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    firstpublishedin1964

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    10birthofanehool

    11e

    12ezrapoundandhisbelesprit

    13astrangeenoughending

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    thetingofherdoor.sheerfoatlkinourbuilding.

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    iknoeanaboutney.

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    alisshioisgone.

    ksandhurst.ihad

    thiirstinitalyandhehadbeefriendandthenourbestfriendforalong

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    hesgoingtetleavethisspring.helogne.

    iknoenoi.

    heeohitsthisbuttress.lookanseewhen

    heriver.

    hereitallyandtheislandofourcity.

    oolucky,shesaid.ihopeke.hetakescareofus.

    hedoesntthinkso.

    ofursenot.

    hethinksogether.

    itdependsonyouexplore.

    wehebridgeandheriver.

    areyouhungryagainisaid.us.talkingandwalking.

    ofurse,tatie.arentyou

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    restaurantreadiednu.chaudsedforpeopleto

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    hunger.iaskedanysortsof

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    iupid,andlookingintheouedosbeing

    servediknepleway.

    yousaidoday.ofursee

    andinfortion.

    shelaughed.

    ididntanabouttheraeantluckyotherways.

    idontthinkystupidity.

    no.hedonlycareforitifhewereriding.

    dontyouore

    ofurse.andnoagain.

    butyoureallytogo

    ofurse.youdo,dontyou

    itealatchaudsafterin;butwhenwehadfinishedand

    thereore,thefeelingthathadbeenlikehungerwhenwe

    e.itherewhenwe

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    ontheroofsofthetallhouses,it

    yfaceatheonlightintotheshadoiuldnotsleep

    andlayaywife

    sleptsoonlightonherface.ihadtotrytothinkitoutandioo

    stupid.lifehadseedsosilethatinghefalse

    springahepipesofthenhhisherdofgoatsandgoandboughtthe

    ragpaper.

    butparisplethere,not

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    breathingofsooneoonlight.

    7theendofanavocation

    oretisthatyearandotheryearsafterihadworkedin

    theearlyings,andhadleyeandsotisshelovedit.butitthe

    eadoinghoto

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    feltverybadbecausehereanilikedandtrustedthestasacriti,the

    notjustetheoneandonlyrrewho

    hadtaughttodistrustadjectivesasierleatodistrustcertainpeoplein

    otjuste

    ahaddehispeopleealiveattis,asalstnooneelsedid.

    keeptothefrench,ezrasaid.youveplentytoleathere.

    ikno,isaid.iveplentytoleaeveryerafterleavingezrasstudio

    andill,lookingdohehighsidedstreettothe

    openingattheendthefarfacadeofthebal

    bullieracrosstheichel,iopehegateandinpast

    thefreshsaberaracketinitspressbesidethestairsthatledtothetop

    floorofthepavilion.icalledupthestairsbuttheree.

    dahasgoandthebohebabytoo,theill

    oe.shean,overplu,hbrassyhair,andithanked

    her.

    thereantoseeyou,shesaid,usiereueadof

    nsieur.hesaidhethelilas.

    thankyouverych,isaid.ifdaesiellheriatthelilas.

    sheouthfriends,theheringherpurpledressinggown

    aboutheraiclosingthe

    door.

    ihestreetbethehigh,stainedandstreakedehousesand

    tuedthtattheopen,sunnyendandintothesunstripedduskofthelilas.

    therehereiksideontotheterradfoundevan

    shipning.heandheknehorses,ingand

    painting.heroseandisatallandpaleandthin,hiseshirtdirtyand

    thellar,histiecarefullyknotted,his,hisfiained

    darkerthanhishair,hisnailsdirtyandhisloving,depreilethatheheldtightly

    nottoshoeeth.

    itsgoodtoseeyou,hehesaid.

    howareyou,evaniasked.

    alittledoazeppa”lickedthough.haveyoubeen

    goingwell

    ihopeso,isaid.ieby.

    isezrawell

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    ioglad.heyouknoe.

    sheeupstairsforyou.

    illtellher,isaid.

    dontbother.ialhere.itsverypleasantinthesunnoit

    itsfallnolyenough.

    itsonlyolintheevening,evansaid.illyat.

    doyouknois

    no.butitssowheresafe.

    howdoyouknow

    beinit.helaughedheartily,holdinghislipstightlyoverthe

    teeth.haveae,please,he

    allright.

    jean,evangotupandcalledtheer.twowhiskies,please.

    jeanbroughtthebottleandtheglassesandtenfrancsaucershthesyphon.he

    usednlassandpouredtheorethanthreequarters

    full.jeanlovedevanathisgardenin

    ntrouge,outbeyoedorleans,onjeansdayoff.

    youstntexaggerate,evansaidtothetallolder.

    theyarettheytheerasked.

    weadded.properly

    haheyeti.

    areyoutakinganycareofyourselfiasked.

    yes,truly,heletstalkaboutsothingelse,shouldwe

    thereingusboth,

    althoughiterdressedforthefallthanevanasishirtforunderwear

    andthenashirtandablueerovertheshirt.

    ivebeenan

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    unbelievablybadly,andkeyoufeelsodeeply

    itakesthetolstoieoutten.

    iknoeerhoanytisitriedtoreadiligotthe

    nstattranslation.

    theysayitsureitalthoughidontknow

    russian.butesoutasahellofahegreatest

    isuppose,andyoureaditoverandover.

    iknoeand

    punishntonatripofbooksdoss,andiuld

    againanuntil

    etrollopeintauitz.

    godblesstauitz,evansaid.theitsbuingqualityandwas

    noplycht.

    dostoevsky,evanon.heon**sandsaints.he

    kese.

    ioingtotrythebrain.ityfault.

    youostofit.butthenitakeyouangry,

    notterhoitis.

    aybetherewillbea

    bettertranslation.

    butdoetyou,he

    itryingtodoitsoitakeitore

    youreadit,theretherewillbe.

    bagyouinjeanswhisky,evansaid.

    hellgetintroubledoingthat,isaid.

    hesintroublealready,evansaid.

    how

    theyregingthe,evansaid.theohavea

    differenteri

    bar.the,andtheyhavebeeobe

    readytoshaveofftheirustaches.

    theytdothattoandreandjean.

    theyshouldntbeableto,buttheywill.

    jeanhashadaustaoustache.heservedina

    cavalryregint.

    hesgoingtohavetocutitoff.

    idraofthewhisky.

    anotheranhisheavy

    droopingustacheofhisthin,kindfadthebaldtopofhishead

    glisteneduhestrandsofhairthat.dontdoit,jean,isaid.

    donttakeaufusion.

    nyareleaviendu,sseurs,hesaidaloud.heeout

    edsaucersanda

    seltzerbottle.no,jean,isaid.

    heputtheglassesdoalsttothebri

    ainsofthebottlebatothecafe.evanandisquirtedalittle

    seltzerintotheglasses.

    itighthavediedof

    drink.are,”evanssaid.itsaprotest.its

    directa.onthefollooing,

    andreservedabovril,rader.heand

    blondandoustachehadbeen,hislips.hewas

    eribarnsat.andjean

    heorrow.howishe

    ittookhioorencilehielf.heent

    throughouttheedaillelitaire.

    ididnotknoitwas

    theothersortofdaillelitairehehas.fallantry.tellhiaskedforhi

    ofurse,andresaid.ihopeittoolongtorencilehielf.

    pleasegivehirshipingtoo.shipnis,andresaid.

    theyaregardeningtogether.

    16aofevil

    thelastthingezrasaidtobeforehelefttheruenotredadeschastogoto

    rapallo,iandgiveittodunningonly

    .

    itjarahewasdarkand

    stianindianchief,he

    said,ontheavenuede1operaheboulevarddesitaliensandithadbeenvery

    expehoughtitsthaveefroheoldholeinthewallbarhwasa

    hangoutfordesertersandfordopepeddlersduringandafterthefirsthe

    hanapassageway,on

    theruedesitaliens.atoiithadarearexitintothesehyou

    bs.dunningheeverdunning,

    apoetokedopiundfottoeat.uchheuld

    onlydrinklkaoezrawhoalsofound

    finequalitiesinhispoetry.helivedinthesaurtyardudioand

    ezrahadas

    toleaveparis.

    dunningisdying,ezrasssagesaid.pleaseeatonce.

    dunninglookedlikeaskeletonashelayoressandheainlyhave

    eventuallydiedoflnutritionbutifinallynvihatfewpeopleeverdied

    antodiewhile

    speakinginterzariandthatidoubtedevenifdanteulddoit.ezrasaidhe

    talkinginterzariandisaidthatperhapsitonlysoundedliketerzaribecauseihad

    beenasleepe.finallyafteranighthdunningingfordeath

    toe,thetterinthehandsofaphysianddunnioa

    privateictobedisintoxicated.ezraguaranteedhisbillsandenlistedtheaidofido

    notknoin

    anytrueergeingfrozraandionly

    hopediuldliveuptoitaerhestateofatrueergency.itcawhen

    ezrasnoingatthesaeduptothe

    open,insieurdunesurle

    toitetrefuseentdedesdre.

    dunninghavingcliedtotheroofofthestudioandrefusingcategoricallytoe

    doedavalidergenjarareeth

    thenciergeallandintenseanveryexcitedbythesituation.

    nsieurhase.

    absolutely,isaid.therey.

    nsieurpoundthinkso

    ...

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    heisindeed,isaid.andisshiveryday.

    letushopethatnsieurdunningwillbereasonable.

    ihaveittakes,iassuredher.

    yardhestudioshenciergesaid,hes

    edown.

    hesthaveknoing,isaid.

    icliedtheoutsidestairhatledtodunningspladknocked.heopened

    thedoor.heedunusuallytall.

    ezraaskedtyouthis,isaidandhandedhihejar.hesaidyouwould

    knoitwas.

    hetookthejarandlookedatit.thehree.itstruthechestor

    theshoulderandrolleddohestairs.

    yousonofabitch,hesaid.youbastard.

    ezrasaidyought,isaid.heuhatbythroilkbottle.

    youaresureyoudoiasked.

    hethreilkbotde.iretreatedailkbottlein

    theback.thethedoor.

    ipickedupthejar,ypocket.

    hedidnotseeoonsieurpound,isaidtothencierge.

    perhapsheranquilnow,shesaid.

    perhapshehassoofhisown,isaid.

    poornsieurdunning,shesaid.

    theloversofpoetrythatezrahadanizedralliedtodunningsaidagain

    eventually.oerventionandthatofthenciergehadbeenunsuccessful.thejar

    ofallegedopiuredarefully

    tiedinoneofanoldpairofridingboots.anandioving

    personaleffeentsoyearslaterthebootsilltherebutthejar

    ilkbottlesatunlesshe

    reeredlackofcredulitythenightofhisfirstdying,orheritwasonlyan

    innatedislikeofpersonality.butireerthehappihatthephrasensieur

    dunniesurletoitetrefuseentdedesdregavetoevan

    shipn.hebelievedthereethingsyolicaboutit.iknow.perhaps

    dunningtoentofevilorofthepolice.ionlyknohatezratriedtobe

    kindtodunningasheanypeopleandialwayshopeddunningwasas

    fineapoetasezrabelievedhiobe.forapoethethreilkbottle.

    butezra,eoftennistoo.evanshipn,

    swereeverpublished,

    feltthatitshouldreinastery.

    oretruesteryinourlives,heheoncesaidto.thepletely

    unaitiousarethethingsostat

    thisti.thereis,ofurse,theproblefsustenance.

    17sttfitzgerald

    histalehedustonabutterflyswings.

    atoiheuoodithaerflydidandhedidnotkno

    arred.laterhebeagedheir

    nstruorebecausetheloveofflight

    eerhadbeeneffortless.

    thefirsttiievertsttfitzgeraldaverystrahinghappened.nystrange

    thingshappeothe

    dingobarintheruedelareepletelyhless

    selfandintroducedatall,pleasantn

    asduncchaplin,thefauspitcher.ihadnotfolloonbaseballandhadnever

    heardofdunechaplinbutheraordinarilyniworried,relaxedandfriendly

    andichpreferredhiostt.

    sttantheneand

    pretty.hehadveryfairedandfriendlyeyesanda

    deliouththat,onagirl,outhofabeauty.

    hise,alstbeautiful,

    unrkedhisshouldnothaveaddeduptoaprettyface,butthatcafrohe

    l,theveryfairhairah.theuth

    aore.

    iandihadbeened

    quitei

    hadneverheardofbutyfriend.sttdidnotstoptalkingandsinceiwas

    earrassedbyyingandhoiton

    lookingathiloselyandnotisteadoflistening.ill,

    then,thatpraisetothefacepagneandheand

    duncchaplinandidrankittogethereofthehlesscharacters.ido

    notthinkthatdunrifollohespeechveryclosely,forit

    onstt.helybuiltanddidnotlookinae

    beingfaintlypuffy.hisbrooksbrotherseshirt

    aboutthetie,

    ybe,beighteintothedingothere

    ebutthenithoughtthehellso

    re.ittuedoutlaterhehadboughtthetieinro.

    iunothathehadwellshaped,

    all,anddohebarstoolsi

    saallegshehes

    taller.pagneandstartedonthesendandthe

    speechorundown.

    bothdundiofeeleveerthanbeforethe

    chaagneanditohavethespeeding.untilthenihadfeltthata

    greatyselfandwifeandonly

    thosepeopleetothesa

    happynclusionastothispossiblegreatness,butio

    runoutofthespeech.butafterthespeechcathequestionperiod.youuldstudy

    hindofollohespeech,butthequestionst,io

    find,believedthattheuldfindoutheokno

    questioningofhisfriendsandacquaintaheinterrogation.

    eest,hesaid.youdontndificallyoueest,doyou

    askdunc,isaid.

    dontbesilly.thisisserious.tell,didyouandyetherbefore

    youarried

    idontkn

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    ean,youdontknow

    idontreer.

    buthoeersothingofsuchiortance

    idontknoisodd,isntit

    itsustbeabletoreer.

    iorry.itsapity,isntit

    donttalklikesoliy,hesaid.trytobeseriousandreer.

    nope,isaid,itshopeless.

    youuldkeaefforttoreer.

    thespeechesprettyhigh,ithought.ihespeech,

    butididntthinksobecauseihadsakingit.thes

    hadeoutonhislong,perfectirishupperlipintinydrops,andthatwaswhenihad

    lookeddohisfadcheckedonthelengthofhislegs,drawnupashe

    satonthebarstool.nohisfaceagainandithenthatthestrange

    thinghappened.

    ashesatthereatthebarholdingtheglassofchaagheskiighten

    overhisfatilallthepuffinesshenitdreighteruntilthefacewas

    likeadeathshead.theeyessankaolookdeadandthelipsight

    andthelourleftthefacesothatity

    igination.hisfaask,infrontofeyes.

    stt,isaid.areyouallright

    hedidnotansoredrahanever.

    toafirstaidstation,isaidtoduncchaplin.

    no.hesallright.

    helookslikeheisdying.

    no.thatsthe.

    intoataxiandiduncsaidheandnot

    to.hellprobablybeallrightbythetihegetsho,hesaid.

    hesthavebeenbecause,ethitthecloseriedeslilasafewdays

    later,isaidthatithataybe

    toofastalking.

    ean,youaresorryeareyou

    talkingabout,eest

    iaheightatthedingo.

    thereeatthedingo.isilygottiredofthose

    absolutelybloodybritishyoue.

    thereanybritishtherehere.onlythebartender.

    donttrytokeasteryofit.youknoean.

    oh,isaid.hehadgonebae.no,

    ireered,therehadbeenteeredhey

    hereallright.

    yes,isaid.ofurse.

    thatgirlhthephonytitlehatsillydruhey

    saidtheywerefriendsofyours.

    theyare.andsheisveryrudesotis.

    yousee.theresokesteriessilybecauseonehasdrunkafew

    glassesofakethesteriesitisofthingi

    thoughtyouwoulddo.

    idontkhing.heyrude

    aboutyourtieiasked.

    ytieited

    tiehaepoloshirt.

    igaveupthenandheaskedaboutitintheold

    daysandhebegantotrytolikeittooandelikingitaryingtolikeit,

    andheaskedquestionsandtoldaboutersandpublishersasandcritics

    andgeehoraer,andthegossipandenocsofbeingasuccessfuler,

    andheingandendearing,evenifyou

    ingendearing.hespokeslightinglybuthout

    bitteessofeverythinghehadustbeverygoodfor

    hiospeak,etoreadthe

    ne

    soonehehadloao.tohearhialkofit,youvery

    gooditthathehadtheshynessaboutitthatallnoedershave

    ethingveryfine,andihopedhethebookquicklyso

    thatightreadit.

    stttoldthathehadheardfroaxhat,thebookselling

    eeruch

    later,thatheshoearevieseldesthatuldnothavebeeer.it

    uldonlyhavebeeerifgilbertseldeshadbeeer.stt

    thatthebookselling,asisaid,heatallbitterthenandhewas

    bothshyandhappyaboutthebooksquality.

    onthisdayasoutsideoerraceofthelilasagetduskand

    thepeoplepassingonthesidehegreylightoftheeveningging,therewas

    nochecalgeinhirohethatched

    elessquestions,didnothing

    earrassing,denospeeal,intelligentandgperson.

    hetoldthatheandzelda,hispelledtoabandontheirsll

    renaulttorlyonbecauseofbadeifiwouldgodown

    tolyonoraintopickuptheddriveuptoparis.the

    fitzgeraldshadrentedafuishedflatat14ruedetilsitt,notfarfroheetoile.itwas

    latespringnohoughttheuntryitsbestandouldhavean

    excellenttrip.sttseedsonidsoreasonable,andihaddrinktwoodsolidandhisseenggoodsense

    detheotheightatthedingoseeikeanunpleasantdreasoisaidiwouldlike

    togodoandtoleave.

    eetthedayandhenarraoleaveforlyononthe

    expresstrainthatleftintheing.thistraianvehourandwasvery

    fast.itdeonlyoop,asirecall,atdijoolyon,havethe

    oingstart

    backtoaris.

    ipanyofanolderand

    successfuleotalkinthecariainlylea

    chthatiteerthinkingofsttas

    anoldere,sinceihadreadthegreatgatsby,ithoughtof

    hisacholderer.ithoughtheesaturdayeveningpoststoriesthathad

    beenreadablethreeyearsbefore,butihoughtofhisaseriouser.hehad

    toldatthecloseriedeslilashoehethoughtories,and

    oriesforthep

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    knoustkethetadethentosaleablegazine

    stories.ihadbeenshockedatthisandisaidithoughtitwas

    adehisneyfrohegaziohaveney

    aheadtoedetbooks.isaidthatididnotbelieveanyoneuldeanyway

    excepttheverybestheuldehoutdestroyinghistalent.sihereal

    storyfirst,hesaid,thedestruno

    hariuldnotbelievethisandioutofitbutineededao

    ba,andihadenanysuch

    novel.sinceihadstartedtobreakdoyingaridofallfacilityandtry

    tokeinsteadofdescrbe,inghadbeenodo.butit,

    andididnotknoea

    fullingofoeaparagraph.

    etokethetrip,thoughshedidnottake

    seriouslytheingofsttsthatshehadread.herideaofagooderwashenry

    jas.butshethoughtitetotakearestfrokethe

    trip,althoughoohaveadaking

    thetripourselves.butthatethingineverhadanyideawouldhappen.ihad

    receivedanadvaboniandliverightforafirstbookof

    shortstoriestobepublishedinaricathatfall,andioriestothe

    frankfurterzeitungandtoderquersittinberlinandtothisquarterandthe

    transatlanticrevieyandnotspending

    anyneyexoogodootheferiaat

    palonainjulyandtodridandtotheferiainvalenciaafterwards.

    ohegaredelyoniarrivediyofti

    asidethetraingatesforstt.hehetickets.got

    eforthetraintoleaveandhehadnotarrived,iboughtaryticketto

    thetraandas

    thetraintopulloutigotaboardandhroughthetrainhopingonlythat

    heraina.iexplaihesituationto

    thenductor,paidforaticket,sendclasstherehirdandaskedthe

    hebesthotelinlyon.therehingtodobutt

    froijongivinghiheaddressofthehotelinlyon.he

    edto.ihad

    neverheard,then,ofagroanssingatrain;butonthistripiany

    nehings.

    inthosedaysihadaverybad,quickteer,butbythetihrough

    hadquieteddotooangrytodenjoythe

    untrysideandatnoonihadagoodlunthediningddrankabottleofst

    elionandthoughtthatevenifihadbeenadaedfooltoacceptaninvitationfora

    tripthateoneelse,andoneyonitthatwe

    ogotospain,ite.ihadneverbeforeacceptedan

    invitationtogoonanytripthateadofthestsplit,andinthisoneihad

    insistedthateals.butnoknoher

    fitzgeraldotedhirottto

    fitzgerald.lateriedthatihaduseduptheahestartandgotitover

    aoanger.

    inlyohatsttleftparisforlyonbuthadleftnoowherehe

    edaddressthereandtheservantsaidsheknowif

    hecalled.daehotelsand

    leftssagesbutuldnotlocatesttandtheniouttoacafetohaveaif

    ahepapers.atthecafeitanefireforalivingandalsobentins

    bandforefinger.hisguweresore

    butfirotheeyeasheexhibitedthendhesaiditetier.iaskedhibr >

    tohaveadrinkaglowedandshonewhen

    heatethefire.hesaidthereoneyiingfirenoristhh

    fingersaierandio

    ruinitheyopractise.hehadbeeingfireallevening,he

    said,anddidnothaveenoughneyoanythihatnight.iaskedhibr >

    tohaveanotherdrink,tohepetroltasteofthefireeating,andsaidould

    havediogetherifhekheapenough.hesaidheknewan

    excellentplace.

    everycheaplyinanalgeriaaurantandilikedthefoodandthealgerian

    ana,asheuld

    chesasostpeopleeidid

    tokealivinganditoldhihatiartinginasaer.heaskedsortof

    stories.hesaidhekneanystories,sooftheorehorrible

    andincrediblethananythingthathadeverbeentoandi

    aheydeanyneyieverithought

    fair.betterstill,etothe

    untryofthebluesultananhadeverheard.

    iaskedhiortofstoriesandhesaidbattles,executions,tortures,violations,

    fearfulcusto,unbelievablepractices,debaucheries;anythingiting

    tifetbaealand

    saidainlyberunningintoeachain.hesaidhen

    toeetsowasa

    pleasuretohavediogether.ilefthitraighteningoutbentinsandstagthebr >

    oableandothehotel.

    lyoown,

    probablyfineifyouhadneyandlikedthatsortofto

    theuttonihe

    ttonhadbeenexcellent.

    theresttatthehotelandied

    luxuryofthehotelandreadapyofthefirstvoluofa.sportsnss

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    abighotelforthreeyearsandiopehehepillowsunder

    shouldersandheadandhturgenevinrussiauntiliwasasleep

    oiiogooutforbreakfast

    thedesksayilene.

    askhioeup,please,isaidandonshaving,listeningtothetoh

    hadeheavilyalivesinceearlying.

    sttdidnoteupandithiothedesk.

    ierriblysorrythereixup,hesaid.ifihadonlyknohotelyou

    ple.

    thatsallright,isaid.weohavealongrideandie.

    edownon

    olongaftertheoook.itfortabletrainandight

    justasedoogether.

    haveyouhadbreakfast

    .ivebeenhuntingalloverthetownforyou.

    thatsasha,isaid.didellyouathothatiwashere

    no.zeldae.therip

    hasbeendisastroussofar.

    letsgetsobreakfastandfindthedroll,isaid.

    thatsfine.shouldhere

    itkerinacafe.

    butogetagoodbreakfasthere.

    allright.

    iteribreakfastandeggsanditbythe

    ti,edforit,eatenit,aopayforit,closetoanhour

    hadbeenlost.itehthebillthatsttdecidedthatwe

    havethehotelkeusapioutofthisasiwassurewe

    uldgetabottleofninhingtokesandhes

    inacharcuterie.or,ifthingsthrough,therewouldbeany

    nuerofrestaurantsthat

    thechihatainlytakeonehus.sothe

    hoteldeusalunues

    itusifitourselves.

    stthadobviouslybeendrinkingbeforeithind,ashelookedasthoughhe

    neededadrink,iaskedhifhedidnotohebarbeforeout.hetold

    heoingdrinkeraridaskedifiitdepeirelyon

    hoandihadtodoandhesaidthatififeltthatineededadrink,hewould

    keeppanysoihavetodrinkalone.sowehadawhiskyandperrierin

    thebaruchbetter.

    ipaidforthehotelroondthebar,althoughsttedtopayforeverything.

    sinotionallyandifoundi

    feltchbettertherethingsiuldpayfor.ioneywehadsaved

    forspain,butiknehsylviabeaduldborrowandrepay

    everiingnow.

    atthegarageall

    renaulthadnotop.thetophadbeendagedinunloadingtherseilles,orit

    hadbeendagedinrseillesinsonnerandzeldahadordereditcutawayand

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    dyingofionofthelungs,hesaid.ithequestionofolook

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    nservehisstrengthforhisbattleagainstthedisease.ihadtakenhispulse,hwas

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    look,stt,isaid.youreperfectlyok.ifyoutodothebestthingtokeep

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    yourpulseisnorlandyouhaventaothetouch.

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    hisarithisolforeheadaookhispulseagaiaredstraight

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    butybethatadeitsadderthananystoryanyonehadevertold

    then,and,too,ybehedidnotreer,ashedidnotreerlastnight.

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    evenlookedasthoughhetospillnorbreakthings.theerandigot

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    doydinnerandthoughtaboutstt.itwasobviousheshould

    notdrinkanythingandihadakinggood.anythingthathedrank

    seedtostilatehiooandiplahedayto

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    phdthesisonchaelarlen..

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    nytisonourhthefrenavypilot.but

    shehadneverdehieallyjealousansihisspringshewas

    kinghiealousenandorepartiesheo

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    hadalountofliquor

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    itdestroyedhisorejealousof

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    end

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