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    thelilyofthevalley

    byhonoredebalzac

    translatedbykatharieley

    dedication

    tonsieurj.b.nacquart,

    eroftheroyalaedie.

    deardoostcarefullyheohe

    sendurseofthefoundationofaliteraryedificehihave

    sloe

    uponit,asaneas

    tohonorthefriendofdailylife.

    debalzac.

    thelilyofthevalley

    envoi

    felixdevaodalatessenataliedenerville:

    iyieldtoyourenwe

    loverethantheyloveustokethenignore

    theordinaryrulesofnseosoththefroheir

    broosofteupontheirlips,obstacleswe

    raculouslyovereweshedourblood,ure

    youexaypastlife;hereitis.butreer

    this,natalie;inobeyingyouicrushunderfootareluce

    hithertounnquerable.hesuddenreveries

    eiofourhappinesswhyshohe

    prettyangerofapettedaneuldyou

    notplayuporadiycharacterhoutinquiring

    intothearetheresecretsinyourhearth

    seekabsolutihaknoineahnatalie,youhave

    guessedne;anditisbetteryoushouldkh.

    yes,lifeisshado;ithovers

    vaguelyaboveandabout;ysoularesoleries,

    buriedinitsdepthslikethoserineproduest

    sofocastinfragntsonthe

    shore.

    thentallaborheexpressionofideasateshas

    revivedtheold,oldfeelingsesochpainhey

    esuddenly;andifinthisnfessionofpasttheybreak

    forthihatyouthreateo

    punishifididnotobeyyour,therefore,

    punishobedience.iynfide

    increaseyourlove.

    u,

    felix.

    chapteri

    thildhoods

    toedayoosttoug

    ofallelegies,thetaleoftorturesboesilentlybysoulswhose

    tenderrootsfindstonygroundiicsoil,

    budsaretoapartbyranroushands,ouchedby

    frostatthentoftheirblossohe

    sorroustsuckabitterbreast,whose

    slesarecheckedbythecruelfireofasteeyethetalethat

    tellsofsuto

    protethedevelopntoftheiatures,airue

    historyofchildhood.

    vanityuldihaveoralor

    physifirtycausedbythersldnesshechildof

    duty,erece,orasa

    reproayfalyfor

    overthreeyears,iyretuto

    theparentalroofthateventheservantspitied.idonotknoo

    yrescuefrohisfirst

    ;asachildianihavenot

    disveredit.farfroasinglot,brotherandters

    fouinkingsuffer.thepavirtueofh

    childrenhideeachotherspeccadilloes,and

    theprihanthat,

    iybrothersfaults,houtbeingalloo

    provetheinjustice.thefasinstinctivein

    childrentaughtbrotherandsisterstojoininthepersecutionsto

    other

    theyfearedaschasi.hispartlytheeffectofa

    itation;aestingtheir

    poplythroughlackofpityperhapsthesecauses

    uodepriveofthessoffratealinterurse.

    disiedofallaffe,iuldlovenothiurehad

    deloving.isthereanangelhesighsoffeeling

    heartsrebuffedincessantlyifinnysuchheartsthecrushed

    feelingstutohatred,inheyndensedandholloh

    frolife.inny

    blingrelaxesthefibresasfear,

    andfearendsinsubssion;hence,aasculatesa

    n,andkeshioreorlessaslave.butihese

    perpetualtorturesledtothedevelopntofacertaih,h

    inyspirittothehabitof

    ralresistance.alenehe

    rtyrsexpectedsofreshbloy

    not,asullenresignatiohegradgaietyof

    eanappearanceofidiocyedtojustify

    thersthreateningprophecies.thecertaintyofinjustice

    preturelyrousedpridethatfruitofreasonandthus,nodoubt,

    checkedtheeviltendenciesineenuraged.

    thoughtheeglectedietistheobjectofher

    soliyedueddesirous

    ofattendingtoitherself.ldeatsuchtis

    houghtofthetortureadailyinterursehherwould

    inflie.iblessedtheinhilived,andrejoiced

    thatiuldstayalohegardenandplayhthepebblesand

    y

    lonelinessnaturallyledtoreverie,likingforion

    y

    earlytroubles.solittlenoticeethatthegoveess

    oetobed.oneeveningiefully

    crougunderafigtree,gastarhthatpassionof

    curiosityind,andtoy

    preelaalintuition.sisters

    andlaughing;iheardtheirdistantchatterlikean

    ainttothoughts.afterahenoiseceasedand

    darknessfell.therhappeonoticeabseoescape

    bla,oveess,aterribledeiselle

    ...

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    thersfears,toldherihadahorrorofhoandwouldlongago

    haveruhatistupidbut

    sullen;andthatinallherexperienceofchildrenshehadneverknown

    oneofsobadadispositionasne.shepreteoseare.i

    ahefigtree,where

    sheveryareyoudoingthere”sheasked.

    ”other,who

    eningonherbalny;”childrenofyeknohingof

    astrono.””ah,da,”crieddeisellecaroline,”hehasopened

    thefaucetofthereservoir;thegardenisinuhentherewas

    ageneralext.thefactysistershadased

    theelvesbytuioseetheerfloasudden

    spurtalloverandfrighteheochthattheyranaway

    ischief

    andtoldthatilied,iwasseverelypunished.worse

    thanall,iypretendedloveofthestarsand

    forbiddentostayinthegardenafterdark.

    suchtyrannicalrestrainsintensifyapassionintheheartsof

    en;childrenthinkofnothingbut

    theforbiddenthing,esirresistiblyattractiveto

    theiystar.uonfideinkind,i

    tolditalltroublesinthatdeliciousintlehhwe

    staerourfirstideas,justasonceredourfirst

    terischool,istillchedthat

    starhindescribabledelight,sodeepandlastihe

    iressionshedawnoflife.

    brothereaboyas

    henoan,yfather,theidolofther,

    andnsequentlythesnofthehouse.heandwell

    de,andhadatutor.i,punyandevensickly,atfiveyears

    ofageasdaypupiltoaschooliooingand

    broughtbaightbyfathersvalet.ihasty

    lunch,yschoolfelloplentyofgoodfood.this

    triflingntrastbetyprivationsandtheirprosperityde

    sufferdeeply.thefauspottedporkpreparedattoursandcalled

    ”rillettes”and”rillons”iddayal,

    betheearlybreakfastandtheparentsdinner,hwasready

    seat,chprizedby

    ands,isseldoeenattoursonaristocratictables;if

    ihadeverheardofitbeforeitoschool,icertainlyhadnever

    hadthehappinessofseeingthatbroessspreadonslicesofbread

    andbutter.heless,desireforthose”rillons”

    thatitgreobeafixedidea,likethelongingofa

    parisianduchessforthesteerswife,longings

    an,shefoundanstosatisfy.childrenguesseach

    othersvetousness,justasyouareabletoreadanslove,by

    thelookintheeyes;nsequentlyibeadrablebuttfor

    ridicule.rades,nearlyallbelongingtothelowerbeoisie,

    etheir”rillons”andaskifikneadeand

    heyhatineverhadany.theylicked

    theirlipsastheytalkedofthecrapsofporkpressedintheirown

    fatandlookinglikeokedtruffles;theyiedlunchbasket,

    andfindingnothierthanolivetcheeseordriedfruits,they

    plaguedhquestions:”isthatallyouhavehaveyoureally

    nothingelse”speechesaderealizethediffereween

    brotherandself.

    thisntrastbetyoentandthehappinessofothers

    herosesofybuddingyouth.the

    firsttithati,stakingradesasfenerosity,put

    forthhandtotakethedaintyihadsoloedandhwas

    orntorpulledbackhisslice

    tothegreatdelightofhisradesingthatresult.

    ifnobleanddistinguishedndsare,as,capable

    ofvanity,cahechildhendespisedandjeered

    atundersuchatrialnyboysuedintogluttonsand

    ypersecutors.theurageof

    despairdefordable;butied,andthushadno

    proteagainsttreachery.oneeveningasileftschooliwas

    struallstoiedina

    handkerchief.hevalet,heperpetrator,toldthis

    tothersheexclaid:”thatdreadfulchildhewillalwaysbea

    tornttous.”

    findingthatiinspiredihesarepulsionthatwas

    feltforbyfaly,isankintoahorribledistrustofself.a

    sendfallofsnoinatingin

    soul.theboysistlikedps;thisfact

    rousedprideandiheldaloof.againiyself

    andhadforthefeelingsyhearthe

    sterofthesy

    rades,ahefalyverdictasto

    sulkyteer.assoonasiuldreadandythertransferred

    topontlevoy,aschoolinchargeoforatoriansookboysof

    ageintoaforalledthe”classofthelatinsteps”wheredull

    ladshtorpidbrainstolinger.

    thereireiyearsyfaly;livingthelife

    ofapariah,partlyforthefollothree

    franoney,asuarelysuffittobuythepens,

    ink,paper,knives,andrulesosupply

    ourselves.uobuystiltsorskippingropes,oranyofthe

    thingsthatheplayground,iofthe

    gas;togainadssiononsuffrageishouldhavehadtotoadythe

    riydivisioroseagainst

    eitheroftheseannesses,ostchildrenreadily

    eloy.iliveduree,lostiedthought,orreadingthe

    booksdistributedtousnthlybythelibrarian.hoanygriefswere

    intheshadoy

    edlifeigineysoreheartfeltthefirst

    distributionofprizes,ofostvalued,

    naly,fortheandfortranslatioherfatheor

    therefororeceivethe

    aidgeneralacclations,althoughthebuildingwasfilled

    yrades.insteadofkissingthe

    distributor,a,iburstintotearsandthreyself

    onhisbrea

    ...

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    oftheotherboysohe

    distributionoftheprizes,andradesdepartedjoyfullythe

    day;otherilesdistant,

    reihesegiventoscholars

    iliesheloniesorinfnuntries.

    youyunhappinessincreasedinproportion

    asthesocialspheresonered

    effortsidetoolivehin

    selfhopes,longcherisheded

    toperishinadaytopersuadeparentstoeandsee,ie

    theettersfulloffeeling,tooehaticallyaybe;but

    surelysuythers

    reprind,upledystyle.not

    disuragedeventhen,iiloredthehelpofsisters,toi

    aleontheirbirthdaysaedayshthepersistenceof

    aedchild;butithedayforthe

    distributionofprizesapproayeies,andtold

    ofexpectedtriuhs.sledbyparentssilence,iexpected

    theschoolfelloing;

    andthen,heoldportersstepsouherridorsashe

    calledhappyradesonebyooreceivetheirfriends,iwas

    sia

    oneday,yselftonfessorofhavingcursed

    life,hepoiheskies,isedpalbr >

    forthe”beatiquilugent”ofthesaviour.froheperiodoffirst

    nioniflungselfintothesteriousdepthsofprayer,

    attractedtiousideasoralfairylandsofasatesyoung

    spirits.buingy

    behalftheraartyrology.atfiveyearsofage

    ifledtostar;atty

    esunspeakable,yigination,fostered

    susceptibilities,andstrehinkingpoen

    attributedthosesublivisionstotheguardianangelchargedh

    uldingspirittoitsdiviiny;theyendoysoulh

    thefayheart

    ficcraftakesahefatalpoweris

    histoparehreality,thegreat

    thingsaidforallthingsgaihosevisionse

    uponbrainabookinustvoice;they

    laiduponlipsthealofutterance.

    fatherhavingnceivedsodoubtsastothetendencyofthe

    oratorianteaefroontlevoy,aoparisto

    aninstitutionintherais.iio

    capacity,i,herhetoricclassatpontlevoy,was

    pronouncedhyofthethirdclass.thesufferingsihadenduredin

    falyandinsy

    stayatthelepitreacade.fathergavenoney;iobe

    fed,clothed,andstuffedagreedon.

    duriactrades;

    butihsuinstanegledindifferenceas

    ne.nsieurlepitre,icallyattachedtothebourbons,

    hadhadrelationsyfatheratthetied

    royalistsarie

    antoitefrohetele.theyhadlatelyreneand

    nsieurlepitrethoughthielfobligedtorepairfathers

    ht,andtogiveasllsuonthly.butnotbeing

    authorizedtodoso,theauntallindeed.

    thelepitreestablishntansionwhere,asin

    allseignorialhouses,thereerslodge.duringarecess,

    anofallookustothe

    charlegnelyceutheodopupilsusedtobreakfasththe

    porter,naddoisy.nsieurlepitreherignorantofthefact

    orhehisarrauggler

    ithepupilsioprotect,hebeingthesecretguardian

    oftheirpranks,thesafenfidantoftheirlateretusandtheir

    interdiaryforobtainingforbiddenbooks.breakfastonacupof

    ”cafeaulait”isanaristocratichabit,explaihehighprices

    tosroseundeapoleon.iftheuseofsugar

    andffeeoourparents,husithesignof

    selfnscioussuperiority.doisygavecredit,forhereedonthe

    sistersandauntsofthepupils,adeitapointofhonortopay

    theirdebts.iresistedtheblandishntsofhisplaceforalong

    ti.ifjudgeskrengthofitssedu,theheroic

    effortsideafterstoiylong

    resistaheyyfinaloverthro,childasiwas,

    uldihavethegrandeurofsoulthatssthesofothers

    reover,iyhavefelttheprotingsofseveralsocialviceswhose

    poylongings.

    abouttheendofthesendyearfatheraoparis.

    brotherhadethedayoftheirarrival.helivedinparis,

    buthadneverbeentosee.sisters,hesaid,heparty;

    oseeparistogether.thefirstdayodinein

    thepalaisroyal,soastobehetheatrefrancais.inspiteof

    theintoxiofunhopedfordelightsexcited,

    joypeheingstorhosewhoare

    usedtounhappinessapprehendinstinctively.ioowna

    debtofahundredfrancstothesieurdoisy,y

    parentshielffortheney.ibethoughtofkingbrotherthe

    essaryofdoisy,theuthpieyrepentahediator

    ofpardon.fatherinytherwas

    pitiless;herdarkblueeyefroze;shefulnatedcruelprophecies:

    ”ttedsuch

    follieseantoruinfalydid

    ithiheonlyybrothercharless

    plydeservedbyhis

    nductily,inewouldalways

    disgraceit.didiknooney,andist

    thefyeducationsuduct

    hefirststepintoallthevices.”

    afterenduringtheshockofthistorrentysoul,iwas

    sentbaybrother.ilostthedihe

    freresprovencaux,andainbritannic

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    suchyfirstintervieytherafteraseparationof

    twelveyears.

    yfatherleftuheguardianshipof

    nsieurlepitre.iathetics,followa

    urseoflaostudyin

    oandreleasedfroheclasses,iexpectedatruceh

    trouble.but,inspiteofnieenyears,perhapsbe,

    fatherpersistedietoschoolhout

    food,toaodebt

    todoisy.verylittleneye,andyoudoin

    parisoneyreover,freedorefullyedup.

    nsieurlepitresenttothelapaniedbyanof

    alleovertotheprofessorachedho

    again.ayounggirlreatedhlessprecautionthan

    thersfearsinsistedonfor.parisalardparents,and

    justly.studentsaresecretlyehesaoccupationh

    fillsthendsofyoungladiesintheirbschools.doyou

    talkingoflovers,orthe

    forrofen.butinparis,andespeciallyatthisparticularti,

    suchtalkangyoungladsheorientalandsultanic

    atsphereandcustoofthepalaisroyal.

    thepalaisroyaleltedaway

    inin;therevirgindoubtsherecuriosityeased.

    thepalaisroyalandiptotesbearingoohe

    other,yetu.fatescarriedallattets.father

    hadpreseooneofauntsheilest.louis.

    hheriodineonsundaysandthursdays,esrtedtothehouse

    byeithernsieurordalepitre,selvesonthose

    daysaheire.singularasentfor

    ayoungladaunt,therquisedelistore,lady,of

    eney.

    oldasacathedral,paintedlikeaniature,sutuousindress,she

    livedinhergreathouseasthoughlouisxv.dead,andsaw

    oldenandnofapastday,afossilsocietyade

    thinkieandihadnotthe

    uragetospeakfirst.ldandalienlooksdeashadof

    youth,edtoannoytheiuhisindiffereo

    aidiainplans;iedaydirectly

    afterdinnerandrushtothepalaisroyal.oedaty

    aunte.jean,caredlittlefor

    nsieurlepitreaonthedayichosefor

    advelucklessdinnerhanusual,either

    becausethejaployedore

    ierfect.atlast,betandnineoclock,ireachedthe

    staircase,heartbeatinglikethatofbiancacapelloonthedayof

    herflight;butheporterpulledtherdibeheldireet

    beforensieurlepitreshaeyadiheardhispursy

    voiding

    threetisdidfateinterposebethehellofthepalaisroyal

    andtheheavenofyouth.onthedayedattyyears

    ofageofoioriskalldaoputan

    endtoit,attheverynt

    nsieurlepitreashegotintotheach,adifficultprocess,for

    heaslouisxviii.andclubfooted,anyoubelieve

    it,therarrivedinapostchaiseherglancearrested;i

    stoodstill,likeabirdbeforeasehadbroughther

    therethesilestthingintheakinghis

    lastefforts.father,heretuofthebourbons,had

    etoparisythertoadvisebrother,ployedin

    theierialdiploticservice.therebackh

    her,outoftheed,tothosehe

    rchofeventsintelligently,tothreatenthecapital.inafew

    nutes,asitontwhen

    lifethereefatalto.

    thetorturesofiginatioedbyrepresseddesires,the

    eto

    study,justasn,selvesinacloister.

    to,studyhadbeeapassion,ightevealto

    healthbyirisoningataperiodoflifeenoughtto

    yieldtothebegactivitiesoftheirspringtideyouth.

    thisslightsketyboyhood,inalie,readily

    perceiveinnurablesongsofoexplaintoyouits

    influenyfuturelife.attyyearsofage,andaffectedby

    nyrbidelents,iallandthinandpale.soul,

    fillededweakly,

    buthetours,wasundergoing

    itsfinalfusionintoateerantofiron.childinbodyandoldin

    nd,ihadreadandthoughtsochthatikaphysically

    atitshighestreachesattheerthe

    tortuousdifficultiesofitsdefilesandthesandyroadsofits

    plains.astrangecehadheldlonginthatdelightfulperiod

    ults,toitsdesiresforjoy,and

    thesavoroflifeisfresh.istoodintheperiodbetyand

    nhood,theoneprolongedbyexcessivestudy,theothertardily

    developingitslivingshoots.noyounghhly

    preparedtofeelandtolove.touandhistory,letyournd

    deofyouthouthisiof

    falsehood;heglaheeyeishohoughveiledbylids

    tidityntradigdesire;hesoulbends

    notto,andtheheartthrobsasviolentlyfrobr >

    trepidationasfrohegenerousiulsesofyouion.

    ineedsaynothingofthejoueyideytherfroaristo

    tours.theldnessofherbehaviorrepressed.ateachrelayi

    triedtospeak;butalook,aherfrightenedahe

    speechesihadbeenditating.atorleans,he

    night,therplainedofsilehreyselfatherfeet

    andclaspedherknees;yheart.itriedtotouch

    hersbytheeloquenyhungryloveihatghthave

    vedastepther.sherepliedthatiedy.i

    plaihatshehadabandoned.shecalledanunnatural

    child.urehatatbloisiuponthe

    bridgetodroyselfintheloire.theheightoftheparapet

    preventedsuicide.

    e,ters,kno

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    surprisethantendeess.aftered,by

    parison,tobefullofkioe.ion

    thethirdstory.youyhardshipswheni

    tellyouthattherleft,ayoungnofty,houtother

    lihanserableschooloutfit,oranyotheroutsideclothes

    thanthoseihadlongoneendoftheroobr >

    totheothertopickupherhandkerchief,shetookiththeld

    thanksaladygivestoherfootn.driventochhertofindif

    therespoteletsof

    affeetoseeherasshean,given

    toeres,

    insolenceaspartoftheirdohinginlifeexcept

    dutiestobefulfilled.allldenihaveknoade,asshe

    did,areligionofduty;shereageasapriestreceives

    theinass.elderbrotherappearedtoabsorbthe

    trifliintofteityure.shestabbed

    usnstantlyhhersharpirony,thehosewhohaveno

    heart,andakeheoreply.

    s

    havesonyroots,thereligiousfearinspiredbyatheritis

    dangeroustodispleaseholdsbysonythreads,thatthesubli

    stakeifiysootherlasteduntil

    theday,chlaterinourlives,his

    terribledespotisrovefroyndallthoughtsofthevoluptuous

    enjoyntsihaddreadoffindingattours.indespairite

    infatherslibrary,yselftoreadeverybookidid

    notkacth

    ther;buttheyaggravatedthedangersofralndition.

    sotiseldestsistershearriedourusin,the

    rquisdelistoretriedtofort,hout,however,being

    abletocalheirritationto.idesiredtodie.

    greatevents,ofhing,heninpreparation.the

    due,bordeauxtojoinlouisxviii.inparis,

    hhovations

    inspiredbytheenthusiaseltthroughoutoldfraheretuof

    thebourbons.touraieprihe

    toselfter,everyed,theinhabitants

    intheirsundayeless

    extintheaireastrong

    desiretobepresentattheballgivenbytheduke.ned

    uragetokethisrequestofther,ooilltogo

    herself,shebecaextrelyangry.”hadiefrogo”she

    inquired.”hoilybe

    represeheballintheabsenyfatherandbrother,of

    urseitydutytobepresent.hadinother

    alhinkingofthehildren”

    inantthesedisiedsonhadbeeapersonageiwas

    reduoundedbyiortahanbythedelugeofironical

    reasoningytherrey

    sisters,andthendisveredthatther,heatrical

    plots,yclothes.thetailorsintourswere

    fullyoers,and

    therployherusualseatress,o

    provincialcustolddoallkindsofsetleblueat

    hadbeeerafashion,andsilkstogsand

    pusprovided;atshen,sothatiuldwear

    oneoffathers;andforthefirsttiinlifeihadashirt

    ychestandwere

    gatheredintotheknotofcravat.hisappareli

    lookedsolittlelikeselfthatsistersplintso

    facealltouraiheball.butiterprise.thanksto

    sliessislippedintoateupinthegardensofthepapion

    house,andfoundaplachairinhedukewas

    seated.instantlyiedbytheheat,anddazzledbythe

    lights,thesents,thedresses,and

    thediandsofthefirstpublicballihadeveessed.iwas

    pushedhitherandthitherbyassofnanden,ledeach

    otherinailitarysicwas

    droationsof”longlivetheduc

    dangoulelonglivethekinglonglivethebourbons”theballwas

    anoutburstofpehusiasanendeavoredtooutdo

    therestinhisfiercehastetoherisingsun,anexhibition

    ofpartisangreedeunved,orrather,itdisgusted

    anddrovebackyself.

    sonraheha

    ehielf,tobeohese

    princesparadingbeforeanablage.thissillyfancyofa

    teanladrousedanaitiontoynatureandthe

    surroundingcirceslentdignity.h

    agnifitrepetitionofonthslater,

    peroronhisretufrobr >

    elba.thesehisdonionexerasses,whose

    feelingsandergedintoonesoul,dedicated

    thenandthehtoglory,thatpriestessersthe

    frenoftodayasthedruidessoncesacrificedthegauls.

    suddenlyittheanbitious

    desiresaotheheartofroyalty.too

    tidtoaskanyoodance,fearing,reover,tohe

    figures,inaturallybecaveryaknotodo

    yarandlegs.justasithe

    pressureofthecroyfeet,she

    neyshoesaseh

    thepossibletogetaitein

    aerofaroottheendofaybench,h

    fixedeyes,tionlessandsullen.sledbypunyappearance,a

    antakingforasleepychildslidsoftlyintotheplacebeside

    ,otionofabirdasshedropsupo.instantlyi

    breathedtheanatsphere,ysoulas,inafter

    days,orientalpoesyhasshohere.ilookedatneighbor,andwas

    redazzledbythatvisionthanihadbeenbytheseofthefete.

    ifyouhaveuoodthishistoryofearlylifeyouwillguess

    thefeelingsh

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    shouldersfaintlyrosy,edtoblushasifunveredforthe

    firstti;destshoulders,thatpossessedasoul,andreflected

    lightfroheirsatinsurfaceasfrosilkeure.these

    shouldersyeyeswandered.iraised

    selftoseethebustand,

    chastelyveredhgauze,

    outlinelyhiddedetailsof

    theheadentse

    delightse;thebrillianoothlyabovea

    neckassoftayasachilds,theelinesdrahe

    byiginationranasalongadeh,allthesethings

    put,asityself.glangroundtobesurethatno

    ohreyselfuponthoseshouldersasachilduponthe

    breastofitsther,kissingthesilaidheadthere.thean

    utteredapiergcry,usicdrowned;she

    tued,sae,andexy

    littlelad,ighthavekilledher;butatthe

    eyes.irifiedbya

    glanceofsaintlyanger,byanoblefacecrooldenhairinharnysonof

    offendeddestyglohoughalreadyiteased

    bythepardoninginstinctofaanprehendsafrenzyh

    sheinspires,anddiviheinfiniteadorationofthoserepentant

    tears.shevedahthestepandcarriageofaqueen.

    itheheridiyposition;forthefirsttiirealized

    thationkeyofabarrelan.ied.

    thereistood,stupefied,tastingthefruitthatihadstolen,

    nsylips,repentingnot,andfollowing

    yeyestheanedoefroeaven.sickh

    thefirstfeveroftheheartis,uo

    findneuobed,anothern.

    anehrainboitschrysalis.

    desystar

    hadetoaan,inishedlustreandpurity.iloved,

    knooflove.heathing,thisfirstirruptionof

    thekeehuionintheheartofanihadseey

    eninotherplaadetheslightestiressionupon

    .therebeanappointedhour,anjunofstars,aunionof

    circes,acertainanangallotherstoalusive

    passionattheperiodoflifehewholesex

    thethoughtthateleadetheairibreathed

    deliedbluerthanihadeveryetseen

    it.iravedinteally,butexteallyiy

    therhadfears,notunngledorse.likeanilswhoknow

    yselfahegardentothinkofthe

    kissthatihadstolen.afeerableballther

    attributednegleyindiffereohertyrannical

    looksandsarybehaviortothenditionof

    health.theuntry,thatperpetualredyforillsthatdoctors

    edtoherthebestansingoutof

    apathy.shedecidedthatishouldspendafefrapesle,a

    idontbazonandazaylerideau,

    ,nodoubt,shegave

    privateinstrus.

    bythedayegainedlibertyihads

    sovigorouslyinlovesothatihad.iknew

    nothingofneunknoe,norofindher;

    to,indeed,uldispeakofhersensitivenatureso

    exaggeratedtheinexplicablefearsallyouthfulheartsat

    thefirstapproachoflovethatibeganelancholyh

    oftenendsahopelesspassion.iaskednothierthantoroabr >

    abouttheuntry,toeandgoandliveinthefields.hthe

    urageofachildthatfearsnofailure,ihing

    reallyiosearcheverychateauintouraine,

    travellingonfoot,andsayingtoselfaseacholdtoein

    sight,”sheisthere”

    aoioursbythebarrierof

    sainteloy,crossedthebridgesofsaintsauveur,reachedponcher

    ined,andtooktheroadtoon.forthe

    firsttiinlifeiuldsitdoreeoror

    slohoutbeingdictatedtobyaoapoorlad

    oreorlessdoesweigh

    uponallyouththefirsteloyntoffreedoeventhoughitbe

    expendeduponnothing,liftsthesoulhirrepressiblebuoyancy.

    severalreasonsbiokethatdayoneofentnt.during

    schoolyearsihadneverbeeoorethanthree

    lesfrocity;yettherereinedinndangtheearliest

    relleychildhoodthatfeelingforthebeautifulhe

    seryabouttoursinspires.thoughquiteuntaughtastothepoetry

    ofsuchalandscape,iyself,criticaluponit,like

    thoseagiheidealofarthoutknohingofits

    practice.

    toreachthechateauoffrapesle,footpassengers,orthoseon

    horsebaoors,

    untoftheplateauh

    separatesthevalleyofthecherfrohatoftheindre,andover

    py.theseorsareflat

    andsandy,andforrethanthreelesaredrearyenoughuntilyou

    reapofeofthe

    toands.thisroad,hatof

    let

    ofartanne.hereeuponavalley,ontbazon,

    endsattheloire,aoriseandfall,tobound,asitwere,

    behechateausplaitsdoublehillsides,asplendid

    eraldcup,ihsofheserpentinelihe

    riverindre.igazedatthissehineffabledelight,forh

    theglooorlandaigueofthesandywalkhadprepared

    .

    ”ifthatahisearth,

    sheishere,onthisspot.”

    thussing,ileanedagainstatree,behhihave

    restedfrohatdaytothisydearvalley.

    behattree,thenfidantofthoughts,iaskself

    gesthereareinsiistoodthere

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    heartdeceivednotshelivedthere;thefirstcastlethatisaw

    ontheslopeofahillhedhatheldher.asisat

    behnuttree,theddaysuesof

    herroofandthepanesofherbricdressdethe

    ongthevinesofanarbor.shewas,asyou

    knohoutasyetknohing,thelilyofthisvalley,

    hthefragranceofher

    virtues.love,infinitelove,houtothersustehanthe

    vision,diyseen,ofysoulhere,expressedto

    bythatlongribbonoferflohesunshihe

    grassgreenbanks,bythelihepoplarsadoinghtheir

    bilelacesthatvaleoflove,bytheoakingdoween

    thevineyardstotheshore,herivercurvedandroundedasit

    varyinghorizonsastheyflednfusedlyaway.

    ifyouurebeautifulandvirginasabride,gothereofa

    springing.ifyouillthebleeding,

    retuidaysofautu.inthespring,lovebeatshiswings

    behebroadbluesky;iu,hinkofthosewhoare

    helungsdiseasedbreatheinablessedpurity;theeyeswill

    restongoldenpsesparttothesoultheirpeaceful

    stillness.atthishe

    llsuponthebrooksidesgaveavoicetothequiveringvalley;the

    poplarsheysacloudhesky;the

    birdssang,theeagain

    ,notasaswe

    lovetheoasisi;iloveitasanartistlovesart;ilove

    itlessthaniloveyou;butightnotnow

    beliving.

    houtknoyeyesrevertedevertothatespot,tothe

    anhatgardenasthebellofanvolvulusshines

    adtheunderbrush,ahesoul,i

    desdedtheslopeandsoonsahesuperabounding

    poetrythatfilledheartdefancyagine

    threellsplagislandsofgracefuloutlinecrrovesoftreesandrisingfrofieldofe

    igivetothataquaticvegetation,soverdant,sofinelylored,

    edtheriver,roseaboveitssurfadundulatedupon

    it,yieldingtoitscapridsoiloftheer

    illoundsofgravel,

    agaihe

    sunlight.aryllis,erlilies,reeds,andphloxesderatedthe

    banksblingbridgeofrotten

    planks,theabutntsshedhflohehandrailsgreen

    ossesdroopingtotheriverbutnot

    fallingtoit;ulderingboats,fishings;thenotonoussing

    songofashepherd;duckspaddlingangtheislandsorpreeningon

    the”jard,”anagiventothearsesandheloirebrings

    doillers,htheircapsoveroneear,busilyloadingtheir

    les,allthesedetailsdetheseoneofpritive

    silicity.igine,also,beyondthebridgethouses,

    adovete,turtledoves,thirtyorredilapidatedttages,

    separatedbygardens,byhedgesofhoneysuckle,cletis,andjasne;

    adunghillbesideeachdoor,anddhensabouttheroad.such

    isthevillageofpontderuan,apicturesquelittlehaetleadingup

    toanoldchurchfullofcharacter,achurchofthedaysofthe

    crusades,sueaspaintersdesirefortheirpictures.surround

    thisseyoungpoplarshtheir

    palegoldleaves;dotgracefulbuildingshereandtherealongthe

    grassyslopessky,and

    youeideaofohepointsofvieost

    lovelyregion.

    ifolloheroadtosachealobankoftheriver,

    notigcarefullythedetailsofthehillsontheoppositeshore.at

    lengthireachedaparkeellishedhtennialtrees,hi

    koffrapesle.iarrivedjustasthebellwasringing

    forbreakfast.aftertheal,host,tlesuspectedthati

    hadtours,thebordersof

    anyaspects,here

    throughavista,theretoitsbroadextent;ofteneyesweredrawn

    tothehorizonalongthegoldenbladeoftheloire,hesails

    defantasticfiguresangthecurrentsastheyflehe

    ountedacrestisightofthechateaudazay,

    likeadiandofnyfacetsiingoftheiandingon

    heron,inahollohe

    ronticssesofthechateauofsache,asadretreatthoughfullof

    harny;toosadforthesuperficial,butdeartoapoethasoul

    inpain.i,too,catoloveitssilesgreatgrees,

    andtheeriousinfluessolitaryvalley.butnow,

    eachtithatoheneighbslope

    ovieheprettycastleihadfirstnotithe

    ing,istoppedtolookatithpleasure.

    ”hey”saidhost,readihesparklingdesiresh

    youthsoingenuouslybetrays,”soyoustfrofaraprettyan

    asadogstsga”

    ididnotlikethespeech,butiaskedthenaofthecastleandof

    itsowner.

    ”itisclochegourde,”hereplied;”aprettyhousebelongingtothe

    tedertsauf,theheadofanhistoricfalyintouraine,whose

    fortuesfrohedaysoflouisxi.,ahe

    storytosandtheirdistinonsieurde

    rtsaufisdesanily

    bear:or,acrosspotentanduentsable,chargedha

    fleurdelisor;anddieusaulveleroinotresire,fortto.the

    uledhereaftertheretuoftheegratioate

    belongstohisoiselledelenonurt,ofthehouseof

    lenivryedertsaufisanonly

    daughter.thelitedfortuhefalyntrastsstrangelyh

    thedistiherfroride,or,possibly,frobr >

    y,theyneverleaveclochegourdeandseenopany.untilnow

    theirattaent,butthe

    retuofthekinghasnotgedtheireto

    resideherelastyearipaidthevisitofurtesy;theyretued

    itandiodiheenths,

    andpoliticaleveafrapesleuntilretly.da

    dertsaufisaanw

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    sheghtbe.”

    ”doessheofteotours”

    ”shenevergoesthere.hoself,”she

    didgotherelatelytotheballgiventothedue,whowas

    verygracioustoherhusband.”

    ”ited.

    ”shewho”

    ”aaifulshoulders.”

    ”youeetagreatnyeifulshouldersin

    touraine,”hesaid,laughing.”butifyouarenottiredancross

    theriverandcallatclochegourdeandyoushallreneance

    hthoseparticularshoulders.”

    iagreed,noteandpleasure.aboutfour

    oclockyeyeshadfastened

    frohefirst.thebuilding,iveinthe

    landscape,isiyverydest.ithasfivehe

    front;thoseateadofthefacade,lookingsouth,projectabout

    t,anarchitecturaldeviceheideaoftwo

    toiddlewindowservesasa

    doorfrhadoubleportiintoaterraced

    gardenhenarroripofgrasslandthatskirtsthe

    indrealongitseadothe

    loerrace,hisshadedbyadoublelineofacaciasand

    japaneseailanthus,bytheuntryroad,ithelessappearsfrobr >

    thehousetobeapartofthegarden,fortheroadissunkenand

    heedinononesidebytheterraan

    hedge.theterracesbeingveryaenoughdistance

    bethehouseandtherivertoavoidtheinnveniereatproxitytosofit.belohe

    housearethestables,achhouse,greenhouses,andkit,the

    variousopeningstly

    rouheangles,andbearsnsardeullions

    andleadenfinialsontheirgables.thisroof,nodoubteglected

    duringtherevolution,isstainedbyasortofldeedby

    lisandthereddishssothesun.

    theglassdooroftheportiissuruntedbyalittletoh

    holdsthebell,andonont

    ortsaufbelonged,asfollows:

    gules,apalevair,flankedquarterlybytwo

    lanotto,”voyeztous,nulouche”

    struckgreatly.thesuppriffinanddragongules,

    enadeaprettyeffethecarving.therevolutionhas

    dagedtheducalcrotreeverth

    fruitor.senart,theseitteeofpublicsafetywas

    bailiffofsachebefore1781,hisdestru.

    thesearrasgiveaairtothelittlecastle,daintyas

    aflostosthe

    valleythegroundfloorappearstobethefirststory;butonthe

    othersideitisonalevelhabroadgravelledpathleadingtrassplot,onaare

    vineyards,orchards,andafeilledlandplantedh

    chestnuttreeshehouse,thegroundfallingrapidlyto

    theindre,hergroupsoftreesatedshadesofgreen,

    iredthese

    groups,slydisposed,asouhehillyroadh

    bordersosphereofhappiness.hasthe

    ralnature,likethephysiature,itsorical

    ureheartwas

    beatingattheapproachofeventsthenunrevealedoge

    itforever,justasanilsgrowlivelierwhenforeseeingfine

    her.

    thisday,sorkedinlife,lastawasneeded

    tosoleizeit.natureaherlover.

    soulheardhervoie;eyesworshippedher,as

    fruitful,asvariedasiginationhadpicturedherinthose

    sstheinfluenceofriedinafewunskilful

    eanapocalypseiny

    lifeivelyforetold;eachevent,fortunateorunfortunate,

    beiosoohesestrangevisionsbytiesknoo

    thesoul.

    ables.he

    barkingoftheetoetus,sayingthat

    nsieurletehadgooazayintheingbutwouldsoon

    retu,andthatdalatessee.panionlooked

    at.ifairlytreledlestheshoulddeadade

    rtsaufinherhusbandsabsenantoannounceus.

    berh

    crossesthewholehouse.

    ”eilen,”saidagoldenvoice.

    thoughdadertsaufhadspokenonlyoheball,i

    regnizedhervoice,ysoulandfilleditasarayof

    sunshinefillsandgildsaprisonersduhinking,suddenly,

    thatsheghtreerface,firstiulseofly;butit

    et.iknow

    notudiate

    speebroideryfrahe

    servantplacedthenshedreheeedleandunted

    sostitches,asiftoexplainhersileerhsheraised

    herhead,gentlyyetproudly,inthedireonsieurdechessel

    assheaskedtostancesheo.though

    curioustoknoyuedappearance,shelookedat

    herofus,hereyesheriver;ayouuld

    havetoldbytheehatshenize,as

    theblinddo,theagitationsofaneighbsoulbythe

    ierceptibleinflexionsofthevoice.

    nsieurdechesselgavenaandbiography.ihadlatelyarrived

    attours,yparentshadrecallediesthreatened

    paris.asonoftouraiotouraineunknown,she

    eayoungnudyao

    frapesletoasehielf;hehadalreadyshoehisestate,hi

    sae.ihadjusttoldhihatihad

    tourstofrapesle,andfearingforhealthhwasreally

    delicatehehadstoppedatclochegourdetoaskhertoalloeto

    restthere.nsieurdechesseltoldthetruth;buttheact

    seedsoforea

    ld,severeglana

    senseofhuliationastohidethetearsthatrosebeheshe

    sahe

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    forsheofferedtherestorativesineeded,hafewkindand

    nsolingebackthepoh.iblushed

    likeayounggirl,andinavoiani

    thankedheranddeed.

    ”alliask,”isaid,raisiohers,ifor

    thesendtiinaglanceasrapidaslightning,”istoresthere.

    iaocrippledhfatigueireallyother.”

    ”youstnotdoubtthehospitalityofourbeautifultouraine,”she

    said;then,tuingtopanion,sheadded:”youhe

    pleasureofyourdiningatclochegourde”

    ithreonsieurdechesselthathebegan

    theprelinariesofacceptingtheinvitation,thoughitwasgivenin

    ahatseedtoexpectarefusal.asanoftheworld,he

    regheseshadesofaning;buti,ayoungnhout

    experienplicitlyinthesiybetweenwordand

    thoughtofthisbeautifulanthatiy

    hostsaidto,afterethatevening,”istayedbecause

    isaakingit

    allright,iyfindselfonbadteryneighbors.”that

    expression,”ifyoudoallright,”depohe

    tterdeeply.inotheredertsauf,she

    aoher.he

    evidentlythoughtihadthepoopleaseher;thisinitselfgave

    thatpoyinont

    neededsooutr.

    ”iafraiditedechessel

    expectsus.”

    ”shehasyoueveryday,”repliedtheuntess;”besides,ansend

    herword.isshealone”

    ”no,theabbedequelusisthere.”

    ”ustdine

    hus.”

    thistinsieurdeea

    ngratulatorylook.assoonasiwassureofpassingawholeevening

    uhatroofiseedtohaveeteitybefore.forny

    serablebeingstorroeaning,andihe

    nuerhinit;ainofafewhoursof

    happinessidethetainaeofdelight.

    dadertsauftalkedaboutlocalaffairs,theharvest,the

    vintage,andothertterstootalstrahis

    usuallyargueseitheraptforthe

    strangerpresenttheion,butin

    thiscaseitbarrassnt.thoughatfirstithoughtshetreated

    asachildandiehenofthirtytoshetalkedof

    seriousttersprehend,ica,afeonths

    later,touandhoanssileenis,and

    hoanythoughtsavolubleionsks.atfirstiatteted

    tobeateaseandtakepartinit,theniperceivedtheadvantages

    ofsituationandgaveselfuptotheada

    dertsaufsvoiongthe

    syllablesassoundisdividedbythenotesofaflute;itdiedao

    theearasitquiedthepulsationoftheblood.herwayof

    utteriernationsin”i”he”ch”as

    shesaiditthe”ts”s

    despotisshethusextended,houtherselfknohatshedidso,

    theaningofherhesoulofthelisteo

    regionsabovethisearth.nyatiihaventinuedadiscussioni

    uldeasilyhaveended,nyatiihavealloyselftobe

    unjustlysldedthatightlistentothoseharhehun

    voice,thatightbreathetheairofhersoulasitleftherlips,

    andstraintosoulthatspokenlightasirained

    thespeakertobreast.asas

    gaybutoits

    tes

    dadertsaufsiiontopresenine

    her.eyesrejoicedastheyglidedoverthesspeaker;they

    kissedherfeet,theyclaspedher,theyplayedhtheris

    ofherhair.aerror,asallheir

    lives,haveexperieheillitablejoysofatruepassionwill

    uand.ifearedsheeifileteyesrestupon

    theshoulderihadkissed,andthefearsharpehetetation.i

    yielded,ilooked,eyestoreaole

    heprettyliheshouldersstarted,and

    s

    theregionofthesleepofyouthsaginationisardentand

    e.

    isketchforyoutheleadiurese

    dertsauf;butnodra,

    represeoyou.herfacehosethatrequirethe

    unattaiist,therefleofinward

    firesandrehatlunousvapor

    revealablebylanguagebut,fairhair

    oftencausedherchsuffering,nodoubtthroughsuddenrushesof

    bloodtothehead.herbroilikethatofjonda,

    teedhuhoughts,restrainedfeelingsflowersdrowning

    inbitterers.theeyes,ofagreentingefleckedhbrown,were

    alifherchildrenekeen

    nditionofjoyorsufferingrareinthelivesofallresigned

    enseizedher,thoseeyessentforthasubtilegleasiffrobr >

    firesthatihegleahat

    ,ando

    loightbeby

    phidias,andunitedbyitsdoublearchtolipsthatefully

    curved,spiritualizedtheface,haskinofthe

    textureofaellialoredhsoftrosetintsuponthe

    thegraceurenor

    froheroulinesadehershapebeautifulthoughwell

    developed.youandthecharacterofthisperfewheni

    saythate

    joihearherereaseorwrinkle.nohollowdisfigured

    thebaseofherhead,likethoseaketheneeen

    reseletrunksoftrees;hersclesharshlydefined,and

    everyhelinesocurvesasfugitivetotheeye

    astothepencil.asoftdolyshoheeksandon

    theoutlineofherthroat,catgthelightadeitsilken.

    herlittleears,perfeshape,heears

    ofatherandaslave.inafterday

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    e,”hereesnsieurdertsauf”;andshe,

    thoughi,arkablyacute,uldheaothing.

    herariful.thecurvedfingersofthehandwerelong,and

    thefleshprojectedatthesidebeyondthefingeails,likethoseof

    antiquestatues.ishoulddispleaseyou,ikno

    yourselfanexyrule,hatflatsshould

    havethepreferenceoverrouheroundisasignof

    strength;butenthusfordareierious,selfore

    voluptuousthantender.oherhand,enhflatsare

    devotedinsoul,deliore

    trulyanthaherclass.theflatissuppleand

    yielding;theroundisinflexibleandjealous.

    younoade.shehadthefootofaan,

    thefootthattle,isquicklytired,anddelightstheeye

    otheroftwo

    children,ihaveanyansotrulyayounggirlasshe.her

    plicity,joioacertainbashful

    drearactedothers,justasapainterarrestsoursteps

    beforeafigureintohhisgeniushasnveyedaworldof

    sentint.ifyourecallthepure,heheathwe

    gatheredonourretufrohevilladiodati,thefloints

    ofbladroseyoupraisedsoly,youfancyhoan

    uldbeelegantthoughretefrohesocialuralin

    expression,fastidiousinallthiofherself,in

    short,liketheheathofngledlors.herbodyhadthefreshnesswe

    adreintheunfoldingleaf;herspirittheclearnessofthe

    abinalnd;shehroughsuffering,

    thestressofahousehold,yetaidentoo.thereforeshechard

    artlesslyandunnsciously,byhertingdownorrising,of

    throuallyllected,

    thesafetyofothersdependsandwho

    looksfer,thereontsilesheher

    lipsaraythehappynatureburiedbehesaddenedbearing

    thateofherlife.hergiftofattrawas

    sterious.insteadofinspiringthegallantattentionsher

    enseek,shedetingtheeehervirginalnature

    ofpurefla,hercelestialvisions,asheazureheavens

    throughriftsintheclouds.thisinvoluntaryrevelationofherbeing

    deothersthoughtful.therarityestures,aboveall,the

    raritylanlooked

    atanyonegaveastrangesoleitytoallshesaidanddidwhenher

    edtohertoproseherdignity.

    onthispartiadadertsaufown

    patteedintinystripes,allar,ablackbelt,and

    littlebootsofthesahue.herhairplytedroundher

    head,andheldinplaydear

    natalie,istheierfectsketchiprosedyou.butthenstant

    enationofhersouluponherfaly,thatnurturingessenceshedin

    floodsarouhesuslight,herinure,her

    yones,all

    thosevariationsofexpressionbyerisdisplayeddepend,

    liketheeffestances,

    ionheachotherexceptthebackgroundagainst

    iheeventsof

    thishistory,trulyahouseholdepic,asgreattotheeyesofawise

    nasatragedytotheeyesofthehyouwill

    feela,notonlyforthepartitookinit,butforthe

    likehatitbearstothedestiniesofsovastanuerofen.

    everythingatclochegourdebnsofatrulyenglishliness.

    therooessreceivedushroughoutand

    paiantelpietedha

    ahoganyandsuruazza,and

    teporcelainhgoldlines,hheldbunches

    ofcapeheather.alanboardon

    legsbeforethefireplace.ttonheldbackthe

    briccurtains,ureovered

    hgrayttonboundhagreenbraid,aapestryonthe

    untesssfratoldheupholsteryhusvered.such

    silient,angallthatihaveseen

    since,hasgivensuchfertile,suchteengiressionsasthose

    thatfilledndinthatsalonofandposed

    asthelifeofitsstress,heualregularityofher

    oadeitselffelt.thegreaterpartofideasinsce

    orpoliti,,as

    perfusenatefroloysteriousplantthat

    ysoulitsfructifyingpollen;thereglohesolar

    thygoodandshrivelledevilqualities.

    throughthetheheightsof

    pontderuantothechateaudazay,follohehe

    furthershore,picturesquelyvariedbythetohe

    anorhouseofsache,whosevenerable

    pilelookeddoeadows.

    inharo

    etionthanthosearisinginthefaly,thissveyedtothe

    soulitsoetherthereforthefirstti,

    betheuntaeadofseeingher

    respleinaballdress,ishouldnothaveravishedthatdelirious

    kiss,eorseandhthefearofhaving

    lostthefutureoflove.no;inthegloofunhappylifei

    shouldhavebentkneeandkissedthehefhergarnt,tingit

    ighthaveflungselfintothei

    havihedthejasneperfuofherskinanddrunkthelkof

    thatysoulhadacquiredtheknohehopeof

    hunjoys;iingofhappinessasthe

    savageabthosetrees,to

    creepangtheviofloatintheriver;iedthe

    panionshipofnightanditssileneededlassitudeofbody,i

    aketheeatingofthedeliciousapple

    ihesinging

    floradesaroyer,i

    ,toobtainthoseotherrichesandthatte

    flohilonged.

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    idolplunged,onsieur

    dertsauf,thethoughtcathataanstbelongtoherhusband,

    andaragioseetheohistreasure.

    totionsfillednd,hatredandfear,hatredhallowedof

    noobstaclesandasuredallhoutshrinking,andavague,butreal

    fearofthestruggle,ofitsissue,andaboveallofher.

    ”hereisnsieurdertsauf,”shesaid.

    isprangtofeetlikeastartledhorse.thoughtheventwas

    seenbynsieurdechesselaess,herdeany

    observation,foradiversionontbythe

    entranceofalittlegirl,itooktobeaboutsixyearsold,who

    exg,”herespapa”

    ”deleine”saidherther,gently.

    theonsieurdechessel,andlooked

    atteafterkingalittlebohanairof

    astonishnt.

    ”areyouresatisfiedaboutherhealth”askednsieurdechessel.

    ”sheisbetter,”repliedtheuntess,caressileheadh

    linginherlap.

    thequestionofnsieurdechesselletknoadeleine

    diatelythe

    othersbropanionthreea

    sighe

    blednodoubtuponsotealhevering

    ofed.thesicklychild,whoseeyeswere

    pallidandeasaporcelainvasehalight

    osphereofacity.

    untryairahersbroodingcarehadkeptthelifeinthat

    frailbody,delicateasahothouseplantgrowinginaharshand

    fnindofherther,

    deleiohavehersoul,andthatsoulheldherup.herhair

    sthin,her

    chestnarrotlebeth,aduelhout

    truotherhadsofarbeenvictorious.thechildwilled

    tolive,perhapstospareherther,forattis,

    observed,shefellintotheattitudeofaight

    havethoughtheralittlegypsydyingofhunger,beggingherway,

    exhaustedbutaloplayherpart.

    ”jacques”askedtheuntess,kissingthee

    lihechildshairintothatlookedlikea

    crowswings.

    ”heisinghpapa.”

    justtheentered,holdinghissonbythehand.jacques,the

    igeofhissister,shoesignsofhese

    siagnifitlyhealthyitwas

    iossiblenottoguessatthecausesofthegriefhcloudedher

    brohersilentonasubjectsheuldtaketogodonly.as

    heboeaglawasless

    thanaanrust

    groofhisinabilitytoanalyze.afterexplainingthe

    ingtohitheuntessgave

    hierpla.thechildren,whoseeyeswereon

    thoseoftheirtherasiftheydrehers,

    triedtofolloshesaid,hafingeronherlips,”stay

    dears”andtheyobeyed,buttheireyesfilled.ahtohearthatone

    taskstheyaken

    likethechildrelesse

    seedtogetheuntsfeelingtoe.ldandsupercilious

    inhisfirstglance,hebecaatonce,ifnotaffeate,atleast

    politelyattentive,shoeeveryionandseengpleased

    toreerlydoedservice

    tothebourbons,andhadplayedaniortantandperilous,though

    secretpart.heircausebytheelevationofnapoleon,

    heteinthequietudeoftheuntryanddosticlife,

    acceptingtheunritedaccusationsthatfolloasthe

    iablereb

    afterservingaspivottothepoliticale.knohingof

    thefortunes,norofthepast,norofthefutureoffaly,iwas

    usaufwell

    reered.reover,theantiquityofoua,thestprecious

    qualityofaninhiseyes,addedtothethofhisgreeting.i

    khe

    suddentransitiontordialityputatease.hetwo

    childrensahathreefairlyengagediion,

    deleineslippedherheadfroerfathershand,glaheopen

    door,andglidedahey

    rejoiheirther,aheirvoients,

    soundingianceliketherrofbeesaboutahive.

    ieso

    iediainleadingtraitsthatigotnofurtherthana

    superficialexanationofhispersonality.thoughhey

    fiveyearsold,heseednearersixty,sochhadthegreat

    ship.the

    crestofhaironasticallyfrihebackofhishead,

    otherpletelybald,eheearsinlittletuftsofgray

    ngledblahatofa

    uzzle,forhisnoseedand

    gavesignsofalifepoisoitsspringsandvitiatedbydiseases

    oflongstanding.hisflatforehead,toobroadforthefaeath

    it,,andtransverselyrooked

    lines,gavesignsofalifeintheopenair,butnotofanyntal

    activity;italsoshoisfortunes,butnot

    ofanyeffortsdetosuruntthehischeekbones,hwerebrown

    andproadthegeneralpallorofhisskin,shoal

    structurealonglife.hishard,light

    yelloinelikearayofrysun,brighthout

    th,anxioushoutthought,distrustfulhoutnsciouscause.

    hisuthineering,hisflatandlong.thin

    aall,hehadthebearingofagentlenhe

    ionalvalueofhiscaste,selfaboveothersby

    right,ahthenfact.thecarelessnessofuntrylifehad

    dehieglecthisextealappearance.hisdresshatofa

    untrynpeasantsandneighborsnolongernsideredexcept

    forhisterritorialh.hisbrohathe

    ountedahorse,ortochurdhi

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    shoesn.

    thoughtenyearsofegrationandtenyearsreoffarifehad

    gedhisphysiditioillretaiaiigesof

    nobility.thebitterestliberalaterotthenincirculationwould

    readilyhaveadttedhisperishable

    nvisofoneshisfaithtothe”quotidienne”;hewould

    havefeltrespeanreligiouslydevotedtoacause,ho

    inhispolititipathies,incapablehispartybutvery

    capableofinjuringit,andhouttheslightestrealknowledgeof

    theaffairsoffraheunten

    hing,butstandobstinatelyinthewayof

    all;readytodieunderaratthepostassighebut

    preferringtogivetheirliferatherthantogivetheirney.

    duringdinneridetected,inthehangingofhisflaccidcheeksandthe

    vertglancesheohenuponhischildreracesof

    soontuponthesurface.

    ,whohave

    seenthathehadfatallytraohischildrenthoseweakly

    bodiesined

    hielfhedeootherstherighttojudgehiharshasonewho

    knoselfinfault,yetto

    peheiseryhehadthroothebalance,

    hisprivatelifetheseofirascibilitiesthatwere

    plainlyrevealedinhisangularfeaturesandbytheincessant

    restlessnessofhiseye.whenhisued,follohe

    childrenedfasteoherside,ifeltthepresenceof

    unhappiness,justasinheroofofavaultthefeet

    beeihsbelohesefour

    hunbeingstogether,holdingthellasite,

    lettingeyepassfrootheother,studyingtheiruntenances

    andtheirrespectiveattitudes,thoughtssteepedinsadnessfellupon

    heartasafinegrayraindiaglandscapeafterthesun

    hasrisenclear.

    diatesubjeversatioheunt

    toldhisstanected

    yfalythate.heaskedage.

    yoationofsurpriseat

    herdaughtersage.perhapsshehadthoughtfifteen.lateron,i

    disveredthatthisillaieronglyto

    .eventhenireadhersoul.hertherhoodquiveredhatardy

    rayofhope.seeingatovertyyearsofagesoslightand

    delicateasonervouslystrong,avoicecriedtoher,”theytoo

    eseargly,andinthat

    thebarriersofiany

    questionstoask,bututterednone.

    ”ifstudyhasdeyouill,”shesaid,”theairofourvalleywill

    soooreyou.”

    ”deeduarkedtheunt.”uff

    thethetidruintheirhealthake

    theldbeforetheirti.youststayahere,”headded,

    tuingto.”youarecrushedbytheavalancheofideasthathave

    rolleddosortoffuturehisuniversal

    educatiuponususevilsbyreplag

    publiceducationinthehandsofthereligiousbodies”

    theseohe

    elesanswouldhave

    donegoodservicetotheroyalistcause.”ishallalen

    oftalent,”hesaid.

    presentlytheuntproposedthatakethetourofthe

    gardens.

    ”nsieur”saidhiswife.

    ”uingtoherhanarrogant

    harshnessehechosetobein

    hisoe.

    ”nsieurdevaoursthisingandnsieurde

    chessel,notaonfootover

    frapesle.”

    ”veryirudentofyou,”theuntsaid,tuingto;”butatyour

    age”andheshookhisheadinsig.

    theioned.isoonsa

    uchcaresafelyihe

    nservant,onsieur

    deedertsauf,agaily

    seizedoleadintothediningrooheground

    floorfagthesalon.

    thisrooflooredadeintouraine,anded

    totheheightofthreefeet,havaishedpaperdivided

    intohsofflo;thewindowshad

    cariccurtainstriedhred,thebuffetsesby

    boullehielf,andthehechairs,hoveredby

    haapestry,ifullysupplied,

    ilysilverity,dresdena

    theninfashion,octagoers,kniveshagate

    handles,andlacqueredtraysbehetles,hechief

    featuresofthetable,butfloheporcelainvasesand

    thegildingoftheirflutededges.idelightedinthese

    quaintoldthings.ithoughtthereveillosflowery

    garlaiful.thesysailshindered

    froerceiviacles,sounvaryingin

    solitudeoftheuntryplacedbete.iwasnearher,

    sittingatherrighthand,servingherhwine.yes,unhopedfor

    joyitouchedherdress,iateherbread.attheendofthreehours

    lifehadngledhherlifethatterriblekisshadboundusto

    eae.aglorious

    selfabasenttookpossessionof.istudiedtopleasetheunt,i

    fohedogs,iifiedeverydesireofthe

    arblesandplayedhorseihattheydidnotalreadyfastenupon

    asathingoftheirouitionslikethoseofgenius;

    andidiyper,dis,hostilityroy

    footinginthathousehold.

    thedinnerpassedypart.feelingthatiwas

    there,underherroof,igaveoherobviousldness,norto

    theuntsindifferenceskedbyhispoliteness.love,likelife,

    hasanadolesceduringade

    severalstupidrepliesihetultsofpassion,butnoone

    perceivedtheircause,notevenshe,hingoflove.the

    restofvisit,adreaeaseuntilby

    onlightonthatandbalnightirecrossedthei

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    thebellishedadows,shores,andhills,and

    listeningtotheatchlessnote,fullofdeep

    lancholyandutteredonlyinstillher,ofatreefrogwhose

    sneveningihave

    neverhearditetothenof

    therbleyfeelingshadhithertodashed

    theelves.efatal

    spell;theunhappyeventsofpastliferoseupandstruggledh

    thepurelypersonalpleasureihadjustenjoyed.beforereag

    frapesleituedtolookatclochegourdeandsahitswindows

    alittleboat,calledintouraineapunt,fasteoanashtreeand

    sonsieurdertsauf,who

    useditforfishing.

    ”onsieurdechessel,ofearshot.”i

    askifyoufoundthoseshoulders;ist,however,

    ngratulateyouonthereonsieurdertsaufgaveyou.the

    devilyousteppedintohisheartatonce.”

    thesey

    spirits.ihadnotasyetsaidaay

    haveattributedsileohappiness.

    ”hoean”iasked.

    ”heoknoeivedanyonesowell.”

    ”iitthatiaathersurprisedself,”isaid,nsciousof

    acertainbitteessunderlyingpanionsspeech.

    thoughiatterstouanditscause,i

    uchstruckbythefeelingnsieurdechesselbetrayed.hisreal

    naeofa

    ertadealargefortuneuhe

    revolution.hishechessels,anold

    parliantaryfalyunderhenryiv.,belongingtotheddleclasses,

    asdidstoftheparisiangistrates.aitiousofhigherflights

    nsieurdeothertheinaldurand.he

    firstcalledhielfduranddechessel,thend.dechessel,andthat

    dehionsieurdechessel.uherestoratioailedan

    estatelouis

    xviii.hischildrenreapedthefruitsofhisaudacityhoutknowing

    insarcastits.parvenusarelikenkeys,

    g,iretheir

    agility,butohesuitheirabsurdand

    ibleparts.thereversesideofhostscharacterade

    upofpettiheadditionofenvy.thepeerageandhewereon

    divergingliohaveanaitionandgratifyitshoerelythe

    insolerength,buttolivebelobitionisa

    nstantsourinds.nsieurdechesseldid

    notadvae

    electeddeputy,ted;yesterdaydirecteneral,today

    nothingatall,noteve,hissuccessesandhisdefeatshad

    injuredhisnature,andgivenhihesouessofinvalidedaition.

    thoughabravenandatyoneandcapableofgreatthings,envy,

    herootofexisteouraiheinhabitantsofh

    eloytheiativegeniusinjealousyofallthings,injuredhin

    uppersocialcircles,an,frothe

    suentsandreadyatepigraseldobr >

    suightperhapshaveobtai

    unhappilyhehadenoughgenuinesuperioritytokehi

    advanhisownway.

    atthispartibitionhadasend

    daileduponhiahegrand

    illheustsay,stkindto,andhepleased

    fortheverysilereasonthatihadfoundpeadrest

    forthefirstti.thei,possiblyveryslight,hhe

    shoyaffairs,seedto,lonelyaedasiwas,an

    igeofpateallove.hishospitabletrastedsly

    ed,thatifeltachildlike

    gratitudetothehoeandwhereiwas

    edaed.

    theoylifes

    happihatihenallthoseriesilovetorevive.

    later,andreespeciallyiionhhisletterspatent,i

    hadthepleasureofdoinghostsoservisieurdechessel

    enjoyedhisbragetocertainof

    hisneighbors.heovaryandrenewhisfinehorsesand

    elegantequipages;hisely;hereceivedona

    grandserousthanhisneighbors

    approved;forallofobeapingprihe

    frapesleestateisiense.beforesuchluxuryasthisthetede

    rtsauf,ilycariole,ething

    betited

    anstoletorfarlochegourde,ewhen

    royalfavorrestoredthefalytoadistinpossiblyunlooked

    for.hisgreetingto,theyoungersonofaruinedfalywhose

    escutdatedbacktothecrusades,pt

    forthelargefortuobelittlethepossessions,thehe

    arablelands,theadoofh.

    nsieurdechesselfullyuoodthis.theyaletpolitely;

    buttherehatdailyinterurseorthatagreeable

    inticytohaveexistedbethegourdeand

    frapesle,tatesseparatedonlybytheindre,andwhose

    stressesuldhavebetheirwindows.

    jealousy,hothesolereasonforthesolitudeinh

    theusauflived.hisearlyeducationhatofthe

    ilies,anieandsuperficialinstru

    astokedbythetrainingofsociety,the

    habitsofaurtlife,andtheexerportantdutiesuhe

    onsieurdertsaufhadegratedatthe

    verynthesendstageofhiseducationtobegin,

    andaglythattraining.hehose

    diaterestorationofthenarchy;hthat

    nviind,hisexileiserableperiodof

    idleness.yofojoin

    ostdevotion,e

    otherpostuheeflag,andneversought,likeother

    egrants,totakeupanindustry.perhapshehadnotthesortof

    uragethatuldlayasidehisnaandeahislivinginthes

    ofatoilhedespised.hishopes,dailypostpoherrow,and

    possiblyascr

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    fnpoinedhisurage.longtrasafooton

    insuffient,andaboveall,orayed,injured

    hishealthanddisuragedhisnd.bydegreeshebecautterly

    destitute.iftosonseryisatoniothersitactsasa

    dissolvent;ahelatter.

    reflean,traingand

    sleepingalongthehighroadsofhungary,sharionofprince

    esterhazysshepherds,frohefootravellerbeggedthe

    foodhean,haveacceptedatthetableofthe

    ster,andrefusingagainandagaintodoserviiesof

    fraofeelbitteessagainsthi

    evenathisinafterdays.thenaturalgaietyof

    afren;hebecarose,fell

    ill,andegernhospital.hisdisease

    tionofthesenterie,enfatal,

    andisliable,evenifcured,togethenstitutionandproduce

    hypodria.hisloveaffairs,carefullyburiedoutofsightand

    oroyedhis

    healthbutruinedhisfuture.

    aftertiseryhedehisofrander

    thedeperorittedtheretuoftheegrants.

    asthechedherhineandsahetowerof

    strasburgagainsttheeveningsky,hisstrengthgavee

    franceicried.iseefrance”hesaidto”asachildcries

    theradeto

    oveaprovince,hehoutauthority

    andhoutafuture;nstitutionallyhealthyandrobust,heretued

    infirndutterly.houtenougheducationtotakepart

    angnandaffairs,noarchof

    events,necessarilyhoutinfluenceofanykind,heliveddespoiled

    ofeverything,ofhisralstrengthasof

    neydehisnaaburden.hisunalterableopinions,his

    asyofnde,histrials,hisrelles,his

    susceptibilitieslittlespared

    infran.halfdeadhereachedine,

    eactofthecivilent

    hadfottentoselloneofhisfarofnsiderableextent,h

    hisfarrhadheldfivingoutthathehielfhe

    o.

    ily,livingatgivry,aenotfarfrobr >

    thisfarheardofthearrivalofthetedertsauf,theducde

    lenonurtinvitedhiostayatgivrywhileahousewasbeing

    preparedforhithelenonurtfaly,

    andhereinedsonths,strugglingtohidehis

    sufferingsduringthatfirstperiodofrest.thelenonurtshad

    theelveslostanienseproperty.bybirthnsieurdertsaufwas

    asuitablehusbandfortheirdaughter.deiselledelenonurt,

    insteadofrejegarriageanof

    thirtyfive,seedsatisfiedtoacceptit.itgaveherthe

    opportunityoflivinghheraunt,theduchessedeveeuil,sister

    oftheprincedeblantchauvry,othertoher.

    dadeveeuil,theintitefriendoftheduchessedebourbon,

    eerofthedevoutsoartin

    bointouraineandysteryhesoul.

    thedisby

    theloftydoysticalillunation.thesedoesholdthe

    keytoheyexplaiencebyreincaationsthrough

    anspiritrisestoitssublidestiny;theyliberate

    dutyfrotslegaldegradation,ehesoultoetthetrialsof

    lifeptfor

    thesufferingsofthislife,andinspireafcareofthat

    angelhan

    iortalfuture.aentsofthis

    faith,anchurchbutretustothe

    itivefaith.deiselledelenonurt

    reined,honion,towas

    equallybound.cruellytriedbyrevolutionaryhorrors,theduchessede

    veeuilacquirediyearsofherlifeahaloofpassionate

    piety,artihelight

    ofofinhesoulofher

    cherishedniece.

    afterthedeathofheraunt,dadertsaufreceivedseveral

    visitsatsaintrtin,anofpeadof

    virtuous.itclochegourdethatherrectedhislast

    books,prioursbyletour.dadeveeuil,hthe

    ofanoldanystraitsoflife,gave

    e;andhthe

    graceofoldage,soperfectexists,theduchessyielded

    everythingtoheieabovethe

    oneshehadaltedupforthe

    untess.hersuddehreovertheearlydaysofthe

    rriage,aedclochegourdehideasofsadnessinthe

    sensitivendofthebride.thefirstperiodofhersettlentin

    touraisauf,iotsaythehappiest,butthe

    leasttroubledofherlife.

    afterthenytrialsofhisexile,nsieurdertsauf,taking

    fortihoughtofasecurefuture,hadacertainreveryof

    nd;hebreathedanehissvalleytheintoxigessence

    ofrevivedhope.pelledtohusbandhisahreselfinto

    agriehappinessi

    thebirthofhisfirstchild,jacques,hunderbolthruined

    boththepastaure.thedoctordeclaredthechildhadnot

    vitalityenoughtolive.theuntncealedthissentencefrohe

    ther;buthesoughtotheradvidreceivedthesafatal

    ahesubsequentbirthof

    deleiheseeventsaaininhe

    an

    hielf.hisnadoodtoextin,apureandirreproachable

    youngandeserablebesidehinddoodtotheanguishof

    teityerintohis

    presentlife,hitsgro

    aeditsdestru.

    theuntessguessedthepastfrohepresent,ahefuture.

    thoughnothingissodiffianhappywhenheknows

    hie

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    angel.shebecastoical.desdingintoanabyss,ill

    uldseethesky,shedevotedherselftotheanasthe

    sisterofany.torencilehi

    hielf,shefavehihatforhe

    untgreiserly;sheaposed.likeall

    heoacquireitssuspiciousness,hefeared

    betrayal;shelivedinsolitudeandyieldedurrtohis

    strust.adehidothathwas

    right,tillhefaheideashusenjoyedinhis

    ohehonorsofasuperioritythaterdue

    experienarriedlife,shecatotheresolutionofnever

    leavingclochegourde;forshesahehystericaltendehe

    untsnature,andfearedtheoutbreaksightbetalkedofin

    thatgossippingandjealousneighborhoodtotheinjuryofher

    onsieurdertsaufs

    realincapacity,forsheantleofivy.the

    fierelydisedbuteitterednatureofthenfound

    restandeaseinhis

    shesheduponit.

    thisbriefhistoryisinpartasuaryofthatforonsieur

    dechesselbyhisinion.hisknoheworldenabled

    hioperateseveralofthesteriesofclochegourde.butthe

    presisledbythesubliattitudeh

    edertsaufdeceivedtheylittle

    bedrooasehefulltruthdespringfroybed;iuld

    ostayatfrapeslehelightedwindowsof

    clochegourde.idressed,softlydothechateaubythe

    doorofatothefootofaairhe

    nightill,

    tooktheeverblessedpunt,androofclochegourde,where

    abrilliantlightingfroowardsazay.

    againipluooldditations;buttheyeful,

    interhelovehenightihesolitary

    ind,

    liftingtheblackveilillthenthegloriousfuture.

    soulandsensesed.hythoughtsrose

    tainandagainicried,adn,

    ”ine”duringthepregdaystheuniversehad

    enlargedto,butnoifounditstre.onher

    yaitionhehfastened;idesiredtobeallin

    alltoher,thatighthealandfillherlaceratedheart.

    beautifulidtherrof

    ersripplingthroughthesluices,brokenonlybyavoicethattold

    thehoursfroheclocktohosehoursof

    darknessbathedinlight,ined

    existenysoulhthefaithofthepoor

    castilianknightinthepagesofcervantes,afaith,

    heless,hhalllovebegins.

    atthefirstgleafday,thefirsthewakingbirds,ifled

    bagthetreesoffrapesleandreachedthehouse;noonehad

    seen,noonesuspectedbyabsendisleptsoundlyuntilthe

    bellrangforbreakfast.ealdoe

    oftheheat,totheadhtoftheindreand

    itsisles,thevalleyanditsslopes,ofedsopassionate

    anadrer.butohere,thankstoasnessoffootlikethatof

    aloosehorse,iretuedtopunt,thehegourde.

    alliddayinsuer.

    thestillfoliagelaysharplydefiheblueofthesky;the

    ihatlivebylight,thedragohetharides,were

    flyingangthereedsarees;cattlechehethe

    shade,theruddyearthofthevineyardsgloheaddersglidedup

    anddohebanks.ageinthesparklingaish

    landscapetheboatandranup

    theroadroundclochegourdeforifahatisahe

    untingout.iistaken;hehehedge,

    evidentlykingfateontheroadtoazayhe

    bankoftheriver.

    ”hooing,nsieurlete”

    helookedatpleasantly,notbeiohearhielfthus

    addressed.

    ”quiteustlovetheuntry,toberaling

    aboutinthisheat”

    ”iheretoliveintheopenair.”

    ”theoseetheutrye”

    ”gladly,”ireplied.”illoyignoranceispast

    belief;idontknoanaspen;i

    knoing,norofthevariousthodsofcultivatingthe

    soil.”

    ”eandlea,”hecriedgaily,retuinguponhissteps.

    ”einbythelittlegateabove.”

    theunthehedge,hebeinghinitandi

    hout.

    ”younsieurdechessel,”hererked;”heis

    altogethertoofilentodorethahereportsof

    hisbailiff.”

    theuntthenshoehisyardsandthefaruildings,the

    pleasuregrounds,orchards,vineyards,andkitgarden,untilwe

    finallycatothelongalleyofacaciasandailanthusbesidethe

    river,attheesaufsittingona

    benisverylovelyuhelightand

    quiveringshadeofsuyprot

    visit,shedidnotve,knohatoher.

    theuntdeadretheviehevalley,thispoint

    istotallydifferentfrohatseenfroheheightsabove.herei

    ghthavethoughtselfinaerofseadows,

    furrohlittlebrooksotheindre,beseento

    theirfullextenttilllostiydistaoontbazon

    theeyerangesoveravastgreenplain;inallotherdiresitis

    stoppedbyhills,byssesoftrees,androcks.kenedour

    stepsasedertsauf,he

    bookinadeleineoherandtookjacquesuponher

    knees,intheparoxysofaviolentugh.

    ”atter”criedtheunt,tuinglivid.

    ”asorethroat,”ansother,ednottosee;”but

    itisnothingserious.”

    sheedto

    shedtothepoorfrailcreature.

    ”youaresoextraordinarilyirudent,”saidtheunt,sharply;”you

    exposehiother

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    ”adeleine.

    ”theyinghigherup,”saidtheuntess.

    ”enaltoprovetheyareright,”saidtheunt,tuing

    to.

    toavoidagreeingordisagreeingbyched

    jaothercarriedhiway,

    butasshedidsosheheardherhusbandsay:

    ”heyhavebroughtsuchsicklychildrenintotheheyought

    toleaho.”

    hattodefend

    hielfattheexpenseofhisesshurriedupthesteps

    andacrosstheporti,andisahroughtheglass

    door.nsieurdertsaufseatedhielfonthebench,hisheadbowed

    ingloosileneannoyiherspokenor

    lookedat.fareotheheurseof

    hiihardlyreerareunpleasant

    nt.oughtitogoaanypainful

    thoughtssthaveariseninhisnd,tokehiettofollow

    jacquesandleaholastholyand

    catoe.ilingvalley.

    ”e,”isaid

    gently.

    ”usgo,”hereplied.”unfortunately,iaccustodtosuch

    sesi,ylifehouttheslightestregrettosave

    thatofthechild.”

    ”jacquesisbetter,dear;hehasgoosleep,”saidagolden

    voice.dadertsaufsuddenlyappearedattheendofthepath.

    shecafore.

    ”ialadtoseethatyoulikeclochegourde,”shesaid.

    ”dear,shouldyouliketorideoverasieur

    deslandes”saidtheunt,asifivehis

    injustice.

    ”dontbesleeplastnight,

    thatsall.the,anditold

    hitoriesallnighttokeephiuiet.hisughispurelynervous;

    ihavestilledithalozenge,andhehasgoosleep.”

    ”pooran”saidherhusband,takingherhandinhisandgivingher

    atearfullook,”iknehingofit.”

    ”roubledhereisnooccasion”shereplied.

    ”noen

    thegleanersoftheothervillagesgetintothefieldbefore

    thesheavesarecarriedaway.”

    ”iaoingtotakeafirstlessoninagriculture,da,”isaidto

    her.

    ”youhaveaverygoodster,”shereplied,tioningtohe

    unt,outhscreileofsatisfa

    eda”boueur.”

    tonthslaterileaedshehadpassedthatnightiay,

    fearingthathersonhadthecroup;heboat,rockedby

    thoughtsoflove,igihatsheghtseefroerwindow

    adthegleafthedlehenlightingaforehead

    furrotours,aal.

    ion,

    ”dadertsaufisahee.asyeti

    kneily,auralnsceofayoung

    souldeexrighthaveitotroublethis

    perfectpeace”

    gladtofindalistenerinayoungnoverheuldlorditso

    easily,theunttalkedtoofthefutureheretuofthe

    bourbonsofrance.oryion,in

    ue.

    heightbecalled

    geotric;hefearedpersonsofeducation;herejectedsuperiority,

    andsffed,perhapsereason,atprogress.idisveredin

    hisnatureanuerofsensitivefibresost

    cautionnottoofah

    ind.of

    hisdefeedtothesupplehathis

    .laterinlifeishouldcertainlyhave

    dehingry,butnobleasachild,supposingthatiknew

    nothingandbelievingthatnintheirpriknewall,iwas

    genuinelyazedattheresultsobtaiclochegourdebythis

    patientagriculturist.ilistenedadringlytohisplans;andhan

    involuntaryflatterytheestate

    anditsoutlookaterrestrialparadise,icalledit,farsuperiorto

    frapesle.

    ”frapesle,”isaid,”isassivepieceofplate,butclochegourdeis

    ajes,”aspeequoted,givi

    toitsauthor.

    ”beforeehere,”hesaid,”itionitself.”

    ioldofhisseedfieldsandnurseries.neo

    untrylife,ibesiegedhiansof

    preparingandedgladtoanswerall

    iail.

    ”intheed

    atlastinastonishnt.

    onthisfirstdaytheuntsaidtohise,

    ”nsieurfelixisaan.”

    thateveningiytherandaskedhertosendclothesand

    linen,sayingthatishouldreinatfrapesle.ignorantofthegreat

    revolutiontakingpladnotperceivingthe

    influeyfate,iexpectedtoretutoparis

    toresulegalstudies.thelaopentillthefirst

    ber;antiihadtonthsandahalfbefore.

    thefirstpartofstay,udiedtoua,

    pressionsto.ifoundhinof

    extreirascibilityhoutadequatecause;hastyinain

    hazardoused.sotisheshowed

    glisesofthebravegentlenofndesar,parabolicflashesof

    ay,intisency,tearthroughpoliticslike

    boshells,andyalso,byvirtueofhoyandurage,kea

    oliveburiedonhispropertyanelbee,aboncha,or

    acharette.inpresenceofcertainideashisnostrilntracted,his

    foreheadcleared,andhiseyesshotlightnings,hweresoon

    quenesifearedheghtdeteyeyes

    andkill.ierelytender.hatforcethat

    altersnsely,hadscarcelydae.passionate

    desiresshookotionthathethroesoffear.

    deathifearednot,butidieuntiliknehehappinessof

    tuallovebuthoellofifeltioperplexity;

    ihopedforsofortunatece;iadethechildrenlove

    ;itriedtoidentifym

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    littlebylittletheurainedhielflessinpresence.i

    catoknoper,hisdeepandceaseless

    lancholy,hisflashesofbrutality,hisbitter,cuttingplaints,

    hisldhatreds,hisiulsesoflatentdness,hischildishans,

    hisansdespair,hisuedfury.theralnature

    differsfrohephysiatureinasothingisabsolutein

    it.theforceofeffectsisiproportiontothecharactersor

    theideasefact.positionat

    yfuturelife,depehisoneetricwill.

    iysoulasqui

    thosedaystoexpandastontract,eredclochegourde,

    andaskedself,”hoe”hayofheart

    isaybrow.ilivedina

    perpetual”quivive.”ifelluhedonionofthatn;andthe

    sufferingsieaughttouandthoseofdade

    rtsauf.prehension;triedbythe

    safire,hoanydisveriesideduringthosefirstfortydays

    ed

    andbuoyant.oneeveningifoundherpensivelygasuh

    reddehesuitspossible

    nottolistentothatvoiceoftheetealsongofsongsbyh

    natureherselfbidsallhercreatureslove.didthelostillusionsof

    hergirlhoodretutoherdidtheansufferfroninward

    parisonifanciediperceivedadesolatioitudethat

    yfirstappeal,andisaid,”sodaysarehardto

    bear.”

    ”youreadsoul,”sheanshowhaveyoudoneso”

    ”anypoints,”ireplied.”surelyall

    nuerofhunbeingsbotothehighestjoysandthedeepest

    sorroiesvibrateinunisonandechoeachother

    inonyhtheprincipleof

    things.putsuchbeingsangsurroundingsordand

    theysufferhorribly,justastheirhappinessuntstoexaltation

    eetideas,orfeelings,orotherbeingsongenial

    tothebutthereisstillathirdndition,n

    onlytosoulsaffectedbythesadistress;inthisalohe

    highestfratealprehension.ityhappenthatsuchsoulsfindno

    outleteitherfoodorevil.thentheanhinusendoh

    expressionandtionisexercisedinavoid,expendsitspassion

    elody,andcriesthatare

    lostinsolitude,terribledefeatofasoulsagainstthe

    inutilityofnothihesearestrugglesih

    oozesaaninhe

    sensibilitiesflooeandtheresultisahorribleweakeningof

    thesoul;anindescribablelancholyforhenfessional

    itselfhasnoears.haveinotexpressedourtualsufferings”

    sheshuddered,andthenovinghereyesfrohesetting

    sun,shesaid,”hothat,youngasyouare,youknohese

    thingseaan”

    ”ah”ireplied,”childhoodwaslikealongillness”

    ”iheardeleineughing,”shecried,leavingabruptly.

    theuntessshoynstantvisits,andfortwo

    reasons.inthefirstplaceshehoughts

    usedtheuntand

    deasopforthatlionane.ifoundanexcusefor

    visitsedplausibletoeveryone.nsieurdertsauf

    proposedtoteachbackgaon,andiaccepted;asididsothe

    untesspassioosay,

    ”youareflingingyourselfintothejahelion.”ifididnot

    uandthisattheti,threedayshadnotpassedbeforeiknew

    ypatience,hingexhausts,thefruit

    ofserablechildhood,ripeneduhislasttrial.theunt

    efootputtinginpracticethe

    principlesortheruleshehadexplained;ifireflectedbeforei

    playedheplainedofslohewasangry

    bearkpointshedeclared,

    kinghisprofitoutofthestake,thatioorapid.it

    aster,thedespotisftherod,of

    pareselfto

    epialiciouschild.whenweplayedfor

    neyhistheaandstabjectdelight.

    ahise,anditfrequently

    recalledhioasenseofpolitenessandgoodbreeding.butbefore

    longifellintothefuaisery.neywas

    disappearinguheselosses.thoughtheunt

    duringvisitsuntilileftthehouse,etisvery

    late,ientightsaya

    yidolsheart;buttoobtainthatnt,for

    chedandedhahunterspainfulpatience,iwas

    forcedtontihesees,duringyfeelingswere

    laentsere

    silent,sheandi,lookingatthesunlightontheadoheclouds

    inagraysky,thestyhills,orthequiveringoftheononthe

    sandbanksoftheriver;sayingonly,”nightisbeautiful”

    ”nightisan,da.”

    ”tranquillity”

    ”yes,noonebeabsolutelychedhere.”

    thenshebroideryfra.icaatlasttohear

    theiningsofaionitsobject.butthe

    factreinedoney,fareotheseevenings.ieto

    thertosendso.shesldedaonlyenoughtolast

    aorelifedependedonit.thusit

    happehatinthedayfirstgreathappinessifoundthesa

    sufferingsthatassailedelseinparis,atllege,at

    sbyabstihereprivationsive,

    atfrapesletheyive;soactivethatihe

    iulsetotheft,byvisionsofcri,furiousdesperationshrend

    thesoulandstbesubduedunderpainoflosingourselfrespect.

    theryofythersparsinytaught

    thatindulgenenooduponthebrink

    oftheabyssandasureditsdepths,,st

    iablyfeel.thoughoituderengthehose

    herodquids

    behesurface,ihaveneverknohatterriblethingcal

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    hunjusticedrainalhout

    sayingtoself:”penallaadebynwhohaveneverknown

    sery.”

    atthisninnsieur

    dechesselslibrary,andistudiedit.hostiveafeadegood

    progressandappliedtherulesandcalculationsikne.

    ortsauf;butno

    soonerhadidonesoandoneyforthefirsttithanhis

    teerbetolerable;hiseyesglitteredlikethoseoftigers,

    hisfaceshrivelled,hisbroasineversabefore

    orsince.hisplainiishe

    flungdohedice,quiveredhrage,bitthedicebox,andsaid

    insultingthingsto.suchviolence,hoetoanend.wheni

    hadaasteryofthegaiplayedittosuit;iso

    hatont;iallo

    toadettersevendurihalf.the

    endofthelessthantherapid

    superiorityofhispupil;buthetedit.theunvarying

    resultasopifdisurseonened.

    ”poorhead,”heaohelast

    ofthegabeyskill.”

    theuntess,n,uoodnoeuvresfrohe

    first,andgavethosetethanksheheartofayoung

    n;shegrahesalookshegavetoherchildren.frohat

    everblessedeveningsheale

    explaintoyouthenditioniysoulhad

    annihilatedbody;ithing;ididnot

    lookicarriede;itbathedhlightjustasherlast

    onsieur,”stillsoundedinsoulonies

    of”ofilii,ofilioe”inthepaschalchoir.ioanew

    life,iethingtoherisleptonpurpleandfinelinen.flas

    dartedbeforeclosedeyelids,chasingeachotherinthedarkness

    likethreadsoffireintheashesofbuedpaper.indreaher

    voiosphereof

    lightandfragranyspirit.onthe

    rroained

    unuttered,andfrohatntiiatedintothesecretsof

    hervoice.

    thatdayostdeylife.afterdinner

    heheightsacrossabarrenplainwherenegrew;

    thegroundony,arid,andhoutvegetablesoilofanykind;

    helessafehoybushesstraggledthere,and

    inplapedsses,illuhe

    settingsunandsodrythatourfeetslippeduponit.ihelddeleine

    bythehandtokeepherup.dadertsaufques.

    theunt,,suddenlytuedroundandstrikingthe

    eartheinadreadfultone:”suchislife

    butbeforeiknehalookofpenitehiswife.

    thereparationan

    havestaggeredasshediduheblow

    ”butdelightfulsesareedhere,andaviehe

    su”iypartishouldliketoooor;

    ifancythereybetreasuresif.butitsgreatest

    histhatofbeingnearyou.stfor

    suchavieonytotheeye,hthatwindingriverwhere

    thesoulybatheareesandthealders.seethe

    differeastetoyouthisspotofearthisabarreo

    ,itisparadise.”

    shethankedhalook.

    ”bulics”exclaidtheunt,habitterlook.”thisisnolife

    forahenhesuddenlygedhistone

    ”thebells”he

    ringing.”

    dadertsaufgaveafrightenedlook.deleinegto

    hand.

    ”supposeeofbackgaon”isaid.”letusgoback;the

    rattleofthedicehesoundofthebells.”

    uedtoclochegourde,nversingbyfitsandstarts.on

    thesalonanindefinableuaintyaookpossessionofus.

    theuntflunghielfintoanarhair,absorbedinreverie,h

    hisptoofhisladyanduldforeseean

    outbreak,tointerrupt.ialsokeptsilence.asshe

    gavenohinttoleave,perhapsshethoughtbaightdivert

    theuntsndandquietthosefatalnervoussusceptibilities,the

    extsof.nothinghanto

    kehilaythatga,desireto

    play.likeaprettyan,healobeaxed,eed,

    fhtnotseeheobligedperson.ifbyce,

    beingiedintheion,ifottoproposeit,hegrew

    sulky,bitter,insulting,andspoiledthetalkbyntradig

    everything.if,or,isuggestedaga,hewould

    dallyandder.”inthefirstplace,itistoolate,”hewouldsay;

    ”besides,idontcareforit.”thenfolloations

    likethoseofen,enleaveyouinignoraheirreal

    wishes.

    onthisoccasioeoplay.he

    plainedofgiddinessfroalculating;his

    brain,hesaid,oavice;heheardnoises,hewas

    choking;andthereuponhesighedheavily.atlast,however,he

    edtothega.dadertsaufleftustoputthechildren

    tobedahehouseholdinfalyprayers.allwellduring

    herabsenortsaufto

    seedtoputhiesidehielf.thissuddenthat

    ledhiokethedarkestpredistothewildjoyofadrunken

    n,expressedinacrazylaughandotive,

    distressedandalard.ihadneverseenhinquitesorkeda

    paroxysourinticyhadboefruitsithathenolonger

    restrainedhielfbefore.daybydayhehadendeavoredt

    underhistyranny,andobtainfreshfood,asitwere,forhisevil

    teer;foritreallyseeasthoughraldiseasesures

    happetitesandinstincts,seekingtoenlargetheboundariesof

    theireireasalandoain.

    presentlytheuntess

    table,apparentlyforbetterlightonhereroidery,thoughthe

    ayeoncealed.apieceof

    fatalillluckpreventgedtheuntsface;

    froaietyitfelltogloofrou

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    eyesrolled.thenfolloheravert

    norrepair.nsieurdertsaufdeafatalthrohe

    ga.instantlyhesprangup,fluableatandthelaon

    thefloor,struckthechieypieceped,fori

    otsayhe.thetorrentofinsults,

    irecations,andihislipswould

    havedeanobserverthinkoftheoldtalesofsatanicpossessionin

    theddleages.igineposition

    ”gointothegarden,”saidtheuntess,pressinghand.

    ilefttherooeforetheuntuldnoticedisappearahe

    terrace,,iheardhisshoutsandthenhis

    ansfrohebedrooalsoiheardat

    intervalsthroughthatteestofsoundthevoiceofanangel,h

    roselikethesongofanightiherainceases.i

    uheaonthofaugust,

    e.iknee;her

    gestureprosedit.forseveraldaysanexplanatioofloat

    betthespring,

    overfull,inoursouls.idityhadthusfardelayedaperfect

    uandihese

    quiveringsofthespiritbledetionsoffearandnued

    thesensibilitiesteredhinus,

    hesitatingtoussecretsodestyoftheyounggirl

    beforethehusbandsheloves.anhourpassed.itingonthe

    brickbalustradehesoundofherfootstepsblendinghthe

    undulatingrippleofherfloairofthe

    night.thesearesensationstoheheartsuffiot.

    ”nsieurdertsaufissleeping,”shesaid.”husigive

    hininfusionofpoppies,acupoferinhafewpoppieshave

    beensteeped;theattapleredy

    neverlosesitseffesieur,”shentinued,gione

    andusipersuasiveinflexionofhervoice,”thisst

    unfortunateacthasrevealedtoyouasecretherto

    beensedulouslykept;prosetoburytherelleofthat

    sysake,ibegofyou.idontaskyoutos;

    giveyourent.”

    ”needigiveittoyou”isaid.”douandeachother”

    ”youstnotjudgeunfavorablyofnsieurdertsauf;youseethe

    effeanysufferingsuheegration,”sheon.

    ”torroirelyfetallthathehassaidanddone;you

    kindandexcellentasever.”

    ”dooexcusehida,”ireplied.”iwilldoallyou

    yselfintotheihisntifiuld

    restorensieurdertsaufshealthandensureyouahappylife.the

    onlythingiyopinion.iylife,but

    notnvis;ipayohesays,buti

    hinderhiroayingitno,inopinionnsieurdertsauf

    is”

    ”iuandyou,”shesaid,hastilyinterrupting;”yht.

    theuntisasnervousasafashionablean,”sheadded,asifto

    nadnessbysofteningtheheisonlyso

    atintervals,onceayear,heherisveryhot.ah,

    evilshaveresultedfroheegrationhoanyfinelivesruined

    hesureofit,agreatsoldier,anhonortohis

    untry”

    ”iknoytutoletherseethatitwas

    uselesstoattettodeceive.

    shestopped,laidonehandlightlyonbroe.”who

    hassentyouhere,”shesaid,”intothishohasgodsenthelp,a

    truefriendshiptosupport”shepaused,thenadded,asshelaid

    herhandfiryuponne,”foryoodandgenerous”she

    raisedhereyestoheaven,asiftoinvokesoinvisibletestinyto

    hought,atheestuporifiedby

    thelook,ysoul,iy,judgingby

    sociallaoftact,thoughiainnaturessuch

    indelicacyreallyansabravedesiretoetdaoaverta

    blooarrestanevilbeforeithappens;ofteill,anabrupt

    callupo,ablooleaifitresoundsinunisonh

    ours.nythoughtsroselikegleayndandbadewash

    outthestainthatblottednsceatthisntwheniwas

    seekingapleteuanding.

    ”beforeore,”isaidinavoiy

    heart,hedeepsilesurroundedus,

    ”suffertopurifyoneryofthepast.”

    ”hush”shesaidquiylipshafingerhshe

    instantlyreved.shelookedathaughtily,htheglanceofa

    aedforinsulttoreachher.”be

    silent;iknoyouareabouttospeak,thefirst,thelast,

    theonlyeeverofferedto.neverspeaktoofthatball.

    ifasa

    youract.”

    ”youarerepitilessthangodhielf,”isaid,fbackthe

    tearsthattoeyes.

    ”ioughttobeso,iaorefeeble,”shereplied.

    ”but,”intinuedenow

    ifonlyforthefirst,thelast,theonlytiinyourlife.”

    ”speak,then,”shesaid;”speak,oryouhinkidarenothear

    you.”

    feelingthatthisontofourlives,ispoketoher

    iohatndsattention;itoldherthatalleni

    hadeverseeether,i,whoselife

    udious,urebold,ihadbeen,asitwere,

    possessedbyafrenzythathat

    neverheartofnhadbeensofilledhthepassionhnobeing

    resist,hings,eveh

    ”a”sheasked,stopping.

    ”didyoudespise”iexclaid.

    ”letussayhissubject,”shereplied.

    ”sayall”ireplied,intheexyintolerable

    pain.”itnceslife,yin

    ntaiknoustdieindespair.italso

    ncesyou,heladyinhe

    prosedtothevient”

    theedtoherchildhoodandyouth,notasihavetolditto

    you,judgedfrodistananwhose

    anin

    theforest.ateveryhedeadyearsfellhegsound,

    bristlinghtheiranguishlikebranchesrobbedoftheirfoliage.i

    desanycrueldet

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    heresparedyou.ispreadbeforeherthetreasureofradianthopes,

    thevirgingoldofdesires,thekeptalive

    behesnohesealps,piledhigherandhigherbyperpetual

    eeredsufferings,

    relatedashthelivealofisaiah,iaedthereplyofthe

    ahedarknessh

    alook,shequiedtheerrestrialanddivinehasingle

    sentence.

    ”eeafa

    artyrsshone.

    afterapause,inheonensoling

    thought,”iaotaloneinsuffering,”theuold,inthe

    voiceshekeptforherlittleones,hoeshewasasagirl

    ehoroublesasadaughter

    boundtohertherssidedifferedfrohoseofaboycastoutupon

    theedto

    aparadiseparedtothatntactillstoneunderhher

    soulother,had

    savedherfrohissery,theeverrecurringpainofhshenow

    relatedto;seryesbyincessantfaultfinding,

    alolerabletohighstrungnaturesshrinkbefore

    deathitselfbutdiebehesoesbythe

    pulsesbehanid,bytheld

    rebuffalofherkisses,byastendofsilence,firstiosed

    andthenasoftenblad;byihatdarednotflo

    stayedhintheheart;inshort,byallthebitteessandtyranny

    ofrule,hiddentotheeyesoftheheappearance

    ofaedtherlydevotioifiedherthersvanity

    beforestrangers,butshedearlypaidinprivateforthishoge.

    hatbyobediendgentlenessshehadsoftenedher

    thersheart,sheopehetyrantonlyardherselfh

    thegirlsnfidenospyoretraitorousandbase.all

    thepleasuresofgirlhood,eveedays,hased,

    forsheuchasforherfaults.no

    teagandnotrainingforherpositionhadbeengiveninlove,

    alother;in

    faoreterrorthanloveforher.

    ”perhaps,”shesaid,dearaheseseveritieshey

    hadcertainlypreparedherforherpresentlife.”asiliste

    seedtothattheharpofjob,froihaddrahsavage

    sounds,noouchedbythechristianfingersgaveforththelitanies

    ofthevirginatthefootofthecross.

    ”espherebeforeetinthis,”isaid;”you

    ingfroheeast,ifrohe.”

    sheshookherheadhagestureofdespair.

    ”toyoutheeast,tothe,”shereplied.”youwilllivehappy,

    istdieofpain.lifeisakeofit,andneisde

    forever.nopoanis

    fastehisringofgoldtheelefay.”

    edofahalf

    nfideeblood.afterashh,

    naturaltopureheartse

    ofherfirstrriedlife,herdeceptionsanddisillusions,the

    rebirthofherisery.like,shehadsufferedunder

    trifles;ghtytosoulspidsubstancequiverstotheleast

    shoostdepthswhen

    astoneisflungintoit.arriedshepossessedsogirlish

    savings;alittlegold,thefruitofhappyhoursandrepressed

    fahese,inantheyoher

    husband,nottellinghiheysandsavingsofherown.he

    tooknoa,andneverregardedhielfherdebtor.she

    didnotevenobtaintheglahanksthatwouldhavepaidforall.

    ahhotrialtotrialnsieurdertsaufhabitually

    negleoneyforthehousehold.erastruggle

    idity,sheaskedhiorit,heseedsurprisedandnever

    oncesparedherthertificatioioningfoecessities.

    terrorfilledherndans

    diseaseoher,andshequaileduhefirstoutbreak

    ofhisdangeradebeforeshe

    broughtherselftoadtthatherhusbandhorrible

    calatieshadeofherbearingchildrenanguishshefeltat

    thesightofthoseinfantsboalstdeadhuragehadshe

    saidinherheart:”i;i

    aeessof

    findinghergreatestobstatheheartandhandfroawife

    shoulddraestsucrshesaheuntolddisasterthat

    threatenedhiaseachdifficultysopened

    beforeher,untilthedayhhlyuoodherhusbands

    nditioitutionofherchildren,andthecharacterofthe

    neighborhoodinhechildtakenby

    napoleonfrotenderhoshetaughtherfeettotralethrough

    dandsnorainedheervestobulletsandallherbeingto

    thepassiveobedienceofasoldier.

    thesethings,ofakeasuary,shetoldinalltheir

    darkextent,heverypiteousdetailofnjugalbattleslostand

    fruitlessstruggles.

    ”youanynths,”shesaid,innclusion,

    ”touaproving

    doa

    thingostiortanttohisis.youagine

    thechildishgleehehasshohingthatiadvisedat

    onself.yes,

    ineedaninfiieobearhisplaintshalf

    exhaustedintheefforttoasehisosenhislife

    andsoththepathsselfhasstrehstohe

    reeisthataedie,lifeisaburdento

    ,hefetshisgloobr >

    andisurteousandpolite.youaskbesotohis

    faly.iotexplainthatanruly

    chivalrous.heisquitecapableofridingatfullspeedtoparisto

    buyasetofoants,ashedidtheotherdaybeforetheball.

    serlyinhishousehold,heeifi.i

    yself,butthesof

    thehouseholdareny.instrongdesiretokehiappy,andnot

    refl

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    lettinghireatasavictii,ebyusingafew

    caressesuldhaveledhiikeachildbutioplaya

    partishouldhavethoughtdisgraceful.nohewelfareof

    falyrequirestobeasdsteasthefigureofjustice

    aoohaveaheartthatoverflohtendeess.”

    ”butasterhibr >

    andgovehi

    ”ifithertoovere

    thedoggedsilesargunts,

    nortoansarks,hischildishreasons.ihaveno

    urageagainstorethanihaveagainstchildhood;they

    ystrikeastheyightet

    strengthpothoseipity.ifi

    adeleineinsotterthatwouldsaveher

    life,ishoulddieyfibresandunstrings

    nerves.soitisthattheviolentshocksofthelasttenyearshave

    brokendoyfeelings,sooftenbattered,arenuattis;

    nothingrevivetheeventheuragey

    troublesbeginstofail.yes,sotisiaeaten.forof

    restianreposeahsbyynervous

    strength,ishallperish.nsieurdertsaufe,

    andheydeath.”

    ”leaveclochegourdeforafeonthssurelyyouuldtake

    yourchildrenandgototheseashore.”

    ”inthefirstplaortsaufhinkheif

    ilefthithoughheithisnditionheiswellawareof

    it.heisbothsaneandd,tan,antradi

    anyanirrationala.besidesthis,hewouldhave

    goodreasonforobjeg.nothinghereifiwere

    absent.youyhaveseeniherofafalychfulto

    protethehay

    task,indeed,butharderstillaretheeby

    nsieurdertsauf,eaboutis,

    eiaaadeleinesgoveess;but

    thatisnotall,iaailiffandsteoo.youand

    eaosee,asyouhatthewof

    aeinthesepartsisthestfatiguingofalleloynts.we

    getsllretusihefararecultivatedonshares,a

    systeeclosestsupervision.weareobligedourselves

    tosellourotleandharvestsofallkinds.our

    petitorsisareouroers,eetnsursin

    theinepricesbysellingfirst.ishouldweary

    youifiexplaihenydifficultiesofagricultureinthis

    region.nottercareigivetoit,iotalour

    tenantsfrouttingournureupontheirground,iotbeeveron

    thechlesttheytakeadvantageofusinthedivisionofthecrops;

    herialontade.

    so,ifyouthinkofnsieurdertsaufsdefectivery,andthe

    diffiehaveinpersuadinghioattendto

    business,youyshoulders,and

    theiossibilityoflayingitdownforasingleday.ifiwere

    absentonsieurdertsauf.in

    thefirstplhe

    findsinoreover,likeall

    noffeebleenstooreadilytohisinferiors.ifileft

    thehousenotaservante.soyouseei

    attachedtoclochegourdeasthoseleadenfinalsaretoourroof.i

    havenoreserveshyou.therysideisstillignorantof

    these.say

    nothingbutyesteebr >

    gratitude,”sheaddedinasoftervoisyouare

    eatclochegourde,whereyouwillfindfriends.”

    ”ah”iexclaid,”iseethatihaveneverreallysuffered,while

    you”

    ”no,no”sheexclaid,ile,thatsleofallresigned

    enightltagraniteroy

    franknfideshoagination

    picturesit.sandoodqualities.ifihad

    rriedaspendthrifthee.ifihadgivenself

    toaandpleasurelovingyoungn,perhapsiuldnothave

    retainedhiheghthaveleft,andishouldhavediedof

    jealousy.foriaealous”shesaid,inatoent,h

    .”butnsieurdertsauf

    lovesaschasheiscapableofloving;allthathisheart

    ntainsofaffeyfeet,likethegdalenscupof

    ointnt.believe,alifeofloveisaiontothelawsof

    thisearth;allflootionshavearrowof

    evilifarroageis

    inthattlegrohereatthefootofthean

    reachitanditkeepsgree,here,asinpartsofthenorth,

    thereareslesinthesky,fepensatefor

    nyagrief.reover,enothersliveandlove

    farrethroughsacrificesthanthroughpleasures.hereidrawupon

    selfthestorifearybreakuponypeople;and

    indoingsoifeelasothingiotexplai

    urage.theresignationofthenightcarriesthroughthedaythat

    folloefortless.tihe

    nditionofchildrenfilledhdespair;todayasthey

    advanlifetheygrohierandstronger.andthen,afterall,

    ourhoisirovedaified,ouransareirovingalso.who

    knoaybeablessingtoah,

    believethosesintheir

    hands,leadingfortedtohihebeingsheirlives,

    they,theyhavetuedtheirsorroysufferingsbring

    aboutthehappinessoffaly,aretheysufferingsatall”

    ”yes,”isaid,”theyare;buttheyinehavebeen,

    tokeusuarueflavorofthefruitthathasripenedon

    ourrooay

    adreitshesnessofaffeithaspouredintoour

    souls,thatinhesearingleavesgoodgoddo

    younotuand”iysticallanguageto

    edus.”seethepathsby

    her;

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    oofbitteesstothesespringsofrunninger,flothe

    footofthosehillsabovetheshiningsandsaheirgreen

    andfloeadoestarand

    beforethecradleofadivinechildhe

    eachusthroughhappinessaloveoflife,givetoour

    nightstheirlonglostsleep,andtothedaystheirgladness.

    handisthisthatyearbyyearhastiedneweenusarewe

    hanbrotherandsisterthatust

    notkeepasuhesufferingsyourevealaretheseedsscatteredby

    thesoheharvestalreadyripeninginthesunshine.shallwe

    notgatheritsheafbysheafethatidare

    addressyouthusanshatriver”

    ”youhavesparedtheevoice,”but

    youhavespokenofasentintofhingandhis

    edto.youareachild;andagainipardonyou,butfor

    thelastti.endeavortouand,hatheartis,as

    itotherhood.ilovensieurdertsauf

    herfrooacalculateddesiretoeal

    blessings,butfroiblefeelingensallthe

    fibresofheartuponhiyrriageastakesyathy

    forsfortuoit.itisthepartofehewoes

    causedbytherchofevents,tofortthoseothe

    breaeihave

    feltaselfishpleasureihatyouasedhiisnotthat

    puretherhooddidinotkeyouseebyionohe

    threebound,toishallneverfail,on

    istrivetoshedahealingdeyohout

    bitterthe

    therslkthoughasainvulnerable,youstnever

    agaihusto.ifyoudonotrespectthisnd,sileas

    itis,thedoorofthishouseoyou.ibelievedin

    purefriendship,inavoluntarybrotherhood,rereal,ithought,

    thaherhoodofblood.iistaken.iedafriendwho

    einthosentsof

    ishould

    havenothingtofear.youthisruthful,capableofsacrifice,

    disied;seeingyourpersisteningtous,ibelieved,

    yes,iitthatibelievedinsodivinepurpose;ithoughti

    shouldfindasoulthatihepriestisthesoulof

    all;aheartinytroublesine,a

    friendtoheartheywould

    strangle.uldibuthavethisfriend,life,sopreciousto

    thesechildren,ghtbeproloiljacqueshadgroanhood.

    butthatisselfishthelauraofpetrarnotbelivedagain.i

    stdieatpost,likeasoldier,friendless.nfessoris

    harsh,austere,andauntisdead.”

    tedintheonlight,androlled

    doyhandintitocatchtheandi

    dranktheanavidityexcitedbyherhethoughtof

    thosetenyearsofsecretedfeelings,ofnstantcare,

    ofofhersex.shelooked

    athgeupefa.

    ”itisthefirstnionoflove,”isaid.”yes,iaowasharer

    ofyoursorrouoyoursoulasoursoulsareuo

    christinthesat.tolove,evenhouthope,ishappiness.ah

    ahuldgiveajoyequaltothatofreceiving

    yourtearsiacceptthentractustendinsufferingto

    self.igiveselftoyouhnoulteriorthought.io

    youthatetobe”

    shestoppedotionofherhand,andsaidinherdeepvoice,

    ”iothisagreentifyouiseightenthe

    bondsogether.”

    ”yes,”isaid;”butthelessyougrantthereevidenceofpossession

    ioughttohave.”

    ”youbeginbydistrusting,”shereplied,hanexpressionof

    lancholydoubt.

    ”no,ispeakfrourehappiness.listen;giveanabyhno

    oobeoursonly,likethefeelinges

    us.”

    ”thatischtoask,”shesaid,”butinot

    petty.nsieurdertsaufcallsblanche.oneonlyperson,theone

    ihavestloved,dearaunt,calledhee.iwillbe

    heeooyou.”

    itookherhandandkissedit.sheleftitihe

    trustfulhatkesaansofarsuperiorton;atrustfulness

    thatshasus.shehebrickbalustradeandgazingat

    theriver.

    ”areyounotunyfriend,torushataboundtotheextresof

    friendshipyouhavedraihecup,offeredinallsiy,ata

    draught.itistruethatarealfeelingisneverpieceal;itstbe

    onsieurdertsauf,”sheaddedaftera

    shortsileny

    sakeyouhesaidtoyoutoday;ifhehasfotten

    ittorroyselftellhito

    clochegourdeforafeoreifyoudonot.

    onsunday,afterchurch,he;hewillwish

    toundothehebetterfor

    treatinghisanions.”

    ”fivedayshoutseeingyou,houthearingyourvoice”

    ”donotputsuannerofspeakingto,”shesaid.

    errasilehenshesaid,inatone

    ofshehadtakenpossessionof

    soul,”itislate;.”

    ie,andsaid

    inavoiceofey:”akeitunlessigiveittoyou;leave

    freedoifnot,ishallbesilyathingofyours,andthat

    oughtnottobe.”

    ”adieu,”isaid.

    ioutbythelittlegateoftheloerrace,hsheopened

    for.justasshetocloseitsheopeagainand

    offeredherhand,saying:”youhavebeentrulygoodtothis

    evening;youhavefortedyfriend,take

    it.”

    ikissedherhandagainandagain,andyeyesisahe

    tearsinhers.sheretuedtotheupperterradichedherfor

    antfroheadoheroadtofrapesleiagain

    saringinaohes

    later,alight.

    ”oh,hee”icried,”toyouipledgethepurestlo

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    evershoneuponthisearth.”

    ituedateverystepasiregainedfrapesle.ineffable

    fillednd.ahedevotionthatswellsinall

    youthfulheartsandinehadbeensolo.likethe

    priestersaneyvoaken;i

    ple”yes”hadboundtokeeplovey

    soulaoabuseourfriendshipbyleadingthisanstepby

    steptolove.allnoblefeelingse,andiheard

    therroftheirvoiyselfhinthenarrow

    ,istoppedbeheazureheavenssohstars,

    ilisteheringdoveplaintsofo,iheardagainthe

    siletohatingenuousnfidence,igatheredihe

    enationsofthatsoulusteverseek.howgrand

    thatao,hherabsolutefetfulnessofself,her

    religionofrcytos,feebleorsuffering,herdeclared

    allegiaalyoke.shehere,sereneuponherpyreof

    saintandrtyr.iadoredherfaeinthedarkness.

    suddenlyifanciediperceivedaaningierious

    signifie.perhapsshelonged

    thatishouldbetohersheothelittleworldaroundher.

    perhapsshesoughttodraherstrengthandnsolation,

    puttingthushinhersphere,herequal,orperhapsaboveher.

    thestars,saysoboldbuildersoftheuniverse,nicatetoeach

    htandtion.thisthoughtliftedtoetherealregions.i

    enteredonyforrvisions;ifoundaaning

    fortheseriesofitablehappioh

    theyhadled.

    spiritsqueears,heartssuood,saintlyclarissa

    harlotennored,childrened,exilesiof

    nsfaces

    everyearscloseasareshut,cease

    yourplaintsyoualoneoheinfinitudeofjoyheldinthat

    oyou,oneearlistens,onelookanswers

    yours.asingledayeffacesallpastevil.sorroy,

    despair,andlancholy,passedbutnotten,arelinksbyh

    thesoulthenfastenstoitste.anfallsheirtoallourpast,

    hs,ourlostillusions,andgivestheacktousennobled;she

    explainsthosefriefsaspayntclaidbydestinyforjoys

    eteal,ousonthedayoursoulsarehe

    angelsaloneuttertheneebyhatsacredloveis

    artyrs,trulyknoede

    rtsaufo,pooranddesolate.

    chapterii

    firstlove

    thissceookplaatuesday.ieduntilsundayanddidnot

    crosstheriver.duringthosefivedaysgreatevents

    clochegourde.theuntreceivedhisbrevetasgeneralade,the

    crossofsaintlouis,andapensionoffourthousandfrancs.theduc

    delenivry,depeeroffrance,reveredpossessionoftwo

    forests,resudhisplaceaturt,andhiswiferegainedallher

    unsoldproperty,adepartoftheieriallands.

    thetessedertsaufthusbeheiress.hertherhad

    arrivedatclochegourde,bringingherahuhousandfrancs

    egivry,theauntofherdoillunpaidandnever

    askedforbytheuntinspiteofhispoverty.inallsuchttersof

    exteallifethenduaed.

    addingtothissuisoobuytwo

    neighbestates,sonihousandfrancsa

    year.hissonothegrandfatherspeerage,

    anohout

    injurytodeleine,fortheducdelenonurt

    assistinprotingage.

    thesearrasandthisneebalponthe

    untssorend.thepreseheduchessedelenonurtat

    clochegourdeeventtotheneighborhood.ireflected

    gloolythatsheadenscious

    ofthespiritofcasteinthedaughterhenobilityofher

    sentintshadhithertohiddenfroe.oor,

    insignifit,andyurageandfacultiesi

    didnotthenthinkofthensequeherestoratioherfor

    orforothers.onsundaying,froheprivatechapelwherei

    satedechesselandtheabbedequelus,icast

    aneagerglaaeralchapeloccupiedbytheduchessand

    herdaughter,theuntandhischildren.thelargestrah

    hididolfroedidnottrele,andthisunnsy

    preseoherrethanallthepast.thisnoble

    heedelenonurt,hee,ogarland,

    ent,a

    prosteatioitudeiousstatue,oved

    tothesoul.

    a,vespersass.ing

    outofchurchdadechesselnaturallyproposedtoheeighborsto

    passtheinterdiatetiatfrapesleinsteadofcrossingtheindre

    andtheadohegreatheat.theoffered.

    nsieurdeadadechessel

    tookthatoftheunt.iofferedotheuntess,a,for

    thefirstti,thatbeautifulargainstside.as

    thechurchtofrapeslebythehelight,

    filteringdoadethoseprettypattesonthe

    pathlikepaintedsilk,susationsofpride,such

    ideastookpossessionofthatheartbeatviolently.

    ”atter”shesaid,aftertlewayina

    silenceidarednotbreak.”yourheartbeatstoofast”

    ”ihaveheardofyoodfortune,”ireplied,”and,likeallothers

    besethvaguefears.willyoueies

    geyouandlessenyourfriendship”

    ”ge”shesaid;”oh,fieanothersuchideaandishallnot

    despiseyou,butfetyouforever.”

    ilookedatherhaasyagious.

    ”bytheneherbroughtaboutnor

    dended,”shesaid;”butherplatersnars;

    besides,asyouknoonsieurdertsaufnori

    leaveyadvicehehasdeedthendtoh

    hisraledhittheise.ehat

    fathershouldhavetheplaodesty,”sheaddedh

    sobitteess,”hasalreadybeenofservicetoourson.t

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    yfatherisappointed,saidverygraciouslythathe

    hefavoroaccept.jacques

    education,ustnohoughtof,isalreadybeingdiscussed.

    heherepresentativeofthelenonurtandthe

    rtsauffalies.ibitionex,and

    thereforeaiesseeohaveinustjacques

    live,buthestbedee;tiesh,

    asyouknosafe

    forinparis,hingsarepitfallsforthesouland

    dangersforthebodyfriend,”shesaid,inabrokenvoice,”who

    uldnotseeuponyourbrohatyouareonewho

    edaytheguardianandsponsorofourboy.

    gotoparis;ifyourfatherandbrothersendyou,our

    faly,aboveallther,aof

    life,byourinfluence;youwillneverbe

    houtsupportinevercareeryouchoose;putthestrengthof

    yourdesiresintoaion”

    ”iuandyou,”isaid,interruptingher;”aitionistobe

    stress.ihavehattobebe

    reyobedienceherebyreceivingfavorsthere.iwillgo;i

    akeoyoui

    everything,frothersnothing.”

    ”child”sherred,illncealingasleofpleasure.

    ”besides,ihavetakenvoon.”thinkingoverour

    situationiaesolvedtobioyoubytiesthatnever

    bebroken.”

    shetreledslightlyandstoppedshorttolookat.

    ”ean”sheasked,lettingtheuplesededus

    hechildrenatherside.

    ”this,”isaid;”butfirsttellfranklyhoetolove

    you.”

    ”loveasauntloved;igaveyhtsitted

    youtoy

    others.”

    ”theniaolovehouthopeandhanabsolutedevotion.well,

    yes;iendod.ishallfeelthatyou

    haveaskedit.iinaryandkeselfapriest,and

    theniyselfinhiso;

    politiceptions,thoughts,energy,patience,i

    all.inthatylove,enclosedin

    religionasasilverigeinacrystalshrine,everbesuspected

    ofevil.youhavetofeartheundisciplinedpassionsh

    graspanandbyyselftobe

    vanquished.ieoe,andiwilllove

    youhapurifiedlove.”

    shetuedpaleandsaid,hurryi

    yourselfinbondsthatghtproveanobstacletoourhappiness.i

    shoulddieofgriefforhavingcausedasuicidelikethat.child,do

    youthinkdespairinglovealifesvocationforlifestrials

    beforeyoujudgeoflife;indit.rryherthechurora

    an;rrynotatall,iforbidit.reinfree.youaretyone

    yearsoldgodihavestakenhithoughttonths

    sufficedtoknoesouls.”

    ”hopehaveyou”icried,yeyes.

    ”friend,aakeyourwayandyour

    fortuneandyoushallknoyhope.and,”sheadded,asifshewere

    ,”neverreleasethehandyouareholdingatthis

    nt.”

    shebenttoearasshesaidthesehprovedherdeep

    soliyfuture.

    ”deleine”iexclaid”never”

    heparkoffrapesle;

    istillseeoseeitsruinedpostsrobingplants

    andbriersandsses.suddenlyahatoftheuh,

    flashedthroughbrain,andisaid,”iuandyou.”

    ”ialadofit,”sheansadeknowihad

    supposedhercapableofathoughtthatuldneverbehers.

    herpuritydreirationfroyeyesheselfishness

    ofpassioerindeed.edahatshedid

    notloveenougheventoy.solongaslovereils

    froits,andloveshouldbeinfinite.

    aspashookheart.

    ”shedoesnotlove,”ithought.

    tohideysoulistoopedoverdeleineandkissedher

    hair.

    ”iafraidofyourther,”isaidtotheuntesspresently,to

    reneheion.

    ”soa,”sheanshagesturefullofchildlikegaiety.

    ”dontfettocallherdaladuchesse,andtospeaktoherin

    thethirdperson.theyoungpeopleofthepresentdayhavelostthese

    politenners;youstleathedothatforsake.besides,it

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    onourside,especiallyno

    triuhs.”

    iouchedbythesehedepthofher

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    respectisasafeguardallalike;each

    sideholditsofultotheduchessbecause

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    youth;butotherof

    hee,andthatgavesanage.

    hegreaturtyardoffrapesle,he

    others.thetedertsaufpresentedverygracefullytothe

    duchess,inedede

    lenonurtanfiftysixyearsofage,wonderfullywell

    preservedandanners.he

    holloples,thethiedface,theerect,iosingfigure

    sloovent,andtheyelloenessoftheskinreproduced

    hsuchbrillianthedaughter,iregheldtypeto

    yootherbelonged,asquicklyasaneralogistregnizes

    shatoftheoldurt;shepronounced

    the”oit”like”ait,”andsaid”frait”for”froid,””porteux”for

    ”porteurs.”iy

    oher;infactibehavedsohatasipassedtheuntess

    shesaidinalo.”

    theuntyhand,saying:”youarenotangryh

    ,felix,areyouifiyyouwillpardonanoldsoldierwe

    shallprobablystayheretodinner,andiiodinehus

    onthursday,theeveningbeforetheduchessleaves.istgototours

    torroebusiness.dontnegley

    therinlaanceiadviseyoutocultivate.hersalon

    ain.shehasallthe

    traditionsofthegreatof

    socialknoheblazonoftheoldestashe

    neilyineurope.”

    theuntsgoodtaste,orperhapstheadviestiius,

    appearedunderhisalteredcirces.heherarrogantnor

    offensivelypolite,norpoousinanyheduchess

    patronizing.nsieuranddadechesselgratefullyacceptedthe

    invitationtodihefolloheduchess,

    andbyherglaneininganhter

    hadspokentoher.asvespersshequestionedabout

    faly,andaskedifthevandenessenoacyy

    relative.”heisbrother,”ireplied.onthatshebecaalst

    affeethatgreataunt,theoldrquisede

    listore,annershoseof

    nsieurdertsaufthedayhesaeforthefirstti;thehaughty

    glaneasurethe

    distaliesbetdisappeared.ik

    nothingoffaly.theduethatgreatuncle,anold

    abbeeididnotkheprivy

    uncil,thatbrotheroted,andalsothatbya

    provisionofthecharter,ofyfather

    beorerquisdevandenesse.

    ”iautohing,theserfofclochegourde,”isaidinaloe

    totheuntess.

    thetransfortionseoftherestoratihha

    rapidityperial

    regi.tothisrevolutionantnothing.theleasture

    froadadertsaufhesoleeventstotached

    iortance.ioftheprivyuncilwas,andknewas

    littleofpolitiysoleaitionolove

    heebetterthararadethe

    dubledatfrapesleand

    an

    uheanhelovesrebeautifulthanall

    othersarouheiringlooks;tokno

    aloneisreservedthechastefireofthoseeyes,thathe

    disthetohatvoitheutters,however

    gayorjestingtheyybe,theproofsofuingthought.the

    unt,delighted,seedalstyoung;

    hisusedselfadeleine,

    inds,de

    otherslaugh,though

    neverlicious,andyday.aword,

    ahopeaoingilluure.seeingsojoyous,

    heeoo.

    ”thishappinessslingongrayandsgood,”she

    saidtotheday.

    thatdayinaturallyspentatclochegourde.ihadbeenbanishedfor

    fivedays,ihirstforlife.theusixinthe

    ingfortours.aseriousdisagreenthadariseher

    anddaughter.theduchessovetoparis,where

    sheprosedheraplaceaturt,a,rensidering

    hisrefusal,ghtobtainsohighposition.hee,whowas

    thoughthappyinherrriedlife,reveal,eventoher

    ther,hertragicsufferingsaalincapacityofherhusband.

    ittheduchessthatshepersuadedhibr >

    togototoursandtransactbusinesshhisnotaries.ialone,as

    shehadtrulysaid,knehedarksecretofclochegourde.having

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    valleyriefsofthe

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    heesaadeleine,

    aterribledisverylikealldthersto

    ntihesaauthorityovertheirrrieddaughtersthatthey

    intainedheyheduchessbrookednoopposition;

    sotissheaffectedacraftysoforceherdaughterto

    plianesaldseverity,intendingtoobtainby

    feareansfailed,

    shedisplayedthesanativesarcas

    oother.inthosetendaysheepassedthroughallthe

    ionsayoungansteoestablishherindependence.

    you,others,scarcely

    prehendsuchtrials.togainatrueideaofthestrugglebetween

    thatld,calculating,aitiousanandadaughteraboundingin

    theteuralkihatneverfaileth,youstiginea

    lily,toyhearthasalparedher,bruisedbehe

    polishedotherhadnothinginnh

    herdaughter;sheagiherealdifficulties

    hhinder

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    froarshntadcruelbloa

    knoontshe

    sesherestedupo;forshetoldofthesenew

    troubles.daybydayileaedrefullytheaningofherwords,

    ”loveasauntloved.”

    ”haveyounoaition”theduchesssaidtoatdinner,haste

    air.

    ”da,”ireplied,givingheraseriouslook,”ihaveenoughin

    toheonlytallalone.”

    shelookedatherdaughtereastonishnt.evidentlyshe

    believedthatheehade

    nearher.thevisitofdadelenonurteriodofunrelieved

    nstraint.theuntessbeggedtobecautious;sheened

    bytheleastkindopleaseherihehaessofdeceit.

    thegreatthursdayciteial,oneof

    thosestiffdayse,heirchairisnolongerin

    itspladthestressofthehouseotbe.lovehas

    ahorrorofallthatdoesnotself.buttheduchessretued

    atlasttotheposandvaheurt,andclochegourde

    revereditsaccustodorder.

    littlequarrelakihoin

    thehousethanever;iuldgothereatalltishouthindrance;

    aeylifeinbing

    planttothebeautifulsouletheenting

    otions.everyhour,everynute,ourfrateal

    rriage,fourust,becaasurerthing;eachofussettled

    firyintoouroehher

    nurturingcare,htheedraperiesofalovethatwaswholly

    teal;yloveforher,seraphiherpresence,seared

    asher.ilovedherhadoublelove

    inthesky,where

    theyfadedoutofsightintheierableether.ifyouaskwhy,

    youngandardent,intihedeludingdreaofplatoniclove,

    istoanenoughtotorturethatan,

    ecatastrophetoherchildren,always

    fearingsooutburstofherhusbandsstorteer,rtyrizedby

    hideleine,and

    sittingbesideoheotherofthehenherhusbandallowedhera

    littlerest.theresoundoftooawordshookherwholebeing;

    adesireshockedher;sheneeded

    ehat,inshort,oothers.

    theellyou,inihissituation

    broughtontsofdivine

    slation.her

    nsceaycallitso,ntagious;herselfdevotion

    pespersisteheliving,

    inyhebondofherothervirtuesfilledtheair

    aboutherhspiritualinse.besides,iwasyoung,youngenough

    tonto

    layuponherhand,ofeonlythebadhe

    palasthoughshedreotionsthere.notwo

    soulseverclaspedeachotheruchardor,nobodieswereever

    revictoriouslyannihilated.lateriuoodthecauseofthis

    suffiyage;no

    aitionsblockedthestreafaloveorrent,

    bearingallthingsonitsbosolater,aninaan;

    butthefirstananhood;herchildren

    areours,herisareouris,hersorroest

    sorroiliarthingsabouther;ore

    grievedbyatriflinglossofhersthanif

    everything.thisisthesaakesusliveinthebeingof

    another;er,alasherlifeintoours,and

    requireaantoenrichourpauperspirithheryoungsoul.

    iean

    infinitesineh

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    theyplayethefriendlytyrannythey

    shoothosetheylove;theyarefullofintelligentdiscretion

    andeandgoontiptoehoutnoise.everyoenstodoyou

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    beautifulflooregtotheeyeheygrowina

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    butifiehedelightfulbesofnaturalizationinafaly

    yoe

    stsforit.untilthennsieurdertsaufhadreorless

    restrainedhielfbefore.ihadonlyseenhisfailingsinthe

    ss;ioseethefullextentoftheirapplicationand

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    hadgivenofthesedailystruggles.ileaednoheanglesof

    herhusbandsintolerablenature;iheardhisperpetualsldingabout

    nothing,plaintsofevilsofasiged;isahe

    inisfaheincessantneed

    ofhistyrannicalspiritfoes.ohe

    eveningsheselectedtheionw

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    alehebladothers;hiswifehad

    insistedongoinged;whywashegoveedbyherinall

    thetriflingthingsoflifeohavenohoughtofhis

    oustheobeacipherinhisownhouseifhisharshness

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    depression,edhisadeherpayhihe

    stteentions.likepettedchildren,heirpower

    other,heher

    asuponjacquesanddeleine,ofhewasjealous.

    idisveredatlastthatinsllthingsasohe

    untactedtos,hischildren,hisiselyas

    hehadan.thedayood,

    rootandbranch,thesedifficulties,pantrowth

    repressedtheasandstifledthebreathingoftheily,

    hiheofthehouseholdaardedtheirovent

    oftheestatebypligthestnecessaryacts,ifeltan

    adringayloveanddroveitbato

    heart.goodgodylips

    soleizedspirit;ifoundhappinessinhesufferingsof

    thatan.hithertoihadyieldedtotheuissthe

    sgglerpayshisfine;hehithati

    ghtetheoher.theuntessuood,alloea

    placebesideher,andgaveperssiontosharehersorrows;like

    therepentantapostate,eagertorisetoheavenhhisbrethren,i

    obtaihefavorofdyinginthearena.

    ”usthavesuccueduhislife,”hee

    saidtooneevenihadbeen,likethefliesona

    hotday,restinging,venous,andpersistentthanusual.

    hehadgoobed.heeandireineduheacacias;the

    childrenus,bathediingsun.ourfew

    exclatoryutualityofthethoughtsinhwe

    restedfrournsufferings.eas

    faithfullyservedoursouls,edtoenteroherhout

    hindransofpensivelanguor,

    theytintheundulationsofthesadreatheyplungedasone

    intotheriverandcaoutrefreshedliketphsasclosely

    uheirsoulsuldhhlytietobind

    theablegulf,uedtothesurface

    ptyhands,askingeaongallourdayson

    earthherebeoneforus”

    inspiteofthetranquilpoetryofeveningothebricksof

    thebalustradetheiretones,sosoothingandsopure;inspite

    ofthereligiousatsphereofthehour,ehevoicesof

    thechildrenandtoyveins

    likethetonthsofrepressioniwas

    uentselfe.itookhees

    handandsoftlycaressedit,tryingtoohertheardorthat

    invaded.shebeadadertsauf,andhdrewher

    hand;tearsrolledfroyeyes,shesaandgaveachilling

    look,assheofferedherhandtolips.

    ”youstknoegrief.a

    friendshipthataskssogreatafavorisdangerous.”

    thenilostselfntrol;ireproay

    sufferings,andtheslightalleviationthatiaskedfortheidared

    totellherthatatage,ifthesensesillthesoul

    hadasex;thatiuldetdeath,butnothclosedlips.she

    forcedtosileoread

    theexi:”andi,aonabedofroses”eversince

    thatdaybythegateoffrapesle,tributedtoherthehope

    thatourhappinessghtspringfrograve,ihadtuede

    frohethoughtofstaininghersoulhthedesiresofabrutal

    passiohatshenever

    uldbeine,andthatioughttokno.asshesaidthe

    y

    head.sheon,sayingshehadaninaintythat

    sheghtloveasabrotheran;suchlove

    ageofthedivinelove,artin

    toldhere

    asheroldnfessororethanabrother,i

    stneverseeheragain.sheulddieandtaketogodhersheafof

    sufferings,boenothouttearsandanguish.

    ”igaveyou,”shesaidihanioughttohave

    given,sothatnothingghtbelefttotake,andiaunished.”

    iher,toproseocauseherpain,andto

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    child.

    thedayiearly.therehevasesofher

    graysalon.irushedintothefieldsandvineyardstokehertwo

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    thelorsandfoliagehadapoetry,aharsothing

    totheuandiheeye;justassical

    lodiesaeriesisthatarelovingandbeloved.if

    lorislightaitnothaveaaningofitsown,as

    thebinationsoftheairhavetheirsicalledintheassistanceof

    jacquesanddeleine,andallthreeofusnspiredtosurpriseour

    dearone.iarranged,ontheloepsoftheporti,wherewe

    establishedourfloralheadquarters,tsbyriedto

    nveyasentint.picturetoyourselfafountainofflushing

    frohevasesandfallingbacurvingyssagespringing

    frotsbosonerosesandlilieshtheirsilvercups.all

    thebluefloenots,andoxtongues,whose

    tines,caughtfroheskies,blendedsohtheenessof

    thelilies,sparkledonthisdeexture;heynotthetypeof

    ties,theohatknohing,theotherthatknowsall;an

    igeoftheartyrlovehasitsblazon,and

    theuntessdisceeditineapoignantglance

    hecryofasoldierouched;she

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    intotheseideadeepresearch,lessasabotanistthanasapoet,

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    n,veredondsof

    thedehesunlightdances;infinitudedeckedforthesingle

    glaycetofalluponit:beitaeroftheforest

    heedineblingtogravelandclothedh

    ssesroindsassothing

    savage,aggressive,terrifyingasthe

    it:beitahotandbarrenorhoutvegetation,stid,its

    horizohoseofthedesert,eand

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    openingfoldenstans;affeypureidolalone

    inhervalley:beitgreatsheetsofer,urecaststhose

    spotsofgreenery,aspeciesoftransitioheplantand

    anil,akeshastetoeinflos,

    floatingtherelikeher:beitattagehitsgarden

    ofcabbages,itsvineyards,itshedgesingabog,surrounded

    byafeageofnyhuleexistences:

    beitaforestpathlikesocathedralreesare

    lusandtheirbranchesarchtheroof,atthefarendofha

    lightbreaksthrough,ngledhshadointedhsureds

    athliketheloredhancel:

    then,leavingtheseoolandbranchy,beholdachalkland

    lyingfalloongtheandossesaddersglide

    totheirlairs,orlifttheirproudslieads.castuponallthese

    picturestorrentsofsunlightlikebenefiters,ortheshadowraycloudsdraansbrow,or

    theoltonesofaskyfaintlyeandstreakedhlinesofa

    palertint;thenlistenyouoniesada

    silenceall.

    durihsofsepteerandoakeasingle

    bouquetelessthanthreehourssearch;sochdidi

    adre,pathyofapoet,thesefugitiveallegoriesof

    huhatvasttheatreitoehesesof

    yrystpresentlyrecall.oftendoinoparethose

    splendidsysoulthusexpendingitselfon

    nature;againiysn,erobe

    brushedtheppidfloatedonthegreensrose,

    likeaprosedfruit,froaens.

    nodeclarationoflove,novorollablepassionever

    hanthesesyhoniesoffloybaffleddesires

    ielledtoeffortsofexpressihtheikethoseof

    beethoventhroughhisothesabitterreae

    ghtyboundstoedertsaufwas

    hee.shelookedatthestantly;theyfedherspirit,she

    gatheredallthethoughtsihadgiventhesaying,assheraisedher

    headfroheeroideryfratoreceivegift,”ah,how

    beautiful”

    natalie,youandthisdelightfulinterursethroughthe

    detailsofabouquet,justasyouprehendsaadifro

    fragntofhisverse.haveyoueversltinthefieldsih

    ofytheperfuthatnicatestoallcreatedbeingsthe

    intoxigsenseofaneakesyoutrail

    yourhandintheaboat,andloosenyourhairtothebreeze

    indreviveshthespringtidegreeneryofthetreesa

    littleplant,aspeciesofvealgrass,isapoentinthis

    veiledharny;itotbepunity;takeintoyourhand

    itsshiningblade,stripedgreenandelikeasilkenrobe,and

    steriousetioykeepshidden

    ihsofyourheart.roundtheneckofaporcelainvase

    igineabrinofthegray

    ofthevineyardsoftouraine,vagueigeofsubssivefor;frobr >

    thisfoundatioendrilsofthebindhitssilverbells,

    spraysofpibarroingledhafesofoak

    leaves,lustrousandgnifitlylored;thesecreepforth

    prostrate,huleastheidandsuppligas

    prayer.above,seethosedelioret,h

    itsfloodofahatarenearlyyelloidsofthe

    adoes

    oftheagrostis,ehopes,degloves

    earliestdreandstandingfainstthegraysurroundings.but

    higherstill,rerkthebengalroses,sparselyscatteredangthe

    laesofthelinaria,theraboutsofthe

    adobelsoftherrh,thespunglassofthe

    cletisihedaialsofthecrossilk,

    therysoftheyarrosofthefutoryh

    theirblas,thetendrilsofthegrape,theted

    shootsofthehoneysuckle;inshort,alltheicreatureshave

    thatissttangled,esandtripledarts,leaves

    laeded,stalksnvolutedlikepassionatedesires

    thebosofthistorrentofloverisesthe

    scarletpoppy,itstasselsabouttoopen,spreading

    ...

    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twitsflangflakes

    abovethestarryjessane,donatingtherainofpollenthatsoft

    stflutteringintheairandreflegthelightinitsriad

    particles.anintoxicatedhtheodorofthevealgrasses

    ouandthishofofferedthoughts,theseardent

    desiresofalovedendingthehappinessrefusedinahundred

    strugglesillreneinuous,uneal

    putthisspeechoftheflohelightofaoshos

    crispdetails,itsdelitrasts,itsarabesquesoflor,and

    alloepetalreexpanded

    tha.does,light,andsong,the

    purestexpressionofouature.hesestogod,are

    theynotlikeoflunousflowers

    rringtheirsadotheheart,cherishingitshidden

    transports,itsunutteredhopes,itsillusionsandfallto

    fragntslikethegossarofasuersnight

    sueutralpleasureshelptosootheanatureirritatedbylong

    ionofthepersonbeloved.theye,idarenotsay

    toher,likethosefissuresinadahroughheerfindsa

    ventandavoidsdisaster.abstinencebringsdeadlyexhaustion,ha

    febsfallingfroeavenlikennainthedesert,sufficesto

    relieve.sotisifoundheestandingbeforethesebouquets

    s,lostinagitatedreverie,thoughtsswellingher

    bosoilluningherbroheysurgedinwavesandsankagain,

    leavinglassitudeandlanguorbehindtheneveragainhaveidea

    bouquetforahislanguageand

    fordittoouruses,asatisfafilledoursoulslikethatofa

    slaveasters.

    duriofthisnthasieadhthe

    gardensioftensathehe

    salonshebroideryfra.ifididnotarriveat

    thehourexpectedthoughneverappointed,isa

    e

    toetyou;istshoyyouchild.”

    theserablegasofbackgaooend.theuntslate

    pureingoinghitherandthitheraboutthe

    property,surveying,exaning,andrkingtheboundariesofhisnew

    possessions.hehadive,ruralooverlookh

    erseye,allofthelannedanddecidedonbyhiswife

    andhielf.,theuntessandi,hthe

    childreheelvesontheeris,

    stagbeetles,daingneedles,theytookingtheirbouquets,orto

    speakretruly,theirbundlesoffloan

    ,toguidehersteps,theseare

    illitablejoysthatsufficealifeti.nfidehee.

    he”general,”atitlegiventothe

    uhesetepath

    gavelightandshadetoourpleasure,asecretks

    debarredfronion.ourtalk,sofreeas,hadhidden

    significationsasued,herofusgaveananso

    sofurtiveinterrogation,orntinuedasubject,alreadybegun,in

    theenigticphrasestoself,andh

    enaresoingeniousinposing.knohepleasureof

    suchsecretuandingsinasphereapartfrohoseaboutus,a

    sphereeetoutsideofsociallaws

    onedayae,when

    theunt,oknoalkingof,puttheinquiry,

    andheeanseaning,h

    satisfiedhithisaseddeleiher

    therblushedandgaveaforbiddinglook,asiftosaysheght

    stillhersoulasshehadoncehdrawnherhand.

    butourpurelyspiritualunionhadfartoonychar,andonthe

    rrontinuedasbefore.

    thehours,days,andhrejoys.grape

    harvest,thefestalseasonintouraine,began.toheendof

    septeerthesun,lesshotthanduringtheharvest,allowsof

    ourstayinginthevineyardsingoverheated.it

    iseasiertogathergrapesthanto.fruitsofallkindsare

    ripe,harvestsaregaered,breadislessdear;thesenseofplenty

    kestheuntrypeoplehappy.fearsastotheresultsofruraltoil,

    ihansisofte,vanishbeforeafull

    granaryandcellarsabouttooverfloageisthenlikeagay

    dessertafterthedinneriseaten;theskiesoftouraine,he

    autusarealagnifit,sleuponit.inthishospitableland

    thevintagersarefedandlodgediershouse.thealsare

    theonlyohroughouttheyearhesepoorpeopletaste

    substantial,asthe

    iliese

    approachestheyflocroastersare

    knootreatthelaborersliberally.thehouseisfullofpeopleand

    ofprovisions.thepressesareoperyisalivehthe

    ingandgoingofitiopers,ofcartsfilledhlaughing

    girlsandjoyoushusbandn,terhanatanyother

    tiduringtheyear,andheygo.thereisalsoanother

    causeofpleasurable:classesandranksareequal;en,

    children,sters,andn,allthatlittlehe

    gaeringofthedivinehoard.thesevariouselentsofsatisfa

    explainthehilarityoftheviransttedfrogetoagein

    theselastgloriousdaysofautu,thereranceofhinspired

    rabelaisofhisgreatwork.

    thechildren,jacquesanddeleine,hadneverseenavintage;iwas

    liketheandtheyinedelightatfindingasharer

    oftheirpleasure;theirther,too,prosedtoayus.we

    anufactured,iofthe

    prettiestthatuldbebought;forocutcertainrows

    reservedforourscissors;ithatnoneofus

    anygrapes.toeatthefatbuouraineina

    vineyardseedsodeliciousthathefigrapeson

    thediable.jacquesdesonoother

    vineyard,butstaycloselyatclochegourde.neverhesefrail

    littlebeings,usuallypallidandsling,sofreshandrosyand

    activeastheyoing.theychatteredforchatterssake,

    andtrottedabouted,like

    otherorelifeth

    ...

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    nordadertsaufhadeverseentheobefore.ibecaachild

    again,reofa,perhaps;i,too,

    yharvest.ithertothe

    vineyard,aherehalftheday.hoedastowho

    hadthefigrapesandquickestthe

    littlehunshootsrantoandfrofroheviheirther;not

    abunchuldbecuthoutshotoher.shelaughedhthe

    good,gaylaughirlhoodybasket

    afterdeleine,iooseeohshe

    aoverheated,dearchild.”thenpassingherhand

    roundneyhair,sheadded,givingalittletap

    oingaheonlycaresssheever

    gave.ilookedattheprettylineofpurpleclusters,thehedges

    fullofhahevoicesofthechildren;i

    enh

    thepanniers.ah,itisallengravedoothealnd

    treebesideilihthe

    sunshadeheldopeninherhand.thenibusiedselfincuttingthe

    bunchesandfillingbasket,goingforptyiti,

    silently,easuredbodilyventandsloy

    spiritfree.idisveredthentheineffablepleasureofaeal

    laborhusregulatestherushof

    passion,oftensonear,butforthisicaltion,tokio

    fla.ileaedhoulabor;i

    uoodnasticdiscipline.

    forthefirsttiinnydaystheunthersurlynorcruel.

    hissonortsauf,fairand

    rosyandstainedhgrapejuice,rejoicedhisheart.thisdaybeing

    thelastofthevintage,hehadprosedadanfrontof

    clochegourdeinhonoroftheretuofthebourbons,sothatour

    festivalgratifiedeverybody.asuedtothehouse,the

    uookarndleaneduponit,asiftoletheartfeel

    theoventofathero

    nveyherjoy.thensheyear,”yus

    happiness.”

    ah,to,s,hercares,herfears,her

    forrexistenhoughthehandofgodsustainedher,

    alle,thoseteredbythatrichvoice

    broughtpleasuresnootheraninthee.

    ”theterriblenotonyoflifeisbroken,allthingsareradiant

    edonot

    despiseharesssuperstitioheeldersoectorof

    theyounger.”

    inthis,natalie,thereisnothingrontic.toknoheinfiniteof

    ourdeepestfeelings,ustinyouthcastourleadintothosegreat

    lakesuponanysoulspassionsare

    lavatorrentsfloongaridrocks,othersoulstherebein

    passiorainedbyinsuruntableobstacles,fillshpurest

    erthecraterofthevolo.

    edertsauf,her

    so

    experiehetoilbyeheirliving,hadprovided

    eae,dependingonthecesof

    agriculture.tojacquesshegavetheproduceofthetrees,to

    deleihatofthechestnuts.thegatheringofthenutsbegansoon

    afterthevintage,firstthechestnuts,theobeat

    deleireeshalongpoleahenutsfallandrebound

    onthedry,ttedearthofachestnutgrove;toseetheserious

    gravityofthelittlegirlassheexaheheapsaed

    theirprobablevalue,anypleasuresonh

    sheuhengratulationsofte,thetrustedservantwho

    alonesupplieddadertsaufsplacehthechildren;the

    explanationsofthether,shoheyoflabortoobtain

    allperilledbytheunate,all

    thesethingsdeupagseofi,childlikehappiness

    adthefadinglorsofthelateautu.

    deleinehadalittlegranaryofherooseeher

    broreasuregaeredandshareherdelight.ill

    ptiedon

    thessofyelloixedadethefloorof

    thegranary.theuntboughthehousehold;the

    farrsas,indeed,everyonearoundclochegourde,sent

    buyerstothegnonne,apetnahepeasantrygiveevento

    strangers,butadeleine.

    jacquesunateingatheringhiss.itrainedfor

    severaldays;butiheadvicetoholdbackhisnuts

    ahelittlelater.nsieurdeethatthe

    ont,alsothoseaboutaoiseandvouvray,

    andintouraine.jacques

    ghtgetatleastfortysousfortheproductofeachtree,andashe

    hadtounteospendit

    ontheequipntofapony.thisoadiscussionhhis

    father,thinkoftheuaintyofsuchretus,andthe

    ofcreatingareservefundfortheyearsight

    notbear,andsoequalizinghisresources.ifeltassing

    throughthethersndasshesatbyinsilence;sherejoi

    theingtorever

    thepatealdignitythat,thankstotheideas

    ptedinhididinottellyoutrulythat

    inpicturingthisahlylanguagetorender

    eitherhercharacterorherspirit.ysoul

    drankintheirdelights;butnoh

    vigortheydetaytroubled

    lifelikediandstheyshineagainstthesettlingofthoughts

    degradedbyalloy,ofbitterregretsforalosthappiness.he

    nasofthetatespurchasedaftertherestoration,andinh

    nsieuranddadertsaufbothtookthedeepestihe

    overethanthesaasofthe

    holylandreece”hose

    naspossessthetalisnicpoteredundercertain

    ionsbyseers;theyexplaingicto;theyawaken

    sleepingfore;theyleadtothehappy

    valley;theyrecreateskiesandlandscape.butsuchevocationsarein

    theregionsofthespiritualworld

    ...

    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twtheypassinthesilenyown

    soul.benotsurprised,therefore,ifidely

    sple,alstnlifeare

    tiesayseeboundinclosestuniontothe

    untess.

    theisofherostasch

    ayastheirhealth.isoonsae

    astoherseilyaffairs,into

    esloe

    dertsaufhadgedthethodofcultivatiate.shehad

    ”putitinfours,”asthesayingisinthoseparts,aningthenew

    systenderake

    thesoilproduceadifferentcropyearly.toevadetheobstinate

    unhepeasantryitocelthe

    oldleasesandgiveneodividetheestateintreat

    farahenequalshares,thesortofleasethatprevailsin

    touraineanditsneighborhood.theoheestategivesthe

    house,faruildings,andseedgraisathe

    dividesthestsofcultivationandthecrops.thisdivisionis

    superintendedbyaorbailiff,istotakethe

    sharebelongingtotheo,plicatedbythe

    rketgesofvalues,erthecharacteroftheshares

    nstantly.theuntesshadinduortsauftocultivate

    afifthfardeupofthereservedlandsaboutclochegourde,as

    indastoshoerstheexcellehe

    hodbytheevidenceoffacts.beingthus,inahiddenhe

    stressoftheestate,shehadsloanspersistency

    rebuiltthousesontheprincipleofthoseinartoisand

    flanders.itiseasytoseehertive.sheerthe

    expirationoftheleasesonshares,torelettointelligentand

    oney,andthussilifytherevenuesof

    clochegourde.fearingtodiebeforeherhusband,sheo

    searegularine,andtoherchildrenapropertyh

    noihefruittrees

    plantedduritenyearshehedges,

    dispute,he

    elandpoplarshthenehenew

    farngsysteeestateofclochegourde,divided

    intreatfar,tillneedednewhouses,was

    capableinginfortythousandfrancsayear,tenthousandfor

    eachfarnotuntingtheyieldofthevineyards,awo

    hundredacresof,northeprofitsofthe

    delhofartheroadstothegreatfarallopenedonanavenue

    ainroad

    leadingtotheentrahisaveo

    toursiles;tenantsing,

    espeents

    andtheexcellentnditionofhisland.

    theuntessefifteenthousandfrantoeachof

    theestateslatelypurchased,andtotuthepresentdo

    thousesandbuildings,ihattheprht

    bringierrentafterthegroundhadbeencultivatedforayear

    ortpleintheelves,butplicatedhthe

    thirtyoddthousandfrancsit,were

    justnoanydiscussioheunt,

    sotisauntingtobitterquarrels,inainedby

    thethoughtofherchildrensis.thefear,”ifidietorrow

    eofthedeherheartbeat.thegentle,peaceful

    heartstoangerisaniossibility,ando

    shedonthoseabouttheheiro

    strengthisneededforsuchstruggles,andsuponthespirit

    stbedebefinniest,wearinessensueswhen

    thefightisoverandnothinghasbeenont,justas

    herchildrenseedlessanec,lessfrail,reactiveforthe

    fruitseasonhadhaditseffe,aeyesfollowed

    thestheyplayedaboutherenth

    reneanwas

    sandattacksofanangry

    oppositio,alardattheplanssheproposed,deniedh

    stolidobstinacytheadvantagesofallshehaddohe

    possibilityofdoingre.herepliedtonclusivereasoninghthe

    follyofachildr.the

    untess,honsenseover

    insanitysohealedherhatshefotthebattle.thatdaywe

    alltothecassiherhetoriere,todecideuponthe

    buildings.theunt,thechildre,

    andly,forsheeakinginalow,

    geone,adeherurroftheseaasit

    ripplesonasothbeach.

    shenication

    betan,acarrier,

    ausinoftes,oe.his

    falyerous;theeldestsos,thesend

    uldattendtothebusihefatherlivinghalfhe

    road,atrabelaye,ohefarthe,erthe

    relaysandenrichhislandahestables.astothe

    otherfarlabaude,theoclochegourde,oheirown

    people,aan,he

    advaheneofagriculture,otakealease

    onit.thecassiherhetoriereneedgivenoaheirsoil

    housesoncebuilt,and

    thegroundbroughtintocultivation,iteenoughto

    advertisethettours;tenants.intwo

    yearsticlochegourdehatleasttyfourthousand

    franinine,onsieurde

    rtsaufhadreveredaftertheegration,edforseven

    thousandfrancsayearfoineyears;hispensionhousand.

    thisinotbeafortuitpetence.

    later,otheradditionstoitghteogotoparisand

    attendtojacqueseducation;inthought,hishealth

    ablished.

    hfeelieredthehought;

    sheherfriend.on

    thatibrokeforth;itoldherthatshedidnotkhathout

    talkingo

    ...

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    andnightsoastofitselftobejacquestutor.shelookedgrave.

    ”no,felix,”shesaid,”thatorethanyourpriesthood.

    ithankyoufroyheartasather,butasaanwholovesyou

    sio

    .suchapositiontoyou,andiuld

    notallo.noiotbeaninjurytoyouinanyway.you,

    vitedevandeutoryou,ottoisnesevendwere

    yourichelieuhielfithe

    utstpaintoyourfaly.friend,youdonotknoinsult

    enoftheyther,putintoapatronizingglance,

    ptintoabow.”

    ”butifyoulove,e”

    shepretetohear,andon:

    ”thoughfatherisstkindanddesirousofdoingalliask,he

    bleaposition;hewouldrefuse

    youhisprote.iuldnotoyourbeingtutortothe

    dauphineven.youstaitthefault

    offlyinginthefayfriend,thisrashproposalof”

    ”love,”iwhispered.

    ”no,charity,”shesaid,ntrolliears,”thiswildidea

    enlightensastoyourcharacter;yourheartwillbeyourbane.i

    shallonttherighttoteachyoucertainthings.

    letanseyeseeforyousotis.yes,frohesolitudesof

    eantoshare,silently,edly,inyour

    successes.astoatutor,donotfear;egoodold

    abbe,soleaedjesuit,andfathere

    suotheeduy

    pride.heis,hoerapause.

    ”butitisashyou;saookyoutobe

    aboutthirteen.”

    assine,adeleine,andifollowed

    heraboutaschildrenfolloother;but

    herpresentlyandartiheelder,

    keeperoftheplace,artiheyouhe

    bailiff,hercertaintreesoughthtnottobetakendown;

    theyatterasifitheiroy.i

    thensauchtheuoapoor

    laborer,hoonhisspadeandanelboshandle,

    stoodlisteningtothetology.

    ”ah,yes,nsieur,”heansan,andnot

    haughtylikethosehussiesatazay,whowouldseeusdielikedogs

    soohanyieldusonepennyofthepriceofagravethedaywhen

    thatanleavesthesepartstheblessedvirgine

    too.sheknoisduetoher,butsheknooo,

    asthentotheat.”

    oneyihad.

    afeeraponyarrivedforjacques,hisfather,anexcellent

    horsen,thechildbydegreestothefatiguesof

    suchexercise.theboyhadaprettyridingdress,boughththe

    produoingookhisfirstlesson

    aiedbyhisfatherandbydeleine,pedandshouted

    aboutthelaateal

    festivalfortheuheboybroideredby

    her,alittleskyblueoveratfastenedbyapolishedleatherbelt,a

    pairof

    ingtobehold.

    alltheservaicjoy.thelittle

    heirsledathistherashepassedher,sitti,andquite

    fearless.thisfirstnlyactofachildtodeathhadoften

    seedsoheproseofasoundfutureedbythisride

    sohandso,sofresh,sorosy,arewardfor

    allhercaresthentoothejoyofthefather,edtorenewhis

    youth,andiledforthefirsttiinnylongnths;the

    pleasureshoanofthe

    lenonurts,tours,andhe

    boyheldthereins,shoutedtohi”bravo,nsieurlevite”all

    thisuother,andsheburstintotears;she,

    sohergriefs,iringher

    boyasheboundedravel,in

    thesunshineiny

    arnreservedly,andsaid:”ithinkihaveneversuffered.donot

    leaveustoday.”

    thelessonover,jaothersar;shecaughthibr >

    andheldhiightlytoher,kissinghiassionately.ih

    deleietagnifitbouquetsforthediablein

    honoroftheyoungequestrian.othesalonthe

    untesssaid:”thefifteenthofoctoberiscertainlyagreatdayh

    .jacqueshastakenhisfirstridinglesson,andihavejustsetthe

    laststitfuiturever.”

    ”then,blanche,”saidtheunt,laughing,”istpayyouforit.”

    heofferedherhisarndtookhertothefirsturtyard,where

    stoodanopencarriageherhadsenther,andforh

    theunthadpurchasedtanhad

    preparedthesurpriseakinghislesson.into

    thecarriage,andain

    roadtoeinan

    anxioustone,”iaoohappy;tohappinessislikeanillness,it

    overs;ifearityvanishlikeadrea”

    ilovedhertoopassionatelynottofeeljealous,iouldgive

    heothinginrageagainstselfilongedforsoansof

    dyingforher.sheaskedtotellherthethoughtsthatfilled

    eyes,anditoldherholy.sheoretouchedthanbyallher

    presents;thentakingtotheporti,shepouredfortinto

    heart.”loveasauntloved,”shesaid,”andthatwillbe

    givingyourlife;andifitakeit,stinoteverbegratefulto

    you

    ”iteifiapestry,”sheaddedaseredthe

    salon,yvows.”perhapsyoudo

    notknoidableapieceofenfind

    theoccupationsoflifeagreatresainsttroubles;the

    ofaffairsdistractstheirnd;butenhaveno

    supportile

    beforechildrenandhusbahe

    needofntrollinginephysicalexercise.in

    thishedepressiontofollo

    strainupontheralstrength,

    ...

    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twandlikeburstsof

    exyaregularlyasidrehe

    stitythoughtsandgavetospiritpest

    ragedanotonousebbandfloedtulateitsetions.

    toeverystite,doyounot

    uuch,ofyou,

    dearfriend.y

    eroidery.”

    thedinnerakenotice

    ofthejuedintoarheflowersihadarranged

    forhisagarland.histherpreteobejealous;ah,natalie,

    youshouldhaveseentheggracehhedearchild

    offeredtheoher.ieooneofbackgaon,

    ialoneagainstnsieuranddadertsauf,awas

    g.theyaiedalongtheroadtofrapesleinthe

    toniouseveningswhen

    ourfeelingsgaiheyloseinvivacity.itwasadayof

    daysinthispooranslife;aspothtnessen

    fortedherthoughtsinpainfulhours.

    soon,hoeasubjetention.the

    untessjustlyfearedtheuntsharshreprindstohisson.

    jacquesgrehin,darkcirclessurroundedhissblueeyes;rather

    thantroublehisther,hesufferedinsilence.iadvisedhiotell

    hisfatherheper;butthat

    expedientprovedunavailing,anditbeecessarytosubstitutethe

    oldhuntsnasateacherinplaceofthefather,h

    difficultybeinhispupil.angryreproachesand

    ionsbegaheuntfouforhisntinual

    plaintsinthebaseingratitudeofen;heflungthecarriage,

    horses,andliveriesinhisesaday.atlasta

    circeoccurredonanhhisnatureandhisdisease

    naturallyfastenedeagerly.thestofthebuildingsatthecassine

    aoriereprovedtobehalfaschagainastheestite.

    thisneonsieurde

    rtsaufinsteadoftohishegroundofaquarrel,h

    beganldlybutgreoreaereduntilitseedas

    thoughtheuntsdness,lulledforashortti,andingits

    arrearagesfrohepoorwife.

    thatdayihadstartedfrorapesleathalfpasttentosearchfor

    floadeleihechildhadbroughtthetothe

    porti,andieadows

    gatheriufloiful,buttoorare.retuing

    froyfinalquest,iuldnotfindlittlelieutenanthher

    ecapeandbroadpinksash;butiheardcrieshinthehouse,

    anddeleilyningout.

    ”thegeneral,”shesaid,gtheterherression

    ofdislike,”thegeneralissldinggoanddefendher.”

    isprangupthestepsoftheportiandreachedthesalonhout

    beingseehertheuntorhisadnssharp

    criesifirstshutallthedoors,theuedandfoundhee

    aseasherdress.

    ”neverrry,felix,”saidtheuntassoonashesae;”aanis

    ledbythedevil;thestvirtuousofthevilifit

    did;theyareallvile.”

    thenfolloentshoutbeginningorend.harkingbacktothe

    oldtroubles,nsieurdertsaufrepeatedthenonsehe

    peasantryagainstthene.hedeclaredthatifhe

    hadhadtheofclochegourdeheshouldbeteasrichas

    henoplaintsandinsults,heswore,he

    sprangaroundtheroonogagainstthefuitureanddisplag

    it;thenintheddleofasenteoppedshort,plaihat

    hisveryrroeltingaoney,

    histheuntesssledandlookedupward.

    ”yes,blanyexee;

    ianyoure;youarensterof

    hypocrisy.sheisslingdoyouknoiles,felix”

    ikeptsilendlookeddown.

    ”thatainued,anseall

    happiness;sheishaoyou,ashe

    pretendstobeynaandfulfilshe

    dutiesananddivine,ioseuponher;sheliestodandn.sheobligestogolongdistances,hopingtoe

    outandkeleavehertoherself;iaispleasingtoher,she

    hates;sheputsallherartintokeepingaher;shehas

    dedthroughtheprivationssheiosesonforeverything

    fliestopoorhead;sheiskillingbydegrees,ahinks

    herselfasaintandtakesthesateverynth”

    theuntessiliatedbythedegradationof

    then,toshekeptsayingforallansonsieur

    nsieur”

    thoughtheuntsadeblush,reforhihanfor

    hee,theystirredheartviolently,fortheyappealedtothe

    senseofchastityanddelicacyheveryandwoof

    offirstlove.

    ”sheisvirginatexpense,”criedtheunt.

    attheseonsieur”

    ”eanperiousnsieur”heshouted.”a

    notyoursterstitea”

    hecatohrustingforewolfshead,now

    hideous,forhisyelloadehibr >

    looklikeaher

    chairtothegroundtoavoidablogiven;she

    layatfulllengthonthefloorandlostnsciousness,pletely

    exhausted.theunturdererhebloodofhis

    victipurtinginhisface;hestoppedshort,beookthe

    pooraninar,alettakeher,asthoughhe

    feltuoopenthedoorof

    herbedrooextthesalon,asaihadered.iput

    theuntessonherfeetandheldherforantinonearpassing

    theotherroundheronsieurdertsauftooktheeider

    dothebed;theheredherandlaidher,

    stilldressed,onthebed.etoherselfshetioous

    tounfastenherbelt.nsieurdertsauffoundapairofscissors,

    andadeherbreathesalts,andsheopenedhereyes.

    theuherooreashadthansorry.twohourspassedin

    perfectsilence.heeshandlayinne;shepressedittone,

    butuldnotspeak.froitotisheopenedhereyesasifto

    tellbyalookthatsheobestillan

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    suddenly,foraninstant,thereseedage;sheroseonherelbow

    andanahifyoudidbutknow”

    shefellbabranceofherpastsufferings,

    joihepresentshock,threothenervous

    nvulsionsihadjustcaldbythegisflove,apohen

    uinctively.iheldherhgentle

    forehenervous

    tionse

    thatievertouchedit;theniagaintookherhandandsatlookingat

    therooallbropletz

    curtains,atthetoilettabledrapedinafashionno

    thenplacesofaattress.poetryiuld

    readinthatrooenunciationsofluxuryforherself;theonly

    luxurybeingitsspotlessarriednun,

    filledentshecrucifixof

    herbed,andaboveittheportraitofheraunt;then,oneachsideof

    theholyadebyherself,

    hlocksoftheirhairheytle.aretreatfora

    anade

    thehandsostofhersexjealoussuchberhe

    daughterofanillustriousfalyoutherdays,suhis

    ntinanguish,anddenyingherselfthelovethatghthave

    fortedher.hidden,irreparableforher

    slayer,tearsoftheslayerforhisvictiechildrenand

    a.theuntwas

    e;heseedtoseekasadiatingpoween

    hielfandhisyhands,exg,”stay,stayh

    us,felix”

    ”unfortunately,”isaid,”nsieurdechesselhasaparty,and

    absenceark.butafterdinneriu.”

    heleftthehouseetotheloehout

    speaking;thenheaingnottokno

    he,”forheavenssake,nsieurle

    te,lethernageyouraffairsifitpleasesher,anddont

    tornther.”

    ”ihavenotlongtolive,”hesaidgravely;”shesufferlong

    through;headisgivingway.”

    heleftinaspasfinvoluntaryselfpity.afterdinneri

    retuedfoeedertsauf,ter.if

    sucharriage,ifsuchses,how

    uldshesurvivetheongslourderhis

    duringthatdayiuoodthetorturesbyheuntwas

    es

    thesethoughtsstunned;iuldsaynothingtoheebywordof

    uth,butispentthenightiningtoher.ofthethreeorfour

    lettersthatieihavekeptonlythebeginningofone,hh

    istotoexpress

    nothing,andtospeaktooyselfonlytohave

    thoughtofher,itysoulwasin:

    todadertsauf:

    hoanythingsihadtosaytoyouhehousei

    thoughtofthentheinyourpresence.

    yes,ythoughtsnolonger

    inkeepingyoursoulensyour

    beauty;then,too,thehappinessofbeingnearyouissoineffable

    astoeffaeeetiaointo

    abroaderlife;iaikethetravellerbsarodsees

    beforehialkeiaddnew

    treasurestotreasury.therelies,ithink,thesecretoflong

    andinexhaustibleaffes.ilyspeaktoyouofyourself

    you.inyourpresenceiaoodazzledtosee,too

    happytoquestionhappioofullofyoutobeself,too

    eloquentthroughyoutospeak,tooeagerinseizingthepresent

    nttoreerthepast.youstthinkofthisstateof

    intoxieitsnsequentstakes.

    ,ihaveuragetosay,dear

    hee,thatnever,inallthenyjoysyouhavegiven,

    neverdiditastesuysoulerthat

    dreadfulsthan

    urage,youcatoyourselfalohetof

    yourchaere.ialone

    knoaanhroughtheportals

    ofdeathshereenterslifehthedahtintingher

    brooniesehoords,evenyour

    edpaltryhesoundofthatadoredvoi

    itselftheeingledhdivinensolations

    blessedhthegiftofyourfirstthought.iknewyouwere

    brilliantansplendor,butyesterdayifoundanew

    hee,ightbeneifgodso

    freedfrohebodilytraelsheardorsofthe

    soul.ahthouajesti

    thyprostratioerdayifoundsothingrebeautifulthan

    thybeauty,soresparklingthanthe

    lightofthineeyes,perfusforherearenowords

    yesterdaythysoulouldhave

    opeaheelivethereyesterdayilostthe

    respectfultiditye;thy

    usogether.then,hecrisispassed

    andthouuldstbearouratsphereoncere,ikwas

    tobreatheinunisonanyprayersroseupto

    heaveninthatntsinceididnotdieasirushedthrough

    spaan

    enthasleft

    riesburiedinsoulhneveragainwillreappearupon

    itssurfadleavetearless.yes,thefearsy

    soulparablygreaterthanall

    sorroe,justasthejoysh

    thouhastgiveealthoughtoflifewillbe

    forevergreaterthananyfuturejoygodybepleasedtogrant

    .thouhastdeprehendthelovedivihatsurelove,

    sureihandinduration,thatknoorjealousy.

    deepestlaothathiddenlife

    otions;itwasanawful

    thingtofindthisabyssattheopeningoflife,abottoessabyss,

    adeadsea.thisdreadfulaggregationofsfortunessuggestedny

    thoughts;atfirststepinto

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    parisonbystaseebr >

    petty.

    thedayeredthesalonsheherealone.shelooked

    atforant,heldoutherhand,andsaid,”friendisalways

    tootender.”hereyesgreoist;sherose,andthensheadded,ina

    toneofdesperateey,”nevereagain.”

    nsieurdertsaufesshadreveredher

    urageandserenity;butherpallorbetrayedthesufferingsofthe

    previousnight,ed,butinguished.thatevening

    shesaidto,asshepanleavesled

    behourfootsteps,”sorroited,”words

    parisohe

    fleetingdelightsofthepreviousweek.

    ”donotslanderlife,”isaidtoher.”ynorantoflove;love

    giveshappinesshshinesinheaven.”

    ”hush”shesaid.”ioknohingofit.theiderwould

    dieinitaly.ia

    thoughts;doroynfidence.he

    virtueofthepriestofafreen.”

    ”youkedrinktheheock”icried,takingherhandandlaying

    ito,ingfast.

    ”again”shesaid,hdrapainedher.”areyou

    deterodenythesadfortoflettinganched

    byafriendlyhanddonotaddtosufferings;youdonotkno

    all;thosethatarehiddehean

    youelancholydisgustthatfillshersoulwhenshe

    seesherselftheobjectofattentiohing,butare

    thoughttoatoneforall.forthefeedand

    caressed,thatiypardohasbeendone.iuldthen

    obtaioanyine,ho

    huliatedbyhishulity,bycaressesheaseassoonashe

    igihatihavefottenthatse.tooastersgoracestohisfaults”

    ”hiscris”iinterruptedquickly.

    ”isnotthatafrightfulnditioence”shentinued,h

    asadsle.”i

    liketheknightsstrikeafallenadversary.toseein

    thedustanonlytoenablehibr >

    todealotherblohisdegradatiohanhe

    suffershielf,tofeelourselvesdegradedifbysuch

    influenceforevenausefulend,tospendourstrength,toethe

    vigorofoursoulsinstrugglesthathavenograohaveno

    poontesah,betterdeath

    ifihadnochildreniyselfdriftonthechedcurrent

    ofthislife;butifile,eofthe

    stliveforthehoaybe.youtalktoof

    love.ahdearfriend,thinkofthehellintohishouldfling

    selfifigavethatpitilessbeing,pitilesslikeallweak

    e.thepurityofnductis

    strength.virtue,dearfriend,isholyerinhwegainfresh

    strength,froeloveofgod.”

    ”listento,dearhee;ihaveonlyaayhere,

    andiwish”

    ”ah,youantoleaveus”sheexclaid.

    ”youstknoyfatheriodoe,”ireplied.”it

    isnoonths”

    ”ihavenotuhedays,”shesaid,ontaryself

    abandonnt.thenshecheckedherselfandcried,”e,letusgoto

    frapesle.”

    shecalledtheuntandthechildreforashawl,andwhenall

    andsloovents,beca

    asactiveasaparisian,andartedinabodytopayavisitat

    frapesleheuntessdidnotootalkto

    dadechessel,unatelydiscursiveinheranshe

    untandnsieurdechesselnversedonbusiness.ihe

    fhtboastofhisittedno

    sus.hisneighborquestionedhibouthisprojected

    iroventsatthecassiherhetoriere.ilookedattheunt,

    ofionsofullof

    painfulriestoall,so.onthe

    ntrary,heexplainedhoadutyitobetterthe

    agriake

    thepresessalubrious;inshort,heglorifiedhielfhhis

    her.suchofscrupleina

    nainoccasions,uldbescrupulousenough,this

    oblivionofthedreadfulse,thisadoptionofideasagainsth

    hehadfoughtsoviolently,thisbeliefinhielf,

    petrified.

    ,”doyouexpecttoreveryour

    outlay”

    ”retha”heexclaid,hagesture.

    sutradisbeexplainedonlybythey.”

    hee,celestialcreature,.theunto

    beanofintelligeninistrator,anexcellent

    agriculturist;sheplayed,

    happyforherself.edyofpain,ockeryinthisdr

    i.laterinlife,hecurtainoftheworlds

    stagee,hoanyotherrtsaufsisahoutthe

    loyaltyandthereligiousfaithofthisn.strange,relentless

    poadn;toanof

    heart,oftruepoeticpassion,abasean;tothepetty,grandeur;

    tothisdentedbraiiful,sublibeing;tojuana,captain

    diard,ede

    beauseant,anajudtodadaiglent,herhusband;tothe

    rquisdespard,hiseaningofthis

    enig.ihaveransaysteries,ihavedisveredthereason

    ofnynaturallaedivinehieroglyphics;ofthe

    aningofthisdarksecretiknohing.istudyitasihe

    forfanindianbolistruofhisknown

    onlytothebrahns.inthisdreadsterythespiritofevilistoo

    visiblythester;idarenotlaytheblatogod.anguish

    irrediable,usentinte

    aeriousphilosopherberightdoestheirsticistain

    theexplanationofhunity

    theautuleaveshelastfehipassed

    inthevalley,daysofloetisobscurethe

    heavenoftouraine,sopure,soatthatfineseason.theevening

    beforedeparturedadertsauftooktotheterracebefore

    dinner.

    ”dearfelix,”shesaid,afterwe

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    theleaflesstrees,”youareabouttoeheouchhavelivedand

    knouch.donotthinkthatsolitarysoulsknohingofthe

    e:ifiao

    liveinandforfriendistdoiforhisheartandfor

    hisnsce.eerrules;

    thereforeletgiveyouafeother

    toherson.thedayyouleaveusishallgiveyoualetter,along

    letter,inyansthoughtsontheworld,on

    soen,ontherightthodsofetingdifficultyinthis

    greatas.prosenottoreadthisletter

    tillyoureaent,ohose

    sepossibletouand,buthwegrieve

    tofinddeciphered;leavethisvertaniwish

    towalkalone.”

    ”yes,iproseit,”isaid,kissingherhand.

    ”ah,”sheadded,”ihaveonereprosetoaskofyou;butgrantit

    first.”

    ”yes,yes”icried,thinkingitiseoffidelity.

    ”itdoesnotnceself,”shesaidslieess.

    ”felix,donotgaleinanyhouse,notterbe;iexcept

    none.”

    ”iall,”ireplied.

    ”good,”shesaid.”ihavefoueruseforyourtithanto

    ustsooneror

    laterbelosersyouwillinvariablywin.”

    ”howso”

    ”theletterile,ook

    froeradvicetheserioustocertainlyhavebeenthat

    ofagrandfather.

    theualkedtoforanhour,andprovedthedepthofher

    affeadeofnaturedurithree

    nths.sheperatedthereyheart,enteringithher

    ohetonesofhervoicehewords

    fellfroateallips,shoheirtoneasheir

    aninghoanytiesalreadyboundustoeachother.

    ”ifyouknehayishall

    follojoyishallfeelifyht,

    tearsistshedifyoustrikeagainsttheanglesbelievethat

    affehasnoequal;itisinvoluntaryadeliberate.ah,i

    ightseeyouhappy,poed,youo

    alivingdrea”

    shedee

    boldlytothesurface,yettheyivetheslightest

    hopeeventoayoungnthirstingforpleasure.igntortured

    flesh,sheshedtherays,uing,inrruptible,ofthedivine

    love,isfiesthesoulonly.sherosetoheightsherthe

    pristiio

    reachheranstneedshave.

    ”inallthathappenstoiyself,”isaid,”y

    heesay”

    ”yes,ihestarandthesanctuaryboth,”shesaid,alluding

    tothedreaofchildhood.

    ”yhtandreligion,”iyall.”

    ”no,”sheanshesourceofyourpleasures.”

    shesighed;thesleofsecretpaihe

    slaveontarilyrevolts.frohatdayforthshee,not

    relybeloved,butonlylove;sheyheartasa

    ahersbydevotionorbyexcessof

    pleasuregiven;butsheyheartitself,itwasallhers,a

    sothingneyscles.shebecatoas

    beatricetotheflorehespotlesslauratotheveian,the

    therofgreatthoughts,thesecretcauseofresolutionshsaved

    ,thesupportoffuture,thelightshininginthedarknesslikea

    lilyinahosehighresolveshpass

    throughflas,eanstancy

    likelignystovanquishnquerors,toriseabovedefeat,toweary

    thestroler.

    theday,havingbreakfastedatfrapesleandbadeadieutokind

    hosts,iedertsaufhad

    arraodriveetotours,e

    nightforparis.duringthedrivetheuntess;she

    pretefirsttohaveaheadache;thensheblushedatthe

    falsehood,andexpiateditbysayingthatsheuldnotseego

    etostaywhenever,in

    theabsenightlongtoseethevalleyofthe

    indreoncere.edheroically,houtapparenttears,but

    jacques,herdelicatechildrenouched,began

    tocry,an,pressedherthershand.

    ”dearlittleone”saidtheuntess,kissingjacquespassionately.

    erdinneraabledesire

    knoe.ihiredahorseandrodefrobr >

    tourstopontderuaninanhourandaquarter.there,ashadof

    folly,idisunted,andonfootalongtheroad,stepping

    cautiouslylikeaspytillireachedtheterrace.theuntess

    there,andiiginedherill;ihadkeptthekeyofthelittlegate,

    byingdohestepsoftheporti

    hthetobreatheinsadlyandslohetender

    lanontiingsun.

    ”ther,hereisfelix,”saiddeleine.

    ”yes,”iyselfayat

    toursilluldseeyou;indulgeadesirethatina

    feoreiuldnotgratify.”

    ”heother,”e.

    ”hush”saiddeleine;”ifyoukesuoisethegeneralwill

    e.”

    ”itisnht,”shesaid.”folly”

    thetearsinhervoitofustbecalleda

    usuriousspeculationoflove.

    ”ihadfottehiskey,”isaidsling.

    ”thenyouu,”shesaid.

    ”adeher

    drophereyelidsforallanswer.

    ileftherafterafeontspassedinthathappystuporofthe

    spiritationendsaasybegins.ihlagging

    step,lookingbackateveryhesuitofthehill,

    isaeiruckhthentrastit

    preseoethere.thenit,

    thenitgloedlikehopesanddesires.

    initiatednoyseily,sharingtheanguish

    ofachristianniobe,sadysouldarkened,isaw

    thevalleyinthe

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