1984(英文版)
作者:[英]乔治·奥威尔
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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw:纷飞的樱花瓣整理

    附:本作品来自互联网,本人不做任何负责内容版权归作者所有

    1984

    i

    itith,hisuzzledintohisbreastinanefforttoescapethevileenteringalong.

    thehalleltofboiledats.atoneendofitalouredposter,teforindoordisplay,hadbeentaousfaetreanofaboutfortyfive,oustadruggedlyhandsofeatures.adeforthestairs.itesitydriveinpreparationforhatetheove.bigbrotherishecaptiohitran.

    iheflatafruityvoianoblongtalplaquelikeadulledrroredpartofthesurfaed,buttherepletely.hevedovertotheallish,frailfigure,theagrenessofhisbodyrelyehasizedbytheblueoverallsoftheparty.hishairurallysanguine,hisskinroughenedbyarsesoapandbluntrazorbladesandtheldoftheerthathadjustended.

    outside,eventhroughtheshutedtobenolourinanything,exandiherediatelyopposite.bigbrotheriseddoatter,hoattered.

    behielesittedsiltaneously.anysoundthatade,abovethelevelofaverylooreover,solongasherei.ho,thethoughtpolieinstinadeoventscrutinized.

    eerythatshouldtellhier,theirbedsitesbshadber:nothingreinedofhisostlyunintelligible.

    thenistryoftruthnitrue,inneanyotherobjeidalstruonstooditpossibletoread,pickedoutonitsefaelegaering,thethreeslogansoftheparty:

    e

    freedosslavery

    ignorarength

    thenistryoftruthntaisabovegroundlevel,andrrespondingrafiansionsyouuldseeallfouroftheiltaneously.theyesofthefournistriesbete,eduinistryofpeace,aintainedlaicaffairs.theias,irue,nipax,niluv,andy.

    thenistryofloveetreofit.itpossibletoenterexazeofbarbedents,steeldoors,andhiddens,ardhjoiruns.

    ontuedroundabrupt

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twly.hehadsethisfeaturesintotheexpressionofquietoptisntothetinykitell,asofesericespirit.selfforashodgulpeditdoedie.

    instantlyhisfaent,hooreathetabledraarbledver.

    forsoreasoelesal,intheendainoutsidetherahetelesthethingthathetodo.

    butithadalsobeensuggestedbythebookthathehadjusttakenoutofthedraoothyquarterofthetoeerandhadbeenstrieersarket,itpossibletogetholdofinanyothereheeinhisbriefcase.evenprosingpossession.

    thethingthathep.usedevenfnatures,andhehadproplybeypaperdeservedtobeveryshortpossibleforhispresentpurpose.hedippedthepenintotheinkandthenfalteredforjustasend.atrerhadghhisboarkthepaperallcluylettershee:

    april4th,1984.

    hesatba.tobeginustberoundaboutthatdate,sihisagehirtynine,andhebelievedthathehadbeenboin1944or1945;butitopindoehinayearortwo.

    for,itsuddenlyotoindhoveredforantroundthedoubtfuldateonthepage,aetohihoeaningless.

    forsotihesatgazingstupidlyatthepaper.thetelesilitarysierelytohavelostthepoself,buteventohavefottenakingreadyforthisnt,andithadneverindthatanythingilessnologuethathadbeenrunninginsidehishead,literallyforyears.atthisnt,hoonologuehaddriedup.reoverhisvariseuled.thesends,theitusidaslightboozinesscausedbythegin.

    suddenlyhebeganperfectlyaallbutchildishhandingstraggledupanddohepage,sheddingfirstitscapitallettersandfinallyevenitsfullstops:

    april4th,1984.lastnighttotheflibedsouantryingtosa,firstyousathroughtheheliptersgunsights,theuedpinkandhesankassuddenlyasthoughtheholeshadletintheer,audienceshoutinghlaughterhenyou

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twsaiddleagedanghthavebeenajes.littleboysandfhilthoughsheeveringhipassuldkeepthebulletsoffhithenthehelipterplanteda20kiloboinangtheerrifiusthavefollothepartyseatsbutaandoheprolepartofthehousesuddenlystartedkigupafussandshoutingtheydidntoughterofshonotinfrontofkidstheydidntitaintrightnotinfrontofkidsitaintuntilthepolicetuedhertuedheroutidontsupposeanythinghappeoheobodycarestheprolessaytypicalprolereatheynever

    p.hedidnotknoadehiouroutthisstreafrubbish.buttheoryhadeahediarytoday.

    ithadhappehatingatthenistry,ifanythingsonebulousuldbesaidtohappen.

    itent,inthe.oheeoftenpassedintherridors.hedidnotkhek.presublysinessees.anarroblefthejuniorantisexleague,esrouheveryfirstntofseeingher.hekneosphereofhotheiressionofbeingredangerousthanst.onandforanthadfilledhindthatsheghtbeaofthethoughtpolice.that,itixedupinitas.

    theotherpersonannadobrieheinnerpartyandholderofsopostsoiortantahatideaofitsnature.antaryhushpassedroupofpeopleroundtheidableappearananner.hehadatrieindefinables,ghthavereanhissnuffbox.esinalstasnyyears.hefeltdeeplydra,andnotsolelybeehoalone.adethesllestefforttoverifythisguess:ihereontlaelybehind.

    theahideous,grindingspeeenstrous.ithatsetohonedgeandbristledthehairatthebackofohehatehadstarted.

    asusual,thefanuelgoldstein,theehepeople,hadflashedontothesodeath,andhadsteriouslyessofthetdaytoday,buttherealtraitor,theearliestdefilerofthepartyspurity.allsubsequeers,perhapsevensoitouredinsohidingplaoiaitself.

    onsdiap

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twhragxtureofetions.itallgoateebeardaightbetakeninbyit.heandingtheiediatenofthepress,freedofassely,freedofthought,heoreneeerallyuseinreallife.andallthearyroenuptothesurfailar.thedullrhythedthebackgroundtogoldsteiingvoice.

    beforethehatehadproationsehalfthepeopleiheselfsatisfiedsheeplikefaatis,oelesanderofavastshadoy,anundergroundependiufalltheheresies,ofplyasthebook.butonekneours.herthebrotherhoodnorthebookeerentionifthere.

    initssendhehaterosetoafrenzy.peopleaddeniingvoiouthonter,seedtofloaeofablop.thus,atoshisheart,andallthatedtohiobetrue.atthosentshisseedtotoedlikesosinisterenter,capablebytherepohestructureofcivilization.

    itonts,tosthepilloare,thefa.vivid,beautifulhalluioforeover,herealizededtoaskyoutoencircleit,therebolofchastity.

    thehaterosetoitseltedintothefigureofaeurasiansoldierwho

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twseedtobeadvaningtoutofthesurfaeofthepeopleinthefro,draeverybody,thehostilefigureltedintothefaousta,andsovastthatitalstfilledupthes.nobodyhearderelyafeent,thesortofhatareutteredinthedinofbattle,notdistinguishableindividuallybutrestnfidehefactofbeingspokehefaceofbigbrotherfadedaeadthethreeslogansofthepartystoodoutinboldcapitals:

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    freedosslavery

    ignorarength

    butthefaedtopersistforseveralsendsonthespaediately.thelittlesandyhairedanhadflungherselfforulousrrthatsoundedlikesavioursheextendedherartohes.thensheburiedherfaherhands.itthatsheteringaprayer.

    atthisiregroupofpeoplebrokeintoadeep,sloiuroussound,sohoedtohearthestaofnakedfeetahrobbingoftoo.forperhapsasotion.partlyitntotheayofbigbrother,butstillreiteansofrhythan.anditontthatthesignifitthinghappenedif,ididhappen.

    ntarilyheistakablessagehadpassed.itindshadopenedahoughtsootheotherthroughtheireyes.iadtobesayingtohiiknopt,yourhatred,yust.butdontonyoursideaheflashofintelligenceableaseverybodyelses.

    thatthebelief,orhope,thatothersbesideshielfiesoftheparty.perhapstheruursofvastundergroundnspirayth.sodayshebelievedinit,sodaysnot.therepsesthatghtananythingoothing:snatallventofthehandightbeasignalnition.itaginedeverything.hehadgoaryntaind.iterableevent,inthelockedlonelinessinolive.

    selfandsatupstraighter.heletoutabelch.theginhisstoch.

    hiseyesrefoped,aoothpaper,printinginlargecapitals

    dohbigbrother

    dohbigbrother

    dohbigbrother

    dohbigbrother

    dohbigbrother

    overandain,fillinghalfapage.

    heuldnothelpfeelingatoredangerousthaialaoedtotearoutthespoiledpagesandabandoerprisealtogether.

    hedidnotdoso,hoadenodifferehatntainedallothersihoughteightdodgesuccessfullyforasoonerorlatertheyogetyou.

    itajorityoftheregisters,everyrerdofeverythingyouhadeverdoenfotten.youed:vaporizedheusualword.

    forantheeria.hebeganinginahurrieduntidyscrawl:

    theyllshootidohebackoftheneckidontcaredohbigbrothertheyalyouinthebackofthen

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tweckidontcaredohbigbrother

    hesatbaself,andlaiddooartedviolently.therethedoor.

    alreadyhesatasstillasause,iilehopethatightgoapt.butno,theknogpinglikeadrubuthisface,froonghabit,ovedheavilytohedoor.

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    asheputhishandtothedoorknob.itudgethecreapaperbyshuttingthebookheink.

    hedre.alourless,crushedlookingan,handingoutside.

    oh,rade,shebeganinadreary,ein.doyouthinkyouuldeacrossandhavealookatourkitsinkitsgotblockedupand

    itefloor.seradebuteenoinstinupressionthatthereateurrepairjobsostdailyirritation.viansionsy.repairs,exitteesendingofawoyears.

    ofurseitsonlybee,saidsparsonsvaguely.

    theparsonsflatpledonlook,asthoughtheplaal.gasiedintahoontotheepersonnotpresentatthent.inanotherroooonebandapieusictheteles.

    itsthechildren,saidsparsons,castingahalfapprehensiveglahedoor.theyhavetoday.andofurse

    shehadahabitofbreakingoffhersentenrsparsonslookedonhelplessly.

    ofurseiftohedputitrightinant,shesaid.helovesanythinglikethat.heseversogoodis.

    parsonsployeeatthenistryoftruth.heanofparalysingstupidity,assofieoreeventhanohoughtpoliaostayoninthespiesforayearbeyoute.atthenistryheployedinsosubordifortteeandalltheothertteesengagedinanizingnityhikes,spontaneousdenstrations,savingsunityafterhehadgone.

    haveyougotaspannersaidon,fiddlinghthenutontheanglejoint.

    aspanner,saidsparsoelybeingiebrate.idontknosure.perhapsthechildren

    thereplingofbootsandanotherblastohe.sparshtthespanner.anhairthathadblockedupthepipe.heedhisfingersasbestheuldihetapand.

    uphyourhandsyelledasavagevoice.

    ahandso,toughlookingboyofninehadpoppedupfroehiableandeureentofofthespies.onraisedhishandsabovehishead,buteanour,thatite.

    youreatraitoryelledtheboy.youreathoughtines

    suddenlythey,shoutingtraitorandthoughtovent.itehobollingoftigercubsahereofcalculatingferocityintheboyseye,aquiteevidentdesiretohitorkiandansciousnessofbeingverynearlybigenoughtodoso.itarealpistolheonthought.

    sparsonseyesflittednervouslyfroenoticedhihatthereactuallyinthecreas

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twesofherface.

    theydogetsonoisy,shesaid.theyredisappointedbe.andto.

    hehangingroaredtheboyinhishugevoice.

    toseethehangingtoseethehangingtedthelittlegirl,stillcaperinground.

    soeurasianprisuiltyofes,eered.thishappenedaboutonrsparsonsahedoor.buthehadnotgonesixstepsdoethinghitthebaetoseesparsinghersonbatothedoorheboypocketedacatapult.

    goldsteinbello.butoststruansgreyishface.

    bathetelesilitaryvoitsoftheneingfortressbeenanchoredbethefaroelslands.

    ustleadalifeofterror.anotheryear,tptoofunorthodoxy.nearlyallnotenden.alltheirferoinals.itostnorlforpeopleoverthirtythteheiroesdidnotisingrerkanddenousparentstothethoughtpolice.

    thestingofthecatapultbullethadethioeinthediary.suddenlyhebeganthinkingofobrienagain.

    yearsagohoustbehehaddreadthathe.andsooingtoonesideofhiadsaidashepassed:eetintheplaand.hehade,inthedreatheade.itedtotakeonsignifiberthathehadseenobrienforthefirstti,noruldhereeroutofthedark.

    oingsflashoftheeyesitpossibletobesurey.nordiditeveergreatly.there,reiortanttharue.

    thevoipetcall,clearaiful,floatedintothestagnantair.thevoitinuedraspingly:

    attentionyourattention,pleaseaarrivedfrohelabarfront.ourforsouthindiahaveauthorizedtosaythattheaayeasurabledistasend.hereisthenewsflash

    badneing,thoughtentthat,asfroextthirtygraestoty.

    oryofthelostcholatecrashedintooia,tisforthee.youostandtoattention.hopositionhewasinvisible.

    oia,tisfortheegaveusiebexplodedapresent.

    doutabilityofthepast.hefeltasthoughhe,lostinanstrousselfonster.heaginable.an:

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    freedosslavery

    ignorarength

    hetookateslogaheeyespursuedyou.onins,onstas,ontheversofbooks,onbanners,onposters,andoresinsideyourskull.

    thesunhadshiftedround,andtheriad,lookedgristheloopholesofafortress.hisheartquailedbeforethee

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twnoruspyradalshape.ited.athousandroaginary.andinfrontofhiherelayhbutannihilation.thediaryselftovapour.onlythethoughtpoliceery.hoakeappealtothefutureousribbledonapieceofpaper,uldphysicallysurvive

    thetelesustleaveies.hehadtobebackateenthirty.

    ingofthehourseedtohaveputne.heeobsaage.hebacktothetable,dippedhispen,ande:

    tothefutureortothepast,toatienaredifferentfroheranddonotlivealooatiruthexistsandisdoneotbeundone:

    froheageofuniforty,froheageofsolitude,froheageofbigbrother,froheageofdoublethiings

    heedtohihatitulatehisthoughts,thathehadtakenthedecisivestep.thensequencesofeveryactareincludediitself.hee:

    thoughteisdeath.

    noselfasadeadnitbeenosiiryaan,probably:soonelikethelittlesandyhairedanorthedarkhairedgirlfrohefientghtstartandcarefullyscrubbedtheinkahthegrittydarkbrohereforeedforthispurpose.

    heputthediaryaakesureoved.

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    other.

    hest,hethought,havebeentenorelevenyearsoldotherhaddisappeared.sheasandgnifiberedespeustevidentlyhavebeenshefirstgreatpurgesofthefifties.

    atthisnthisthereplaeerhissisteratall,exofa,ovingdhthedarkeningahebutalltheontsthidetheroightforever.heustdieihatheghtreinalive,andthatthisoftheunavoidableorderofthings.

    heuldhatinsootherandhissisterhadbeensaeeersofafalystoodbyoherothersrytoreathisheartbe,ehoeerhootion,nodeeporplexsorroedtoseeinthelargeeyesofhistherandhissister,lookingupathihroughthegreensdoillsinking.

    suddenlyhereveningsthatheolehillhereandthere.intheraggedhedgeontheoppositesideofthefieldtheboughsoftheelreesasseslikeenshair.soovingstreainginthepoolsuherees.

    thegirlingtoaeoreoffherdisdainfullyaside.herbodyooth,butitarousednodesireinhiindeedhebarelylookedatit.inthatinstantiratiestureedtoannihilateawhole

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twentofthearthattooe.onhthewordshakespeareonhislips.

    thetelesberoftheouterpartyreasihehesooiedhislungssopletelythatheuldonlybegihingagainbylyingonhisbadtakingaseriesofdeepgasps.hisveinshadshtheeffortoftheugh,andthevariseulcerhadstarteditg.

    thirtytroupyappedapiergfelevoice.thirtytrouptakeyourplaces,please.thirtiestoforties

    shoes,hadalreadyappeared.

    arbendingandstreteby.oeon,rades,putabitoflifeintoitohreefourohree,four...

    thepainoftheughingfithadnotquitedrivenoutofindtheiressiondebyhisdreaahentsoftheexereesbaentperiodofhisearlyberedhugeevehedetailofinap,hadbeendifferent.airstripone,forinstance,hadnotbeensocalledinthosedays:ithadbeencalledenglandorbritain,thoughlondofairlycertain,hadalalledlondon.

    eeratierieseieertheraiditself,buthedidreerhisfathershandother,inhersloy.sheergedintoanoisy,croobeatubestation.

    thereetalbunks,oneabovetheother.otherandfatherfoundtheelvesaplaanoldnandanoldananhadonadeveryedtobreatheoutofhisskinihingthatedied,hadjusthappealsoseedtohihathekneeoheoldnlovedalittlegranddaughter,perhapshadbeenkilled.everyfeiheoldrepeating:

    .isaidso,,didntithatsesoftrustingeisaidsoallalong.oughttoavetrustedthebuggers.

    buteer.

    sihsduringhiseofeeredvividly.buttotraont,possible,siionofanynntthaihisnt,forexale,in1984ifitittedthatthethreepoebeengroupedalongdifferentlines.aopossible.

    thefrighteningthing,herefleeasheforeretortureah

    thepartysaidthatoiahadneverbeeninalliah,kneeasfouryearsago.buthatknoonly

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twinhisoustsoonbeannihilated.andifallothersaetalethentheliepassedintohistoryaruth.ory.realityntrol,theycalledit:innehink

    standeasybarkedtheinstructress,alittleregenially.

    stohissidesandsloindslidapletetruthfulnessultaneouslyttobentradi,touselogioralitytoit,tobelievethatdeainatthentptlytetitagain:andaboveall,toapplythesaproed.eventouandthehinkinvolvedtheuseofdoublethink.

    theinstructresshadcalledtheoattentionagain.andnothehips,please,rades.owo...

    erelybeenaltered,ithadbeenaoryhetriedtoreeriionofbigbrother.hethoughtitsthavebeenatsotiiies,butitpossibletobeotorberateien,thatistosayithadbeeis,indeed,youuldputyeronadefinitelie.itple,asediyhistorybooks,thatthepartyhadiedaeroplanes.hereeredaeroplanessiaryproofofthefalsificationofanhistoricalfadonthatoccasion

    sthscreadtheshretheteles.6079sthease,thee.

    asuddenhotsainedpletelyinscrutable.nevershoaynevershoentasingleflickeroftheeyesuldgiveyouasaboveherheadandoneuldnotsaygracefully,butarkablenessandeffitoverandtuckedthefirstjointersunderhertoes.

    there,radesthatshoeagain.ihirtynineandivehadfourberourboysonthelabarfrontandthesailorsinthefloatingfortressesjustthinkrade,thatschbetter,sheaddedenuraginglyason,einseveralyears.

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    uttering,bleitsuthpiealldersofpaperatictubeontherighthandsideofhisdesk.

    intheallpibutatshortintervalsineveryrridor.forsoreasontheyedryholes.eryholeanddropitin,airtotheenorusfuaceseherecessesofthebuilding.

    ihefourslipsofpaperessageofonlyoinistryforintealpurposes.theyran:

    tis17.3.84bbspeechlreportedafricarectify

    tis19.12.83forecasts3yp4thquarter83sprintsverifycurrentissue

    tis14.2.84ylquotedcholaterectify

    tis3.12.83repbbdayorderdoubleplusungoodrefsunpersonsreefullefiling

    hafaintfeelingofsatisfaon

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twlaidthefourthssageaside.itatters,thoughthesendoneeansotedihlistsoffigures.

    bersoeleses,atiessageshehadrethetisofthesevehofrandhadlaunprediesofthehofdeptiongoodsinthefourthquarterof1983,entoftheaakingthegreeessage,itreferredtoaverysileerrorinutes.asshortatiagoasfebruary,thenistryofplentyhadissuedaproseastotiseaetiinapril.

    assoonasintothepieheinalssageandanyhathehielfhadde,anddroppedthentotheryholetobedevouredbytheflas.

    eshadbeenasseledandllated,thatnuerphlets,posters,leaflets,fil,soundtraentationightnostnutebyhepastadebythepartyuldbeshoentaryevide,everalloainonrerd.allhistorypsest,sesight,beent,orstakenpropheade.eventhe,atedoriliedthatanaitted:alisprints,orsquotationshtierestsofaccuracy.

    butainistryofplentysfigures,iterelythesubstitutionofooftheterialthatyouueyouakethepoutofyourhead.forexale,thenistryofplentysforeillionpairs.theaubersofbootsall.everythingfadedaeuain.

    all,preannadtillotsonouthveryouthpieceofthespeakselfaeles.helookedup,andhisspectaclesdartedahostileflashinonsdire.

    entdidnotreadilytalkabouttheirjobs.inthelong,ofvoicesrringintospeakondidnotevehoughhedailysahurryingtoandfrointherrid

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twestiesofpeopleild,ires,seideologient.beyond,above,belosofagiudeofjobs.theresseitatingvoientofthepastshouldbepreserved,thatonefalsified,aherrubbedoutofexistence.

    andthererdsdepartnt,afterall,aryjobs,textbooks,teless,plays,ion,instruent,frostatuetoaslogan,frolyritoabiologia,aertainntgenerally.hereostnothingexeandastrology,sensationalfivesoozialsongsposedentirelybyber,otherthanthoseittedtolookat.

    threessageshadslidoutofthepibeforethet.oing.

    athetidelicatepieceseryinateofesleadingarticles,essagethathehadsetasideearlier.itran:

    tis3.12.83repbbdayorderdoubleplusungoodrefsunpersonsreefullefiling

    inoldspeakorstandardenglishthisghtbereherepofbigbrothersorderforthedayiisofdeakesrefereoentpersoyourdrafttohigherauthoritybeforefiling.

    ed,hadbeeheinnerparty,hadbeensiforspetiona,sendclass.

    threenthslaterffonly,peopleplydisappearedandallestecasestheyghtnotevenbedead.perhapsthirtypeoplepersonallyknoeoranother.

    ent:agaiilespeasterbrainintheinnerpartyotiontheplexprocessesofcrossreferengthatarerdsah.

    ondidnotkence.perhapsbigbrothererely

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw小说站  www.xsz.twgettingridofatoopopularsubordinate.perhapseonehadbeensuspeent.theonlyrealestheyainatlibertyforasepublionybeforevanishing,thistiforever.hers,hoplytoreversethetendencyofbigbrothersspeech.itakeitdealethingtotallyuedhitsinalsubject.

    heghttuthespeeinals,butthatetriuhofoverproduightpliueratingsohule,rankandfilepartyerplerateradeogilvy.itradeogilvy,butafeience.

    ont,thenpulledthespeakandbegandiiliarstyle:astyleatonptlyansradesthelessoalprinitate.

    attheageofthreeradeogilvyhadrefusedalltoysexinaltendenplatearksonthepurityandsinglendednessofradeogilvyslife.heoker,hadnorenasiuandhadtakenaveaobeinpatibleinlifeexyaingdoinals,andtraitenerally.

    erit:intheendhedecidedagainstitbecauseoftheunnecessarycrossreferengthatitail.

    ohiellhijobashielf.thereradeogilvy,uniginedanho,asenbutnotlivingones.radeogilvy,eevidence,ascharlegneorjuliuscaesar.

    v

    ihegrilleattheuhesteafsteepforth,etallithereallbar,areholeiehelargenip.

    justthenionsback.

    hetuedround.ite,ent.perhapsfriendrades:butthereeradeseousteafexpertsnopilingtheeleveionoftheneallerthanon,oufulandderisive,edtosearchyourfacecloselyoyou.

    iedtoaskyouheryoudgotanyrazorblades,hesaid.

    notonesaidonhasuiltyhaste.ivetriedallovertheplace.theydoanylonger.

    everyoaskingyouforrazorblades.afornthspast.atanygivenntthereeneoreorlessfurtivelyonthefreerket.

    ivebeenusingthesabladeforsixruthfully.

    thequeuegaveanotherjerkfaiookagreasytaltrayfropileattheendoftheunter.

    didyougoaheprisonershangedyesterdaysaidsy.

    ionindifferently.ishallseeitontheflicks,isuppose.

    averyiesubstitute,saidsy.

    hisgeyesrovedoveronsface.ikosay

    ...
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    小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw,iseethroughyou.iknoeouslyorthodox.heyvillages,andtrialsandnfessionsofthoughtinistryoflove.talkingtohitterofgettinghisuchsubjedentanglinghiifpossible,ieicalitiesofnehoritativeandiing.ontuedhisheadalittleasidetoavoidthescrutinyofthelargedarkeyes.

    iterenise.

    nex,pleaseyelledtheeapronedprolehtheladle.

    epushedtheirtraysbehegrille.ontoeailklessvictoryffee,andonesacchariablet.

    theresatableoverthere,uhatteles,saidsy.letspickupaginontheway.

    thegininhandlelessetaltoppedtable,ononeerofeonehadleftapoolofsteessthathadtheappearanit.ugofgin,pausedforaninstanttollespokeagaintilltheyhadetiedtheirpannikins.frohetableateolikethequagofaduck,.

    hoethenoise.

    sloe.intheadjectives.itsfasating.

    hehadbrightenedupiediatelyatthentionofneookuphishunkofbreadinonedelicatehandandhischeeseiher,andleanedacrossthetablesoastobeabletospeakhoutshouting.

    theeleveionisthedefinitiveedition,hesaid.,everyday.tingthelanguagedoeobsoletebeforetheyear2050.

    hebithungrilyintohisbreadandsouthfuls,thenntinuedspeakied,hiseyeshadlosttheiry.

    itsabeautifulthing,thedestrus.afterall,plytheoppositeofsoother”plusgood”verstheaning,or”doubleplusgood”ifyouethingstroill.ofursesalready.butinthefinalversionofneherellbenothingelse.iheionofgoodnessandbadnessy,onlyoneyouseethebeautyofthat,ohought.

    asortofvapideageessflittedaeiediatelydete.

    youhaventarealappreciatiosadly.evehosepiecesthatyouesoccasionally.theyregoodenough,buttheyretranslations.inyourheartyoudprefertosticktooldspeak,eaning.youdontgraspthebeautyofthedestruofallereveryyear

    pathetiselftospeak.sybitoffanntofthedarklouredbread,chebriefly,andon:

    dontyouseethattheofhoughteaningsrubbedoutandfotten.already,intheeleveion,thatpoint.buttheproe.itsrelyaquestionofselfdiscipliyntrol.butiherepleteysticalsatisfa.hasiteveroccurredtoyou,anbeingandsuversationaswearehavingnow

    exceptbeganondoubtfully,aopped.

    ithadbeenoipofhistoosayexself,notfeelingfullycertainthatthisrerkee,hohetosay.

    theprolesarenothunbeings,hesaidcarelessly.by2050earlier,probablyallrealkure

    ...
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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twofthepasterelyethingdifferent,butaethingntradictoryofisslavery”hasbeenabolishedtheateofthoughteansnotthinkingnotneedingtothink.orthodoxyisunnsciousness.

    ohesedays,thoughtoneoointelligent.heseestooclearlyaooplainly.thepartydoesnotlikesuchpeople.onedayheisteninhisface.

    anorselesslyaanaobeeagerlyagreeingtitotiesuthanthatheheldsoiortantpostinthefient.heanofaboutthirty,usobileuth.hisheadthestreafsoundthatpouredoutofhisuthitostiossibletodistinguishasieandfinalelinationofgoldsteiniserkedoutveryrapidlyand,asitseed,allinonepieandingsteerasuresagainstthoughtightbefulnatingagainsttheatroy,heghtbepraisingbigbrotherortheheroesonthelabarfrontitdenodifferen.itansbrainthatingoutofhisistedofitspeethetrueseeredinunnsciousness,likethequagofaduck.

    syhadfalleforant,ahertablequackedrapidlyon,easilyaudibleinspiteofthesurroundingdin.

    thereisae,idontknoeanings.appliedtoanoppo,itisabuse,appliedtosooneyouagreeh,itispraise.

    uionablysyedespisedhindslightlydislikedhiandasathoughtberdidnotapproausiesbeehere,yearsaeegrasped,evenforthreesends,thenatureofhis,erethanst.zealenough.orthodoxyonsciousness.

    sylookedup.hereesparsons,hesaid.

    sothingioneofhisvoiasupossiblenottothinkofhisbeingdressedintheblueshreyshirt,andredneonesapledkneesandsleevesrolledbas.parsonsdid,indeed,invariablyreverttoshortsnityhikeoranyotherphysibothellofsoisturestoodoutalloverhispinkfaehadproducedastripofpaperonnofudyingithaninkpencilbetweenhisfingers.

    lookathithingabittoobrainyfor,iexpee.

    ationey.aboutaquarterofonessalaryhadtobeearrkedforvoluntarysubscriptions,erousthatitwasdi

    ...
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    小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twffi.

    forhateakinganallouteffoingtoputonatrendousshoyfaultifoldviansiohavethebiggestoutfitofflagsintheised.

    onfoundandhandedovertallnotebook,ihandingoftheilliterate.

    bytheiflyatyouagooddressingdoidtakethecatapultaagain.

    ithileupsetatnotgoingtotheexecution,saidon.

    ah,eantosay,sho,buttalkaboutkeennessalltheythinkaboutisthespies,andtheinedidlastsaturday,stedthehike,ahean.theykeptonhistailfortershahandedhivertothepatrols.

    ephantly:

    kiddesureheekindofeghthavebeendroppedbyparachute,forinstaheresthepoint,oldboy.inthefirstplaceshespottedheartforanipperofseven,eh

    ansaidon.

    ah,thatiuldntsay,ofurse.butiadethetionofaingarifle,andclickedhistoheexplosion.

    good,saidsyabstractedly,hisstripofpaper.

    ofurseaffordtotakeces,agreedondutifully.

    eantosay,thereisawaron,saidparsons.

    asthoughinnfirtionofthis,atruetthetelesilitaryvie,butrelyanannouninistryofplenty.

    radescriedaneageryouthfulvoice.attention,radesptiongoodsshooingthereonstrationsarchedoutoffactoriesandoffidparadedthroughthestreetseofthepletedfigures.foodstuffs

    thephraseouees.ithadbeenafavouriteoflatepet.heuldnotfolloesapossibletofillapipetothetop.enthehadshuthisearstothereteoisesaofthetelesesasaal.theeyelesses.sy,tooinsoreplexesery

    thefabulousstatistioreorehouses,refuiture,reokingpots,refuel,reships,rehelipters,rebooks,rebabiesreofeverythingexerablebodies;batteredtaltablesandeineveryellofbadginandbadffeeandtallioriesofanythilydifferent.inanytithatheuldaiopieerythatthingshadoncebeendifferent

    helookedroueenagain.nearlyeveryone

    ...
正文 第17节
    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twillhavebeenuglyevenifdressedotherblueoveralls.onthefarsideoftheroosittingatatablealone,asll,aoside.housedidens,blondhaired,vital,sunbut,ajorityofpeopleinairstriponeall,dark,andillfavoured.itpyn,groovents,andfatinsinionoftheparty.

    theannouninistryofplentyendedonaruetbytheboardntoffigures,tookhispipeoutofhisuth.

    thenistryofplentysehave

    notone,saidebladeforsixyself.

    ah,thoughtidaskyou,oldboy.

    sorry,saidon.

    thequatheable,teorarilysile,hadstartedupagain,asloudasever.forsoreasohinkingofsparsons,eenblythroughthelabyrinthinerridorsofnistriesthey,too,thefieohihathekneadeforsurvival,iteasytosay.

    atthisinasidelonghcuriousiy.theinstantshecaughthiseyeshelookedawayagain.

    thes.itostatohereafterdiatelybehindhindkesureherheingloudlyenough.

    hisearlierthoughtretuedtohiprobablysheeerofthethoughtpoliuethingtohide.inanycase,toproperexpressiononyourfacetolookincredulousplee,italled.

    thegirlhadtuedherbaagain.perhapsafterallsheabout,perhapsittokingitafterustnotbeehadfoldeduphisstripofpaperandstoa.parsonshadbeguntalkingagain.

    didievertellyou,oldboy,hesaid,ofhispipe,aboutthetiifiretotheoldrketansskirtbeylittlegirlbroughtoheotheighttrieditoutonoursittingroooor,aherightidea,eh

    atthiselesainingtobacfelloutofonscigarette.

    vi

    oninginhisdiary:

    itpthathardlygaveanylight.shehadayoungface,paintedverythick.ite,theask,andthebrightredlips.partyenneverpainttheirfaces.therehestreet,andnoteless.shesaidtwodollars.i

    forthentit,tryingtosqueezeoutthevisionthatkeptreptationtoshoutastringoffilthyightblaerythatentinghi

    youry,hereflected,wasyour

    ...
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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.two.atanyensioninsideyouevisiblesytohethoughtofanhehadpassedireetafean,apartyer,agedthirtyfivetoforty,tallishandthihinkingattheti:thatpoordevilisdonefor.andostdeadlydangerofallalkinginyoursleep.therethat,sofarasheuldsee.

    hedrehandoning:

    ientkit.therepoable,tueddownverylow.she

    histeethultaneouslyaninthebasentkitarried,atanyrate:probablyhestillarried,sofarashekobreatheagaiuffyodourofthebasentkitaginedasdoingso.onlytheprolesusedst.inhisndthesllofitixeduphfoication.

    eanfiveyearsinaforp:notre,ifyouhadttednootheroffenuergedanddespisedeiscuitybeteers.butthoughthisesthattheaccusedinthegreatpurgesinvariablynfessedtoitagineanysuchthingactuallyhappening.

    theaifthepartyerelytopreventnandenfrloyaltiesightnotbeabletontrol.itsreal,uhesexualauy,insiderriageasarriagesbeteershadtobeapprovedbyatteeappointedforthepurpose,andthoughtheprinarriageinoroperation,likehavihisagaineerfroiteantaltogetherseriously,butsohoednaturalthatitshouldbeso.andasfarastheeyseffortscessful.

    hethoughtagainofkatharistbeennearlyelevenyearssinehearried.theyhadoogetherforaboutfifteennths.thepartydiddivorce,butitratherenuragedseparationincasesherehildren.

    katharis.shehadabold,aquilinefaighthaveatelythanhekpeoplethatshehadoststupid,vulgar,etyndthathehadeverenuntered.shehadnotathoughtinherheadthatbeedherinhisoiheuldhaveenduredlivinghherifithadnotbeenforjustohingsex.

    assooouauspressioing.itbarrassing,and,afteraainanindhifitintheing,assothingustnotbefotteesforit.oneakingababy,ahereround.butluckilynochildappeared,andintheendsheagreedtogiveuptrying,andsoonafterheyparted.

    onsighedinaudibly.hepickeduphispenagainande:

    shethreinaryiarse,h

    ...
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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tworribleagine,pulledupherskirt.i

    hesaselfstandingthereinthedialight,ellofbugsaontixedupanofhisoostunthinkableevent.theenofthepartyaspartyloyalty.byesandldatsartialsi.hisreasontoldhihattherestbeexceptions,buthisheartdidnotbelieveit.theypreghepartyintehattheyshouldbe.andoreeventhantobeloved,ed,e.eventohaveaharine,ifheuldhaveachievedit,ion,althoughshewashiswife.

    buttherestofthestoryhadgottobetendoe:

    ituedupthela.

    afterthedarkhefeeblelightoftheparaffinlahadseedverybright.forthefirsttiheuldseetheanproperly.hehadtakeoinghere.itoertheyghtbeont.ifheeheretodo

    ithadgottobeplightanightask.thereouthhadfallenalittleopen,revealingnothingexceptacaveousblaess.shehadall.

    heehurriedly,inscrabblinghanding:

    whenisae.

    hepressedhisfingersagainsthiseyelidsagain.hehadadenodifferehetherapyhadnotoshoutfilthythetopofhisvasever.

    vii

    ifthereishope,eon,itliesintheproles.

    ifthereustlieintheproles,beasses,85peries,hadnoingtogetherorevenofidentifyiher.evenifthelegendarybrotherhoodexisted,asjustpossiblyitght,iteersuldeverasseleinlargeuersthaalookintheeyes,aninflexionofthevoiustotodoita

    hereeredhoendousshoutofhundredsofvoiasidestreetalittleidableingohereverberationofabell.hishearthadleapt.itsstartedhehadthought.ariottheprolesarebreakinglooseatlastontthegeneraldespairbrokedoultitudeofindividualquarrels.itappearedthatohestallshadbeensellingtinsaupedandjostledbytherest,akeoffouredrouall,aandofhavingresauingdoesauent,hteningpoonlyafeattered

    hee:

    untiltheybeenscioustheyenscious.

    that,herefleohepartytextbooks.thepartybondage.beforetherevolutiontheyhadbeenhideouslyoppressedbytheatteroffaultaneously,truetotheprinals,bytheappliselves,like,asortofanarriedattiddleagedatthirty,theydied,forthestpart,atsixty.heavyphysibling,filledupthehoriz

    ...
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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twonoftheirnds.tokeepthenntrolovedalongthespreadingfalseruursandrkingdoinatingthefeingdangerous;butnoattetadetoindoaketheetisdid,theirdislednoajorityofprolesdidnoteveelesinalityinlondon,aongtheprolestheelves,itportanoralstheyofthepartyposedupontheprosatter,evenreligiousittediftheproleshadshoalsarefree.

    rsparsons,andbeganpyingapassageintothediary:

    intheolddaysitran,beforethegloriousrevolution,londoniserableplaceastersonnothingbutstalebreadcrustsander.

    butinangallthisterriblepovertythereenanyasthirtyservantstolookafterthetheseritheyuldthrointoprison,ortheyuldtakehisjobatodeath.assir.thechiefofallthecapitalistsheking.and

    buthekionofthebishopsintheirlainerobes,thepillory,thestoayorsba,andthepraaenoctis,entionedibookforchildren.itanories.

    houanbeiestinyouroeothertitheysthavebeendifferent.itstruodelifeplyitsbareness,itsdinginess,itslistlessness.life,ifyoulookedaboutyou,borenoreselaofthetelesber,atterofsloggingthroughdrearyjobs,fightingforaplaaeslogauallyphing,perseilliondustbins,andxedupanhlinedfadhablockedepipe.

    hereaoreple,thattoday40peredthattheinfantrtalityrateightveryightneverhavebeenaasatophat.

    everythingfadedintost.thepastetruth.justonhislifehehadpossessedaftertheevent:thatistakableevidenceofanactoffalsification.hehadheldi

    ...
正文 第21节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twtbetusthavebeenatanyrate,iteharinehadparted.butthereallyrelevantdateyearsearlier.

    thestoryreallybeganintheddlesixties,theperiodofthegreatpurgesinself.alltheresthadbythattibeenexposedastraitorsandunterrevolutionaries.goldsteinhadfledandplydisappeared,ajorityhadbeenexees.asurvivorsennadjones,aaronson,andrutherford.itsthavebeenin1965thatthesethreehadbeeed.asoftenhappeheyhadvanishedforayearorre,sothatonedidnotknoiheelvesintheusualyatthatdate,too,theenebezzlentofpublieers,intriguesagainsttheleadershipofbigbrotherportant.allthreehades,analysingthereasonsfortheirdefeisingtokeands.

    sotiaftertheirreleaseintheself,relitheheroiouroftheundergroundstruggleandtheefaedhabsolutecertaintytoextinhinayearortothehandsofthethoughtpoliceeverescapediheyingtobesentbacktothegrave.

    there.itostiressedousitationofhisearliernner,as,starvioan,aneofgreasygreyhair,hisfaed,ehesthavebeenierong;obebreakingupbeforeoneseyes,likeauntaincruling.

    iteerhoetobeiy.atinnysiotionless,neverspeaking.uhe,estarted.andthen,forperhapshalfanuteinall,sothinghappeheteleseintoitbutitethinghardtodescribe.itindoncalleditayellotheteleswassinging:

    uhespreadinuttree

    isoldyouandyousold:

    thereliethey,andhereliewe

    uhespreadinuttree.

    thethreeirred.butehenoticed,hakindofinnotknoheshuddered,thatbothaaronsonandrutherfordhadbrokennoses.

    alittlelaterallthreetheveryntoftheirrelease.attheirsendtrialtheynfessedtoalltheiroldentofpaperohersandthenfotteanthehadflatteouthesaesofabouttenyearsearlierthetophalfofthepage,sothatitiyfuniddleofthegroupistakingtheinanycasetheias.

    thepointenhadnfessedthatonthatdatetheyhadbeenoneurasiansoil.theyhadfloaseeeersoftheeurasiangeneralstaff,totheyhadbetrayediortantlitaryseidsuerday;buttheustbeonrerdinuherplacesashenfessionswerelies.

    ofurse,thiseagihatthepeoplettedthee

    ...
正文 第22节
    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twuldhavebeenpublishedtotheadeknown.

    hehadgoraighto,hehadvereditupthepointofvieheteles.

    hetookhissentedalltheeaoryhole,aloherinute,perhaps,itbledintoashes.

    thatedtohiokeadifferenory.hepartysholdupolessstrong,heednolongerhadoed

    buttoday,supposingthatituldbesohoitsashes,thephhtnotevenbeevidenenhadbetrayedtheiruntry.sinberhoany.verylikelythenfessionshadbeenreallestsignifiareposturediateadvantagesoffalsifyiatetiveysterious.hetookuphispenagainande:

    iuandhouandwhy.

    heanytisselfplyanorityofooiithadbeenasignofdobelievethattheearthgoesroundthesun;today,tobelievethatthepastisinalterable.heghtbealoneinholdingthatbelief,andifalohenalunati:thehhtals.

    hepiost,todenytheevidensoonerorlater:thelogiftheirpositionde.hevalidityofexperienonsense.andightberight.for,afterall,hoakefourorthattheforinditselfisntrollablethen

    butnohisurageseedsuddenlytostiffenofitsoind.hekaintythanbefore,thatobrienierthatfact.

    thepartytoldyoutorejeand.hisheartsankashethoughtoftheenoruspo,theeaseie,thesubtlearguntsu,hee:

    freedosthefreedoosaythattakefour.ifthatisgranted,allelsefollows.

    viii

    frooofapassagethesllofroastingffeerealffee,notviefloatingoutintothestreet.ellasabruptlyasthoughithadbeenasound.

    hehadetresoverpavents,andhisvariseulberofyourattendane,ahatekindofnalreandeinistrythebalnessoftheaprilairhadtetedhitheskyerbluethanhehadseenitthatyear,andsuddenlythelong,noisyeveningatthees,theleedintolerable.oniulsehehadtuedathebusstopandselfangunksandhardlybinionhewasgoing.

    ifthereishope,hehadingba,statentofasticaltruthandapalpableabsurdity.heewherei

    ...
正文 第23节
    台湾小说网  www.192.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twnthevague,brostothenorthaofentandehoongthebbles.inandoutofthedarkdooredinastonishingnuersgirlsinfullblooouths,andyouthsene,andoldbentothers.perhapsaquarteroftheonstrousensfoldedacrossthelrapronsalkingoutsideadooroncaughtscrapsofionasheapproached.

    ”yes,”isaystoer,”thatsallveryyplaeaseprobleasigot.”

    ah,saidtheother,thatsjestit.thatsjestis.

    thestridentvoiinhostilesilearystiffening,asatthepassingofsounfaliaranil.theblueoverallsofthepartyuldnotbeansightinastreetlikethis.iightstopyouifyouhappeorunintotheyiseeyourpapers,radeedidyouleaveeandsoonandsoforth.notthatthereebyanunusualroute:butitodratentiontoyouifthethoughtpoliceheardaboutit.

    suddenlythetion.thereallsides.peopleaoutofadoorovent.atthesainstantaniinalikeblacksuit,ergedfrosidealley,rantoon,pointiedlytothesky.

    stearheyelled.lookout,guvnovereadlaydok

    steareereason,theprolesappliedtoroselfonhisfaekindofinstihepaventheave;ashoentsofglassfrohewindow.

    hebhaddelishedagroupofhouses200tresupthestreet.ablaokehunginthesky,andbeloingaroundtheruins.thereentaheadofhiandintheddleofitheuldseeabrightredstreak.p,thehaelybleaplastercast.

    hekitheirgriseforthasllofurine,saedbyaprojeeniddleoheoldingafoldedupheexpressionontheirfaedalstonthepointofblows.

    tyoubleedingberendinginsevenaintonths

    yes,itas,then

    no,itasnotbaforovertdoberendinginseven

    yes,asevenasber.fourohseven,itendedin.itondweekinfebruary.

    februaryyrandtherigotitalldober

    oh,packitinsaidthethirdn.

    theyetres.theyousprizes,ellionsofprolesforthelotteryainingalive.itulahereenadealivingsilybysellingsyste,forecasts,andluckyalets.allsunicatioofoiaandahisdifficultte.

    butifthereanbeingspassingyouonthepavem

    ...
正文 第24节
    小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw小说站  www.xsz.twentthatitbeeeadinofshoutingvoienteeredai,anddoinutesaallstationersshopnotfarahispenholderandhisbottleofink.

    hepausedforantatthetopofthesteps.ontheoppositesideofthealleythereerelyatedabutaan,ustbeeightyattheleast,hadalreadybeenddleaged.iyitselfthereanypeopleleftedbeforetherevolution.theeionhadstlybeeeintelleebapulsetookholdofhiheanaioellaboutyourlifelikeinthosedayshierthantheyarenoheyworse

    hurriedly,lestheshouldhavetitobeefrightened,hedesellofsourbeerhithinthefae.behindhisbaeofdartsinterrupteditselfforperhapsasanhehadfolloekindofalteranousforear.aknotofothers,standingroundhglassesintheirhands,gthese.

    iarstyouan,straighteninghisshoulderspugnaeyouaintgotapintgintheolebleedingboozer

    andeisapintsaidthebarn,leaningforhthetipsofhisfingersoer.

    arkatiallsisselfabarnanddontknoapintissthealfofaquart,andtheresfourquartstothegalloeachyouthea,b,ext.

    neverheardofesaidthebarnshortly.litreandhalflitrethatsallheglassesontheshelfinfrontofyou.

    ilikesapint,persistedtheoldn.youuldadraeoffapinteasyenough.avethesebleedinglitresan.

    whenyouanan,ers.

    thereedtodisappear.theoldnsutteringtohielf,aogentlybythear

    yiofferyouadrinkhesaid.

    yent,saidtheother,straighteninghisshouldersagain.heappearednottohavenoti.pintof.

    thebarnseofdartsenatthebarhadbeguntalkingaboutlotterytiadesureofassoonashe.

    ”euldadraeoffapint,gruledtheoldleddouch.itstartsbladderrunnialoheprice.

    yousthaveseegessinceyouan,saidoively.

    theoldnspaleblueeyesvedfrohedartsboardtothebar,andfrohebartothedoorofthegents,asthoughitthatheexpectedthegestohaveoccurred.

    thebeeran,ldbeerocallit.thatheourse.

    saidon.

    itsallanvaguely.hetookuphisglass,andhisshouldersstraightenedagain.”eresheverybestofealth

    inhisleanthroatthesharppointedadaappledeasurprisinglyrapidupanddoovent,andthebeervanished.anappearedtohavefottenhisprejudiceagainstdrinkingafulllitre.

    youarevery,saidusthavebeenagroanbeforeieeryagedontreallyknoes.inbooks,andayrue.ishouldlikeyouropiniononthat.thehistorybookssaythatlifebeforetherevolutioelydifferentfrostterribleoppression,injustiassofthepeopleneverhadenought

    ...
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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twoeatfroirthtodeath.halfoftheadntevenbootsontheirfeet.they.andatthesatithereheyophats

    theoldnbrightenedsuddenly.

    topatshesaid.funnyyoushouldntiohioeadoerday,idonoeiysisterinlaustabeenfiftyyearsago.ofurseitheoccasion,youuand.

    itisntveryiortantaboutthetophats,saidonpatiently.thepointis,thesecapitaliststheyahingcalledaiails.youhadtotakeyourcapoff.everycapitalistabouthagangoflackeyswho

    theoldnbrightenedagain.

    laetisgotoydeparkofasundayafteooheblokeskingspeey,ronyenas.ofurseeothelabourparty,youuand.

    onhadthefeelingthattheyalkingatcrosspurposes.

    noorelikeahunbeingintheolddays,therichpeople,thepeopleatthetop

    theouseoflords,putintheoldnrely.

    thehouseoflords,ifyoulike.askingis,plybecausethey”sir”andtakeoffyourcap

    theoldnappearedtothinkdeeply.hedrankoffaboutaquarterofhisbeerbeforeanswering.

    yes,hesaid.theylikedyoutotou.itshoyself,butidooftenenough.hadto,asyoughtsay.

    andonlyquotiintothegutter

    oneofeushedonan.irellepsintoie,eputsisandoneuhedays,andione,only

    asenseofhelplessookholdofansryalldayatioyhisthtstillbetrue,afterafashioeveelytrue.hedealastattet.

    perhapsihavenotdeselfe;youlivedhalfyourlifebeforetherevolution.in1925,forinstahatlifein1925terthanitisnoolivethenoow

    theoldnlookedditativelyatthedartsboard.hefinisheduphisbeer,resloello.

    ikosay,hesaid.youexpeostpeopledsaytheydsoonerbeyoung,ifyouarsteyougotyourealthandstrengthytioflifeyouainthi,andbladdersjestterrible.sixaisanightitasoutofbed.oherand,theresgreatadvantagesinbeingaoldn.youaintgotthesaen,andthatsagreatthing.iaintadaanfoearonthirtyyear,ifyoudcreditit.norore.

    orebeeransuddenlygotupandshuffledrapidlyintothestinkingurinalatthesideoftherootheextrahalflitre.iptyglass,andhardlynotiillionuselessthings,aquarrelate,ahuntforalostbioryfailedandofthepartytohaveirovedthenditionsofhunlifehadgottobeaccepted,becausetheredid,andneveragai,anystanda

    ...
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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twrdagainstuldbetested.

    atthisnthistrainofthoughtstoppedabruptly.hehaltedandlookedup.heongddiatelyabovehisheadtherehungthreedislouredtalballsedtoknoheplace.ofurseheandingoutsidethejunkshopthediary.

    at.ithadbeenasuffiselfbyopeningthediary.atthesatihenoticedthatalthoughiteeppedthroughthedoorioned,heuldplausiblysaythatheryingtobuyrazorblades.

    theproprietorhadjustlightedahangingoillaell.heanofperhapssixty,frailandboildeyesdistortedbythients,andthefaekindofliteraryn,orperhapsasi.hisvoiceajorityofproles.

    iregnizedyouonthepavent,hesaidiediately.yourethegehatboughttheyoungladyskeepsakealbuthatlaid,itusedtobeadeforoh,idaresayfiftyyears.hepeeredatohetopofhisspectacles.isthereanythingspecialidoforyouordidyoujusttolookround

    ionvaguely.ijustlookedin.idontanythinginparticular.

    itsjustasadeanapologetiightsay.bete,theantiquetradesjustaboutfinished.nodendanylonger,andnostoetalstuffsstlybeenlteddoseenabrassdlestiyears.

    thetinyinterioroftheshopfortablyfull,butthereostnothinginitoftheslightestvalue.thefloorspaalltableintheerightinplight,andhepickeditup.

    itpofglass,akingalstahesphere.thereaghecurvedsurface,thereone.

    isitsaidon,fasated.

    thatsral,thatis,saidtheoldn.itsthaveefroheindiaintheglass.thatadelessthanahundredyearsago.re,bythelookofit.

    itsabeautifulthing,saidon.

    itisabeautifulthing,saidtheotherappreanythatdsaysonoeeroney.butgeiquesnohefehatsleft

    diatelypaidoverthefourdollarsandslidthevetedthingintohispoedtopossessofbelongingtoaedifferentfrohepresehesoft,rainustonisingthing,forapartyertohaveinhispossession.anythingold,andforthattteranythiiful,anhadgroorecheerfulafterreceivingthefourdollars.onrealizedthatheedthreeoreventwo.

    theresanotherroopstairsthatyoughtuit.justafehalightifairs.

    helitanotherla,as.onnoticedthatthefuitureeanttobelivedin.therechairdraantelpiederthe,ousbedattressstillonit.

    yanhalfapologetie.

    hephighup,soastoilluhe,andinthediighttheplahadaasortofnostalgia,asortofaohihathek

    ...
正文 第27节
    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twnelikethis,inanarhairbesideanopenfirehyourfeetinthefenderaleonthehob;utterlyaloerlysecure,hnobodygyou,novoicepursuingyou,nosoundexceptthesingingofthekettleandthefriendlytigoftheclock.

    theresnotelesurring.

    ah,saidtheoldn,ineverhadohosethings.tooexpensive.andineverseedtofeeltheneedofit,sohohatsaelegtableihere.thoughofurseyoudhavetoputneifyouedtousetheflaps.

    thereallbookcaseiherer,ahersideofthefireplace,oppositethebed.

    erestedinoldprintsatallhebegandelicately.

    eaihepionts.itseedvaguelyfaliar,thoughhedidhestatue.

    thefrasfixedtothean,butiuldunscreforyou,idaresay.

    iknoiddleofthestreetoutsidethepalaceofjustice.

    thatsright.outsidethelabedinoh,nyyearsago.ite,stethingslightlyridions,saythebellsofstts

    sthatsaidon.

    esandlens,saythebellsofstsdoesofchurches.allthelondonchurchesalltheprincipalohatis.

    pressive,ifitatiperiodarbooks.statues,inserialstohenasofstreetsanythingthatghtthroaticallyaltered.

    ineverknehadbeenachurch,hesaid.

    theresalotoftheeft,really,saidtheoldn,thoughtheyvebeenputtootheruses.noegoahivegotit

    ”esandlens,saythebellsofstts,

    youoethreefarthings,saythebellsofstrtins

    ”there,noallpperin,lookedsothinglikeat.

    inssaidon.

    strtinsthatsstillstanding.itsinvictorysquare,alongsidethepicturegallery.abuildinghakindularpordpillarsinfront,andabigflightofsteps.

    usedfandadisplaysofvariouskindssbsandfloatingfortresses,yatrocities,andthelike.

    strtinsinthefieldsitusedtobean,thoughidontrelleyfieldsanyhoseparts.

    e,ue.buthelingeredforsonutesre,talkingtotheoldn,e,hedisvered,ighthavegatheredfroheinsred,ehehadbeenintendingtoaltertheheeeredrhykeptrunningthroughonssaythebellsofstartinsiteoneghostlysteepleafteranotherheseedtoheartheealingforth.yetsofarasheuldreerhehadneverinreallifeheardchurchbellsringing.

    hegotarennthestreetbeforesteppingoutofthedoor.hehadalreadydeuphisndthatafterasuitableintervalanth,sayheoredangerousthanshirkinganeveningatthetre.theseriouspieceoffollyhadbeentoebackhereinthefirstplace,afterbuyingthediaryandhoutkheproprietoroftheshopuldbetrusted.however

    yes,hethoughtagain,heebae,andrery.eventhelunatiupstairsflashedntarilythroughhisndagain.forperhapsfiveseatiouingtoanirovisedtune

    esandlens,saythebellsofstts,youoethreefarthings,saythe

    suddenlyhisheartseedtotutoietresathefidepart

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twnt,thegirlstraightintheface,then.

    forafeove.theuedthtandontthathe.shesthavefollohere,beetresdistantfronyquartereerslived.itplyanateurspyaattered.it.probablyshehadseenhiointothepubaswell.

    itpofglassinhispocketbangedagainsthisthighateachstep,andheiakeitoutandthroinuteshehadthefeelingthathepassed,leavingadullachebehind.

    thestreetthatthegirlhadonlypassedhihreenutesagoandthatbyrunningheuldprobablyakinganyphysiunity.allheequicklyado.

    itainattthetelesabrassyfelevoicearbledverofthebohoutsuccesstoshutthevoiceoutofhisnsciousness.

    iteforyou,alepeopledidso.nyofthedisappearananbodyontighthavesilenityofhisdangerhehadlostthepothatinntsofy,butaladensepossible.anditisthesa,heperber,onasinkingship,theissuesthatyhtingforarealingonttontstruggleagainsthungerorldorsleeplessness,againstasourstochoranagtooth.

    heopehediary.itportahingdoanoelesaatteriftheykilledyouatonerashedteeth,andbloodyclotsofhair.

    eitbeddedinfutureti

    hetriedoresunuptheigeofobrieheplaptlyfelloutontohistongue,abitterdustintohisnd,displa,prote:

    e

    freedosslavery

    ignorarength

    ix

    itiddleoftheing,andonhadleftthecubicletogotothelavatory.

    asolitaryfigureingtofroheotherendofthelong,brightlylitrridor.itenearerhesaelourasheroveralls.probablyshehadent.

    the

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正文 第29节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twyetresapartbledandfellalstflatonherfa.ilkyyelloouthstoodoutredderthanever.hereyesorelikefearthanpain.

    aotionstirrediny:infrontofhialso,aure,inpainandperhapsont,ithadbeenasthoughhefeltthepaininhisownbody.

    yourehurthesaid.

    itsnothing.aritllbeallrightinasend.

    shespokeasthoughherhearttering.shehadcertainlytuedverypale.

    youhaventbrokenanything

    no,illright.ithurtforant,thatsall.

    sheheldoutherfreehandtohiandhehelpedherup.shehadregainedsoofherlour,andappearedverychbetter.

    itsnothing,sherepeatedshortly.ionlygaverade

    aarysurprise,forihingintohishand.thereethingsllandflat.ashepassedthroughthelavatorydoorhetransferredittohispocketahthetipsofhisfingers.itoasquare.

    anaged,orefingering,togetitunfolded.obviouslytherestbeassageofsokindoedtotakeitintooheorecertainthatthetelesstinuously.

    heentofpaperinutes,hetoldhielf,fiveheveryleasthisheartbuedinhisbreastereroutiherectificationofalonglistoffigures,notneedingcloseattention.

    ekindofpolitiorelikely,essagesinsuns,asuiedesthethoughtpoliekindofundergroundanization.perhapsthebrotherhoodexistedafterallperhapsthegirlindintheveryinstantoffeelingthesoreprobableexplanationhado.ahatthessageprobablyahstill,thattrelingasherredhisfiguresintothespeake.

    herolledupthepletedbuictube.eightnuteshadgoneby.hereadjustedhisspectaclesonhisnose,sighed,anddre,edhanding:

    iloveyou.

    forseveralseingthingintotheryhole.akesurethatthehere.

    fortherestoftheingitindonaseriesofnigglingjobsthetelesellofsteoftalkaboutthepreparationsforhateodelofbigbrothershead,tetresadefortheoarktoberepeated.juston,andhedidnotlookinthatdireagain.

    theafteoonorebearable.iediatelyafterluheinnerparty,orethantindaltogether.thentheryofherfaunitynfooleryofadiscussiongroup,playedtesoftabletennis,sforhalfanhourthroughalectureentitleding

    ...
正文 第30节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twsopulsetoshirkhiseveningattheinorriskssuddeupid.iteandihedarkhetelessolongasyoukeptsilentthatheothinkntinuously.

    itthathadtobesolved:hoeeting.hedidnotnsideranylohepossibilitythatsheghtbelayingsokindoftrapforhihekakableagitatioe.obviouslyshehadbeenfrightehtbe.nordidtheideaofrefusingheradvanind.onlyfivenightsagohehadedsshingherskullinportan.hehadiginedherafoollikealltherestoftheherheadstuffedatthethoughtthatheghtloseher,theightslipahirethananythingelseplyoveatchessated.uniginutesofreadie;buthink,heonebyohoughlayingoutaroentsonatable.

    obviouslythekierthathadhappehisinguldnotberepeated.ifshehadentitghthavebeenparativelysile,buthehadonlyaverydideaeshelefteethersoe;buttotrytofolloeeanlaboutoutsidethenistry,ails,itessagesthatite,letaloneheraddress.finallyhede,nottooheteless,andightbepossibletoexgeafeords.

    fora.odayshedidnotappearielyuelesedtobeafflient,everysound,everyntaesfethielfforteastretighthavettedsuiplyhave.

    thedayshereappeared.herarintotheeoneinfrontplainingthathehadnotre.ahrepeatedthevoiededintohis.selfsshingapiiddleofit.thegirlstablefilledupafeier.

    butshesthaveseenhingtoepladiatelyaheadofhinthequeueall,sovilelikeeranakingstraightfirlstable.hishopessankagaihingilensappearaable.entthereendouscrash.thelittlensofsoupandffeealignantglaup.butit.fivesendslater,hathunderi,onti

    ...
正文 第31节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twngatthegirlstable.

    hedidnotlookather.heuno.a.sheind,shesthaveighthaveflinspeakingifatthisnthehadnotseeh,thehairyearedpoet,plyroundtherooleforth.thereinuteinurrlookedup;steadilytheyspooheouths,ahefeessaryes.

    edoyouleavework

    eighteenthirty.

    vionunt.

    itsfullofteless.

    itdoesheresacrowd.

    anysignal

    no.doountilyouseeangalotofpeople.anddontlookat.justkeepsoe.

    e

    nieenhours.

    allright.

    aleforthfailedtoseeadeoff,okeacigarette.

    n,atthetopofanonhorsebaarti,readingorpretendingtoreadaposte.iterepeoplehadasoedtoberunningablyroundthelionsatthebaseofthenuntandjoiherush.eshoutedrerksthatanvoyofeurasianprisonersassing.

    alreadyadensessofpeoplealtisthekinde,shoved,butted,squirdhisslengthofthegirl,buttheousproleandanalstequallyenorusan,presublyhisedtofornierableselfsideaodrivehisshoulderbet.forantitfeltasthoughhisentrailsuscularhips,thenhehadbrokenthrough,s.

    alonglirusedongolianfaittently.thegirlsshoulder,andherarightdoostnearenoughforhiofeelitsth.shehadiediatelytakeneexpressionlessvoiererreasilydroblingofthetrucks.

    e

    yes.

    yougetsundayafteoonoff

    yes.

    thenlistehis.gotopaddingtonstation

    ilitarypre,sheoutliheroutethatheetresalongtheroad:agateissing;apathaeerallthatsherredfinally.

    yes.

    youtuleft,thenright,theagain.aesgotnotopbar.

    yes.e

    aboutfifteen.youyhavetoeereverything

    yes.

    theaasquickasyou.

    shehavetoldhihat.butforthenttheyuldrithepartyersaasia,al.oerallyneversaexorethanantarygliseofthenordidonekheapartfrohefeinals:teotherssilyvanished,presublyintoforps.theroundgolfaoversesan,hisfaceassofgrizzledhair,standingupright,asthoughheohavi

    ...
正文 第32节
    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twngtheoundtogether.itosttiforont,dthen,herhaforhisandgaveitafleetingsqueeze.

    ituldnothavebeentensends,aseedalongtithattheirhaoleaeverydetailofherhand.heexploredthelongfiheshapelynails,theoothfleshuhefeelingitheeinstantitothathedidnotkishadblueeyes.totuhisheadandlookatherongthepressofbodies,theystaredsteadilyinfrontoftheandinsteadoftheeyesofthegirl,theeyesoftheagedprisazedufullyatonoutofsofhair.

    x

    eethedroningdoves.

    heallyhavebeen.presublysheuldbetrustedtofindasafeplaethatyouuesthereihepapersofanypartyertheyfoundthereandaskedathestationhehaddesurebyryousfaly.rangingfrotoothlessgreatgraoantholdbaby,goingouttospendanafteooter.

    thelaeheof,are.hekdoepartlytopassthetiaavagueideathatheet.hehadgottogetherabigbunighthavebeenfolloerall.tolookroundosho.hepickedanotherandanother.ahandfelllightlyonhisshoulder.

    helookedup.itustkeepsilent,thenpartedthebushesandqui,.evennoedquitelikelythatshe.alreadyohestationtheysunshinehaddehieeldirtyaiolated,aetothefalleshehadspokenof.thegirlhoppedoverandforcedapartthebushes,intobeanopening.onfollopletely.thegirlstoppedandtued.

    hereweare,shesaid.

    heoveoher.

    ididntikehiddenthere.idontsupposethereis,butthereuldbe.theresalheceofohoseshere.

    hestillhadnottheuragetoapproachher.hereherepeatedstupidly.

    yes.lookatthetrees.theyallashes,etihadbeencutdothickerthanonesikein.besides,ivebeenherebefore.

    theyakiion.hehadoveclosertoheoveryupright,ileonherfacethatlookedfaintlyironical,asthoughsheedtohavefallenoftheiroookherhand.

    ontididntknoreallylike,e

    yes,easily.

    ihirtynineyearsold.ivegotahatitgetridof.ivegotvariseveins.ivegotfivefalseteeth.

    iuldntcareless,saidthegirl.

    the,its.atthebeginninghehadnofeelingexsabouthisneck,shedarling,preciousone,lovedone.hehadpulledherdoerentact.allhefeltyandpride.heha

    ...
正文 第33节
    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twtthis,heuroundhis.

    neverheresnohurry.unityhike.ifanyoneingyouuldhearthehuresaway.

    esaidon.

    julia.iknoith.

    hohatout

    iexpee,ebeforethatdayigaveyouthenote

    hedidnotfeelaiontotellliestoher.itoflovetostartoffbytellingthe.

    ihatedthesightofyou,hesaid.iurderyouafterashingyourheadinagihatyouhadsothingtodohthethoughtpolice.

    thegirllaugheddelightedly,evidentlytakingthisasatributetotheexcellenceuise.

    notthethoughtpoliceyoudidntholythinkthat

    yeneralappearancerelybecauseyoureyoungandfreshahy,youuandithoughtthatprobably

    youthoughtieer.pureines,nityhikesallthatstuff.andyouthoughtthatifihadaquarterofainalayoukilledoff

    yes,sothingofthatkind.agreatnyyounggirlsarelikethat,youknow.

    itsthisbloodythingthatdoesit,shesaid,rippingoffthesething,shefeltinthepoallslabofetioranotherhehadtasted.thefirsterypindoroubling.

    thisstuffhesaid.

    blagoodatgas.iroopleaderinthespies.idovoluntaryhreeeveningsahejuniorantisexleague.hoursandhoursivespentpastingtheirbloodyrotalloverlondon.ialheprocessions.ialhing.alhthecrohatsisay.itstheonlyobesafe.

    thefirstfragedonoryvingroundtheedgesofhishingstronglyfeltbutnotredu,aeryofsoaoundobutuldnot.

    youareveryyoung,hesaid.youaretenorfifteenyearsyouhaniaanlike

    itethinginyoodatspottingpeople.

    theitappeared,ay,andabovealltheinnerparty,aboutshetalkedadebersselfveryseldoidseduioy,andespeptofherrevoltagainstthepartyandallitsehoednaturalahy,likethesneezeofahorsethatsllsbadhay.theyhadlefttheclearingandsroundeachothersuchsofterheredtofeelno.

    dontgooutintotheopen.thereghtbesooneg.ifheboughs.

    theyerableleaves,olehillhereandthere.intheraggedhedgeontheoppositesidetheboughsoftheelreessasseslikeenshair.surelysoustbeastreaing

    isntthereastreaowherenearherehewhispered.

    thatsright,thereisastreaitsattheedgeofthefield,actually.therearefishinit,greatbigones.youlyinginthepoolsuherees,heirtails.

    itsthegoldenuntryalst,herred.

    thegoldenuntry

    itsnothing,really.alandsesinadrea

    lookwhisperedjulia.

    athrushhadalightedonaboughnotfivetresaostattheleveloftheirfa.itont,asthoughkingasortofobeisaneofsoundusiesitstoppedforafealeditshenss

    ...
正文 第34节
    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.twspeesll,beetlelikenusiind.itandgotxeduperelyfelt.thegirls.hepulledherroundsothattheyedtoltintohis.oveditouthssigheddeeply.thebirdthtandfledhaclatterofwings.

    onputhislipsagainstherear.now,hewhispered.

    nothere,sheebacktothehideout.itssafer.

    quiouth.shestoodlookingathioraninstant,thethezipperofheroveralls.aostasinhisdreaalstassagi,shehadthedidnotlookatherbody;hiseyesile.hekdoookherhandsinhis

    haveyoudohisbefore

    ofurse.hundredsoftisesanyeers.

    yes,aleers.

    eersoftheinnerparty

    notakeout.

    hisheartleapt.sresoftisshehaddo:heplyashacealinginiquity.ifheuldhaveiedtheinehepulledherdohattheyoface.

    listen.therenyouvehad,thereiloveyou.doyouuandthat

    yes,perfectly.

    ihatepurity,ihategoodnessidontanyvirtuetoexistanyeveryooberrupttothebones.

    rrupttothebones.

    youlikedoingthisidontansily:iahinginitself

    iadoreit.

    thaterelytheloveofonepersonbuttheanilinstiherealspeed,andinasortofpleasanthelplessheyfellapart.thesuohavegropartlyoverher.alstiediatelytheyfellasleepaforabouthalfanhour.

    outh,youuldnotcallherbeautiful.therethathestilldidnotknoeorwhereshelived.

    theyoung,strongbody,noapitying,proteaxavictory.itruckagainsttheparty.iticalact.

    xi

    ehereonceagain,saidjulia.itsgenerallysafetouseanyhideouttonthortourse.

    assoonassheeanourhadednaturaltoleavethistoher.sheobviouslyhadapraerablenityhikes.therouteshegavehiheonebye,andbroughthiutatadifferentrailethesaportantgeneralprinciple.she,andonohalfanhourbeforefollowingher.

    shehadnadaplaceeetafterarketoalls,pretendingtobeinsearchofshoelacesorseiddleofthecroeeting.

    andnoustgo,shesaidassoonashehadsteredhisinstruduebaeabrushdoyhairareyousurethengoodbye,love,goodbye

    sheflungherselfintohisar,kissedhilstviolently,andantlaterpushedherhroughthesaplingsanddisappearedintothehverylittlenoise.evennofoundouthe

    ...
正文 第35节
    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twrsuaorheraddress.hoadenodifferenunication.

    asithappeheyhofythereakinglove.thatostdesertedstretbhadfallenthirtyyearsearlier.iteetonlyireets,inadifferentplaorethanhalfanhouratati.ireetitents,notquiteabreastandneverlookingatoher,theyitteionsofalighthouse,suddenlyosilenortheproxityofatelesostents.sheovingherlips.justononthofnightlyetingstheyoexbsthavedroppedquitehand.suddenlyhebecaaetresfroisoandfoundthatheface.butthereepouffthatgotiheirfaceshicklyatedhplaster.

    thereeroundtheerorahelipteretoet.pletelyfree.shespentanastonishingauntoftiinattendinglepaign,andsuallrules,youuldbreakthebigones.sheeveninduselffortheparttinitioneers.so,oneeveningevery,setalbfuses,inadraughty,illlitrsngleddrearilyusiftheteless.

    etiotitocastaglahroughthearroakesurethatnooneing.

    juliaenhoenshesaidpareient.sheenjoyedherotor.sheeathegeneraldireoditythathadtobeproduced,likejarbootlaces.

    shehadnoriesofanythingbeforetheearlysixtiesandtheonlypersonshehadeverknoandhadnastiuainedforayear,helpingtoproducebookletsinsealedpacketspressionthattheyethingillegal.

    arethesebookslikesaidoncuriously.

    oh,ghastlyrubbish.theyreb,really.theyonlyhavesixplots,buttheysroundabit.ofurseihekaleidospes.iherenotliterary,deaotevenenoughforthat.

    heleaedentthatalltheents,en,en,erdangerofbeingrruptedbythefilththeyhandled.

    theydontevenlikehavingrriedenthere,sheadded.girlsarealobesopure.heresone,anyway.

    shehadhadherfirstloveaffaireerofsixtyttedsuieoutofhi;they,aniy,edtothinkitjustasnaturalthattheyshouldtorobyouofyourpleasuresasthatyoushouldtoavoidbeingcaught.shehatedtheparty,a

    ...
正文 第36节
    小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twndsaidsoi.exightbeintheyoungergeionpeopleethingunalterable,likethesky,notrebellingagainstitsauthoritybutsilyevadingit,asarabbitdodgesadog.

    theydidnotdisarried.itotetobeagieearriageevenifkatharine,onseho.

    wasshelike,yourwifesaidjulia.

    sheeaningnaturallyorthodox,incapableofthinkingabadthought

    no,ididntknoheiknohekindofpershtenough.

    hebegantellihestoryofhisrriedlife,butostasthoughshehadsee,thestiffeningofkatharinesbodyassoooufroers.eryandbecarelyadistastefulone.

    iuldhavestooditifithadntbeenforohing,hesaid.hetoidheraboutthefrigidlittletoghonthesanighteveryakeherstopdoingit.sheusedtocallitbutyoullneverguess.

    ourdutytotheparty,saidjuliaprotly.

    hohat

    ivebeenatsonthfortheoversixteens.andihvent.theyrubitintoyouforyears.idaresayitofcases.butofurseyouevertell;peoplearesuchhypocrites.

    shebegantoenlargeuponthesubje.iterelythatthesexinstinportaoitwas:

    akeloveyoureusingupenergy;andafteforanything.theyargupanddoplysexgonesour.ifyourehappyinsideyourself,ieandalltherestoftheirbloodyrot

    thatatennexioeersbekeptattherightpitatheirdeviations.thefalyhadbeeiely.

    abruptlyhisndtothethoughtpoliohingthathadhappened,orratherhadfailedtohappen,onanothersrafteoon,elevenyearsago.

    itonthsaftertheyarried.theyhadlosttheirnityhikesoinutes,buttheytookaselvespulledupshortbytheedgeofanoldobofhikersevenfaveherafeelingofeandstartsearosofloosestrifegro.ouftagentaandbrickred,apparentlygroeroot.hehadneverseenanythingofthekindbefore,andhecalledtokatharioeandlookatit.

    look,katharinelookatthoseflopdo.doyouseetheyretlours

    shehadalreadytuedtogo,butshedidratherfretfullyebaont.sheevenleaovertheentitsuddenlyohopletelyaloheyaureanyicrophoneall,ahereicrophohes...

    yougiveheragoodshovesaidjulia.iwouldhave.

    yes,dear,youepersonthenasiaoain.

    areyousorryyoudidn

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    yes.onthesorryididnt.

    they.herheadrestedonhisshoulder,thepleasantsllofherhairnqueringthepigeondung.sheethingfroife,shedidnotuandthattopushaninnvepersonoveracliffsolvesnothing.

    actuallyitadenodifference,hesaid.

    thendoit

    ohatekindsoffailurearebetterthanotherkinds,thatsall.

    hefelthershouldersgiveaed,thatsoonerorlaterthethoughtpoliontofdeclariyittertothinkofyourselfasarpse.

    hedead,hesaid.

    deadyet,saidjuliaprosaically.

    notphysiafraidofdeath.youareyoung,sopresublyyourereafraidofitthaniaobviouslyakesverylittledifferenanbeingsstayhuhandlifearethesathing.

    oh,rubbishe,thisishand,thisisleg,ieal,iolid,ilivedontyoulikethis

    shetagainsthiheuldfeelherbreasts,ripeyetfirthroughheroveralls.herbodyseedtobepsoofitsyouthandvigourintohis.

    yes,ilikethat,hesaid.

    thenstoptalkingaboutdying.a.ayasustgettherebyadifferente.ivegotitallpla.youtakethetrainbutlook,illdraoutforyou.

    andinherpracticalallsquareofdust,andapigeobegandraaponthefloor.

    xii

    abovecharringtonsshop.besidetheousbedadeup,antelpietheer,oelegtable,theglasspaperedsoftlyoutofthehalfdarkness.

    inthefenderesacchariablets.theclockshandssaidseveingathirty.

    folly,folly,hisheartkeptsaying:hatapartyeruldt,thisoneofavision,oftheglasspaperirroredbythesurfaradenodiffi.he.nordidheseehoonurtesyinanyoneelseself.heeven,seengalsttofadeoutofexistenceashedidso,addedthattherethroughthebackyard,hgaveonanalley.

    uheebodyuslinanpillar,sandasaiddle,pingtoandfrobetouthrkedhclothespegssheralto:

    ity.

    itpassedlikeaniprildye,

    butalookanastheystirred

    theyavestoleawye

    thetunehadbeenhauntinglondonforilarsongspublishedforthebeoftheprolesbyasubseusiostpleasantsound.heuldheartheansingingandtheseseedcuriouslysilent,thankstotheabseeles.

    folly,folly,follyhethoughtagain.itorethaionofhavingahidingpla.forsotiaftertheirvisittotheeetings.onthdistant,buttheenorus,plexpreparationsthatitentailedoseeday.theyhadagreedtogobathatshehanusual.

    itsalloff,sherredassoonasshejudgeditsafetospeak.to

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    torroe.

    oh,theusualreason.itsstartedearlythisti.

    forahthathehadknoakinghadbeensilyanaouth,thefeelingofherskiohavegotinsidehiorintotheairallroundhishehadbeeaphysio.shegavethetipsofhisfingersaquithatanthispartientstbeanorl,re.hearriedupleoftenyearsstanding.heeplaetheyt.itont,butatsotionthefollohado.es,pregdeathassurelyas99precedes100.oneuldnotavoidit,butoneuldperhapspostpo:ainstead,everyno,onechosetoshorteervalbeforeithappened.

    atthisntthere.sheetisseenherinistry.hestartedfors,butshedisengagedherselfratherhurriedly,partlybecausesheillholdioolbag.

    halfasend,shesaid.justletshoeofthatfilthyvictoryffeeithoughtyouabeneedingit.lookhere.

    shefellonherkhrebledoutsospannersandascreberofpaperpackets.thefirstpacketthatshepassedtoiliarfeeling.itekindofheavy,sandlikestuffouchedit.

    itisntsugarhesaid.

    realsugar.notsailkbutlookthisistheoneieallyproudof.ihadtoofsagroundit,because

    butshedidotellhill,arielledlikeaionfroisearlyed,ordiffusingitselfsteriouslyinacroreet,sniffedforaninstantandthenlostagain.

    itsffee,herred,realffee.

    itsinnerpartyffee.theresawholekilohere,shesaid.

    hoaogetholdofallthesethings

    itsallinnerpartystuff.theresnothingthoseshave,nothing.butofurseersandservantsandpeoplepinchthings,andlook,igotalittlepacketofteaaswell.

    onhadsquatteddooreopehepacket.

    itsrealtea.notblackberryleaves.

    theresbeenalotofteaaboutlately.theyveething,shesaidvaguely.butlisten,dear.ieforthreenutes.goandsitohersideofthebed.dontgotooheturoundtillitellyou.

    uslinouthandsanghdeepfeeling:

    theysyethattiealsallthings,

    theysyeyoual;

    buttheslesaearsacrorsstheyears

    theytyeartstri

    shekneed.hervoierair,verytuneful,asaeerofthepartysingingaloneandspontaneously.itedslightlyunorthodox,adangerousetricity,liketalkingtooneself.perhapsitehestarvatiohattheyhadanythingtosingabout.

    youturoundnow,saidjulia.

    hetuedround,andforasendalstfailedtnizeher.oresurprisingthanthat.shehadpaintedherface.

    shesthaveslippedintososhopintheproletarianquartersandboughtherselfapletesetofkeupterials.herlipsethinguheeyestoketherighter.itattersaginedaanofthepartyetiproventinherappearanuorefenine.hershorthairandboyishoverallsrelyaddedtotheeffesaeeredthehalfdarknessofabasentkitouth.itestotter.

    sttoohesaid.

    ...
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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twyes,dear,sgoingtogetholdofarealansfroeioingtobeaan,notapartyrade.

    theyflungtheirbedintothehugehogaethathehadstrippedhielfnakedinherpresenedofhispaleandagrebody,ooth,andthesizeandspringinessofthebedastohoftheitssuretobefullofbugs,butesoftheproles.eer.

    presentlytheyfellasleepforalittle.stofherkeuphadtransferreditselftohisothesinkingsuhestreet.healexperienrevening,anandaanakinglovepulsioup,silylyingthereandlisteningtopeaeedordinaryjuliaolookattheoilstove.

    halfthatakesoffeeina.edotheycutthelightsoffatyourflats

    tythreethirty.

    itstythreeatthehostel.butyouhavetogetinearlierthanthat,becausehigetout,youfilthybrute

    shesuddenlytthefloor,ahurtlingintotheer,exaoingduriie.

    hesaidinsurprise.

    arat.isastickhisbeastlyoftheaght,anyway.

    ratsrred

    theyreallovertheplaepartsoflondonaresing.didyoukhesestreetsaaleaveababyaloisthegreathugebrohatdoit.aythingisthatthebrutesalways

    dontgoonsaidon,hhiseyestightlyshut.

    dearestyouvegoepale.atterdotheykeyoufeelsick

    ofallhorrorsinthe

    shepressedherselfagainsthindbsroundhiasthoughtoreassurehihofherbody.hedidnotreopenhiseyesiediately.forseveralntshehadhadthefeelingofbeihroughouthislife.ituhisdeepestfeelingehoedhjuliahadbeensayinghershort.

    iorry,hesaid,itsnothing.idontlikerats,thatsall.

    donteehereillbringsoplasterandbungitupproperly.

    alreadytheblaself,hesatupagainstthebedhead.juliagotoutofbed,pulledonheroveralls,aheffee.thesllthatrosefrohesauiningtheabsurdtusent.shebroughttheglasspaperovertothebedtohavealookatitierlight.hetookitoutofherhand,fasated,asalhesoft,raineryappearaheglass.

    isit,doyouthinksaidjulia.

    idontthinkitsanythingian,idontthinkitessagefrohundredyearsago,ifonek.

    andthatpictureovertheresheheengravingontheoppositehatbeahundredyearsold

    re.tpossibletodisvertheageofanythingnowadays.

    shediatelybeloewhere.

    itsaentsdasofrhythatons,saythebellsofstts”

    tohisastonishntshecappedtheline:

    youoethreefarthings,saythebellsofstrtins,

    hebellsofoldbailey

    iberitendsup,”hereesadletolightyoutobed,hereesachoppertochopoffyourhead”

    itustbeano

    ...
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    aughtyouthathesaid.

    grandfather.heusedtosayittoonly.iveseenes.theyreakindofroundyellohathickskin.

    i.

    ibetthatpiosttiuststarthispaintoff.aboreillgetthelipstickoffyourfaceafterwards.

    ore.theroontofralbuttheinterioroftheglassitself.thereostastransparentasair.itosphereplete.hehadthefeelingthatheuldgeti,andthatinfactheahoganybedaelegtable,andtheclodthesteelengravingandthepaperheheralofeteityattheheartofthecrystal.

    xiii

    syhadvanished.aiedonhisabseionedhiohirddayeersoftheehadbeelookedalstexactlyasithadlookedbeforenothinghadbeencrossedoutbutiteshorter.itehadceasedtoexist:hehadneverexisted.

    theskepttheiorlteerature,butoutsidethepaventssreetings,litaryparades,leenthadbeentakenofftheproduetisinthefardistahereousexplosionsours.

    theneesongofhatebledthebeatingofadruroaredoutbyhundredsofvoip,irovising,jollyingeveryonealongradelyexhortationsandgivingoutfroveryfoldofhisbodyedaninexhaustiblesupplyofacridsllings.

    ahenstrousfigureofaeurasiansoldier,threeorfourtreshigh,stridingforousboots,asubhiship.frozzleofthegun,gheforeshorteniobepoiraightatyou.thethinghadbeenplasteredoneveryblankspaallyapathetionizeood,therobersofpeoplethanusual.onefellonasangtheruins.theeeting.anotherbofellonapieberofshopsoil;thenaruurflebsbyansofedofbeingrahadtheirhousesetonfireandperishedofsuffocation.

    intherooverultipliedhideouslyi.itdider.dirtyorarket,tearofftheirakeloveassingfortheuack.

    four,five,sixseventistheytdurihofjune.onhaddroppedhishabitofdrinkingginat

    ...
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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twallhours.heseedtohavelosttheneedforit.hehadgrooinghadstopped.thepropulsetokefae,itdidnotevenseehardshipthattheyuldoinfrequentlyandforaupleofhoursatati.atteredoverthejunkshopshouldexist.toknoostthesaasbeinginit.theroolsuldal.heusuallystoppedtotalkinutesonhisanseedseldooutofdoors,andoherhandtohavealstnoophoneousho.heseedgladoftheopportunitytotalk.onghisan.heelongdeadbabyshaieveraskingthaterelythatheshouldadreit.totalktohisitheersofhisrysntsottenrhys.therepledho,andanotheraboutthedeathofpooreyoughtbeied,heent.butheuldneverrecallrethanafee.

    bothoftheneindsthatespendihseedaspalpableasthebedtheylayon,andtheynedsoulgraspingathislastrselofpleasureinutesofstriking.butthereesanehegettiselfeuldbearrested.oftentheygavetheelvesuptodaydreaofesedanunnquerableinstinct,justasoneslubreathsolongasthereisairavailable.

    sotis,too,theytalkedofengagingioexist,betselfandobrien,andoftheiulsehesotisfelt,silytoyoftheparty,anddendhishelp.possiblyrashthingtodo.sheednaturaltoherthatber,atpartyralliesandspontaneousdenstrations,shehadshoutedatthetopofhervoioingtonight,estideaofeertheideologioventagination:andinanyost,byisolatedaebodyorbloethingup.

    insooreabytellinghihatdurihology,silybecausethedifferewe

    ...
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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twentruthandfalsehooddidanttoher.shebelieved,forinstanbered,iefifties,itedtohaveied;adozenyearslater,ingtheaeroplane;onegeionre,anditieangine.andatteroreofashosoeerthatoeoftheenehadlongbeforeherbirth,buttheserybaeeastasiaandnoteurasiahadbeentheetheissuestillstruckherasuniortant.patiently.itsaleranother,andoneknohenewsisallliesanyway.

    sotishetalkedtoherofthererdsdepartntandtheiudentferiesthathettedthere.suontousslipofpaperakechiressiofirst,indeed,shefailedtograspthepointofthestory.

    heyfriendsofyoursshesaid.

    no,ineverkheyeers.besides,theyenthanibysight.

    thene,arentthey

    hetriedtokeheruand.thisyesterday,hasbeenapofglassthere.alreadyostliterallynothingabouttherevolutionandtheyearsbeforetherevolution.everyrerdhasbeeroyedorfalsified,everybookhasbeenreed,everydatehasbeenaltered.andthatproains.theonlyevidenyries.justinthatoanualeevideertheeventyearsafterit.

    andgoodhat

    itier.butifthesathinghappeoday,ishouldkeepit.

    ethinghforbitsofoldneuldyouhavedoevenifyouhadkeptit

    notagileknotsofresistanselvestogether,andgraduallygrohatthegeionscarryonwhereweleaveoff.

    iotiedigeion,dear.iedinus.

    youreonlyarebelfrohedooldher.

    shethoughtthisbrilliantlysroundhindelight.

    intherafiostsuadetoaityofaheandainedsaheysilysnoharbecauseitleftnoresiduebehind,justasagraihroughthebodyofabird.

    xiv

    ithadhappelast.theexpe,hehadbeeningforthistohappen.

    heostatthespoteaeonelargerthaheperson,allugh,evidentlyasapreludetospeaking.onstoppedabruptlyawasobrien.

    atlasttheyedthathisonlyiulseevent,layingafriendlyhandforanton,sothatthetfrohejorityofinnerpartyers.

    ihadbeenhopingforanopportunityoftalkingtoyou,hesaid.iwasreadingoneofyouewspe

    ...
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    onlyanateur.itsnotsubject.ihaveneverhadanythingtodohtheactualnstruofthelanguage.

    butyouyoehasslippedryforthent.

    agaiallydangerous.obrieobviouslyhavebeenintendedasasignal,adeallaehehadtuedthetintoacplices.theyhadntiostrollsloingfriendlihathealaoputintothegestureheresettledhisspectaclesonhishenheon:

    esoveryretly.haveyouseeheditionoftheneionary

    no,saident.

    theteionisnotduetoappearforsonths,ibelieve.butafeyself.itghtiyoutolookatit,perhaps

    veryediatelyseeinghistended.

    soofthesarestingenious.thereduberofverbsthatisthepointthatesee,shallisendasseoyouafraidiinvariablyfetanythingofthatkind.perhapsyouuldpiethatsuitedyouegiveyouaddress.

    theyeindedlyobrieallleatherverednotebookandagoldinkpencil.iediatelybeheteles,insuchapositionthatauldreadheing,hescribbledanaddress,toreoutthepageandhaoon.

    iasuallyathointheevenings,hesaid.ifnot,servaionary.

    heethereerizedehourslaterdroppeditintotheryholealongassofotherpapers.

    theyhadbeentalkingtooherforaupleofhest.thereeaningthattheepisodeuldpossiblyhave.ithadbeenntrivedasae,thisis.perhapsthereessagencealedsoedofdidexist,andhehadreachedtheesofit.

    heknens.perhapstorroovedfrohoughtstoethingthatoreexactly,iteaningofthepnessofagrave,andituchbetterbecausehehadal.

    xv

    urringsothingthatghthavebeenatter

    idreahebegan,andstoppedshort.itplextobeputintoitself,andthereerynneindinthefeerwaking.

    helayba.itinousdreaostretlikealandsreveningafterrain.ithadalloeeverythingianesehadnsistediureofthearadebyhisther,anddeagainthirtyyearslaterbythejeanhehadseenoryingtoshelterthesllboyfrohebullets,beforethehelipterblebothtopieces.

    doyouknoontibelievedihadrderedther

    urderhersaidjulia,alstasleep.

    ididntrderher.notphysically.

    inthedreaehadreeredhislastgliseofhisther,andontsofalleventssurroundingithadallebausthavedeliberatelypushedoutofhisnsanyyears.hecertainofthedate,butheuldnothavebeehantenyearsold,possiblythadhappened.

    hisfatherhaddisappearedsotiearlier,houeer.hereeredbettertherae:theperiodielour,theenorusqueuesoutsidethebakeries,theientberedlongafteooisevensheycarefullyscrapedaheders;andalsoiningforthepassingoftrucksrav

    ...
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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twelledoveraesspiltafeentsofoilcake.

    otherdidnotshoeoverher.sheseedtohavebeepletelyspiritless.itethingthatshekhappen.shedideverythingthatended,dethebed,santelpieovingofitsoedtorelapsenaturallyintostillness.forhoursatatisheostiobileonthebed,nursinghisyoungsister,atiny,ailing,verysilentianbythinness.veryoagainstherforalongtiehoentiohingthattohappen.

    hereeredtheroollingroohatseedhalffilledbyabedntoseveralroo.hereeredhisthersstatuesquebodybendihegasringtostiratsothinginasaueeredhisntinuoushunger,andthefierealtis.heotheaggingly,overandain,orefood,heatherheevehetonesofhisvoiesboodihanhisshare.histherrethanhisshare.shetookitfrahathe,theboy,shouldhavethebiggestportion;buthouealshenottobeselfishandtoreerthathislittlesisterhissistersplate.hekneoroushungerinhisbellyseedtojustifyhibeteals,ifhistherdidnotstandguard,heantlypilferingatthechedstoreoffoodontheshelf.

    onedayaeeredquiteorselofandinginaloudboongvoinottobegreedy.thereentthatonstranotheronkey,satlookingoverhershoulderathiufuleyes.intheendhistherbrokeoffthreequartersofthecholateandgaveittoent.thenhasuddensspringhehadsnatchedthepieceofcholateoutofhissistershandandhedoor.

    othercalledafterhiebackgiveyoursisterbackhercholate

    hestopped,butdidhingiuretoldhihathissisteruedandfleddohestairs.hthecholategroihishand.

    heneversaain.afterhehaddevouredtheeedofhielfandhungaboutireetsforseveralhours,untilhungerdrovehio.ebaalatthatti.nothingtherooxothersoverat.tothisdayhedidnotknoothererelybeeoaforp.asforhissister,sheghthavebeenreved,likeself,tooheloniesforholesspalongother,orsilyleftsohertodie.

    thedreand,espeineaniobentained.hisndoftonthsago.exathroughthedarkeninger.

    hetoldjuliathestoryofhisthersdisappearance.orefortableposition.

    iexpectyoulylittleshosedays,shesaidindistinctly.allchildrenareswine.

    yes.buttherealpointofthestory

    froerbreathingitother.hedidnotsuppose,froerofher,thatshehadbeenanunusualan,stilllessanintelligentone;ashehadpossessedakindofnobility,akindofpurity,silybeeaningless.ifyoulovedsoone,youlovedhiandlove.s.itore

    ...
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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twpulses,refeeliirobbingyouofallpoaterialdoierallynodifferenbra,hadreihisndition.theyeinhislifehedidnotdespisetheprolesorthinkoftheerelyasaforitiveetionsselfhadtoreleabynseered,entandhadkickeditintothegutterasthoughithadbeenacabbagestalk.

    theprolesarehunbeings,hesaidaloud.an.

    saidjulia,whohadwokenupagain.

    hethoughtforalittleplytoofherebeforeitstoolate,andneverseeeachain

    yes,dear,ithasoes.butiotgoingtodoit,allthesa.

    ualandinnoe,youghtstayaliveforanotherfiftyyears.

    no.ivethoughtitallout.goingtodo.anddooodorathergoodatstayingalive.

    aybetogetherforanothersixnthsayeartheresnokhingthatiyselffroaying,uchasfivenutes.herofusattersisthataketheslightestdifference.

    ifyouannfessing,shesaid,hat,rightenough.everybodyalhelpit.theytortureyou.

    idontannfessing.nfessionisrayal.atter:onlyfeelingstter.iftheyuldkestoplovingyouthatherealbetrayal.

    shethoughtitover.theyakeyousayanythinganythingbuttheytkeyoubelieveit.theytgetinsideyou.

    no,hesaidalittlerehopefully,no;thatsquitetrue.theyanis.

    hethoughtofthetelesaketheyuldnotalteryourfeelings:forthattteryouuldnotaltertheourself,evenifyouostdetaileverythingthatyouhaddoneorsaidorthought;butthein,ysteriouseventoyourself,reinediregnable.

    xvi

    theyhaddoheyhaddolast

    therooheydtoalourr;theripressionoftreadingo.atthefarendoftheroobrienp,assofpapersohersideofhihehadnotbotheredtolookupheservantshoonin.

    etonobriensdoorstep.butrelytoosphereofthehugebloiliarsllsofgoodfoodandgoodtobaandhispapers,andetout.obriensservant,hoittedthetur.heall,darkhairedninaondshaped,pletelyexpressionlessfaberevertohaveseenapassageallswere

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twnotgrifrohentaanbodies.

    obrienhadaslipofpaperbetedtobestudyingitily.hisheavyfaessageinthehybridjargonofthenistries:

    iteonefivesevenapprovedfullsixdoubleplusridiethinkaessage.

    herosedeliberatelyfroisosphereseedtohavefallehanusual,asthoughhebarrassnt.itseedtohiuitepossiblethathehadsilydeastupidstake.forark:beyondthat,onlyhisoaginings,foundedonadreaheuldnotevenfallbaedtostrikehihestopped,tuedasideandpressedastheopped.

    juliautteredatinysound,asortofsqueakofsurprise.eveniofhispaniuchtakenabacktobeabletoholdhistongue.

    youtuitoffhesaid.

    yes,saidobrien,uitoff.hatprivilege.

    henoto,andtheexpressiononhisfaous.faile.hhischaracteristicgestureobrieledhisspectaclesonhisnose.

    shallisayit,orwillyouhesaid.

    iptly.thatthingisreallytuedoff

    yes,everythingistuedoff.wearealone.

    eherebecause

    hepaused,realizingforthefirsttithevaguenessofhisootives.sincehedidnotinfaoobrien,itehere.heustsoundbothfeebleaious:

    ekindofnspiracy,sokindofsecretanizatioheparty.inals.erers.itellyouthisbecauseercy.ifyouinateourselvesinanyotherway,weareready.

    hestoppedandglancedoverhisshoulder,einhoutknog.onsahatherayhadeterandglasses.

    rtinisoneofus,saidobrieniassively.bringthedrinksoverhere,rtin.putthentheroundtable.haveayasfort.bringaartin.thisisbusiness.youinutes.

    thelittlensatdooutoftheerofhiseye.itstruont.obrientookthedeethingseenlongagoonaposedofeleostblack,butinthedeteritgleadlikearuby.ithadasoursell.hesaithfrankcuriosity.

    itisafraid.hisfacegrenagain,andheraisedhisglass:ithinkitisfittingthatnuelgoldstein.

    beredrhys,itbelohevanished,rontieashelikedtoereasonhehadalandaeintoxigeffect.actually,etosptyglass.

    thenthereissuchapersonasgoldsteinhesaid.

    yes,thereissuchaperson,andheisalive.know.

    andthenspiraplyaionofthethoughtpolice

    no,itisreal.thebrotherhood,ubersoftheinnerpartytotuoffthetelesorethanhalfanhour.yououghtnottohaveeheretogether,andyouradeheboiourdisposal.youuststartbyaskingyous,areyoupreparedtodo

    anythingthaton.

    obrienhadtuedhielfalittleinhisingtotakeitfrahatontthelidsflitteddoionsinalohoughthisi

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.twne,asortofcatechisstofalready.

    youarepreparedtogiveyourlives

    yes.

    youarepreparedtotrder

    yes.

    totactsofsabotageaycausethedeathofhundredsofipeople

    yes.

    tobetrayyouruntrytnpowers

    yes.

    youarepreparedtoail,torruptthendsofingdrugs,teprostitution,todissenatevenerealdiseasestodoanythingoralizationandhepoheparty

    yes.

    if,forexale,itehoereststothroodothat

    yes.

    youarepreparedtoloseyouridentityandliveouttherestofyourlifeasaeroradockworker

    yes.

    youarepreparedtotsuicide,ifandodoso

    yes.

    youareprepared,thetoseparateandneverseeoheragain

    nobrokeinjulia.

    itappearedtoepassedbeforeheansontheseedeventohavebeendeprivedofthepoingtheopeningsyllablesfirstofoheother,overandain.untilhehadsaidit,hedidnotknoosay.no,hesaidfinally.

    youdide,saidobrien.itisnecessaryforustoknohing.

    hetuedhielftoeoreexpressioninit:

    doyouuandthatevenifhesurvives,itybeasadifferentpersonaybeobligedtogivehis,theshapeofhishands,thelourofhishairevenhisvoietisitisateali.

    uredsothingthatseedtobeassent.

    good.thenthatissettled.

    thereindedairobrienpushedtheoself,thenstoodupaopacesloiliarsilkinessinthepaper.obrienlookedathischagain.

    youhadbettergobaartin,hesaid.ishallsradesfaaynot.

    exaansdarkeyesfliorizingtheirappearan,orappearedtofeeloccurredtoonthatasyicface.obrienrollingupanddohepocketofhisblackoveralls,theotherholdinghiscigarette.

    youuand,hesaid,thatyou,eersofthebrotherhood.butbetsthatdiatetasksofthent,youbersahundreders,ortenllion.froourpersonalknobersevenasnyasadozen.youtitotiastheydisappear.asthisefroe.ifniportantpeople.probablyyoue.bythattiiybedead,orishallhavebeeadifferentperson,hadifferentface.

    hentiovetoandfrooverthesoftovents.itoreeventhanth,hegaveaniressionofnfidenightbe,hehadnothingofthesinglendedhatbelongstoafanatiostofenthehadfottentheshadopossibletobelievethatheuldbedefeated.therethatheedtobeiressed.shehadlethercigarettegooutandeningily.obrienon:

    youoursoftheexistenedyined,probably,ahugeuisofthehand.nothingofthekis.theersofthebrotherhoodhavenopossibleforaobeaorethanafeself,ifhefellintothehandsofthethoughtpoliapletelistofers,oranyinfortionthattoapletelist.nosuchlistexists.thebrotherhoodotbebecauseitisnotananizationintheordinarysehingholdsittogetherexceptanideaructible.youhingtosustainyou,ex

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正文 第48节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.twent.bers.atst,eoneshouldbesilenced,ugglearazorbladeintoaprisonerscell.youe.hedead.ouronlytruelifeisiure.akepartinitashandfulsofdustandsplintersofbohoaybe,thereisnoknoightbeathousandyears.atpresentnothingispossibleexcepttoextendtheareaofsanitylittlebylittle.actllectively.oindividual,geionaftergeion.inthefaceofthethoughtpolicethereisnootherway.

    hehaltedandlookedforthethirdtiathisch.

    itisalsttiforyoutoleave,rade,hesaidtojulia..thedeterisstillhalffull.

    hefilledtheglassesandraisedhiso.

    ehesaid,stillefaintsuggestionofirony.tothenfusionofthethoughtpolianitytothefuture

    tothepast,saidon.

    thepastisreiortant,agreedravely.

    theyetiedtheirglasses,andantlaterjuliastooduptogo.obrientookasllboxfrohetopofaellingofheliftattendants.assoonasthedoorhadshutbehindherheappearedtetherexisteookanotherpaceorthenstopped.

    therearedetailstobesettled,hesaid.iassuthatyouhaveahidingplaekind

    overcharringtonsshop.

    thatont.laterethingelseforyou.itisiortanttoeaopronounaenagihethoughtpoliostasfastas.itkesverylittledifferehebookisiructible.ifthelastpyostohyouheadded.

    asarule,yes.

    isitlike

    black,veryshabby.htraps.

    blaoingsispriiduringtheday,ireet,anandsay”ithinkyouhavedroppedyourbriefcase.”theonehegivesyouainapyofgoldsteinsbook.youuithinfourteendays.

    theyont.

    thereareaupleofnutesbeforeyouneedgo,saidobrieagaiagain

    .intheplacehereisnodarknesshesaidhesitantly.

    obriennoddedeanti,isthereanythingthatyouessageaion.

    tobeanyfurtherquestionthathepulsetoutterhighsoundinggeneralities.insteadofanythingdireindasortofpositepiotherhadspentherlastdays,alerooverostatrandoesaid:

    didyoueverhappentohearanoldrhythatbegins”esandlens,saythebellsofstts”

    againobriennodded.pletedthestanza:

    esandlens,saythebellsofstts,

    youoethreefarthings,saythebellsofstrtins,

    hebellsofoldbailey

    ch.

    youklinesaidon.

    yes,ikneafraid,itistiforyoutogo.butegiveyouohesetablets.

    asedalreadytobeinprooutofnd.heonuldseethepandthespeak,obrienportay.

    xvii

    edtohavenotonlythephhadbeendraiofhiyanenorusdebauagnified.hisoverallsfrettedhisshoulders,thepaventtickledhisfeet,eventheopeningandclosingofahandadehisjointscreak.

    hehadorethanniyhoursinfivedays.sohadeveryoneelseiry.noorrooing.heuldspendsixhoursinthehidingpladanotheineinhisoildafteoonsunshiheheavybriefcasethathepedagainsthiskeachstep,sendingatingliionupanddoheskinofhisleg.ihebook,hhehadnowhadinhispossessionfo

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twrsixdaysandhadopened,norevenlookedat.

    ohdayofhates,thesandsquealingoftruets,thetraofrassedplaheboongofgunsaftersixdaysofthis,axandthegeneralhatredofeurasiahadboiledupintosuontithadbeenannouhatoiaafterallatheurasia.oiaheastasia.eurasiawasanally.

    thereissionthataofthespies.onasanoratoroftheinnerparty,asllleannsandalargebaldskulloverpelstiltskinfigure,ntortedi,adetalliedforthanendlessassabingofpossibletolistentohiddeeveryfeontsthefuryoftheostsavageyellsofallahereendoustion.thebannersandposters.itthepledunderfoot.thespiesperfiesofaersthatflutteredfroheore,andtheferalroarsethetilyasbefore,exceptthatthetargethadbeenged.

    thethingthatiressedidsehehadotherthingstopreoe,ithinkyouvedroppedyourbrieftotheirposts,essary.

    os,soundtraoresobees.everyohererdsdepartnttheealsnsistedofsaoeanspurelyeforanother,butaailedreportofeventsdendedcareandiginatiohegeographioooftheoanotheronsiderable.

    bythethirddayhiseyesaetoreerit,heurredintothespeakentthattheferyshouldbeperfeoingofthesixthdaythedribbleofeoutofthetube;theheent.aghtyde

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twed,entioned,hadbeenaaoprovebydoostfellasleepinhisbath,althoughtheorethantepid.

    bedthestairabovecharringtonsshop.heeanchairandundidthestrapsofthebriefcase.

    aheavyblae,ateurishlybouitleonthever.theprintalsolookedslightlyirregular.thepagesanyhands.theinscriptionolepageran:

    thetheoryandpra

    by

    eanuelgoldstein

    onbeganreading:

    chapteriignorarength

    throughoutrerdedti,andprobablysinbers,asagetoage:buttheessentialstruousupheavalsandseenglyirrevocableges,thesapattehasaleditself,justasagyrospeispushedoher.

    theaiofthesegroupsareentirelyirrencilable...

    erairplayedagainsthiseitselfthereetisdoesatelyreadandrereadeveryselfatchapteriii.heonreading:

    chapteriii

    e

    thesplittingupoftheiddleofthetpirebytheuates,tergedasadistinpaltotheberingstrait.oallerthahersandprisesanchuria,ngolia,andtibet.

    inonebinationorahesethreesuperstatesareperlyatitedaibetbatantsaterialoreittedbyonesoy,ritorious.butinaphysiostlyhighlytrainedspeorethanantinuoussheofnsutiongoods,andtheobayotivesesllextentinthegreatedonantandarensciouslyregnizedandactedupon.

    touaureofthepreserealizeinthefirstplaatidable.eurasiaisproteies,inptiearedtooher,thesarketsainatteroflifeah.inanyostalltheterialsthatitneedsi,thereliesaroughquadrilateralhitsersattangier,brazzaville,daraininghinitabouta

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twfifthofthepopulationoftheearth.itisforthepossessionofthesethient.

    allofthedisputedterritoriesntainvaluablenerals,andsooftheieldiortaableproduethods.butabovealltheyntainabottoessreserveofuorearnts,toorelabourpoorearnts,toovesbeyondtheedgesofthedisputedareas.thefrontiersofeurasiaflotoenorusterritoriesainsroughlyeven,aerritorystheheartlandofeaoreover,thelabouroftheexploitedpeoplesroundtheequatorisnotreallynecessarytothey.theyaddnothingtothepoofntinuousaintainsitself,beessentiallydifferent.

    thepriryaifdeissiltaneouslyregnizedandnhedireaisobviouslynent,anditghtnothavebeeso,evenifnoartifiethattheypoverishntitivetodaythaandiionhavelargelystopped,andtheravagesoftheatoontaaninequality,haddisappeared.iftheesiossiblenottodistributetheandbeingverygreatlyoveraperiodofaboutfiftyyearsattheendofthehandthebeginningofthetiethturies.

    butitesenseandarefrigerator,andpossessedatorostobviousandperhapsthestiortantforfinequalityegeneral,agineasoallprivilegedainstable.forifleisureandseanbeingsallystupefiedbypovertyeliterateandselves;andinorityhadnofunosttheoreover,anyuntryainedindustriallybaoreadvancedrivals.

    norassesiybyrestri,roughlybetyofny

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twuilitaryadeoppositioable.theproblestbeproduced,buttheystributed.andinpracticetheonlyhisinuouswarfare.

    theessentialaanlabour.assestoofortable,andhenple,hasloaterialbeoanybody,andouslaboursanotherfloatingfortressisbuilt.inprinallprivilegesandthusghedistiheinnerpartylivesanaustere,laboriouskindoflife.heless,thefeotorinadiffereheouterparty,andtheersoftheouterpartyhaveasilaradvantageinparisedssesosphereisthatofabesiegedakesthediffereural,unavoidablenditionofsurvival.

    plishesitinapsyids,bydiggingholesandfillingthepagain,orevenbyprodu.butthisiotionalbasisforahierarasses,portantsolongastheyarekeptsteadilyatoraleofthepartyitself.eventhehulestpartyerisexpeph.ialityappropriatetoastateofatteratteroreeasilyaorerkeditbees.itispreinistrator,itisofteheinnerpartytoknoofayoftenbeaeerysticalbeliefthattheasteroftheentireworld.

    allersoftheinnerpartybelieveinthisingasanartioreaerritoryandsobuildingupanpreponderahodofthought,osofthepastostfundantalprinay.inalltheusefulartstheaportanixtureofpsyeaningoffaist,physicist,orbiologistnceedonlyinistryofpeadintheexperi

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正文 第53节
    小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.twntalstationshiddeninthebrazilias,oriralia,oronlostislandsoftheantarplybs,reandrepooreandreierablearurplating;otherssearnizedagainstallpossibleantibodies;othersstrivetoproduetresaificialearthquakesandtidalappiattheearthstre.

    butheseprojearkableisthatallthreepoiiehundredsofboseriientadeorhi,noreboserelyntioprodubsandstorethepagainstthedeeanainedalststationaryforthirtyorfortyyears.heliptersarereusedthantheyerly,boingplaneshavebeenlargelysupersededbyselfpropelledprojearihetorpedo,theenenkilledinafeed.

    hethreesuperstateseverattetsanynoeuvreselvesthattheyarefolloe.theplanis,byabinationoffighting,bargaining,arokesoftreasforsonyyearsastolullsuspierobspossible.itetosignapaeredaydreaiossibleofrealization.reover,nofightierritoryiseveruaken.thisexplainsthefailateapopulationofaboutahundredllionpeople,entgoes,areroughlyohesaforallthreesuperstates.itisabsolutelyisalilartohielfandthatstofislies.thesealedoraledependsghtevaporate.itisthereforerealizedonallsidesthathoayustneverbebs.

    uhisliesafaely,thatthenditionsoflifeinallthreesuperstatesarevery,aasiaitisonsense.asepyradalstructure,thesaidivineleader,thesaeingbyandforntinuousaininnflicttheypropoherup,likethreesheavesof.and,asusual,therulinggroupsofallthreepoultaneouslyatheyaredoing.theirlivesarededicatedto,buttheyalsoknohatitisnecessarythattheinueeverlastinglyand

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twhoutvieanakespossiblethedenialofrealitysofthought.hereitisnecessarytorepeatingntinuousentallygeditscharacter.

    inpastages,aostbydefinitiohingthatsoonerorlateristakablevientsbyansoilitaryeffieantthelossofindepeherresultgenerallyheldtobeundesirable,thepreakefive,butakefour.ineffioreover,tobeeffititthepast,eanthavingafairlyaccurateideaofpossible.portantofallsafeguards.elyirresponsible.

    butesliterallyntinuous,italsoilitaryeffiberslargeenoughtobeinnve,andtheyareobligedtoreinatthesaloilitaryteinisachieved,theytrealityintoevershapetheychoose.

    theerelyaniosture.itislikethebattlesbetinantanilseaningless.iteatsupthesurplusofnsublegoods,andithelpstopreservethespeoandthereforelitthedestruisleading.itingntinuousanbeihingquitedifferent.theeffeaajorityofpartyersuanditonlyinashalloeaningofthepartyslogan:e.

    ont.sootedistanbthuheblissfulfeelingofbeingaloneixedupsohothe,orreexanothingthattosethissilartohisoouslyrepooresystetipedherbros.itorethanaheyhadseeher.

    ivegotthebook,hesaidastheydisentaheelves.

    oh,youvegotitgood,shesaidudiatelykdoaketheffee.

    theydidothesubjeiliarsoundofsingingandthescrapeofbootsontheflagstohebraedaobenohourofdaylightargtoandfrobetheubandthelieatelygaggingherselfhclothespegsandbreaking

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正文 第55节
    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twforthintolustysong.juliahadsettleddoedtobealreadyonthepointoffallingasleep.hereachedoutforthebook,hefloor,andsatupagainstthebedhead.

    ustreadit,hesaid.youtoo.allersofthebrotherhoodhavetoreadit.

    youreadit,shesaideasyougo.

    theeaeen.theyhadthreeorfourhoursaheadoftheheproppedthebookagainsthiskneesandbeganreading:

    chapteri

    ignorarength

    throughoutrerdedti,andprobablysinbers,asagetoage:buttheessentialstruousupheavalsandseenglyirrevocableges,thesapattehasaleditself,justasagyrospeispushedoher

    julia,areyouaon.

    yes,love,iistening.goon.itsrvellous.

    hentinuedreading:

    theaiofthesethreegroupsareentirelyirrenainoftheddleistoorethaentlynsainoutliobeseontselvesortheiriddlethrusttheloselvesbeethehigh.presentlyaheroups,orfroothofthearugglebeginsain.ofthethreegroups,onlytheloporarilysuanbeingisphysiorrevolutionhaseverbroughthunequalityallitrenearer.frohepointofvieeaheirsters.

    bythelatehanyobservers.therethenrosesisesofpensationinaniginaryadeuseofsuand,butrelyhopedtobesobeforelong.itheddlehadderevolutionsuhebannerofequality,andtheablishedafreshtyrannyassoonastheoldoheirtyrannybeforehand.sothatappearedfrobout1900oablishinglibertyandequalityoreandreopenlyabahesiddleyearsoftheineurasia,deathnlyofperpetuatingunfreedondinequality.theses,reesandpaylipserviont.thefaliarpenduluore,aop.asusual,thehighethehigh;butthisti,byly.

    theionofhistorientofhistoryanequalityhadbeeteaithepointofvieanequalityorepritiveages,enshouldlivetogetherinastateofbrotherhood,aniginationforthousandsofyears.andthisvisionhadhad

    ...
正文 第56节
    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.twaofspeeeextent.butbythefourthdeenterealizable.everyentation.andinthegeneralhardeningofoutlookthatsetinroundabout1930,praprisonntenagain,butselvesenlightenedandprogressive.

    itergedasfullys,generallytheprevaili.asparedbersinpastages,theyptedbyluxury,hungrierforpurepoorensanipulatepublipinion,andthefilndtheradioitsiltaneouslyonthesainstrunt,privatelifeportantenoughtobeniityofopiniononallsubjeoe.

    aftertherevolutionaryperiodofthefiftiesandsixties,soeant,ineffeeerofthepartyondingpositionalstunopposed,be:andsiandieditsphraseology,hasinfaaiheso;iequalityhasbeendeper.

    buttheprobleofperpetuatingahieraredegree.arulihedeternialattitudeoftherulingclassitself.

    aftertheddleofthepresentittedtohavestandardsofparison,theyneverevenbeeaiesittedtohappen,butotherandequallylargedisloofoverproduathepointofvierulers,therefore,theonly

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正文 第57节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twgenuinedangersarethesplittingoffofaneployed,poandsofntinuouslyuldingthensdiatelybeloassesneedsonlytobeinfluenaiveway.

    giventhisbahisleadershipandinspiration.nobodyhaseverseenbigbrother.heisafaberslitedtosixllions,orsothihan2perbssesberingperhaps85persofourearlieraoecessarypartofthestructure.

    inprinissioherbranination,takenattheageofsixteen.noristhereanyraarkeddonationofoneprovininistratorsofanyareaarealtheinhabitantsofthatarea.innopartofoadistantobetoreveninthepreindustrialage.betountofinterueersoftheouterpartyaredeharessbyallotorise.proletarians,inpraopossiblybeenuplyrkeddoinated.butthisstateofaffairsiserofprinittingpotheranksoftheproletariat.intheeslastedforhundredsorthousandsofyears.theessenissuainsale.

    allthebeliefs,habits,tastes,etions,ntalattitudesthatearereallydesigosustaiiqueofthepartyathetruenatureofpresentdaysoinaryvetotheproletariansnothingistobefeared.lefttotheelves,theygeiontogeionandfrodeitnerehighly;but,sinportant,thelevelofpopulareduatterofindiffereneer,oherhand,hesllestdeviationofopinionouniortantsubjebetolerated.

    apartyerlivesfroirthtodeathuheeyeofthethoughtpolioventsofhisbody,arealljealouslysisdeanour,butanyeannerishatuldpossiblybethesytofaruggle,isofchoianydireever.oherhandhisasarenulatedbylalearly

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正文 第58节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twforlateddeofbehaviour.inoallyforbidden,andtheendlesspurges,arrests,tortures,irisonnts,andvaporizatioied,butarerelytheightperhapstaeiure.apartyerisrequiredtohavenotonlytherightopinions,buttherightinstinandedofhireneverplainlystated,anduldedstaaltraining,undergoneinunothinktoodeeplyonanysubjectever.

    apartyerisexpeotionsandesfronthusiasheissupposedtoliveinantinuousfrenzyofhatredneneesandiraitors,triuhovervientbeforethepooftheparty.thedissprodupleststageinthedisestopansthefaplestarguntsiftheyareinieansproteandsantroloveroalproatelyonthebeliefthatbigbrotherisoipotentandthatthepartyisinfallible.butsinnipotentayisnotinfallible,thereisneedforanunonttontflexibilityireatntoffaeanings.appliedtoanoppo,itansthehabitofiudentlyeansalsotheabilitytobelievethatblaadepossiblebythesystefthoughtbracesalltherest,andhink.

    thealterationofthepastisneber,liketheproletarian,toleratespresentdaynditionspartlybeustbethepast,justashestbefnuntries,betobelievethatheisbetteroffthanhisanaterialfortisnstantlyrising.butbyfarthereiortantreasonforthereadjustntofthepastistheosafeguardtheinfallibilityoftheparty.itishatspeeustbenstantlybroughtuptodateioshoentind,orevenonespoliytoday,thenthatuntrystaly.andifthefactssayotherustbealtered.thushistoryisntinuouslyreeastheinistryoflove.

    thetabilityofthepastistheeries.thepastiseriesagreeupon.andsinindsofitsers,itfolloakeit.italsofolloont,thenthishastobealteredoutnitioisintheurseofayear.atalltisthepartyisinpossessionofabsolutetruth,aokesurethatallontisrelyaeerthateventshappehedesirednner.andifitisneeriesortotaerentalteeers,aainlybyallpriseschelseaswell.

    doublethinkansthepoindsiltaneously,anda.thepartyintelleoriesstbealtered;hethereforekhatrealityisnotviolated.theprocesshastobenscious,oritbecarriedouthsuffitprecision,butitalsohastobeunnscious,orithitafeelingoffalsityandhenceofguilt.doublethink

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正文 第59节
    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twliesattheveryheartofingsatelyitisbyansofdoublethinkthatthepartyhasbeenableandy,foralliobeableforthousandsofyearstoarresttheurseofhistory.

    allpastoligarselvestoofthoughtinultaneously.anduponnootherintelleadeper.ifoorule,andtontinueruling,obeabletodisloistakes.

    itneedhardlybesaidthatthesubtlestpraentalityatterofpleteindifferen.theyareaeanssilythattheyeastersinthesaheoldoheslightlyrefavouredittentlynslybythosepossible.thispearksofoentinallystood,anditeofsoeersinauniforpeihesolidarityofthefaly,anditilyloyalty.eventhenasofthefournistriesbypudeninistryofpeaalythentheprevailingntalnditiorolledinsanity.

    butthereisoionontostigis;anequalitybeavertedsupposingthattheontofti

    hereystiqueoftheparty,andabovealloftheinnerparty,dependsupondoublethink.butdeeperthanthisliestheinaltive,theneverquestionedinstinthatjuliahadbeeillforsotipast.shetheblingacrosshereyes.herbreastroseandfellslowlyandregularly.

    julia.

    noanswer.

    julia,areyouawake

    noans.

    hehadstill,herefleateseatizedtheknoad.beinginanority,evenanorityofone,didnotkeyoud.theread.ayellofrohesinkingsunslahroughtheoothbodytsanityisnotstatistical,arkntainedinitaprofound.whenhee,

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正文 第60节
    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twbutaglanthatittheyardbelow;

    ity,

    itpassedlikeaniprildye,

    butalookanastheystirred

    theyavestoleawye

    thedrivelingsoohavekeptitspopularity.youstillhearditallovertheplace.ithadoutlivedthehatesong.juliathesound,stretchedherselfluxuriously,andgotoutofbed.

    iungry,shesaid.letskesoreffee.dathestovesgoandtheersld.shepickedthestoveupandshookit.theresnooilinit.

    efroldcharrington,iexpect.

    thefunnythingisidesureitgoingtoputstohavegotlder.

    self.theiigablevoigon:

    theysyethattiealsallthings,

    theysyeyoual;

    buttheslesaearsacrorsstheyears

    theytyeartstri

    ashefastehebeltofhisoverallshestrolledaarorediapers,andreare.heerelytheslaveofteasreaforthefirsttithatshethatthebodyofaanoffifty,bloonstrousdinsionsbychildbearing,thenhardened,roughenedbyerelationtothebodyofagirlastherosehiptotherose.hefruitbeheldinferiortotheflower

    shesbeautiful,herred.

    shesatreacrossthehips,easily,saidjulia.

    thatisherstyleofbeauty,saidon.

    heheldjuliassupple.frohehiptothekneeherflahatouth,froindtond,uldtheypassontheses,aheart,ailebelly.heanyighteasilybefifteen.shehadhadherntaryfloending,sianeeveryillionsofpeoplejustlikethis,peopleignorantofohersexistenepeopleusessage.thefuturebeloheproles.anduldhebesurethateightbeathousandyears,theybodytobodythevitalityhepartydidnotshareanduldnotkill.

    doyoureer,hesaid,thethrushthatsangtous,thatfirstday,attheedgeofthewood

    heself.hat.hesinging.

    thebirdssang,theprolessang.thepartydidnotsing.allrouerious,forbiddenlandsbeyondthefrontiers,ireetsofparisandberlin,inthevillagesoftheendlessrussianplain,inthebazaarsofadenstrousbybirthtodeathandstillsinging.outofthoseghtyloinsaraustonedaye.youindastheykeptalivethebody,andpassedonthesecretdoctrihattakefour.

    hedead,hesaid.

    hedead,echoedjuliadutifully.

    youarethedead,saidanironvoicebehindthe

    theysprangapart.edtohavetuedintoice.heuldseetheilkyyelloearethatostasthoughuedhtheskih.

    youarethedead,repeatedtheironvoice.

    ithepicture,breathedjulia.

    itaiuntilyouareordered.

    it.unthinkabletodisobeytheironvoicefrohehoughacatchhadbeentuedbadacrashofbreakingglass.the

    ...
正文 第61节
    小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twpicturehadfallentothefloorunverielesbehindit.

    noheyseeus,saidjulia.

    noiddleoftheroostandbacktoback.claspyourhandsbehindyourheads.donottoueanother.

    theyedtohihatheuldfeeljuliasbodyshaking.orperhapsiterelytheshakingofhisoen.sothinganssinginghadstoppedabruptly.therehoughtheubhadbeenflungacrosstheyard,andthenanfusionofangryshoutshendedinayellofpain.

    thehouseissurrounded,saidon.

    thehouseissurrounded,saidthevoice.

    heheardjuliaseethtogether.isupposeayaswellsaygoodbye,shesaid.

    youyaspressionofhavingheardbefore,stru;andbytheesadletolightyoutobed,hereesachoppertochopoffyourhead”

    sothingeninblas,hironshodbootsontheirfeetandtrunsintheirhands.

    oved.ohingaloered;tokeepstill,tokeepstillandnotgivethenexanoothprizefightersjoouthbalaativelybetbandforefihiseyes.thefeelingofnakedness,ostunbearable.thenprotrudedthetipofaeonehadpickeduptheglasspaperthetableandsshedittopiethehearthstone.

    thefragntofral,atinyaat.hoall,thought,andhereenhadsshedhisfistintojuliassolarplexus,doublingheruplikeapoesherlivid,gaspingfalikeasack.pseofherface,upsidedoeareohercheek;andthathelasthesawofher.

    hestooddeadstill.noonehadhithiet.thoughtseoftheiroedtotallyuioflitthroughhisnd.heanintheyard.henoticedthathebadlyantelpiecesaidnine,ani.ehadslepttheclockroundandthoughtitoing.buthedidnotpursuethethoughtfurther.itiing.

    thereeintotheroothedeanouroftheblaednsuddehinghadalsoentsoftheglasspaper.

    pickupthosepieces,hesaidsharply.

    anstoopedtoobey.ther.heepersonanylonger.hisbodyhadstraightened,aohavegropletetransfortion.theblaedshorter.itanofaboutfiveandthirty.itoberofthethoughtpolice.

    xviii

    hedidnotknoablyheakingingsouhingtodohtheairsupply.abench,orshelf,justositonranroundthehedoorand,attheendoppositethedoor,alavatorypanhno.thereeless,oneineachwall.

    thereintotheaekindofhughtbetightbethirtysix.hestilldidnotknooingorevening.sinceheedhehadnotbeenfed.

    hesatasstillasheuldonthenarroadeustheyyelledatyoufroheteles.butthecravingforfood.helongedforabove

    ...
正文 第62节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twallbsiotisothiiptationtofindoutovercahisfear;heslippedahandintohispocket.

    sthyelledavoiithofpocketsinthecells

    hesatstillagain,hishandsporarylointoan.hehadsatsilentagainsttheueanourbetinalsseedtoysterioushidingplaseedtobeongoodterbyniinalsroughly.thereupstoostoftheprisonersexpeonals,especiallythegangstersandtherderers,edasortofaristocracy.allthedirtyjobshepoliticals.

    thereeandgoofprisonersofeverydesarketeers,drunks,prostitutes.soofthedrunksbiosuppresstheanenorusan,agedaboutsixty,blisandthipedherdoostbreakinghisthighboheanhoistedherselfuprightandfollooutethinguneven,sheslidoffonskothebench.

    begpardon,dearie,shesaid.iethere.theydonooeself,quite.

    sheleantforitedpiouslyonthefloor.

    thassbetter,shesaid,leaningbackach,like.

    sherevived,tuedtohaveanotherlookatediediatelytotakeafaavastaroundhisshoulderaintohisface.

    e,dearieshesaid.

    sth,saidon.

    sthsaidthean.thassfunny.nassthtoo.entally,ightbeyourther

    sheght,thoughtother.sheep.

    nooneelsehadspokentohitoasurprisienttheordinary,pt.thepartyprisonersseedterrifiedofspeakingtoanybody,andaboveallofspeakingtooher.onlyononeohone,uand.

    itghtbethere.thedullpaininhisbellyisitgreetis.thereontsashoftruningforrindonher.helovedheraibers.butthereebathesllestpain.heorenaturaltoexistfroonttont,ainuteslifeeveaintythatthereortureattheendofit.

    sotishetriedtooreoftenheeofdayitocertainthatitoutside,andattheequallycertainthatitchdarkness.inthisplace,hekively,thelightsuedout.ithe

    ...
正文 第63节
    小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twplainistryoflovethereightbeattheheartofthebuildingainstitshtbetenfloorsbeloovedhielfntallyfrolaihefeelingofhisbodyherheheairorburieddeepunderground.

    therearedfigureedtoglitteralloverask,steppedsrtlythroughthedoorotioheguardsoutsidetintheprisoheypleforthshaledintothecell.thedoorgedshutagain.

    aleforthdeooventsfroidetoside,asthoughhavingsoideathatthereetreabovethelevelofanairofruffianishateandnervousvents.

    hislethargy.hestspeaktoaleforth,andrisktheyellfroheteles.itpleforthhebeareroftherazorblade.

    aleforth,hesaid.

    therethetelesildlystartled.hiseyesfocusedtheelvessloon.

    ah,sthhesaid.youtoo

    areyouinfor

    totellyouthetruthhesatdohebenchoppositeon.thereisonlyoneoffeherenothesaid.

    andhaveyouttedit

    apparentlyihave.

    heputahandtohisforeheadandpressedhistelesforant,asthoughtryingtoreersothing.

    thesethingshappen,hebeganvaguely.ihavebeeoreostindignantly,raisinghisfaybrains.theree.

    theexpressiononhisfaonthelookedalstpleased.asortofintellectualth,thejoyofthepedanteuselessfact,shhthedirtandscrubbyhair.

    hasiteveroes

    no,thatpartiasveryiortantoriing.

    doyouknoeofdayitishesaid.

    aleforthlookedstartledagain.ihadhardlythoughtaboutit.theyarrestedituldbetee.

    theytalkeddesultorilyforsoheelestokeepstill.tipassed.tinutes,anhouritorethereinutes,perhapsnopofbootseanthathisoe.

    thedooropeheldfaentofthehandheindicatedaleforth.

    roo01,hesaid.

    aleforthrchedcluilyoutbetprehending.

    edlikealongtipassed.thepaininindsaggedroundandroundorieseriesofslots.hehadonlysixthoughts.thepaininhisbelly;apieing;obrien;julitherazorblade.thereirails,theheavybootselloflds.parsonsothecell.hesandasportsshirt.

    thistionartledintoselffetfulness.

    youherehesaid.

    parsonsgavegazingatsothingintheddledistance.

    areyouinforsaidon.

    thoughtostblubbering.thetoneofhisvoiissionofhisguiltandasortofine,doyou,oldakehielfprettyusefulinalabourca.theyefoingofftherailsjustonce

    areyouguiltysaidon.

    ofurseiuiltyoniousexpression.thoughtan,hesaidseiously.itsinsidious.itysleepyes,thatsafact.thereiybitneverknewihada

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正文 第64节
    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twnybadstuffinndatall.aartedtalkinginsleep.doyouknoesaying

    hesankhisvoice,likesooneedicalreasonstoutteranobsity.

    ”dos.bete,oldn,iladtheygotbefoingtosaytotheoingtosay,”thankyouforsavingbeforeitoolate.”

    on.

    itylittledaughter,saidparsonsartforanipperofseven,ehidontbearheranygrudgeforit.infactiroudofher.itshoherupintherightspirit,anyway.

    hedeafeorejerkyventsupanddoes,an,hesaid.ithelpit.itstheing.

    hepluedhislargeposteriorintothelavatorypan.onveredhisfacehhishands.

    sthyelledthevoiithhecells.

    onunveredhisface.parsohelavatory,loudlyandabundantly.itthethatthepluginablyforhoursafterwards.

    parsonsoved.reprisonerseoingidnight.thereenanden.allsatverystill.oppositeanelarge,haressrodent.hisfat,ttledfacetofadtuedquicklyaanyoneseye.

    thedooropened,andanotherprisoaryeanlookingnighthavebeenanengieekind.butaedfilledurderous,unappeasablehatredofsobodyorsothing.

    thensatdoagain,butthetornted,skulllikefaahoughtseedtooultaneouslytoeveryohean.

    therethetelesonstratingtoallthehatherefusedthegift.

    buteadroaredthevoice.2713buteadj.letfallthatpieceofbread

    thelessndroppedthepieceofbreadonthefloor.

    reinstandi.

    thebehindhishortstuyguardousarandshoulders.hetookhisstandoppositetheouth.theforedalsttokhelayasthoughstunned,hisuthandnose.averyfainteduofhithenherolledoverandraisedhielfunsteadilyonhandsandknees.adastreafbloodandsaliva,thetouth.

    theprisonerssatverystill,theirhandsancliedbatohisplace.doouthhadsassiddleofit.

    froitotialittleblooddrippedontothebreastofhisoveralls.hisgreyeyesstillflittedfruiltilythanever,asthoughheuforhishuliation.

    thedooropened.allgesturetheoffidicatedtheskullfa.

    roo01,hesaid.

    thereanhadactuallyflunghielfonhiskhefloor,hhishandclaspedtogether.

    radeoffietothatplacehaventitoldyoueverythingalreadyelseisityoue101

    roo01,saidtheofficer.

    thensface,alreadyverypale,tuedalouronistakably,ashadeofgreen.

    doanythingtoheyelled.youvebeenstarvingforedie.shoot.haenyeyes,andillstandbyand101

    roo01,saidtheofficer.

    thenlookedfrantiinhisoashedfaan.heflungoutaleanar

    thatstheoneyououghttobetaking,notheshouted.youdidnthe

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正文 第65节
    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.twareaherepeated.sothing,not

    thetbythear.butjustatthisnthefluoloose,buthe.thehoanhadhleftforanythiohisfeet.

    roo01,saidtheofficer.

    then.

    alongtipassed.ifithadbeendnightanoing:ifing,itanhaddroppedit.atthebeginningitneededahardeffortnottolookatit,butpresentlyhungergaveouthngsoundandtheunvaryingptyfeelinginsidehishead.heostatobesyoerelyanintellectualdecision,takenbecausehekheoughttotakeit.hedid.inthisplaceyouuldnotfeelanything,exceptpainandforeknopossible,uallysufferingit,tohatyourothatquestionans.

    thebootsein.

    .forthefirsttiinnyyearshefotthepreseheteles.

    theyvegotyoutoohecried.

    theygotalongtiago,saidobrienild,alstregretfuliroeppedaside.froehindhihereergedabroadchestedguardhalongblacktruninhishand.

    youkno,on,saidobrien.dontdeceiveyourself.youdidknoyouhaveal.

    yes,hesaetothinkofthat.allhehadeyesfhtfallany,ontheelbow

    theelbopedtohisknees,alstparalysed,claspirielbo.theguard.

    xix

    heethingthatfeltlikeaedstrohanusualily.attheothersideofhitoodaninaicsyringe.

    evenafterhiseyespressionofsngupintothisroorooquitedifferentonthehadnotseendarknessordaylight.besides,hisrieseshesortofnscioushatonehasinsleep,hadstoppeddeadandstartedagainafterablankinterval.buthertheintervalshereing.

    inary,aroutierrogationtoesespionage,sabotage,andtheliketoatterofurse.thenfessionality,thoughthetortureanytishehadbeeen,hoeer.aleninblasathiiltaneously.sotisitetisitetisitetisiteselessasananil,plyinvitingrearekinotthattheguardsntiobeathiutthatheuldnotforerpourforthanfessionofrealandiginarycris.thereesbetesr

    ...
正文 第66节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twiedtoprose,self:iustholdouttillthepainbeesunbearable.threerekiesheeeredtheiy,beetisffee.hereeredasurlybarberarrivingtospathetitokehileep.

    thebeatingsgreainlyathreat,ahorrortoontsbutpartyintelleesandflashiandononeleg,refusedhieavetourinate,shoneglaringlightsinhisfailiatehiroyhispoer,tateverystepofliesaradishaasfroervousfatiguesotisheesinasinglesession.stofthetitheysovertotheguardsagain;butsotistheyrade,appealtohinthenaofingsosorroakehiosnivellingtears.ihenaggingvoidoorepletelythasandfistsoftheguards.hebe.hissolehedistributioiouspahlets,eezzlentofpubliilitaryseentasfarba,andasexualpervert.henfessedthathehadrderedhiseerofanundergroundanizationosteveryhunbeinghehadeverknoplicateeverybody.besides,inaseyoftheparty,andintheeyesofthepartythereinbethethoughtandthedeed.

    thereeriesofanotherkind.theystoodoutinhisnddisedly,likepictures.

    heighthavebeeherdarkht,beekindofinstruntorelunous.suddenlyhefloatedoutofhisseat,divedintotheeyes,andedup.

    heaninapofheavybootsoutside.thedoorgedopen.thearchedin,followoguards.

    roo01,saidtheofficer.

    thenididnotturound.hedidnotlookatoher;hethedials.

    heightyrridor,akilotreeninedreadfulthingbeddediurehadsohoorepaidetailofhislifeood,fiven.

    hetheplahehalf,hehadhadthefeelingthatobrienfroillinghiitpedintohisaritentor,heeeralsleep,oreveninantofurredinhisear:dontykeeping.forsevenyearsihavee.ishallsaveyou,ishallkeyouperfe,eetintheplace,sevenyearsago.

    hedidnotreeranyendingtohisinterrogation.there,inaterializedroundhiheostflatonhisbaanner.ravelyandrathersadly.hisfac

    ...
正文 第67节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twe,seenfroeloo.he;heyeightorfifty.underhishandtherehaleverontopandfiguresrunningroundtheface.

    itoldyou,saidobrien,thatifetagainitwouldbehere.

    yes,saidon.

    entofobrienshaalinjury.hedidnotkhethiheeffectricallyproduced;buthisbodyofshape,thejointsoapart.althoughthepainhadbroughtthesoutonhisforehead,theofallhefearthathisbackboosnap.hesethisteethahedhardthroughhisryingtokeepsilentaslongaspossible.

    youareafraid,saidobrien,ontsothingisgoingtobreak.yourespe.thatisyouarethinking,isitnot,on

    e.

    thatbersonthisdialrunuptoahundred.eer,throughoutourion,thatihaveitinpoontandtoeanylies,orattettoprevaricateinanyelligence,youhpain,instantly.doyouuandthat

    yes,saidon.

    obriensnnerbecalesssevere.heresettledhisspectaclesthoughtfully,andtookapaceortleandpatieheairofadoctor,ateacher,evenapriest,anxioustoexplainandpersuaderatherthantopunish.

    iaakingtroubleatterentallyderanged.yousufferfrodefeeerrealeventsandyoupersuadeyourselfthatyoureerothereventsalleffortoftheake.evennopressionthatitisavirtue.hisnt,h

    asia.

    heastasia.good.andoiahasalheastasia,hasitnot

    ohtospeakandthendidnotspeak.heuldnottakehiseyesathedial.

    thetruth,please,eeer.

    ireerthatuntilonlya.theeurasia.thathadlastedforfouryears.beforethat

    obrienstoppedhiventofthehand.

    anotherexale,hesaid.soyouhadaveryseriousdelusionindeed.youbelievedthatthreen,threeoipartyersnadjones,aaronson,andrutherfordnakingthefullestpossiblenfessioheyistakabledotaryevidenceprovingthattheirnfessiohinglikethis.

    anoblongslipoflydestroyed.foronlyaninstantitadeadesperate,agonizingefforttopossibletovesoonthehadevenfottenthedial.allheedoholdthephotographinhisfingersagain,oratleasttoseeit.

    itexistshecried.

    no,saidobrien.

    hesteppeda.thereeryholeintheoppositeair;ite.obriehewall.

    ashes,hesaid.noteveifiableashes.dust.itdoes.itneverexisted.

    butitdidexistitdoesexistitexistsinry.ireerit.youreerit.

    ido,saidobrien.

    atter.butiteeringit,andfottentheainduldreallyhappen:that.

    obrienspeculatively.rethaneverhehadtheairofateachertakingpainsisingchild.

    thereisapartyslogandealinghthentrolofthepast,hesaid.repeatit,ifyouplease.

    ”rolsthepastntrolsthefuture:rolsthepresentntrolsthepast,”repeatedonobediently.

    ”rolsthepresentntrolsthepast,”saidobrien,noddinghisheadhsloyouropinion,on,thatthepasthasrealexistence

    againthefeelingofhelplessnessdesdeduponpain;hedidnotevenkrueone.

    obriensledfaintly.youarenotaphysi,ontyouhadnevernsideredeaence.i

    ...
正文 第68节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tworepreeheraplace,as,hepastisstillhappening

    no.

    theexist,ifatall

    inrerds.itistendown.

    inrerds.and

    inthend.inhunries.

    inry.veryeries.thenrolthepast,do

    buththingsoryyouhavenotntrolledne

    obriensnnergreeagain.helaidhishandonthedial.

    orary,hesaid,youhavenotntrolledit.thatisility,inselfdisissioninorityofone.onlythedisethateveryoneelseseesthesathingasyou.butitellyou,annd,andnoind,akestakes,andinanyindoftheparty,rtal.possibletoseerealityexceptbylookingthroughtheeyesoftheparty.thatisthefactthatyouhavegottorelea,bleyourselfbeforeyoubeesane.

    hepausedforafeonts,asthoughtoallohehadbeensayingtosinkin.

    doyoureer,heisthefreedoosaythattakefour”

    yes,saidon.

    obrienhelduphislefthand,itsbacktobhiddenandthefersextended.

    hoanyfingersaholdingup,on

    four.

    andifthepartysaysthatitisnotfourbutfivethenhoany

    four.

    the,thefersstillextended.hedreethepainlyeased.

    hoanyfingers,on

    four.

    theneedleuptosixty.

    hoanyfingers,on

    fourfourelseisayfour

    theneedlesthaverisenagain,buthedidnotlookatit.theheavy,stefaous,blurry,aovibrate,butunstakablyfour.

    hoanyfingers,on

    fourstopit,stopithoanyougoonfourfour

    hoanyfingers,on

    fivefivefive

    no,on,thatisnouse.youarelying.youstillthinktherearefour.hoanyfingers,please

    fourfivefouranythingyoulike.onlystopit,stopthepain

    abruptlyheroundhisshoulders.hehadperhapslostheroundhisshoulders.hehadthefeelingthatobriehingthatsoothersourdthatitfrot.

    youareasloon,saidently.

    hoyeyestwoarefour.

    sotis,etistheyarefive.sotistheyarethree.sotistheyareallofthetonusttryharder.itisobeesane.

    helaidrelyotionedaninthebilethroughouttheproceedings.thenibentdooonseyes,felthispulse,laidanearagainsthischest,tappedhereahenheoobrien.

    again,saidobrien.

    thepainfloustbeatseventy,seventyfive.hehadshuthiseyesthisti.hekeredehoonoticeherheoot.thepainlessenedagain.heopenedhiseyes.obrienhaddrahelever.

    hoanyfingers,on

    four.isupposetherearefour.itryingtoseefive.

    reallytoseethe

    again,saidobrien.

    perhapstheneedleittentlyreeredtobevinginasortofdaneerpossibletouhatthisehoysteriousidentitybetething.innurablefingers,likevingtrees,ingpastiherdire,crossingandrecrossihiseyesagain.

    hoanyfingersaholdingup,on

    idontknoeifyoudothatagain.four,five,sixinallhoyidontknow.

    better,saidobrien.

    aneedleslidinto.alstinthesainstantablissful,healingthspreadallthroughhisbody.thepaiuover.ifheuldhavevedhe.hehadneverlovedhiodeeplyasatthisnt,andnotrelybeitdidnotttery,hadeback.ob

    ...
正文 第69节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twrienutotheedgeoflunaadenodiffereneverbespoken,thereeetandtalk.obriehoughtghtbeinhisoind.ionaltone.

    doyouknoonhesaid.

    idontknoinistryoflove.

    doyouknowhowlongyouhavebeenhere

    idontknoonthsithinkitisnths.

    andagihatothisplace

    tokethefess.

    no,thatisnotthereasain.

    topunishthe

    ed.nooextraitted.thepartyisnotiedintheovertaies,.doyouuandeanbythat

    heousbeent,hoently:

    thefirstthingforyoutouandisthatinthisplas.youhavereadofthereligiousperseiddleagesthereiesintheopen,andkilledtheeunists.therussiansperseagihattheyhadleaedfrohestakesofthepast;theykyrs.beforetheyexposedtheirviselvestodestroytheirdignity.theydoouths,veringtheelvesperingforrenhadbeertyrsandtheirdegradationadeakestakesofthatkind.allthenfessionsthatareutteredherearetrue.aketherue.andabovealluststopiginingthatposteritythestreafhistory.eier,notaryinalivingbrain.youediashefuture.youed.

    thehoughtentarybitteess.obriencheckedhisstepasthougheheeyesalittlenarrowed.

    youarethinking,hesaid,thatsihesllestdifferehatcase,othetroubleofinterrogatingyoufirstthatisyouhinking,not

    yes,saidon.

    obriensledslightly.youareaflaustbetheperseoneofourselvesbefore.itisintolerabletousthatanerrohoughtshouldexistanyaybe.eveniantofdeathitaion.intheolddaystheheretiandoftheolddespotisndofthetotalitariansndis”thouart”.nooneiserabletraitorsindoyself.isagraduallypering,grovelliheyen.thereexceptsorro.theybeggedtobeshotquickly,sothattheyulddieindsill.

    hisvoiy.theexaltation,thelunatithusiasillinhisface.heisnotpretending,thoughton,heisnotahypocrite,hebelieveseverywordhes

    ...
正文 第70节
    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tways.ostoppressedhitrollingtoandfro,inandoutoftherangeofhisvision.obriehereined,andrejeustbehe,on,ad.obrienhaltedandlookeddo.hisvoicehadgroeagain.

    donotigihatyoupletelyyousurreous.nooneofyourlife,stillyouus.happenstoyouhereisforever.uandthatinadvance.hinger,orcuriosity,e,oriy.youy,andthenhourselves.

    hepausedandsighenintheeheavypieceofapparatusbeingpushedintoplacebehindhishead.obrienhadsatdoostonalevelhons.

    threethousand,hesaid,speakingoverani.

    toist,claedtheelvesagainstples.hequailed.thereing,akindly,onhis.

    thistiitine.

    atthisntthereedlikeanexplosion,thoughitout.alsosothinghadhappenedinsidehishead.ashiseyesregaiheirfocushereeredeptiness,asthoughapiecehadbeeofhisbrain.

    iteintheeyes.untryisoiaath

    selfeeredeurasiaaasibuthedidnotknohehadnotbeenahattherewasanywar.

    idontreer.

    oiaisateerthatnow

    yes.

    oiahasaleeerthat

    yes.

    elevenyearsagoyoueodeathfortreabeoohat

    yes.

    justnoyhandtoyou.yousaeerthat

    yes.

    obrienheldupthefingersofhislefthand,bncealed.

    therearefivefihere.doyouseefivefingers

    yes.

    andhedidseetheforafleetinginstant,beforethesihedidnotknoinousberit,asonereersavividexperiesoperiodofoneslifeadifferentperson.

    youseenohatitisatanyratepossible.

    yes,saidon.

    obrienstoodupaninthepouleanddraile.inalsttheoldnnerheresettledhisspectaclesonhisnose.

    doyoureerattery,sinblesoindexceptthatyouhappentobeinsane.beforeeafeions,ifyouchoose.

    aionilike

    anything.hesahatonseyeshedial.itisschedoff.isyourfirstquestion

    haveyoudonehjuliasaidon.

    obriensledagairayedyou,diatelyunreservedly.ihaveseldoeenanyoneeovertoussoprotly.youindednesseverythinghasbeeofher.itnversiobookcase.

    youtorturedher

    obriehisunaion,hesaid.

    doesbigbrotherexist

    ofurseheexists.thepartyexists.bigbrotheristheeodintoftheparty.

    doesheexistinthesa

    youdo,saidobrien.

    on.hekneagiheargu,youdo,ntainalogientsolishhi

    ithi,hesaidnsyosandlegs.ioepointsiltaneously.inthatsense,doesbigbrotherexist

    itisofnoiortance.heexists.

    willbigbr

    ...
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    ofursenot.hoquestion.

    doesthebrotherhoodexist

    that,on,youind.

    eintohisndthefirst.hehadgottoaskit,ausentinobriensface.evenhisspectaclesseedto.heknogoingtoaskatthethoughtthe:

    101

    theexpressiononobriensfacedidnotge.heanswereddrily:

    youkno101,on.everyonekno101.

    heraisedafiheninthe.hesankalstinstantlyintodeepsleep.

    xx

    therearethreestagesinyourreiion,saidobrien.thereisleaing,thereisuanding,andthereisacceptaistiforyoutoenteruponthesendstage.

    asaltothebed,butheuldvehiskneesalittleanduldtuhisheadfroidetosideandraisehisarfroheelboetistheyghaeerhoanysessionstherehadbeeostreteightsotishavebeendays,sotisonlyanhourortwo.

    asyouliethere,saidobrien,youhaveofteives.doyoureeringinyourdiary,”iuandhouandhoughtabout”hatyoudoubtedyouroy.youhavereadthebook,goldsteinsbook,orpartsofit,atleast.didittellyouanythingthatyoudidnotknowalready

    youhavereaditsaidon.

    ieit.thatistosay,illaboratediningit.nobookisprodudividually,asyouknow.

    isittrue,itsays

    adesitsetsforthisnonseheseatelyaproletarianrebelliontheoverthroillioabandohereisthestartingpointofyourthoughts.

    hecaclosertothebed.foreverherepeated.andnoaintainsitselfiive.

    helessontortedhithefaint,dgleafenthusiasadebaassustberuledoverandsystetiankindlaybetandhappiness,andthat,freatbulkofnkind,happinessighte,sacrifigitsoesbetterthananbeingslivedandbythere.hehaduooditall,adenodifference:allatepurpose.plypersistsinhislunacy

    youarerulingoverusforouroanbeingsarenotfittogovetheelves,andtherefore

    hestartedandalstcriedout.apangofpainhadshhhisbody.obrienhadpushedtheleverofthedialuptothirtyfive.

    thatupid,on,stupidhesaid.youshouldkhantosayathinglikethat.

    hepulledtheleverbadntinued:

    noyquestion.itisthis.thepartyseekspoeansyoualltheoligarunistsethods,buttheyneverhadtheuragetheirootives.theypretended,perhapstheyevenbelieved,thattheyhadseizedpoitedti,andthatjustrouherelayaparadiseanbeingseans,itisanend.oestablishadiakestherevolutionioestablishthedictatorship.theobjectofpersecutionispersecution.theobjectoftortureistorture.theobjectofpoe

    onruck,asheh

    ...
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    youarethinking,hesaid,thatfayo.doyoudieyeails

    hetuedathebedandbeganstrollingupanddo.

    eideaofeans.thefirstthingyoustrealizeisthatpoisslavery”.hasitevero.alohehunbeingisalustbeso,beedtodie,akeplete,uttersubssion,ifheergehielfiysothatheistheparty,thenheisallportal.thesendthingforyoutorealizeisthatpoanbeings.overthebodybut,aboveall,overthend.poatterextealreality,asyouportant.alreadyourntrolovertterisabsolute.

    forantadeaviolentefforttoraisehielfintoasittingposition,andrelysucceededinhinghisbodypainfully.

    buthoatterheburstout.youdorolthecliteorthelay.andtherearedisease,paih

    obrieofhishand.atterbecauseiyisiheskull.youustgetridofthosehturyideasaboutthelaakethelaure.

    butyoudonotyouarenotevenstersofthispla.yet.

    uniortant.akeoutofexistence.oiaistheworld.

    buttheanistinyhelplesshoillionsofyearstheearthed.

    nonseheearthisasoldasannsciousness.

    buttheroalsothsandstodonsandenorusreptilesanwaseverheardof.

    haveyoueverseenthosebones,.beforentherean,ifheuldetoahereanthereisnothing.

    buttheeofthereallionlightyearsaofourreachforever.

    arethestarssaidobrienindifferently.theyarebitsoffireafeetresaifout.theearthisthetreoftheuniverse.thesunaarsgoroundit.

    adeanothernvulsivevent.thistihedidnotsayanything.obrienntihoughansion:

    forillionsofkilotresaofastroarsathetisareunequaltothathaveyottendoublethink

    ustbesoonstratingthatiteforit,iletouthashelookeddo.

    itoldyou,etaphysiistaken.thisisnotsolipsislle,ifyoulike.butthatisadifferentthing:infaontassudagainhisairofasasterquestioningaprosingpupil:hoahispoher,on

    akinghiuffer,hesaid.

    exaindstopieagined.aent,aplingaraledupon,aoreredthattheyotiohersatbirth,asoakeseggsfrohen.thesexinstincted.procreationw

    ...
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    hepausedasthoughheexpectededtobefrozen.obrienon:

    ahatitisforever.thefayofsoorethepartyispo.goldsteinandhisheresiesont,theyathatihaveplayedouts.alerself,craphaftertriuhaftertriuh:anendlesspressing,pressing,pressinguponthenerveofpoorethaandit.youeit,beepartofit.

    selfsuffitlytospeak.youthesaidweakly.

    eanbythatrerk,on

    youuldnotcreatesucha.itisiossible.

    why

    itisiossibletofoundacivilizationonfearandhatredandcruelty.itwouldneverendure.

    ittsuicide.

    nonsense.youareuheiressionthathatredisreexhaustingthanlove.enaresehirty.stillakertal.

    asusual,thevoicehadbatteredoreoverheentobries,excepthisinarticulatehorrorofobrienhadsaid,heretuedtotheattack.

    idontkhingyou.lifeyou.

    aginingthatthereissothingals.hunityistheparty.theothersareoutsideirrelevant.

    idontcare.iheyyou.soonerorlatertheyyouare,aheyearyoutopieces.

    doyouseeanyevidethatishappeningoranyreasonshould

    no.ibelieveit.ikhingintheuniverseidontknoespirit,soprinciplethatyoue.

    doyoubelieveingod,on

    no.

    thenisit,thisprinciplethatus

    idontknoan.

    anddoyounsideryourselfan.

    yes.

    ifyouarean,an.yourkiinorallysuperiortous,hourliesandourcruelty

    yes,insiderselfsuperior.

    obriendidnotspeak.tontashisoselfiherhood.heheardhielfprosingtolie,tosteal,te,torder,tedrugtakingandprostitution,todissenatevenerealdiseases,tothroadeaslliatieure,asthoughtosaythatthedenstrationaking.theuedasdthevoicesstopped.

    getupfrohatbed,hesaid.

    thebondshadlooseheelves.oothefloorandstoodupunsteadily.

    youarethelastn,saidobrien.youaretheguardianofthehunspirit.youshallseeyourselfasyouare.takeoffyourclothes.

    eeresihtheoverallshisbodynantsofuhegroundhesairroratthefarendoftherooheapproa.

    goon,saidobrien.stairror.youshallseethesideviewaswell.

    hehadstoppedbe

    ...
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    youhavethoughtsotis,saidobrien,thatfaeeroftheinnerpartylooksoldanddoyouthinkofyouroe

    heseizedroundsothathe.

    lookatthenditionyouareinhesaid.lookatthisfilthygrialloveryourbody.lookatthedirtbetaakethuandforefiroundyourbicep.iuldsnapyouecklikeacarrot.doyouknossinceyouhavebeeninourhandsevenyourhairisingoutinhandfuls.lookhepluckedatonsheadandbroughtaouth.eeethleft.hoanyhadyouetousandthefearedroppingoutofyourhead.lookhere

    heseizedoneofainingfrohbetbandforefithroughonsjaheloosetoothoutbytheroots.hetosseditacrossthecell.

    youarerottingairrain.doyouseethatthingfaan.ifyouarehun,thatishunity.noyourclothesonagain.

    selfovents.untilonotiusthavebeeninthisplaagihensuddenlyashefixedtheserableragsroundhielfafeelingofpityforhisruinedbodyoverostkindly.

    itithingdependsonyourself.

    youdiditsobbedetothisstate.

    no,on,youreducedyourselftoit.thisisyouacceptedyourselfupagainsttheparty.itaihatfirstaothinghashappehatyoudidnotforesee.

    hepaused,andthenon:

    estate.idonotthinkthereedit.youhaveperedforrcy,youhavebetrayedeverybodyahing.youthinkofasingledegradationthathasnothappeoyou

    onhadstoppedhoughthetearsilloozingoutofhiseyes.helookedupatobrien.

    ihaverayedjulia,hesaid.

    obrienlookeddothoughtfully.no,hesaid;no;thatisperfectlytrue.youhaverayedjulia.

    thepeeetings,allthathehadsaidtoheraohitheirblae.obrienhadseehouttheneedforexplanation.

    tell,hesaid,hoe

    itghtbealongti,saidobrien.youareadifficultcase.butdontgiveuphope.everyoneiscuredsoonerorlater.intheendyou.

    xxi

    heuchbetter.heterandstrongereveryday,ifitospeakofdays.

    thengsoundeasever,buttheabath,andtheyallotoselffairlyfrequentlyinatinbasin.theyevengavehieent.theyhadpulledoutthereantsofhisteethandgivenhineofdentures.

    onthssthavepassed.ite,ifhehadfeltanyiindoingso,sineal.oherewaseven

    ...
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    theyhadgivenhipofpenade.eveelytorpid.oftenheoothealstetisasleep,sotisuakenodifferensoreherent.hedreadagreatdealallthroughthisti,andtheys.heongenlorious,sunlitruins,other,erelysittinginthesun,talkingofpeas.heseedtohavelostthepoulusofpainhadbeenreved.hepletelysatisfying.

    bydegreesheeinsleep,buthestillfeltnoiulsetogetoffthebed.allheakesurethatitusoreelaborateexeretre.butafterafeoredaysafeorealtiseventhatfeatplished.atiberthesead,ruinedfaoutoftherror.

    hisndgreoreactive.hesatdoself.

    hehadpttosethielfupagainstthepolikeabeetleunderagnifyingglass.there,shophotographs.sooftheelf.yes,even...heuldnotfightagainstthepartyanylonger.besides,thepartyustbeso;hortal,llectivebraiakessanityerelyaquestionofleaingtothinkastheythought.only

    thepencilfeltthidaeintohishead.hesycapitals:

    freedosslavery

    thenalsthoutapauseheebehit:

    takefive

    butthenthereind,asthoughshyingasothing,seeduonontheuldnotrecallit.eofitsoe:

    godispower

    heaories,produingagainstacurrentthatsyoubackruggled,andthensuddenlydegtoturoundandgohthecurrentinsteadofopposingit.nothinghadgedexceptyourotitude:thepredestihinghappenedinanycase.hehardlyknehing

    anythinguldbetrue.thesodoit,thehinghappens.suddenly,likealuofsubrgedind:itdoesntreallyhappen.agi.itishalluind.inds,trulyhappens.

    hehadnodiffi.thendshoulddevelopablindspotatistinctive.cristop,theycalleditinnews

    ...
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    hesettoselfinselfselfinnotseeingootuandingthearguntsthatntradietisraised,forinstanind,anabilityatookethestdelicateuseoflogidattheobeunnsciousofthecrudestlogicalerrors.stupidityelligendasdifficulttoattain.

    alltheind,he.everythingdependsonyourself,obrienhadsaid;buthekbetennuteshenightkeephioryearsinsolitaryheyghtsendhioalabouresdid.itaofhisarrestandinterrogatioanexpeehobehind;alcelltocell.

    onedaybutonedayiddleofthenight:onont.everythingoothedout,renunts,norepain,norefear.hisbodyoventandoussunlitpassage,akilotreedtoinducedbydrugs.hetrees,faintlystirring,andsohedacelayinthegreenpoolsuhewillows.

    suddeartedupselfcryaloud:

    juliajuliajulia,lovejulia

    foranthehadhadanhalluedtobenotrely,butionthehadlovedherfarrethanhehadeverdoneehersheillaliveandneededhishelp.

    helaybaself.ontofweakness

    inahepofbootsoutside.theyuldsuade.heobeyedtheparty,buthestillhatedtheparty.intheolddayshehadhiddeiity.noindhehadsurrendered,buthehadhopedtokeeptheininviolate.hekhehehepreferredtobeihatobrienandit.ithatsinglefoolishcry.

    heighttakeyears.heranahandoverhisfailiarizehielfselfintheglasshehadbeengiveerolofthefeatureseheperyourself.youstknoustitergeintoyournse.frooustnotonlythinkright;hestfeelright,dreaight.andalltheustkeephishatredloatterselfaued,akindofcyst.

    ohey.youuldnottellbehiheuldtuover.andthensuddenly,ouflagelikeanenorusrfla.andalstinthesainstantbangit.thehereticalthought,that.

    heshuthiseyes.itorediffiindofitsoruefeelingstoher

    therepofbootsinthepassage.thesteelduards.

    getup,saidobrien.ehere.

    .obrientookonsshouldersbetclosely.

    youhavehadthoughtsofdeceiving,hesaid.thateintheface.

    hepaused,andonilertone:

    youareiroving.intelleak

    ...
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    ihatehi

    youhatehigood.theihaseforyoutotakethelaststep.youstlovebigbrother.itisnotenoughtoobeyhiyoustlovehi

    hereleasedonhalittlepushtoheguards.

    roo01,hesaid.

    xxii

    ateaprisonnthehadkoknoanytresunderground,asdeepdoogo.

    itostofthe,ea,theotherovenothing,notevenhishead.asortofpadgrippedhisheadfroehind,for.

    forantheein.

    youaskedonce,saidobrien,101.itoldyouthatyoukne101isthethingintheworld.

    thedooropenedagain.aguardadeofekiitdohefurthertable.becauseofthepositioninanding.onuldhethingwas.

    theindividualtoindividual.itybeburialalive,ordeathbyfire,orbydropalent,orfiftyotherdeaths.therearecasesequitetrivialthing,notevenfatal.

    hehadvedalittletooneside,sothatask,etresahiheuldseethatthecagepartnts,andthatthereekindofcreatureineach.theys.

    inyourcase,saidobriehingintheoberats.

    asortofprenitorytrer,afearofhepseoftheeaningofthesklikeatta.hisboedtotutoer.

    youpossible.

    doyoureer,saidobrieofpanisthereethingterribleohersideofthehatyoukyoudarednitintotheopen.itheratsthatheothersideofthewall.

    obriensaidakinganefforttontrolhisvoice.youkodo

    obriendenodireesaffected.helookedthoughtfullyintothedistahoughheeonsback.

    byitself,hesaid,painisnotalanbeihingunendurablesothingthatplated.urageaitisnoteupfroeeperelyaninstincteofpressurethatyouothstand.evenifyouo.youisrequiredofyou.

    butisit,isithoifidontknoitis

    obrienpiptyplain,aflatdesertdrenoutofieances.yetthecageetresahitheyousrats.theyuzzlegroandfierdhisfurbroeadofgrey.

    therat,saidobrien,stilladdressinghisinvisibleaudieniheratsarecertaintoattackit.etheyanbeingishelpless.

    theretheoutsidehielf.

    obriehinginit.thereadeafrantiselfloosefroheovedtheearer.itetrefronsface.

    ihavepressedthefirstlever,saidobrien.youuaruasketistheyattaestheyburrhthecheeksanddevourthetongue.

    theostlostnsciousness.everythinghadgoneblack.foraninstanthe

    ...
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    theaskhisface.theratskneingno.heindless.

    itnpunishntinieriala,saidobrienasdidacticallyasever.

    theskentofhope.toolate,perhapstoolate.buthehadsuddenlyuoodthatintheheuldtransferhispunishntonebodythatheuldthrustbetselfas.andheingfrantically,overandover.

    doittojuliadoittojulianotjuliaidonte

    heousdepths,atherats.heosphere,intoouterspaetallicclidkhecagedoorhadclickedshutandnotopen.

    xxiii

    thepty.arayofsunlightslantingthroughausictrickledfroheteless.

    ptyglass.nofroheoppositeeandfilledhisglassupatlehaquillthroughtherk.ithcloves,thespecialityofthecafé.

    entthereghtbeaspeinistryofpeaentionedanydefinitearea,butitouthofthengoaptoseeeant.iterelyaquestionoflosiheenaced.

    avioleion,notfearexaent,flaredupinhithenfadedagaioppedthinkingabouttheindonanyonesubjeorethasatati.hepiindellofthose

    heheeveninhisthoughts,andsofarasit.theyethingthatheellthathebelorethanregai.hisfeatureshadthipressionthattheyal.itadenodifferehadbeeheroneynhlypaidthanhisoldjobhadbeen.

    thesientfrohenistryofplenty.inthepregquarter,itappeared,thetenththreeyearplansquotaforbootlaceshadbeenoverfulfilledby98pert.

    heexaheathepiephofgoodoverevilthehugefapoates.

    thevoiuentatfifteenthirty.fifteenthirtythisisanissit.fifteenthirtythetinkingsicstruckupagain.

    thatiting.allday,ent,thethoughtofasshiinafriind.heseedaysingaeliheafriaststoodoutvividl

    ...
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    thespasassed.heputtheontheuldledo.histhoughtsostunnsciouslyhetracedhhisfihedustoable:22

    theytgetinsideyou,shehadsaid.buttheyuldgetinsideyou.happenstoyouhereisforever,obrienhadsaid.thatething:butout,cauterizedout.

    hehadseenher;hehadevenspokehereostnoiinhisdoings.heuldhavearraoetherasendtiifeitheroftheadet.iteddeadandthereselvesuptobediseredbytheetresahiitstrueilldefipassedoher.shedidnotspeak.she,thenherselftohavinghitherside.presentlytheyoorasprotetheroundher.

    thereustbehiddenatter,nothingttered.theyuldhavelaindoadenoresponse;shedidrytodisengageherself.hekthateeredhob,hehadhelpedtarpseoutofsoruins,andhadbeenastoonlybytheinthatthetextureofherskinithadoncebeen.

    hedidnotattettokissher,nordidtheyspeak.astheyforthefirstti.itlanptanddislike.heepurelyoutofthepastorovedhercluyshoeafeetresanddeliberatelycrushedatedtohavegroiced.

    ibetrayedyou,shesaidbaldly.

    ibetrayedyou,hesaid.

    shegavehinotherquicklookofdislike.

    sotis,shesaid,theythreatehingsothingyoue,doittosobodyelse,doittosoandso.”andperhapsyoughtpretend,afterakethetopanddidntreallyanit.butthatisnttrue.atthetieanit.youthinktheresnoothetheysuffer.allyoucareaboutisyourself.

    allyoucareaboutisyourself,heechoed.

    andafterthat,youdohesatoheotherpersonanylonger.

    no,hesaid,youdohesa.

    theredidnotseeobeanythiosay.theostatobecaearrassingtositthereinsilence:besides,itethingaboutcatghertubeandstooduptogo.

    ustetagain,hesaid.

    yes,shesaid,ustetagain.

    hefollooff,butadeuphisndthathepanyherasfarasthetubestation,butsuddenlythisproedpointlessandunbearable.heedbyadesirenotsoont.hehadanostalgiont,notaltogetherbyaherbyasllknotofpeople.hedeahalfheartedattettocatchup,thensloadeoffintheoppositedire.etreshelookedback.thestreetighthavebeenhers.perhapsherthied,stiffenedbodybehind.

    atthetieanit.hehadantit.hehadnotrelysaidit,hehad.hehadhatsheandnotheshouldbedeliveredovertothe

    sothinggedihattrickledfroheteles.acrackedandjeeringnote,a

    ...
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    uhespreadinuttree

    isoldyouandyousold

    thetearsptyandcabackhtheginbottle.

    hetookuphisglassandsit.thestuffgreorehorribleouthfulhedrank.butithadbeetheelenthesin.itintostuporeverynight,andginthatrevivedhiverying.edupeyelidsahandabathehorizontalifithadnotbeenforthebottleandteaiddayhourshesatfifteentoehe,noteles.oitteeofasubtteeoheinnurabletteesdealinginordiffireport,butethingtodosshouldbeplaittee,alloftheersonssilartohielf.therebledandthenprotlydispersedagain,franklyadttingtooherthatthereosteagerly,kingatrendousshoinutesanddraftinglongraastoousdigressions,quarrelsthreats,even,toappealtohigherauthority.andthensuddenlythelifeandtheyrouablelookingatoherhextincteyes,likeghostsfadingatckcrow.

    thetelesapofafrientoftheares:ablackarroperturbablefatheportrait.nceivablethatthesendarroeve

    hisiflaggedagain.hedrankahfulofgin,pickeduptheadeatentativeve.check.butitove,because

    unind.hesaself,aboyofen,sittingonthefloor,shakingadiotherandalsolaughing.

    itsthavebeenaboutanthbeforeshedisappeared.itontofrehedayeddoofthetpedbedrooepullihingoutofplaberthesllofthedaeslitheringdoosttothestartingpoint.theyplayedeightgas,e,hadsatproppedupagainstabolster,laughingbecausetheotherseoontheyhadallbeenhappytogether,asinhisearlierchildhood.

    hepushedthepiind.itery.heeriesoattersolongasonekneforethingshadhappehershadnothappened.hetuedbaeinstantitdroppedontotheboard.

    ashrilltruetcallhadpiercedtheair.iteantvictorypetcallprecededthericdrillranthroughthecafé.eventheershadstartedandprickeduptheirears.

    thetruetousvoluofnoise.alreadyanexadahadsephantphrasespushedtheelvesthroughthedin:vaststrategiillionprisonerspletederalizationntroloftheeasurabledistananhistoryvictory,victory,victory

    uhetableadenvulsivevents.hehadnotstirredfroisseat,butinhisndheselfdeaf.helookedupagainattheportrai

    ...
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    thevoicefrohetelesapproached,paidnoattentionashisglasspligeverybody.heedguardathisback.thelonghopedforbulleteringhisbrain.

    hegazedupattheenorusfatoleaileoustaisuandingostubbo,selftheloviself.helovedbigbrother.

    appendix:theprinciplesofnewspeak

    heideologi.intheyear1984thereeansofendingtouseioreaheireverydayspeebodiedihaheditionsoftheneanysuperfluousationsbodiedintheeleveionofthediary,thatonceedhere.

    thepurposeofneediufexpressionfortheentalhabitspropertothedevoteesofingsoodesofthoughtiossible.ittheprineeruldproperlyeaningsandalsothepossibilityofarrivingattheyindireeanings,andsofaraspossibleofallsendaryaningsple.theentsasthisdogisfreefroinoloedevenasnu

    neanynepouodiscusseachclassseparately,butthegraaticalpeculiaritiesofthelanguagebedealterulesheldgoodforallthreecategories.

    theavoostentirelyofparisonberelysll,eaningsidlydefined.allaiguitiesandshadesofaninghadbeenpurgedoutofthesofarasituldbeachieved,aneplyastaccatosoundexpressingoneclearlyuood.itpossibletousetheavocabularyforliterarypurposesorforpoliticalorphilosophicaldiscussion.itple,purposivethoughts,usuallyinvolvingeobjectsorphysicalas.

    thegraarofpleteiheple,didinneologiple,nosuingbeingsuffitlyveredbythenounverbknife.adjectivesedbyaddingthesuffixfultothenounverb,andadverbsbyaddingple,spe

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twedfulantrapidandspeedeantquiostanyadjectivalaninguldbearrivedatbyaddingfultoanounverb.henoinationple,edbygoodwise.

    inaddition,anyphasis,doubleplus.thus,forexale,unlda,respeeaningofalstahodsitousdinutionofvople,uldbereplacedbyunlight,htbyundark,agtopreference.

    thesenddistinguishingrkofionedbeloerules.thus,inallverbsthepreteriteapartiightbe.thepluralsofn,ox,life,ans,oxes,lifes.parisonofadjesandthere,stfortionbeingsuppressed.

    theonlyclassesofonstrativeadjectives,andtheauxiliaryverbs.allofthesefollohadbeenscrappedasunnecessary,andtheshall,shouldtenseshadbeendropped,alltheirusesbeingveredbyationarisingoutoftheneedforrapidandeasyspeech.aatioselffeltchieflyinnnexionportanceadeclearlaterinthisessay.

    thebvoentalattitudeuponthepersonusingtheandedalongparaphraseaireaccurateandforciblethanordinarylanguage.

    thebpoundwords.

    theynsistedoftore.theresultingalgale:theeaning,veryroughly,orthodoxy,or,ifoneahisiedasfollohink;pasttenseandpastparticiple,goodthinked;presentparticiple,goodthinking;adjective,goodthinkful;adverb,goodthinkhinker.

    thebologiutilatedinaheasytopronoune,forinstahebvople,theadjesofnitrue,nipax,andniluvplybecausetrueful,paxful,andlovefuleway.

    soofthebeanings,barelyintelligibletoaeredthelanguageasaple,suesleadingartiakeofthisinoldspeakedbeforetherevolutionotionaluandingoftheprin.butthisisnotaetranslation.tobeginh,io

    pounderelynveabbreviationsandhadnospecialideologcallour.

    graspthefullaningofthebyingsoagioday;oroftheixedupueaningsastodestroythetheseber,hadhadtheiranieiltheyntainedselvespreheeruldnopilersoftheokesureeant:tokesure,thatisto

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twsay,rangesofheycelledbytheirexistence.

    aseaisretainedforthesakeofnvenien.uherorality,iionalisdeply,abolishedtheallselvesroundthenilartothatoftheanandntsofjehovah:hekneesorotherattributeseeeerkneshekple,esexualioralityandgoodsexalinterursepraseparately,sio.hekbygoodsexthatistosay,norlinterursebetanandan:allelsee.innepossibletofolloicalthoughtfurtherthantheperceptionthatitical:beyondthatpointthenecessaryent.

    noanyis.supornipaxnistryofpeaosttheexaeptuousuandingoftherealnatureofopleeaningtherubbishyeainntandspuriousneasses.otherbivalent,haviationgoodies.butinadditiontherebersofereabbreviationsandtheiraning,butfroheirstructure.

    sofarasituldbentrived,everythingthathadhthavepolitiberofsyllablesthatple,thererdsdepartnt,isdepartnte.evenintheearlydearkedintotalitarianuntriesandtotalitariananizations.exalesinte,inprerr,agitprop.inthebeginningthepraostoftheassounistiional,forinstananbrotherhood,redflags,barrierelyatightlyknitanizationahingalstaseasilyregnized,andaslitedinpurpose,asaunistiionalisaphraseoverontarily.inthesaorentrollablethanthosecalledupbynistryoftruth.thisatednotonlyforthehabitofabbreviatingostexaggeratedcarethatakeeveryeable.

    inneeaning.regularityofgraaredneeaninginifeind.thethefaup,ingsoonotonous.andthisedat.theiionakespeeesneeerakeapolitientshouldbeabletosprayforththerreatitodothis,thelanguagegavehinalstfoolproofinstrunt,aureofthehtheirharshsoundand

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twacertainhthespiritofingsoc,assistedtheprocessstillfurther.

    sodidthefaostalluagesinthatitsvoallerthetetationtotakethought.ultitelyitakeartieaning.providedthattheopinionspliednothingbutpraise,andesreferredtooheoratorsofthepartyasadoubleplusgoodduckspeakeritandvaluedplint.

    thes.thesereseledtheseroots,buttheusualeanings.theyfolloegraatiatteringofthentoalllists,andthereind,orathodofthought,irrespectiveofitsparticularbrahereeaningthatituldpossiblybearbeingalreadysuffitlyveredbythe.

    frohefoi,erelynveyedaselfevidentabsurdity,uldnothavebeensustainedbyreasonedargunt,beedinverybroadterpedtogetherandndeedindoingso.oneuld,iheple,allnsareequalesenseinenareredhairedisapossibleoldspeakseienareofequalsize,eaninghadaeansofheirinalanings.iintelleesanderrorst,silybeaginable.ahedistinguishingoreandrepronid,aoiroperusesalinishing.

    perfeents,eveniftheyeverysileeverydaya,oreantthatnobookately1960uldbetranslatedasaplethethedeclarationofindependence:

    esareinstitutedangn,derivingtheirpotheofthegoveed.thatofgoventbeesdestructiveofthoseends,itistherightofthepeopletoalteroraboli**,andtoinstitute...

    itpossibletorehisiodoihink.afulltranslationuldonlybeanideologicaltranslatio.

    agooddealoftheliteratureofthepastedinthisadeitdesirabletopreservetheryingtheirachieventsintoliherspleted,theirinalings,hallelsethatsurvivedoftheliteratureofthepast,royed.thesetranslationsbusiness,anditexpectedthattheyhefirstorsenddecadeofthetyfirst

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eefortheprelinaryranslationthatthefinaladoptionofeas2050.

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