenupalovelytreein

    thebriskseasaltedairoftheirintiewaysnoone

    uoodhifelt,asclarissadidtheirexquisite

    inticy.

    sheflatteredhishefooledhithoughtclarissshapingthean,

    they,hthreestrokesofaknife.

    aeafollyallhislifeloerhadbeenfooled

    likethat;firstgettidooxford;rryingthegirl

    ogoingouttoindinoajorintheindian

    arthankheavenshehadrefusedtorryhitill,hewasinlove;

    heroldfriend,herdearpeter,hewasinlove.

    “but.ohthelawyersand

    soliessrs.hrateleyoflinlnsinn,theywere

    goingtodoit,hesaid.auallyparedhisnailshhis

    pocketknife.

    forheavenssake,leaveyourknifealoneshecriedtoherselfin

    irrepressibleirritation;itionality,his

    heghostofanotionanyoneelsewasfeeling

    thatannoyedher,hadalhisage,howsilly

    iknoupagainst,hethought,

    runninghisfingeralongthebladeofhisknife,clarissaanddalloway

    andalltherestofthebutillshohentohisutter

    surprise,suddenlythrohoseunntrollableforcesthrh

    theair,heburstintotears;e,sitting

    onthesofa,thetearsrunningdoheeks.

    andclarissahadleantfortoher,kissed

    hiactuallyhadfelthisfahersbeforesheulddohe

    brandishingofsilverflashingpluslikepaasgrassinatropic

    galeinherbreast,herholdinghishand,patting

    hiskneeand,feelingasshesatbackextraordinarilyathereaseh

    hindlighthearted,allinaarried

    hithisgaietyineallday

    itretchedandthebednarrow.

    shehadgoneupintothetoblackberryingin

    thesun.thedoorhadshut,andthereaoffallenplaster

    aerofbirdsshoanttheviewhadlooked,and

    thesoundseered,

    andrichard,richardshecried,asasleeperinthenightstartsand

    stretchesahandinthedarkforhelp.lunghladybruton,it

    e;ialoneforever,shethought,

    foldingherhandsuponherknee.

    peterupandcrossedtotheoodhhis

    basidetoside.

    sterlyanddryanddesolatehelooked,histhinshoulderblades

    liftinghisatslightly;bloeh

    you,pulsively,asifheartingdirectlyupon

    sogreatvoyage;andthe,ithefiveacts

    ofaplaythathadbeenveryexgandvingwerenowoverandshe

    hadlivedalifetiinthendhadruer,

    anditwasnowover.

    ove,and,asaangathersherthingstogether,

    hercloak,hergloves,herlasses,asuptogooutofthe

    theatreintothestreet,sherosefrohesofaandtopeter.

    anditrahought,hoillhadthepower,

    asshekling,rustling,stillhadthepoeacross

    therootoketheoed,riseatbourtononthe

    terrathesuersky.

    “tell,”hesaid,seiziheshoulders.“areyouhappy,

    clarissadoesrichard“

    thedooropened.

    “hereiselizabeth,”saidclarissa,etionally,histrionically,

    perhaps.

    “hoingforward.

    thesoundofbigbenstrikingthehalfhourstruckoutbet

    an,strong,indifferent,

    ine,bbellsthishat.

    “hullo,elizabeth”criedpeter,stuffinghishandkerchiefintohis

    pocket,goingquicklytoher,saying“goodbye,clarissa”hout

    lookingather,leavingtheroouickly,andrunningdoairsand

    openingthehalldoor.

    “peterpeter”criedclarissa,follooutontothelanding.

    “partytonightreerpartytonight”shecried,havingto

    raisehervoiceagainsttheroaroftheopenair,and,overedby

    thetraffidthesoundofalltheclocksstriking,hervoiceg

    “reerpartytonight”soundedfrailandthinandveryfaraway

    aspeterthedoor.

    reerparty,reerparty,saidpeterepped

    doselfrhythcally,intihthe

    flohesound,thedirectdosoundofbigbenstrikingthe

    halfhour.theleadencirclesdissolvedintheair.ohtheseparties,

    hethought;clarissasparties.heseparties,he

    thought.notthathebladherorthiseffigyofaninatailat

    ingto.onlyoneperson

    intheherehehisfortunate

    n,hielf,reflectedieglassotorcar

    nufplains,

    untains;epidecsofcholeradistrictteasbigasireland;

    decisionshehadetoaloerasnowreallyfor

    thefirsttiinhislife,inlove.clarissahadgrohought;

    andatriflesentintalintothebargain,hesuspected,lookingat

    thegreattorilesonhoanygallons

    forhehadatuforics;hadiedaploughinhisdistrict,

    hadorderedengland,buttheoliesuse

    theallofhingeverabout.

    theyelizabeth”thatannoyedhi

    “hereselizabeth”silyithdidntlike

    iteither.sti

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    theairroundhithehalfhour;stillearly;onlyhalfpasteleven

    still.forheuoodyoungpeople;helikedthetherewasalways

    sothingldinclarissa,hethought.shehadalways,evenasagirl,

    asortoftidity,iddleagebeesionality,and

    thenitsallup,itsallup,hethought,lookingratherdrearilyinto

    theglassydepths,andherbycallingatthathourhe

    hadannoyedher;overeesuddenlyathavingbeenafool;

    otional;toldhereverything,asusual,asusual.

    asacloudcrossesthesun,silencefallsonlondon;andfallsonthe

    nd.effortast.thereop;therewe

    stand.rigid,theskeletonofhabitaloneupholdsthehunfra.where

    thereisnothierself;feelinghollo,

    utterlyetye,hethought.hestoodthere

    thinking,clarissarefused.

    ah,saidst.rgarets,likeahostessesintoherdra

    ontheverystrokeofthehourandfindshergueststherealready.i

    aotlate.no,itispreciselyhalfpasteleven,shesays.yet,though

    sheisperfectlyright,hervoice,beingthevoiceofthehostess,is

    reluegriefforthepastholds

    itback;sohepresent.itishalfpasteleven,shesays,

    andthesoundofst.rgaretsglidesintotherecessesoftheheart

    andburiesitselfinringafterringofsound,likesothingalive

    or

    ofdelight,atrestlikeclarissaherself,thoughtpetering

    dohestairsorokeofthehouriisclarissaherself,

    hethought,otion,araordinarilyclear,yet

    puzzling,relle

    yearsago,entofgreatintidhad

    gonefrootheotherandhadleft,likeabeehhoney,laden

    ont.butontandwhyhadhebeenso

    profoundlyhappyheclockrikingthen,asthesoundof

    st.rgaretslanguished,hethought,shehasbeenill,andthesound

    expressedlanguorandsuffering.iteered;and

    thesuddenloudnessofthefinalstroketolledfordeaththatsurprised

    ioflife,clarissafallingood,inher

    dra.noold,hecried,

    andrchedupehall,asifthererolleddo,vigorous,

    unending,hisfuture.

    heold,orset,ordriedintheleast.asfthey

    saidofhihedallohebreads,andtheirset,hecarednot

    astraetior

    other,toseetosojob.striding,

    staring,heglaredatthestatueofthedukee.hehadbeen

    sentdooxfordtrue.hehadbeenasocialist,insosensea

    failuretrue.stillthefutureofcivilisationlies,hethought,in

    thehandsofyoung;ofyoungnsuchashehirty

    yearsago;htheirloveofabstractprinciples;gettingbookssent

    outtothellthelondontoapeakinthehilayas;reading

    sen

    likethat,hethought.

    apatterlikethepatterofleavesinaefroehind,andh

    itarustling,regularthuddingsound,drued

    histhoughts,stristep,upehall,houthisdoing.boys

    inuniforcarryingguns,rched,rched,

    theirarstiff,andontheirfaexpressioheletters

    ofalegendtenroundthebaseofastatuepraisingduty,gratitude,

    fidelity,loveofengland.

    itis,thoughtpeterokeepstep,avery

    firaining.buttheydidnotlookrobust.theyhe

    stpart,boysofsixteen,ight,torroandbehindbowls

    ofriixedh

    sensualpleasureordailypreonityoftheh

    finsburypaventtotheetyto.they

    hadtakentheirvorafficrespectedit;vansopped.

    itkeepup,peterarchedup

    arched,pasthipasteveryone,

    ieadysunifory,

    andlife,hitsvarieties,itsirretices,hadbeenlaidunder

    apaventofnuntsandhsanddruggedintoastiffyetstaring

    rpsebydisightlaugh;butone

    hadtorespectit,hethought.theretheygo,thoughtpeterwalsh,

    pausingattheedgeofthepavent;andalltheexaltedstatues,nelson,

    gordon,havelock,theblack,thespectacularigesofgreatsoldiers

    stoodlookingaheadoftheasiftheytoohaddethesarenunciation

    peteradeit,thegreatrenunpled

    uhesatetations,andachievedatlengtharblestare.but

    thestarepeterselfintheleast;though

    heuldrespectitinothers.heuldrespectitinboys.theydont

    knoargboys

    disappearedinthedireofthestrandallthativebeenthrough,

    hethought,crossingtheroad,andstandingundergordonsstatue,

    gordonasaboyhehadandinglonelyh

    onelegraisedandhisarcrossed,pordohought.

    andjustbecausenobodyyetkneclarissa,

    ah,afterthevoyage,stillseedanislandtohithe

    strangenessofstandingalone,alive,unknohalfpastelevenin

    trafalgarsquareovercahiiander

    all,doesohethought,thedivorceseengallonshine.

    anddoindarsh,andthreegreatetionsbowled

    overhiuanding;avastphilanthropy;andfinally,asifthe

    resultoftheothers,anirrepressible,exquisitedelight;asifinside

    hisbrainbyanotherhandstringsoved,andhe,

    havingnothingtodohit,yetstoodattheopeningofendlessavenues,

    doightfeltsoyoungfor

    years.

    hehadescapedterlyfreeashappensinthedo

    ind,likeanunguardedfla,bosabout

    tobloitsholding.ihavesoyoungforyearsthought

    peter,esgonlyof

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    heofdoors,andsees,

    asheruns,hisoldheshes

    extraordinarilyattractive,hethought,as,rafalgar

    squareinthedirearket,caayounganwho,as

    shepassedgordonsstatue,seed,peterhoughtsusceptible

    asheetheveryan

    hehadalind;young,butstately;rry,butdiscreet;

    black,butenting.

    straighteninghielfahilyfingeringhispocketknifehe

    startedafterhertofolloan,thisext,ed

    evenalight,

    out,asiftherandoproarofthetraffichad

    e,er,buthisprivate

    naselfinhisohoughts.“you,”shesaid,only

    “you,”sayingithhereglovesandhershoulders.thehin

    longcloakheirredasshedentsshopin

    ckspurstreetbleouful

    tendeess,asofarthatakethetired

    butshesnotrried;shesyoung;quiteyoung,thoughtpeter,the

    redcaationhehadseenhereacrosstrafalgarsquare

    buingagaininhiseyesandkingherlipsred.butsheedat

    thekerbstohereyabouther.sheworldly,like

    clarissnotrich,likeclarissa.wasshe,heoved,

    respectablety,halizardsflickeringtohoughtfor

    oi,stallotlediversion,aoling

    ,adarting;notnoisy.

    sheved;shecrossed;hefollobarrassherhelast

    thingheeandhavean

    ice,”heply,“ohyes.”

    butotherpeoplegotbetireet,obstrughi

    blotti.hepursued;sheged.thereolourinhercheeks;

    ckeryinhereyes;heurer,reckless,hethought,s,

    daring,indeedlandedasheindiaarontic

    bunedproprieties,yellow

    dressinggoheshopwindows;and

    respeene

    slipsbeheirats.he,

    a,hercloak,her

    gloves,hershouldersbininghthefringesandtheladthe

    featherboasihespiritoffineryandsy

    ent,asthelightof

    alagoesnightesinthedarkness.

    laughinganddelightful,shehadcrossedoxfordstreeta

    portlandstreetandtueddohelittlestreets,andnow,

    andnoonthing,fookened,opened

    herbag,and,onelook

    thatbadefareduptheissedit

    triuhantly,forever,hadfittedherkey,opehedoor,andgone

    eerparty,reerparty,sang

    inhisears.thehousehoseflatredhouseshhanging

    flopropriety.itwasover.

    yfun;ivehadit,hethought,lookingupattheswinging

    basketsofpalegeraniu.anditashedtoatohisfun,for

    itadeup,ashekhisescapadeh

    thegirl;deup,asohebetterpartoflife,he

    thoughtkingoneselfup;kingherup;creatinganexquisite

    asent,andsothiodditetrue;allthis

    oneuldnevershareitsshedtoato.

    hetued;eosit,till

    iteforlinlnsinnforssrs.hrateley.where

    shouldhegonotter.upthestreet,then,tospark.

    hisbootsonthepaventstruatter”;foritwasearly,

    stillveryearly.

    itoingtoo.likethepulseofaperfectheart,life

    struckstraightthroughthestreets.thereblingno

    hesitation.sely,punctually,noiselessly,

    there,preciselyattherightinstant,thetorcarstoppedatthe

    door.thegirl,silksto

    partiirable

    butlers,taelozengesh

    eblindsbloersahroughtheopeneddoorandapproved

    of.asplendidachieventinitsoerall,london;theseason;

    arespeily

    iheaffairsof

    asstrahought,entihaveabout

    that,dislikingindia,andeire,andarashedid,therewere

    ntseddeartohis

    apersonalpossession;ntsofprideinengland;inbutlers;chow

    dogs;girlsintheirsecurity.

    ridiculousenough,stillthereitis,hethought.aorsand

    nofbusinessandcapableenallgoingabouttheirbusiness,

    puohirable,goodfellows,

    toonepanionsiofliving,

    hrough.hohingandaheshow

    oke.

    therespark.yes.asachildhehads

    parkodd,hethought,hoingback

    totheresultofseeinguchre

    ithanselvestoplaces;

    andtheirfathersaansalher.bourtonwas

    aniceplace,averyniceplace,butiuldonhtheold

    hought.thereentabout

    sothingorother,eer.politicspresubly.

    yes,hereeredregentspark;thelongstraighthelittle

    houseairballstotheleft;anabsurdstatueh

    ayseat.hedid

    nottobebotheredfeelingalittledrowsyashedidbypeople

    askinghiheti.anelderlygreynurse,hababyasleepinits

    peraulatorthatself;sitdo

    thefarend

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    shesaqueerlookinggirl,hethought,suddenlyreeringelizabeth

    assheandstoodbyherther.grroerather;abere

    thaeen.probablyshedoesony

    elizabeth”thatsortofthing“hereselizabeth”

    silytryingtokeout,likestthers,thatthingsare

    theyrenot.shetruststoheruch,hethought.sheoverdoes

    it.

    theriignantcigarskeeddiedollydohroat;hepuffed

    itoutagaininringsont;blue,

    circularishalltryaahelizabethtonight,he

    thoughttheolassshapesandtaperaway;

    oddshapestheytake,hethought.suddenlyheclosedhiseyes,raised

    hishandhaneffort,andthreheheavyendofhiscigar.

    agreatbrushsoothaind,soving

    branches,childrensvoices,theshuffleoffeet,andpeoplepassing,

    andhuingtraffic,risingandfallingtraffic.down,downhesank

    intotheplusahersofsleep,sank,anduffledover.

    thegreynurseresudherknittingaspeterhehotseat

    besideher,begansn.inhergreydress,vingherhands

    iigablyyetquietly,sheseedlikethechaionoftherights

    ofsleepers,likeohosespectralpresences

    inadeofskyandbrahesolitarytraveller,haunterof

    lanes,disturberoffes,aatreatheockplants,

    lookingup,suddehegiantfigureattheendoftheride.

    bys

    ofextraordiation.nothisoutsideusexceptastate

    ofhinks;adesireforsolaething

    outsidetheseserablepiges,thesefeeble,theseugly,thesecraven

    nanden.butifheesortshe

    exists,hethinks,andadvangdohepathhhiseyesuponsky

    andbra

    hoe;hoajestically,asthebreezestirsthethey

    dispenseprehension,

    absolution,andthen,flingingtheelvessuddenlyaloft,nfoundthe

    pietyoftheiraspecthaarouse.

    sucharethevisionsupiasfulloffruitto

    thesolitarytraveller,orrrinhisearlikesirenslollopingaway

    onthegreenseaelikebunchesofroses,

    orrisetothesurfacelikepalefaflouhrough

    floodstoerace.

    sucharethevisionsup,pacebeside,puttheir

    fafrontof,theactualthing;oftenoverpohesolitary

    travellerandtakingahiheseheearth,thewish

    toretu,andgivinghiorsubstituteageneralpeace,asifso

    hethinksasheadvancesdoheforestrideallthisfeverofliving

    pliergedinohing;and

    thisfigure,deofskyandbranchesasitis,hadrisenfrohe

    troubledseaheiselderly,pastfiftynoightbesucked

    upoutofthehergnifithandspassion,

    prehension,absolution.so,hethinks,yinevergobacktothe

    lalight;tothesittingrooneverfinishbook;neverknockout

    pipe;neverringfors.tuertoclearaewalk

    straightontothisgreatfigure,hatossofherhead,

    untorearsabloonothiherest.

    sucharethevisions.thesolitarytravellerissoonbeyondthewood;

    andthere,ingtothedoorhshadedeyes,possiblytolookfor

    hisretu,hhandsraised,heapronblowing,isanelderly

    anssopoitytoseek,overadesert,

    alostson;tosearchforariderdestroyed;tobethefigureofthe

    therhebattlesoftheworld.so,

    asthesolitarytravelleradvancesdohevillagestreethe

    enstandknittingandthendiginthegarden,theeveningsee

    onous;thefiguresstill;asifsoaugustfate,kno,

    aintoplete

    annihilation.

    indordinarythings,thecupboard,thetable,thewindowsill

    s,suddenlytheoutlihelandlady,bendingto

    revetheh

    onlytherelleanntabrace.

    shetakestherlade;sheshutsitinthecupboard.

    “thereisnothionight,sir”

    buttodoesthesolitarytravellerkereply

    sotheelderlytedoverthesleepingbabyispark.

    sopeterwalshsnored.

    heesuddenness,sayingtohielf,“thedeathofthe

    soul.”

    “lord,lord”hesaidtohielfoutloud,stretgandopeninghis

    eyes.“thedeathofthesoul.”theselvestoso

    serootosopasthehadbeendreangof.itbeca

    ,thepasthehadbeendreangof.

    itr,earlyintheniies,whenhewasso

    passionatelyinloveanypeoplethere,

    laughingandtalking,sittingroundatableafterteaandtherooas

    bathedinyellooke.theyalking

    aboutanarriedhishouseid,oheneighb

    squires,hehadfottenhisna.hehadrriedhishouseid,and

    shehadbeenbroughttobourtontocallanaithadbeen.

    sheoo,”clarissahadsaid,

    itatingher,andsheoppedtalking.onandonshe,on

    andon.clarissaitatedher.thensobodysaidsallysetonit

    akeanyrealdiffereoonesfeelingstoknohatbefore

    theydrriedshehadhadababyinthosedays,inxedpany,

    ithingtosay.heuldseeclarissanouingbright

    pink;sohorag;andsaying,“oh,ishallneverbeableto

    speaktaitingroundthe

    teatableseedtofortable.

    hehadntbladherforndi,sihosedaysagirl

    broughtupassheahatannoyed

    hitid;hard;sothingarrogant;unigina

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    deathofthesoul.”hehadsaidthatinstinctively,ticketi

    asheusedtodothedeathofhersoul.

    everyoobohento

    standupdifferent.heuldseesallyseton,likeachildwhohasbeen

    inschief,leaningforherflushed,ingtotalk,but

    afraid,andclarissadidfrightenpeople.sheest

    friend,altheplace,totallyunlikeher,anattractive

    creature,handso,dark,hthereputationinthosedaysofgreat

    daringandheusedtogiveher.

    shehadeitherbeeneosobodyorquarrelledily

    andoldparrydislikedtheothequally,bond.then

    clarissa,stillall,gotup,

    desoexcuse,ande

    thatgreatshaggydogersheep.sheflungherselfupon

    hied

    athihekneeabsurdaboutthatanjust

    nopatheticiaseehoy

    rob”

    theyhadalunighoutwords.she

    khingquite

    obvioustodefendherself,likethisfusshthedogbutitnever

    tookhin,healhroughclarissa.notthathesaidanything,

    ofurse;justsatlookinggluitheheirquarrelsoften

    began.

    sheshutthedoor.atoncehebecaextrelydepressed.itallseed

    uselessgoingonbeinginlove;goingonquarrelling;goingonking

    itup,andheongouthouses,stables,looking

    atthehorses.theplacebleoheparryswerenever

    verysandstableboys

    aboutanean

    oldnurse,oldody,oldgoody,sosuatheycalledher,

    osofphotographs,lots

    es.

    itoreandregloo,notaboutthat

    only;abouteverything.andheuldntseeher;uldntexplainto

    her;uldnthaveitout.thereshedgoon

    asifnothinghadhappehathedevilishpartofherthis

    ldhisethingveryprofoundinher,hhe

    hadfeltagainthisingtalkingtoher;anierability.yet

    heavenknoequeerpoweroffiddlingonones

    uingonesofiddlestrings,yes.

    hehadgoodiherlate,frooidiotiaking

    hielffelt,andhadsatdoissparryaunthelena.parrys

    sister,ere

    shaidableoldlady,but

    kindtohiforhehadfoundhersorareflo

    botanist,rgoffinthickbootshablackllegboxslung

    betdospeak.

    everythioracepasthihejustsatthere,eating.andthen

    halfadehielflookacrossatclarissafor

    thefirstti.sheanht.hehad

    asuddeion.“shearrythatn,”hesaidtohielf.

    hedidntevenknoe.

    forofurseithatafteoon,thatveryafteoon,thatdalloway

    hadeover;andclarissacalledhi”;thathebeginning

    ofitall.sobodyhadbroughthiver;ande

    toeverybodyas.atlasthesaid“

    naisdalloan,

    ratheraeis

    dallo“

    naisdalloway”

    hee.thisohatshearry

    dalloingatthent.there

    ofhoaohisothing

    teal;sothile.theyalkingaboutpolitics.all

    throughdiriedtoheartheyweresaying.

    aftereerstandingbyoldssparryschairinthe

    dra.clarissacaup,anners,likeareal

    hostess,andtosoonespokeasiftheyhad

    before,.yeteventhenheadredherfor

    it.headredherurage;hersocialinstinct;headredherpower

    ofcarryingthingsthrough.“theperfecthostess,”hesaidtoher,

    eaofeelit.hewould

    havedohingtohurtherafterseeingherhdalloway.soshe

    lefthiandhehadafeelingthattheyheredtogether

    inanspiracyagainsthiaughingandtalkingbehindhisback.there

    hestoodbyssparryschairasthoughhehadbeencutoutofwood,

    hetalkingaboutwildflowers.never,neverhadhesufferedsoinfeally

    hesthavefotteopretendtolisten;atlasthewokeup;

    hesaissparrylookingratherdisturbed,ratherindignant,hher

    proeyesfixed.healstcriedoutthatheuldntattendbecause

    he.heheardthealking

    aboutfetgcloaks;aboutitsbeingldontheer,andsoon.

    theyoonlightoneofsallysd

    ideas.heuldhearherdescribingtheon.andtheyallout.

    hequitealone.

    “dontyou”saidaunthelenaoldssparryshe

    hadguessed.auedroundandtherelarissaagain.shehad

    eba.heebyhergenerosityhergoodness.

    “ealong,”shesaid.“theyreing.”hehadneverfeltsohappy

    intheadeitup.theywalked

    doinutesofperfecthappiness.hervoice,

    herlaugh,herdresssothingfloating,son,herspirit,

    heradventurousness;shedethelldisearkandexploretheisland;

    shestartledahen;shelaughed;shesang.andalltheti,heknew

    perfectlyhher;shewasfalling

    ier.nothingttered.

    theysatonthegroundandtalkedheandclarissa.theyinand

    outofeaindshoutanyeffort.andtheni

    selfastheytingintotheboat,“she

    arrythatn,”dully,ent;butitwas

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    obviousthing.dalloarryclarissa.

    dalloin.hesaidnothing.butsohoheyched

    hitart,juingontohisbicycletoridetilesthroughthe

    hedrive,wavinghishandanddisappearing,

    heobviouslydidfeel,instinctively,trendously,strongly,allthat;

    thenight;theronce;clarissa.hedeservedtohaveher.

    forhielf,heandsuponclarissaheuldsee

    itnopossiblethings.hedeterribleses.

    shestill,perhaps,ifhehadbeenlessabsurd.

    sallythoughtso.sheallthatsuerloers;hohey

    hadtalkedofhiho,hointo

    tearsitrallletters,ses,

    telegraarrivingatbourtonearlyintheing,hangingabouttill

    theservantsr.parryat

    breakfast;aunthelenafordablebutkind;sallysofffor

    talksinthevegetablegarden;

    clarissainbedhheadaches.

    thefinalse,theterribleseatteredre

    thananythingibeanexaggerationbut

    stillsoitdidseeothreeoclotheafteoon

    ofaveryhotday.itriflethatleduptoitsallyatlunch

    sayingsothingaboutdallo“naisdalloway”;

    iffened,loured,inawayshehad,and

    rappedoutsharply,“hatfeeblejoke.”thatwas

    all;butforhitonlyasing

    selfhyou;iveaandinghricharddalloway.”sohe

    tookit.hehadnotsleptfoights.“itsgottobefinishedone

    self.hesentaoherbysally

    askioethiythefountainatthree.“sothingvery

    iortanthashappened,”hescribbledattheendofit.

    thefountainiddleofalittleshrubbery,farfrohehouse,

    e,evenbeforethe

    ti,aood,thespoutitwas

    brokendribblingselvesupon

    thendforexale,thevividgreenss.

    shedidellthetruth,tellthetruth,”hekepton

    sayiasifhisforeheadedntracted,

    petrified.shedidellthetruth,”herepeated,when

    suddenlythatoldkopfpoppedhisheadincarryiis;

    staredatthegaped;aell

    thetruth,”herepeated.hefeltthathe

    sothingphysicallyhard;shewasunyielding.shewaslikeiron,like

    flint,rigidupthebae.andss

    hisistheend”afterhehadspokenforhours,itseed,

    intheface.shetued,shelefthiaway.

    “clarissa”hecried.“clarissa”butshenevercaback.itwasover.

    heahatnight.heneversawheragain.

    itried,awful,awful

    still,thesun.still,ooverthings.still,lifehad

    aoday.still,hethought,yawningandbeginning

    totakenoticeregentsparkhadgedverylittlesincehewasa

    boy,exablytherewere

    pensationsitchell,kingup

    pebblestoaddtothepebblelleherwere

    kingontheelpiece,pluedherhandfuldohe

    nurseskneeandscuddedoffagainfulltiltintoaladyslegs.peter

    .

    butlucreziaithoherself,itsked;whyshould

    isuffershehebroadpath.no;i

    tstanditanylonger,sheus,who

    usanyloosayhard,cruel,hings,totalk

    tohielf,totalktoadeadn,ooverthere;he

    childranfulltiltintoher,fellflat,andburst.

    thatfrather.shestoodherupright,dustedherfrock,

    kissedher.

    butforherselfshehaddohingus;

    shehadbeenhappy;shehadhadabeautifulho,andtherehersisters

    livedstill,kinghats.whyshouldshesuffer

    thechildranstraightbacktoitsnurse,andreziasaolded,

    forted,takenupbytheing,andthe

    kindlookingngaveherhisfortherbut

    ilanorturedwhy

    slightlyaningrey,

    theperaulator,roseandfellbeforehereyes.toberockedbythis

    lignanttorturer.butering

    uhethinhollothesunheleaf

    ves;startsatthecrackofadrytas

    surrouheenorustrees,vastcloudsofanindifferentworld,

    exposed;tortured;andwhyshouldshesufferwhy

    shefropedherfoot.shestgobaus

    siheobegoingtosirbradshaw.

    shestgobasittingthereonthegreen

    self,ortothatdeadnevans,

    shehadonlyseenonontintheshop.hehadseed

    aniuss,andhehadbeenkilled

    inthesuchthingshappentoeveryone.everyonehasfriends

    ethingarry.

    shehadgivenupherho.shehadetolivehere,inthisawful

    city.butseptislethielfthinkabouthorriblethings,asshe

    uldtoo,ifshetried.hehadgrerandstranger.hesaid

    peopleerthoughtit

    odd.hesaansheadintheddle

    ofafe.yetheuldbehappypton

    urtontopofabus,andtheylyhappy.allthelittle

    redandyellopshe

    said,andtalkedandchatteredandlaughed,kingupstories.suddenly

    hesaid,“noheyandingbythe

    river,andhelookedatithalookhshehadseeninhiseyes

    nibusalookasifsothingfasated

    hiahe

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    butgoinghohelyquietperfectlyreasonable.hewould

    argueselves;andexplainhokedpeople

    kingupliesastheypassedireet.

    hekhoughts,hesaid;heknehing.heknehe

    aningoftheworld,hesaid.

    thebackheuldhardlyhesofaand

    deherholdhishandtopreventhiroallingdoried,

    intotheflasandsa,callinghiorrible

    disgustingnas,froheingroundthes.

    yettheyealohebegantotalkaloud,answeringpeople,

    arguing,laughing,g,gettingveryexcitedandkinghere

    thingsdoissisabel

    pole.sheuldstanditnolonger.shek.

    shenatthesky,ttering,

    essaidthereatter

    .thenhadhappenedhen,why,whenshe

    satbyhididhestart,frooveaather

    hand,takeherhand,lookatitterrified

    thatshehadtakenoffheryhandhasgrownso

    thin,”shesaid.“ihaveputitinpurse,”shetoldhi

    hedroppedherhand.theirrriagehought,hagony,

    ounted;hereed

    thathe,septis,thelordofn,shouldbefree;alonesincehis

    ,he,

    septis,assofntohear

    thetruth,toleatheaning,last,afterallthetoils

    ofans,shakespeare,darwin,andnow

    hielf”heaskedaloud.

    “totheprihevoicesledabovehisheadreplied.

    thesupresecretstbetoldtothecabi;firstthattreesare

    alive;hereisnouttered,

    gasping,treling,painfullydratheseprofoundtruthsh

    needed,sodeepnseefforttospeak

    out,buttheforever.

    noblingforhiscardandpencil,when

    askyeterriersnuffedhistrousersaartedinanagonyoffear.

    itanheuldnotchithappenitwashorrible,

    terribletoseeadogbeeanatohedogtrottedaway.

    heavenerciful,infinitelybenignant.itsparedhi

    pardonedhishestificexplanationfor

    obestificaboveallthingshroughbodies,

    seeintothefuture,ewave

    presubly,operatinguponabraiivebyeonsofevolution.

    stificallyspeaking,theflesheltedofftheworld.hisbody

    acerateduntilonlythenervefibres.itreadlike

    aveiluponarock.

    helaybahischair,exhaustedbutupheld.helayresting,ing,

    beforeheagaininterpreted,ankind.he

    layveryhigh,onthebackofthehthrilledbeh

    hiredflhhisflesh;theirstiffleavesrustled

    byhishead.sicbegangingagainsttherocksuphere.itisa

    torhodouttered;butuphereitoned

    frooetinshocksofsoundooth

    lusthatsicshouldbevisibleean

    antheananthes

    anoldnplayingapennyuttered

    ebubblingfroispipe,andthen,

    ashecliedhigher,deitsexquisiteplairafficpassed

    beh.thisboyselegyisplayedaraffius.

    hick

    redrosesybedroondedhielf.thesic

    stopped.hehashispenny,hereasoout,andhasgoothe

    publichouse.

    buthehielfreinedhighonhisrock,likeadrownedsailorona

    rock.ileaheedgeoftheboatandfelldohought.i

    reststill;hebeggedheselfagainitwasawful,

    ahevoicesofbirdsandthesoundof

    eandchatterinaqueerharny,growlouderandlouder

    andthesleeperfeelshielfdraotheshoresoflife,sohefelt

    hielfdraohesungroter,criessounding

    louder,sothingtrendousabouttohappen.

    hehadonlytoopenhiseyes;butafear.hestrained;

    hepushed;helooked;hesa.longstrears

    ofsunlightfae,

    theedtosay;ed

    tosay.andasiftoproveitstifically

    thehouses,attherailings,attheantelopesstretgoverthepalings,

    beautyspranginstantly.tochaleafquiveringintherushofair

    ejoy.upintheskysooping,swerving,flinging

    theelvesinandout,roundandroualhperfetrol

    asifelasticsheldtheandthefliesrisingandfalling;andthe

    sunspottingnoockery,dazzlingithsoft

    goldinpuregoodteer;andnoechiitghtbe

    atorhotinklingdivinelyonthegrassstalksallofthis,calbr >

    andreasoadeoutofordinarythingsasitwas,was

    thetruthnoy,thathetruthnoywaseverywhere.

    “itisti,”saidrezia.

    thee”splititshusk;poureditsri;andfrobr >

    hislipsfelllikeshells,likeshavingsfroplane,aking

    thehard,perishableselves

    totheirplae;aniortalodetoti.hesang.

    evansansbehiree.thedeadhessaly,evans

    sang,angtheorchids.theretheyedtillthewarwasover,and

    noself

    “fodssakedonte”septiscriedout.forheuldnotlook

    uponthedead.

    butthebranchesparted.aningreyuallyowards

    theitud;no

    ...

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    isttelltheuscried,raisinghishandasthe

    deadninthegreysuitearer,raisinghishandlikeso

    lossalfigureehefateofnfesinthedesert

    alonehhishandspressedtohisforehead,furrowsofdespairon

    hischeeks,andnoonthedesertsedgehbroadensand

    strikestheironblahischair,

    andenprostratebehihegiantuer,

    reontonhisfacethewhole

    “butiaounhappy,septis,”saidreziatryingtokehiitdown.

    thellionslanted;festheyhadsorrouround,

    heis,onlyafeohis

    relief,ofthisjoy,ofthisastonishingrevelation

    “theti,septis,”reziarepeated.“e”

    heanstnoticehihewaslooking

    atthe

    “ie,”saidseptis,veryslowly,verydrowsily,

    slingsteriously.ashesatslingatthedeadninthegrey

    suitthequarterstruckthequartertotwelve.

    andthatisbeingyouer.to

    behavinganahepirllookedabsolutelydesperatein

    theddleoftheing.butabout,he

    hadtheyoungnintheoveratbeensayingtohertokeherlook

    likethat;selvesinto,bothtolook

    sodesperateasthatonafinesueringtheasingthingabout

    ingbacktoengland,afterfiveyears,ade,anyhow

    thefirstdays,thingsstandoutasifonehadneverseentheefore;

    loverssquabblinguree;thedosticfalylifeoftheparks.

    neverhadheseenlondonlooksoentinessofthedistances;

    theriess;thegreehecivilisation,afterindia,hethought,

    strollingacrossthegrass.

    thissuspressionshadbeenhisundoingnodoubt.still

    athisagehehad,likeabirleven,thesealteationsof

    od;gooddays,baddays,fooreasona

    prettyfap.afterindiaof

    urseonefellinloveaherewasafreshness

    abouttheeventhepoorestdressedbetterthanfiveyearsagosurely;

    andtohiseyethefashionshadneverbeensobeing;thelongblack

    heelegandthenthedeliciousand

    apparentlyuniversalhabitofpaint.everyahest

    respeingunderglass;lipscuthaknife;

    curlsofindianink;there,everyhangeof

    sosorthadundoubtedlytakenplace.didtheyoungpeoplethink

    aboutpeterself.

    thosefiveyears1918to1923hadbeen,hesuspected,sohowvery

    iortant.peoplelookeddifferent.needdifferent.now

    forinstahereaningquiteopenlyihe

    respectableerclosets.thatyouuldnthavedone

    tenyearsagotenquiteopenlyabouterclosetsinarespectable

    henthistakingoutasticke,orapowderpuff

    andkingupinpublietheresof

    youngnandgirlsbettyaiehereeredin

    partiothersittingand

    ber.thegirlwould

    standstillandpoofeveryone.andthey

    engaged;justhavingagoodti;nofeelingshurtoherside.as

    hardasnailsshee;butathhgoodsort.

    sheakeaverygoodarrysuited

    hertorry;rrysoridliveinalargehousenear

    er.

    uing

    intothebroadarriedaridlivedinalargehouse

    nearersobodyalong,gushier

    quitelatelyabout“bluehydrangeas.”itwasseeingbluehydrangeas

    thatdeherthinkofhindtheolddayssallyseton,ofurse

    itopersonintheed

    torryariaer,thewild,

    thedaring,theronticsally

    butofallthatalot,clarissasfriendsbreads,kinderleys,

    ingha,kinloesssallyhebest.shetried

    togetholdofthingsbytherightendanyhhhugh

    breadanyhoirablehughherestwere

    athisfeet.

    “thebreads”heuldhearhersaying.“hebreads

    alrts.respectabletradespeople.”

    hughshedetestedforsoreasohoughtofnothingbuthisown

    appearance,shesaid.heoughttohavebeenaduke.heain

    torryoheroyalprinost

    extraordinary,thestnatural,thestsublirespectforthe

    britisharistoanbeinghehadevereacross.even

    clarissahadtoohat.oh,buthehadear,sounselfish,

    gaveupshootingtopleasehisoldtherreeredhisaunts

    birthdays,andsoon.

    sally,todoherjustice,sahroughallthat.ohethingshe

    reeredbestentonesundayingatbourtonabout

    ensrightsthatantediluviantopic,her

    teer,flaredup,andtoldhughthatherepresentedallthatost

    detestableinbritishddlethatshe

    nsideredhiesponsibleforthestateof“thosepirlsin

    pian

    lookrehorrifiedshediditonpurposeshesaidafterwardsfor

    theyusedtogettogetherinthevegetablegardenandparenotes.

    “hesreadnothing,thoughtnothinothing,”heuldhearher

    sayinginthatveryehaticvoiceuchfartherthan

    shekneorelifeinthehanhugh,shesaid.

    heenofthepublicschooltype,shesaid.nountry

    butenglanduldhaveproducedhishee

    reason;hadseagainsthisothinghadhappenedhefot

    okingroohehadinsultedherkissedherincredible

    nobodybelievedahughofurse.ouldkissingsally

    intheskingroofithadbeensohonourableedithorladyviolet,

    perhaps;butnotthatragaffinsallye,

    an**therorathergalingatntecarlo.forof

    ...

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    hehadeverthughostobsequiousno,he

    didntgeexactly.heuchforthat.afirstrate

    valetparisonsobodyarrying

    suitsindispensableto

    hostesses.andhedfoundhisjobrriedhishonourableevelyn;got

    solittlepostaturt,lookedafterthekingscellars,polished

    theierialshoebuckles,aboutinkneebreechesandlaceruffles.

    hoorselesslifeisalittlejobaturt

    hehadrriedthislady,thehonourableevelyn,andtheylived

    hereabouts,sohethoughtlookingatthepooushousesoverlooking

    thepark,forhehadluhereonahousehhad,like

    allhughspossessions,sothingthatnootherhouseuldpossibly

    havelinenighthavebeen.youhadtogoandlookat

    theouhadtospendagreatdealoftialiringever

    iture,pictures,

    etisgave

    theshoouselikelittleen

    irebignegligible.thensuddenlyshewould

    saysothingquiteuedsothingsharp.shehadtherelicsof

    thegrandnnerperhaps.thestealtletfor

    heritdetheatspherethidsotheretheylived,htheir

    liersandtheirpilloasesfringed

    ably,

    hanhugh,cadgedforajob.

    atfiftythreehehadtoeandasktheoputhintoso

    sesoushersjobteaglittleboys

    latin,atthebeendarininanoffice,sothing

    thatbroughtinfivehundredayear;forifherrieddaisy,evenh

    hispension,theyuldneverdoonless.breadulddoit

    presubly;ordalloindheaskeddalloway.hewas

    athhgoodsort;abitlited;abitthithehead;yes;but

    athhgoodsort.e

    tteroffasibleagination,hout

    asparkofbrilliancy,buththeinexplicableniessofhistype.

    heoughttohavebeenauntrygentlenheedonpolitics.

    hehisbestoutofdoors,hhorsesanddogshowgoodhewas,

    forinstagreatshaggydogofclarissasgotcaughtin

    atrapandhaditspaooff,andclarissatuedfaintand

    dalloadesplints;toldclarissa

    nottobeafool.thatforperhapsthat

    sheneeded.“noydear,dontbeafool.holdthisfetchthat,”all

    thetitalkingtothedogasifitanbeing.

    buthohatstuffaboutpoetryhoouldshe

    lethioldforthaboutshakespeareseriouslyandsolelyrichard

    dalloanoughttoread

    shakespearessonsbecauseiteningatkeyholes

    besidestherelationshipan

    oughttolethisadeceaseder.incrediblethe

    onlythingtodoondsitdinner.

    but;soindepe

    ofhiheavenkinalnd

    shedevert

    thatself.therewasagarden

    heyusedtohrosebushesandgiant

    bersallytearingoffarose,stoppingto

    exoonlightitwas

    extraordinaryhoeba,thingshehadnt

    thoughtofforyears,ploredhihalflaughingofurse,

    tothehughsandthedalloways

    andalltheother“perfetlen”iflehersoul”she

    sofpoetryinthosedays,kearehostessofher,

    enurageherustdoclarissajustice.she

    goingthanyholycleaotionof

    sheotionshesurface.beh,shewasvery

    shreterjudgeofcharacterthansally,forinstand

    inine;ans

    gift,ofkingaobe.she

    ;shestood,ashehadoftenseenher,inadoorway

    eered.not

    thatsheriking;ifulatall;therehing

    picturesqueabouther;sheneversaidanythingspeciallyclever;there

    shehereshewas.

    no,no,noheoreheo,after

    seeihating,anghersakingready

    fortheparty,uogetathethoughtofher;shekept

    ingbainarailway

    carriage;beinginlove,ofurse;ithinkingof

    her,critigher,startingagain,afterthirtyyears,tryingto

    explaiheobviousthingtosayofherhatshewasworldly;

    uchforrankandsocietyaingonintheh

    ittedittohiyouuldal

    hertooookthetrouble;she.shewould

    sayps,fogies,failures,likehielfpresubly;

    thoughtpeoplehadnhttoslouchabouththeirhandsintheir

    poethihing;andthesegreatshese

    duetinherdra,

    unspeakablyreteashefelttheobefronythingthatttered

    astraethioher.ladybexbh,shesaid

    once,heldherselfuprightsodidclarissaherself;sheneverlounged

    inanyseheraightasadart,alittlerigid

    infact.shesaidtheyhadakindeherew

    theresherespected.inallthistheredealofdalloway,

    ofurse;agreatdealofthepublicspirited,britisheire,

    tariffrefoveingclassspirit,

    tendstodo.hts,shehadtoseethingsthroughhis

    eyesohetragediesofrriedlife.indofherown,she

    stalingrichardasifoneuldntknooatittle

    rioingpostofaingtheseparties

    forexale,orforher

    ...

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    justiadeher

    draasortofetingplace;shehadageniusforit.over

    andainhehadseeakesora,tu

    hiup;sethioing.infinitenuersofdullpeople

    ngloratedroundherofurse.butodduedpeopletued

    up;anartistsotis;sotisaer;queerfishinthat

    atsphere.andbehinditallhating,leaving

    cards,beingkindtopeople;runningabouthbunchesofflowers,

    littlepresents;soandsousthaveanaircushion;

    arealdrairength;allthatinterrafficthaten

    ofhersortkeepup;butshediditgenuinely,fronaturalinstinct.

    oddlyenough,sheostthhgoiicshehad

    evert,andpossiblythisakeuptoat

    forher,sotransparentinsoableinothers,possibly

    shesaidtoherself,asedrace,edtoasinkingship

    herfavouritereadingasagirlheywere

    fondofthesenauticaltaphors,asthehingisabadjoke,

    letus,atanyrate,doourpart;tigatethesufferingsofour

    felloethedungeonhflowersand

    aircushions;beasdetashegods,

    shanthaveitalltheiroiohatthegods,who

    neverlostace,thanliveswere

    seriouslyputoutif,allthesa,youbehavedlikealady.thatphase

    cadirectlyaftersylviasdeaththathorribleaffair.toseeyour

    oerkilledbyafallingtreealljustinparrysfaultallhis

    carelessnessbeforeyourveryeyes,agirltooonthevergeoflife,

    thestgiftedoftheclarissaalotuone

    bitter.latershesopositiveperhaps;shethoughttherewere

    nogods;noonee;andsosheevolvedthisatheistsreligion

    ofdoinggoodforthesakeofgoodness.

    andofursesheenjoyedlifeiensely.ituretoenjoy

    thoughgoodnessonlykch,

    heoftehateveeralltheseyears,uldkeof

    clarissa.anyhohereteessinher;hatsense

    ofralvirtueen.sheenjoyed

    practicallyeverything.ifyouhherinhydeparknowas

    abedoftulips,nobulator,noeabsurdlittle

    drashedeuponthespurofthent.verylikely,shewould

    havetalkedtothoselovers,ifshehadthoughtthenhappy.shehad

    asenseofedythate,butsheneededpeople,

    alitout,htheiableresultthatshe

    fritteredhertiaheseincessant

    partiesofhers,talkingnonsense,sayingsthingsshedidntan,

    bluntingtheedgeofhernd,losingherdisation.thereshe

    eold

    bufferightbeusefultodalloostappalling

    boresineuropeorincaelizabethahingstgiveo

    her.sheehe

    other

    inher,asilentstolidcreature,atterofurse,

    lethertherkeafussofher,andthensaid“yigonow”like

    achildoffoingoff,clarissaexplained,ixtureof

    asentandprideselfseedtorouseio

    playhoan

    oldfogy,laughedatherthersfriends.ah.the

    pensationoutents

    park,andholdinghishatinhand,plythis;thatthepassions

    reinasstrongasever,butonehasgailastthepoh

    addsthesupreflavourtoexistehepoakingholdof

    experieuingitround,slohelight.

    aterriblenfessionithishatonagain,butno

    theageoffiftythreeonesore.lifeitself,

    everyntofit,everydropofit,here,thisinstant,nohe

    sun,ispark,udeed.ae

    ooshorttout,nohatonehadacquiredthepohe

    fullflavour;toextraeaning;

    uuchless

    personal.itpossiblethatheshouldeversufferagainasclarissa

    haddehiuffer.forhoursatatipraygodthatosay

    thesethingshoutbeingoverheard,forhoursanddayshenever

    thoughtofdaisy.

    ulditbethatheeeringthesery,

    thetorture,theextraordinarypassionofthosedaysit

    thingaltogetherachpleasahihbeing,ofurse,

    thatno.andthatperhapshereasonwhy,

    heshipactuallysailed,hefeltaraordinaryrelief,ed

    nothingsochastobealone;ofindallherlittle

    attentionscigars,notes,arugforthevoyageinhis.everyone

    iftheye;opeopleafter

    fifty;oentheyarepretty;thats

    ostnoffiftyerhought,iftheywere

    ho.

    butthentheseastonishingaotionburstingihis

    ing,hataboutuldclarissahavethoughtof

    hihoughthifoolpresubly,notforthefirstti.itwas

    jealousythatofitjealousyhsurvivesevery

    otherpassionofnkierhought,holdinghispocketknife

    atarlength.shehadbeeingjororde,daisysaidinher

    lastletter;saiditonpurposehekneakehiealous;

    heuldseehere,

    sheuldsaytohurthiadenodifference;hewasfurious

    allthispotherofingtoenglandandseeinglaarry

    her,buttopreventherfranybodyelse.that

    torturedhithateoverhi

    sold,soionherdressoreveritshe

    ghthavesparedhit,

    snivellingoldass.butehought,shuttinghispocketknife,

    dontknoeaningofitton.

    clarissaoldasanici

    ...

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    hisside,lethiakeherhand,givehinekiss

    herehethecrossing.

    asoundinterruptedhiafrailquiveringsound,avoicebubbling

    uphoutdire,viginningorend,runningweaklyand

    shrillyandananinginto

    eeuahuo

    foosoo

    thevoioageorsex,thevoiceofanaspringspouting

    froheearth;oppositeregentsparktube

    stationfrotallquiveringshape,likeafunnel,likearusty

    pu,likeaentreeforeverbarrenofleavess

    thesbranchessinging

    eeuahuo

    foosoo

    androdcreaksandansiealbreeze.

    throughallagesentp,through

    theageoftuskandoth,throughtheageofsilentsuhe

    batteredanforshehherrighthandexposed,her

    leftclutgatherside,stoodsingingofloveloveed

    allionyears,shesang,loveillionsofyears

    ago,herlover,heseturies,hadwalked,she

    er

    days,andflang,shereered,hnothingbutredasters,hehad

    gohsenorussicklehadsendoushills,and

    nselyagedheadoh,

    noeareploredthegodstolaybyher

    sideabunchofpurpleheather,therehburialplaceh

    thelastraysofthelastsuncaressed;forthenthepageantofthe

    universewouldbeover.

    astheasongbubbledupoppositeregentsparktubestationstill

    theearthseedgreenandfloso

    rudeauth,areholeih,ddytoo,ttedhroot

    fibresandtangledgrasses,stilltheoldbubblingburblingsong,

    soakingthroughtheknottedrootsofinfiniteages,aonsand

    treasure,streadaentandallalong

    theryleboneroad,anddoooilising,leavinga

    dastain.

    stillreeringhoeprivalyshehadh

    herlover,thisrustypu,thisbatteredoldanhonehandexposed

    forpperstheotherclutgherside,illbethereinten

    llionyears,reeringhoay,he

    seafloitdidnottterhean,ohyes,an

    thepassageofageshadblurredtheclarityof

    thatayday;thebrightpetalledflowerswerehoarandsilver

    frosted;andshenolongersaploredhisshedidnow

    quiteyeyeshthyseyesily,”sheno

    longersaing

    shape,ashadoohthebirdlikefreshnessofthe

    veryagedshestillteyourhandapressit

    gently”peterhelpgivingthepoorcreatureainas

    hesteppedintohistaxi,“andifsooneshouldsee,atter

    they”shedended;andherfistclutchedatherside,andshesled,

    pocketinghershilling,andallpeeringinquisitiveeyesseedblotted

    out,andthepassinggeionsthepaventhbustling

    ddleclasspeoplevanished,likeleaves,tobetroddeobe

    soakedandsteepedanddeuldofbythatetealspring

    eeuahuo

    foosoo

    “pooroldan,”saidreziaith,ingtocross.

    ohpooroldch

    supposeitebodywhohad

    knoterdayshadhappeopass,andsaanding

    thereierandnight

    cheerfully,alstgaily,theinvinciblethreadofsoundo

    theairliketheskefrottagechiey,leanbeech

    treesandissuinginatuftofblueskeaopstleaves.

    “andifsooneshouldsee,atterthey”

    sincesheeeksnow,reziahadgiven

    aningstothingsthathappened,alstfeltsotisthatshest

    stoppeopleireet,iftheylookedgood,kindpeople,justto

    saytotheianhappy”;andthisoldansingingireet

    “ifsooneshouldsee,atterthey”dehersuddenlyquite

    surethateverything

    bradshaesoundednice;heus

    atondthenthere,andthegreyhorseshad

    uprightbristlesofstraheirtails;thereards.

    it,beingunhappy.

    sotheyr.ands.septisith,andhere,

    afterall,anythingtodra,anythingtokea

    passerbysuspeanthegreatest

    ssageintheoreover,thehappiestnintheworld,

    aserableperhapstheyoreslohanotherpeople,

    ahiating,trailing,inthens

    orenaturalforaclerk,beenintheendona

    thishourforyears,thantokeeplookingatthesky,looking

    atthis,thataher,asifportlandplacehehad

    eintoilyareahedeliersbeinghunginholland

    bags,andthecaretaker,assheletsinlongshaftsofdustylightupon

    deserted,queerlookingarhairs,liftingohelong

    blinds,explainstothevisitorsais;how

    eti,hethinks,ashelooksatchairsand

    tables,he.

    tolookat,heghthavebeenaclerk,butofthebettersort;for

    hes;hishandsed;so,too,hisprofile

    hisangular,bignosed,intelligeiveprofile;butnothis

    lipsaltogether,fortheyendto

    be,eyesrely;hazel,large;sothathehewhole,aborder

    ightendhahouseatpurley

    andatorentsinbackstreetsall

    hislife;ohosehalfeducated,selfeducatednion

    isallleatfroooksborropubliclibraries,readinthe

    eveningafterthedaysheadviceofhors

    nsultedbyletter.

    asfortheothere

    ...

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    aloheirbedroo,intheiroffices,hefieldsandthe

    streetsoflondohehadleftho,areboy,becauseof

    histher;shelied;becausehecadoe

    hhishandsunureforapoetin

    stroud;andso,kinganfidantofhislittlesister,hadgoo

    londonleavinganabsurdnotebehindhisuchasgreaten,

    andthee

    faus.

    londonhassanyllionsofyoungncalledsth;thought

    nothingoffantasticchristiannaslikeseptishheir

    parentshavethoughttodistinguishthelodgingofftheeustonroad,

    therees,againexperiences,suchasgeafa

    tapinkiovaltoafacelean,ntracted,hostile.

    butofallthisostobservantoffriendshavesaidexcept

    oing

    andfindsaneonhisplant:ithasflo

    vanity,aition,idealispassion,loneliness,urage,laziness,

    theusualseeds,uddledupinaroofftheeustonroad,

    dehihy,andstaering,dehinxioustoirovehielf,de

    hiallinloveissisabelpole,lecturingintheerlooroad

    uponshakespeare.

    atasteofantonyandbooks;e

    hisuchafireasbusonlyonce

    inalifeti,einfinitely

    etherealandinsubstantialoversspole;antonyarand

    thepeccably

    edofher,stoher,hesubject,

    sherrectedinredink;hesarevening,walkingin

    agreendressinasquare.“ithasfloighthave

    said,hadheopehedoor;hadheein,thatistosay,anynight

    aboutthisti,andfoundhiearinguphising;

    foundhiinishingasterpieoingand

    runningouttopacethestreets,andvisitingchurches,andfasting

    oneday,drinkinganother,devshakespeare,darory

    ofcivilisation,andbeardshaw.

    sothinganagisibleys

    andarroiths,aueers,valuers,landaeagents;

    sothingen,

    andthinkingveryhighlyofsthsabilities,andprophesyingthat

    hechair

    intheinnerrooheskylight,

    “ifhekeepshishealth,”said.brehathedangerhe

    lookedtosupperandwasseeing

    hisndingariseofsalary,ething

    happenedanyof.breions,tookaway

    hisablestyoungfelloually,sandinsidiouswere

    thefingersoftheeuropeanashedaplastercastofceres,

    ploughedaholeinthegeraniueds,andutterlyruiheoks

    .breentatswellhill.

    septishefirsttovolunteer.hetofraosave

    anenglandostentirelyofshakespearesplaysand

    ssisabelpoleinagreendresshe

    treheger.breball

    anliness;heoted;he

    dree.

    ithrug;onewapaper

    screhen,attheold

    dogsear;theotherlyingsoolent,blinkingatthefire,raising

    apaperedly.theyhadtobetogether,

    shareheachhtheachother,quarrelheachother.

    butoncecalledhiaquiet

    n,”asturdyredhairedn,urativeinthepanyofen,

    istiitaly,septis,

    farfrohootinisingthathereheendof

    afriendship,ngratulatedhielfuponfeelingverylittleandvery

    reasonably.the.ite.hehadgh

    theotion,

    illuhirtyandosurvive.hethere.

    thelastshellsssedhiheexplodehindifference.

    eheilan,billetedinthehouseofaninnkeeper

    haurtyard,floubs,littletablesintheopen,daughters

    kinghats,andtolueengaged

    oneeveningthatheuldnotfeel.

    foohatitrucesigned,andthedeadburied,he

    had,especiallyintheevening,thesesuddenthunderclapsoffear.

    heuldnotfeel.asheopehedooroftherooeitalian

    girlssatkinghats,heuldseetheuldhearthetheywere

    rubbingonglouredbeadsinsaucers;they

    shapesthishat;thetablerehfeathers,

    spangles,silks,ribbons;scissorshetable;but

    sothingfailedhiheuldnotfeel.still,scissorsrapping,girls

    laughing,hatsbeiectedhihey;he

    hadarefuge.butheuldnotsitthereallnight.thereonts

    ofoing.thebedwasfalling;hewasfalling.

    ohforthesplightandthebuckrahapesheasked

    lu,theyouhethegay,thefrivolous,

    hthoselittleartistsfihatshe

    isallinthe”silk,feathers,.

    “itisthehatthatttersst,”shehey

    together.everyhatthatpassed,sheine;andthecloakand

    thedressandtheanheldherself.illdressing,

    overdressiigtised,notsavagely,ratherpatient

    ventsofthehands,likethoseofapainterhio

    obviouseantglaringiosture;andthen,generously,butalways

    critically,sheeashopgirluedherlittlebit

    ofstuffgallantly,orpraise,henthusiastid

    professionaluanding,afrenchladydesdingfroercarriage,

    inc

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    “beautiful”sheurr,nudgiis,thatheghtsee.

    butbeautyasterezialikedices,

    cholates,s.heputdoup

    olerbletable.helookedatpeopleoutside;happythey

    seed,llegintheddleofthestreet,shouting,laughing,

    squabblihing.butheuldnottaste,heuldnotfeel.

    ieashopaablesateriheappalling

    fearheuldnotfeel.heuldreason;heuldread,

    danteforexale,quiteeasily“septis,doputdownyourbook,”

    saidrezia,gentlyshuttingtheinfeo,heuldadduphisbill;

    hisbrainustbethefaultofthehenthathe

    uldnotfeel.

    “theenglisharesosilent,”reziasaid.shelikedit,shesaid.she

    respectedtheseenglishn,aoseelondon,andtheenglish

    horses,aailordesuits,anduldreerhearinghow

    anauntarriedandlivedin

    soho.

    itghtbepossible,septisthought,lookingatenglandfrohe

    trainightbepossiblethattheworld

    itselfiseaning.

    attheofficetheyadvancedhioapostofnsiderableresponsibility.

    they;hehady;

    itisuptous“began.brefinish,sopleasurable

    otioookadrablelodgingsoffthetottenhart

    road.

    hereheopenedshakespeareohatboysbusinessofthe

    intoxicationoflanguageantonyarahadshrivelledutterly.

    hoanitytheputtingonofclothes,thegetting

    ofouthandthebellythiswasnow

    revealedtoseptis;thessagehiddeninthebeautyofhe

    secretsignalionpasses,underdisguise,tothe

    isloathing,hatred,despair.dahesa.aeschylustranslated

    thesa.therereziasatatthetabletriinghats.shetriedhats

    fors.filrsfriends;shetriedhatsbythehour.shelooked

    pale,sterious,likealily,droer,hethought.

    “theenglisharesoserious,”shesround

    septis,hercheekagainsthis.

    lovebetanandanoshakespeare.thebusiness

    ofpulationbeforetheend.but,reziasaid,she

    sthavechildren.theyhadbeenrriedfiveyears.

    they;

    stoodinthet.andtherehe

    shopshatshops,dressshops,shopshleatherbagsinthewindow,

    usthaveaboy.

    shesthaveasois,shesaid.butnobodyuldbelike

    septis;sogentle;soserious;soclever.uldshenotread

    shakespearetooauthorsheasked.

    onechildrenintoahis.oneotperpetuate

    suffering,orinals,whohave

    nolastiions,butonlysandvanities,eddyingtheohis

    hat.

    hechedhersnip,shape,asonechesabirdhop,flitinthegrass,

    oveafinger.forthetruthisletherig

    thathunbeingshaveherkindness,norfaith,norcharitybeyond

    ont.theyhuntinpacks.

    theirpackssurthedesertandvanishsgintothewildeess.

    theydesertthefallen.theyareplasteredoveraces.there

    oustache,raltiepin,e

    slip,andpleasurableetionsallldnessandess

    sruiheroyed;

    oraliae,handingroundcupsofteapunctuallyatfivea

    leering,sneeringobselittleharpy;aoaiesin

    theirstarchedshirtfrontsoozingthickdropsofvice.theyneversaw

    hiraheirantihisnotebook.

    ireet,vansroaredpasthibrutalityblaredoutonplacards;

    nialive;andonceaidfile

    oflunaticsbeingexercisedordisplayedforthediversionofthe

    popula,

    ienhartroad,eaphantly,

    inflighishopelessad

    atteareziatoldhihats.filrsdaughteringababy.

    sheuldnotgrohildrenshewasverylonely,she

    esiheyarried.

    faraaccurately,henoticedit

    distinping.buthefeltnothing.

    hiseshesobbed

    inthisprofound,thissilent,thishopelessher

    stepintothepit.

    atlast,elodraticgestureedicallyand

    pletensciousnessofitsinsiy,hedroppedhishead

    onhishands.nousthelphi

    peoplestbesentfavein.

    nothinguldrousehireziaputhiobed.shesentforadors.

    filrsdr.hols.dr.holsexaherehingever

    thetter,saiddr.hols.oh,an,

    agoodnthoughtrezia.likethatheusic

    hall,saiddr.hols.hetookadayoffhhislayedgolf.

    trytidedissolvedinaglassoferat

    bedtitheseoldblooburyhouses,saiddr.hols,tappingthewall,

    areoftenfullofveryfinepanelling,helandlordshavethe

    follytopaperover.onlytheotherday,visitingapatient,sirsobody

    sothinginbedfordsquare

    sothereatter,exceptthesin

    forannaturehadndeedhiodeath;thathedidnotfeel.

    hehadnotcaredhat;butallthe

    othercrisraisedtheirheadsandshooktheirfingersandjeeredand

    sneeredovertherailofthebedintheearlyhoursoftheingat

    theprostratebodysdegradation;howhehad

    rriedhishoutlovingher;hadliedtoher;seducedher;

    edssisabelpole,andarkedhvicethat

    enshudderedireet.theverdian

    natureonsuchac

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    dr.holse,flighis

    boots,lookingintheglass,hebrusheditallasideheadaches,

    sleeplessness,fears,dreaoandnothingre,hesaid.

    ifdr.holsfoundhielfevenhalfapoundbeloonesix,

    heaskedhisherplateeatbreakfast.rezia

    oe.but,hentinued,healthislargely

    atterinourorol.throooutsideis;

    takeupsohobby.heopenedshakespeareantonyarpushed

    shakespeareaside.sohobby,saiddr.hols,fordidhenotowehis

    oaninlondonto

    thefactthatheuldalhispatientsontoold

    fuitureandb,ifheghtsayso,s.warren

    sthwaswearing

    nedfool.didhe

    indeedsaiddr.hols,slingagreeably.reallyhehadtogivethat

    glittlelady,s.sth,afriendlypushbeforeheuldget

    pastherintoherhusbandsbedroo

    “soyoureinafunk,”hesaidagreeably,sittingdoients

    side.hehadaselftohisea

    girl,afner,shedidntthatgiveheraveryoddidea

    ofenglishhusbandsdidooneswife

    ethinginsteadoflyinginbedforhe

    hadhadfortyyearsexperiencebehindhiaisuldtake

    dr.holssatterh

    hiaidr.holsithoutofbed

    andnotkingthatglittleladyhis.

    hunnature,inshort,therepulsivebrute,hthe

    bloodrednostrils.hols.dr.holscaquiteregularly

    everyday.onble,septiseonthebackofapostcard,

    hunnatureisonyou.holsisonyou.theironlyceoescape,

    eskno

    dr.hols.

    butreziauldnotuandhidr.holsan.

    heus.heonly,hesaid.

    hehadfourlittlechildrenandhehadaskedhertotea,shetold

    septis.

    sohe:killyourself,kill

    yourself,foroursakes.butselffortheirsakes

    food;thesunhot;andthiskillingoneself,howdoesone

    setaboutit,hatableknife,uglily,hfloodsofblood,by

    sugagaspipeheooouldscarcelyraisehishand.

    besides,noned,deserted,asthose

    todiearealohere,anisolation

    fullofsublity;afreedos

    hadhebrutehtherednostrilshadeven

    holshielfuldnottouchthislastrelicstrayingontheedge

    ofthehisoutcast,theinhabitedregions,

    heshoreoftheworld.

    itontreziagoneshoppingthatthegreatrevelation

    tookplabehindthes.evanseaking.

    thedead.

    “evans,evans”hecried.

    .sthself,agheservantgirlcried

    tos.filri.“evans,evans,”hehadsaidasshebrought

    iray.shejued,shedid.shescuttleddoairs.

    andrezia,,and

    puttherosesinavase,uponhesunstruckdirectly,andit

    .

    shehadhadtobuytheroses,reziasaid,fropoornireet.

    buttheyostdeadalready,shesaid,arrangingtheroses.

    sothereanoutside;evanspresubly;andtheroses,hrezia

    saidinthefieldsofgreece.

    “niunicationishappiness,

    niuttered.

    “us”reziaasked,hterror,for

    heself.

    shesentagnesrunningfordr.hols.herhusband,shesaid,ad.

    hescarcelyknewher.

    “youbruteyoubrute”criedseptis,seeinghunnature,thatis

    dr.hols,eheroo

    “hestaableway

    inthehtenyourhewould

    givehiothingtokehileep.andiftheyhpeople,

    saiddr.hols,lookingironi,byalla

    theotoharleystreet;iftheyhadnonfidenhisaiddr.

    hols,lookingnotquitesokind.

    itrokewas

    edoverthenorthepartoflondohatofotherclocks,

    xedinathiherealoke,and

    diedupthereangtheseagullstruckasclarissa

    dalloithswalked

    doent.probably,

    reziathought,thatbradshaotor

    frontofit.theleadencirclesdissolvedintheair.

    ibradshaotorcar;low,powerful,grey

    psof

    heraldryaheghostlyhelper,thepriest

    ofsd,asthetorcaratchitssobersuavity,

    greyfurs,silvergreyrugs,tokeepherladyship

    iles

    orredootheuntrytovisittherich,theafflicted,who

    uldaffordtheverylargefeeveryproperlycharged

    forhisadvice.herladyshipedhtherugsaboutherkneesan

    hourorre,leanihepatient,sotis,

    exinutebynutewhileshe

    ountiandallshifts

    andaiesshehadboetheravely;theyhadhadtheirstruggles

    untilshefelto,ewindsblow;

    respected,adred,envied,hscarcelyanythiowishfor,

    thoughsheregrettedherstoutness;largedinnerpartieseverythursday

    nighttotheprofession;anoccasionalbazaartobeopened;royalty

    greeted;toolittleti,alas,hherhusband,and

    greeton;shewouldhavel

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    isshehad,hoy;childheaftercare

    oftheepileptidphotography,sothatiftherehurchbuilding,

    orachurchdeg,shebribedthesexton,gotthekeyandtook

    photographs,theworkof

    professionals,ed.

    sirhielfwasnolongeryoung.hehadworkedveryhard;he

    hadionbysheerabilitybeingthesonofashopkeeper;

    lovedhisprofession;deafinefigureheadatiesandspoke

    eheaheavy

    look,aofpatientsbeingsoincessant,the

    responsibilitiesandprivilegesofhisprofessionsoonerous,h

    ogetherhhisgreyhairs,increasedtheextraordinary

    distinthereputationoftheutst

    iortandealingerelyoflightningskill,

    andalstinfallibleapathy;tact;

    uandingofthehunsoul.heuldseethefirstntthey

    theithstheyain

    directlyhesaan;itegravity.itwasa

    caseofpletebreakdopletephysidnervousbreakdown,

    ptonanadvaage,heascertaihree

    nutesureddiscreetly,onapink

    card.

    hoesbeenattendinghibr >

    sixweeks.

    prescribedalittlebrodesaidthereatterah

    yesthosegeneralpractitiohoughtsir.ittookhalf

    histitoundotheirblunders.sowereirreparable.

    “youservedhgreatdistininthewar”

    thepatieedtheerrogatively.

    heeaningstobolicalkind.aserious

    sytotobehecard.

    “thehepatientasked.theeuropeanhatlittleshindyof

    schoolboyshgunpohdistinhereally

    fot.intheselfhehadfailed.

    “yes,heservedhthegreatestdistin,”reziaassuredthedoctor;

    “heoted.”

    “andtheyhavetheveryhighestopinionofyouatyouroffice”sir

    rred,glangat.brewersverygenerouslyworded

    letter.“sothatyouhavenothingtoy,

    nothing”

    hehadttedanappallingan

    nature.

    “ihaveihave,”hebegan,“ttedacri“

    “hehasdohingr.

    sth,heithin

    therooherhusbandsaid.

    didhethreatentokillhielf

    oh,hedid,sheeanit,shesaid.ofursenot.

    iterelyaquestio,saidsir;ofrest,rest,rest;

    aloihereedoheuntry

    hershe

    asked.unfortunately,yes;thepeopleostarenotgood

    forusad,said

    heneverspokeof“dness”;hecalleditnothavingasenseofproportion.

    butherhusbanddidnotlikedoctors.heogothere.shortly

    andkindlysirexplaioherthestateofthecase.hehad

    threateokillhielf.thereeative.ition

    oflaifulhouseiry.the

    nursesirable.sironcears.

    ithorequestionstoaskhenever

    hurriedhispatientstheyutoherhusband.shehadnothing

    retoasknotofsir.

    sotheyretuedtothestexaltedofnkind;thealed

    hisjudges;thevictixposedontheheights;thefugitive;thedrowned

    sailor;thepoetoftheiortalode;thelordlife

    todeath;toseptisith,chairuhe

    skylightstaringataphotographofladybradshadress,

    tteringssagesaboutbeauty.

    “.

    “hesaysyouarevery,veryill,”reziacried.

    “e,”saidsir.

    “oneofholsshos”sneeredseptis.

    thefelloadeadistastefuliression.forthere,

    an,anaturalrespectforbreedingand

    clothing,oreprofoundly,therewas

    insir,eforreading,agrudge,deeply

    buried,againstandintited

    thatdoctors,antstrainuponallthehighest

    faen.

    “oneofhos,.ith,”hesaid,“eachyou

    torest.”

    andthereore.

    heithhe

    lastninthehtenhishehadtalkedofkilling

    hielf.

    “ontsofdepression,”saidsir.

    oedtohielf,hunnatureisonyou.

    holsandbradshaing

    intothebs

    natureisrerseless.

    “iulsessotis”sirasked,hhispencil

    onapinkcard.

    thatus.

    “nobodylivesforhielfalone,”saidsir,glangatthe

    photographofhisdress.

    “andyouhaveabrilliantcareerbeforeyou,”saidsir.there

    r.breteroable.“aionallybrilliant

    career.”

    butifhenfessedifhenicatedoffthen,

    historturers

    “ii“hestaered.

    buteheuld.

    “yes”sirenuragedhibutite.

    love,trees,thereisnocriessage

    heuld.

    “ii“septisstaered.

    “trytothinkaslittleaboutyourselfaspossible,”saidsir

    kindly.really,hefittobeabout.

    ake

    allarrasherredtoreziaandheh

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    fiveandsixthateveningherred.

    “trusteverythingto,”hesaid,anddisssedthe

    never,neverhadreziafeltsuchagonyinherlifeshehadaskedfor

    helpandbeeedhehadfailedtheirbradshaas

    notani.

    theupkeepofthattoruststhiuitealot,said

    septis,heygotoutintothestreet.

    she.theyhadbeeed.

    butoredidshe

    tohispatientshegavethreequartersofanhour;andifinthisexag

    sceodoh,afterall,hingaboutthe

    nervoussystethehunbrainadoctorloseshissenseofproportion,

    asadoctorhefails.healthusthave;ahisproportion;

    sothataoyourroondsaysheischristan

    delusion,andhasassage,astheystlyhave,andthreatens,as

    theyoftendo,tokillhielf,youinvokeproportion;orderrestin

    bed;restinsolitude;silendrest;resthoutfriends,hout

    books,essages;sixnthsrest;untilanin

    esoutwelve.

    proportion,divineproportion,sirsgoddess,quiredby

    siroingonesonin

    harleystreetbyladybradshaonherselfandtook

    photographsstheworkofprofessionals.

    notonlyprosperedhielfbutde

    englandprosper,secludedherlunatics,forbadechildbirth,penalised

    despair,deitiossiblefortheunfittatetheirvieil

    they,too,sharedhissenseofproportionhis,iftheyen,lady

    bradshaensheeroidered,knitted,spentfour

    nightsoutofsevenathohherson,sothatnotonlydidhis

    lleaguesrespe,butthefriendsand

    relationsofhispatieforhihekeegratitudefor

    insistingthatthesepropheticchristsandchristesses,whoprophesied

    theendoftheilkinbed,

    assirordered;sirhhisthirtyyearsexperience

    ofthesekindsofcases,andhisinfallibleinstinct,thisisdness,

    thissense;infact,hissenseofproportion.

    butproportionhasasister,lesssling,refordable,agoddess

    evennoudandspof

    africa,thepurlieusoflondohe

    deviltetsntofallfrohetruebeliefhisherowniseven

    noashingidols,aingup

    intheirplaceheroeand

    shefeastsonthepress,toiose,

    adheropedonthefaceofthepopulace.athyde

    parkeronatubshestandspreag;shroudsherselfine

    aiallydisguisedasbrotherlylovethroughfactories

    andparliants;offershelp,butdesirespoitesoutofherway

    roughlythedisse,ordissatisfied;bestohose

    issivelyfroereyesthelightoftheir

    oithdivihadherdwelling

    insirsheart,thoughne

    plausibledisguise;sovenerabley,selfsacrifice.

    hos,initiate

    institutionsbutnversion,fastidiousgoddess,lovesbloodbetter

    thanbrianple,lady

    bradshaeenyearsagoshehadgoneuhingyouuld

    putyeron;therehadbeennose,nosnap;onlytheslow

    sinking,ile,s

    hersubssion;dinnerinharleystreet,nuerioineurses,

    feedingtenorfifteesoftheprofessionalclasses,ooth

    andurbane.onlyastheeveningdulness,or

    uneasinessperhaps,anervoustble,stuleandnfusion

    indicated,itobelievethatthepoorlady

    lied.ononfreely:noo

    hecravingherhusbandseyesooililyfor

    donion,forpoped,squeezed,pared,pruned,drek,

    peepedthrough;sothatadetheevening

    disagreeable,andcausedthispressureoopoftheheadh

    ghtputedtotheprofessionalion,orthefatigue

    ofagreatdoctorhiso

    hispatients”disagreeableithatguests,heclock

    stru,breathedintheairofharleystreetevenhrapture;

    ohispatients.

    thereinthegreyroohthepicturesonthehevaluable

    fuiture,uhegroundglassskylight,theyleattheextentof

    theirtransgressions;huddledupinarhairs,theygo

    through,fortheirbe,acuriousexercises,h

    heshotout,broughtsharplybacktohiship,toproveifthepatient

    asterofhisoions,h

    thepatieed;

    others,inspiredbyheavenkedness,calledsir

    tohisfaoreiiously,

    lifeitself.anded.sirrepliedthatlife

    ainlyladybradsharichfeathershuhe

    ntelpiedasforhisihousandayear.

    buttous,theyprotested,lifehasgivennosuchbounty.heacquiesced.

    theylackedasenseofproportion.andperhaps,afterall,thereis

    nogodheshruggedhisshoulders.inshort,thislivingootliving

    isanaffairofouroistaken.sir

    hadafriendinsurreyfrankly

    adttedoreover,

    falyaffe;honour;urage;andabrilliantcareer.allofthese

    hadinsiraresolute,hehadto

    supportpolidthegoodofsociety,arkedveryquietly,

    pulses,bred

    rethananythingbythelackofgoodblood,rol.

    aoleoutfroerhidingpladuntedherthrohat

    goddesspindeliblyin

    thesanageofherself.naked,defenceless,

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    peopleup.ithis

    binatioythatendearedsirsreatlytotherelationsofhisvicti.

    butreziaithcried,reet,thatshedid

    notlikethatn.

    shreddingandslig,dividingandsubdividing,theclocksofharley

    streetnibbledatthejuneday,unselledsubssion,upheldauthority,

    andpoiineadvantagesofasenseofproportion,

    untiltheundoftiihatarcialclock,

    suspendedaboveashopinoxfordstreet,announced,geniallyand

    frateally,asifitessrs.rigbyandlivetheinfortiongratis,thatitone.

    lookingup,itappearedthateaesstoodforone

    ofthehours;subnsciouslyobyandlowndesfivingoiratifiedbygreenhisgratitudesohugh

    inated,dallyingthereinfrontoftheshopwindow,

    naturallytooktheforaterofbuyingbyandloks

    orshoes.soheru.hedidnotgodeeply.

    hebrushedsurfaces;thedeadlanguages,theliving,lifein

    nstantinople,paris,ro;riding,shooting,tennis,ithadbeenonce.

    theliciousassertedthathenopalace,

    dressedinsilkstogsandkneebreeches,oveobodyknew.

    buthediditextrelyeffi

    ofenglishsoinisters.

    hisaffesoodtobedeep.andifitruethat

    hehadnottakenpartinanyofthegreatventsofthetiorheld

    iortantoffisstoodtohiscredit;an

    iroventinpublicsheltersheproteofowlsinnorfolk

    another;servantgirlshadreasoefultohiandhisna

    attheendofletterstothetis,askingforfunds,appealingtothe

    publioke,

    andstaoutioralityinparks,ndedrespect.

    agnifiontasthesound

    ofthehalfhourdiedaagisterially,atsocks

    andshoes;ieccable,substantial,asifhebeheldthea

    certainenenddressedtotch;butrealisedtheobligations

    h,health,entail,andobservedpunctiliouslyeven

    absolutelynecessary,littleurtesies,oldfashioned

    ethingtoitate,

    sothingtoreerhiy,forheple,

    hehadkyyears,hing

    herinhisoutstretissbrush,

    ladybrutoary,afterherbrotherinsouthafrica,h,for

    soreason,ssbrush,defitthoughshetribute

    offelecharsochresehatshesaid“thankyou,hesdoing

    veryhafrica,”when,forhalfadozenyears,hehadbeen

    doingbadlyinportsuth.

    ladybrutonherselfpreferredricharddallothe

    nt.iheytonthedoorstep.

    ladybrutonpreferredriuch

    fierial.butsherundownherpoordearhugh.

    sheuldneverfethiskindnesshehadbeenreallyrerkably

    kindshefotpreciselyuponoccasion.buthehad

    beenrerkablykind.anyhoanand

    anotherdoesnotaunttoch.shehadneverseenthesenseofcutting

    peopleup,as

    togetheragain;notatanyrateytookhughs

    ile.thereing,

    shesaid.shehadgotthehereonfalsepreteohelpherout

    ofadifficulty

    “butletuseatfirst,”shesaid.

    andsanasoundlessandexquisitepassingtoandfro

    throughsaids,handidensnot

    ofy,butadeptsinasteryraionpractised

    byhostessesinyfairfrohirtytothawave

    ofthehand,thetrafficceases,andthererisesihis

    profoundillusioninthefirstplaceaboutthefoodhoisnot

    paidfor;ahatthetablespreadsitselfvoluntarilyh

    glassandsilver,littlets,sausofbrown

    creaaskturbot;incasserolesseveredchiss;loured,

    undostic,thefirebus;andhtheheffeenot

    paidforrisejousingeyes;gently

    speusical,sterious;

    eyesnooeniallythebeautyofthered

    entswerealwaysangular

    hadlaidbesideherplate,sothathughbread,feelingatpeace

    etipletelysureof

    hisstanding,said,restinghisfork,

    “ingagainstyourlace”

    ssbrushresehisfaliarityintensely.shethoughthin

    underbredfelloadeladybrutonlaugh.

    ladybrutonraisedtheratherstifflyh

    chthesaattitudehhegeneralheldthescrollinthe

    picturebehindher;shereinedfixed,tranced.hwasshenow,

    thegeneralsgreatgranddaughtergreatgreatgranddaughter

    riiles,sir

    talbotthatarkablehoilythelikeness

    persistedintheen.sheshouldhavebeenageneraloons

    herself.andrichardheerfully;hehad

    thegreatestrespeanticvie

    enofpedigree,andwouldhaveliked,inhis

    goodhuuredeyounghotheadsofhisacquaintance

    tolunchiable

    teadrinkihusiastsheknery.heknewherpeople.

    thereillbearing,herlovelaceorherrickshe

    neverreadaryofherself,butsothestoryranhadsatunder.

    betterthequestionthatbotheredherabout

    kingaothepublic;ifso,insandsooer

    untiltheyhavehadtheirffee,ladybrutonthought;andsolaid

    thecaationsdoe.

    “holy.

    clarissaalha

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    brutonhadthereputationofbeierestedinpoliticsthan

    people;oftalkinglikean;ofhavinghadafingerinsonotorious

    intrigueoftheeighties,entionedin

    irs.certainlythere,andatable

    inthatalve,andaphotographuponthattableofgeneralsirtalbot

    ore,hereoneeveningiies

    inladybrutonspresence,hhergnisance,perhapsadvice,a

    telegrarderiishtroopstoadvanceuponanhistorical

    occasiothepenandtoldthestory.thus,whenshesaid

    inheroffhandyin

    persuadingtheired,ly

    doubtfultheelves,ofheriiintheir

    husbandsfrocceptingpostsabroad,andhadto

    betakentotheseasideintheddleofthesessiontoreverfrobr >

    influenza.helessherinquiry,“holarissa”wasknownby

    eninfallibly,tobeasignalfroanalst

    silentpanion,teranceshalfadozenperhapsintheurse

    ofalifetisignifiedregnitionofsofenineradeshiph

    asrs.

    dallot,andappearedeetindifferent

    andevenhostile,inasingularbond.

    “itclarissaintheparkthising,”saidhughbread,diving

    intotheselfthislittletribute,for

    hehadonlytoetolondonaeverybodyatogreedy,

    ohegreediestnshehadeverknoillybrushthought,who

    observednhunflingrectitude,anding

    devotion,toheroicular,beingknobbed,scraped,angular,

    airelyininechar

    “dyouknooonsuddehinkingher.

    “ouroldfrieerwalsh.”

    theyallsled.peterr.dalloilly

    brushthought;and.breadthoughtonlyofhischi.

    peterhree,ladybruton,hughbread,andrichard

    dalloeeredthesathinghoelypeterhadbeen

    inlove;beenrejeadeassof

    things;andricharddallolikingforthedearold

    felloillybrushsahat;sahinthebrownofhiseyes;

    sahesitate;nsider;r.dallowayalways

    iedher,forhinking,shepeter

    walsh

    thatpeterhathek

    directlyafterlundfindclarissthatheellher,inso

    nyhathelovedher.yes,hehat.

    llybrushoalsthavefallenihesesilences;

    and.dalloantoo.now,

    beingforty,ladybrutonhadonlytonod,ortuherheadalittle

    abruptly,andllybrushtookthesignal,hoight

    besunkinthesereflesofadetachedspirit,ofanunrrupted

    soullifeuldnotbaoozle,becauselifehadnotofferedher

    atriheslightestvalue;notacurl,sle,lip,cheek,nose;

    nothingever;ladybrutonhadonlytonod,andperkinsructed

    toquitheffee.

    “yes;petereback,”saidladybruton.itwasvaguely

    flatteringtothell.hehadeback,battered,unsuccessful,to

    theirse,theyreflected,possible;

    thereeflaight

    ofursentionhisnatosoandso.hewrinkledlugubriously,

    nsequentially,atthethoughtofthelettersheetothe

    headsofgoventoffiyoldfrieerwalsh,”and

    soon.butita,

    becauseofhischaracter.

    “introubleean,”saidladybruton.theyhadallguessed

    thatthatofit.

    “hoon,anxioustoleavethesubject,“weshall

    hearthepeterhielf.”

    theffeeing.

    “theaddress”rredhughbread;andthereoncearipple

    inthegreytideofservidayin,day

    out,lleg,intercepting,envelopingherinafiissueh

    brokenitigatedinterruptions,andspreadroundthehouse

    inbrookstreetafinehingslodgedand

    accurately,instantly,bygreyhairedperkins,hlady

    brutohirtyyearsandnoedoheaddress;ha

    to.bread,ookouthispocketbook,raisedhiseyebrows,

    andslippingitinangdoportance,saidthat

    hetolunch.

    theyr.breadhadfinished.

    hughonthought.hetingfat,shenoticed.

    richardalselfinthepinkofnditioing

    iatient;thetingpositively,undeniably,

    dlybrushingasideallthisunnecessarytriflierwalsh

    andhisaffairsuponthatsubjetion,and

    notrelyherattention,butthatfibrerodofher

    soul,thatessentialpartofherillitbrutonwould

    nothavebeenlliigratingyoungpeople

    ofbothsexesboofrespectableparentsaingthepha

    fairprospectofdoinged.shehadperhaps

    losthersenseofproportioiontootherstheobvious

    redy,thesubliion.itnottohugh,or

    riissbrushtheliberatorofthepeis

    artialan,

    iulses,dofeelings,andlittleintrospectivepowerbroad

    andsileplesheaskedfeels

    riseustejeeobjectit

    ybeegration,itybeencipation;buteveritbe,this

    objectroundes

    iablypristic,lustrous,halflookingglass,halfprecious

    stone;noit;now

    proudlydisplayed.egrationhadbee,inshort,largelylady

    bruton.

    butshehadtoes,sheusedt

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    ssbrush,stherrethantaniseaiontosouthafrica

    oingsbattlebeginning,

    tearingup,beginningagain,sheusedtofeelthefutilityofherown

    anhoodasshefeltitonnootheroccasion,andugratefully

    tothethoughtofhughbreaditthe

    artofes.

    abeingsodifferentlynstitutedfroerself,hsucha

    ndoflanguage;abletoputthingsaseditorsliketheut;

    hadpassionsplygreed.ladybruton

    oftensuspendedjudgentuponnindeferenysterious

    aan,stoodtothelahe

    universe;kthings;kif

    richardadvisedher,andhugheforher,shewassureofbeing

    soho.soshelethugheathissouffl¨;askedafterpoor

    evelyn;oking,andthensaid,

    “lly,chthepapers”

    andssbrusheback;laidpapersoable;andhugh

    producedhisfountainpen;hissilverfountainpen,y

    yearsservice,hesaid,unscrehecap.itillinperfect

    order;hehadshoakers;thereheysaid,

    ehoohughscredit,and

    totheentshhispenexpressedsorichard

    dalloashughbegancarefullyingcapitallettersh

    ringsrouhergin,andthusrvellouslyreducedlady

    brutonstaoseograarsues,

    ladybruto,arvelloustransfortion,strespect.

    hughusttakerisks.

    hughproposeddificationsindefereopeoplesfeelings,h,

    hesaidrathertartlyobensidered,”

    andreadout“hoesare

    ripe...thesuperfluousyouthofoureverincreasingpopulation...

    othedead...”houghtallstuffingand

    bunkubutnoharnit,ofurse,andhughents

    inalphabeticalorderofthehighestnobility,brushingthecigarash

    froisngupheprogresstheyhad

    deuntil,finally,hereadoutthedraftofaletteron

    feltcertainasterpiece.uldheroeaningsoundlikethat

    hughuldnotguaratheeditoritin;buthewould

    beetingsobodyatlun.

    on,didagracefulthing,stuffedall

    hughscaationsintothefrontofherdress,andflingingherhands

    outcalledhiprinister”shehout

    theothshedidnotknorolled

    offasusualtohavealookatthegeneralsportrait,becauseheant,

    ontofleisure,toeahistoryofladybrutons

    faly.

    andllitbrutonily.buttheyuld,

    theyuldeaningthather

    faly,oflitaryn,adnistrators,adrals,hadbeennof

    a,heirduty;andrichardsfirstdutyohis

    untry,butithepaperswereready

    forrie;thelabour

    gove.“ah,theneindia”shecried.

    andthen,astheystoodinthehalltakihe

    boalachitetableandhughissbrushh

    quiteunnecessaryurtesysodiscardedticketorother

    plint,thedepthsofherheartand

    blushedbrickred,richardtuedtoladybruton,hhishatin

    hishand,andsaid,

    “ourpartytonight”ed

    thegnificeighte;

    htnote.clarissahadiesterrified

    ladybruton.buttheed,standing

    atherdoore;veryerect;retchedbehind

    her,andssbrushdisappearedintothebackgroundhherhandsfull

    ofpapers.

    andladybrutoi,lay,

    oended,onthesofa.shesighed,shesnored,notthatshe

    syandheavy,likeafieldof

    cloverinthesunshihishotjuneday,hthebeesgoinground

    andaboutandtheyelloterflies.albacktothose

    fieldsdopedthebrooksonpatty,

    herpony,erandtoherbrothers.andtherehedogs;

    thereotheronthelawnunder

    thetrees,htheteathingsout,andthebedsofdahlias,the

    hollyhocks,thepaasgrass;andthey,littleches,alo

    soschiefstealingbackthroughtheshrubbery,soasnottobe

    seen,allbedraggledfruery.oldnurseusedtosayabout

    herfrocks

    ahdear,shereereditreet.thosekind

    goodfellobread,hadgohishotday

    throughthestreetseuptoherlyingonthesofa.power

    e.shehadlivedintheforefrontofherti.

    shehadhadgoodfriends;knoenofherday.rring

    londonflooher,andherhand,lyingonthesofaback,curled

    uponsoiginarybatonsuchashergrandfathersghthaveheld,

    holdinged,drondingbattalions

    rgtoada,andthosegoodfellohat

    territoryoftheirs,thatlittlebitofcarpet,yfair.

    andtheyher,beingattachedtoherby

    athinthreadsiheyhadlunchedhherretch

    andstretch,getthinnerandthiheyrosslondon;as

    ifonesfriends,

    byathinthread,ehazyhthesound

    ofbells,strikingthehingtoservice,asasinglespiders

    threadisblottedhraindrops,and,burdened,sagsdown.soshe

    slept.

    andricharddallobreadhesitatedattheerof

    nduitstreetattheveryntthatllitbruton,lyingonthe

    sofa,letthethreadsnap;sraryedatthestreet

    er.theylookedinatashopheydidnotobuyor

    to

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    esortoflapseiidesofthebody,teeting

    inasoingandafteoon,theypaused.soneard

    upintheair,gallantly,likeakiteatfirst,thenpaused,swooped,

    fluttered;andaladysveilhung.yellobled.thespeed

    oftheingtrafficslaed,andsisrattledcarelessly

    doptystreets.innorfolk,ofhricharddallowaywashalf

    thinking,asofthepetals;heers;

    ruffledthefloakers,chedbeh

    hedgestosleepaoingtoil,partedcurtainsofgreenblades;

    vedtrelingglobesofoseethesky;theblue,the

    steadfast,theblazingsuersky.

    aug,and

    thathughiredndesdinglyhairsof

    nnoisseurshipaspanishnecklacehoughtofaskingtheprice

    ofincaseevelynghtlikeitstillrichardorpid;uldnot

    thinkorve.lifehadthrohiskage;shopwindowsfullof

    louredpaste,aoodstarkhthelethargyoftheold,stiff

    ightlike

    tobuythisspanish.yaust.hughwasgoing

    intotheshop.

    “rightyouare”saidrichard,following.

    goodnessknotogobuyingnecklaceshhugh.but

    therearetidesinthebody.isafteoon.boelikeafrail

    shallopondeep,deepfloods,ladybrutrandfatherandhis

    irandhisericaedandsunk.and

    llitbrutontoo.sheunder.richarddidntcareastra

    beigration;aboutthatletter,hertheeditorputitin

    oot.thenecklagstretchedbetirablefingers.

    lethiiveittoagirl,ifhestbuyjewelsanygirl,anygirl

    ireet.forthehlessnessofthislifedidstrikerichard

    prettyforciblybuyingnecklacesforevelyn.ifhedhadaboyhed

    havesaid,h;headoredhiselizabeth.

    “ishouldliketosee.dubon,”saidhughinhiscurtworldlyway.

    itappearedthatthisdubonhadtheasurentsofs.breads

    raill,kneellery

    aentofherpossessionsinthatline

    reer.allofedtoricharddallowayawfullyodd.for

    henevergaveclarissapresents,exceptabraceletthreeyears

    ago,

    toreerthatshenever.andasasinglespidersthread

    afterhereattachesitselftothepointofaleaf,

    sorichardsnd,reveringfrotslethargy,setnowonhiswife,

    clarissa,peterely;andrichardhad

    hadasuddenvisiohereatlunselfandclariss

    oftheirlifetogether;andhedre,

    andtakingupfirstthisbroochthenthatring,“houchisthat”

    heasked,butdoubtedhiso

    doorandeinholdingoutsothing;apresentforclarissa.only

    pous.really,

    afterdealinghereforthirtyfiveyearshegoingtobeput

    offbyareboyed,

    r.dubonchoseto

    bein;atheyouthflushedandbolittlebow.

    itlyrredyetricharduldnthavesaidthat

    tosavehislifenedinsolenceheuld

    notnceive.hughinganintolerableass.richarddalloway

    uldnotstahananhourofhissociety.and,flighis

    bobyuedattheerofnduit

    streeteager,yes,veryeager,totravelthatspidersthreadof

    attatbetselfandclarissheraighttoher,

    ininster.

    butheeinholdingsothing.floe

    hedidnottrusthistasteingold;anynuerofflohids,

    tocelebratehingsasyou;this

    feelingaboutherheyspokeofpeterlun;andthey

    neverspokeofit;notforyearshadtheyspokenofit;hought,

    graspinghisredanderosestogetheravastbuntissuepaper,

    isthegreateststakeintheeestbe

    said;oooshytosayit,hethought,pocketinghissixpenceor

    ttingoffhhisgreatbunchheldagainsthisbody

    toiosaystraightoutinsonyight

    thinkofhiholdingouthisfloreally

    itiraclethinkingofthehousandsofpoorchaps,h

    alltheirlivesbeforetheshovelledtogether,alreadyhalffotten;

    itiracle.hereheosaytoclarissa

    insonyhathelovedher.hought.

    partlyoneslazy;partlyonesshy.andclarissaitto

    thinkofher;exceptinstarts,asatlun,e

    distinctly;theiroppedatthecrossing;and

    repeatedbeingsilebynature,andundebauched,becausehehad

    traed,andshot;beiinapioned

    thedons;

    beingpreservedinhissilicityyetatthesatigroher

    speechless,ratherstiffherepeatedthatitiraclethatheshould

    haverriedclarissaraclehislifehadbeenaracle,hethought;

    hesitatingtoakehisbloodboiltoseelittle

    creaturesoffiveorsixcrossingpiccadillyalohepoliceought

    tohavestoppedthetraffice.hehadnoillusionsaboutthelondon

    polideed,healpractices;and

    thosesterngers,notalloostandtheirbarrohestreets;

    andprostitutes,goodlord,thefault,norinyoungn

    either,butinourdetestablesocialsystendsoforth;allofh

    hensidered,uldbeseennsidering,grey,dogged,dapper,,

    asheheparktotellhishathelovedher.

    forheaotheroobecause

    itisathousandpitiesosayonefeels,hethought,crossing

    thegreenparkandhpleasurehoheshadeofthetrees

    ilies,poo

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    theirlegs;suglk;paperbagsthro,huldeasily

    bepieninlivery;

    forhehateverypark,andeverysquare,duringthe

    suernthsshouldbeopentochildrenthegrassoftheparkflushed

    andfaded,lightingupthepoorthersofinsterandtheircrawling

    babies,asifayellopovedbeh.butuldbedone

    forfelevagrantslikethatpoorcreature,stretchedonherelbow

    asifshehadflungherselfoh,ridofallties,toobserve

    curiously,tospeculateboldly,tohehewherefores,

    iudent,looselipped,hurous,hedidnotknow.bearinghis

    floenthepassed

    her;stillthereeforasparkbetshelaughedatthe

    sightofhihesledgoodhuuredly,nsideringtheproblef

    thefelevagrant;notthattheyheell

    anye,

    beenjealousofpeterandclarissa.butshehad

    oftensaidtohihatshehadbeenrightnottorrypeterwalsh;

    rue;sheedsupport.not

    thatshesheedsupport.

    asforbuadonnafagtheaudience

    allineyoutdenyitacertaindignity,hensidered,nor

    despiseillionsofpeoplealittle

    crobol,

    absurdthoughitis;achildhaboxofbricksuldhavedoer,

    hethought;lookingattherialtoqueenvictoriaheuld

    reerinherhospectaclesdrivingthroughkensington,itse

    und,itsbillootherliness;buthelikedbeingruledbythe

    desdantofhorshelikedntinuity;andthesenseofhandingon

    thetraditionsofthepast.itageinohavelived.

    indeed,hisoiracle;lethiakenostakeaboutit;

    hereheeoflife,inster

    totellclarissathathelovedher.happinessisthishethought.

    itisthis,hesaid,asheentereddeansyard.bigbenwasbeginning

    tostrike,firsttheusical;thenthehour,irrevocable.lunch

    partiesetheeeoohought,approaghisdoor.

    thesoundofbigbenfloodedclarissasdra,,

    eversoaheringtable;was

    perfectlytruethatshehadnotaskedelliehendersontoherparty;

    butshehaddoonpurpose.noe“shehadtold

    elliehendersonsheuche.”

    buteninlondontoherparties

    interfereandtherehcloseted

    allthistian.anythingreingsheuld

    notnceive.prayeratthishouran.andthesoundof

    thebellfloodedtheroolancholyhreceded,and

    gathereditselftogethertofalloncere,whensheheard,

    distrabling,sothingscratgatthedoor.

    thishourthree,goodheavensthreealreadyforh

    overponessanddignitytheclockstruckthree;andshe

    heardnothingelse;butthedoorhandleslippedroundandincarichard

    erichard,holdingoutflowers.shehadfailed

    hionstantinople;andladybruton,ieswere

    saidtobeextraordinarilyasing,hadnotaskedher.hewasholding

    outfloself

    tosayhelovedher;notinsonywords.

    buthoakinghisfloood;she

    uoodinvases

    oelpiece.housing,

    sheaskedhadladybrutoerherpeterwalshrs.

    rshaadankiln

    airs.

    “butletussitdoinutes,”saidrichard.

    italllookedsoety.allthechairsthe

    hadtheybeendoingoh,itheparty;no,hehadnotten,

    theparty.peterwalsh.andhewas

    goingtogetadivordheeanoutthere.

    andhehadntgedintheslightest.theresheendingher

    dress....

    “thinkingofbourton,”shesaid.

    “hughethioowell,hewas

    gettingabsolutelyintolerable.buyingevelynnecklaces;fatterthan

    ever;anintolerableass.

    “ahaverriedyou,”shesaid,thinking

    ofpetersittingthereinhislittleboie;hthatknife,opening

    it,shuttingit.“justasheal.”

    theyatlunch,saidrichard.butheuldnot

    tellherhelovedher.heheldherhand.happinessisthis,hethought.

    theyhadbeenesforllitbruton.that

    allhughfor.

    “andourdearsskiln”heasked.clarissathoughttheroses

    absolutelylovely;firstbuogether;noheirord

    startingapart.

    “kilnarrivesjustashtus

    pink.theyshuttheelvesup.isupposetheyrepraying.”

    lordhedidntlikeit;butthesethingspassoverifyouletthe

    “inatoshbrella,”saidclarissa.

    hehadnotsaid“iloveyou”;butheheldherhand.happinessisthis,

    isthis,hethought.

    “buteninlondontoparties”said

    clarissa.andifs.rshaaveaparty,didsheinviteherguests

    “poorelliehenderson,”saidrichardituch

    clarissandedaboutherparties,hethought.

    butri.howashe

    goingtosay

    ifshe.

    didshearriedpeterbuthestgo.

    hestbeoff,hesaid,gettingup.buthestoodforantasif

    heething;andsheherewere

    theroses.

    “sottee”sheasked,asheopehedoor.

    “arnians,”hesaid;orperhapsitwas“albanians.”

    andthereisadignityinpeople;asolitud

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    ustrespect,thoughtclarissa,

    openthedoor;forohitoneself,ortakeit,against

    hisoneshusband,houtlosingonesindependenes

    selfrespectsothing,afterall,priceless.

    heretuedhapillo.

    “anhourspleterestafterlun,”hesaid.andhe.

    hohepleterestafter

    lune,becauseadoctorhadordereditonce.

    ittotakedoctorssaidliterally;partofhisadorable,

    divinesilicity,eextent;adehibr >

    goanddothethingeaway

    bickeriohis

    arnians,hisalbanians,haviledheronthesofa,lookingat

    hisroses.andpeople.”she

    enians.huof

    existensofcrueltyandinjusticeshe

    hadheardrichardsaysooverandainno,sheuldfeelnothing

    forthealbanians,oreniansbutshelovedherroses

    didntthathelpthearnianstheonlyfloo

    seeittee,

    haviledallherdifficulties.butno;alas,thattrue.

    hedidhereasonsagainstaskingelliehenderson.shewould

    doit,ofurse,ashe.sincehehadbroughtthepillows,

    shebutwhydidshesuddenlyfeel,foo

    reasonthatsheulddisver,desperatelyunhappyasapersonwho

    hasdroppedsograinofpearlordiandintothegrassandparts

    thetallbladesverycarefully,thishat,andsearcheshere

    andtherevainly,andatlastspiesitthereattheroots,soshe

    throughohingandanother;no,itsallysetonsayingthat

    richardhecabibecausehehadasendclass

    brainitindthat;norto

    doan;thoses.itwas

    afeeling,sounpleasantfeeling,earlierinthedayperhaps;

    sothingthatpeterhadsaid,binededepressionofher

    o,takingoffherhat;andrichardhadsaidhad

    addedtoit,buthadhesaidthereies

    thatcriticisedherveryunfairly,

    laughedatherveryunjustly,forherparties.thatthatwas

    it

    shek

    perfectlyhappy.theythought,orpeteratanyratethought,

    thatsheenjoyediosingherself;likedtohavefauspeopleabout

    her;greatnas;plyasnobinshhtthink

    so.rientwhen

    shekhought.and

    bothplylife.

    “thatsidoitfor,”shesaid,speakingaloud,tolife.

    sinceshept,thepresenceof

    thisthingephysicallyexistent;

    thestreet,sunny,hhotbreath,whispering,

    blotheblinds.butsupposepetersaidtoher,“yes,yes,but

    yourpartiessthesenseofyourparties”allsheuldsaywas

    andnobodyuldbeexpectedtouand:theyrean;h

    soundedhorriblyvague.butakeoutthatlifewas

    allplainsailing

    peteralansyour

    lovesheghtsaytohiandshek

    iortantthingintheanpossiblyuoodit.very

    aaeitheraboutlife

    sheuldnotigierorrichardtakiroubletogivea

    partyfooreasonever.

    buttogodeeper,behents,how

    superficial,hoentarytheyareinheroindnodid

    itahisthingshecalledlifeoh,itwasveryqueer.here

    eoneupinbaysebody

    else,say,inyfair.aquitentinuouslyaseheir

    existendshefeltae;aapity;and

    shefeltifonlytheyuldbebroughttogether;soshedidit.and

    itbiocreate;butto

    anforthesakeof,perhaps.anyho.

    nothingelsehadsheoftheslightestiortance;uldnotthink,e,

    evenplaythepiano.sheddledarniansandturks;lovedsuccess;

    hateddisfort;stbeliked;talkedosofnonsense:andtothis

    day,askhere,

    thatonedayshouldfolloher;hursday,friday,

    saturday;thatoneshouldoihesky;walk

    inthepark;ethughepeter;then

    theseroses;iterthat,hoh

    ustend;andheouldknowhow

    shehadloveditall;hoant...

    thedooropened.elizabethkhere

    inveryquietly.shestoodperfectlystill.engol

    hadbeenrs.hilberysaid,had

    xedhthedallohe

    dalloways,ingeneral,werefairhaired;blueeyed;

    elizabeth,orary,e;

    aalstery;le,e,still.asachild,she

    hadhadaperfeour;buteen,larissa

    uldnotintheleastuand,shehadbeeveryserious;like

    ahyath,sheathedinglossygreen,hbudsjusttinted,ahyath

    hhashadnosun.

    shestoodquitestillandlookedatherther;butthedoorwasajar,

    andoutsidethedooran,asclarissaknean

    inhertosh,listeniheysaid.

    yes,sskilnstoodonthelanding,andatosh;buthad

    herreasons.first,ity;anddid

    not,afterall,dresstoplease.sheoreradingly

    poor.otherpeoplelikethe

    dallorichpeople,r.dalloo

    dohiustice,hadbeenkind.buts.dallo.shehadbeen

    rely

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    classestherich,atteringofculture.theyhadexpensive

    thingseveryures,carpets,lotsofservants.shensidered

    thatshehadaperfectrighttoanythingthatthedallowaysdidfor

    her.

    shehadbeeed.yes,theion,forsurely

    agirlhasarighttosokindofhappinessandshehadneverbeen

    happy,syandsopoor.andthen,justasshe

    ghthavehadaceatssdolbysschool,thee;andshe

    hadneverbeeelllies.ssdolbythoughtshewouldbehappier

    ans.shehadhadtogo.

    itilyanihenakiehln

    ieeury;butherbrotherhadbeenkilled.theytued

    heroutbecausesheanswereall

    villainsanfriends,heonlyhappydaysofher

    lifehadbeeingernyandafterall,sheuldreadhistory.

    shehadhadtotakeeacross

    herhefriends.hehadallohatwasreally

    generousofhioteachhisdaughterhistory.alsoshedidalittle

    extensiouringandsoon.thenourlordhadetoherandhere

    shealhelightthree

    nthsago.noenlikeclarissadalloied

    the

    shepitiedanddespisedtherohebottofherheart,asshestood

    ocarpet,lookingattheoldengravingofalittlegirlh

    aff.hallthisluxurygoingon,hopehereforabetter

    stateofthingsinsteadoflyingonasofa

    “therisresting,”elizabethhadsaidsheshouldhavebeenina

    fars.dalloheotherfineladies

    bitterandbuing,sskilnhadtuedintoachurchthree

    nthsago.shehadheardtherev.edtakerpreach;theboys

    sing;hadseenthesolelightsdesd,andusic,

    orthevoicessheherselffortin

    aviolin;butthesounding;shehadhehotand

    turbulentfeelingshboiledandsurgedinherhadbeenassuaged

    asshesatthere,andshehadr.

    takerathisprivatehouseinkensington.ithehandofgod,

    hesaid.thelordhadshohehehotand

    painfulfeelingsboiledrs.dallohis

    grudgeagainstther.

    taker.rage.assavourfilledherveins,

    herlipsparted,and,standingfordableuponthelandinginher

    tosh,shelookedrs.

    dalloeouthherdaughter.

    elizabethsaidshehadfottenhergloves.thatan

    aherhatedeatogether.

    sheranupstairstofindhergloves.

    butsskilndidnothates.dallouingherlarge

    gooseberrylouredeyesuponallpinkface,

    herdeliisskil,

    foolsiletonyouhersorrownorpleasure;who

    havetrifledyourlifeaastering

    desiretoovereher;tounskher.ifsheuldhavefelledher

    ititthebody;ithesouland

    itsckerythatsheakefeelherstery.ifonly

    sheuldkeheriliateher;brio

    herkneesg,yhtbutthisiss

    kilns.itiousvictory.sosheglared;soshe

    glowered.

    clarissaanthisan

    hadtakenherdaughterfroersheintouvisiblepresences

    heavy,ugly,nplace,houtkindnessrace,sheknohe

    aningoflife

    “youaretakingelizabethtothestores”s.dallowaysaid.

    sskilnsaidsheangoing

    tokeherselfagreeable.shehadalwayseaedherliving.her

    korye.shedidout

    reiasidesochforcausesshebelievedin;whereas

    thisandidnothing,believednothing;broughtupherdaughterbut

    hereh,ratheroutofbreath,thebeautifulgirl.

    sotheyanstoodthere

    andstandshedid,eprehistoric

    nsteraruredforprivalheidea

    ofherdinished,hobled,

    hoalignity,hersize,bedbysendrely

    sskiln,inatosh,heavenknolarissawouldhave

    likedtohelp.

    atthisdonster,clarissalaughed.sayinggoodbye,

    shelaughed.

    offtheyanandelizabeth,doairs.

    pulse,anaking

    herdaughterfroer,clarissaleahebannistersandcried

    out,“reerthepartyreerourpartytonight”

    butelizabethhadalreadyopehefrontdoor;thereassing;

    shedidnotanswer.

    loveandreligionthoughtclarissa,goingbatothedra,

    tinglingallover.hoestable,hoestabletheyarefoow

    thatthebodyofsskilhe

    idea.thecruelestthingsinthecluy,

    hot,d,hypocritical,eavesdropping,jealous,infinitely

    atoshat,onthelanding;

    loveandreligion.hadsheevertriedtoanyoneherselfdid

    shenoterelytobetheelvesandshechedout

    ofthebingupstairs.lethercli

    upstairsifsheedto;letherstop;theher,asclarissahad

    oftenseenher,gainherbedrooparthercurtains,anddisappearagain

    intothebaehoanlooking

    outoftheeunnsciousthatsheched.there

    ethingsoleinitbutloveandreligionroythat,

    anroy

    it.yetitadehertocry.

    lovedestroyedtoo.everythingthathingthatrue

    .takepeter

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    ideasabouteverything.ifyouedtoknopope,say,oraddison,

    orjusttotalknonse,

    peterkerthanaerer

    enhelovedvulgar,trivial,

    oseeherafterallthese

    years,andself.horriblepassiohought.

    degradingpassiohought,thinkingofkilnandherelizabeth

    yandnavystores.

    bigbenstruckthehalfhour.

    horaordinaryitrange,yes,toug,toseetheoldlady

    theyhadbeenneighbourseversonyyearsveathewindow,

    asifshetachedtothatsound,thatstring.giganticasit

    ethingtodoidstof

    ordinarythingsthefingerfellkisole.sheed,

    soove,togobutlarissa

    triedtofollouedanddisappeared,anduldstilljust

    seeherovingattheba.sheillthere

    vingaboutattheotherendoftherooreedsandprayersand

    toshesiracle,thatsthe

    stery;thatoldlady,sheant,sheuldseegoingfrohest

    ofdrae

    steryanghtsayshehadsolved,orpeterghtsayhe

    hadsolved,buthadtheghost

    ofanideaofsolving,plythis:here;thereanother.

    didreligionsolvethat,orlove

    lovebutheretheotherclock,thecloutes

    afterbigben,cashufflinginhitslapfullofoddsandends,

    peddoajesty

    layingdon,sojust,butshestreerallsorts

    oflittlethingsbesidess.rshaelliehenderson,glassesfor

    iefloodingandlappinganddang

    inorokelikeabarofgold

    onthesea.s.rshaelliehenderson,glassesforices.shest

    telephonenoonce.

    volubly,troublously,thelateclocksounded,inginonthewake

    ofbigben,hitslapfulloftrifles.beatenup,brokenupbythe

    assaultofyriads

    ofangularn,offlauntihedosandspiresofoffices

    andhospitals,thelastrelied

    tobreak,likethesprayofanexhaustediss

    kilnstandingstillireetforanttotter“itisthe

    flesh.”

    itustntrol.clarissadalloed

    her.thatsheexpephed;shehadnotstered

    theflesh.ugly,cluy,clarissadalloherforbeing

    that;andhadrevivedthefleshlydesires,forshendedlookingas

    shedidbesideclarissa.noruldshetalkasshedid.butwhywish

    toreseleherof

    herheart.sheserious.shegood.herlifeissue

    ofvanityanddeanhadbeenovere.shehad,as

    atteroffact,verynearlyburstintotearslarissadalloway

    laughedather.“itistheflesh,itistheflesh,”shetteredit

    beingherhabittotalkaltosubduethisturbulentand

    painfulfeelingassheoriastreet.sheprayedtogod.

    sheuldnothelpbeingugly;sheuldnotaffordtobuyprettyclothes.

    clarissadalloindupon

    sothingelseuntilshehadreachedthepillarbox.atanyrateshe

    hadgotelizabeth.butsheethingelse;shewould

    thinkofrussiuntilshereachedthepillarbox.

    houstbe,shesaid,iry,struggling,as.

    takerhadtoldher,hthatviolentgrudgeagainsttheh

    hadsedher,sher,castheroff,beginninghthis

    indignitytheinfliofherunlovablebody

    beartosee.doherhairassheght,herforeheadreinedlikean

    egg,bald,ightbuyanything.and

    foraan,ofurse,thatantingtheoppositesex.never

    efirstetislatelyithadseedto

    herthat,exceptforelizabeth,herfoodhatshelivedfor;

    herforts;herdinner,herteherhoterbottleatnight.but

    ofight;vanquish;havefaithingod..takerhadsaid

    shehereforapurpose.butnoonekneheagonyhesaid,pointing

    tothecrucifix,thatgodkneosufferwhen

    otheren,likeclarissadalloesthrough

    suffering,said.taker.

    shehadpassedthepillarbox,andelizabethhadtuedintotheol

    broentofthearandnavystoresill

    tteringtoherselfing

    throughsufferingandtheflesh.“theflesh,”shettered.

    entdidsheelizabethinterruptedher.

    “pettiats,”shesaidabruptly,andstalkedstraightontothelift.

    upthey.elizabethguidedherthishat;guidedherin

    herabstraasifshehadbeechild,anuntleship.

    therehepettiats,broriped,frivolous,solid,

    fliy;andshechose,inherabstra,portentously,andthegirl

    servingthoughtherd.

    elizabethratheran

    usthavetheirtea,saidsskiln,rousing,

    llegherself.theyhadtheirtea.

    elizabethratheranuldbehungry.itwas

    heriinghiy,thenlooking,againandagain,

    ataplateofsugared;then,whenalady

    andachildsatdoan

    reallyndityes,sskilndidndit.shehadedthat

    cakethepihepleasureofeatingosttheonlypure

    pleasurelefther,aobebaffledeveninthat

    heyhaveareserve,shehadtoldelizabeth,

    uponodrahoutatyreshe

    etaphors,joltedbyeverypebble,soshewouldsay

    stayingohelessonstandingbythefireplacehherbag

    ofbooks,her“sat

    ...

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    thelessoooabouttheerall,there

    thinktheenglishinvariablyright.therewere

    books.thereeetings.thereherpointsofview.would

    elizabethliketoeost

    extraordinarylookingoldnthensskilntookhertoso

    churkensingtonandtheyhadteaan.shehadlent

    herbooks.laedie,politics,allprofessionsareopentoen

    ofyeion,saidsskiln.butforherself,hercareerwas

    absolutelyruinedandherfaultgoodgracious,saidelizabeth,

    no.

    ahereperhadefrobr >

    bourtonandanlikesofloanshe

    ansquashedtheflowersall

    inabundhadntanyslltalk,andan

    boredherther,andsskilnandsheerribletogether;and

    sskilnsanwas

    frightfullyclever.elizabethhadhoughtaboutthepoor.they

    livedotherhadbreakfastinbed

    everyday;lucycarrieditup;andshelikedoldenbecausethey

    solord.butsskiln

    saidohosetuesdayingsy

    grandfatherkeptanoilandlourshopinkensington.”sskiln

    deonefeelsosll.

    sskilntookanothercupoftea.elizabeth,hherorientalbearing,

    herinscrutablestery,satperfectlyupright;no,shedidnot

    anythingre.shelookedflovesheregloves.theywere

    uhetable.ah,butshestnotgosskilnuld

    hergothisyouth,thatshegenuinely

    lovedherlargehandopenedandshutoable.

    butperhapsitehohfelt.andreally

    sheogo.

    butsaidsskiln,“ivenotquitefi.”

    ofurse,then,elizabeth.butitherstuffyinhere.

    “areyougoingtothepartytonight”sskilnsaid.elizabeth

    supposedsheotherust

    partiesabsorbher,sskilnsaid,fingerithes

    ofacholate¨clair.

    shedidnotchlikeparties,elizabethsaid.sskilnopenedher

    uth,slightlyprojectedher,ainches

    ofthecholate¨clair,theea

    roundinhercup.

    shetosplitasunder,shefelt.theagonyerrific.

    ifsheuldgraspher,ifsheuldclaspher,ifsheuldkeher

    hersabsolutelyandforeverandthehated.but

    tosithere,uhinkofanythingtosay;toseeelizabethtuing

    agaiobefeltrepulsiveeveuch;sheuld

    notstandit.thethigerscurledinwards.

    “ioparties,”saidsskiln,justtokeepelizabethfrobr >

    going.“peopledontasktoparties”andshekne

    thatitthatr.takerhadwaed

    her;butsheuld.shehadsufferedsohorribly.“whyshould

    theyask”shesaid.“ilain,inhappy.”shekneic.

    butithosepeoplepassingpeoplehparcelswhodespised

    her,adehersayit.hoan.shehadher

    degree.sheanadeherheworld.herknowledge

    ofdehistoryorethanrespectable.

    “idontpityself,”shesaid.“ipity”sheanttosay“yourther”

    butno,sheuldnot,nottoelizabeth.“ipityotherpeople,”she

    said,“re.”

    likesoducreatureuptoagateforanunknown

    purpose,andstandstherelongingtogallopahdalloway

    satsilent.angoingtosayanythingre

    “dontquitefet,”saiddoriskiln;hervoicequivered.right

    abcreaturegallopedinterror.

    thegreathandopenedandshut.

    elizabethtuedherhead.thee.oopayatthe

    desk,elizabethsaid,anda,

    theveryentrailsinherbody,stret,

    andthen,hafinalt,boely,she.

    shehadgone.sskilnsatattherbletableangthe¨clairs,

    striors.

    dallophed.elizabethhadgoyhadgone,youth

    hadgone.

    soshesat.shegotup,blunderedoffaletables,rog

    slightlyfroidetoside,andsobodycaafterherhher

    pettiat,aherdinbytrunksspecially

    preparedfortakingtoigotangtheacutsets,

    andbabylihroughalltheditiesoftheworld,perishable

    andper,ha,drugs,floelling,

    no,nohuslurghher

    hataskeheface,fulllengthinalookingglass;and

    atlastcaoutintothestreet.

    thetoihedralroseinfrontofher,thehabitation

    ofgod.iofthetraffic,therehehabitationofgod.

    doggedlyshesetoffhherparceltothatothersanctuary,theabbey,

    entbeforeherface,shesatbesidethose

    drivenintosheltertoo;thevariouslyassortedworshippers,now

    divestedofsocialrank,alstofsex,astheyraisedtheirhandsbefore

    theirfaovedtheinstantlyreverent,ddle

    desirousofseeingthewax

    works.

    butsskilnheldhertentbeforeherfaoed;

    noeinfrohestreettoreplacethe

    strollers,andstill,aspeoplegazedroundandshuffledpasttheto

    oftheunknoillshebarredhereyeshherfingersand

    triedinthisdoubledarkness,forthelightintheabbeywasbodiless,

    toaspireabovethevahedesires,thedities,torid

    herselfbothofhatredandoflove.herhao

    struggle.yettoodsoth.

    .fletrs.gorhaous

    k.sily,andhavingdoheirprayiback,

    ehesictheanpealedsiss

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    theendoftheroillohreshold

    oftheiruheticallyasasoulhaunting

    thesaterritory;asoulterialsubstaaan,

    asoul.

    but.fletself

    asanehelpbeingalittledistressedbythepoorladys

    disorder;herhairdohefloor.shedidnotatonce

    lethiass.but,ashestoodgazingabouthiatthearbles,

    greyulatedtreasuresforheelyproud

    oftheabbey,herlargeness,robustness,andpothere

    shiftingherkneesfroitotiitheapproachto

    hergodsotoughherdesiresiressedhiastheyhadiresseds.

    dalloindthat

    afteoon,therev.edtaker,andelizabethtoo.

    andelizabethnibus.ite

    tobeoutofdoors.shethoughtperhapsshegohojustyet.

    itnibus.

    andalready,evenasshestoodthere,inherveryclothes,

    itparehertopoplar

    trees,earlydahs,faer,andgardenlilies;

    anditdeherlifeaburdentoher,forshesochpreferredbeing

    leftaloodopare

    hertolilies,aogotoparties,andlondonwassodreary

    paredhbeingaloheuntryhherfatherandthedogs.

    busesstled,eninghred

    andyelloontoshehadnopreferences.

    ofurse,shepushherobepassive.it

    hereyesal,

    and,asherthersaid,hsuiceshouldersandholdingherself

    sht,sheingtolookat;andlately,inthe

    eveningespecially,ed

    exostbeautiful,verystately,veryserene.

    uldshebethinkingeverynfellinlovehher,andshewas

    reallyaotheruldsee

    thattheplintsoreabout

    itforinstaisperhaps

    ithallthosepuppiesandguineapigsabouthaving

    disteer,anditgaveheracharandnoherehisoddfriendship

    an.houghtclarissaaboutthreeoclothe

    ing,readingbaronrbotforsheuldnotsleep,itprovesshe

    hasaheart.

    suddenlyelizabethsteppedforostpetentlyboardedthe

    oibus,infrontofeverybody.shetookaseatontop.theietuous

    creatureapiratestartedforoholdthe

    railtosteadyherself,forapirateitkless,unscrupulous,

    bearingdoventingdangerously,boldlysnatg

    apassenger,napassenger,squeezingeellikeandarrogant

    ihenrushingilyallsailsspreadupehall.

    anddidelizabethgiveohoughttopoorsskilnwholovedher

    shehadbeenafaoonin

    agladesheedtobefree.thefreshairious.

    ithadbeensostuffyinthearandnavystores.andnowaslike

    riding,toberushingupoventoftheoibus

    thebeautifulbodyinthefarespondedfreelylikea

    rider,likethefigureheadofaship,forthebreezeslightlydisarrayed

    her;theheatgavehercheeksthepallorofepaintedwood;and

    herfineeyes,havioet,gazedahead,blank,bright,h

    thestaringincredibleinnoceofsculpture.

    itadesskiln

    sodifficult.andtteesandgiving

    uphoursandhourseverydayshehardlyeversainlondonthat

    helpedthepoor,herfatherdidthat,goodnessknohat

    sskilnantaboutbeingachristian;butitto

    say.oh,sheogoalittlefurther.anotherpenny

    tothestrandhereherpennytherand.

    shelikedpeopleen

    ofyeion,saidsskiln.sosheghtbeadoctor.she

    ghtbeafarr.anilsareoftenill.sheghtohousandacres

    andhavepeopleunderher.sheiages.

    thisersethouse.obeaverygoodfarrandthat,

    strangelyenoughthoughsskilnhadhershareinit,ost

    entirelyduetosorsethouse.itlookedsosplendid,soserious,that

    greatgreybuilding.andshelikedthefeelingofpeoplew.she

    likedthose

    ofthestrand.itinster,shethought,

    gettingoffatcerylawassobusy.in

    short,sheeadoctor,

    afarr,possiblygointoparliant,ifshefounditnecessary,all

    becauseofthestrand.

    thefeetofthosepeoplebusyabouttheiractivities,handsputting

    stoostone,eallyoccupiednothtrivialchatterings

    pariopoplarsherexg,ofurse,but

    verysilly,buththoughtsofships,ofbusiness,oflaw,of

    adnistration,andple,

    gaythereadeherquite

    deterherghtsay,tobeeeitherafarr

    oradoctor.butsheherlazy.

    andituedsosilly.

    itetishappen,whenonewas

    alonebuildingses,gback

    frohecityhavingrepoeninkensington,

    thananyofthebookssskilnhadleostilatelay

    slurous,indssandyfloortobreaksurface,

    asachildsuddenlystretchesitsar;itthat,perhaps,a

    sigh,astrets,aniulse,arevelation,s

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