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    lifeahinshanghai

    nieng

    praiseforlifeahinshanghai:

    “farfroepressing,itisalstexhilaratingtoinddobattle.eveninenglish,thekeennessofherthoughtandexpressionissuofrtialart,enabliiandagaintoabsorbtheforceofherinterrogatidtuitte.”

    annhaupt,thenees

    “atriuhofthehunspirithereistheststunninghundotoutofasiheculturalrevolutionperhapssiherevolutionitself.”

    an

    “aharroetiasavageandpellingindiaozedongsunistselfaraordinarytestanttohunbrutality.”

    elenabru,losais

    “herbookisuionablyohebestevertenabouttheculturalrevolution.”

    houstonicle

    “analstunbearablyvividpiph.”

    chicagotribune

    pyright.1986byneing

    allrightsreserved.nopartofthisbookybereproduorbyaionstearievalsyste,issioninthepublisher,exaterials.yoursupportoftheauthhtsisappreciated.anyerofeducationalinstitutionsuse,oranthology,shouldsendinquiriestogroveatlantic.,841broadissionsgroveatlantic..

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    toiping

    authorsnote

    thisbookisafactualatofeduriuralrevolution.theeventsarererdedinologicalorder,justastheyoccurred.everye,thereaderportant.

    indeed,survivaldependedone.ihadaletiagainandagaintoreyry,andbook,includingtheyexperiences.

    ereluostofthesashongkongpinyin:xianggangandkuontangguondang,andhusbands,daughters,andoezheng,orethanfiftyyears.

    s

    i

    theion

    1t

    2intervalbeforethestorbr >

    3theredguards

    4housearrest

    ii

    thedetentionhouse

    5solitary

    6interrogation

    7thejanuaryrevolutionandlitaryntrol

    8partyfas

    9persecutionntinued

    10brothersnfession

    11akindoftorture

    12release

    iii

    struggleforjustice

    13eiping

    14thesearchforthetruth

    15astudent

    16thedeathofo

    17rehabilitation

    18fareoshanghai

    epilogue

    index

    abstract

    froublishersaelstroferestrulingsofpolitiierallygrindingunderfootherantiqueporountingayaboutthefateofheronlychild,iping.

    atesoftened,aher.theaeirkeitaddioinguishedvoiingtheasanspiritovertyranny.gisno.

    i

    theion

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    thepastisforevereaall.inoovebarsnightinjuly1966,tothestudyofoldhoinshanghai.daughter,theservantshadgootheirquarters,andiystudy.ihearagainthesloe,filledpleaveshalftheroonshadosvividly.

    anenglishfriend,afrequentvisitortohoinshanghai,onidstoftheakeitahoandahavenfhterandselfsothat.

    notnyprivatepeopleinshanghailivedasnistpartytookoverillion,perhapsonlyadozenorsofaliesopreservetheiroldlifestyle,intainingtheirinalhosandeloyingastaffofservants.thepartydideredshanghai,estientproblebutthepolitianyform

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twerlyevishanghai.ididnotvoluntarilyystandardofliving,butalsobeeedhurtesyandihitsunitedfranization.

    hoydaughterandilivedquietly,speunistrevolutionahistorievitabilityfora,ogoalonghit.

    thereasoniaooftenainlythattheyallifeianyyears.theheatlaylikeaheavyethroughtheopenspyblouseodehepropagandaeffortosphereoftensionandbilizethepublientanditspossiblevioventbefore,ihadionofiendingpersonaldisaster.butasadeuneasy.

    servantlaozhaohadleftathersofieonatrayontheffeetable.asidranktherefreshingtea,eyesstrayedtoaphotographoflatehusband.nearlynineyearshadpassedsireined.ialabandonedandalohepoliticalsituation,asifelttheneedforhissupport.

    ihadthusbandarriedauedtoeadiplotiffiintanggovent.in1949,nistarenteredshanghai,heintanggovent.nistrepresentative,zhanghanfu,tookoverhisoffiaiduriransitionalperiodasfnaffairsadvisertotheneayorofshanghai,rshalshelliioroleuanytobeethegeneralnagerofitsshanghaioffiperialaintainanoffiainlanda,thepartyofficialspanyandourselveshurtesy.

    in1957,husbanddiedofcer.abritishgeneralnager.iehisassistanta.ihatcapacityuntil1966.

    suetosteerthepanyanypitfallsthatoftensurroundedaaoistandsandproses.idraftedthepaantrrespondenahoughtselffortuohaveajobiulddoaninshanghaioccupyingaseniorpositioninapanyofworldrenown.

    inthespringof1966,shelleagenitnttogivetheloyntandprovideretirentpensions.asaerof,ient;itsspeitedtoourstaffentanizationforthentrolofindustrialandofficeworkers.

    entydaughter,ayoungastudio,iriptohongkoudiotoeserstotakepartigoventoffientsgenerallysloetoapletestandstill,ideittohongkongandriskarefusal.arefusalightkefutureappliainedinshanghai,believingthepaign.

    theteaoledsoybedrooextdoor,hadashoybed.inspiteoftheheat,idroppedofftosleep.thehingiknea,id,etoeup.

    ilookedattheybedsidetable.itperatureintherooasrising.

    “qiandanothernfroouroldoffiasaid.

    “dothey”iaskedherdrowsily.

    “theydidntsay.buttheybehavedinaveryunusualheyrandsatdohesofainsteadofinginthehallastheyusedtodobeforetheofficeclosed.”

    “an”iaskedasiheadedforthebathrooqi,ikneanofourofficebranchoftheshanghailaborunion.ihadoftenndue

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twgotiationsaspartofjob.hehadseedani:reasonableandnciliatory.

    “idontknoe.hehasntbeenherebefore.ithinkheybeoheguards,”said.“hestallandthin.”

    froneers.froheostlyguardsorainlyfrohedepartntheads.

    thereynservant,haresssthurry.”

    “allright,laozhao,”isaid.“tellthellbedoalddrinkandsocigarettes.”

    ididnothurry.ietothinkandbereadytopeing.thevisitofthesetenatthisearlyhouroftheiingtohearaleedthateverybodyshoulddropeverythingeoasktojoiheirpolitidoatioures.ikoentanizations.

    ytea,irevieinedopanyaagenaoallthesessions,ihadnottakenpartinanyofthedisaeration.

    iputooesoearlyintheingprobablyhopedtodis.ipressionofposure.

    ,isaen.forentandhastilysatdoantoreied.in1949,notlongafterthenistarenteredshanghai,theneaninar,eisaadeiureofrudeness.sihen,ihadetorealizethatthejuniorofficersofthepartyofteheexaggeratedgestureofrudeoveruptheirfeelingofinferiority.

    iignoredqisnfusionahernsrudeness,satdolyaskedthe“etoseesoearlyintheing”

    “etotakeyoutoaeting,”qisaid.

    “youhavebeensosloanaddedandstoodup.

    “eetingabout”iasked.“etoparticipate”

    “theresoasksoions.eersofshellhavetoattendthiseting.itsveryiortant,”theactivistsaid.inatoneofexasperation,headded,“dontyouknohegreatproletarianculturalrevolutionhasstarted”

    “erent,”isaid.

    “usttakepartiuralrevolution,”qisaid.

    theybothsaidratheriatiently,“ustleaveatonce.”

    qialsostoodup.ilookedattheantelpiece;iterpasteight.

    froerisled,butshedidnotsleback.sheeanxiously,obviouslyworried.

    “illbebackforlunch,”itriedtoreassureher.

    sherelynodded.

    laozhaoplyclosiebehindus.

    theapprehensionofservantspletelyuandable.esduringpoliticalcaaignsandhadnevereback.

    therenlookingpassengers.ittookacircuitousroute,sothatgettoourdestinationuntilafteineoclock.

    anuerofyoungingthebusstop,afeetheyhavee”

    asirritably,“eetingoclock.”

    theteheirheadsiionandsaid,“askher”beforehurryingintothebuilding.

    thishisintotheetingroo

    thelargeroongthoseseatedonnarrobly,isaeersofthestaff.thedrivers,guards,elevatoroperators,berofyoungpeopleberstoodintheaislesandinthespaedintothestiflingrhbareosphereintheroonseandexpet.

    althougheoffiostnineyears,notoheseniorstaffgreetedorshototakeuptheseatalloinelookeddeeplytroubled.

    ienhadbeenthroughihssinceshellhadclosedit

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twsoffiover.nearlyallthenhadbeene,sosiheadethelongandarduousjoueyfrohanghaitothepanysoffieandfaly;othersreiheises.stoftheheagreentspeensurateerpositionsinshellbutployedasentpensions.headdaredtoopposetheteroftheagreentsinanageranditriedtoobtainassuranan,buteerofourstaffsoftheagreent.

    atlastetingan,hehadsaidto,“everybodyisextrelypleasedattheprospetheanolouspositionof.theyalllookforakingantributiontososelfuldnotpossiblyhavebelieved.seniorersofthestaffetooffiursadly,“iyoufazi”averynesephraseaning,“nothingbedone,”or“itshopeless,”or“no,”or“theresnosolution.”

    froiingghtbeadjoued,orethanthreehours.therooselves.thenarrofortableastheoneihadsatthebsontheybagtogetahandkeradeofsandalypaintingteayselftoanity.

    suddenlytheretionattherear.severalndressedinshortsleevedshirtsandbaggyttontrousersouhelo.ohensstationinlifebyhisanaterankorpositionoftheing,ithoughthestbeanofficialoftheshanghailaborunion.

    “rades”hesaid.“reatleaderantoguideus,ovictoryhouthindrahesituationisexcellentforus,theproletariat

    “thegreatproletarianaozedohhlyanddiligentlythaneverbeforesothatourpoliticalay.

    “theeneesofsoraisetheredflagtoopposetheredflag,iliheyoperateperialistsabroadandtheesno

    “itsseventeenyearssinainedinourilocations,andtheircarsspedthroughourstreets.thefnersandthefessperialists,inated,andtheirhinkingisnfused.

    butustalshefaaredoplentreatleaderingtheforseveralnths.butnooneedifhehielfdoesnotefaandnfessiohefirststepsto.iokearealeffortatselfeetingis.

    “youallknopany,ofcapitalistenterprise.

    “arelikefireariandreinedagood.foralongtiseethelight”

    ieranhadlaterjoiheparty.ikhhiigationofhisbaehissonabroad.iuldnotuandwhyhehadnowbeen

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    sinunistregi,ihadarxisndpronoufortheuntryhadyetbeendeerged,beijingeasures.thentheseveryrreiningfroeijingignoredloditionsandkillediive.

    above,thestandardofvalueseonly.soideerstaffofshell.theedtotobeaseasuresonthsorafepaign.

    ozedongbelievedthatpoliticalcaaignsotivatingforcefress.soithoughttheproletarianculturalrevolutionustleatoputuph.

    ilookedaroundtherooerialisaofeng.”thetey.thisbannerhadesies.sinberofsloganseveryultipliedbythethousand.itpossibletoreadallthatoered.ithoutreallyseeingten.

    thenlongassoedhearitalrelations,drinkingeals,allactsofselfindulgencefroe,becauseiknean.

    anhadthhlydisseonhihistoneandnnerbeperialisndaggressionagainstistakesadehanahundredyearsago.hehadtakenplalytheyearbefore.

    thoughheusedthestronglanguageofdenunanner,pausingfrequehertodriingatterhoe.therooadbeeunbearablyhot,andtheaudieingilohirty.everybodyheexitsevenbeforehehadquitefinishedspeaking.

    outside,theddaysurelentlesslydoent.iandoublefaretehioveakly.

    theothebuildingintheingdashedoutside,shoutingfortostop.heetoreinthereasothingfrohesisehiepeatedlythatiebeforeheletgo.

    littlehouse,shadedboosyshirtealexe.thenilaydoybedforhalfanhoursrestbeforesettingoutagaininthepedicab,e.

    eetinghallieatoarrive.ifouintheseleddoo,thespeakero.

    thehallgraduallyfilled.attenuerofheplatforndtookuptheirpositions.thespeakerbeeoheback.iadeofonandsnakespirit”elytroubledexpressiononhisface,heical.

    inanfortodosaozedonghadfirstusedthisexpressiontodes

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw小说站  www.xsz.twnistparty.erlandlordsdenouof1950–52;riationofruraloperativesventof1955;unterrevolutionariesdenounpaignof1950andelinationofunterrevolutios”arrestedfroitotisinprisonntbythekuontang;spiesnandenilyins.

    oftenthephrasessetasideas“aandcruelthodsployedtoforcethe“anyinstaheyfaredhanthoseincarceratedinregularprisons.

    hoeoffiesrolledlaughter.

    sooneiherooobviouslyplahereforthepurpose,stoodup.holdileredbookofozedongsquotationssocalledbecauseofitsredplasticver,blytoshoutslogans.

    “dohtaofeng”

    “doperialists,taofeng”

    “doperialists”

    “dohthecapitalistclass”

    “longlivethegreatproletarianculturalrevolution”

    “longlivereatleaderchairno”

    thesoundoflaughterypy.earrassedbyht,iyfeet.besides,ieslogans,inself.bythetiihadlleylap,plaeseat.thensittioeasifhefearedntanationbybadbehavior.

    ainganpickeditupandplaceditoable.

    theingeersofthepanysstaff,inoingandsojuoeforarandexpressedangerandindignatioingthesaaadebythespeakerduringtheingsession.thespeanddegreeofreandlikedtheetteriftheydidntthinkfortheelvesbutjustrepeated.theeersofourforrstaffe.allthoseeersofourforrstaffparticipated.theysatsilentlyhheadsbowed.

    finallytheingtookaioldtheaudienandierialistuingtotao,thenaskedinavoiighthaveusedtoaddressapupilisandbeoheyprosedyou.isntthisthecase”

    thereaseveryoierelynoddedhishead,lookingredejectedthanever.

    ithoughttaofeupidtoagreethathehadsoldhielfforney,beightfinditdiffiself.itseedtoituesalaryafterthenistpartytookovertheentdidnotinterveurallythequestionofredugthepayofthestaffdidnotarise.heuldalsohavesaidtactfullydidnotcarryenthepeopleapoiyofficialsorefute.

    “taofengakehisselfcriticis”thenannounced.

    stillinapostureofobsequiousnessandhispoentinalowvoi

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twotioedhulyallthe“orethanthirtyfiveyearsandsaidthathehadedhehadbeenblindedbyentshellhadgivenhihebeggedtheproletariattivehindgivehientiohefaberandhadbeeexpense.hisoent.heassuredtheasselythathehefnittedforshell,hhisreeducation.

    itentfullofselfabuseandexaggeration.attishisvoiesheopenedhisuthbutnoe.ainedihadallopanyhadbeeregulations.taosthavekalandphysitohiskneesandtokesurethathesubttedreadily,thosesthavespentdays,ifnot,takingtustoexertpressureonhiosleep.itnknostanaoistsnadtheseinhu.”nypeopleikneyopaignof1957.thepartyoffi“ssenthusias”

    ightspeakagain.herehepausedntarilyandserelyigihathisgazeseedtolingerforafraontindireiesofthepeople.againithoughthetuedhisgazeiion.

    iotionfirstexperieing”geedisuagainstafelloanbeinguldhavetakenplabelovednativeland,hahistoryoffivethousandyearsofcivilization.asaese,ifeltdegraded.

    thereoreshoutingofslogans,buteverybodyovingtohedoor.

    thesanefrooinghoforluneradesohaveahyou.”

    ifollotoohes,aingandanotheroioositinit.

    “didyouheareverythingattheeting”theninchargeasked.

    inodded.

    “eetingibelievethisisthefirsttiyouhaveattendedohiskind.”

    obviouslyiuldntrevealeeting,nordidi.soisaid,“yiaskyousoquestionsthathavebeeninndthewholeday”

    helookedasaid,“goahead.”

    “eetinglikethisbesidestheexstaffofshell,heotherspresent”

    akingavisibleefforttontrolhielf,hesaid,“eetingtteeinchargeofthenductoftheproletarianculturalrevolutioninshanghai.”

    iaskedhioexplainthepurposeoftheproletarianaozedong:“ifpoisonousoved,stedfloethateverybodyinahoutexceptionhadtotakepartinthegreatproletarianculturalrevolution.

    “youstassuaresinulatetaofenganddoyourbesttorefor”hesaid.

    “iotaypart,”isaid,visteringsurprise.

    “perhapsyoullan.“ifyoutrytoverupfortheierialists,thensequenceswillbeserious.”

    “perialistsisclearlyrerdedinourhistorybooks,”ianswered.

    thenraisedhisvoieasthereality.indabouttheiortantroleyouplayedintheirdirtyga.youstnottakeusforfools.”

    “iletelyatalossastopanyiral.thepeoplesgoventhasanexcellentpoliceforce.surelyifanythinghadbeenoveredlongago.”

    bothnglaredat.alstsiltaneouslytheyshouted,“youaretryingtoverupfortheierialists”

    isaidindignantly,“yousuand

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw.ierelystatingthefayprote.”

    “yes,yes,thebritishgeneralnagerhasgoyouarestillhere.youknouanagerfornyyears.afterhediedyoujoihefiryoucertainlyknohingaboutit.”

    “itspreciselybecauseiknohingabouttheshanghaiofficeofshellthatiknoneverdidanythingwrong,”isaid.

    theothernintervened.“isuggestyougohonober”

    igavetheynueraheroo

    outside,iteoreelinedsideeexerciseandtothinkthingsover.

    ergingfrohehalfclosedgate,folloberofherlleagues.yhouse.

    “e.

    “ivejustatteruggleeting.ivebeentoldtotakepartintheproletarianculturalrevolution.”

    “isthatbeeaboutit.”

    “iefordinner”iaskedher.ityexperienberofpolitientsandoreexperiehanihthesituation,ithought.

    “allright.illphonehofroourhouse.henryeshoverylatethesedays.hehastopayapriceforbeingaprofessn.professorsaltobeethetargets,”aughtarchitectureattongjiuy.

    “ishenryintrouble”iinquiredanxiously.

    “no,notsofar,thankgod,”bouttosothherhair.“yourservaodinnerlookingsodisheveled.”

    thoughshefigureandolookattrabridgeuy,retuedtoilyianggoventtopeisandinstituterefortheyedtheounisttakeoverin1949asanopportunityforpeadstability.

    inthosedays,beintangblaunistarea,veryfe,theaozedong.alstnooangandtheierialists”ipartyandar.theonlysourationforunistpartybefore1949hadbeenthegloenistheldareaofenpressedbytheausterity,disunistleaders,buttheydidnothaveadeepuandihertheenorthephilosophythattivatedthenistpartyintensifieditspropagandaeffortthroughitsundergroundinkuontanggoveedilitarypushtotakeovertheuntry,itsprosesofpeaoofgoventsoundedanattraintang.andtheunistparty.

    afterthenistartookovershanghai,eeaovent.oreorlessunsakeselfilybaethods.repeatedlytheyhadtoe,thepartyrepresentativedendedareselfseargeffort.attheendoftheirgruelinganddegradingexperience,he,aterialsforteag.bothesetraditionaltheiddet.

    afterthethoughtreforoventinistratiorolledeveryaspehadlittleedu,a,didtheiraginativeyoungpeople,fullofgoodnistregi,aes.buttheyuiesalloveradidnotfareaseps,hershrooftheuiesaltogether.

    enisterzhouenlai,aprovetheirndition.asaresultofarelepolicy,henryanearho.thereraintsplatheirprofessionalactivities.endroppedint

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tworeadthebooksandgazinesihongkongandenglandthroughtheoffiystereorerds.

    in1956ozedonglaunaohielf,urgedthepeopletoofferfrankandnstruunistparty.believiysinillionanyoftheosttheirjobs,beaozedongiedlyinvitingfrankandnstructivecritidthenharshlypunishingthosepletelyetoavirtualstandstill.

    yhouse,thefrontgatesyretu.hetolddaughterhadtelephoosaythatsheinghofordinner.

    “pleasetelloks.huangisstayingfordinner,”isaidtolaozhaoandtookybathroo

    laozhaolaidthetablefortbroideredliablets.aboecaatioerofthediningtable.

    “oksaiditssteadndarinfishe.iyokarket.

    ilookedatandarinfish.”

    afteralefigureinpalebluebythefauspainterlinfengan,yofart.thispaintingyblueand.itylehtheblueandexuaeandkangxivasedisplayedontheblackwoodsideboard.

    “haveyouheardlinfenganisinserioustrouble,”e.

    is,butsoldthenhongkongfortestheaunt.

    “heisaotingthedeoftheoreseriousebyhisneighborhoodactivists.”

    “obuyhispictures,”isaid.

    “nyotherpaintersareintroubletoo.youroldteaeihuatreeaflosinlatebolizethedonistparty.”

    ilaiddoyforkandsaidtoad.inthepaintingsbyoldsterstheihuatreeisofteedhangingoveracliff.itisntanythingshehasied.”

    “dontknow.”

    ourionealokgaveus.

    eetingihadjustattended.afterthinkingitover,shesaid,“itseeyoingtobetreatedjustlikeusnohatshellhascloseditsshanghaioffioosideahappenstoyou.”

    “etoatteing”iaskedher.

    “thtenyou,ofurse.”

    “ioteasilyfrightened.”

    “that,ithink,theydontknoanpaignbefore.theyprobablythinkyouareeasilyfrightened.asaruletheyuee.”

    “hinktheyefor”

    “thatsveryhardtosayatthisjuncture.outhshut.dontsayanythingieheprovocation.”

    “aboutyourselfhotingon”iaskedher.

    “iatetingsoredisevenreseriousthanin1957atthebeginningoftheantirightistcaaign.”

    “areyoulikelytobeeanobje”

    “ofurseoantenough.ivebeenajuniorleypartyseplyrepeatybehaviororelikelyyetintotrouble.abigtreecatchestheruesaying.”

    “abouthenry”

    “inandsnakespiritlikealltheotherprofessorsandruggledagainst,”hensheclosedhereyesandsighed.

    “ithoughtheneverdidanythingapartfroeaore,”isaid.

    “itstrue.hehasleaedalessonfrollhisfriendsilyusedtobeveryridhissisterisintaiwan.”

    “butyouhavenontacthhissister.youdooher.”

    “thatdoesnttter.sheisthereandsheishenryssister.ifthepartyakeanissueofit,.”

    laozhaotofillourteacups.

    “oke,”laozhaosaid.

    “allright.askhioein,”i

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    bothokandlaozhao.

    “thevieagaintonightjustbeforeyouretued.heaskedustogiveyouassage,”theoksaid.

    “didhesay”

    “hetoldustotellyoutobecarefuleeting,theyplaihatyou.qisyoutoknohatthepartyofficialsheoksaid.

    “qiisagoodn,”laozhaochippedin.

    “agoodnyoushouldhaveseenhieing”hisuglyperfornd.

    “hethelpit.hehadtodoaogiveyouthisered,defendingqi.

    “yht,laozhao.illreertobeethis,”isaidtolaozhaoandtheok.

    aftertheservantshadustbeendirepaign.theyhaveabsolutepop,youogo.”

    “hoetoalaborcaeve.besides,ihaventbrokenthelaw”

    “dontbeheyiftheyentisthattheytcutyourpay.”

    paniedhertothefrontgate.

    “yougotohongkonge.

    “hoanageeededduringtheiations.hedidntknoholdialone.shellhastreateddoe,”isaid.

    “ihopetheyappreciateyoursenseofduty.theythelpyounow.youshouldhavegone.”

    “ihopeyouandhehroughthisaspaign.”

    “isotisfeelarealprenitionofdisaster,”heyearsjusttryingtosurvive”

    yfrontgatetobideaaynotbeabletoeagainuntilthingseifyouneed.”

    “iuand.takecareofyourself”isaid.

    “youtoo”shesaidandwaved.

    aftereight.

    feelingtiredanddepressed,iyrooogetreadyforbed.daughtercahoybeduosleep,yeyes.

    “y,y”she.ilkandaplateofsandray.

    “goodnessiashedivehadnothisincebreakfast.”shepickeduptheglassanddrankthelk.isahatherfingersainedhink.

    “lookatthosefingersareyougoiyoursandarriedandhadta.ashadbeenydaughterallgirl,sheuldchideherasanoldservantwould.

    “ore,deareipingprotestedandybathrooowashherhands.

    placedthesand.shesaidto,“youdonthavetoe.wellalandbyyou.”

    “thankyou,e.pleasetelllaozhaoandoknottoark.

    “uredandshutthedoorbehindher.

    lyinthesuperiorabilityofthelesex.infayhusbandasilayohedarkenedrooeforedaughteresincehedied,ididhisdeath.iifheillalive.

    doorclosedandtheydaughterdidnothearourion.shelyhavingashower.

    daughteripingan.intheurseofgronistinationagainstilybaittedintoagoodddlesinationarksof80pert,arkof60.

    “thisisunfair”ihadexclaidattheti,indignantthatchildinatedagainst.“isthereasonforsuunfairregulation”

    “dontidoitigeteightyitisnthard,”pipedthetwelveyearold.

    “itisntfair”iing.

    “but,y,theteaeeisfairifyounsiderallthat.”shehadleaedtobephilosophicalatayoungage.

    thiskindofdisedofherfalybaunisrerigidlystratifiedthanthedespisedtheloydaughterhadtotryharder,shedidedhappilyadjustedandhadnyfriends,angtheeveralchildrenfroassf

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twalies.althoughsheainlythefeelingofguiltinstilledinherbynistpropagandaabouttherietoshareherfood,helpthessotistoassisttheendable,atowash.

    froarlyberoftheusiinginstructorofherclass.hefirstensroofshanghai.

    althoughidstofperiodioilandeofourfriendsandneighbors,ineverhadtoydaughter.itookitfrahatshearks,andrryanian.herpayatentherineanyotherparentshina.

    ihadhopedthataftergraduatioiuldntbesureofthat.ikneilybaeoffrieforherandherfaly.theprospeenselyfto.igazedhappilyintotherosyfutureofdreanduldalstfeelthethofthelittlecreatureinar.

    ithadbeensoydaughtertoldthattainationasaspeeellectualpoherthanherphysicalattributes.

    “thefilchoolisonhongqiaoroadheoldgolfclub.

    istudio.ithassenttalentsutsallovertheuntrytoseleination.thereisboundtobeabigresponsebecauseeveryoneeipingsaid.

    “butdoyoureallyactress”iaskedher.

    “idontnd.idoit.itisnthard.”this.

    “iureyoudoit.butdoyouportantpoint.tobehappyoneshoulddothejoboodo.

    “eajob.thinkingaboutent.noneoffriendsthinkthateodo.ifitryhardenoughtodoajob.”

    isupposedaughtersattitudestanakehielflikethejobbyit

    “soyouhavedeination”iaskedher.

    “yes,ifyouagree.theteaeofficially.itinghoonlyonceayearforafeydaughtersaid.

    “yes,yes,darling,thatscertainlyaniortantpointtonsider.ieyoutogointotheinteriortohheredly.

    soshesinistryofculture.

    theauothesses,sobesidesappearinginfil,sheoftengaveperfornunes,alnes,andoilfields,travelingfarandbygiviertainnt.forher,thateaningfulwayoflife.

    asshenstudio.

    “ispenttheorates,soeverybodypletelyvered.”

    “efordinner”

    “oshoionaryzeal.actuallyeveryonenobodyedtobethefirsttoleave.”

    “didyoueabout”

    “oh,slogansanddenuniessuchastaiaiedstates,andthesovietunion.”

    “hoakethingsup”

    “sopeopledo.butithinkthatstoodangerous.stofusgetterialsfrourselead

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twer.inyuhesearebeingdenouoti,theyareledoutbytheaeetingsorjusttostandorkhesunhtheirheadsbowed.”

    “hoed.

    “yes,itsterrible.iorryfortheiheardthatstoftherejiangqingseneesfroheolddays.iheardthatchairnohasgivenhisydaughtersaid.

    “hasntshebeenputtingondebeijingoperas”

    “yes,itseeshehasbeenindisagreeforsoti.inanycase,iheardthattheactressesps.itssaidsheisverycruelandjealous.butitsbestnottotalkaboutheratall.”

    “surelythatsfarfetched.sheisthenueroneladyofanoaferesses”

    “perhapstheyknouano,shehadalotofloversandevenseveralhusbands.”

    “atters.tell,hoyourselfareyoulikelytogetcriticized”

    “y,dontbesilly.iotiortantenough.iustohesses.ofurse,falybaybirthabroadghtgetcriticized.itluckyiraliaratherthaniedstatesorbritain”

    “perialistuntry.”

    “no,stpeopleatthefiltudiothinkitsstillabritishlonyydaughterlaughedheartily.

    shefinishedhersand.casuallysheasked,“”

    “ieetingagainsttheforrsialsosttakepartieveargetofattack,”itoldher.

    “oh,goodhisisextrelyserious.ebefore”ipiellhereverything.afterihaddeseveryworried.

    sheasked,“hasiteverdohingwrong”

    “no,ofursenot,”itoldher.

    “orperhapsyoudidntpayyourtaxes”

    “eticulousinthefnexgeregulations.”

    edagedgirl,cholderthanein.

    isainedydaughtersfirstexperie.ieti,bedroooorlypushedopen.ischedonthelight.

    “y,iindifigodoasintheopendoorway.

    “illehyou,”isaid,gettingoutofbedandfolloairs.

    fluffy,ipingslargepersianiudy.sheputfluffydoe,sheasked,“shalliplay”

    “anythingatall,butnotrevolutionarysongs.”

    shestartedtoplayoneofurredto,“allright”

    ideanaffirtivesound.fluffyesticpeadtranquilitybutforaninvisiblethreathangingintheair.

    2

    intervalbeforethestorbr >

    iing,ienforseveralinterviethefirstoetoprovidetherietheyaskedtothepagesihad.etodenounereloyer,theydidnotaskanyequestionsaboutthepany.theyhingewas.

    indeed,ihadtheiressionthatthenarkingti,abovebefoinganyfurther.aoventongtheleadersoftheitteeofoistsappointedbyozedongasittee.

    ittteeeting,ohadadetheextraordinaryaentadnistrationheadedbyliushaoqiasunistedforptingtosalvagehisostanadeapr

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twoforstatentofselfeettheneedsofthepeopleinthein.perhapsliushaoqibelievedheuldsaveosfaaihatliushaoqisenoenoaozedongsgreatleapfnin1958–60.hoissionofguiltistake.itplacedhitagreatdisadvantageaheandhisfolloent.

    osviitteeetiheappointntofaspeeparalyzeduheattaitteebeent.itsers,inaosehisspokesanandrepresentative,supposedlytransttingosordersandtosuitherself.aruthlesslyaitiousanaginaryorotherhousandsofpartyofficials,artists,

    npeoplediedatthehandsofhertrusted“revolutionaries.”

    atthisaugustergedasosstardentsupporter.hiseulogyofoeetingsfinalniqué,publishedinthehatoaintaiheoists.

    oneday,soohepubliuniquéoftheylatehusbands,e.ber.huntioappearone,inquiringafterdaughterandaionedhusbandandtoldhouobservedbyonlyafenistpartytookover.iusedbyhisvisitsandthought.huratherquaintbutglysentintal.

    ,itothedraaea.

    .huhadbeentheonistartookovershanghai,hentiooperateuhenistgoventssupervision.in1956,duringthesopaign,hisfar.hutoreinanageryofficialstookover.

    anistregibee.husbandohatostelydifficulttodealaoestablishafriendlyrelationshipasheadofhisfactory.

    “ihearyouareinvolvedinthislatestpolitient,thegreatproletarianculturalrevolution.ir.husaid,explainingthereasonforhisvisit.

    “notveryafraid.theshanghaioffieetingagainstourforrplythereeirregularitiesinthefiraoventbefore.”

    laozhahtinthesilverteaset,bestalliybritishandaustralianfriendsebadiatelyandsaid,“itsthosepeopleagain.theyyoutogooverthererighterview.”

    “telltheusy.iorrow,”isaid.

    laozhaoengagediedarguntoelephohegoatoheysayitsveryiortant.”

    “yiaskportant,dontdelaygoingbecauseiere,”.husaidto.

    “itsthoseoffi.

    “oh,youstgoatoneadvieanandspitef

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twul.youstnotoffendthe”.husaid.heappearedreallyworried.

    ie,beedhpleasureandrelief.

    “iorryihavebeensolong.”

    “dositdoe,hogo”

    laozhahtacupofhottea.yinterviehthepartyofficials.

    inadditiontotheusualten,therehadbeenathirdpersoighthavebeentheirsuperior.perhapstoiressthisheyoreunpleasantthanusual.,oheaidstely,“youe”

    “ioing.”

    i,oheadalotioositdoestand.

    “diately,”hesaidhasneer.

    idecidedtositdownanyway.

    “lookatthislonglistofyourfnfriendshoeyouhavesonyfnfriendsyoustlikethendadretheireasoofthedreeuheopiurade.theyusedtooall.sohoeheyghthavelikedoreridiatsarespiessentherebytheirgoventstogatherinfortiontobeusedagainstus.hoaketheooklikebenevolentbuddhas.theyareourenees.buttheyareyourfriends.noisquiteclearand,isntit”

    “igottoknoyitylatehusbandatorinistrynaffairsintheolddays.”

    “theshanghaioffiinistrynaffairsofthereaintanggoventyourhusbandintanggovent,andlaterhebe,”hesaidsarcastically.“yourhusbandscareerhingtobeproudof.”

    “hebeerent.thedepartnthadtoaintanggoveayedinshanghaiin1949insteadofgoingintanggoventtotainistrevolutioheestablishntofthepeoplesgovent”

    “thereghthavebeenotherreasonsperialisndnfesseverythingyoudidforshellastheirfaithfulagent.”

    “everythingididforshellent,”ideclaredehatically.

    theneanhadnotspokenbutskedinellofbadtobaebeforesaying,“haveyoulivedapletelyblalesslifeallyourlifeyouhavebeenassociatedeantosaythatyouhaveneverdohingorsaidanythingthataltogetherrrect”

    “ly.

    “thatsforustojudge.atleastyounoitthepossibilitythatyoughthavedoneorsaidsothingthatile.

    “nonsetednosuchthing”isaid.

    theneaoresubtlethaherte.noéoftheactivitiesofyouroffice.”

    igaveabriefaorizeyouhadten.hisprecaution”

    “e,notterhoanytisyoutalkaboutthe”isaid.thisintervieedtohavegoneonalongtialready.ithoughtof.hue,soilookedatch.

    “areyouinahurrytobegoneperhapsyoufindthisionunfortable”theinguationtosuithispurpose.

    “ijustthinkyouaree,”isaid.

    “nistparty,tintanggovent.butheend.toachieveoal,totheend.”

    therepasse.suddenlytheiedtohisforrtactics.heshouted,“provideushalistofthethingsyoudidandsaidthatoshoyingingyourstandpoint.otherhensequencesforyouaintyyouareaspyforthebritish”

    thiseanyoftheadaontthenexceededtheirinstrus,fortheothertinsurprise.

    ilaughedathisoutburstandsaidoreaspyforanybodythanyouare.”

    theneansaidquieeroffhand.why

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twdontyougohoandthinkaboutitedoatterhoe.abouttwoweeks”

    “takenodifferenakeupanystory,”itoldthe

    “istakes.butithastobedone.reatleaderparednfessiontohavingaion.theoperationispainful,butonlyafteritisdoneebeeanean.youustntlagbehihers.onfess,notbecauseksalready,butbecauseogiveyouacetoshoy.”

    ithathead,butibitlipandreinedsilent,hopingnottoprolongthesenselessdialogue.

    hetooksilehinkaboute.”

    e,ie,ihadtoe.

    .hulisteostoryinsileoannounealofesedishesbecausehekneealydaughtersandhischildrensactivities.ohavedoneilybackground.

    yndallthetiiyinquisitors.

    “theseheiressionthattheyevenifideitup.uldthatbethecase”

    “oh,yes,yes.theydontcareheritstrueootaslongastheygetanfession.thatstheyareafter.”

    “butselvesgetaonfusedifeveryonegivesafalsenfession”iwasgenuinelypuzzled.

    “togetanfessionistheirjob.iftheyfail,theyybeaovent.theresultisthatoventtakesplaanynfessionsarede.later,oilisover,thesoutisdone.soofthoseayberehabilitated.”

    “hoheyhavetoforrehabilitation”iasked.

    “ybeaupleofyears.ybeitneverhappens.ibedeanoinoneofhisspeeches.”

    “hoed.

    “yes,itsreallybad.thereisntreallysuies.butnoindividualshouldkeafalsenfession,notterhoesteadily,asiftokesureigothisssage,andadded,“thathasalypoliovent.”

    iuoodthatthisetogive.hedidnotsayht,“youstntgiveafalsenfession,notterhoaiellingnottonfess.hean,arustednoone.

    “therealesatianalstreaptedtoething,hoselffrontolerablepressure.butodoit.partyoffioreadssionsofguilt,houstnt.”

    hisadviovedbyhisfriendshipforlatehusband,otiveforstrete.oventsier.hetoldthatheasandhadleaedbybitterexperienceho.

    “niquéofthetraltteeeting”iaskedhi

    .hushookhisheadandsighed.afteranthesaid,“entisalontufterafeonthsandoftenfizzlesoutafteraboutayear.”

    “ayeare”isaid.

    .husledatoutburstandsaid,“edoesnotahingtousastotheeuropeans,you,ofurse,knoell.”

    “iccusedofbeingaspybecausetheythinkikishwell.”

    “theiraccusationisonlyanexcuseasses.soonerorlatertheyetodealhyou.”

    .hugotuptoleave,askingtotelephoalkthingsover.asafinalpieunistpartyoffifeeltheyoreassuretheelvesbyusingthatpoakeourlifeunfortableortohuliateus.butbepolitealso.dontoffeheybeanandspiteful.theyalsobeverycruel.”

    “itsnotinnaturetobeobsequious.butthankyoufortheeerit,”isaid.

    iyosthatonlythendidithinkofaskinghibouthielf.

    .husaidphilosophithatifeltercapitalistrenderedunsuitableforaresponsibleexecutiveposition.”

    thethoughtthathewa

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twshehoutbitteess.

    “itsnotsobad,”hesaid.“inthesovietunion,nistpartytookover,ibelievealltheyfaly.iaskedthepartyseetothestunskillednialjob.sonojustaolie,pushingdruofraaterialsorandoingforsuedtobequitesorryfetoher.”

    ireethatthereason.huandhispartyseentandhighprodufiguresyearafteryear.

    “didyounotdoallthe”

    “yes,yes,isupposeididstoftheyent,there.andoryasrainierforyoungteis.”

    “beaworker.”

    hedeaivegestureeslikethisisnotbad.aeryiheplant.anexcapitalistisalpaign,tery.”

    arkhetookhisleave.ightseeageinouruntry.”

    froyservantsattitudeandthequalityofthealservedto.hu,ikneedhisvisit.,.hu,an.

    totalktosoohetichadbeenf.iorethaneverresolvednottoandofthepartyofficials.

    afeperseygoodhursoalldinnerpartytoeofthegloohathaddesydaughtertoinviteafeyoldfriendlizhenandaskedhertojoinus.

    ifirsttlizheniuof1935theroyalllegeofsientoffieaprofessoratheroldsusierosphereofhongkonginthepensofprobritishbioprodueafieretiabelieverinrxis

    nistarrent,triedtopersuadehisfriendstodothesa,ahenisttakeover.in195thethoughtreforoventintheuies,lizhen,hisentattheoryofsiusiedattheshanghaiindustrialistsandoffiintanggovent.althoughalltheevidearget.he.andstruggleetings.

    anlikesulainist,enttoleavefkongilysrequest.

    frustrateditettopunishseverelytheriantleofrxistheloit,usiextthatheraininshanghai.sheneversaoreliberalatspheregeedinainedinhongkonguntil1960,ent.ii,herchildrenhadbeeoaustraliabyanuncle.

    iaozedongin1958.longlinesofpeopleingatdaitstoleavetheuntry.thisbarrassntfortheshanghaiauthoritiesthattheyvieaffluenthongkongtshanghaiasanopportunityfanda.ireadofherretuintheloipartyoffienthailedherasatruepatriotandappointedheradelegatetothepolitieedartists,ers,religiousleaders,

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twproindustrialists,andforrkuontangoffiont,tosetanexaleforothersofsilarbaageofpopularsupportfornistpartypoliunity.ihegoventgrantedersofthisanizatioainnorprivileges,suchasbetterhousingandtheuseofaspecialrestaurantainedhoutthesurrenderofrationupons.

    thenistoffieerofthepolitiunistauthoritiesethatshefoundattendiingsbandintainedsilenusiforherroleasaerofthepolitisultativenferenceuldnothavefailedtoirritatethepartyofficials.

    thesethoughtsyndydinnerinvitationhalacrity.

    oingofaugust18,daughtersbirthday,eiping,ofsheplevisitsbecauseiachristian,shegenerallyslippedoutofthehouseearlyauedquietly,hopiiooher.

    hefloeintothehall,isahatshehherhandkerchief.

    “a”icalledtoher.

    sheeintotheroo“ple”iaskedher.

    shesatdoantliele,”shesaidbetweensobs.

    “antliele”iaskedher.“notthegovent,surely”

    “youngpeople.probablystudents.theysaidtostopsuperstition.theyalsosaidthenksareunterrevolutionariesopposedtochairno.”

    “onksdo”

    “nothing.thestudentsrouhep.soprostrateonthegroundiyard.theretoldthatthestudentsaeleandbuthesbingontotheroofandthroasaidears.

    “please,ustooupset.youe,ustnteipingsbirthday.”

    “yes,yes,istnteipingsbirthday.buti.

    thentheoksoffoodihadaskedhiogetforthepartyarketheandotheroksilies.

    “isupposetheydidntliketoseeyoubuyihingsthantheyuldafford.pleasedobotheryou.asfortheparty,pleasejustusearket.iureyouealforipingsbirthday,”itriedtoreassurehi

    yoksexperienassivepropagandaagainsttheployees.ifthegoventhaddepleandtransferredthenkstootherforofeloynt,asithaddoneearlierduringthegreatleapfn.apressionthat.ireeredreadingintheneplepaignandthenksbroughtbaentjingansi.

    atsixoeofsyselfkneoved.

    lizhentiierial,aspeerstudentspanists,andteausiyrerds.ikneissedheranofthepeoplesrepubliactiveadnistrativeicalupheavalsuntilnohatlizhenhadbeeokeepintouchhherchildreninaustraliabyrrespondence.

    afterlaozhaohadservedusicedtea,iaskedlizhen,“hohinghyouattheory”

    “ifraiditsnotgood,”shesaidsadly.“allclasseshavestopped.etotheculturalrevolution.everybodyhastoyselfalsohavetosa

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twherpeoplesbigcharacterpainstus.”

    “aretherenyagainstyou”iaskedheranxiously.

    “reareorethanotherprofessors.ihaventuhebutsofar,nleetinghasbeenarrangedagainst.personalhistoryisparativelysile.ihaveneverdoneanyotherhanbeingateacherattheory.”

    “havetherebeennystruggleetingsagainstotherprofessorsattheory”

    “yes,therehavebeenseveral.ohekuontang,andanothererrightist.theothersarefrotherdepartnts,soidontknoerpolitients,”lizhenexplained.“ihatestruggleetings.sohow,everybodybehaveslikesavages.”

    “doyouthinkyouwillbesafe”

    “ihaveneveropposedthenistparty.iantirelynonpolitiethepartydoesntknoayhappen.thereissothingaboutthispoliticalcaaignthatseedifferentfroreviousones.”

    “isdifferent”iaskedher.

    “itstheattitudeofthepartyoffierpolitiostasiftheydontreallyitedtheirattaaoisalpaignsfress.”

    eorederatefaeknourderedbyjiangqingsrevolutionariesenastheoryspartysecretary.

    “thestoagreatoradditionalsi,”saidlizhen.

    “dothebigcharacterposterssayagainstyou”iasked.

    “theusualyeduysendieaaostartedtoytiaterials.itshardenoughtoadetotuagainst.doyouknotoldquietlythattheyhadtoetoprotecttheelves”

    “exaustntndit.dohurtyouthepooryoungpeoplehavetodoit.”

    “ifeelverysad.itisalstasifed,”lizhensighed.

    “dontbedepressedbyitduringthegreatleapfnof1958,thestudentsinipingssilybae.shedid.theteacherandherfelloality.itsjustag.dobotheryou.”

    “ifraiditlaughitofflikeyoudo,”lizhensaid.“itssounfair”

    “doesntyourpositionasadelegatetothepolitieproteyfriend.

    “iheartheoiststhatnistparty,inactualfacttheyopposetheparty.”

    “isthattrue”

    “unistanyyears,irealizedthatoheadvantagesenjoyedbyadeentthatalloofspeeentkknohingofthepeoplereallythink.

    oreeasilyinfuture.”butshedidnotthinktheperseeoneybyreduthegovent.theyyourjobsinuchtheydotoyouexcepttogiveyht.”

    “ihopeyht,”isaid.

    “youkhinkitgoon,”lizhensaid.

    “youasktoretirelotsofpeopleretirebeforetheyaresixtyandtakeapensiontoavoidpolitics.”

    “ightjustdothatheculturalrevolutionisover,”lizhensaid.

    daughterarrivedeleaherfiltudioousfilireedzhang;sunkai,atheticsteacheratateicalllegeygoddaughterhean,usidoftengatheredatourhousetolistentoourstereorerds.

    theyoungpossessaninfiniteilylikelytobeadverselyaffeentio.theylaughedandusieal.or.iheardhersldingipingfondlyforliherfingers.when

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twthealeofplayingrerdsonherrerdplayer.

    lizhenandi,litailofsquitointeainveredusiethroughthersky.

    “youreallyhaveafortablelife.youoenjoythebestoftheeasheeseyou”lizhensaid.“ihatsirritatesthepartyofficials.”

    “ybe.thosequestioninge.doyouthinktheyreallybelieveitisourfaultthatthesinaarepoor”

    “ithinktheyarejustenvious.peopleebytheory.thatshoeedrerelaxednow.

    “ofurse,youredifferent.youhavedoneso.isntthatiredfriend.

    “idonthearaheorysaythatabout.itsalusiindsoftheyoung.theydontstoptothinkthatiuldnthavedoifthegoventhadforbiddenit.allourteatetthattheyusedtetoteachusitheearlyfiftiesentioocheerherup,iaskedaboutherchildren.

    “theyseeorete,especiallynoarried,”shesaid.

    “dontyoulongtoseethe

    “oh,idobutentynevergiveapassporttotraveltoaustralia.thechildreainlyehere.”

    “perhapsyoushouldnthaveebackfroongkong,”isaid.

    “atthetiitseedthebestthingtodo.iaeryattaportantthinginlifeapartfroheylleaguese.studehepartysecretarye.everybodysaidieback.”

    “ilysayaboutyourdecision”

    “aftersulaidied,theye.stoftheavenoily.theunilyratherthanto.ofurse,ifiakealiviheye.butifouspherealittlestifling.”

    lizhenslastfedruandgongsireet.laozhaotothegardenandsaid,“theresaparadeofstudentspassingthehouse.”

    theyoungpeoplealsoanapprovesoftheredguardanization.”

    “inthefirstplace”iaskedhi“ihaveneverheardofananizationcalledtheredguard.”

    “itssothingneeooldsheaestudentsfroinghuaddlesyfatherusedtosaysheediostohaveiroved.”subsequently,ies”inthefilandbarelysurvivedtheordeal.konghielfproduforyearsbecauseofhisfather.

    day,ireadintheneofapeoplesliberationaroffiensquarethegateofheavenlypeailedandtheyoungstersgatheredbeloessagetuardsessagefrohentheyhadbeenbroughtuptos.atthatearlystageoftheculturalrevolutionthedeclaredtargetillonlythe“capitalistclass,”anditherethattheredguardsfocusedtheirattack.

    groupaftergroupofyoungstudentsntiopassourhousethateveniingdruandgongsandshoutingslogans.ipingandherfriendsystudy.thenoisefrohestreetedtohear“proteongtheslogansshoutedbytheredguards.ebaao”or“anohourlives.”

    “”iasked.noneofusuldthinkofanansigod,oseedbeyondhunreach.

    justasianypeopleofattetingtokillhilizhensaid,“ohesytoofseiaissuspi,aherisparanoia.”

    “oh,god”irred.

    lizhen,daughteriping,andistoodinstudystaringateachotherspeechlessly.aossstruckeachofusforcibly.

    afteraustgo.nodoubtegoeson.”

    “illseeauntieliho,”saidiping.“idontthinkthereareanybuses.thestreetshavebeentakeheparaders.”

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    lizhenandisaidgoodbyetoeayview.

    thatpseieverhadofdearoldfriend.anthlater,ttedsuithegroundanddelizheingtopelhertonfessher“loveforusiystudents.”

    theservantshadalreadyretired,soiydaughtertogetbaetohuggoodnight.thereuchieifeltchokedhadeepfeelingofsadnessahatiuldnotexplain.

    “oredly.

    aftershehadgooherbedrooiedfurtheraotionalshoutingvoienandenfiredhrevolutionaryfervorntioperatethewalls.

    iystudy,tookabookfroheshelf,andtriedtoread.butilesslyfroooorooirearrahefloihedelisandgongs.aftertoseehoylighttaponthedoor.iopegentlyandfounddaughteralreadyasleep.herblayhusbandinasllsilverfraonherbedsidetable.iclosedthedoorsoftly.

    theseyheart.onehaddied.theotherunfolding.

    “takegoodeiping.iaadtohavetoleaveyoubothsosoon.”

    iuldhearagaintheyhusbandspeakingtheseafrotolookafterhter.ihaddothata.shehearted.ineverhadtoeoverourlives.asitriedtolookintothefuture,adeepfeelingofune.forthefirstti,ifelturolthedireyoydaughter.thatfrightened.

    tofasandishusbanddiedin1957,iylossand,forati,felthalfdeadyself.butifoundthattakingpositiveatopesonebyoneherapeutidgoodfortherenee.

    inoldination,theoldprejudiedtobeoffendedandearrassedbythesightofaantryingtostandonherown.

    bersofthesenioryselfoverandaiheirrespeeetingyhusband.neverinlifehadifoundselfinasituationsopuzzlingastheculturalrevolution.ikhathinese

    national,thedepartntofindustryandrugiveperssion.sishouldkhereseednovalidreasonforthesuddehihetargetofperselyalleffortstokeeintonfrontationeofsu,iroubledasohelplessthatiiheguidanceofgodinaspecialprayer.

    inthedaysafterozedongreviehisblessing,theredguardsinshanghaitookoverthestreets.theneissionoftheredguardss,oldhabits,andoldhinking.thereionof“old”;ittuardstodecide.

    firstofall,theyajorstreetedaug

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    theysshedflooospendoaboo.otherthings,suesforafuitureshop,eteshadnotbeehingrerevolutionary.unberofshopseeastisred,thetitleofasongeulogizingozedong,.

    theredguardshadrevedthegoodsdisplayedinthe.apersonenabutalsohavetheunyfeelingofbeingao.

    daily,servaedtoalltheseinesoyself.

    ihadinabankintheshoppingdistrisothatieextrahehouse,sihatshesoffoodahingelsealarket,ies,afterthefailureofosgreatleapfn.

    bothlaozhaoanda,ahedstraydaughterhadbroughtbauneinaprograorstudentstohelpthepeasants.

    thestreetsentofay”ajorityofthepopulatioquitesafe.totheheactivitiesoftheredguardsrollingthroughthestreetstochthefun.

    groupsuardseaningandpurposeoftheunistpartytookovererelyaslipofthetoheyoungspeaker.iheoftheaothathisopposiyleadership,headedbyliushaoqianddengxiaoping,hadrevivedcapitalisna.houchlaterintheyear.

    uardspaniedbydruandgongsandlargereproduaosportraituntedonstands.atnystreeters,loudspeakersyproletarianoutfitofoldshirtandrousers,ibleheseandattraospecialattention.ieadilyinthedireofthebank.

    suddenlyieseizeaprettyyoungan.ovedhershoesandathirdohelegsofherslacksopen.theredguardsioeswhydoyouhnarrowlegs”

    “ihecapitalistclassletgo”thegirlrugglingandprotesting.

    iruggle,theredguardsrevedherslauusentofthes.beturred,“iotaerofthecapitalistclass”

    oheredguardsopenedherbagandtookoutherihehretogivebadiatelythesaredguardseizedayoungnandshouted,“whydoyouhaveoiledhair”

    ididhiseallenandplacedhdraheunterinfrontofher.

    beforeileftthehouse,ihadnsideredh

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    reheosphereitothetensioedbytheredguardsoreets.

    asisteppedon.atthesatiie,butostknoanllapsedonthegroundasiftootiredtogoon.hepedonhitheoldnshriekedinpain.

    “dirtycapitalistexploiterofodie”shoutedtheredguards.

    heartityofthesufferingoldogiveafrightahinkof.hu.ie.ithoughtireallyoughttotelephonehioseeifheyhouse.thestreetsorethevienoreets,buttheyg.

    ite.theresidentialstreetsorepeapany,forrlyas,takenoverafeent.asa“runningdogofsperialis”besidetheposteralleroneyneighborstallanelevenyearoldandatenyearoldhereasonforthecrowd.

    e,iaskedaboutthepheethatneighborsservanthadtoldhihatitpersecution.

    theredguardsayneighboraentering.theysilysshedthegatedoher,anddren”aoassisttheredguardsinbuingtheirfathersbooks.

    dayandnighttheefroifferentsourr.hubytelephoherfriends.thevioleohaveessbeinghuliated,terrorized,andoftenkilledontheirvandalistheyaosteags.

    ifeltutterlyhelpless.thereyhoandthelossofallpossessions.daughterbeybankayselforeilieseaperlyunprivilegedportanaterialpossessions.

    totakethe6,000yuanihadobtainedfrohebankrightaetoourhouse.atfirsttheyrefusedtoaeipingaheyalsoofferedtohidejees.notpliystudyanddisohreeofthebeeonlyoonly400yuan.offeredtotakelessthahertoney,

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    itoldservantsthatiftheye.oney,fortheyhadallbeeneforaverylongti.

    afterthathadbeendone,iedfortheredguards.

    3

    theredguards

    astheteooftheproletarianontuallnightsessionsofpolitiyhouse,daughterstudioattendiheseetings.iystudyreadingtheriseandfallofthethirdreiabookshopinlondonaorethisshopbyhavingtheparountofsysllparcelattraouention.

    thehousea,probablylyinginbedoventanyostasifeverythinginthehousesbreathinghelplesslyforitsoru.

    theystudyeofthegnoliainthegardenandthedaslloftheoleveningaipervadedtheatsphere.frohedireotorvehicleslootoryneighboroylapandsittinguptensely,ilistened,obethetarget.

    suddenlythedoorbellbegantinyfrontgate,aethatthetiofustfayho.laozhaocaupthestairsbreathlessly.althoughhehadkuallyandhadbeeningnightafteightjustasihad,hisfacewasashen.

    “theyhavee”hisunsteadyvoiceixtureofa.

    “pleasekeepaandstaythere,”itoldhi

    laozhaosrooutofthee.

    outside,thesoundofvoicesbecalouder.“opeeopeeareyoualldeadeohehoofthetrugtoo.

    laozhaoraakingitinhandandpiydesk,idoairs.

    althoughiniginationihadalreadylivedthroughthisntnytis,heartetointainaofthestair.

    atthesant,theredguardspushedopenthefrontdooraeredthehouse.thereenandoneanineonafeheiriatie.

    theleadingredguard,aganglingyouthe,“etotakerevolutionaryaagainstyou”

    thoughiknely,“itsagainstthenstitutionofthepeoplesrepublifatoenteraprivatehousehoutasearch.”

    theyoungnsoutofhandandthreentnistparty.ano.”

    “onlythepeoplesngresshasthepoogethenstitution,”isaid.

    “ilitantstancehfeetapartandshouldersbraced.

    agirlcaission.otherynoseandspatonthefloor.

    anotheryoungiashtherriheblairrorreihehook.hetorethefraoffandhurleditagainstthebaheookfronuardasllblaies.”

    theredguardsreadthequotationaloudasiftakingasoleoath.afteretoreadit.thehehoutedto,“agunthatsyouare.hahekeys”

    iplaidstthefragntsofglass.oheieintothediningroondlockedthedoor.

    isatdo.ithadneverlookedsobeautifulasitdidatthatnt.thegleafthepolishedblaanship.theantiqueporcelainplatesandvasesontheirbladsjusttheright

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twaoshopletelyevenly,notafraipretobidtheareiannistparty.asterfulbrush.itbolizedpurity.thepoettaoyuannga.d.376–427usedthelotustorepresentanofhonorinafauspoesayingthatthelotusroseoutofdbutreinedunstained.

    iretoselfandainunstainedbyhisenvironnt.it,ehen.perhapsthepoetedtobeblissfullyhappyihingtosatisfytheirgod,ozedong.theirbehaviornista.thepropagandatheyhadabsorbedprecludedtheirhavingafreeheirown.

    aheavythudoverheadstoppedspeanypeopleostasiftheredguardserelylootingitss.ibeyreleasebydeception.

    ikoutsidethedoor,icalledout,“openup”

    thehandle.sheletoutafterenottointerferehtheirrevolutionaryactivities.

    theredguardshadtakenfrohestoreroohe.ontheras,alloverthehouse.thesehe“valuables”theyinteopresenttothestate.

    untiairs,iyporanhadarrangedasetoffxi.ietoheartheyheart.iulsivelyileaptforakesureinourfall,and,ntarilydistrayeupfrohefloor.hisfaanee,“doyouthinkyouaredoiryingtoprotectyourpossessions”

    “no,no,youustheseporychestthrobbedhpain.

    “shutupshutup”achorusofvoicesdroywords.

    “reatleadersaid,layoutthefanedallstrengthandyelledatthetopofvoicetobeheard.

    theteacherraisedherhandtosileheredguardsandsaid,“wee.

    ipiainingypalholdinghandout,isaid,“thistovaluethecaras,eras,betterorepoadeeveryyear.hisakeanotherhisoneagain.thisisapartofourculturalheritage.everyeseshouldbeproudofit.”

    theyoungnperorsandthedeerasandbinoaotaughtus,ifustbedestroyedtokeheure.”

    anuardsaid,“thepurposeofthegreatproletarianculturalrevolutionistodestroytheoldculture.youotstopus”

    iblingyndforsonvinerandaskeduneasily,“areyougoingtodohthatfigure”

    hesholdingtheguanyingoingtothroirash.”

    theguanyinenandagenuineproduingsculptoryedtobealive.thefoldsoftherobeflourallythatonefotitofhardbiscuit.theglazeha

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    “no,no,pleaseyoustntdothatibegyou.”iyvoiceecasually,holdingtheguanyinnohonlytwofingers.

    pleadiheredguards.ifiniploydiplo,ie,inolohoughtofthesotheybeloertonightaslongastheydestru.

    “please,redguardsbelieve,iotopposedtoyou.youhaveehereasrepresentativesreatleader.hoanoiuandthepurposeoftheculturalrevolution.didinotsurrehekeys”isaid.

    “yes,youdid,”heteacheredtorelaxalittle.

    soustgotoke.buttheyuldbetakenadiatedestrueer,theyadebyersofthecapitalistclass.theyadebythehandsoftherespectthelaborofthoseworkers”

    aredguardatthebapatiently,“dontlistentoherfltonfuseus.sheistryingtoprotectherpossessions.”

    iquiandsaid,“no,noyourbeinginhousehasalreadyirovedsoyself.theyrightlybelongtothepeople.ibegyoutotaketheotheshanghaiseuyou,thereetodoso.”

    agirlsaid,“theshanghaiseuseoftherealsoclassenees.inanycase,theyareintellectuals.reatleaderhassaid,thecapitalistclassistheskiellectualsarethehairsthatgroeside.roythecapitalistclass.naturallytheintellectualsaretobedestroyedtoo.”

    thequotationofoshentiothisetothinkofthat.ipursuedpurposebysaying,“inthateoneinapositionofauthority.perhapsohevianyprivatelleustbesosortofpolicyfordealing.”

    “no,noyouareastupidplydonotuand.yuingandadvisingustonsulteitherotherent.youtalkaboutoffiantookhisbookofosquotationsfroispoaheonlyvalidofficialpolicy.”

    yargunt,isaid,“isaanoallovertheyou”

    “ofursey,”agirlsneered.shetuedtotheothersandan.dontlistentoheonsense”

    gettingreallydesperate,isaid,“dontyourealizeallthesethingsareextrelyvaluabletheyofney.youoney.”

    atlast,adeaniression.theredguardsening.theofplayingaheroicroleonthebroadageteringtotheiregos,especiallynohattheytingintoxicatedhasenseofpower.

    iseizedthepsyontandtoasafeplaivetheotheseueveryounsiderright,agtotheteagsreatleader.”

    perhaps,beinganolderpersoeae,“areyousureyourlleisvaluablehouchish”

    “youofneyispee,ithinktheyareillionyuan,”itoldher.

    althoughersoftheproletarianillion.”theteacherasanxiousasiosavethetreasures,butsheoputherselfiheredguards.huardstobackdohoutlossofface.

    “littlerevolutieneralsletshaveaetingandtalkoverthistter.”she“littlerevolutienerals,”atitleiheoiststetheredguardstodotheirbidding.theredguardsdo.

    ikdoaininginthebox.theguanyinhadbeeoable.itookitandallykeptlleperialyelloydesperateeffhtnopty.

    thethirdfloorrooreseledaseafterahquakeexceptfortheabsenceofrpses.buttheredelorasblood.

    beeienterratiohoughtheiortd

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twutyiainedundisturbed,butiuldseethattheyhadalreadydealtyfuratsandeveningdresseshapairofscissors.theceilingfansoffur,silk,andtosheetsoftissuepaperwereflyingaround.

    everypiealadder.asitr,ohirdfloor.behindthelargestrollofereawayforpersonaluse.

    inthelargestguestrooostoftheirdestruashing,aradiosetalevoibedovertheuntainofdebrisintheddleoftheroo

    ilookedatythingshopelesslybutindifferently.theybelooaperiodoflifethathadabruptlyendedyhouse.thoughiuldothefuture,irefusedtolookbaselves.isitnottruethatedestrualineachofus.ifiinfallible,havebehavedexactlyastheredguardshaddone

    thestruggleovertheporyrror,isaeyo.itestateofdisorderasthethirdfloor.throughtheopendoorofstudy,isayjedisydaughtersbedroooortofindtheroosyetundisturbed.thestrongbreezefroheopentosees.hearttightenedybaontofpeadprayer.

    suddenly,agirlredguardappearedinthedoorehereareyouuptoanytrieetoansealongweneedyou.”

    ifolloystudy.severalredguardsydesk.seatedontheailylivingonatightbudget,artenoughtobeeapartyer.shesattheretensely,hadbeeioningher.oheleteacherse,“pullupachairaed.”

    severalredguardsbroughtybedrooextdoor,andboththeteayseat,shelookedupandhastilythreeanervousglaeyjeeofthejeheblottingpad.

    “isthisallthejeoverandtellusifeverythingishere,”theteachersaid.

    openihecapitalistfalieshavetriedtohidetheirjeongflohegarden.”

    itont.theboysattheotherendoftherooevingrerdsfrohererdent,ofhavingseyjeebuttotellthetruth.yetthegirllookedsopitifulthatihatedhavingtoinateher.

    “theinpieondbrooostvaluable.”itriedtohegirlspredit.

    “issing”theteacheraskediatiently.

    “ach,severalringsandgoldbracelets.”

    “nistansostothereseen,easn.butihadneverfollohenewfashion.

    “no,thessingalloneondsandaplatinutrap.itsfrenakerisebel.”

    “ihopeyouarenotlying.hoeyouhadsuch

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.twanunusuale,hegesturedtuardtogotothedradoongtheebadshookhishead.

    “theebelylatehusbandandie.pleaseaskyjewelry.”

    noonesaidanythihepirlostintears;herpalefaeabouttheringsandbrae.thefloorofstudy,espeydesk,agaziopieaileditionofthelondontisinshreds,exerdeskdraissingjee,“allofyouhavedesuchassissingongthedebris.”

    thegirlspalefaplatiohesaygabutdidnotuandtivefupforthethief.nfuanbeing.”thisaterialisnsbehaviorotivatedbyselfiheteatheredguards.

    afterseargangthepapers,theredguardsreveredtheringsandbracelets.thegirliling.butthereeoneelsehadtakenit.

    inbedrooextdoor,theredguardsringoure.rightinfrontof,theyyrerds.istoodupandsaidtotheteausifthedanusiusicsociety”

    “youlivei,”hesaid.“dontyouknousifanykindisdetoainpassagesofcertainpositionsareallright,nottheposition.”

    “isnteveryseured.

    “shutupinanyusicsociety,itsdisbanded.”

    thenightseedinternable.iissioforawhile.

    “youygothtersroosheisanindepefilsnotincludedinourrevolutionarya.”

    iretuedtodaughtersroondlaydoyeyesandsloedofftosleep.

    .thehousearadio,butthereydaughtersbathroonddressedinhersla,ifoundtheredguardssittingonfroheirsedfe,andheteachers.idohestairstothekittolookforbreakfast.

    theokovingfoodfroherefrigerator,e,theredguardstokesoffeeandtoast.

    isatdoarladeinfrontof.

    aprettygirleintothekitandsatdoe.afterihaddrunktheffeeandputthecupdoeffeeinit.sheputthecuptoheoseandsniffed.

    kingafae,“isthis”

    “itsffee,”isaid.

    “isffee”

    itoldherthatffeeherliketea,onlystronger.

    “isitfnfood”sheputthecupdohaclatter.

    “isupposeyouuldcallitfnfood.”ipickedupanothersliceoftoastandstartedtobutterit.

    shelookedatthebutterandpiarladeeanyfnbooksinthishousethereareiortedthings,butthereisnotasiraitofourbelovedgreatleader.anyhosofthecapitalistclass.yourhouseistheostreaaryofall.areyouaese,orareyouafner”

    isledatheroutburst.housesthaveseedratherdifferentfroheotherstheyhadlooted.atthebeginningoftheaozedong.butsonypeoplehadthesaideathatighttrytohelpthisprettygirlseethingsintheirproperperspective.

    “doyoueattotoes”iaskedher.

    “ofurseido”shesaid.totoesninshanghai.heharvestatoeseitherasfruitetable.

    “atoisafnfood.itelhtfroersiaoverthesilkroute.asfnbooks,karlrxhielfan.ifpeopledidntreadbooksbyfherenistvent.ithasneverbeenpossibletokeepthingsandideaslopossible.irettysurethatbynoheha

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    “really”shesaidahoughtful.itakingthingsclear.haveyoubeentoauy”

    ihadauthfuloftoast,soijustnodded.shelookedesoldiers.”

    “yirl.youhavetobeasoldier.”

    “itschworsefirls”shesoundeddepressed.

    “inanycase,therebeahavetoriedtonsoleher.

    shetuedqui,sheeriintangintaiustnotspeaksuchpeacepropagandaandopposeleader”

    isledatherandnoddedi.

    thekittoasktheokarndstoodup.althoughtheboyhadalready,loudvoiy.iotgoingtolistentoyouonsense.”

    shetuedtoleave.butatthedoorshelookedbadgaveasile.

    atthesink,theoksaid,“notallofthereyoungfools”

    reeringthathisyousoheboyalsobeloheredguardanization.

    “oh,yeshoeshotokesurehehasnttakenanythingthatdoesntbelongtohi”

    “istherealotofthatkindofthinggoingon”

    “yes.thetetationisthere.soparentsevenenuragetheyouotakethings.butiotgoingtoletsouedintoahabitualthief,”theoksaid.

    “capitalistfalies”

    “theyarehavingahardti.theyaredetofeellikeoutcastsandrequiredtodraselvesandtheirparents.youngpeoplebeverycrueltoeachother,youknoberofsuicides.”

    outsidethekit,isaanbeehtheredguardsthenightbefore.iuldtellbyhisairofselfassuraheyofficial,perhapsaveteranofthecivilwar,ashey.

    “iliaisonoffiu,”heintroduyjobtoiherevolutionaryaoftheredguards.haveyoubeeenorilltreated”

    ituatderationehependingdoannerhoritative.

    “no,notatall,”isaidtohi“theseredguardsano.ihavebeenalloed.

    hedeaozedongtuardsgatheredbeloprovetheelves.aozedongorlinbiaoeantans“soul,”itgreatlytaxedtheiyoftherxistersofneiclesoexplaintheirleadersothepeople.

    thentheliaisonofficerraisedhisarndsbracethessfilledhroseurehereisasheofureforothersisitrightforyoutosfilledhdhtforyoutohavethreeservantstoonyou”

    helookedatforaago,itisnotourobjectivetodestroyyourbody.youallife,butyouaintainastandardoflivingabovethatoftheaverageworker.”

    helookedatagainforrea.seeingnoinued.“itsno,butpaddedjacket.youhavetralheatinginthishouseagain.alisneededforindustry.itsnotfortheluxuryofthecapitalistclass.”

    heandthedebris.aleredguardoiuedtothehouse.hee,“inyhousehoyfatherandgrandfatherarebothworkers.”

    ihistoexplain.

    “itsaunt.duringthejapaneseinvasioeverythioopenafruitstallaftertheadealivingforherselfandherchildren,butshegaveitupta.noeisbeinglootedbecausesheisnohussinceherchildreinshanghai.”

    theyoungnostintears.theierribleblooaselfrighteousandpruardhethirdgener

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw小说站  www.xsz.twationofaily.ite.apparently,idecided,thereoreequalthanothers.ifostallshecategory,theredguardsinshanghaihadabigjobtodo.

    reredguardsjoioheartheyoungnsstory.inotislippedaetoiigate.

    thinkingofdaughter,iaskedtheredguardsforhererclothes.

    “sheisnotincludedinourrevolutionarya.,”theyreplied.

    “buther.theyruphere,”itoldthe

    evidentlylloilysexperieheboyeustpackaupleofsuitcasesforhertoo.”

    daughterandicaseofclothesandavasbaghbedding.

    theplished,theredguardsoval.bytheafteoon,thereorethanadozenoftheeftinthehouse.ohe

    theliaisonoffiilypapersbroughttohouseafterotherpassedaybrotherinbeijiheeldestson,heygrandfatherhadnotfaded.

    aftertioningtositdoe,“haveyoureadtheselettersfrrandfathertoyourfather”

    “fathershotoyteens,alongtiago,”itoldhi

    “yrandfathereanavaloffiveoacadecyrandfather”

    ithoughttheliaisonoffiygrandfatheriesofthestateandshthelandreforoventin1950.noattetadetoverifyeeredfathersayingatthetithatitysendununisttakeover,sothatgrandfatherinheavenheindignityofhavingoneofhissoed.

    allygrandfather,ilovedhisoisaidtotheliaisonoffiygrandfather.”

    “thendontyouknoiofahat.youeagenglishattheinstitutenlanguages.butyoupreferredtoworkforshell.why”

    iuldnttellhihatihaddethedeentinitiatedbyozedong.in1957akethearilyaidattheintelleunisnyoffriendsandaeps;afeoil.undersuchcirces,itcarriedhitherhonoorpositioninesesociety.

    “youthefners”heasked.irealizedatoneersoftheinalorotherwise.

    “no,”isaid.“ialreadyhadagreatdealofainlythelazy,”iadded,feeliureofselfcriticisercharacteristicattributedtothecapitalistclass.

    hestoodupandlookedathisoreplaeersofthecapitalistclass.ongoodandenjoysthefruitofthatlabor,andwherenooneisaboveanyoneelse.”

    itnistonpeople.innistspeinalprices,aheirchildreninchauffeurdrivencarstoexclusiveschoolstobetaughtbyspeciallyselectedteachers.eventhougheveryeseknewh

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    itnknoselflivedintheforrperorsandhadaeofspees,andevenotherpartyleaders,daredtoopposehieventhisliaisonoffiyoakeallthesearbitrarydeylifeandleeofiginarycrissilybecauseheagination.

    aftertheliaisonoffiythings.

    itpiees,andahugeauntoftopaper.itoldtheottoreveordisandsthedebrisintotheers.

    toinspeaalreadythere,sittingatdressingtablestaringatthessarouoldhertohelppiihatighthavesospaybedspreadaanditookitoff,attress.ontheybed,eonehadperialistheredguardshadpuhespshadesasps.

    ihroosoiledtoptiedallthediediecabiintoit.ireachedintopulltheplugaheerout.

    suddenlythefrontdoorbellrangagain.laozhaorushedupthestairsshouting,“anroupuardshase”

    hastilyiystainedhandsoothelanding.isaidtohi“keepdopee.”

    “okisthere,”hesaidbreathlessly.

    iendressedinthearseblueofpeasantsoroutdooriddleaged,theyallbandoftheredguard.theirleader,aneandsaid,“etotakerevolutionaryaagainstyou”

    thesituationused.“indeed,areyoutheredguardsyoulooktoreliketheirfathers,”isaid,standingostepofthestaircase.

    theleathereonbarearustaboveelboadebitelip.thenseednervous;theykeptlookiheirshouldersatthefrontdoor.

    “hahekeysetostandhereandcarryoionhyou,”theirleadershouted.

    “thekeyseherelastnight.”

    “youarelying”thenraisedhiseagain,butheohetipoftheyshoulder.

    anothernaskedanxiously,“havetheytakehing”

    “no,noteverything,”ianswered.

    ohenpushedandservantsintothekitaisideguardingthedoorthehouse.theydepartedsohurriedlythattheyfottoletusout.theokhadtoclioutofthekitothegardeniogetintothehousetounlockthekitdoor.

    totrytokeabedforthenight.isatdoadefor.hesatdoheothersideofthetableandstartedtoshellpeas.

    “selfaredguardeandhelphielf.”

    “theredguardshaveputupabigcharacterposteronthefrontgate.shalligooutandseee.

    “yes,pleasegoandsee.”

    laozhaoethatieantthatieant“insidenialandinnounige.

    iisdaughteropeningandclosingthefrontgateandpushingherbicytothegarage.

    “iihasehosheed.oldservantsihechildren.iiyservantshadcalleddaughtersilegirl.

    iposedselftoappeaoher.sheopehefrontdoorandstoodthere,stuhesightofurred,“y,oh,y,areyouallright”“dontbeupset,”isaidinasanage.“heculturalrevolutionisover,akeaorebeautifulthanitwas.”

    “no,y,nooneelikee.

    ouhestairsileastthereeverything

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    easthatofanordiforotherfalies.andbathrooipingsbedroondbathrooaudy.itanythingstolookafter.thehunspiritisresilient,andiistic.

    inotiyplanforthefuture,ipiinadditiontoappointingliaisonoffiuhadpassedatenpointresolutionstressiaofbedroondadeskepticaloftheextenttohetenpointresolutioneable.

    ikneydaughtere,asshekeptlookingatanxiously.toputherndatease,itoldherhoypossessionsingqingduringthesinojapanesewar.

    “ithappenedinrof1941.daddyandiatsandtheirfaliestoopentheneblahetennisurtrightinfrontofourhouse.theblasttoreofftheroof,andpartofthehousellapsed,”isaid.

    “goodnesserasked.

    “iountainsides,verydeepandquitesafe.”

    “didyouloseeverythinginthehouse”

    “fortunatelysouhestairsllapsedandburiedthesuitout.ofursetheyetogetthefuitureoutoftherubble.tothisday,ihaveeverythingwehad.”

    “youoldanyofthis.”

    “ithappenedsueago,beforeyouuereeritagain.”

    “oh,y,hoethingterriblelikethatyoulosteverything”

    “yes,ididfet.butite.peoplebedoutallovertheplace.badexperienceisrebearabletheonlysufferer.”

    “illneverfethoillionyears,”daughtersaid.

    “itsalportant.thinkofthosebeautifulporeto,theyhadallpassedthroughthehandsofnypeople,survivingonlybe.,iehenow

    sootherpeople.lifeitselfistransitory.possessioiortant.”

    “iladyouaresophilosophiesinceshehadeho.“ofurse,ustourhappinessbedepeonpossessions.illhaveeachetherevenifoor.”

    “othersina.youareerest.”

    ipingsatoniogether.istillbelieveiureofouruntry.thingsierzhouandnyothers.”

    “peopletosuffer.”

    “dontloseheartsurelytheyethingees.iloveyuhoughitisnotalydaughterproclaidinafiroice.

    heryeyes.ialsohadadeepandabidingloveforthelandofanyclassstatus,ihadbeeanoutcast.

    4

    housearrest

    iingthisdepressingseandtodo.

    theingpassedslolessly.thereystudyonlythefoursliolusofthelleained.iuldntdoanyseessedeverythingupthatididnotknoyknittihatove.

    ieoontherainstoppedandthesuheshanghailiberationdaily,eoutieoonthoughitoingpaper.onitsfrontpage,inboldtype,thepeoplesdailyinbeijing,theoffiitteeofthenistparty.sinceallese

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    theartiabroadtheyuldoperateytobeeafifthlu.itpraisedtherevolutionarya“littlerevolutienerals.”iioheexistenceofa“untercurrent”againsttheculturalrevolutionandtheredguards.itasses”aherubbishheapofhistory.

    theartieinnodoubtthatozedongandhisspes.theediately,theteooftheehetenpointresolution.iexpeorehostileandintra.ithoughtityservantstoleavehouseandgobacktotheiroes.

    theoksaidthatsintostayanotafraidtorein.youneedsooogototherkettobuyfood.itsnotsafeforyoutogoout.iaropoorpeasantfaly.sonisinthearandisapartyer.ashedandnfisustgo.otheraydaughter.

    atatilikethis,theloyaltyofservahingverynoble.ioved.ididnotinsistontheirleaviely,beepaperfroherket,iasdaughter,eaherther.ifeltreresponsibleforthanfortheokandlaozhao.

    ydaughterentbuildingandingtheiediateentproteeassoaosedtonducttheculturalrevolutioninshanghai.

    “hisnaiszhangeoourfiltudiosaidthathebothareterrified.sooftheavepatobelievezhangfroalkingabouthindjiangqingihirties.y,doyouthinkthoseiactressesandactorsstudio.notknostudiokhatwassodangerous.

    “etonight”iasked,asihopedtospendaquietevenialkoverthesituation.

    “ifraidnot,y.ireallydashedhojusttoseehoebaainingatthestudio.ainghasbeenportantartiano,soitisveryiortantandrepresentschairnosvieustrun”

    laozhahtheraboeofit.ithasbeenoled.youtgohoutfood.”

    daughtertooktheenoodlesih,sustgo.”

    shegaveahuganddashedoutofthehouse.ihadchtosaytoher,butthereetosayanything.

    laozhahthistransistorradiosothatiuldlistentotheeveniokheritefneeifellintoanuneasysleep,ihadlisteheartiesthatialstknebyheart.

    theing,thehtthenearket,asthepeasantsfrohesurroundinguntryside,phadansanosasses”totakepartinthebersandoanded,andgot,frhteelnagersfreefoodandserviunes,eim

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    thedenuonthedefeoavoidgivinganyfurtherealsfortheiningandoutguards.foodstallsakingsteadbunsandtheforriofindfaultadebythebakeriesas“fnfood”andrefusedtoeatit.atthesati,faadeextravagantenoselvesasofbonusesandbestotheabeuanditsleadingoffieofasuiteofrooatthepeaporaryheadquartersoftheoistleadersetoshanghai,untiltheshanghaipartyseentoppledbytherevolutionariesinjanuaryofthefollowingyear.

    afeydaughtersfriendsband,theyulddropintoseeusetovisithisfriendsandhenditionsathisplaoretothenantsofthecapitalistclassandpurifyingtheranksofofficialsandintellectuals.

    onedayxiaoxu,aseipitheredguardshaddisheuniberofvaluablebooks.,theyfailedtobreakdoeofitsdireanfroissieeting.

    “theoldnisnoesayhehasdiedalready.theredguardsaregettingquiteeipingandtrytoescapetohongkong,”hesaid.

    “doyouthinkipingthisquestionbeydaughtersaidtheytoliveassendclasscitizensinlonialhongkong.

    “thesituationisdifferentnononilybackgrou,elife.iure,wewillbe

    liketheuntouchablesinindia,anyfriendsabroad.e.

    “ithinkitstoolatetoesethingliketenortyyearsinprison,”isaid.

    “itsnottoolate.ihavedesoiigations.theisinastateofnfusion.noonebuysatiitanyre.redguardsaregoingallovertheuntrybyjustgettingonatrain.nooneasksaions.ihavebeentoboththestationandtheicketllectorsateitherplaooneinauthorityatall.”

    “ithiigotonatrainien.”

    “youbands,ahreecharactersfuardforyou.ihavedoeafeheseforourstudents,”hesaid.

    “ithinkioooldtobetakenfuard.”

    “allyouhavetodoistohaveyourhairanoinyourhand,aendtobeabsorbedinit.youevenpatiently.

    yheadagain,hedee.”

    isaeoutofethathetoother.

    iringonthefrontgateagain.halfefacetoface,

    uhit.hersllheredinbyaherbelthashinybuckle.inherhandshecarriedaleatherwhip.

    “areyoutheclassehishousehooothandyo

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    ifolloilarattire.she,andifollowedher.

    “kneeldoultaneouslyhisstiybaotherboyhittheglassdoorofacabi.itbroke.hesykhedecisionofplyyhands.illapsedonthefloor.

    “asked.

    “theredguardsookit.”

    “didtheytakeallofit”

    “no,theyleftafeetoliveon.”

    “”

    “inadraydesk.”

    theboykie.theotherscadoetotuaroundandfacetheunties.

    thereorepeopleenteringthehouse.iansvoiaaothehall.thenhesaidtosooakethepstairsaionthe”

    theredguardseintothediningroo

    “heresheis,”soonesaid.

    “youygonoepersonokenbefore.

    iheardtheredguardsleavethehouse,hittingthehefuiturehtheirstidheyout.theybahefrontdoorsohardthatthehouseshook.

    “standupeoverhere”thenyelled.

    istoodupaofa.althoughtheyalleedubahreeesecharactersfor“revolutionaries.”

    theyallsatdooonfayofthishouse.yuiltyofnspiringhfnpostenonthebigcharacterposteronyate.doyoudenyit”

    “ofurseidenyitwhoareyouanydoyou”

    “heproletarianrevolutionaries.”

    “neverheardofsuchatitle,”isaid.

    “yoingtohearalotaboutus.herevolutioheherulingclassina,”hesaidhaliftofhis.

    “isparty”iasked.

    “shutupyyouhavenhttodiscussanoscalltotakepartinthegreatproletarianculturalrevolution.thatsquitegoodenough,”saidthean.

    “youareaeriperialists,”thensaid.

    ireinedsilent,asitseedpoiotalktothe

    “isitbeedthatyoudonotspeak”theanasked.

    “ednygraduatesofyanjinguyhavebeeleadersofthenistparty.tohavebeenastudenttheredoesntaniarunningdogofanybody.thelondonsiarxandengels,”itoldher.

    “ha,ha,hayandarunningdogoftheierialistshasreadthenisthehingyoingtosayisthatyounistparty,”theedglassessaidsarcastically.

    theansaid,“lenindeheye.”

    “ilaandhadsecrets.idonotks,andtheydonotknoe.”

    anothernsaid,“youdoknosberofficials.”

    “yougetsoexsarespies.youarenottheonlyone,”interjectedthethirdn.

    “entstrustus”iaskedthe“holdhavetheygotoverpeoplelikeushina”

    “ahnearlyallofyouhaveneyabroad.youdontdenyyouyourselfhaveneyabroad,”thensaid.

    “thatsaholdonyou.theyoney,”addedthean.

    “youdontuand.goventsabroadotinterfere.

    “oneyabroadanyoneyabroad”

    “iketripstohongkongandhavetopayfoodandhotelbillsthere.iotalloyalloootheoverseaseneyabroad,butihavealotreneyinshanghai.ihavethishouse.ihaveohenistyouthleague.nistpartyandthepeoplesgovent”

    “younistpartyevenifyhtereer.itsyourclassinstinct,”saidtheobetheirleader.

    severalothernanden,folloyservants.thenlookedatthetheneersshooktheirheads.evidentlytheyhadnotgotservants.thenedaseveretoneofvoidasked,“wherehaveyouhiddenyoldandons”

    “bersofthecapitalistclassofsecretinggoldando

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    “youknoe.”

    “ihavenogoldhtheentirehouse.theydidnotfindanygoldorons.”

    “youare.reatleadertoldusthattheclasseneesaresecretinggoldandbewrong.”

    “ustbesohishouse.”

    inisttakeoverin1949,possessionoffirearhadtohaothegoventanderkuontanglitaryandpolips.theirfaliesallhadtoveoutoftheirhos.therefore,itseedutterlyabsurdtosaysoeseuldstillhaveesin1966.

    hoyservantsandalloverthehouse.theyrippedopenttresses,ovedtilesfrohes,ney,liftedfloorbotontotheroof,fishedintheihepipes.alltheyservantsandself.

    ihadlosttrae,butdarknesshadlongdesyservantsandiovethealtoaerofthegardentheyhadalreadysearud;allthefloyservants,andiud,ashes,ands.

    intheend,physiberedjeeipingsstudy.

    “theredguardsputgsandbra.perhapsyouuldopentheroondtaketheheredguardsknoan.

    “doendtobestupid.wearelookingfoldbars,”shesaid.

    torevealbloodshoteyes.heglaservants.thenheglaredat.suddenlyheshouted,“hegoldahreateningly.

    iplyarentany.iftherealready”

    thefaehpurehatred,hesaid,“notnecessarily.breakopenthewalls.”

    hestoodverye.iuldseeeverydetailofhissneerirelyrepulsiveandove,forididnottothinki.isilysaidsloalandfriendlyvoiustbereasonable.ifihadhiddenanythingientrolledbusiheyoreporttotheirpartysecretarythesortofheydid.”iiredthatittospeak.

    thenselfpliedthathebled.iuldseethebloatedveinsinhisteles.heraisedhisarostrike.

    atthatverynt,ipihenslegfroehind,andsankhisteethintothefleshofthensthegarden.thissafepereanostdented.ingdoyneighborshouse,anddisappearedintothenight.

    einagain.inthedra,thensatdoaforsoreoriodine,sherehattheredguardshadalreadypouredeverythingaway.

    therevolutionariesbarrassedbytheratherunheroiyservantsfiture.oheenpushedoutthroughthenne,saying,“pathy.youkeepaalinthehousetoattaitteelookforitandputittodeath.youareveryakingyourcatbiteus.

    dotheyreallybelieveihavegoldanderelyhavetoanotosearsurelytheyhaddoneenough,iercase.

    iheardlaozhaocallinginalostandingoutside.

    “theokhasgoothefiltudiototelliinottoehotonight.isitallright”

    “thankyou,laozhao.itsverythoughtful

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    suddenlythereringonthefrontgateagain.laozhaohurriedaebaethattheredguardsyhousehadeback.

    “pleasegotoyourroondtake,anticipatirouble.

    thereanypeoplerunningupasseedtohavebrokenoutoverhead,folloyselftothepossibilityofthetotaldestruyho.pullingthreediningchairstogether,ilaydohecushiohatidozeddespitetheloudnoise.

    afterdaybreak,severalredguardsandrevolutiohreedthattheirdispute,everited,“getupgetup”

    aanrevolutionarytoldtogetsothiieusefultoyhands.lookingintotherroroverthebasin,iydisheveledhairandpuffyudgesofdonforeheadanduedsofinished,uodoanythiokethesllestgestureofprotestagainsttheunfaiessofheroaderesolvetokeepalive.ithoughttheyna.istnotonlykeepalive,butistbeasstrongasgrahatnotterhouyfaainingkidhatiediately.

    ie.itazinghoind.ifeltagreatdealbetteralready.

    aredguardopehekitdoorandyelled,“areyouhavieyouaretakinghurryup,hurryup”

    laozhaoandifolloaalsojoinedus.ybelongingssothattheyuldbetakenatobeoutofthehouse,ihelpedreadily.thepresehanthelossofpossessions.theyseedtoalienonlanguage.

    intheeyesoftheredguardsandtherevolutionaries,laozhaoy,eventhoughtheyprobablythoughthiisguidedandlaao.thefethegalleryofthetiananngateinbeijingonaugust18yinanizingtheirredationsandkhakiunifor,andindrilliherevieyofficersedthequotationsandsloganstheyoungstersoshout.

    iedthearhesestosupportanddirecttheredguardsactivities.

    ygreatdisappointnttheredguardsdidhehousehetrucksdroveaway.

    aanrevolutionarysaidto,“youstreininthehouse.youarenotalloogooutofthehouse.theredguardsaketusgyou.”

    iehehouse”disappointntsooveredthatibling.

    “ihavetheauthorityoftheproletarianrevolutionaries.”

    “iytrelingvoice.

    “ingforyou.doyouknosgoingonoutsidethereisafullscalerevolutiongoingon.”

    “idontparticularlyatter.”

    “principlesinceyoudonteyoustayhereuntiltodohyou.thatsanorder.”

    shesoutofthehouse.itherehingeveriulddo.

    iybedtosleepon.ay.besidesthetableand,sothatihadtositonthebonthefloor.everynoydoortoseeepriva.

    daughter,butieho,,asshehadtospendreandrenightsatthefiltudiotakingpartintheopen,hopihestairs.ehoandaolookateachother,ifeltfortedandreassured.generallyihatnight.

    laozhaoarkettopurydaughtere.theredguardshadarotationofdutyhourssothattheyefortheirals.atnight,osleptontheflooroutsidebedroonakeshiftbed.

    tasdaughterother.earfulfareaeacardiganshehadknitted,buttheredguardssldedherforlackofclassnsciousnessandrefusedtoletherhandit

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    “sheapleadedhtheredguards.

    “dontyourealizesheisyourclasse”aredguardsaid.

    atoleave.buteii”tearsingdoe.

    oheredguardsbey.osaygoodbyetoher”

    yararounde,sheburstintoloudgettingapedi.

    longingtoknoydinner,isaeries,”e.ilookhereallsheetahrooireadit.afterthat,ikeptalookoutforanythegeneralpublic.iicularlyiedin

    reportsthatuayseaosorders.theextentofhefaonpurpose.

    afteraakingatelephardedasiortantbytheyuards.theyenplayhfluffytoo.

    soonipingrealizedthatioinight,sheallballfortopiessagesof“iloveyou,”“takey,”etperedfeelingofisolation.

    iflaozhaohappeobeiyearsalso.forinstanedayhesaidtuard,“doyoubeatupyourteachersoften”

    ietoloothouseonthenightofaugust30theyseedquitefriendlyhtheirteachers.iedbreathlesslyfortheanswer.

    theredguardsaideoftheonotseeouaanbooks.butreatleadersng.takingpartinrevolutionaryaasenees.”

    ai,laozhaoaskedtheredguard,“didyougotosurroundthebuilding”

    “ofurseandthiseorthelasttieither.theentireshanghaiisrotten.”

    itlaozhaosionstheirhandbillsandpublipressionthatdailythousandsofnebooshootsafterthespringrain.”erelyfearfulofbeingthoughtpoliticallybackpelledtobeeapartoftheproletarianculturalrevolution.

    theransaesofersoftheedtothattheoistleadersusedthispsyonttodireent,bothofue.theynistsanypolitisandpurges.andtheyiliarasses,theydeassestheelves.speedilytheyaheiroorered,rerevolutionary,reelydifficulttoidentifyaparticulargroupuntilthebloodycivilpetedindealingtheheaviestbloonstratetheirauthenticity.

    astheviolenceescalatedandthe

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw小说站  www.xsz.twspeoftheberofilies.itsaid,“adragonisboon,aphoenixisboofaphoenix,andauseisboakeaholeintheies,theaterialistiportaneorhearttodydaughteripingovedfroheranksofthe“sses”andplaies.the“efrohefactthatozedonghadcharacterizedall

    esoverandaininanefforttetheelvesofhereti,heaskedtheredguardsperssiontotakebeddingandydaughterinthesoe.later,yeveningal,ydaughtersndition,laozhaodidnotdisappoint.assoonasisatdoeipingtotheunsuspegredguard.

    “isastudiotogiveherthethings.shelookedquiteedesheaboutherbaeerofthenistyouthleague,andeveryerit.sheissyathetidfriendlytoanbyroanakenill.”

    “sheilylikethis.ofurseshehasto,”theredguardsaidtolaozhao.“sheisprobablyaradish:redoutsidebutnistyouthleagueisdisbahegeneralsecretaryoftheyouthleague,huyaobang,isarevisionist.”

    shortlyafterthefiltudioandtookayspiritbuoyantealoheobjedeepdepression.

    ieafteooeer27,iesyhousebutalsobytheforrstaffofshellandthenhandlingtheirindoationaedspectaclesharge.

    therootheseatsiddle,ae,depersonallyguiltyforbritainsapaniesiesofsotiierial,uhepretenseofsellingkeroseothepeasants,shellhadsentsalesotheruralareasofatiootheierialists.healsogavefigurestoshoousprofitthepanyhadderperialistsoresubtlethanthearientopenlyopposedthepeoplesgoventofintangidiplotitakingasseat.

    hetuedtoanayfalybaoutoanauygrandfatherygrandfatherbeore,hesaid,evidenonghispapersthatheplex,ine,anoonanoenbeloyfatherentanyyearsinjapaninhisyouth.herendedeveryohatjapanhadbeenguiltyofaggressionagainsten,en,aioningthatfatherpressionthatfathere,hesaidthatitoenglandy

    yearsoldandintangregi”entbytherevolutionaries.

    throughouthisspeech,theaudienceshoentbyshoutingslogans.added

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    anyhoshoutedintotheystubbandaccusedofdeliberatelykeepinga“al”inthehousetoattacktherevolutionaries.

    ersoftheexstaffofshelle.iuldeasilyseehousthavegh.thesshook.heookedindire.adrivertestifiedthatanagerandisharedayvalueandiortanperialists,”beainghisfeleassistaoa.

    otherersofthestaffspokeoffileskeptinarooexttothenagersoffianagerandself.asehestaffanyyearssaidthatgeologireportsanagersinvariouspartsofintangasentsofbothsidesentiohesereports.thisytoo.ityhusbandandistoodonthesideofshell.allthestatentsixtureoffaisrepresentationandexaggeration,indsofthegullibleandtheuninford.

    theetingdraggedon.nighthadlongagofallen.butthedraofsfortuhejorityoftheithought,plyhadtopretendtobelieveintheallegations.iuldseethatthenheshoinghsuccess.

    yearslater,ieetinghadbeenpostponedseveraltisbeydaughtertotakepartindenunouspressure,sherefusedrepeatedly.butnationalday,oyeetingydaughter.

    anotionhadbeeedangthosepresent,heplihenandenydenuneers,dehadergedfroheirreedutoshakeoffthesha.

    tuingto,hesaid,“youhavelisteheuntainofevideneagainsttheelyserious.youedbygivingafullnfessiontellingushoperialistsintheirsihepeoplesgovent.areyougoingtonfess”

    “ihaveneverdohingagainsttheent.theshelloffitaintainitsshanghaiofficeierzhouenlai.shellisfullofgoodeddleinpolitics”

    eventhoughispokeinaloudanduldhearapletesehehysteriyfayjayselftostandfiryeveryhard.

    throughoutthepahenof;theniedglassesseedpartiesufferatthehandsoftheb.oveatall,thebped.iuldonlystandtherelookingstraightahead,yeyesfixedoantheirangerself.

    eventuallythenoisedieddoansaid,“ourpatienceisexhausted.yuilty.hedeathpenalty.butyourself.areyougoingtonfess”

    everybodystaredatexpeeerdistinotioi,ilooseedaughter.ietoketheandthatiistaken.thepropagandaonunistartookovershanghai,hadal

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    afterstaringatforafeesilent,thethebaob.theetalhaingaskedagain,“areyougoingtonfess”

    iansvoient.ihaveio.”

    “ealong”theyoungnhthehandcuffssaid.

    ifollooutofthebuildingintothestreet.theically.

    parkedinfrontoftheentraheysaing,takingvictitoprison.istoodbesidethejeepberofpedestriansoppedtoch.

    “areyougoingtoheniedglassesaskedagain.

    iyselfthet,“thelordisshepherd;ishallnot”

    “haveyougonedu”

    “haveyoulostyourvoice”

    “speak”

    “heying.

    thenanfrohepoliistooksileandingbesidetheblackjeep,asyolofrepression.

    iliftedheadandsaidinaloudandfiroice,“iotguiltyihavenothingtonfess.”

    thistithereoreshouting.theredguardsandtherevolutionaries,asnityoftheotheniedglasses,theyoungnfrohepoliyanelderlyn.

    suddenly,agirlpushedherofthenoisystreet.itydeskguardingjeyhouse.heriulsiveefforttosavefrooingtoprisondiatelycheckedbyaanookherintotheschoolbuilding.

    thedriverofthejeepstartedtheengine.

    “getin”theyoungngaveapush.

    iteieaaffofshell.perhapstheythoughtthateoutofthepressure.othersofthecro,ita,oerfortheirhavingtakenpartinit.

    theyoungnfrohepolicedepartntgotihejeepdroveoffintothedarkstreets.

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    thedetentionhouse

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    solitary

    thestreetsofshanghai,norllydesertedatnineonskyintheolbreezeofsepteer,peopleporaryplatforereaoslittleredbookofquotationsorsilyentbuildings,skeroseardeingtheairastheredguardsntiobubooksindisately.

    fullyloadedtrucapitalistfaliesreetsandvinginalldires,busesandbicyclesuldonlycraallifeofthecityakiuralrevolutioy.

    loudspeakersatstreetersisoenan;toofthesiilitantillingighteasilythinkthesnnighttoprovidethepeopleent,ratherthanapolitiutualstrustandclasshatredangthepopulace.

    bothbodyandndntiressandstrain,notonlyfrohelastfeeetingbutalsofroheeventsofthepreittedyfriendoyoffiedoasses.

    entarily,aeapplaudedtheviy,plygazedattheonoussightofanotherhunbeingsillfortune.

    inozedohesathingasitdidinthedeselfiheaccusedbytheirobyt

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    frohentibeakeafalsenfession,ihadnotruledoutthepossibilityofgoingtoprison.ikneanypeople,ineers,deritualnfessionsofguiltunderpressure,hopingtoavoidnfrontationdiatesufferingbysubssion.nyothersbeeoftheny.

    intherefhlaboroteandinhospitableprovinenandenplybeedtothatkingafalsenfessiidintelligenturseatterighthavetoendure.

    asiexanedoinaryperiodofperseypersepttoine,iyodoneoffearabutoneofresolution.

    adeverysloaniedglassestoldthedrivertosgingfroightoloakeedsentriesps.ononesideofthegateehlargeblackcharacters:no.1detentionhouse.

    thegatespletelydarkiinthebeaofthejeepsheadlights,isaberofnsizedduieslyingnearsopoles.theylookedlikehunbodiesleftiesindaylightanddisveredthattheypound.

    ikdetentionhouseinshanghaiforpolitititotiithadhousedintangoffiunistregibutaablishheforrkuontanggoventbefore1949tohousenistpartyersandtheirsyathizers.

    adetentionhouseforpolitie.uptononisnyho,asanobserver.irelydifferentaadefetntarilythedangeroussituationinyself.

    thejeepfolloainbuildingiyard.theteanddisappearedinside.afeleguardinakhakieintoabareroodanys,andsaid,“undress”

    itookoable,theonlypie.thetensearyelythhly.intrardener.

    “uey”askedoheguards.

    “itsfardeoetohousetogetit.buthedidnte.perhapssooneuldgiveittohior,”isaid.

    shehandedbaaoistsnsideredasignofdealylitnarrowpassage.

    anplexionofapeasantfroorthetositdooheunterandsaidsothingtotheedhisheadtolookat.then,inasurprisinglyldvoiyna,age,andaddress,allofpletelyaththestrokesofeachcharacter.thathee,asikpartyassignednjobsfortheirpoliticalreliabilityratherthanfortheirlevelofeducation.

    anhadfinallyfinishedber.youllnolongeruseyoua,otheguards.doyouuand”

    inodded.

    eraa

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    thenbehierresudinasloanner,“eighteenohsixisyouuer.youeerit.”

    inoddedagain.

    thefeleguardpoioasheetofpaperpastedonthealoud”

    ituststudythebooksofozedongdailytoseekreforftheirthinking.thesendruleustheirentofprisonrulesbyihesaattersofdailylifeientionhouse.

    aleguardsaid,“trytoreertherulesandabidebythe”

    thentoldthtthuinashalloakeaprintintheregistrationbook.afterihaddoneso,iaskedthenforapieb.

    “hurryup”thefeleguardpatientandshoutedfrohedoor.butthene.ihastilyythuandfolloanoutoftheroondthebuilding.

    adssionintotheno.1detentionhousehadbeendoneinaleisurelyheattitudeofthenandofthefeleguardsarrivalerelyroutine.for,ystruggleforsurvivalandforjustioretureperson.thelonghoursispentalonereexaningonistpartytookpoetoforbetteruandingofselfandthepoliticalsystenderber27,1966,ercifulgod,andithoughtheeoutoftheabyss.

    italeguard,ibreatheddeeplythesainbuilding,passedthroughapeelingandfadedredgateallerurtyardenprisonerswerehoused.

    frorooeartheentranaleguardergedyaoherinsilence.

    “ealong,”shesaidsleepily,leadingthroughapassagelihingihaveneverbeeet.insubsequentyears,indreaandnightres,isalight,thelonglineofdoorshsinisterlookingboltsandpadlocksoutside,aagainandagainthehelplessnessandfrustrationofbeinglockedinside.

    ycell.

    “getin,”shesaid.“haveyouanybelongings”

    ishookhead.

    “ilyintheingaheosendyouyourbelongings.noosleep”

    iaskedherentfixtureihaheroondsaid,“illlendyousotoiletpaper.”

    shepushedtheboltinplaceovingaherridor.

    ilookedaroundtherooasank.btheelydipatentfloorpness.astrongstysllpervadedtheair.ihasteoopentheonlysllylifehadibeeninoreveniginedaplaitiveandfilthy.

    theguardallsquareustretutothegoventthesanuerofsheets.noosleep.liehyourheadtohedoor.thatstheregulation.”

    iuldnselftotouthe,itirritated.ilookedaroundthecellbutuldnotseealightsywhere.

    “please,excuse”icalled,knogonthedooryhand.

    “quietquiet”theguardhurriedoverandslidopeteronthesllwindow.

    “itfindthelightsch,”itoldher.

    “schoffthelightatnighthere.infuture,tospeaktotheguards,justsay,report.dontknothedoor.dontsayanythingelse.”

    “uldyoulendabrooositssodirty.”

    “akesureiobeyedherorders.

    ilaydoyeyestoshutoutthesightoftheellofdanessanddustthatsurrounded.ianthee,iydaughter.ihopedrevaltothedetentionhouseanyfurtherpressuretodenounasses,ioputuphanything.

    suddenlyahordeofhungrysquitoesdese.isatupandtriedtooffyar,buttheyubboandpersistentthatitechysgreatlyaddedto

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    justbeforedaybreak,theeleehadbeenloosened.butn.soonthenarroeofdarknessafterthelightontybeingaasenseofreneplybeontoffreedohechfuleyesoftheguards.

    footstepsinthepassageapproautedsoundofpeoplestirringalloverthebuilding,asintheine.

    theshutterofthesllancalled,“er,”andpushedthespoutthroughtheopening.

    et,shesled.afepseofasquarepieetoadealtointheyearsispentientionhouse.pletedhersentence,iexperiencedadeepsenseoflossadespofordays.

    theshutteropenedagain.anoblongalunutainerappeared.aansvoicesaidiatiently,“eover,eover”

    her,shesaid,“infuture,staaltisandeapairofbaoochopsticksthatandhinhprolongedusage.

    thebatteredntainerokyforsoreason,ainessofthepiadeadeternedefforttodrinkhalfofit.allhentainerandthechopsticks.

    inalittlealeguardca.shesaid,“youeatyourrice”

    “idideatsoofit.yiseearesponsibleperson”iaskedher.esenistofficialsdidnotliketobecalled“officials”uheyeancadresorjustclerks.

    “tted.ustshoakingafullnfessionioobtainlereatnt.ifyoudeforyourself.”

    “iveedacri,”ideclaredehatically.

    “ah,alotofyousaythisehere.thatsafoolishattitudetoassu.justthink,therearetenllionpeopleinthisittedacri.”

    itseedpoiueethatieti.thedirtinthecellplyhadtodealyselfinprisonandterriblyydaughter,iaskedhertoshefloor.

    “youarealloonsundaysonly.butsinceyouhavejuste,illlendyouooday.”

    afeontslatershecaback,alle.ipulledthebedaroundthecellandstoodonittoreachthebhehecell.

    theshutteropenedagain.asheetofpapere.lookingout,isaaleguardstandingthere.

    “theneyyhtherelastnighthasbeenbankedforyou.thisisyourreceipt.youareallooobuydailyiessuchastoiletpaper,soap,andtowels,”hesaid.

    “thatsjusteno.

    “youybuyansaid.

    “pleasegetaeledgsforeatinganddrinking,soseetoiletpaper.aalloeldcrea

    “no,onlyies.”

    soouedeledgsethatprisonersfroheguardsonsundays.

    theguardhadtoopehealeguardbroughttheebytheredguards,asaozedongaleredbookofosquotations.afterihadsighereceiptforthesethings,thethedooraed.

    ilookedthrougheverythingverydaughter.thereentandsadness.ilongedforantydaughterandprayedforhersafety.aftersoti,ifeltrepea.ineededeer.

    “report”itothedoorandcalled.

    italeguardheshutterandsaidstely,“youdonthavetoshoutnodoyou”

    ikoneofvoiaothatsaid,“tobehygienicisglorious;tobeunhygie

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twnicisasha.”theniasked,“yihavesoertothecell”

    shegirlyhoythings.firstibedontorolledupbeddingtoearedhtuldeintotherooafterihadenttoiletbuiltintotheeroftheydirtyblouse.ent.plainboilederhadastedsogood.

    theddayaleboiledgreeo,please”

    sheopehesllandsahetoiletpaperihadpastedontothewall.

    “itsagainstregulationstokeovethepaper.butsheonlypiandontlater,iheardherupstairscallingfroelltocell,“exerciseexercise”

    iuldhearfootstepsofnypeopleabovene.ovingoverheadandtherringoftheirvoiceseitigatedacutefeelingoflonelinessandisolation.

    thentrastoflorandshapeandtheblendingofdifferentsoundsthatpleasethesensesinnorllifepletelyabsentinprison.everyshadeofdepressing,dirtygray.thereinoussilenygazestrayingoftentothee.iteinthroughtheylife;theaintaienuouslinkybodysativividriesofprisonlifeisentfloor.entaesfortheal,sotisfortheinterrogation,butaboveallforsopolitientthatan.shehaheneallopeningonthedoor,sheshouted,“haveyoudoothecell”

    “ianosteagonhygiene,”ianswered.

    “ifyouheedtheteaano,antellyoutotacri”

    “iveedainationofthefacts,”isaid.

    “youhaveaglibtohatioreofyourallhatiuldnotansk.

    ientfortheprisoner.perhapsitttedacri.

    ipient.thejoualistsent;theirjobentpolicies.theneheprisons,fortheeducationofthepeople.

    theentiohiseaningthatitdidnoteopenlybytheinroad,thatis,offiunistpartytookntroloftheuntry,itsundergroundanizationshadused“footpathanggovent.noselvesistrustedtheoffieorethao

    listentoandbelieveiheyuldpickupintheicalgossip.

    ientionhouse,theshanghailiberationdailyysolesourationaboutetisgoihesaneorarticletentthatthesofneplishoryfullun

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twderstandingofthedetailsofthestruggleforponistpartyyrelease.isucceededtheningatheringtogetheralleofunsuardpublicationsandhadtheopportunitytoquestionyoungpeopleakenpartintherevolutionaryactivities.

    earound,iaskedtheguardfortheloanofaneedle.ijoiakeaseatfortheyeyesatnight.alle,takihingpraprovedailylifedefeelbetter.ifoundseicular,asoothingoccupation.

    severaldayspassed.idearequesteverydaytoseetheinterrogator,oing,theprisonersoldtogetreadyforoutdoorexercise.theguardtoeachcellcalling,“fangfeng”“outtogetair”

    eagerforsunshineandfreshair,ijuedup,laiddotopreventintesofdiffereiher.ihadtoiuedtheerandycell.guardstotheexerciseyards.

    theexere,ifeltanupliftingofspirit.

    “theraisedplatfornthe,oneopenandoneenclosedtheopenpavilion.

    istartedtoyoreeasily.theautuaironfaystarvedbodyandishiveredincessantlyieorthe.

    theleguardebacktocelluldnotfindtherightkeyforthedoor.herrequesttoseetheinterrogator.

    “ivebeenheresuealready.yiseetheinterrogator”iaskedhi

    “alongtialready”hestraightenedupaofaonthisnotalongti.therearepeoplepatientyouarealareyoureadytokeafullnfession”

    “illasktheinterrogatortoiigatecaseandclarifythesuanding.”

    “isuanding”heappearedgenuinelypuzzled.

    “thesuandingthatbroughthere,”isaid.

    “youareherebeittedaent.thereisnosuanding.youstnttalkinriddles.”

    “iveedaly.

    “ifyouhavenotttedacri,kedupinprisonyour

    beinghereprovesyouhavettedacri.”

    hislogientuldaken.iuldnueent,soirelysaid,“holy,ihaveedacri.therehasbeenastake.”

    “perhapsthereethingyoudidthatyoudontreer.prisonersoftenneedhelpandguidancefroheinterrogatortonfess.”

    “idontthinkiuldfetifihadtteda.irecalledhearingofcasesheinterrogatorfedtheprisohingstosaytendotheprisoually.

    “perhapsyoudidnotrealizeyouttingauddled,”theguardsaid.heseedquitesincere.

    ulditbepossiblethatinaldeedsagainstthestatealthoughihadfolloientsinunistgoventspenalde.ideissionttedaadvertently.eyourlawbooks”

    “yassutionthattheyhadla.

    “ifyoudonothavelaanhasttedacrioot”

    “ano.hisuselves.theabsoluteinfallibilityofos.

    afterh

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    nyergedintoanother.prolongedisolatioenedfeelingofdepression.ilongedforsoneydaughter.issedherterriblyandotionthatbreathingbees,aheavyluystoch,sothatihaddifficultyswallowingfood.

    outsidetheprisoobein,tryingtoanyhoursaday,readinguntileyesightbecablurred.

    oneday,intheearlyafteoon,yeyesfrohebooktogazeattheallspidercrabingupoherusterodedbars.thelittlecreatureeheoneendofitsbody.haleapandsilarthread.iedtoknoistake,andnohaste.itkneeade,thespiderproceededtopleted,thespidertoitsteraledthere.

    ihadjustelyskilledartist,andndakeaakeaplybyinstinehoakingperhapsonedayiologist.forthent,ikhingthatadethespideroot,ithankedhioriraetoseethatgodedchlessnag.ifeltareneonfidence.

    ent,theraysofthesettingsuheneadeainederelysittingthereage.andasdayspassed,thespiderreitoti;sotisapartofitade,sotistheade.

    ibeypanion.spiritslightehedepressingfeelingofpleteisolatiohoughitinyandincapableofresponse.

    sooheperaturefellfurther.iakingneoingebaallfriendsittinginthee.

    toberoneing,iingldandasevereheadaiserable,isatontheedgeofthebededithekitefrequentlyththepeephole.shedenoattettospeaktountilevening,allrying”

    “oh,no,”isaid,“ihaveald.”

    “youareg.youaregbecauseyouarenotusedtothelivingnditionshere.youfihingquiteintolerable,dontyouissyhter.youareshappeningtoher,”theguardsaid.

    “no,really,ijusthaveald.yihaveanaspirin”

    “aspirinisntgoingtohelpyou.ind.thinkoveryouroetherrectattitude.berepentant,”shesaid.

    isatihedoorandtriednottobloynoseoryeyes.eandtippedtherestintothetoilet,plydidtheguardsbelieveiehehardshipofprisotheyseizedohoughtho

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    interrogation

    theingdaatestotaketheirsheetsofftheirbedsforlaundering,aroutihattookplaonthonasunnyday.extraldatessoakedtheirsheetsinit,rubbedsoapoofthesllgirls,inthelaundryroo

    hecelldoor,threeout”

    “ioinglaundry,”isaid.

    “due.eout,justeout.”

    thefeleguardondutyalsocatothedoor.shesaid,“youdoyour

    laundrylater.noustgoforinterrogation.”

    interrogationatlastitseediefacetofatagonist.ihurriedlyyhandsonadrytowel.

    “hurryupbringyourbookofaleguardsaidiatiently.

    ifollooutoftheeintoabuildingpastalargeenttothoseenttothoseainstubbo.reeritoriousservice.”

    heartpalpitatedent;footstepsyustbeatrainednanione.

    severalguardsallrooesidetheentransrangedoherside.stofthedoorsuffledsoundofvoisoofthetheguardstoppedinfrontofoheroo,threhedoor,andshouted,“goin”

    theroollyaoistuniforninaexceptseniorofficials,ethroughtheentfloorp,andtheerandchairhadbeenrubbedintoarallray.

    afterieherooohensaid,“readtheteaanofroourbookofquotations.”thequotationheseleyho.

    “iesiesain.ustletheseenees.”ireadthequotationinafiroisciousofthefactthattheteneclosely.itriednottoshoitbeinterpretedasasignofguilt.

    “sitdoansaid,pointingtotheprisonerschair.

    asituedtositdoallyeoherridor.

    isatdoenbehier.theyhadthepalefaenanyarrival,theseteetheirrathershabbyappearanontonofoffiedtheoneehesecretary.

    afteriyshoulderattheslleandgaveabarelyperedinitialperentoveredforant.itseedtheinterrogatorediaryandiyrealantagonistafterall.hoanesounjustlyandhavehisfeaturesyry,obefotten

    inaloostbored,theinterrogatoraskednaandotherpersonalpartily,“doyouknothisplaceis”

    “isupposeitssosortofprisonornp,sinceeverybodyislockedup.”

    “youarequiteright.thisisthenueroionhouse,aprisonforpolitiittedentarelockedupandiigated.”

    “inthatly.

    heyrerkbutly,“youareloittedaent.”

    “theresthavebeensostake,”isaid.

    “thepeoplesgovekestakes.”

    “youarenotanirresponsibleredguard.yoventrepresentative.youtkeionslikethat.”

    “itsnotaion.”

    “youeevidenprisonnt.

    “ofurseelessly.

    “produceit,then,”isaidsarcastically,callinghisbluff.“errogationjustproducetheevidendpunishtheculprit”

    “youstnotuethesses.theredguardsandtherevolutioakesorttedcrisarekingnfessionsandprovidingdenunciationsofothers.theyentbynfessingandtoreceivereinatingothers.”

    “idontbelieveyouuldpossiblyhave

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.twanyevidehepoasses.itsbeatter,uldhavesothingthatsilydoes.ihaveedany.itreinforcedselfnfidence.

    “itattertoproduakeabreakinalpastandbeeanewperson.”

    “iotagi.idontkhingthatdidnothappen.”

    “perhapsyouarenotreadyyet.prisonntwouldsinkin.

    “allionyearsakenodifferenatterholytokehieethathehadfailedthten.

    “tigeapersonsattitude.aanlikeyoulastfiveyearsinthisplace.yourhealthuallyyouonfess.ifyoudontyouwillsurelydie.”

    “iherdiethantellalie.”

    “notatall.toansincluded.”

    “ianosteag.hesaid,firstly,donotfearhardship,andsendly,donotfeardeath.”

    “thatquotationysoldiers,”hesaidindignantly.

    “rshallinbiaosaid,theteastaheraladvantagebylying.ipcellhnoootalkto.

    thereontofsilenyshoulder.thenhesaid,“youareaudaydutytohelpyouetoafulluandingofthepolientandrealizethatyouhavenoalteativetoshoistheequivalentofthepeoplesurt.yousttakeeverythingsaidhereextrelyseriously.”

    “anottoexpeent”

    “justieansdifferentthings.thecapitalistclassperfectlyjusttoexploittheandjustiyouredhouseandthereherpeopleshiveringinthesnohinkofjustice”

    “youarenfusiprovenditionsinasothatthereainedherein1949ratherthanfollointangtotai.

    “isofrepressionusedbyonebersofthenistpartyduringthedaysofthereaintanggovent.runtsofrepressionagainstitsoies.theustgetallthatrubbishoutofyourhead.otheowhere.”

    entsofrepressionusedbyoneaozedongandhispropagandaounistregiinonstrated,honistregiinunistpartyin1921.thatessayapaignsandlargesenandensuspeunistregi.

    isayengagingiiarxisoherbelievedinitoronedidnot.thereiddleyvalueshadbeenfordlongago.ididnotbelieveindividingpeopleintideanstoprress.ibelievedthattorebuildaftersonyyearsofentayofallseent.atthent,hehopedtooovereresistas.thesessionld.idetalkonandhearhiut.

    afterantssilenustadtyuiltnotonlytothepeoplesgoventbutalsotoyourself.theadssionofguiltisliketheopeningofthefloodgates.itsihatyouareindeedguilty,thatyouehoughyoupretetobe,yournfessioneasily.”

    hestoppedforantandlookedatsearyrea.

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw小说站  www.xsz.twhehadsaid“opposedtothepeoplesgovent.”ofurseihadbeenopposedtosoasuresofthepeoplesgovent,suanabe.ionlyhopedthateaeasuresofhisoventatoioranother.hehopedtonipulatepsyyndithoughtofalltheaspeentsproventinpublieless.ontheyselfasasupporterofthepeoplesgovent.thisassessntofonistregibolstereduragetoresisttheinterrogatorsattettoproteasenseofguiltinnd.itprovedinvaluableinalltheyearsispentinprison.

    theinterrogatorntihethingforyoutodoistolookoveryouroineyourfalybaiefrofeudalfalythatoousauntofriilyexploitedthepeasantsandlivedofftheri,exploitedthepeople,andopposedthenistparty.youyourselfdethoughyoueateaunistarliberatedshanghai.sresofaintainfriendlyntactbernershereandabroad.

    “didyouthinkyourattitudeofintransigenceuldpassunnoticedtheproletariathasbeenassesareclearandbrightassnous

    “youareanintelligentan.doyouholythielytransfyourhinking

    “youhavebeenherenearlytonthsalready.istadtyousurprisedusatterhoustfindthelivingnditionsintheprisoncellextrelytrying.erinyourissherdoyounotoftenishappeningtoher”

    hepausedagain.butaintainsilenyoue.”

    thentakingupandhandedarollofpaper.afterihadaistake.handitiwhenyoufinish.”

    helookedathgreatseriousnessandsaid,“thinkovercarefullyeverythingihavesaidtoday.obiography,giveittotheguardonduty.weallyouagain.”

    thedooroftheinterrogationroopened,andaguardappeared.ifollhthelongrridorbacktocell.ihadnoedages.iired,andverydisappointed.

    sheethestackedbeds,able.ipickedupthecakeofsoaptorubonit.otheguardonduty,“report”

    shealleapenandabottleofink.

    “yihavesheetwashednow”

    “laundrytiisover.youe.”

    “butitsonth,”isaid.

    shedidofinishspeakingbutbahesllandwalkedaway.

    durieoon,hoerepeatedlytothepeepholetolookintothealle,“ing”

    “hoell.ihaventanothersheettouse.”

    perhapstoeingonyautobiographyastheinterrogatirltotakethesheet.itetheday,anddry.

    theguardntiularlytothepeepholetolookintothee.afterthat,theguardleftalone.

    beforeetoyautobiography.hisexylifealready,astheyhadforeverybodyelseeterialtheyuldte.

    apointthatpuzzledaninshanghaifortablelifestyle,aosuit,afnfriends.butiha

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twdbeensiforirisonnt.nodoubttheothershadsufferedatthehandsoftheredguardsandprobablyhadtheirhoslooted.ybetheyhadbeeenup.butididnotthinktheyuldallhavebeeed.thereue.ityselfandlife,revealingihoughtsandstandpoint.besides,ihadknoenbeingaskedtoeneshedindeepsuspiylifegivingthebarefaologicalorder.ifiyautobiographyagain,iyinprodugaicalversion.

    intheeveningthereperature.bynightfallastrohroughthegapsinsharpgusts.ifoldedsheetsoftoiletpaperintostripsandpushedthentothegapstostoptheysllspiderfriendakilyasitaltheeroftheysllfrieed.ousethetoilet,icarefullysatoonesidesothatididnotdisturbit.

    ing,iyautobiographyratherquicklyonafesofpaperandfiieooothe”

    thesaguardetotheainingblasofpaper.

    “youhavefinishedyhanding.

    “yes,ihavefinished,”ianswered.

    “itseesoshort.haveyouputeverythingdown”

    “yes.”

    “soshort”

    “oh,isittooshortinanycase,ididputeverythingin.”

    shesaidnothingreaofiediatereaeand,stulingandstoppingfrequently.finallyitheadedstraightindireyfeet,ibuplegforth.butitntinuedpastfeetanddisappeareduhebed.ieoutagain,buthourspassedandnothinghappened.perhapsthestshelteredplaaintherefortheer.

    iogetup,ilookedakesurethesllspideryfeetontheground.iflooexttothebed,ergingallspideratall;ighthaveigiheakingandrekingitsallspiderhadobeyeditsnaturalinstine.aslongasiyability.

    thoughtsaleguardshouted,“eout”

    ipiyselfforastorsessionanguardsvieyautobiographynotuptoexpectations.

    i,identiao,hespokesharplyandstaredatstelytisterdispleasure.iknepressandfrighten.

    iigheattitudeoftheinterrogator,using,butreadthequotationinaperialistsandtheirrunningdog,thereaaosquotations.

    hedidositdoeaningofthisquotation”

    “itseequiteclearto.”

    “explainean.”

    “thisisaquotationfaliartoallaspeeeetingoftheneperialistsandthekuontarouble.”

    “quiterighteventsofthepastseventeenyearshaveproventhattheelyaandasked,“doyouthink”

    obviouslyiuldi,iuldnotagreeplyingsoknoesenees.soiansatiao,everitis.hesal,isnthe”

    theinterrogatlaredat

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    iheardtheallebeingopeheinterrogatorlookedattoobserveifihadnotiplylookedstraightaheadattheasiflostinthought.ididnottothinkithebehavioroftheinterrogator,irealizedthattheydidoknoeoherridoryinterrogation.

    theautobiographyihad.theinterrogatorpiination”

    sihereainedsilent.

    “yougaveastatistieoneydire.

    “isitnogoodifraidihaveenanautobiographybefore,”isaidily.

    “youhaveneveranyoftheonyourbookshelvesthereobiographiesbybotheseandfners,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    “yes.itstrueihavereadnyautobiographiesofiortantpeople.alloftheaveachievedagreatdealinonesphereoranother.ihavedohingyhusbanddied,iahousewife.”

    “ahouseese,readeverysazinealeaders,aafileofresolutionspassedatpartytraltteeetings.e.yournceplehouseagination.”

    “iotashadthatisyfaly.ithoughtthepeoplesgoventapartyenuragedentostudyrxisndtotakeainpoliti.

    “underuidanitteeinyourdistriakeyourselflooklikeaharessbuddha.itthatyouriinpoliticshadanulteriorpurpose”

    “ididnottakepartintheindoitteesilybeafteristartedyvote,iadtisilyfottogountilsooneind.ididnotthinkvoteportant.ididntknoeershadtovotetogether,sothatbybeinglateihereeappoiheparty.heedherivotedoot,”iexplained.

    “youdaredespisetheeleentyoudidnotthinkitportantportanttoyouperialists”theinterrogatorsaidheatedly.

    “thatsayheadathisoutburst.

    hepickedupthefivesheetsofpaperagain.

    “itoldyoutoethingtohide”

    “pleasetellind.ididntiohideanything.iftheressothingaboutlifeyoutokis,illbeonlytoogladtotellyouaboutit.”

    “thatsgood.thisisthefirsttisiheinterrogatiohatyouhaveshoakeafullnfession.”

    “yaintalkinginriddles.isaidiylifebeents.ibelieveinnothepeoplesgoventaparty.”

    “iyquestions.ifyouent,donttrytohideanything,”hewaed.

    “iproseyouihavenothingtohide.iuandfullythepoentandtheabilityoftheinterrogatetatthetruth.iheuorestorereputation,”itoldhi

    “iaaynoeaboutyourdealingspanyyouanager.”

    iuldhardlybelieveears.istartedtospeak,buttheinterrogatorsilencedhagestureandstoodup.

    “dontsayanythingnopleopportunitytohisafteoon.”

    aguardebacktothecell.

    ieerhoensprison.

    insteadofsittinginhersllroottheentraiein,shereihepeepholetoobserve.froerbehavior,iuoodthatshehadbeeninstruyreatoihe

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    ipouredsoyselfbyyfaeofosyheadoveritandtuingitspagesfroitotitogivetheiressionofreadiheguardieranuardtookherplaelastandtookupherpositionatthepeepholeatonovedveryquietly,ihadbeenientionhouselongenoughtoidentifyeverykindofnoiseanduldeasilysenseherpresenyeyes,andfeignedsleep.sleepingindaytisldingprisonersfortheoffense.soanxiousetogetup.

    afteranhourorso,i.ihadtoreadthesaquotationihadreadintheing.

    “letsstarteethiidyouknobeforehe”askedtheinterrogator.

    “befiveyouanaatifficer.”

    “youypointoutanythingyoulike.heratter.proceedhyourat.”

    “ifirsttsttieer1961atsoonesdinnerparty.inolongerreerhehostandhostesswere,”isaid.

    “yourhostportant.didyouktheindiannsulgeneralsdinnerparty”

    “no.”

    “youedtheverofabusinessn.didsttsendyoutothatntoreceiveinstrus”

    “itnypeoplesothepoliadeappliypolietstt,”isaid.

    “youetobelieveyouretioshanghaijustbeforeyouebaonths.es.thatisnottheusualbehavioroftetatadinnerparty.reover,selfouthyou,butheusedthechauffeurouthothers.

    “thegossipofthefnersinshanghaipressionofaliaisontosleadthosearoundyou.

    “thebritishareraentalattattoanativeanoftheuntryinanager.

    “noue.

    “youarekingaperfeainlybeeeronseveralothefnaffairsbureautothosefilhoarytoretuhospitality.ihadalleyrerds.theredguardssthavetoldyouthatihadalargelleselfrethanothereuropeansinshanghai,probablybeeonboardnottoseebuttoseethe.anysoldiersandainonboard.theonboardtoseethee”isaid.

    “yourrelationshiporethanacasualacquaintaheinterrogatorsaid.

    “everiterpretationofthesituationisfarfetchedandi.”

    theinterrogatlaredatandsaid,“adviingyoudidhavealoveaffairandegradirybyhavingaloveaffairthethroughlaborca.”

    racialarrogahoseoutoftheuntryandhadnoclosentacthotheationalitiesoftenthoughtofpeopleinotherlandsasalien,thereforeuncivilizedcr

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    thereetoalaboruetistheexytheattitudeoftheinterrogator,itseedthatihadtobepunishedasa“spy,”notforsootherreason.uchlater.

    “iseeyouarenotattetingtotellrelies.nosttsaidtoyouogether,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    “youetoreerionsthattookplaceseveralyearsago.thereusic,eseporcelain,placesilies,andsoon.”

    “yourioouchedpoliticsatall”

    “es,stlyiionalaffairs.sttat.hentonanythingthatoaese.”

    toalltheeuropeansihadt,atsorbusinessn,unistpartyshroudedtheuntryihereeetounistpartyoffiedthatanyunistsystesotheysandhadntactshtheeuropeans.

    beforetheyfeelingofsafetyhadrestedothatikneyesefriendsaives,especiallyeers.ihispolicypaidoff,becauseduriuralrevolution,yfriendsaivesiheyuldholysaythatinevershoerestinstatesecrets.

    “sttationforhipersistedtheinterrogator.

    “neverhoationforhi.ikhanthefnersknew.”

    “itsnotpossibleforanintelligentryingtogatherinfortioohisgovent.”

    “areyousureheanintelligenceofficer”iaskedtheinterrogator.

    “donotdoubtourinfortion.”

    “thenordefrohina”

    “ituchbetterthathedidnotknounderclosesurveillanderisuldnotehereopenly.theuatesoperatescloselyintang,sothebritishintangalso.”

    raisinghisvoiatteroffae,thekuontangintang.”

    “nonseang.”

    “yourhusbandintanggovent.butthatsnotthepathyintang.theteaedenaaheheartofthetter.”

    ikangainland.butheneagazinesigotfrobroadeverhianysignoflitarypreparationintaiainlandiliesoflitarypersonnelfrofujianprovinaosgreatleapforpelledhioshelvehisplan.

    asitriedtoreethoughtful.theinterrogator,isuandingthereasonforthoughtfulness,seizedthenttosay,“heryounfessoot,pletererdofyousaidtostt.”

    “inthatcase,you.

    “youareobviouslyonfessrightaetothinkandtorellect.thatsperfectlyallrightetoprepareforafullandfranknfession.aftertoday,youshouldknoaleagentaustin.giveanatofyourdealingshher.”

    “asyouknoan.

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    “yhtherintontatangarofficer”

    “errogator,e,relaxedvisibly.

    “theedientintangarbeforehepracticeddie.”

    “ikhingforher.sinationofthedoself.”

    “hettedsui.”

    hadtheredguardstorturedhieaosinpathyforothersoftenledpeopleintotrouble,theoretroubleyouhave;thelessyoudo,thelesstroubleyouhave.ifyoudonothingeadelcitizen.”an.

    “besidestakiortoseeher,youalsotraveledtobeijingdidyousee”

    “thetoofngeeroritebecauseikneychildhood,andispokethelanguage.”

    “didyouintroducehertoanybodyinbeijing”

    “no,idontknoanypeopleinbeijingself.”

    “aboutyourbrotherhevisitedyouatthehotel,weknow.”

    “onthedaybrother.”

    theree.theinterrogatorlookedpastshoulderahisantakingnotes,hestoodupandsaid,“youygobacktoyourcell.ployedyouandthereasonyouroffigagedassecretarytheployedyou.”

    afterantarypause,heeer,ation,andwe

    haveagoodidea.”

    “iuldnthavetoldanybodyrethanikneyself.sine”

    “oshanghaitoseeyou,bothbeforeyoueback.hehavedohatifithadntbeenhhiswhile.”

    aguardopehedooroftheinterrogationrootheinterrogatortoldtogo.irealizedthatheanlisteningattheslled.

    babersatenandunifordsentries,asenthadbeensuspiyrelationshipuedquitelikelythattheinterrogatoryfnfriendsanddee.irealizedthatiysteptoavoidsinkingintoitsdepths.

    eversinost.eofhavingdohingerelyhopethatieedtothinkthatbecauseshellhadcloseditsshanghaioffice,itytutobepunished.

    asisatintheyenunterenandeensofirisonntandhardlaborthatihadheardof.spiritofbravadodeserted,abebeyondability.

    intheevening,iposedselfforthatquietntofdailyprayer,butthestevoiostasifgodhadtuedaaswell.

    thatnight,ihadanightre,thefirstofnyduringirisonnt.idreaiingtidee.itchdark,iterlyalone,andirified.

    instinyfayeyestofindtheeleyeyeshadehadslippedtothefloor.reeringtheguardstandingforeveroutsidethedooreethatsheporarilyelsetinganeoacell.

    7

    thejanuaryrevolutionandlit

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    ieagain.hoosphere;theguardslookedharassedastheydashedupahingattheotherendoftherridor,butalliulddisething,othertistheyloostinaudibleakeoute.

    earlyindeyfirstinterrogation,theguardsstoppedgivingtheantterialfortheprisonersindopatiently,“dontyouknoheresarevolutiongoingon”

    bytheddleofdesofshiveringshookbody.inthei,breathdepfeetandrubhandstbloodtotoesandfingers.

    onelddaytheguardsyelledfortheprisetreadyforoutdoorexerusthatetohavetoleavetheirstoveonadaylikethis.inspiteoftheeroutsidethaninthedaycirculation.butthestrongyeyesopen.

    suddenlyisafroieeti,thenoisefrohestreetgreobofseveralthousandientionhouse.iryboxoverlookingtheexerprisohe”

    iediately,thevoioheexereuardlonglivereatleaderpahesoundofherfistknogontheheavydooroftheexerciseyard.

    thetionattheentranptbytheredguardstobreakintothedetentionhousehadgivenuardsquiteajolt.yexerciseyard,heseedrathersubdued,didnotshout,“eout”asusual,buteto.

    inthefolloarkede.fortuheanfrohekit,holdiheoesiheardtheatesrisetothenorltoneofion,andoccasionallyievenheardgiggles.

    ber2,istartedtokelightseihaddetaseve.thoughtheusualbedtihourhadpassed,theguardssoelodiousvoieahanthatntyiateslisteoherhbatedbreath.

    justasthelastnoteofhervoientfloor.theyrushedfroelltocellasking,“heprisonersreplied.

    afeportantannou.

    ansvoiationbytheshanghaient,ehad“opposedtherreanoandpursuedarevisionistlineiorevivecapitalisna.”

    itersecurit

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    itseedthatyuldjoinarevolutianizationandbeearevolutionary,theleadershipofsuaoistactivists.

    thenalsoreadadoenister,gavetheunpreaoistradienisterzhouenlaishouldhavegiventherebelshissupportandapprovalshoadness.ityreleasefrorisonthatileaedofthetrendouspressureput

    onzhouenlaibytheradieselfaosurvivetheculturalrevolutionandgiveprotetoafeheoldguardiy.

    afeentoftheup,theguardshandedapyoftheshanghailiberationdaily,ber2theredguardandtherevolutionarieshadseizedtheneinarytotheoverthrou.

    readingthenesasenterayorofthestandonossidebyslappingthefaerlleagues,totheloudandprolongedbledredguardsandrevolutiohesetsofirisonntforatianshuiad.

    theoverthroubytheradiyoent.irealizedthatoothfunerousarticlesdenoungofficialsiiesofa,iuldseethatelseeetingstrongerresistahantheyhadenunteredinshanghai.

    inthespringof1967,theliberationdailypublishedozedongsytosupporttheleftists.itinaostatingthatthepeoplesliberationarilitaryanizationbutapolitient,itseedobvioustothattheredguardsandtherevolutionaries

    hadbeenuakeoversinotherpartsofdiatelyproduaospolianylitaryndersinistrators,asiandxinjiang.theysilydeanyregions,fearfulofttingapolitiilitarytuedablipartsoftheuntrytheaidgivenbythelitarysubstantiallyhelpedoneoranroupofrebelstoseizepower.

    thepropartplayedbythelitaryinassistingtheredguardsandtherevolutiooseizepoyanditsnderinerousphotographsofhiadeinarreatleadertosendplaierzhouenlai,eraeinpurgingthearndofhispossibleopposandreplay,navy,airfordlogistics.linbiaoilyngratulatedbytherebelntrolledpressforthege.

    inshanghai,theredguardsandtherevolutionariesbegantakingoversubsidiaryanizationsonebyone.dailytheneselvesbrokeintonfliycellfrohestreets.intheexerciseyards,iuldhearthebroadcast

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    insteadtontrolthevioleobeenuragingit.onedayireadaneysblood.”anotherdaythereappearedastatentattributedtolinbiao:“thereareanypeoplehavettedsuiesially.

    oneevening,afterihadagainrefusedtheriallopen.

    “atterhyouareyousick”sheasked.

    “idaughter.uldshebebroughtheretostayinthiscelle”

    “ofursenotshehasntttedanycri.heguardreplied.

    “ihaventttedaoldher.

    “ihavenotituettedanyustjusteoingsaftergeteighthourssleep.”shebaheandwalkedaway.

    thebehavioroftheguardastohiseaguardhadrevealedherselftoasanorlhunbeing.shepy.inbelieversiyanditsleadership.itstbedisheartening,ifnotdotoleathataanyoftheirsuperioroffiunishahestreetandsoofthenanothersolitarycellinthedarkrecessofthelongrridor.theguardonduty,ifthereadenoefforttostoptheprisoner.

    ibegantoobservetheguardsreasindividuals.inotiedanairofauthority,notonlyshoutingorderstotheprisonersbutalsospeakinginandingvoicetotheuards.

    during1967,ntheguards,splitintorivalfaselves.ycell,iiliarvoicesoftheguardsattheensprisonshouti,andoedtobeongtheofficialsalistroaders”tobeoverthrown.

    oftenguarddutyinistratorsandinterrogators,revolutianizations.duringthebersoot,iesents,rightists,traitors,fs,and“capitalistroaders.”theninthcategory,theintellectuals,includednotonlypeopleeant“unjustifiedpride.”becauseintellectualsthe“stinking”ninthcategorytoshoptforboththeintellectualsandtheesetradition.

    atthebeginningofsende.yldtuedtobronelyld.onenight,lyingunderquiltalstfullydressed,,iuldnotntrolpersistentfitsofughing.itidnight.theprisonhadlongagosettleddopletesilenythroat,idranksooftheyg.theldliquidaerelief.

    iheardtheslltheusualloudbaheguards.ithenheardansvoicesayingquietly,“eoverhere”

    igotoutofbed,pulledonslayshoulders,ahedepthofnight.er

    interrogatorstandingthere,holdingathersflaskinhishand.

    “haveyouagbringitover,”hesaid.

    itookthegtotheehoterintoit.

    ihadbeentontiheinterrogation.thisseedagoodopportunitytoaskhisobetycase”

    afteraationhesaid,“edie.

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    heseedtobesayingthatheycase.istaed.

    “nevernd,neverndillgiveyousorehotallandglassesheaddressedasdirectorliang.

    “yiborrooptothefloor”iaskedbetoughs.

    “youittorrodirtyisthereanythingelsebesideser”directorliangasked.

    ilookeddoent.achofaprisuardduty.

    theybothreihereuntilidrankreallaway.

    igotbaena.forthedireustbeohesup.

    ingthedoesosulfadiaziablets.butintioeunbearablyld.itallhoursofohatioverheardaydoor.aforrfeleinterrogatoredietogotosleep.noanloihoughtheirvoiinthecellerschoolfriendoftheinterrogatorashthesecurity,prosecution,aageheypedoutofaeoneelseakentothehospitalithatthepublicsecuritybureauofunatall.

    afterlisteningtotheirioobey.butuheoustedoffieanti,theyovedebytheradietoe.

    afee,theguardondutyansvoiilitaryntrol.

    “allofyouprisonerslisteivelytherevolutionarysituationisexanoandthefolloradeinarvientofthisall,sll,andsllsopeoplesayanohassaid,arevolutionisnotadinnerparty,orbroidery;itperate,kind,urteous,restrained,andgnanius.arevolutionisaninsurre,anactofviolencebyy.

    sopeoplesayany.nonsense.dontueourdeternatioleourabilitytoexternateourenees.eofarevolution.theyinspireouroy.aoupagain.

    “ourdearradejiangqingtoldus,sshtopieselvesarealsounterrevolutionaries.frooealsadayisale.andyouissafeerrevolutionaries

    “alotofyouhavebeenherealongtialready.butsoofyouhavenotnfessed.youhopetoslipthroughthe.thisissheerhinking.the

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    “thepolianoislereatntforthoseentforthoseainstubbo,aoriousservianospolicy.”

    afterantssileeranotherofprisonerssentenes.hegavesuilybaes”theprisonershadtted,allofeuheesorethanstatentsofoppositiontothearksagainstjiangqing,linbiao,orozedohenthenshoutedatthetopofhisvoidiateexecution”

    hisvoiroar,chargedyrigidntrol,ishiveredinvoluntarily.

    thelistofnasofpeopletobeexeentortoteroftoreyearsinjail,allexalesof“severepunishouttopriso”beeritoriousserviediatelybeationleadingtothearrestofseveralotherpeopletedtoescapetohongkong.othersreceivedshortsentehreetofiveyears.

    aftertheloudspeakeransvoicereverberatedinears.neverinlifehadiheardanythingsoshog.thethoughtthatthispersony

    oe.thenight,alreadyisofshiveringranthroughbodyetogotobed.theotherprisoners,ithought,oventanywhere.

    thedoorattheotherendoftherrided,ahesoundofleatherbootseyallaleguardsaying,“itsthisone.”

    “eover”theguardsoundedevenreseverethanusual,perhapstoiressthelitaryntrolofficer.

    throughtheopening,iuldseeonlyapairofblainndseyeashavingansfasenuraged.ifeltthateverheosay,iuldpehit.

    “younfessed”itahebroadcast.

    “ihaventttedanycri.hoaninfess”ireplied.

    “nonsenseyouareaspyoftheierialists.doyoutobeshot”

    “iexpecttheerexanisandfindingi.”

    “youaredreangdoyouthily,“deaddoyouhear”thenhesaidsothingtotheguard,ookouthisbunchofkeysandunlockedthedoor.

    “eout”theguardshouted.

    isteppedoutofthee.he,butbeforeorethanaupleofsteps,theretionoverhead.severalvoicescalled,“reportreport”othersequicklysheisbleeding”

    loefronotherdire,risingtoashrillcry.ebatothecell,shelodhastenedupstairs.

    iheardfootstepsofseveralguardsrunningtotheiakeherout”thevoiceoftheairforceofficershoutedoverhead.“hoercy.”

    thereuling,andthesoundofpeoplevingabout.thensilence.

    aftersoti,afeleguarde,shesaid,“andinghere”

    “ingtobecalledforquestioning,”isaid.

    “norequestioning.gotobed”

    itseedthatihadbeenfotteniionoverhead.ieifthegirlupstairshadnotonttobashherheadontheperseonstratedhoeher

    odptsatsuiakehienouncehisfather.

    day,theprisonersiding.italloldydriedspossibletoeatest,onthosedaysihadtobeh

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    sooftheguardsdisappeared.obandoftherevolutionaries.earlyintheing,atdday,andatnight,ishoutingtoeaano,”andaosteaao.toaskforinstruebook,andtoreportthesabook.inshort,threetisaday,everyday,everyosbookofquotations.theneeonsundays.thenclusionasses”andieslockedinprison

    litaryntrolhadrestoreddisongtheguards.aly.butitalsoorerelaxed.butedtobeonguard,alstasifeaission.

    thereealtis.everying,theentireprisonlisteohediatelyaftertheshanghaibroadent”and“severepunishnt”akesuretheprisonersening.

    oheloudspeakersydoor.thedinyhandstoearstoshutoutthenoise.earound,iaskedforsasearplugsutedtobebearable.

    froitoti,isforspeilitantguardsedtoenjoythenfidenilitaryntrol.onlyseleent,inotiostintra,ihadnoeverbally,perialists.”theyattayfalybayjoby“resistany“cri”readily.theybardetogiveanyanseiylife.

    isoondisveredthatthereetodoanythingex.afterseveralsilarsessions,itdaethattheirperfornilitantguardsosphereofsuspiiesofnisheredflagtoopposetheredflag.”

    oneday,theprisonersensprison,isaendiggingupthefloe,forthedaybeforeihadreadintheherevolutionaryspiritofthesses.thesareportalsosaidthatinosoerierialpalaaospersonalityentedhalacrity.

    nversely,nothinguldbedoneifohadnotpoiheeheirappearanaohadsaidthatthereknoanhad,therereaselfthrougharduousphysicallabor.

    yearslater,iheardthatduringtheillionsofnandenhadbeeogiveuptheirjobsintheonlaborersintheiranizations.itetohavediptyingbedpansinthehospitals,professorsusies.”indeedosabuseofintellee,anyanfoundreadingabookotherthanosfoursliolusrantheriskofbeinglabeledanoppoofo.

    etoybarehands.siallpatchthefootofthehesun.butthegroundwassl

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    “ihavenothingtodigtherootsh.”

    “youhavehands.youuldgettherootsoutflyinginalldires.

    backtothecell.

    tyythings.sheets,quilt,andblayvasbag.ypaddedjacketandpulledroughlyintothecell.

    “unbuttonyourjaetoaerofthecellaofacetheoodthereshiveringandughing.

    “takeoffyourtrousers”sheyellediningjacket.

    “pleaseletputonjaytrousers.ialreadyhaveabadld.”

    “youarestillsoftandpaered.prisonlifehasntdoneyouanygood,hasityouhaventgedolebit.idontthinkyouoff”

    isneezedandughedytrousers.thehreonthefloortooandfrisked.shetorethetoiletpaperofftheybedanddeliberatelyybedyeyeshadealongthefloorineandshoutingtotheinte,“eover”

    ipion.thenihadtositdoselfabeattosloythingsfrohefloorandakeapastetoreplaakeanothereyeshade,ihadtountilsundaytoborroheneedle.

    seareaablishedpraesanddenyeyeshades;nyatiiuhegrainsofriorethanessary.

    afterughingallnightandbeinguosleepbecauseofaterribleheadache,iuldbarelygetoutofbedtheday.itothe”

    itildguardallwindow.

    “ithinkiick.yiseethedoctor”irequested.

    shebroughtatherterandputitintouth.afterafeinutes,shetookitout,lookedatit,andsaidto,“youhaveafever.itsquitehigh.”shegavetetodriyofe.justbeforetheguardoffduty,iaskedforthedain.

    afteraation,shesaid,“thedoaybesooakehisplaotobedoreaspirintablets.

    itybodyshooksofldshivers,ikurewasgoingup.

    iheardthenightdutyguardarriveaano.”thenthenightdutyguardycell,iingtheprisonersincellsalongtheoppedbrieflyateachpeephole.

    “eyet,”sheshoutedycell.froervoice,ikneeguardycellthepreviousafteoon.

    “ill.theguardetogotobed.”unlessiein.inant,iheardherupstairssldinganotherprisoner.

    day,ayoungnyrequestfordiihadafeverandhadbeenughingfoearlytonths,hedeineaspeofyourblood.”

    iuseditionoftheliverptoentirelydifferentfroine.allorethant.irealizedheustleasngfrong,”anplyaosorderto“leatobeadoctorbybeingone.”

    thereasintheneedoperationssuagifosaiheoperatingrooethelittleredbookselforoheotherradiexpertsotherthantheironistpartytookovertheuntrysidehardlabor.

    theyoung“doetotherooeservedfuards.intherooyheadetotakeoffjaysleeve.yarheuldnotlocatevein.afterseveralattets,abruiseappearedunderskinandarecaverypainful.hebled.

    ifeltsorryforthispoorcreaturewhohadbe

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    “ihaveverysllveins.alldo,”isaid,tryingtogivehifidendsteadyhishand.

    helookedatightbecalledagratefulglariedagaih.finallyheolocatetheveinandfillthesyringe.

    severaldayspassed;fevergotsohighthatinolongerfelttheldiayigirlo

    ein,uheeliquidrie,inastateofsensyselffloatinginandoutofthecellthroughtheironbarredherealspirit.

    oneing,theyoungnaygotothehospitaltohaveafluorospe.”

    thoughiedtheideaofgoingtoahospital.

    ieoon,afeleguardu.legsfeltetoaleguardaleguardshookherheadandaleguardantieion.inanycase,theleguardputthehandcuffsaway.

    ablackjeepaleguardandigotintoit.

    hothatnightoversixteennthsagoountedonstiiesdressedinenssuitsesofthepresidentoftheuates,thegeneralseunistparty,andtheleaderofthekuontangintai.asoneunifureafteranotherrushedfores,allsoldierspresentyelled,“kill”

    underahedetentionhousetotheprisonhospitalattilanqiao,isaadeaspeehoydaughterslifeuheances.

    thereeen,ardsoldierspatrolledthestreets.etedrevolutionariesarderivalfaaoonaiers.paioketheoldnlookextrelyyouthful,healthy,andfatasignofogntrasttothethin,palefacedpedestrians.

    tilanqiaoainprisohenaplexous,veringnyaoherbecausetheyerousanyprisonerspound,but

    itenandenlaboredinthevariouspritiveputerstobuttons,sofortheexportrket.

    theprisonhospitalpound.inoticedthatsecurityorestrictherethanattheno.1detentionhouse.thejeeppassedthroughtoresoldiers.theguardsothejeephadrevolversattheirbelts.

    theprisonpoundlookedextrelybleak,anyotorsvingathighspeed,aroinistration,allrkediesandurginghardeansofreforiahatthosebuildingshelivingquartersoftheprisoners.

    theguardledintothehospitalbuilding.theehadaredheartpierced.

    theoftheprisonhospitaluldonlybedescribedasaseofhell,thoughnoones,buinginarfire,ordroyan

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    besidesthehunouth,heseedalreadydead,hsunkenclosedeyesandtransparentskintautlystretchedoverhise.

    ellingofaxtureofdisinfeybreathytutoseethedoctor.

    “eighteenohsix”anurseinago.

    ifolloaleguardeiddleagedandoiddleofthelargerooherealltablesbehindiningpatients.therearyyrelease,iilarloandardduriuralrevolution.

    eatherter.iputitinuth.fortuhatetodo.oter,shesaidtothefeleguard,“shehadbetterstayhereforafeperatureisveryhigh.thehefifthfloor.idontthinksheshouldterbecarriedonastretcher.”

    “pleaselettrytohher.theverythoughtoflyingohosedirtystretcherswasunbearable.

    thedoctorhadadeeplylinedfaceples.hersofteyesyrelucetoeintontactayusethestaffelevator.itsquickerthanonia.”

    thefeleguardetotheenottodiscusscaseethatthedetentionhouseeagaioayounganbadgepihefrontofherjacket.asoldierondutystoodafeagus.

    theallroostoneagainstthetheothertenbytptybeds.thelaborreforirltoldtoundressandliedown.

    hoyfeverish,agbodyonarealbedagaintheunbleachedcalisheetsyjacketandtrousersandlaydoysersandlongknittedpants.thegirlbroughtanotherquiltandlaiditacrossthebed.isoonfellasleep.

    forthefeetisfaintlyaysurroundingsbutstlyinadreaoyndyaroundtothesideofthebed.aneedleinveinyarthelaborreforirloterintouthtotaketeerature.,revedtheneedle,andtookeverythiohaveregainedfullnsciousness,ifeltlanguidanddrowsy.

    afteraeaboingliquid.“drinkit”shesaid.

    althougharheadfrohepilloilke,ididelyregsstaste.

    iseedyheadyhandonforehead.itfeltolandistanyside.ibracedself,reeringtheexperienceedicalsoldier.butifeltnopain,favetheiionsintheal.

    fortheeveningal,shegaveabooredelieered.iateitallup.toiletthingsybed.onthefloorberpot.iogetoutofbedandgiveselfabadlyneededwash.

    aftertheyounganhadtakenaptydishes,asoldierloedistaochate.

    “youanofthirty.shespokeinloantlyglangatthedoor.

    inoddedaher,gladtohaveherpanybutstilltoooenjoytalking.

    ...

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    “haveyoujustbeentransferredtotilanqiaoe.

    reeringthealeguardnottodiscusscaseerelysledagain.

    “dontbeafraid.ie.afterantspause,sheasked,“haveyougottbthisisatborroynditioerioratesandiughbloodagain,theyeebayjes.theydontbothertocureus,buttheydousdieeither,”shesighed.

    “iorryyouhavetb.”ifeltasurgeofsyathyforher.

    “nearlyeverybodygetsitsoonerorlateratthisplace.itsiablereally.oher.typeopleinonecell,sleepinghininchesofoherhoandthereisthepoordietandhardwork.”

    “doyoudoyoudo”iaskedoutofcuriosity.

    “seoreaday,sixdaysaakebuttonholesohforsoapandtoiletpaper.husbandeanyney.yside.ithoughtsheeootalkto.asfor,afterbeinginsolitaryforsolong,ifoundherpresencebysidestrangelyf.

    “iyhusbandisatei.iticarelesslythreaway,”shesaid.

    “didyoudosothingoneyinyourcharge”iaskedher.

    “no,nothinglikethat.ieoedduringtheelinationofunterrevolutionariescaaignin1955.iore.ieiofunterrevolutionariesheory.iedaewelveyears.”

    “uldyounotappealtoahigherurttoistake.tence.”

    “stheuseahigherurtypartysecretaryagain.thesecuritybureaualeshpartysecretaries.youknoheesesaying,anofficialisalhesideofanotherofficial.”

    “ealready.theily.”itriedtoforther.

    “itagainchildreneandhusbandhasntgotinvolvedan.”

    “dooseeyouonvisitingdays”ikhlyvisitbyafalyer.infaeinvariousdetentionhousesoftendefalsenfessionstogetsentenilies.

    “no,iaskedtheosevertheirrelationshipeassoonasiakesurehusbaainedhisjobandtoproteyhusbandandiueandoseeagaiheebutinfacte.”

    ifeltterriblysadforher,butiuldfindnothingtosaythatghtlightenherburdei,shegedthesubject.

    “youareluediarkedperson,al.on.sotisidreadgoingoutofherebatothewain.”

    iabehindherkindfaespeelyolerant.

    “sheentstheuatestoservethepeople.iuandshehadagoodjobthere.butshegaveitupaued.eveher,sheintotrouble.”

    intheearly1950s,thepeoplesgoventuntedaquietpropagandapathizersangoverseasb,butitstoavoidattraunistpartyoffipossiblefortheoretutotheuates,theyhadtoputupadetheirajorityreinedinsidepaignafteranother,especiallytheantirigh

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    enervous.shesaidgoodnighttoandslippedintoherownbed.

    ilaythereydaughter.entopeplicatedsituationoftheculturalrevolutioniprayedtogodtoguideandprotecther.

    ing,igotoutofbedjusttoputfeetonthefloor.iyheartpalpitatedovedabout.afterediestronger.

    there.theotheranedunaypresehelaborreforirlfedherhaspoon.

    ineveraskedthelaborreforirlaions,andshediduretospeak.butiledateae,inotiandpushedthese.

    ayearlater,inisteringtothesick.

    afteraeeratureal,thedoeiuldretutotheno.1detentionhouse.shespokesoftly,andhereyesethinggoodandlovableinthatiyself.thereethingsaintlyaboutthisan,ithought.ididnotbelievesheent.ibelievedshecabackbecauseshekneissioopossessgreatspiritualstrength.shehadobviouslybeeafinerpersonbecauseofhersuffering.

    afeoreprisoothehospital,hetookbacktotheno.1detentionhouse.

    8

    partyfas

    theboutofpneuniaisufferedinthearkedthebeginningofrapidphysiadefullreveryiossibleandyntalpoovents.ialandphysierethanthefaoodetisihaddifficultyseagerfoodihoughielyhungry.

    outsidetheprisonainednfused.inspiteoflitaryntrol,violenaozedong.thedetentionhouseuldnotresunorlaineduled.nooneyycaseuldbeclarifiedbecaarealone.

    onedayafterthelaborreforirlhadgivenldthesllyheartpalpitatedylegshatihadtoplacethebasinonthefloorandsitdown.

    ybreath,ithoughtthatifiustdise,andihadtositdothatdayonovedeverypartofbodyfroyheadtotoesanddidthee,andihadtointerruptitinutesofealsaoexeryphysicalstrengthsoyfeelingofwellbeing.

    forntalexerorizesoofosessays,etouandhisntalitybetterandtousehisquotationsrefluentlyallbandofpoorlyequippedguerrillasuldaoillionsofprisonedrepaigns,andalthoughhehadseveraltisbroughtthenatioothebrinkofruinh

    hisdisastrousenocp

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    ituediothetangdynastypoetryihadleaedasasazedthatithedeepreybrainversesthathadlaindorntfordeeerpoeithoughtihadfottenaopieent.theiortalproverybutalsotransportedfrohegriealityoftheprisooa.

    persistenteffortstointainsanityhadaasureofsuytenuousgriponthelifelineofsurvival.atthosetis,ihadtodependonnflictulatefightingspirit.

    “report”iystrength.

    “esdoihavetotellyounottoshout”

    “hoenttoiigateanosteags.”

    infaesofsuaosbooksthhly.

    “hushdontshoutthegoventhyourcaseindueurse.youarenottheonlyone.”

    “butihavebeenheresuealready.iyvoicedeliberately.

    “loustntshouttheinterrogatorisbusy.”iknee.shekupthepretense.

    theprisonydefiance,justasifeltenuragedyexgeand.inolongerfeltaloenedbyyoing.

    “i.youhavenhttoloyvoice.

    “haveyougonedkeepquiet”theguardinginanger.

    “iotd.thepersonyirisonntad.”

    “doyoutobepunishedforcreatingadisturbance”

    iheardurgentfootsteps.anuardhadetojoihesendguardsaid,“youarettingacriatthisntbycreatingadisturbance.”

    “reatleadererelyfolloinnoittedacri.ishouldsayso,”iarguedinaloudvoice.

    “eout”

    theguardeintoarooeeroftheprisonpouerlyexhausted.sotisenduranybodyorkiy“dfits,”buttheyneverkneyrealpurposeinprovokingthe

    duringsixandahalfyearsofsolitary,ideliberatelycausedsessuchasthisnytis.etotheextentthatiuldnolongersleeporsentionallyseekaerhtheguards.

    thougharbespiritsafterfightingeagain.ibelievedthatanntaoreenuragingtothehunspiritthanrelyenduringhardshipyfriendsandae,onlythepositivestilantoffightingbuoyedupspirits.

    onaugust6,apartialeguardensprisonsayingtothefeleguardonduty,“veryiortaheneycell.

    onthefrontpageinlargeaozedonghadsentabasketofheousqinghuauyinbeijing.thengoeshadinallybeenagifttoofroakistansfnnistereforanofficialvisit.theofthe.agtothereport,theaosquotations,theypledgedtheirloyaltytotheleader.

    althoughididnotknodiatelythathisportantpolitiakeapresenttotheethe

    forthefeheh

    ...

    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tweanizationof“ozedongthoughtpropagandatea”allovertheuntry.photographsofthesenred“sforozedongthought,”theteainainlyoflitaryninaoistleaders,suchasosinisterlinbiao.

    althoughnisttotalitarianisntheinunistpartypressionofassarduprisingieareasinhabitedbynorityrailitaryansratherthanthespeedierthodofsendinginntisofsoldiersillustratedo.

    tteesaheprovisandneselvesoffiitteeandthepolitburo,andtohavetheoldoffioffioveanypossiblefuturethreattotheirownpower.

    tidraggedon,andituredroppedafeenofntalandphysiyhealth.soitethingneinghappened.ihadbeenlosinganunusuallylargeauntofbloodateae,ibee;ioftenhadnightresfrongandpantingforbreath.

    onenightinoansvoiakethestartlingannounao,aresolutionanofthetheofallhisofficialpositions.

    liushaoqi,alongtinistpartyleader,edstrugglefroheunistundergroundinkuontangheldareas.after1949,anoftheunistpartyandunistparty.theten“ozedongthought”paignpushedaozedongrelinquishedthepositionoforthatreailiatiureofselfeetingofseventhousandleadingpartyofficials.

    liushaoqiiediatelyadoptedaseriesofpoliibersandtheaozedongininfluenaobeaenedhisposition,forhefearedlosingnotonlyeverythinghehadbelievedinandalsohisplahistory.

    hegreatproletarianculturalrevolutioohaveicliberalizationpioneeredbyliushaoqituchfurtherthananybodyinaortherestoftheaginedduringthedaysoftheculturalrevolution.

    intheresolutionpassedbytheitteeratherthayngressaouldaffordtoighisfinepoint.

    aftertheannounitteeresolutionagainstliushaoqi,thenatianda.dayafterday,theheforestofedtobethathe“opposedthepolieetingsheldallovertheuntryforthepeopletovoioussupport”fortheresolutionandtheirdeephatredofliu.inpathize.therefore,pressionthatthenistpress,likesonyofpatriots.havinglivedineersem

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    oings,a“forozedongthought”ilitaryntrolssioninndugthecultural

    revolution.therealannounarxistsloganusedbyeveryanizationtoheraldthearrivalofaidisplay.

    afeiliarissiontoforozedongthought,halfexpeysurpriseshehandedasheetofpaper,apen,andabottleofink.iyoslittleredbook,noonstratea.afterihadhahelettertotheguard,iptionoflonginterruptedinterrogation.

    oneday,ihadanotherherrhagethatstaineduhepeephole.

    sheopeheslle,“shappeoyouhoretstainedhblood”

    “itsjustperiod.”

    “theressual”sheuothecell.thetoiletyunderclothes.

    “eforahecellandlogthedoorbehindher.

    later,shebroughttheyoungdoctor,edtohavegothisjobbackagain.

    afteraskihedoenopause.butyoughtalsohaveagroinedbyagynelogist,butthereisheprisonhospital.illgiveyousoiionstostopthebleeding.”

    theihaveagroightbelignahanever,ioleavetheno.1detentionhouse.

    itylastinterrogationattheendof1966,ovingfain.

    iyusualpostureeofosylapgirlsovedthingsfrohetopofthetonthefloor.thentheycarriedthetopbedtothewindow.

    “piupforyou”thelitantfeleguardshoutedsarcastically.

    ainihelaborreforirlsbroughtinabedrollandaaleprisonerinherearlythirtiesfollointothecell.sheannerrequiredofallprisoners,carryinginherhandsafeiclesofclothing.

    thelaborreforirlsthecell,andtheguardlockedthedoor.

    afterlivinginisolationforsolong,ianntaanlostinthedesertisthirstyforyyseatandagaiheadoverbookent.sinposedauralrevolutioeredaohaveslaed.thereycelldidnotappeartobeduetoovercroe.

    theitotishestoleglanyeye.

    “hoeovertositbesidewhileshewhispered.

    ipliarks.shedidnotlooklikeanefreedondafullrie.herhairlaeinedid.shelookedathlacklustereyesthateandfrightened.

    “ustnttalk.itsnotallovieallovedovertositbesideohought.

    ugtoeat,shegrabbedthentainerandtippedtherestitered,“ustntefood.”

    objecttoherhavingyportionofsebeyonddoubtthatshehadbeenlyingpliedbyherinitialquestionthatshehadjustbeeed.sheuchtoohungry.

    ifihadbeenfaliardiately.butitiniuerforltiplecellshreebecausethe

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    isatonbedusingsoapandtoiletpaper,shedenofurtherattettospeakto.

    ing,aftertheosito.

    “ijusthatethisterribleyhoelootedtoo”

    ihadheardfrequentlyfroheloudspeakerthatpeoplesofirisonntjustforptingtoagreeplain.anosbooksratherthanjustsittingherechattingiftheguardseesustalkingtoeachother,wewillbepunished.”

    ilookedarouantashisshirtortrousersandjustasneaosbookseeredthatoheprisonrulesihadbeentoldtoreadalouduststudyosbooks.hotheonlyexplanatioobethatshehadbeenrevedfroogatherupallherthings.thatysoapandtoiletpaperthenightbefore.

    “anodidtheynotkeythed.herfae,butshepushedtheway.

    “idoroyedho.ithinkthekuontangnistparty,dontyou”

    instinaodosobythelitantguard,probablyaoistainate.isaid,“youstnttalkayreportyou,youknow.”

    butsheignoredaketalk.“intangchbetter”shepersisted.

    “ireallyhavenoidealifewaslikebefore1949.iwasabroad,”isaid.

    “honistpartyatall.dontyouhatethenistparty”shetriedagain.

    “ichristian.achristianissupposedonlytoloveaohateanybody.hoseoldher.

    iuldseeshee,beahen,perhapstogainnfidence,shesuddenlydeclared,“ilsoachristian”

    “thatsgoodletssaythelordsprayertogether.ourfatherpletelylost.

    “youshouldendtobeachristianind,illteachyouthelordsprayer.”

    sheshookherhead,ssingtheopportunitytoreportforspreadingreligianda.irealizedshedidnothavetheintelligenesayingderogatorythingsaboutthenistparty.nistpartyentofnunsandnks.

    ieoooughfeleguardunloycelltesnuer.“eoutforinterrogation”sheyelled.

    iieraupleofhours,sheethingient.iexpee.

    fortheeiionbutlookedoutoftheesydire.

    ieoon,sheebaeal,shegaveonlyoainerofsyrooate,theanrelyshookherhead.hoeofsyg.

    theloudspeakeretosllakesureiehesentenberofprisoners.ohsentenperialistsandthekuontang,“hiddeninourdst”fornyyearsbutuheredguardsandtherevolutionariesduri,butshedidnotnfessbecauseshehadhoped“toslipthrough.”noheironfistofthedictatorshipoftheproletariat,”opowder.”

    firstreae.like

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    heloudspeakeralleover.

    “didyouheartheannouofthedeathsentence”sheasked.

    “yes.”

    “ercellte”

    “sincesheperialistsandthekuontang,shedeservedtodie,”isaidcasually.

    “youshouldnsiderherfateiiontoyouroion,”theguardpoi.

    “idoheoclarifycaseandgivefullrehabilitationindueurse,”ianswered.

    “youarenotbeingrealistic.”

    “idontagree.orerealistient”

    sheallaihepeepholetoe.ipiaosbooksandsatdoyusualplalyreading.

    justbeforebedti,thelitantfeleguardopehedoorofthegirlsyforrcelltesthings.theystackedthebedsupagainahisindicatedthatthegirletogetitforher.

    sininate,shesthavebeenaprisoheyfelttheyuldntrolandnipulateatisedsofavorifsheetosaysothinge.

    afterthelaborreforirlshadleftthecell,thelitantfeleguard.

    “standup”sheshoutedthreateningly,standingonlyafootorsoa.

    yeagainandkickedleghherheavyboot.

    “reinstandingyouarebeingpunished.youaresrt,arentyoutheierialiststrainedyouainstanding”

    shebaheheavydoorshut,lockedit,andstueddoensprison.

    afterthenightguarde,sheasked,“andinghere”

    “ieingpuheuard.”

    “y”

    “no,anotherone.”

    “yiningthings.gotobed”

    shedidnotseeobeinthepieyself.butihavetostandthereallnight.

    ohekiyankle,ypaddedtrousers.thebruiseyonlyotherpairhadntdriedinthedayaheonlyhandkerchiefihadleft.

    anklesinoveorefeleguard.

    theseryofhungerandld,theinternabledaysof,thenaggingydaughter,andthislatestabusebythefeleguardproduakingveryangry.oihinginsideyselfthatiore.istbeequallyseriousineffortstofrustratethe

    althoughipatienttoseek

    aeroreithoughtofe,friends,andaltitudeofunknoehow.

    suddenlytheeeoutforinterrogation”aleguardshouted.

    ipickeduposlittleredbookofquotationsdopinghurriedlytokeepup.

    theloudspeakerthepeoplesdailyexplainingoslatestdireloudspeakertoloudspeakerasifollopound.eeredosaepoothersoeverheindedselftobeao,thenistparty,orthepeoplesgovent.ifidid,iea“unterrevolutionary”ase.tayaospolianyothereseustfightyself.

    aheavyquiltedattheentranedhedayswork

    ...

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    theguardopehedoorofoherooandshouted,“goin”

    thehadbeenuao.”alargereproduaohewall.

    fivehenaruniforilitaryinsigniabydefeerlinbiaoin1963,alllitarypersonnelilarbaggy,loosefittinguniforinarevivaloftheoldguerrillatradition.itansittingastrideayinterrogationroobutisahadfourpoaninuniforepresehelitaryntrolssion,theolderforozedongthought,abetherepresentativeoftherevolutionariesakehepublicsecuritybureauofshanghai.

    asilookedatthefivenintherooikrevolutionof1949.theirattitudetonistpartyuldnotbeexpeeasne.ikneeriesofthedaysbeforethenistpartyoriesatall.therefore,iuldexpee,theerregiandthedaughterofanaffluentfaly,asanene.furtherre,betheofyheartsankatthefordabletaskofhavingtobreakdoe,ihadtotry.

    afterenteringtherooistoodbesidetheprisonersyhand,totell.“boanoandapologizetohioryourcri”hesaid.

    apologizetooforittedahingihaventdone,”ireplied,reiningupright.

    “hiseentanddisapproval.forthefirsttithatireallygood.

    “yousuood.irelysaidthatihaventttedahingihaventdone.ididnotsayianosportrait.i,ofurse.”ispokeinaererelaxed.

    “doit,thenareyouingfor”theinterrogatorshoutedandsatdownagain.

    iboentionedapologizingforerelyinthedireoftheportraithoutspeaking.

    thequotatioerrogatories,”iread.thenheaskedtoreadoneaboutthear.itsaid,“y,thepeopleilitaryandofdefeerlinbiaointhepoructureoftheparty.

    isatdoe,afeentforthoseentforthoseainstubbo.”ohersideoftheofficialportraitontheessagesurgingtheprisoonfess.

    iheardtheslleslideopensoftlyandsayshoulderandgiveabarelyperceptiblenodbeforespeaking.

    “you.areyounoogiveafullnfession”

    “irequestedthetoiigatee.iuandthatthesrepreseherreanoofdistinguishingtheifroheguilty.ihavebeenheldhereforovertthatlongenoughforanipersontobeincarceratediionhouse”

    “youhavebeehantproved.youarestillhopingtoslipathetiofyourlastinterrogation.didyouheannounitteeagain

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    “ihavenothingtohide.allirequestisthatyougetatthefacts,”isaid.

    “intangintaiberonecapitalistroaderandthebackstagebossofallofyou.noinaisexposedaed.”

    “kno.

    “allofyouperialistsandthekuontang.liushaoqiandhiscliquenistparty,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    hisargunttobelievetheore,ilookedupontheseedinfrontofptbeyo.pretendingtobestupid,isaid,“ialanliushaoqi.iotatallsureheisreallyguiltyofthechargeagainsthiperhapsthereestake.itsperialists,thekuontang,andthecapitalistclassandriskedhislifedoingso.”

    iyseenglyinnobshell.allofthetoodupandshoutedat,“honistpartyhotteeresolutionhoano”

    theyilitaryoffient,definitelynotangerordisapproval.ithoughttheylookedquitepleasedtoheardefendliushaoqiandsurprisedthatsoopartyuldfeelslyabouttheirdeposedleader.

    intriguedbythedisverythatangtheseenglyardentsupportersoftheradiitteeresolution,andidonotopposechairhatthe

    evidenightelyreliable,”isaid.

    “shutupyouarenotalloan,”theyouly.theinterrogator,andsoantakingheoldedtobeenjoyiuation.theghostofaslehoveredattheersofhisuth.

    “youarenotalloebodydenouhetraltteeaschairn,”saidtheinterrogator.

    “ididitfroabit,”isaid.“forsixteenyears,intheprintingpress,chairnliu”ipausedsightoftheinterrogatlaringandsaheyoungandup.

    “liushaoqi,”intinued,“adeatrendousntributiontonyaspeunistparty,iofthepartyapparatusandtheedueers.ihavefouaryrefereake.ifthatistheano.afterall,theyradesfornyyears.”

    “youaredreangchairno”theyoungworkersaid.

    “ananoftheaohielf.itjustdoesntkesense.doesntthiske.

    “careperialistsandcapitalistsiriessay.theydonthaveanythinggoodtosayaboutusanyhoinaloffense.hesaunterrevolutionaryandsoareyou”

    “iotaunterrevolutionary,thatiknoasupporterofthepeoplesgoventaparty.ihavethegreatestrespeaorthenistparty,”isaidcalybutfiry.

    “youthinkyouittedanycri,youarestilljustadirtyexploiterperialists,”theinterrogatordeclared,andhebahetable.

    igotsoangryanddisgustedthatir.allofthetoodup,surprisedbya.

    thesoldierpulledhisrevolverfrotsholster.pointingthegunat,heshouted,“doyouthinkyouaredoing”

    istoodintheddleoftheroondfaayshootifyoueguiltyasedeachother.

    “quietquietyouareahysteritoorderbacktotheprisonerschair.thesoldierpushedhisgunintoitsholstere.

    duriion,theonlyoneainedcalpathy.perhapsheorealizethatiuldreallybei.

    iretuedtotheprisonerseafeords

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    “todefendsoonedenouhenistpartyisaveryseriousoffehataprisonnt.butinionoftheextenuatinge.

    “therevolutionariesuheleadershipreatheloexposeallhiddeneneesofsoidst,notterhoustcastaescape,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    “iuauationperfey.butyoushouldnotstakeforeneesinhhiigationofittedentorthenistparty,youindeediapologizetoandyousthavetheapologypublishedintheneosee,”isaidhsiy.

    “youportance.”

    “allnareequalintheeyesofthelanotanofficial,icitizenofthisuntry.”

    “youhavejustrepeatedastatentoftherevisionists.noposesitshevanquishedclass.aslongasthereareclasses,thereotbetrueequality,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    “doyouantosaythatyouplybeeerofthebeoisclass”

    “ebody,y.ostofitsersaheaborfortheirfood.thoseinated.inahelaosuititspurposeandtoserveitsi.”

    “stosilifyttersgreatly.sineasaerofthebeoisclassandioooldandyfood,eandbedoneehavinganinterrogation”

    “ance.carelessheryouaredeadoralive,”theinterrogatorsaidhanairofindifference.

    hesaidothersdidheanibecarethaneverpuzzledatthesituationinyself.

    “eaaffersoftheshanghaiofficeofshell”

    “no,ofursenottheyarepletelyuniortant,likeyou.iheseperialists.”

    “eandoyouanliushaoqiiassureyouihavehi”

    “liushaoqi.buthedoesnttterahereareothersadeitpossibleforyoutocarryonyourdirtyperialists.”

    hoedthattheirperseeandthedenunuakeandotherslikeobeingfheyuldunistparty.nistpartyididnotkhisbizarresituationooridiculousitpainting,uandableonlytotheinitiated.

    thevoiyspeytookovershanghai.uanaininshanghaididtheyorderhioentandunderfroin”

    “husbandstayedinshanghaibeentenoanyyearsofyhusbandandianonistpartyunderground.ourfriendstoustoread.heseessaysntioionofaunitedfrontaionhallpatriotiese,”ipoi.

    “thate.iteanttoihekuontang.afterthekuontangstanajorene.ajoreneisovere,ohelessereheneajorehestrugglegoeson.thatsdialecticalterialis”

    thereetosay.theinterrogatorhadputthephilosophyiinanutshell.ityoont,theinterrogatorasked,“didyourhusbanddisaininaeofhisfnfriends”

    “no,itydaughterandiebayretu,hetoldthathehaddeaininunistpartyandhelpedtofosterfriendlyfeelingsforthepartyangintellectualsandkuontangofficialshaliberal

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    “thedeeriunistparty.theyersy,paign,stoftheleaguesleadersists.theydeservedit.”

    “theydidrenderserviunistpartyin1949,”ireheinterrogator.thefateoftheleadersofthedeaoshabitofusingpeopleahlesslydiscardingtheeywerenolongeeeded.

    “aterialisgain.

    “iuand.itsaerialisoreallife,”isaidhastilytosaveselffronotherlecture.

    “itsournainedinshanghaiunderordersfrohekuontangandtheierialistsioinfiltratethenistrynaffairsofthepeoplesgovent.”

    “zhanghanfu,evieintotheentandgotoyhusbandhadinistrynaffairs,ogotobeijingin1950”

    intangdiplotsnistnistrynaffairs.aforraassadortoburprisonedasaunterrevolutionary.alltheotherssufferedpersepaignoranother.iusedtofeeldeeplythankfulthatlatehusbandhadrefusedzhanghanfusinvitation.

    “zhanghanfuisaerofthedirtyliushaoqiinisterzhouenlai.

    “thefayhusbandrefused.youcheckthererd.ifhusbandhadinistrynaffairs,ojoinit”

    thepointideplelogientarilyatalossforooktheopportunitytosettletheissueondforall.

    “infaonstratedhisgoodnistparty.heintanggovehedisobeyedtheirorders.itsthekuontangintaieandputusinprison.theyarepo.nointang”

    beingaintaoodoutashetriedtontrolhisteer.thesoldierstoodupanddeagestureofpullingouthisrevain.

    “shutup”heshouted.

    buttheoldityoutodefendyourself.butyoustntligntherevolutionariesandaintang.”

    theinterrogatorlookedathisethingtotheothers.thenhesaidto,“youygobacktoyouroeieoon.”

    ihadbeenesfortheprisoners.noyeyes.ihadtosteadyselfbyholdingontothearftheprisonersyunsteadinessasasignofnervousness,soipoiseintocellandkickedlastnight.”

    “nonseheinterrogatorsaid.“theguardsarenotallookickorbeatprisoners.”

    “thisonebehindaleguard.iishedandfearedthatihadssedtheonlyalofriealofpotatoesaleiion.butetoyethatportionofrie.“ifyouehotertodrink,”shesaid.

    eventhoughsheialild”ones,suetothesllosofhotountintog.isatdoyrioing.

    theinterrogatorostintelligentofthosefiven.judgingbyhisairofselfbeaseasonedpartyoffietianerelypartiilybaselves.

    thebehavioroftheguardondutyattheensprisonoststrange.oingtoeahergoodhequestionipuzzledoverasichehetoughcabbageleaves.t

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twheonlythingihaddohatuldbensideredunusualyfeebecauseihadsaidshethoughtbutuldnotsaybecauseofherpositionasaprisonguard

    persoionshadalportanttotheunistsnistleaderfellfroraaoists,therestexistintheno.1detentionhouseanuerofheti.ifdefendingliushaoqiebettertreatntandrehuneion,itproveustbeprirynysenseofjusticeraged.

    heafteooerrogatortoaosportrait.iboedthefolloetoread:“allreaariesarepapertigers.superficiallythereaarycliquelooksstrong,butinactualitythereaarycliquedoesnothavegreatstrength.”

    afterihadfiheinterrogatorsaid,“youygoonstanderhebritishspyanization.”

    “husbandneverjoinedanyspyanization.shellisaionaloilpanyofgoodrepute,”isaid.

    “itsshanghaioffi.”

    “it.”

    theinterrogatortookastauheunterandstartedtoreadinsilehingaboutthatshockedhiikbeaboutastrologyforallikneedablankexpressionandquietlyedfortheinterrogatortospeakagain.

    afteraeersofyourstaffarereenlightehanyouare.theykheirnfessions.theos,includingyourexchiefatant,giveveryiiailsofthespyactivitiesofyouroffice.”

    “allright,then.sinakeafalsenfession”isaid.

    “eaustspeakforhielf.”

    “ifyouetospeak,i.ithasnothingtodoentalloylatehusbandandselfpressionbytheofficialsentenuragedshelltointainanoffishanghai.”

    “exaunistpartytriedtoshieldafnspyanization.itsobvious,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    “iadviseyoutobeainina.”

    entionittioretainitsheadoffiusthavebeeerzhoueoutaiheprinister.

    “shellisaltinationalrporation.assu,itistheofostantinistaionary.itshouldneverhavebeenalloaininaafterliberation,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    “idontagreeelyaininbargoagainstyreadingongtheeneesasaivetactifclassstruggle,”isaid.

    theyounganotaughtustobeselfreliant.panies.”

    “reatleaderchairnosaid,refusefnaid,butfriendlysources.”

    “youafriendlysource,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    “foryearsshelldidnottradeaintainanoffientthanthat”

    “youittedanyothercri,todayisenoughforustopasssentenyou,”saidtheinterrogator.

    “everythingihavesaidisthetruth.everythingyouhavesaidisjustaginatioyouaresupposedtobeanenlightenedrevolutionaryrepresentingthepeoplesgoventaparty,andierelyaba.”

    angeredbyrerk,theinterrogatedthetableagain.“youarefettingyourselfthisistheinterrogationroofthedictatorshipoftheproletariat”

    “standupstandupreinstandingyoustbepunishedforshoptforthedictatorshipoftheproletariat,”theyoungedly.

    istoodup.

    “giveanastanhebritishspyanization,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    “ifyouputitlikethat,isilyotansweryou.”

    “youareveryperialiststrainedyoutheyyoudonotncedeasinglepoint,”saidtheinterrogator.

    theoldatterofspyanizationasideforthetibeing.”

    “exaaotaughtusalso.hesaid,.

    theinterrogatedthetableagainandshouted,“didperti.yous

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    “iexpeenttobereasooabidebythelaycase,”isaid.

    “thatsexactlyryingtodo.butyourefusetonfess.”

    “itetokeafalsenfession.idonotbelieveafalsenfessionservestheiofthegoventoranybodyelse.ite.illspeakthetruth.ifilieandtrytoverup,youypunishseverely.infact,illgladlysignastatenttothateffect,ifyoueasheetofpaper.”

    afterentshouldeverfindanybodyintheihavetriedtoobtaininfortionofaialnature,ireparedtoayentstgivefullrehabilitation,includinganapologytobepublishedintheneer.”

    isignednaandon.hereadpledgee,“sitdodown”

    boththesoldierandtheyoungypledge.theyounghasneer,“youarejustbluffinglikeapokerplayer”

    theinterrogatorhandedpledgetothesecretary,oreditinafolder.

    “instanaheshanghaiofficeofshell”theinterrogatorasked.

    “toiionaloftheuntryinanager.

    “oreeasilythanabritishnager”

    “theonlyadvantagehusbandhadoverabritishnagerportandexportrporationofthepeoplesgovent.”

    “yourhusbaripstohongkongseveraltis,andbothofyoutheheadquartersofthebritishintelligenceanization.”

    “yettingthingsxedup.akethetrip.theyanythingsfrohell.tradeprospeising,andbritishexpertsetoatohelpeseanizationshresearch.

    butsoonafterebaentpaighinghadtostop.thebeijingofficialsakedecisions.shellexpertsalreadyontheiroahadtotubaothingfurtheruldbedone.”

    “hoissiontogotoeuropeprivatepeopleareusuallynotalloaketripsabroad,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    “husbandappliedforourpassportsatthefnaffairsbureauinshanghai.entnsideredhistripusefultoasi.”

    ireeredaiaozedongatiedin1955ashisfirststeptoyhusbandportandexportrporationforalastintervieanthere,hehadhadpleasantbusinessdisyhusbandthatourpassportsaheprinisterpersonallygaveapprovaltoissueyoupassports.”norllypartyoffiorethanthebarenifinfortionyhusbaionedprinisterzhouspersonalapprovalofourtriptehusbandtoobtainfrohellinlondonallthethingstherporationed.

    theinterrogatorhadallegedthatourtriptolondoooit,theprinistersapprovaltoissueuspassportsounttofaildly.enisterzhouenlaiiuldonlyspeaosenisteranobstabition.

    thevoiebaagain.heripusefultoasi.”

    “theofficialshusbandsatouandthatheshell.theyalsosaidthattrading.

    “thathepolicyofthecapitalistroadersiy,andagainsttheteagsreat

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twleaderchairno,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    “youyself,thepeoplesgove,andtheoffienthepeopleolistentoandbelievein,”isaid.

    “giveatruthfulatofyouractivitiesinenglandandothereuropeanuntriesyouvisited,aionyoudivulged.”

    “husbandvisitedtheoffietseveraldirectorsandothersnceedeoldfriends.”

    “didyouseeanybritishgoventofficials”

    “yes,soofourfriendsatsoknow.”

    “didtheynotaskyouaboutnditionsina”

    “nditionsinpaign,aboutit.forthefirstti,afternyyearsofplished.peopleehere.”

    “theresthavebeensothingyoutoldthehattheydidnotknoustnfesseverything,”saidtheinterrogator.

    “ents,everythingusthaveefrourfriends.ifportant,portant,uldwe”

    “itsnotuptoyoutojudgeportantandportant.itsuptoustojudge.i.hingthatportant.”

    “itsaniossibletaskthateereverysentenceyhusbanditotellyouineouresentactstoseeifationinsidea.iassureyouknoellusanythingthatuldbeinterpretedasintelligence.

    “

    “areyoundui”theinterrogatoraskedhirritation.

    ikneeup.aseenglyinnoerelysaid,“ofurseyouaretheinterrogator,and,asyoutoldyourself,youaretherepresentativeofthepeoplesgovent.illdosae.”

    “indeifperialists.itsourbeliefthatallfnfiroperatinginakeionfortheirgovents.

    “theoredangerousbecausepeoplebefooledbyit.

    “youexaggerate,”itoldhi

    “youhadbetteottrytodefeishierialists.thatyouinaionthanyouareierrogator.

    itieoioions.ikeptquietaohearelsehehadtosay.

    “beforeyouebaightgobacktopreculturalrevolutiondaysandthoseofyouhfioedbythecapitalistroaders,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    ietodefendliushaoqifurther.ioseeixedberofliuists.

    resungairofinnoao.inhisbooks,anliuinseveralplaanoanliushaoqi.dontyouthinkthatnistpartybesides,anliuozedongthoughtandurgedthepartyerstostudyao.”

    “youarenotalloanyouarenotalloodefendliushaoqi”theyshouted.

    itteebaseditsjudgntakingfalsenfessions.isupposeithappensalltheti.”

    iuldkingthisdigattheitallrevehethingstheye.aaoists.

    afterosdeath

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    “shutupshutupyouareadaerrogatorshouted,seenglyterrifiedbydidrerk.hequicklyadded,“liushaoqiyandyouaretoo”

    “iotguilty,thatiknoanliushaoqi,ihaveafeelingheisioo,”isaid.

    “shutupshutupcloseyourlips.youarenotalloospeakagain,”orderedtheinterrogator.

    iheardaloudnoisebehind.thistinoattetadetosoftenthesoundfroheslledthatthenlisteningoutsidee.heshutthesll.

    ebaehisseatbuthandedarollofingpaper.

    “gobacktoyourcellandesofallthepeopleyousa.giveafullnfession.”

    aguardout.

    hotdrinkingyabsehadbee

    for,liketheriaoiststhinkiuldbevedbygesturesofkindnessintodoingtheirbiddingsuindasisatontheedgeofthebeddrinkiayanverylittleundeorliddleofer,ittastedverygoodindeed.

    suddenlytheslleover”

    “atterhyourankle”heasked.

    ingtoaprisoneradearequesttoseethedoctor.

    theguardyaseedtobeinflad,sheopehedooroftheinedankleandpressedtheswollenflesh.

    “noboneisbroken.itsjustsuperfiebandagesandointnt.”

    later,theguardondutyhaubeofaureosurpriseatthisgei,ieal.thekit,sherred,“doctorsordersforyoutohaverice.”

    thinkihedayseventsandgoingthroughtheinterrogatioosothingihadntdone,ierealizeierodthanihadbeenforalongti.hoentofafulldaysinterrogationaeuyeever.inashortentfloor.iedandeaolieperfectlystillonaplasticsheet.atdaybreak,ibulance.

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    persecutionntinued

    theantiquatedaulanthebellhangingonitsside.ilayonastretbulans.ikepteyesclosed,partlytoavoidlookingattheguard,einthenfinedspadpartlytobealohoughts.

    iejustastheloohavebegu.ialignantgrhtening.afterall,deathyhavinglived.inanycase,beingaese,ibelievedthatoychildandherchildren,geionaftergeion,afloydaughteralyhearttontracthpainandsortoffutureertheculturalrevolution

    theaulanaosdireediately.buttheylookedsoeeforanruin,andforthefirsttiiyselfirror,iuldntioeainanillusionofselfestee

    iallroobedsybedhedoor,thro

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    heallbananathathadgoandbroysupper.iyoeatingit.

    afeyherrhagestopped,thesaaheetoaslloffiethatshehadbeentryingtefortobeexanedbyagynelogistihehospitalsinshanghai,ntrolledbytheredguardsandtherevolutionaries,ediies.”

    “sufferingfroiaskedher.

    “itybeagroaybenothihanthenopause.”

    “ulditbealignantgrowth”

    “itshardtosayhoutabiopsy.”

    “iotafraidtodie,”isaid.“butistntdiebeforeainydaughterfortherestofherlife.itissedhersoverych.”voicequivered,andiuldntgoon.

    shelaidahandestureofsyathy.“itothenueroionhouse,ient.”

    “please,doeyselftoprolongownlife,”iaskedher.

    “eateverythingthatsgiventoyou.eveunpalatablefoodhassonourishnt.trytobeoptistic.”

    bitteesshadsoeatehatihadlosttheabilitytoured,“ygodblessyou”

    aallpieoingal.oftentheporkostlyfat.sotistheskineeriorsaid,iateeverything.

    theyoungdoeissiontopureybankingrerdandboughtdliveroilybleedinggu,ainableinshanghai.

    thereayirovedtreathesa.thelitantoistsuldrafoodandvitans.theyeornhandlingeahardshovethatsentstuling,pinylegs.ifiaskedtheorperssiontoreplenishsupplyofvitanpills,theyinpillslikeri”

    theldguardsobeyedthedoinpillsthatihadtheyboughtoe.thefeeebagsofglusepoinpillsandpushedthelotquiallycellbeforeanuarduldseeit.

    thedayafteriretuedfroheprisonhospital,theguardondutyhandedapenandabottleofink.shesaid,“getonhingyournfessioerrogatorisingforit.”

    ipieandsayautobiography,page1hadaspeao.itedirective,”anditsaid,“theyarealloofthesheet,e,inal.”

    iediatereainationnottosignnaafterit.hoinutesofion,idevisedasaoists.

    uheprintedquotationofo,idreedirective.”bereditfroisessay“oealntradiofthepeople.”thequotationsaid,“istake,ainlyrrectit.”

    theniylatehusbandandihaddetoeuropein1956,esofthepeopleeeredtportahathadtakenplaunisatthebottofthepage,folloinal,”iadded,“tanycri,”andsignedna.

    ihahepaperstotheguardonduty.thatveryafteoon,ierrogation.

    thesaely.thequotatioerrogatoretoreadperialistsandthoseintaionaryclique,ustexerci

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    infrontoftheinterrogatore.thenhebahetableagainandshouted,“haveyoudonehere”hepoihepapers.“doyouthinkehyou”

    ireinedsilent.

    “yourattitudeisnotserious,”theoldworkersaid.

    “ifyoudonotgeyourattitude,yououtofthisplace,”saidtheyoungworker.

    beforeiuldsayanything,theinterrogatorthreyatonthefloor,scatteringthepages,andstoodup.hesaid,“gobacktoyourcellaagain”

    aguardappearedatthedooreout”

    ifollobaefirstsheetinal”atthebottosinitanyysignature.theaery,anditoreorlessthesa.theday,ihahepapertotheguard.againiostiediately.agaierrogatorthreyaetoeanother.

    thisore.theerrogatorsaidto,“areyoudperhapsentalhospitalandhaveyoulockeduphthecrazypeople.”

    “iotd.ifyouarenotsatisfiedystakes.i.”

    “atioheprintedonewhydidyouanded.

    “iakeaanosaidthatistakes.ihopeyouanosdireistakeinysignature,itsappropriate.ididnottanyustcallaal,theniahealtanycri.”

    “insteadofnfessingyuing,”aerrogator,nolongershouting.

    “iveedanycri.ifyouinsistihave,youoproveit.”

    “ainlyproveit.butent.”

    “haveinottoldyouoverandainiveedanyeifyouittedacri”

    “youarebluffingdontyouees,”theyoungedly.

    “gobacktoyourcellaheatagain,”saidtheinterrogator.

    thesecretaryhandedanotherrollofpaper,andifolloycell.

    ethefirstpageinal”atthebottoat.terigaveittotheguardonduty.

    topeopleenastheoists,persistentefforttofightbaayseeutileandpointless.buttheoiststoinsultateeveolerablethanitist,ihopedthatonedayajustnycaseandthattoarriveattherightnclusion.

    severaldayspassed.dailyieandgoonoing,alitantleguardaantfeleguardeycell.“eout”theythrehedoorandshouted.

    aleguardsteppedintothecellandpushedroughly.thisedthatinearlyfelldown.

    “youyhandandtosseditontothebed.theyarbehindbayaleguardagaingaveashove.istuled.ybalance,shegaveanotherpush.“hurryhurry”sheshouted.

    ifolloensprisonandthroughtheinurtyardtothefroraheinterrogator,theyounganingatthesendirongate.parkedinthedriveesedanhtheenginerunning.

    “getinsitintheddle,”theinterrogatorsaid.

    iiddleoftheseat.yhandspibayfirstiressionesinceihadsatonasoftseathsprings.

    theinterrogatorandtheyouheothernsatovedslohedriveand,gatheringspeed,droveoutoftheprisongate.

    eoantalhospitalididnotthinktheyeforexeeasuresisesunderverofdarkness.besides,onealivebutkelifediffientalhospitalorelikelydestination.ityfightfrontalhospital.theshrieksaallyillentalhospital.

    throughtheflutteringsilkeries.house.andthereedalifetiagothatihadtingoutofitsgatesi

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    theerber27,1966.ityuntrystillhungoverhead.

    severalhedooroftheallrooanothernbehindyheaddoane.iheardthetuingofthelothedoorassooered.itherealone.

    thereefroookingout.the.theoheeanner,overlappiher.e,agustofairbleothefloor.

    isatonthebeneers.soahessagesontheenouneisinterpretatios.ination.nasofourfriendsahreebritishnagersyhusbandiesofsttandaustinappearedonseveralposters.theployedassecretaryatourofficeforbritainandthesovietunion.

    iyeyestoshutouttheobnoxiouslies.aftere,ithoughtishouldtrytofindoutside.ilisteeps,ikhedoor.

    “doyouanasked.

    “yigotothebathroo

    thedooraoaurtyardatthebaedintotheroo.laterileaedthattheexstaffofshellhadbeenheresiing.ithoughtthatitorystbeattheeting.

    eoutofthebathrooiallrooetingsagainstshellsforryheadtobenditloenheldar,strainingtheoreon,sothatthehandanner,asentryingtoappearrevolutionaryoftendidina.

    iandhalfthroahishandonheadsothatiuldnotlookaround.doe,lyexertingpressure.

    justbeforeisatdoyeye,isaentiliedinsult,asanediesiseed,theyshouteddendsfordoingtothefrontoftherooeeting.

    “heresheis”heshoutedinaloudsyboeoftheierialiststodestroysothebeginningofthisperialists.theresenioryuiltyyouare.therevaluedyuiltyyouare.inded.ifyouarethirtypertguilty,anosteag.

    “duritbinedadegressinirovingyoursoehersofyouarestillhesitant.youarelikeatubeoftoothpaste.esout.esout.es.aintaiiveattitude,naturallyilyouaredry.

    “verysooneofyouretuho.thisisgoodneeer,onlythoseeandhoustntinuehreeducationandphysicallabordepeirelyonyourselves.”

    thespeakere.butitan,perhapsaearevolutionaryofsostandingbeaoistdoundreaofopportunityforpersonaladvanaoistleaderslikejiangqingasredeersfrohendaehe

    frostlyexstaff

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twersofforroffin”asaanstoredeeheelves.theyreadilyplied.butikshadbeenapprovedbytherevolutionaries.evenbeforetheakeapublipaignof1956,andlaterduringtheperiodofthedecracypdownagain.

    theoseedailyandallrootheirhesitantandfrightenedvoiaoistsfroheensuths.

    thefloorynee.ishiftedpositionanddreyheadohisposture,iuldseeaerofthebluejaaedoandnothingre.sinpttolookupbutappearedobendheaddoanbehindgraduallyrelaxedhisgrip.

    thestatentsdebyshellsexstaffbeae,beginning,orend.iheardthevoianerchiefatant,tao.

    theerofthebluejaestoodup.ieonthefloor.

    taobertostkindlygavereedueraisesoay.adesiretoealereat.atthatjunebailytovisit”heeotionanduogoon.

    “eldestsonisapartyer,andsoisdaughterinlabythepartyandthepeoplesgovent.ilyiseteallygratefultreatleaderorseiexperienydaughterinlaybabygrandson”

    hedreh,brokedown,andsobbed.

    there.thepalespringsuingyselfnottorelaxvigilaofolloerall,ididnothaveachildspeciallyeducatedbytheparty.

    ed,heseedtobekinganefforttospeak,likeanutterlyexhausted.hisvoiydaughteriherevolutioalkedto.theanotalkedto.theyshoustobeytheteaano.thereisnootheretotu.iakeaent,alstasifhevoianagerisedalargesufneyifi.”

    adenialoranarguntustputastoptothisfarce.ijerkedheadupandlaugheduproariously.

    reaentofstunnedsilenanbehindpushedheaddoanshouted,“eoneelsesaid,“howdareyoulaugh”

    thesoundofpeoplevingabout.thereosphereofantagohadllapsedlikeaburstballoon.

    thevoiaithenoise,“whydidyoulaughanse”

    “ifyouputonaiustexpeuldhear.iaoists.

    “takeherouttakeherout”theyoungnyelled.theheothersintheroooshoutslogansagainst.

    i,pulledthroughtheurtyardlikeasayuthtopreventfropeaking,andidnotrelaxhispressureonhead.ianperansquattinginthenarroeeting.ieandinaoiststohavepla.

    itwas

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twbadluilitantfeleguardondutye.shedidnottakethehandyeahardshovethatsentlur,ostiediately,runningfootstepsuldbeheardintherridor.thesaleguardefroheeforinterrogation.

    theguard.,iyheartingwildly.

    thereeninthesllroofourseatedonchairsplacedalongtheaosportrait,theotherscroheinterrogator.

    theinterrogatortoybalanyeyes.

    “reinstanding”soonesaid,buthisvoiveryfaraway.

    “explainyourselfhervoicesaidiance.

    itriedtosaysothing,buthavefaintedfrounger.yeyes,ifoundselfsittingonthefloorsupportedbyafeleguard.arthehaar,uns.thefeleguardpulledupandpushedintotheprisoners.

    heartylipsifeltbetter.

    “noyquestion.didyounotseeforyourselfthattheothersarereenlightehanyouaretheyareihesideoftheproletarianrevolutioheyhavenfessedeverything.eandadtyuilt”theinterrogatorasked.

    iinute.ejustanintravenousiionofgluse,orethingelseinthesyringeperhapsthereulant.iofight.

    beforeiuldanseoerrupted.perialistsisaveryserioustter.”itaingatthetehcuriosity.

    tosurprise,hedidnotlookliketheyoungindustrialedhiobefroisvoiberoftheliberationar.histrousersadeofgoodqualityuhey

    yearslater,iyhekhakijatheotherrevolutioheyattetedtolead.direapart.intitheybeunistarketandgalingactivities.

    thoseilitaryhieraren”and“fixers.”theyuldarrahing,froousingandjobstoiortandexporttrade,behongkonganxioustogetagoodntra“jobs”enabliraveltoandfrohebritishlonyandsgglegold,silver,andantiquesoutofa,andtvsets,rerders,aotheuntry.

    “ansanshouted.ilookedathiandthenilookedattheinterrogator.butthelatter,seenglyahattheyoungnhadtakehejobofquestioning.

    “ilaughedbecauseit.

    “wasfunny”

    “thehingyedwasfunny.”

    “explainyourself.”

    “etohisfaly.isntthatfunny”

    “taolying.”

    “eaeadofpunishinghithedeathpenaltyorastiffsehatsevenfunnier.”

    “nevernde”

    “ofurseie.ithepeoplesgoventtobepublishedintheliberationdailyinshanghaiandinthepeoplesdailyinbeijing.butilie.illachieveallthatbyadheringonlytothetruth,”isaid.

    ialy,erelytobreakuphiseheyeslikeapairofsearchlights”

    theedohiobviouslyalayheaddown.

    “itshabittolookatthepersoo.ifideyounervous,iapologize.etositybaybodytofatheerofeyeicaughtagliseoftheinterrogator.heile.

    “noyquestion.wereyouoran.

    “iotaspyforanybody.ihavenothingtonfess,”isaidfirytothee.asigazedatosfadedasabenignexpressionbut

    ...

    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twtasrkofselfsatisfaethinglainate.

    “youareaspy”theyoungnshoutedangrily.

    “iot.”ishookhead.

    “eyouare.”

    “produoncere.

    “didntyouhearyourexstaffersthising”

    “thatptyadeunderduress.”

    “dontyouent.”

    “arealspyshouldntbegivenlereatnt.arealspyshouldbeshot,herhenfessesoot,”ideclared.

    theinterrogatorstoodupandtookobaoing.theyeareserioustters.thesituationyouareinisnolaughingtter.”hegotupand.aguardebacktothecell.

    asiapproathekitateidthegoldenbroycell,portionofriceallwindow.

    guostntinuously.ihadtorihbeforetakingfood,orthefoodtastedofblood.orediffietofinishaal.bentainerayonlyalofthedayhtheplasticspoon.e,ireviehadhappenedduringtheday.

    inspiteofbeingknoeersofthepanysstaffanduldseeoentierperspehadsue.ihertheyillinthisworld.

    asforour,ibelieved.thesoundofhissobbingyears.ithecryofatorturedsoulheendofhistether.

    theer,andihadstoppedshiveringseveraldaysearlier.iusttakegreatyainientionhouse.thestrugglebetyselfplystnotdie.

    soonafterihadgotiheguardondutyallheshuttergentlyandsaidinaotakeahotshower”

    interrogation,ihadnoticedthatthefeleguardsoerahisntihroughouttheed,theyhadallfinished,sotheguardethecetouseupthehoterthatinthepipes.

    ijuedoutofbed,grabbedsoapboxandto.ybody,irveledattheeoftheguardssinerleader,liushaoqi.ergedfrohesho,islippedintothecellquietly.soonaftereandshelock.

    itraiheday,nottheerthuor.itoftheapproaedsofullofhopeandtheproseofbeautifulseoftheguardsbiokefeellessonedge.ifoundselfreoptistiycesofsurvivingtheordealahefuture.

    feelingofeuphoriantiheday.eonlytheanandtheyoungedbehier.

    afterihadeheroondtheguardhadanraisedhisarnthedireaosportrait.iboetoreadthefollobroidery;itperate,kind,urteous,restrained,andgnanius.arevolutionisanactofviolencehhroher.”

    “doyouloveenglaerthanyoulovea”heasked.

    “iesecitizen.ofurseiloveabetter,”ianswered.

    “ifatterofcitizenship,ore”

    “ore.ihavealriotiese.”

    “heuatesin1940”

    “yes,ionths.”

    “didyoukespeecheshere”

    “yes,idesospeechesaboutthejapaneseinvasionofa.”

    “ationthatyoualsodespeeeryanjinguyfriendsation.probablyyoualsospokeatotherplaces.inanycase,uedto

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twgqing,youdeapropagandabroadintangradiostation.yousaidthebritishierialistsentaskyoutandaforthedbythebritishin1940anse”

    “ienglandonabritishpasseear.ahepasseheintervieequestionsaboutbritain.naturallyiansruthfully,”isaid.

    “youdepropagandaforbritain.”

    “duringtheeside.”

    “notin1940.thebritishhejapahen.youdidprovesbeyonddoubtthatyouishspyaslongagoas1940.”

    “nonsense.iovedbytheurageandresolutionofthebritishpeopleinthefaceofoddsainstoodalooresisthitlersplantonquerallofeurope.”

    “listentoyouyouareatthisnteperialists.hinkyoulovebritaierthana.”

    “youthinke.”

    “isfalse.itsforthepurposeupyourevildeeds.”

    hetookasllbrouheunterauptolookat.alliuldseeupiesforayuaneaaohouse,thephotographs.theysthavetakenthell.sanyfancysteps.iure,heesothingnehlaughing.

    “doyouansaidseverely,asifihadbeehingterrible.

    “hasdanggottodo”iwasgenuinelypuzzled.

    “youhafner.andyoulookedquitehappydanghafhatsdecidedlyunpatriotic.”

    “isdanyoustaent,asyouareanenlightenedrxistandarevolutionary.hoycredit,dontyouthink”

    “ean,youwereuseful”

    “unpatriotisurelyipleaakeothersunpatriotithatpointon.youakethenpatriotiedifficultyspeakifelearly.

    buttheyoungnused.hisfa,heshouted,“getoutgetoutillhaveyoushot”

    helookedsothreateningasheadvaninhaste.butintherridorthereebalyorprudenttobreakoutinlaughterinthatgrilaentalhospital.

    hoeoneinauthority.thisadealycleartotheveryday.

    ijustbeforetheprisonersdingal.aftertheprelihesayoungnhahefourthvoluofthelleunistartoagroupofkuontanggenerals.theletterber1948,intangtroopsnistarohbankoftheyangziriveeaanjing,thekuontangintangpositionandurgedthegeneralstosurrender.

    “reinstandingaheletteraloud,”theyoungnordered.

    ireadthetextaloud.hebook,hesaid,“readitagaiheind.”

    ireaditagain.e,hesaid,“didtheintanggenerals.nohelpisingtheonlyistosurrender.”

    isaidnothing.heglaredatforantandthenyelled,“readitagain”

    iently,“readitagaiheranitehead”

    thereistoodierrogationrooorhoursthatday,readieroverandainuntiliyvoiylegsbadlysyvoiyaroldingthebookdroppedtoside.anyelled,“areyougoingtosurrender”heetoansansagain”

    atfirsttheyounges,heseedtobedozing.thettooktustogoouttoeat.ihadtogoouthyvoiur.still,eaanyelled,“repeat”

    iyao,itsthavebeehansevenhours.nofoode.throughouttheoingbeforeitot

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twheinterrogationroondintheeveningafteriyselfsonourishnt,isplextablets.

    thisroutiheafteoonal.theguardondutyattheensprisoedan.sheproloheeveningexeryallysleep.inspiteofbeingaesduringthenight,onthesoundly.

    attheendofthethirdday,iightbeapparenttotheten.attheendoftheafteoohasked,“areyougoingtosurrender”

    itriedtospeak.butiythroate.

    “speakclearlyareyougoingtosurreheanasked.

    ideagreateffort.ystrengthiosay,“notguilty”

    “you”

    helefttheroonafitofteerandbahedoor.isatdoheprisonerschairtorestandtuard.

    theyoungehapuzzledfroerayoubethinkingaboutisityoupinyourhopeon”

    isaidnothing.aguardeoutoftheroo

    dayspassed.butiesadayithoughtoftheexetisappearedttofindouttheapttofindguilty.thequestiohingtouseagainst.atthesati,theyusedthesessionsofinterrogationtoshoesothatiission.interrogationsyoreinterrogations.

    ingeneralhealthseedtohaveirovedsoe,iyouttodry.iypaddedjaanyhoursreyself.ofteniylapasifiyndhthestanzasofliboordufu.

    onapril1,1969,tyarrest,thelongaportantpolitiisinguingeffortsatthear,navy,andairforitteeof279ers.nyold,efeenisterzhouenlaiandfnnisterbersoftheoldguardheadedbyprinisterzhouenlai.

    oingtillnighttobroadiliaasdisappeared.neesappeared,reflegthepoentthatsleepandtoldtogetdressedandlistentoatapeofit.

    oneday,justasihadsettleddoyritheing,thecellduardyelled,“eout”

    iignoredhiuthfulafteruthfulofricehoutchewing.

    “eout”heyelledagain.buthedidothecell.

    outh.iiofaystoakessals.

    “eout”heyelledforthethirdtiandlyhetookthegoffoodfroyhandandplaceditoable.“youeatiteback,”hesaid.

    quiugintotheouthfulstoyesophagus.

    “hurryupyouaresoslow,”hesaid.

    “pleasegooutside.ihavetousethetoilet.”

    hehadtoleavetheeintoe.iyhandsandyuth.asiildfeleguardshookherheadandrred,“akeit.”iputthebookbathebedandfolloofthecell.

    thelitantfeleguardranintotherridorandshoutedbreathlessly,“areyoudoingwhyareyousoslow”

    ifolloensprisontotheurtyard.anuardaleguardtyarbayestaggering.assoonasireveredbalaherhardshove.thus,byfitsandstarts,ireaeittingientburstsofsounduntilhesaeing.theanoandfro,andtheoldandingnearby.

    heysae,theybothwalkedover.iknew

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.twfroheexpressionontheyoungnsfayintraingtoittee.besuretobehaveyourself.abandonyahereostasiftheprospeybeingtoapartbytherevolutionaries.

    “hereinthenueroionhouse,entofprisoners.elytolerantaraioassesdoanypeoplehavebeenkilledalreadyinthatheoldworkersaid.

    ylifeithoughtnot.theyplyanxioustoavoidtheetheprisoneruheirntrol.possiblysenioroffipression.

    “doyouuauation”theyoungnasked.

    “inotprovoked,”itoldhi

    “perhapsyeyes.

    “youshouldknonottobesilenoreyouprovoke,thereillansk.”

    “allright,then.assesteachyoualesson.youbetterlookout.theyk.”

    “doyouantosayistreievenifsooneasksaquestioogetthesituationclear.

    “yes,justboityourcri.”

    “iitsothingthatisnottrue.”

    “keepsilent,theheysaytoyou,justkeepquiet,”saidtheoldeddecidedlythebetterpersonofthetwo.

    “allright.illkeepsilent,nottereaniadtiuilty.”

    “itsnotforthessestodecidee.

    theyoungntoldtogetintotheansatbesidethedriver.asthecarergedfrohedriveontothestreets,anothersedanylastfeerrogationsfollowed.

    aprilonthinshanghai.thepollutedairofthisindustrialbered,peoplelookedbored.theirstepsedidnotjoininatall.theyseedtobesufferingfroevolutionaryfatigueafteearlythreeyearsofuihusiasororelikely,theyplydisillusiohedevelopntsoftheanyoftherobablyhadighthavefoundthenfusionandshescreatedbytheculturalrevolutionaheavyburdeheiralreadystraitenedlivingnditions.

    norllystreetsinshanghaitheparaders,thereednyviselvesinastateofreadinessforfurthera.

    ilitaryairportoskirtsoftheeto.theylookedrelikeglarousfelesinafilersionoftheairfor,ileaedsothingabouttheseyouheandoftheilitaryllegereservedforsonsofsenioroffihis“threethousaiesintheinnerpalaperorsheirintheolddays.thegirlsent.becauseershipintheardfort,ilies,thegirlsenrolledeagerlyent.thegirlsination.thosecatliguosfancyheairforce.thesehegirlsisaakingpartintheparade.

    theittheostseedasiftheydidoknoaken.

    afterpassilaeninblueouniforbandoftherevolutionariesopehedoorofthecar.theoldpedout.ioalig

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twhtaehly.thetenputtheirhandsunderarandhoisteduptotakeintothebuilding,alstasiftheythoughtighttrytorunaallrooandtheypushedintoaer.

    “facetheove”oheenyelled.

    iheardtheensitdoedalongti,iheardthedoorbeingopened;ansvoi.eback,theotherooodyfacetothewall.

    repletesilene.suddenlythedooropenedagain.ansvoiportantster,“laila”thisantsoonehadarrived.frohesseoneofvoiportant.

    thetenshotoutoftheirpitsensironfingers.

    inute.laedtoindiedsehegate,thattheplaeiortanilitaryinstallation.esepeopleusuallytreadgingerlyintheviityofpos.

    eetinghallbled,sittingint.anuerofpeopleinenfroo.1detentionhousejoiheoheviaoistsaerdestrueetingoftheninthpartyionofrxistleninistozedongthought.inotiao,appearedbesidetheoffiao.

    everythingintherooaary.ilookedattheaudieoratherbetterdressedthantheusualadeofeeting.

    theendepositedinfrontofa.oheushedheaddoyvieetaheeetingysteriousnnerperhapstheydidoseethepartfroyloanandtheyoungaieoffient.surelytheysthavebeevientenhadtakenoveriigation.thenlisteningtothestruggleetingeninunifortheydidoseeilitaryapparel.

    theaudiene“goodhealthtoourvionytothefaotelinbiaospersonalitycult.

    teintolitedfieldofvision.ansvoie.heintroduyfalybaelifestoryeriute,iueetingin1966.hopedupfroheirseatsiperialists.theyexpressedtheirangerandindignationbycroetoshoutabuse.

    tobesolignedyheadtorespond.theensuddenlyjerkeduphandyshoulderjointsthatihadtobendforyheadeinthisposititherestofthensdenune.onlyyartodropbasandtoforcetheoboission.

    aookover.hespokeabouty“disobedienandoftherevolutionaries,nistparty,tonfess.irealizedforthefirsttithatfailuretoprovideanfessionofguiltry.perhapsdisobeyiyoreseriousoffehanbeingaspyididnothavetitodeysidepulledups,andiypreviouspositionbehindthecrophone.

    athirdnspoke.hedenounitteeresolutionagainsthiandathat“provedbeyonddoubt”thatliuhingt

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twheresolutionnadhiobe,thesubjeeohatderongdisplayofangerfroionogenuinelyfeel,oendstoexaggerate.thisaudieneupagain.one.

    thepeopleintheaudienehardfroehind.istuledandkhehaobeyelling.thereoniuseveralnutespassed.finallyiulledupagain.

    utterlyexhausted,ilongedfortheetingtoend.butthespeeakeantribution.theyhade;iheypetingostextravagantflatterytheri.

    suddenlythedoorbehindopened.ansvoieantthatsobodyhaddeparted.thetpleidsentenhadgohereoreogoohepeoplee;thoughtheydidnotsle,theglane,soonebehindhivee.

    therooersofthedepartingaudietingastheyleftthebuilding.“gettingratherchilly,isntit”“anaudieingafterashoaortheater.

    thetespheredissipatedliketheesetotheetheyalloetoyself.forthelsotheshoasover.

    the“etislessuplyreiheing.thisexposuretooruggleetingafteranother,bingexperienybodyaanbeing,justaninaniteobjeesspiritseedtoleavebodytolookonthese,iened.

    personalexperienildoerozedohin1976,peoplebeetoneanor.hetoldthathehadbeenstruggledagainst“rethanahuis,”frequentlysesoofhisfriendsandlleagueshaddiedduriruggleetingsdidhedisplayetion.iaskedhiboutthe“jetposition,”us.helightlybrusheditaside,sayingthatitwasusedoneveryone.

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    brothersnfession

    eetingsridheatofjulystartedi,shanghaihadanthofrainthattheenpnessfilledtheurkypuddlesintheersoftheroothepervadingodorofstinessanddeedonstoredpfloor.

    pnessyjointsbeoing.atthesati,theinflaationofgubes,pressoutthebloodyuthbeforeeatinganyfood.evehentassentshiversofpainthroughbody.ihadtoygubeesulfadrugstoreduethatthereentattheprisonhospital.

    alreadydiffiybodyssteadydeterioration.lifehadneverbeensodendingorsoaningless.hofort,ierodthanihadbeenforsoti.thisetohopefortheeventualyeaboutrelativesandfriends,o

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twnebyoandtodese,ourntayhoy.thereforeitportantto,iivesandfriends.theniknehepersoniionrouble.

    ontheyrelativesandfriendsandtogavetheopportunitytospeakontheirbehalf.fronfrontingtheuringtheyryfhthelptoirovetheirstandingintheeyesoftherevolutionaries.andiputiliarandaaoists.

    oheoutstandingygeion,boofourknoparativebaightprovideanyofustoreinin,obayayfriendsaivesdeeploveforiofindfault,therevolutionariesrefusedtoseevirtue.furtherre,theoistshenondesunityunderonegovent.”ifanhaddeaniortantsunistpartye.therefore,hey.thispointofvieindedandabsurdthatiengagedinfrequentarguntsycasebutnistparty.

    theinterrogationsessionsstartedintherainyseason.ofteniarrivedierrogationroottedhair,andsoakedsoernths,pnessandraingaveosquitoes.sotisothern,obviouslyfranizationsdealingaterialon,joierrogatortoquestion.theniyfriendsorrelativesandildandseedreasonable,ienag,iwouldbeapprehensive.

    iu,ihadagruelingtieerofthelitaryntrolssionofthepeoplesarttheatereabouttheirdireinefrourstudentdaysinlondon.nistartookovershanghai,huangdireunistpartyundergroundinshanghai.bothoftheatoneapartyer.theiranyfirstrateplays,ineri.itadeathoseaoistlineof“artservingpolitid“artflorificationofthehepeasants,andthesoldiers.”

    beforethispartierousartiadeintheearlyfiftiestoeulogizethenisttakeoverofthenstounistsoldiers.theedthatselfasanopposedtoardstruggleingeneralapartyinpartidire.

    anlikehuangzuolin,nistregieffeanyothers,heoftheintealponistpartyleadership.thenhispositionsandpartyershipiesofjiangqingihirtiesinshanghai.atthatti,sheinorfilunistpartyundergrounddireentthroughouttheyears.whenshegained

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twpoentofthepartyduringtheeedanddenouncedasersoftheliushaoqifa.sironageofesepoliticallife,thedoaboutthedoes.

    “doyouknoprador”thelitaryntrolrepresentativefrohepeoplesarttheater,seatedbesideinterrogator,askedassoonasisatdoaosquotations.

    igatheredfroisquestionthatsiheyhadfailedtofindanythingheyohisbackground.

    apradoransandhadbeeedbytheqingdynastyattheendofthelastethods,thesysteiedoutgraduallyihirties.butbigfirlikeshelldidnotfiretheirpradors.theysilystoppedappointiregiregardedforrpradorsasthestreaeersofthebeoiseersofthe“pradorbeoisentorheavyfines.huangsfatherhadbeenshellspradorintianjin;hediedduringthesinojapanesewar.

    “iknosandplays,”ianswered.

    “hepradorofshell”saidtheunifordnfrohepeoplesarttheater.“yquestions.

    “huangzuolinisinserioustrouble.heisauterrogatorsaid.

    “illspeakthetruth,”isaid.

    “ifyouspeakthetruth,youpradorofshell,”thelitarynsaid.

    “itpradorofshell.huangzuolinhasanunfortunatefalyin,”isaid.

    “hetookoverthejobaninsisted.

    “thepositionofprador.

    “thenaoable.theinterrogatorhao.itberonitandregasadottakenfroshellofficefile.

    “thatsanolddot,”isaid.

    “oldoeprador,afacthehidfroheparty.”

    “itellyoutheory,ifyouen,”isaid.

    “goahead,”saidinterrogator.

    “idontknointanggoventproes.shelldidthesa.prador.”

    “heilitarynfrohepeoplesarttheater.

    “iknohingaboutthat,”ianswered.

    “yourhusbandactuallydethepayntasshellsgeneralnager.”

    “hedidnotntioerto.”ideinatehuangandealone.aooshopanysappreunistgoventduringthelandreforoventof1950.suagenexploitationprojectedbynistpartypropaganda.

    “youarelying.yourservantssaidyouandyourhusbandtalkedabouteverythingtogether.”

    “hedidnotntionthistterto.perhapshedidnotiortant,”isaid.“certainlydiscusseverythingthattookplahisoffice.”

    “believeyou.”

    “thatsasyouplease.ik.butthatdoesnta.”

    “hat.doyouthinkhinglikethatihavealltheproofthatheaidbyyourhusband.”

    “inthatcase,thefactthatidonotknoakesnodifference.”

    “pradorbeoisostrea,”thelitarynsaid.

    tobeexpelledfrohenistpartyeer.heuldnotagainbeeohesses.hispositioninistberofthenistparty.heprador.pradorintianjin.”

    “youareuive,”saidinterrogator.“dontyoueritpointforyourself”

    “ihavetoadheretothetruth,”isaid.

    theybeilitaryntrolssionofthepeoplesarttheatereentanddisgust.interrogatorsaid,“,thensequenceselyserio

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twusforyou.ifyouprovideinfortionthatisuseful,youakeantributiontotheeritpoint.trytoreereverythinghesaidtoyouandyourhusband,andputdoy.youshouldexposehinddenouinyouro.”

    “ifyoueritpointforyourself,denounilitarynfrohepeoplesarttheater.

    adetelyingtosuitthepolitiont.hoanypeoplesuccuedtosuchpressureididnotknoyresolvetospeakthetruth.

    beredofhuangzuolinslifeandviebeliefthattheentforands.afterafeatteranfrohepeoplesarttheaterdisappearedjustassuddenlyashehadappeared.

    later,afterreleasefrohedetentionhouse,ileaedthattherevolutionariesneversueerofthepradorbeoiseeroftheliushaoqieetingsa.huahaged,andhisbeautifuleanoldan.

    afterosdeathandthearrestofthegangoffourin1976,thepoliticalsituationgedina.bothhuangzuolinandhisated.

    ohestuglyaspeunistoneapaigns.thispraaionships.husbandsandeguardedtheirsofhunntaanhadtokeephisthoughtstohielf.ily.

    aterialagainstothers,thoseothersetibeingpressuredandurgedtoprovideinthequestioerrogatorasked.itepaniadebybrotherinbeijing.itillustratedonceagainhoarcatioandfi.

    adfanfareandaohaddea.itappearedinredprintintheneagazihpartyans,aorsoftheliberationardaily.ohaddeunistpartyagainstthekuontang.”

    afterthepublipaignintang.”daily,theas,hiddenkuontanglitarypersonnel,andsyathizersofthekuontangregiintaiahatitseedthatintang.theyearsofnistpropagandaagainstthefoventseedaosphereofextrenervousnesshadbeendeliberatelybersoftheproletariattobevigilantandtoongtheieighborsandfelloiesnotincarceratedinprisons.

    theeasnosurpriseto.perseeoutofanotherrouofficial.

    theinterrogatortoldtoreadthelatestdireaoassooeredtheinterrogationroondhadboetoreaditagaiheinterrogatorsaid,“intang.youareohe”

    ten.suddenlytheyouhehouted,“nfess”

    “to”iasked.

    “doendtobedi.nfessyourrelationshipintang”

    “ihaveionshipintang.”

    “youarealoyalsupporterofthekuontang.”

    “idoubtverytheirandariionalspokenlanguagebasedonthebeijingdialebeijingyinterr

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    “youarealoyalsupporterofthekuontang.itsuselesstodenyit.”

    “pleaseproveyouraccusations,”isaid.

    “ofurseesuberoftheproletariat.theyoungernlookedlikeastudent.

    “haveyoueverhadyourphotographtakeninfrontofakuontangflag”askedinterrogator.

    “ybeihave.iunistpartybassyinberra,australia.

    “hoeeryouplyery,”saidtheyoungnfroeijing.

    “itetohouseshouldhaveit.theytookallphotographs.”

    “yousthavedestroyedthephotograph.itsnotthere,”theoldernsaid.

    “intanggoventralia.”

    “areyoutalkingaboutthosedays”theinterrogatorsaidpatience.

    “arentyouaskingaboutthetiralia”

    “nonseerliberation.haveyouhadaphotographtakeninfrontofakuontangflagsinbeijingleanedfore.

    iintangflagsihenistpartycatopointangflaginaafterliberation”

    “neverndabouttheflag.justnfessintang”theinterrogatorasked.

    “ineverhadaphotographtakeninfrontofakuontangflagafterliberation,”istatedcategorically,degtoendthisabsurdionondforall.

    “noisstheopportunitytoealereatnt,”theoldernfroeijingsaid.

    “youhadbetterassuaseriousattitude.sooneelsehasalreadynfessed,soioexposeallkuontangsupporters.thereisnoesanfroeijing.

    “idontknonotasupporterofthekuontang.ifi.

    interrogatorethingtothetenandthensaidto,“youhadbetterretutoyouroatter.youhavebeenherelongenoughtok.youshouldkhingthatbeproved.”

    iyusthavesothingoneonesliinateihadalreadybeenaperialists.hissuddendiversion

    threedayslater,ieaheospherebe,butiind.

    duringthisti,toaddpressure,theguardsrefusedtogivethesulfadrugsoionofguinsbuttheliningofuthedthatiuldnolohefoodgivento.irequestedliquidrientintobodytokeepalive.gupletelypreoccupied.plybecausephysicalsufferinghadyselftokeepaclearheadinspiteofthepain.

    requestforliquidriyratioisorethanahalfntainerofgrayloredildguardeanintravenousinjeeedandiedbreadataltis.

    etoreadoslatestdireaohassaid”

    “ithinkido,”ianswered.

    “explain.”

    “ithihefieldofculture.”

    “thatsrrect.aboutthetinuations”

    “theculturalrevolutionisthentinuationoftheclassstruggletheproletarianclasshasbeencarryingonagainstthecapitalistclass.itsnotarugglethathasbeengoingon,”iexplained.

    “intang”

    “theunistpartyagainstthekuontang,hhasbeengoingonsince1927.”

    “yes,sinintangisoureeritsdefeatbyourar,itteontheislandoftaiano,thestruggleagainstthekuontangintangstbedestroyedtopleteourrevolution.

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twreatleaderisdeteroliberatetaienderlinisheysaidthetaiustberesolvednoilitaryleaderssuenderlin,intangbefore,ytoviintang.nointang.thatsustexposeallkuontangsyathizersinourdsttopreveionofafifthlufortheehedregsofthekuontangstbeisolatedand,”saidtheinterrogator.

    “yourhusbandintangoffianfroeijing.

    “notsenior,onlyddleranking.butinanyaiangtotaiedout.

    “yes,yes,nykuontangoffiintangtodosined.”

    “ylatehusbahadtobeapprovedbytheshanghai.surelythepartyhadalreadyexanedhise,”itoldthe

    “thatsnotenough.thenighthavebeenaineeverybodyonbehalfofthepartyerrogator.

    “asearlyasthedaysofthearulatedaethodstodealiesbeforeourarstartedanoffensiveagainstthekuontangforiesinprison,asassestoanfroeijiheilitaryesagainstthekuontangsencirtcaaigns,describedina1936essayentitled,“thestrategyofasrevolutionarywar.”

    “youshoulduandyouronistpartyandthekuontang.youareonthesideofthekuontangbyvirtueofyourfalybaanfroeijingsaid.

    “ifraidyouarequitenotinvolvedirugglebetintangapartyatall.iregretthatthenistpartyandthekuontanghadtofighteaongoodoftheuntry,”ideclared.

    “ang,”saidthestudent.

    “ifyouarenotasyathizerofthekuontang,if,asyousay,youarenotinvolvedirugglebetintangaparty,intangflag”askedtheinterrogator.

    “ihavenoideaplyisuanding,”isaidhsiy.

    “thinkbackto1962.happenedin1962”askedtheinterrogator.

    “idontknoyther.”

    “thatsright”deenfroeijing.“youhadbetternfessaheory.”

    “doyouanyouythersdeath”iaskedthencredulously.

    “yes,telltheory.nfesseverything,”saidtheinterrogator.

    iaboutthersdeath.

    “iythersneighbor,e.ytherunnsoniaanddiedofheartfailure.”

    “didyourbrothersetonanjingtoo”

    “yes,theycahtheirwives.”

    “otherdied”

    “beingtheeldest,iarrangedherfuneral.”

    “youindulgediition.thatsanotherproofyourearealreaan.

    “superstition”isthenistofficialsheyrefertoanykindiouspractice.

    “therbuddhist,sedforhertohaveabuddhistfuneral,”isaid.

    “yousthavedohingillegal.thebuddhisttelespaign,andthenksdispersed.yetyouogetseveralnksforyourthersfuneral,”saidtheinterrogator.

    “igotthenksaninchargeofthebuddhistresearstituteinnanjing.”

    “theyareonlyalliousservisoutheastasia,notforese.”

    “thenisaebeberedprolongediationanatthebuddhistresearonksbykingalargedonation,eonkstorecitethesutrasatthersfuneral.

    “yuiltyofrevivingsuperstitionatyourthersfuneral.yourbrothersandsistersinlaesofyoursistersiedstatesonyourtherstostone.youfailedtodraansaid.

    “sistersiedstatesarealsothersdaughters.itsaesoone.”

    “etery,yinterrogatorasked.allthreeoftheoedtobeeexcited.thetenfroeijie

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    “uedtoherhousetosortoutherthings.”

    “beforeyouretuedtoherhouse,wheredidyougo”

    “oherhousedirectly.”

    “didyounotgotothesunyatsenrialafteryourthersburial”askedtheoldernfroeijing.

    “no,ed.”

    “heyoungnsuddenlybahetable.

    “ytherhasnopoliticalsignifice.”

    “thefuneralofyourtherhasnopolitierialintangflaghadagreatdealofpolitie,in1962,thekuontangainland,”saidtheyoungn.

    theallegationenypoorhealthandiediet.throughouteaouth.alreadyiyself,eventhoughihadnoideahoedtheirabsurdsuspieinthefirstplace.

    “pleasebereasonable.firstofall,areyousurethereintangflagatthesunyatsenrialifthereintananjing,youingthereingyouarerreintanginainland,intangaplybeintangofficialsarenotfools.

    eextrelysuspiytives,sinainherein1949anddidnotfollototaiwan”

    “theyintang,”theyoungndeclared.

    “ifindeediintang,iyloyaltytotheyountradictyourselfinyourallegation.”

    boththenfroeijingshouted,“yousthatyoudidinfaerialinnanjing.”

    “pleaseaskbrothersandsistersinlaorialinnanjingatall.”

    “seetherightpathtotake,henfessedeverything.hesaiditorial.healsosaiditerathatdevelopedinshanghaiahipyofit.doyoustilldaretodenyit”theyoungnshouted.

    heartsank.itypoorbrothertokehiielikethatiuldigiheagohaveghbeforehesuccuedtotheirpressure.

    toetthisextrelyserioussituation,ienlistedthehelpofoslittleredbook.raisingitinhand,isaid,“reatleaderustbeeatehfulatati;ajoueystbeuakeati.ibegyoutoobeyhisteaerialinnanjingandseeforyourselves.thesunyatsenrialisnagedbyagoventinnanjingandvisitedbyfheresilyuldnthavebeenakuontangflagtheresonyyearsafterthekuontananjing.pleasegothereandseeforyourselves.ifyoushouldfindakuontangflag,thenebadpunish.itrunaway.”

    thetenfroeijingsilystaredataynoatterover.”

    perhaps,ithought,heatlastuoodthelogifentogotonanjingtoseefortheelves.ihopedtheyintangflagatthesunyatsenrial,theyanycalledagain.

    duringtheesoftheeoftheroloheirtripsortookroundaboutroutestoioshanghai,theyaatteroftheflagatthesunyatsenrialbeyinterrogationtookonlyaupleofhoursatthest.theyhadtherestofthedayfree.sinodatioheirplaaoistleaders.

    aloneinanlikehiusthavebeensubjeysenseofeevaporated.adeepfeelingofsadnessandpassionforthisunfortuookitsplaethatsorevolutionaries,overzealoustouhasnysyathizersofthekuontangaspossible,hadiedthestoryandplainbrothersndforhionfess.butbeforetheysuusthavereallydagedhisreasoningpoallybrotherherstupidnordisloyal.

    brotherhadiiststhenistpartyinvitedbaeriiversitiesheyoanalyz

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.tweandifortheisebetandtheliesheeaverysilentn,speakingverylittleandslingveryseldoitseedthatnotterhopletely,thepartyseandeyofanythisoffice.youaresubvertiyifyougooninglikethis.”

    paignstartedin1957,thepartyseuinister.heanygruelinghoursleetings,isolatedinhisoffionths,notalloe,aioinuouslybyathrongofpartyaakinghi“rightist,”inlybeabrokehisface,hishairtuedgray,andheacquire**rahenonlythirtyseven.

    realizingthatheybrotheraskedtobetransferredtoanotherjob.ahisfailuretobrandbrhtist,thepartyseybrothereprovehissoonth.butheenjoyedbeingathepartybureauentforvariousexperintstoirovehiss.thissituationoffehepartybossofthevillage.heurgedthenistryntradetosendbrotherelsewhere.

    atthetitheoistspaignandtheensuingaesofrealdiffiinistrytooktheunpreybrotherentofthefntradeinstituteasaprofessavehisneeseriousattentionhegaveeverythingelsehehaduaken.atthetioftheculturalrevolutionhehadalreadybeeareghorityonenglishlanguageteagandingtrainingclassesforyoungteachers.hehadalsopublishedbooksandarticlesonthesubject.

    later,afterreleasefrorison,itriedtogetintouyforrovisithinbeijing.ifoundhiletelyshatteredbytheadehiaythatorialtohaveourphotographtakeninfrontofakuontangflag.ididnottothinkibladhiorsuuchfortoolong.

    afterbeienttobedoingsothingallapartntingtotalktohiididnotindhiftheentiohesubjecthielf.

    hesaid,“youdidseographtoin1962,didntyou”

    “isentyouaphotographoftherthatihadenlargedat.“thatheonlyphotographisentyouin1962.”

    “plyaphotographoftherireeredreyou.therevolutionariesinsisteditorialinfrontofakuontangflag.theyseedverysureandeexaynd.finally,itseedtothattheydescribeddidhappen.”

    “no,”isaidangrily,“itdidnothappen.all.therevolutionariesiheyintangsothattheyuldpunishus.”

    helaidahandonarndsaidpersonalexperienprisonnt.”

    “notatall.ihaventleaedathing.ore,idonotiolea.”

    “youany.andithappeo.itoyoutoo.”

    “ie.”

    “iorrytohearyousaythat.deeplysorry.youllgethurt,badlyhurt,ifraid.”

    sisteriotheroohehattaxitotheairportybrother,ibling.i

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twdidnotknounderoreeffeiaxi,ituedtoybrother;hehadalreadygonein.isohoe.ihadnotbehavedlikehtheosurvivethehurrie.”

    iybraininrpusoftheariaasaheinstitutentradeinbeijing.ifoundthatheansufferingfrohyse,lookingagoodtenyearsolderthanhisage.butthetorretuedtohiseyesethatatlasthehadbeeatedasaprofessorofenoforoverthirtyyears,hetookadeepbreathandsighed.afteraaverysiberofyearstoplete.letshopethateesforanotherge,ibearoundtoseeit.”

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    akindoftorture

    aftertheepisodeinvolvingbrother,theinterrogatorntinuedyrelativesandfriends.thisseriesofinterrogationslastednearlysevennths,untiltheendof1969.theni.ionthpassed,andthenanother.hereed,ispoketotheguardandrequestedtoseetheinterrogator.

    “doyoutosaytotheinterrogator”

    “iycase.”

    “heblestheterial.thegovehedecisionaboutyourcase.”

    “entgoingtodothativebeenheresuealready.iotedicalattention,”isaid.

    “youareallright.edieandspecialfood.”

    “iotallright.nditiosoreherrhagesreykidney.ihaveonlyonekidney,youknoyoperation,thedouchsulfa.”

    theguarddidnotspeakforant.thenshesaid,“thedifficultyaboutyourcaseisreallyyouroostayherebecauseyounfess.”

    “ihaventdohingisupposedtoheinterrogatorhasexaaentderaisevoice.buttheguardrelyclosedthealkedaway.

    durifeonthsandthenysessionsofinterrogation,ihadfordadistinined,ienttokethedeadeseobeunistparty.ydisappointnthavebeensogreat.asitoreneweddespair.

    theseryoflifeintheagination.lookingbaonthsofheavysnos,intenseld,andnstantphysicalpain,irvelthatiuldhavelivedthroughitall.

    onedayethingthatdidnotlather.theguardtoldthatsoaponth.issiontobuyalittlerebeorefrequently,theguardbeoyedandshouted,“anyplacesthepeopleareonlyalloily.”

    thetoiletpaperdeofproeatoftenappearedyriedtoaffecttheguardsaslostagooddealofilitantguardsiccrisisthatinvariablyfolloicalupheaval.

    theneeagerrationsandruralpartyseuogoventpuresofhardship,thereptionoffoodandotherdities.hoofthe“ilitaryskillaaryleaders,forrdefeerpengdehuaiandforredostiortantfaovedfroffipaighattheirvieilitaryleadership.

    prolongedhardshipandprivationyntalpoyiigationproduadeepfeelingofdespondenotbeingabletokeepbecauseofinsuffitsoapandtoiletpape

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    inearlyspring,iagainbeelyhard,thelderadelifeeasiertoendure.ifeltihadsohoysteriouslybroughtbathebrinkofdeath.elyreneyown.

    sinationofpartyseunieaos“rreesientlystatefaeenanxioustosaytherightthingbutevenreanxiousnottosayitinanyightbringselves.

    ihadfirstinklingofanotherroundofpoeersofthestandihepolitburo.ssingeof,entioninghisna,selfa“hulehesuddenossionofapronsnaostaleantheofa“fakerxist”seedtotopointtosoonereno.bodaan.

    ientbecausebodawas

    knoe

    ialsecretary.infact,itanyessays

    purportedlythepenofboda.

    thoughhedidhelilightlikeotherradicalleaderssuchasjiangqingor

    linbiao,theallelitegroupof

    rxisttheoristsoreliedupon.

    afterreleasefroheno.1detentionhouseagooddeallater,iquestionedseveralfriendsandaitteeheldatlushanattheendofaugust1970,theantissueanoftheinatedlinbiaoasthenean.alreadyalardbytherapidexpansionoflinbiaospoonthsearlier,oanofthepeoplesrepublianofthestandihepeoplesngress.ieddebate,odenounovedesigoreestablishpreculturalrevolutionnditions.

    anothersubjeitteeetingediaries,thedesireforarapproaothatiftheuatesuldbeinduintanggoventintainistunistoveforarapprotainene.

    butallinforntsagreedthatthedoilitaryn,bered.thiseventuallyledtolinbiaosusprovedthatthesendplenarysessionofthenintharkedadrastiinisterzhouenlai.

    in1970,yportant,andiightthroelightouation.iuofthatyear,theneeriaohadoftenstoodthereivisitorstounistpartyandozedong.hisbookredstaroverizetheerithebalnyofthegateofheavenlypeaasnationaldayenandencarryinghisportraits,shoutinghisslogans,andtinghisquotations.

    sooionalday,thehadatoestabli

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twshfulldiplotiutualbe,aientontaiategoventofa.

    ithoughtoethingtotheuates.ibelievedhisssageentofdiplotiilararraequietlyexunistaghtveclosertotheedtoogoodtobetrue.

    thenortheitdidnotdaenspirits.forthefirsttisihiobehappeningintherightdire.en.

    aents.ithoughtihadrealineofsufferingandthingsoveagain.iwaswrong.

    oeooninjanuary1971,iheinterrogationrootheeahardshove,sothatistaggeredintotherooatherun.assooered,theye.

    “youaretherunningdogoftheierialists,”saidone.“youareadirtyexploiterofs,”shoutedanother.“youareaunterrevolutionary,”yelledathird.

    theirvoiiliarduriainbalanyaleguardsuddenlygrabbedthelapelsofpaddedjaine,andiuldseehiseyesglisteninginationandgaveahardpush.istaggeredbae,theuardsntioshoutat.ibeyearsyheadybodybling.suddenlystoyuthgotontheguardshandsaotheprisonerschair,theguardsh.

    heartpoundedasifitpoutofthroat.breathyequilibriuyeyes.suddenlyastingingbloyaleguardshouted,“areyougoingtonfess”

    anothersharpbloyothercheekasseveralvoicesjoioshout,“areyougoingtonfess”

    ireihe.thatyonlyyself.

    soonegrabbedhairfroehindandjerkedheadup.istaringatexpeindsilybeethattheseguardsatthedetentionhouseebetterafteredayandnightforsonyyears.ikneerelyeoneelsesorders.

    ohefeleguardsilitantyoungaroubleforonnypreviousoent”

    yartslap,tookar,anddrapedtheroundtheba.

    “thesehandorroforayear.ifyounevernfess,youtrave,”saidthelitantfeleguard.

    “thinkaboutitthinkaboutthesituationyouarein”aleguardshouted.

    “ifyoudecidetonfessnoaleguardsaid.

    “aboutitareyoureadytonfessjustsayyes,andaleguardsaid.

    “speakspeak”severalofthehouted.

    ilookedatthellandsaidinafeeblevoice,“ivedohinghingtonfess.”

    “louderlouderspeaklouder”theyyelled.

    thoughispokeinaloiherooadheardeobelisteningoutsideintherridor.theyyansallearound.

    ipulledselftogetherinake.ihavenothingtonfess.”

    iheardthesllentorseout,perhapstokesurethepersonoutsidehadtitogetoutofsight.ilitantfeleguardafeys.

    theblizzardthedarkenedsky,arongeovereppedoutofthein

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    小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twterrogationbuilding.theguardsaid,“folloe”

    hedidotheensprisonbutledinanotherdireallbuildingiheprisonpound.alldoorandsaid,“getin”

    therooose.standingoutside,heasked,“areyougoingtonfess”reply,heshelodaway.

    istoodjustihedoorintotaldarkryingtokeoutynostrils.graduallyirealizedthatthetinyroonyeyesbeethingsoftdroppedonforehead.iontofpaniyjaanyihought.itsthavebeenabtheceiling.

    heartellintherooibreathedinandoutdeeplyandslodoyheartbeat.itedfoodleftbypreviousprisoners.iyheadondrayeyestorest.theoionforbeingloycell.

    thehandyfingers.iheyuaschasthehandcuffsallowed.

    “areyougoingtonfess”

    thesuddensoundofavoicestartled.hadtheguardbeenoutsidealltheeintothebuildingho

    therebutreinedyheadrestingoriedtotakendoffthepresentbyrecalliifulsesandpleasantexperiehepast.butit.theuglyrealityoorealandoverp.

    uardsethesaquestion.ilistenedfortheirfootsteps.sobedtotheieofpressure.sooftheingeredforantafteraskingtheirquestion;othersdidnotyansostiediately.

    apartfroheguards,thereusthavebeenthesoleoctofthatbuildingonthatday.ifthereoanlongago.

    ididnotkno,ieisolation,tiassudadifferentaningorhadnoaningatall.ionlykneylegsfeltstiffandheadaovingaslongastheguardsntioe.ylegs.araybayhaveryhot.itriedtogetsoreliefbyvingshouldersupanddown.

    afterstandingforayheadonknees,irested.perhapsihadsnaturingprayers.theniyneoveaslittleaspossible,butipelledselftodothesileexerentsduringthenightyselfgettingtense.breathingbeyselffroettingintoapaniuchaspossibleinthatnfinedspadiagain.

    thebestetosnapoutoffearethingpositive.eventhesileaovingbodyarounddefeelbetteriediately.ifihadjustsattherefeeliouseit.

    thenightdraggedonveryslooreifeltthatientboxdeepunderground.handsbeysolepreoe,ghtientlypaign,hepliptlybysuaopoints,thereisufferedrethanportant.ifhandsrippled,hoouldibe

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    ipressedfingersintu.atleasttheyb.butiuldtelltheyainnaberedreadinginanartientididothinkofthethreattolife,onlythethreattohands.agetothetseedtotheslyaroundilitantfeleguardputherhandsaroundthe,shekhadleftthestheyyhands,sotheyhadprobablynotbeeninstruildguardghtbepersuadedtoloosele.ideoingandrequestthatthehandcuffsbeloosened.

    ingthroughtheoutsidedoorandsahethinlineoflightappearagainaroundthecelldoor,istoodup.

    “areyougoingtonfesshaveyouthoughtoverthetter”italeguard.

    “iont,”isaid.

    “goodso,youhavedecidedtolast.”

    “no,no,itsnotaboutnfession.itsabouthands.”

    “aboutyourhands”

    “theyarebadlysabit”iasked.

    “youarefeelingunfortablenosgoodyounfessifyouhehandcuffsakenoff.”

    “abitnow”

    “youjustnfessliketheotherprisonersyouhavebroughtthisonyourself.itsnotthefaultofthehandcuffs.”

    “pleaselookathands.theyarebadlyswollen.”

    “itdoanythingaboutthat.ifyoudecidetonfess,ihisdoorandtakeyouout.thatsallido,”theguardsaid.

    “uldyoutoyoursuperiorthathandsareverybadlyswollen”

    “no.ifyoudecidetonfess,iakeyouout.”

    itseeduselesstogoon.isatdohewoodenbain.

    “areyougoingtonfess”heaskedonontlongerbefoingaway.

    thefathathissuperioretonfess.ideyhands.

    “ehere”thevoialeguardsaid.

    istoodup.ibythedoor.shehadtuedupratherquickly,ithought.

    “iveetogiveyousoadvialvoice,asifshean.youdotheintelligentthingandnfessubbo”

    ididntsayanything.

    “youareportanttoeverybody,butespeciallytoanintellectualustbehurt.youdothateasilybyjustagreeingtonfess.”

    istilldidnotsayanything.

    “youkit.theyethingtobetrifledh,youknow.”

    intiorei.

    shee.thenshesaid,“hinkcarefullyaboutsorryforyou.thinkaboutisaid.”

    entthattheyightindeedsuyhands.isaidtoself,“illfetabouthands.ifihavetobeanurageandresouretinspiredetobeerenyhandsafterthisordeal.

    thefeleguardleen.butijustntitingontheboardyheadonkneesingfuardstogoaway.

    thedayseedinterientlyiove.atlastthedooralevoicecalled,“eout”

    theiyhead,aasurgeoflifetosupportebaeinterrogationroohedaybefore.

    thelitantfeleguardandtheyoungleguardesatintheplaandboaleguardtoldtorery.

    “first,donotfearhardship.send,donotfeardeath,”isaid.itaothatstances,certainlyappropriate.

    “thatquotationisnotforthelikesofyouchair

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    buttheyletitpass.theydidnotasktoreciteanotherquotation,althoughihadoneabouttenthousanddifficultiestostriveforfinalvictoryreadyto

    reciteiftheygavetheopportunitytodoso.

    “areyouthinkingaboutnoaleguard.

    “nothingverych,”ianswered.

    “doendtobenonchalant.youareyourhands.youhehandcuffstobeloosened,”hesaid.

    ididnotsayanything.

    “youshouldthinkaboutisinthefirstplace.itisentirelyyourofortable,youshouldthink.theybetakenoffifyoudecidetonfess.itsuptoyouentirely,”hesaid.

    “areyougoingtonfess”askedthefeleguard.

    ubboandstupidasyou”

    “haveyoulostallreasonhaveyoulosttheelystupid.youarelikeanegghittingaroaleguard.

    ayearortandtakenpleasurefrot.noooillandtootired.inolongercared.

    theylookedateayshoulderatthesllheprisonerschair.theoodup.

    “takeherouttakeheroutlethergotoseegodaleguardshouted.

    itghtseeurprisingthataguardinanistprisonshouldhavespokenofgod,buteanstounistparty,ohaddeyratherthanannihilation.thenheadded,“ifsostillakenodifferenark,“togotoseegodanrefusingtogehisndoracceptthepointofvieheparty.

    aguardflungthedooropen.althoughifeltdizzy,ideanefforttooutoftherootheiebayusedbythefeleguards,isatheirentboxiherbuildingforalsttyfourhours.

    theguardunloycellandsaidto,“inhere.”

    ugontheedgeofthetableug,revedthelidbygrippingtheknobontopofityteeth,andplaugyteeth,graduallyloybodytoasquattingposition,andtippedtheyuth.bythisthod,isuenttoilet,stoodybaovedthelidyirisonedhands.istrainedhandstounzipslayhandstoonesidetounfastenthezipperdethehandcuffscutseverelyintoflesh.itwasverypainful.

    isatdoedtogetprogressivelylder.butthefaliarthekitallanhoughiished,ihadtorefuseit,forisilydidnotknoyhandstightlytiedbehindback.

    nooneeifietothepeepholetolookintotheetocellasifnothingunusualhadhappenedandsaid,“gotosleep”

    ybaoverit.ita.thenilaydoybody.itelyunfortable;arystopossibleonthehardybodyybreasts.afterlyinglikethisforalittleyselfingtheseaybaesleepsittingup.isataybackleaningooiletpaperveredyeyes,hopingtodozeoff.

    itelt.iheylegsab.isilyhadtogetupfroitotiandylis.theyhandsdoyfingersedtogettighterandtighter,andhaobeoiredsoeasilythatafterere.perhapsinagedalittlesleepfroitotiyfeetup,butthelongnightiseryandsuffering.

    hoetoanend,aseverythingido,notterhoaheguardcallingoutsideeachcell,“getupgetup”

    soonaftergirlpushedthespoutofthealleldywashbasin,s

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    uheyteeth,butetystochprotestedsofgrippingpainthatrefusedtobeassuagedbyyhandsthatiantstateofrestlessagitation.

    ohirdday,thepaininabdonraculouslystopped.butifeltveryedtogroerandfainter.

    thatnight,iagainsatonthebed,leaningagainsttheyhandscrossedtoholdthehandcuffsyfingersinanefforttoreducetheir.

    aftertheprisonershadsettleddoallostaeover”

    ietonfess.butshehadspokensoftly,alststealthily,asifshedidnotothersinthebuildingtohearher.

    ovedtothesllhefaceofoheolder

    guardsthere.sheyfalterihroughtheopening.

    frohebeginningofirisonntihadfoundthisguardthesthufirstsheattraereteruralareasofunisttroopsastheyseapartyer.iobservedthatsheatteroffatoenjoyshoutingattheprisonersastheuardsdid.orerie.sihato.

    “eals”sheasked.

    ithought,“asillyquestiosheknothehandcuffson”

    “theyovethehandcuffssilybecauseyouaryprocedureforprisonersheircasesareclarified,”sheadded.

    “idontknoyhands,”isaid.

    “itsnotiossible.thinkhard.thereisaway.youhaveaspoon.”

    shesoundedsyathetiytightlyirisonedhaing.i.theyoccupiedndtotheexclusionofallelse.

    “handsaresentedbe.uldyoupleaseloosenthehandcuffsalittlebit”iaskedher.

    “ihaventgotthekeytouhingtorroefoodinsideyou,”shesaid.

    agustofldtheotherendoftherridorindicatedthatthedoorofthebuildingherguardhadjustentered.sheslidtheshutterquietlyintopladaway.

    iretuedtothebedandsattherethinking.theguardeyndghtgetsohatightsignsothingyhandstheguardsaidthereetothinkhard.shealsontiohatihadaspoorayedtoyynd,andidecidedtotryiteagain.

    theguardhadsaidthatthekeytounloeyhandsdoyshouldersoutoftheirsockets.aorollupthequilt.thenipushedtherolledquilttotheyhandsoquilt.theed,aasurgeofrelief.

    tohavedeplansandthoughtofsoediffiedtopassrequickly.

    atdaybreak,ylegs.itriedtoholdthehahingstiyskinandyflesh.ishudderedyhands,forirealizediopreventdisaster.

    thekitethealunutainerofriallybayhands.itookittothetable.ybaentofhands,thehaoeyes.ihadtorestandtakeadeepbreath.heless,ipersistedineffetthericeoutofthentaiingquiteabitout,ituedarouoverthetoetheri

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    irepeatedthisseveraltis.etollediatelyopenthesllanditbayfearofinfeallysheplybecauseihaddecidedtostayalive.carryonanylongerandhadgotnearlyhalfoftheritothetoeandpusheditthroughtoherywoundedhands.

    ieoon,eagain,ifoundthattheanfrohekite.ihadonlytotipthentainerandstofthericefelloutontothetoable.

    beingabletonsufoodseedtohaveinfuriatedtheoists,fuardsalle.theyiohee.buttheyntietonfess.althoughtheriakefeelstronger,iereasoniuldnotexplain,thehandyshoesbeoff.fortuheyasslippers.uldnotbeareventhereduelargerandrenurousasthehandoreskinonoredeeplyintotheer,oripainovehandsgera.

    onedayallyirisonedhandsholdireledsochthathalfoftheypaddedjacketandslacks.

    “yourhandsareverybad.thehigherupsdontknoanfrohekithroughtheopeningbeforehastilyclositer.

    thoughthee.iteoriphielfnaked.froryforofightbaallike.foranother,ididnotightbeinterpretedasaskingforryehehebelievedsufferiogiveafalsenfessiontosaveself.thebestanfrohekit.

    severalredayspassed.thehandynervoussysteigotddledperiodiberedhoanydaysagoianacled.lifeusttrudgealongasbestiuld.

    duringntsofluyndbydoingsilearithtie.

    afterseveralredays,ibeyuthootididnotknoanfrohekitostofthetiie.afterdriftinginandoutofi,ipassedoutaltogether.

    yeyesagain,ifoundselflyingoyfloor.

    “getupgetup”ansvoicee.“youarefeignihyoubealloogetahit.”

    aryback,buttheyogetherbythehandcuffs.

    “getupgetup”afelevoicejoinedin.

    ipulledselftogetherandlookeduptofiantfeleguardandtheyouandiherepulsive,asshegingerlybythehjusttwofingers.

    “dontthinkan.

    thefeleguardgaveprostrateforhardki.

    ireihefloor,tooexhaustedtove.althoughthehandyeyesagain.handplate.afterant,isatupandlookedatbothhands.theyoussize.thesyelboyyflesh,bloodandpusntiooozeoutoftheb.itriedtocurlupfingersbutuldnotbecausetheyerevert

    ...

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    afterayfeetuldnotsupportbody.asiaohaulselfuptoit.theyfeetynuandsyfeetoussize.undereaeoftheblistershadbrokenandthepushaddried,gluioeoftheblistershadnotbroken.obviouslyierilesharpinstruiseptiediatelybeoveaboutinthecell,thesooneripracticedysovedoforyovedtheotherfootaupleofinches.eventuallyiarrivedatthedoor.leaningagainstitforsupport,icalledtheguardonduty.

    “report”voiostiediatelytheshutteronthesllethroughthepeepholeallthetiyknowledge.

    “doyou”

    “yiseethedoctor,please.”

    “for”

    “edieandbandages,”iexplained.

    “thedoentheprisonerhasbeenpunished,”declaredtheguard.

    “inthatesodisiorreforthe.

    “no,notallowed.”

    “theaybeeied.”

    “thatsyourbusiness.”

    “yijusthavearollofbaiethewoundsup”

    iliftedsys,

    butshetuedherheadtheother.

    “yihavesobandages”iaskedheragain.

    “no.”

    igotangry.“so,youdonotpraanitarianisnaosteag,”isaid.

    “revolutionaryhunitarianissnotforyou,”shesaid.

    “no,itsnotforbeyofthenistparty.andihaventdohingagainstthepeoplesgovent.revolutionaryhunitarianisunistpartygavetheedianosbooks,”isaidsarcastically.

    “lookatyouasarguntativeanduantasyouthehandonlongenough.ifyueanyre,iaoingtoputthenyouagain.”andreihere.ikneysagain.itbluff.shekoo.

    itseedthereyselftodealyeug.iheardtheanfrohekiteagenerousportion,fillingthelargegalstthreequartersfull.ipouredthisyyfeetinthesabloodstainedyskiithoughtitreiortanttothewounds.

    yfeet,ianyyears,agerstooredepletedbeindforanidea,isaoingi.itlookeddry.ityarotakeitofftheydisy,ifoundiuldnotrearefusedtoberaisedhigherthanthelevelofshoulders.isupposedthataftersusbyexeront,atanyrate,iysunvered.

    thelaborreforirlyhair.sinyhead,iusedlefthandtoholduptheelbhtaryheadbentfedtosothouthair.iuyselfaspohandgeunderclothes.buti.inanycase,ioreer.

    theanfrohekitealthroughtheopening.thealunutaineryg,idisveredtofthentainer.

    toforestall,iaure,anypossibilityofthankingherfortheeggs,theandidnotopentheollectthentainerasbutshoutedthroughthedoorasifshehentainerovertotheguardonnightdutystandhereallnightingforyou”

    isatdoouthfulise.yar.iostanxiousthatishouldbeabletoreachthepilloake

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    exercise.

    theguardonnightdutyallethedaysainer.ilookedatthedateontheneaelltheprisotobed.

    thiseinelevendaysthatihadtheealongtitodropoff.sohoynervoussysteatteronfortable.theedunbearable.siandarinsuchapossible.

    toputthosespeetisadditionalightbenaorale.beforeoprisonnt,vieaboutsuent,ibeeoftheirexperieohaveabolishedallforoftorture,theoffient”or“persuasion.”

    ittooknynthsofintenseefforttobeabletoraisearabovehead;itstraightabove.thealofthehandyfleshalsttothebouglysaozedongandhisrevolutiohesyhandsandfingerssubsidedeventually,butthebayhandshadionforrethahatentallypriyhahanthirteenyears,handsa,ihavetoyhandsalittletooetisifindrighthandsuddenlygoinglianduseless,uogripanything.righthandsustainedagreaterdegreeofdagethahand,inlybeyslayslayslaunistregiyoldwayoflife.

    sooffriendsexclaid,“ainreasoniyordealyfightingspirit.

    ontheyfeetfaredbetter.thoughtheyreinedsadage.earoundagain,ioborrooopentheblistersahefluidout.afterthat,iohobblealongslohoutexcruciatingpainuntiltheblistersgraduallyhealed.

    theingafterithehandcuffs,theguardcalledtheprisonersforoutdoorexercise.itothedoortoforhersothatiuldasktobeexcused.

    “yibeexyfeetaresintoshoes,”isaidheshutter.

    shelookedatfeetthroughtheopeningandsahatihshoeshthebackspresseddown.

    “yougooutjustasyouare,”sheanswered.

    “ifraiditetoe”irequestedagain.

    “no,youustgo.”

    sheunlockedthedoorandstoodtheree.eachstepitookbled,andiwasveryslow.

    “please,yistayintoday”iaskedagainaftergoingayardorso.

    “no,youhavetogotoday,”shesaid.

    eanustigotodayycelldoout.

    suddenly,thelitantfeleguardranintotheurtyard.“foryouallday”sheshouted.

    intioshufflealong,tryingveryhardtobearthepainandeahardpushiatiently.illapsedontothepath.theuardpulledup.

    “youareaghurryuphurryuptyouerer”sheyelledandthendashedoffinthedireoftheexerciseyards.

    “ite,”isaidtotheuard.

    “nevernd.dothebestyou.”sheseedchrereasonable.

    finallyireayusualplacefrodtobeclosed.alltheguards.assoonasthedooroftheexerciseyardyfeet,ainthereuntiltheexerciseperiodwasover.

    “startilitantfeleguardoforbove.

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    “areyoudoiartalledagain.

    “iyvoitopunish.italstseedthatoderatedhertoneofvoiceiddleoftheexerciseyard.”

    ihobbledtotheddleoftheyardandstoodfagher.

    “tuaroundfacetheotherway”

    eone,probablythesoanuldbeihepavilion.ithadglassysandhandseasily.isupposedhehadeinpersontoverifythedagedohehandyndition.that,ideyybodyslightlysothatiuldseetheentrantheerofeye.afteralittleeninkhakilitarytopatsorethaes,iyyetoer.

    thesaguardpae.hedoorofthecell,ishoyoreveredhbloodandpus.

    “pleaselookattheseuptopreventiakedoakebandages”iaskedher.

    houtae.

    thepilloetothedetentionhouse.sofbandages.

    theprisonein.itseedtheyhadstoppedtheoutdoorexerehestateihadnotbeenaroutidoorexerciseatall.

    ediately.intheldanddaplyhadtofindaorequiyge.thatetoinatooisture,theyoing.inthisnner,ightogethebahreetisduriyfourhours.

    ug.itpleasedtoseesteangfrohedacloth,uedlighterinlorasitdried.

    forthefeonthsidevotedpressionthatthereilitarynatureandnyartiedthatlinbiaosionedlessfrequently,ierzhouenlaiseedtohavebeereprohanhehadbeenforyears.

    beypoorphysieti,oldtroubleofinfladguandherrhagespersisted.itasedtoseetheyoureatntfortheseys.

    toaddinsulttoinjury,severaloftheguardsineensprison.thoughstoftheadenont,afeilitantoistguardstoldideservedthepunishnt.

    ididnotexpeysilelifeseedtohavebeensuredb.ithoughtprobablytheoistseupeotherent.butididnottrytoanticipateightbe.

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    release

    ynurousphysisaheoistsin1971,springandsuerportaoftheyear,thenationaldayofthepeoplesrepublifa,nonoctoberfirst.itenteversisiion.everyonereceivedextrafoodrations,ergoodsieownedshops.

    thejorevent,aheauthorities,s,figures,andpiientbyshoutingslogansspeunistpartypropagantfortheounicipalofficialsineachlocality.

    inbeijingtheparadewashe

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    thespeenandenraospoph.itsthavebeenanintoxiaheadfaasthereperors.theslingphotographofosplashedonthefrontpagesofasantoccasion.

    everybodyiionanything,ie,isaentionofanyactivitiesbyleadingofficialsoranyspecialevents.allwindow.

    “handoveryourbookofquotations”shedended.

    itseedsuontithoughtihadientlydohingtodagethebookandshee.hastilyipiandthebookfrothercells.thenikneallprisoners.

    shedidnotgivethebookbaetogotobed.iexaotrytofindoutainthefirstplayforitsseliteratesoldierstouseinstudyingozedongthought,ontheordersoflinbiaoafterhebecadefeer.

    theprefaarxistofourti,andsuysoldierstostudythequotationsofontaihebookandapplytheotheirdailytaskssothattheyuld“blendozedongthoughtintotheirbloodstreaandbeesoldiersanosbooks,obeyanosgoodfighters.”

    thereanypeoplefounditearrassingtohavetorizeandreovaloftheprefaallitsrerdsthenaandtheprisonersandtodeal.realizationthatlinbiaoghtbeindisgraceyhand,lostinthought.

    “ihevoiceoftheguardsaidoutsidethedoor.

    notpressionthatiuchsleepthatnight.

    afeypyofthebookofquotations,theeone“sleepingbyourbedside.”iooaeantsooneveryeexpressionhadbeenusedforliushaoqipliedthatodidnotknoyill.otherartianohadtrusted,ilitaryesduriang.theyself,iliareididntknoandozedong.aninilitaryntrolofthepubliptionotivatingforcebehindoilitaryrepresentativeoflinbiaoinshanghai,thenihadgoodreasontohopethatthedoe.oherhand,iyselftontis.ithoughtitaturetorejoice,forihadnoideacreatedbylinbiaosdoheradicalsheadedbyjiangqingorbytheoldguardheadedbyzhouenlai.

    onenightlateinoeofhisspeetthatpresidentnixonportaheerica,hertoadoptedapolicyofhostilitytohepeoplesrepublic,hepointofrealiz

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    “ingvisitofnixon,theheadofthestroao,afterbeingpurifiedandstrengthehegreatproletarianostreay.theforthingvisitofthepresidentoftheuatesisagreatvieheisonthedeeisincreasinginvigorandinflueheworld.

    “atfirst,e,nyofourradesthoughteanperialisgainstvietnaexploitationoftheagnanius.hesaid,lethi.letsreceivehitspaststakesandsincerelyeit.anaceifheisholyrepentant.reatleaderissoonthsradesabouttheoseethatbyacceptingnixonsvisit,ent.nixonsvisitisagreatvictoryforus

    “inthisnneberoionhouse.nyofyouareherepreeriintanghadhroyinkorea,iftheuatesar,arongerasaresultofthegreatproletarianculturalrevolutioreatleader”

    thespeeeinterpretationne,andresidentstteeetingto“prepare”thepeoplefortheforthingvisitandtousetheopressionthatozedongostiortantleaderintheworld.

    inistparty.atleast,ithought,zhouenlaispositiooe.perhapsthederateforthepartyleadershipyoightbeapproag.hoexperieeverythinginadevelopedsloajorsonths,ifnotyears,tobefeltatthebaseleveleassociatezhangqiaohechiefpartysecretaryhere.

    afterlivingforsonyyearsequietlyexentinjanuary1967.ithoughttheyensifiedpolitidoationaboutthedownfalloflinbiao.

    ,leavingpatypastrequestsfhtnforthadifferentresponse.

    “report”icalledatthedoor.

    “doyouycell,aterushedopen.

    ihelds.pleaselookatthis.itsfullofholes.ialsoneedapaddedjayclothes.youclothesfortheer.”

    “hoanyyearsaltogether”

    “thishere.iebytheredguardsanyyears,”isaid.

    noroflightattheendofthedarktunneliosurvivetothedayrghtguideoutintodaylight.probablyvoiedtoannoyher.sheclosedtheshutterandwalkedaway.

    undauntedbyherldindifferensaidiatiently,“allrightallrightyouneedclothing.already.yourrequestisbeingnsidered.”

    aore.

    “report”icalled.

    “doyou”aguardaskedthroughthecloseddoor.

    “yiseetheinterrogator”

    “for”

    “iclothes.”

    “haventyougotclothesalready”theguardopeheshutter,andisaaoeatanacled.ihadnots

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    “eintothe.ioafraidightgetillagainthiseclothes,”isaid.

    sheunloein,andexanedclothesandthequilt.thenshesaid,“illreporttotheauthorities.oborroeprisonclothesfoow”

    thethoughtofeighthavebugs,butalsobeydignityandindependence.

    “no,thankyou.idonotissiontobuyneyoohatis.”

    sheappearedtobethinkiheproblesoiadded,“neyyho.oheirteaethegoventoneyforifithadnotefroxploitation.ihavenosharesinanyfaoneybenfiscated.”

    “illreporttotheauthorities,”sheprosed.

    afe.theuardilitantfeleguarde.shealeguards,inild.thesightofthelitantfeleguardentfor.hadtheneanincharge,yrequestpatheticears

    afterihadbothetilatedbookofquotations,isatdoyrequest.ial,alstkindtoneofvoiceisthisrequestofyoursabouterclotheshaventyougoterclothesalready”

    “theyareypoint,ipulledoffbluettonjayartoshohefrayedcuffs.

    “allrightallrightputonyourjacket,”shesaid.

    “thegoventisholdingassets.iissiontousesoofooobuysophasisontheyooney.”

    “entisholdingyourney”sheasked.“haveyouareceipt”

    “theredguardstooktheneyyhouse.theydidntgiveareceipt.”

    “youstheotherevolutionaryatakenbytheredguards.theyingreatleadersinstrutoridsocialistaofthefouroldsandtodealhtheexploitingclass,”shesaid.

    “iotaeroftheexploiting,onlythosetheirstothepeasantsareersoftheexploitingysalary,yfalyiance,e.

    “didtheteaentoney”

    “no,theyrelysaidtheneyano.”

    “exaankesadecision,”shesaid.

    “ialsohaveafnexgeaththebankofa,”isaid.

    “fnexgeatsarefrozentoo.”

    “allright,theborroybankinhongkongaheosendsoney.”

    “thatnicateighte”

    “beforepostier,youurallyreadihaveten.”

    “youghtsendadedssageoutoftheuntry.thateanosbooksreallydiligently.”

    iissedandledbaaleguardhadspokeninanorlvoipathetieers“stalyandannsotions.butshouldhefallintodisgraedtointaintheirpositionsthrougheverytetheexalefortheyounggeionofulate.theresultentalgeinthebasicvaluesofesesociety.

    ayybedandu.togreatastonishnt,ifoundinthebuhepaddedjaihepaddedjacketofnavyblueateriallinedaroonsilk.itugblinghandsandfounditainedfaintlybrohadnotbeee

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    heartthuedfasterandfasterasiexanedeaessageofdisaster.hatefulthoughtheideaethingterriblehadhappeodaughteotlongafteriainedunusedaougshehadusedfortea.legslythatihadtositdokly.

    theno.1detentionhousealloiliesofioseiprisonntasilisteheguardse.atfirstiydaughteeversentanything.lateribelievedthatbeunistyouthleague,shehadbeenpelledtorenounyonthlyparcels,iingtotheprisongateandliningupforhourstohandoveraparoyheart,iknehereasonihadneverreceivedanyparcelshatshehaddied.

    “report”irushedtothedoor,hopingtofindoutthetruthfroheguard.

    “doyouethroughtheopening.

    “thesethingsyouhavejustgiventotheyaredaughtersclothesandquilt,”isaid.

    “yes,”ansheguard.

    “ydaughter”

    “nothinghashappeoher,”shereplied.

    ibentdoall.

    “theclotheslookasnedurifewyears”

    “honehes.shesheshehasherohes,tshe”

    “doyouahatyouknoydaughterisaliveandont”ihopedsochforreassurance.

    “ihaventseenher,ifthatsean.”

    “butyoudoknoyou”

    “herheshutterandwalkedaway.

    adeoversuspiinedeverythingagainofherereandrenvinindthatpreventedfroeaningless.deatheoneasyoungahyassheyselfsheinspiteofisaw.

    butiuldnotexplaintheunusuallookofherthingsspreadoutinfrontofeyes.theyseedtosaytihadsuddenlystoodstillnotlongafteririsonnt.thenavybluejaeshehadoretha.ndagioindicatesheeintohead.itothewindowagain.

    “report”icalled.

    nooiheardtheguardstalkingintheirroottheotherendoftherridor.etotelltogotobed,itriedtotalktoher.butshedidnotenearadistanceherotobed.

    iereandreanxious.thefirstthiing,icalledtheguardagain.

    “report”

    noanseguardtoeonduty.e,icalledagai”

    shecaquiteprotly.“doyou”

    “thesethingsofdaughterstheguardbroughtyesterdaykeveryuneasy.itohaveusedthetheredguardslefteachofusonlyonepaddedjacket.sheydaughterisaliveandeafeing.”

    “prisonersiionhousearenotallonicateilies,”shesaid.

    “perhapssheuldjustanooroneofe,”ipleaded.

    “no,thatsnotallonicateilies,”shesaidfiry.

    “butihavebeenheresuealready,”isaid.

    “thatkesnodifference.”

    irepeatedrequesttuardeondutydurifeoreandrenvinbarrassedyrequesttoseedaughtershaavertedtheireyesorsilylookedatthefloor.

    ndoilainanguish.ilooknoontiontibelievedihadbeeoversensitiveandtoopessistiprisonnt.

    afterafeesiore,.ias.

    throughouttheyearsofirisonnt,ihadtuedtogodoftenahispresenontsoftransynorllife.beliefiitetriuhoftruthandgoodnesshadbeeored,andihadrehesethedarkesthoursoflifeandbroughtsafelythroughprivatioi,sufferinghadstrengthenedfaithandderealizethatgodetoetohi

    uhechfuleyesoftheguards,iuldnotprayopenlyi

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twi.theonlyyprayersyheadoveravoluofozedongsbookstorntedheart.asispokeofdaughter,irelivedtheprethetiofherbirthinber27,1966,eetingandarrested.ifeltagainandagainthejoyshehadgivenateaoreandreireeredthedaysofherliving,andlessandlessideto,andeasureofaybattleeaetofindoutydaughterand,ifiuld,thttheylifeeiping.butihadtofighton.

    infebruary1972presidentnixonaozedongatthelattersho.asilookedattheslingfaaoeriontonthisyearsofhuliation,ofbeingdeniedregnitioingeriselfaangintaiwan.

    inallthephotographsas,zhouenlaifiguredproly.theerzhouenlaiainutediffiuniqué.hoentbytheuatesthattaitntpossiblefortheuatestnizeanindepeainistgoventfearedst.furtherre,intheniquéthepeoplesgoventdidnotrenounuedrethanjustified.ifeltthatthepersonalpositionofprinisterzhouenlaihadbeelyenhancedbyhissuccessfulandskillfuldiplocy.

    noosphereprevailed.thetoheobehaverelikenorlhunbeings.ioeaboutfaly,relatives,andfriends,asypersonallifeandaorethrougheverythingihadalreadyveredthein1969.eiatientandpoitohihatihadalreadyanserelysaid,“youhavetoansagain.”ididnotthiosayingsothingdifferentsothatheuldasters.

    thisseriesofinterrogationslastedseveralnths.ididnotreerhoanytisiorhoosbook.thereoreshoutingunt.butielytedious.

    onedayiuof1972,theinterrogatorproduourofficefile,andaskedyna,soisaidyes.

    “thisisproofofyourillegalaistake,”hesaid.

    i.

    hehaheletterto.isayhusbanddiedinoeoneaderesponsiblefortheoffiberedthethegeneralnagerofshellshongkongoffiethatageneralnagerhadbeenappoiosuareruhenheaskedtodraanagerandhis.inparticulartheyedtokheyshouldbringasupplyofflour,astheykneheesepeopleaterice.

    beean,ithoughtshepatriots,shegaveratheralonglistthatinapolitiepletelyinnocuous.

    “itseeanythingpolitithisletter,”isaid.

    “nothingpolitiationaboutthegrainsupplysituationinshanghai,”hesaid.

    “reallyletseetheletteragain.”bynoeexyirisonntioavoidhavingtodeyreleasethatinistpartyloathedadttingstakes,sinunistparty.”

    hehaheletteragainandsaid,“readthepassageaboutgrainrations.”

    iread,“theshanghaigoventalloycattiesof

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twgraih.ohanenough.”iaskedtheinterrogator,“shthat”

    “thatsdivulginginfortiohegrainsupplysituation,”hesaid.

    “thegrainrationisgiventoeveryone,includingalltheeuropeanslivinginshanghai.itsnotasecret.stheretodivulgeisafaooeveryone”

    “yourletterabroad,”hesaid.

    “doyouantosaytheeuropeansinshanghaiebaeersgetdotheynvelyfetitheyleavea”

    “thatstheirbusihisletterisyourbusiness.doyouordoyounotadtyouethisletter”

    “thelettere.butiaation.“

    “itsillegaltodivulgeinfortionaboutthegrainsupply.butistakesinceyouoftheregulations,”hesaid.

    “nonsesnotastake,politicalorotheretheregulations,ifyouhaveany.”ieandadjouedtheinterrogation.

    eatyddayal.buthealthhaddeterioratedte.aleguard,dressedinediination.anappointntadebeforehand,asentandittedintothedoctorsofficeaheadofallthepatients.

    ianinherearlytbandoftherevolutionaries.shesyduringthebriefexanation,andafterediytreatntiroved.sooftheguardslookedatyrelease,ileaedthattheoffiyeiaftervisittothehospital.eventuallyiteanapartntsandabathrooeeiylife.

    onrch27,1973,aftertheddayal,allhings.”

    “allthings”iaskedher.

    “yes,allyourthings.dontleaveanythingbehind.”

    soonaftergirlsythingsandtooktheeout”

    ilookedaroundthepressionofselfbehind.butidefortheunfortunateanlookingatitforthelastti,ifeltagaialofthehahephysiunistuntrycalledjustice.

    “ealongareyoudoingintherehaventyoustayedtherelongenough”theguardcalled.

    ifolloeredthedetentionhousein1966.theredohechair.

    theyoungdo.hestoodbytheunter,halfleaningonitinaedies.

    “thankyouverych,”isaid.

    “e.

    “itshighti,isntitsixandahalfyearsisalongtitolockupaniperson,”isaid.

    hee.“ieadviplarynner.infaasses.shanghaiisnolohesacityitustshoerespectfortheproletariat.otheran.youdontthtbackhereagain,doyou”

    ididnotsayanythiayedafeorenutesandtheed.obviouslyhehadbeentoldtotalkto.butverycarefully.yndplyydaughteraliveafterall.

    bundleofclothingaleguards.heyhadfinished,is.thereoreboerelypoiheprisonerschair.isatdown.

    anothernihadneverseenbeforesatbesidehithisnsaid,“yoingouttoday.ehaseforyoutogoout.ientonyourcase.hoeryouhaveheardit,youareallooexpressanopinion,ifyouhaveany.”

    hetookaupleofsheetsofpaperoutofafolder.thenhesaidto,“standuptolistentothenclusion.”

    istoodup.

    hereadoutnaandotherpersonalpartiber27,1966,forthefolloober1957,iertoengland,shedivulgedthegrainsupplysituationinshanghai.th

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw台湾小说网  www.192.tw小说站  www.xsz.twetraitorliushaoqiandopposedtheattersthatdeservedpunishnt.hoistakes.aftersixandahalfyearsofeduberoionhouse,proventinheragnanitybyrefrainingfroressingchargesagainstherandalloe.

    ie.elessness,ikhattherealculpritanbuttheevilsystenderyself.istaredbackathindsatdown.

    “haventyousothingtosayarentyougratefularentyoupleasedthatyouoansaid.

    itriedbesttontroltheragethatdetreleandsaid,“iaihenueroionhouseuntilapropernyustininnoeorpolitiustbepublishedintheneandafraud.iberoionhouselongbeforeliushaoqiationaboutthegrainsupplysituation,itsjustyouriiontosavefaeverdivulgedanything,andyouallkno.”

    theylookedateaberoionhouseisntanoldpeoplesho.youtstayhereallyourlife.”

    “itdoesnthavetobealllife.illstayhereuntilyougiveapropernyorroorrow.”

    “wehavealreadyheardyouropinion.asihavesaid,ansaid.

    “no.thentileave,youypersonaldossier.illstayhere,”isaid.

    theinterrogatorstoodup.hesaid,“ihaveneverseenaprisonerrefusingtoleavethedetentionhousebefore.youstbeoutofyournd.inanycase,entilyhasbeenoing.hougerdoyoutodelayyourdeparture”

    didheandaughteraleguards.oneoneachside,theydraggedouttothesendgate.

    iaandingbesideabluetaxi,an.sheygoddaughterhean.

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    struggleforjustice

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    eiping

    istoodstillandeyessearchedthedrivetheardsentryiahereygoddaughterheanistretched.

    “ipingisdeadthatseet.ipingisdeadipingisdead”earsbuzzedaed,blurringthese.eventhoughinthebayndistillhopedforsotangibleexplanatihtersabsenylegs.heangraspedarndguidedtotheingcab.

    “eiping”

    ifearedtheansihadtoask.

    heandidntreplybutrelytightenedhergriponhand.iuldnselftosay,“isipingdead”puttingitintoakeitreal.

    iliarshanghaistreets.releasefroheno.1detentionhouseeafeelingofrelief,onlyaheplaceoftheoldone.

    thetaxistoppedinfrontofanarroentiddleagedandressedinabluettontunidloosefittingtrouserslikeaservahegateandhelpedheanythings.

    usthavebeenasllgardenatoitreestrugglingiofbrokentiles,briallhall,andop,buttheeinterootthetopofthestairs.abedalldesk,atable,fourchairs,andaneasychair.thefuitureassprodudidentidesign,usuallyratioonearrieduples.

    “thesetsupherearealloeaed,“ohitsgoodtohaveyoubackagain”

    sheputherfaont.irealizedthatshefounditdiffieipihefaeipingsabseneipingingdepressionandpainfulay.butietothesubjeheroe.

    “theygavefivethousandyuanofyourney.ididnotdaretospenditall.ithoughtyoueofittoliveon.thatspy,”explainedhean.“theriogetyou,butatthelastingofherstudygrouptolistentoanoffientaboutlinbiao.youknothat,dontyou”

    “isupposeheisindisgrace,sincehisnahasdisappearedfroes.”

    “hesdeadinaplaneano.thatssohappytoseeyouifonly”shedidntfinishhersentendeddoe,andshebow

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    ithoughtsheeaboutiping.butaidenteritea.

    heanquiostasifsheaid.

    “thisisayi,”heanintroducedher.“sheisheretolookafteryou.she.”

    “thankyou,ayi,”isaidtotheidher.sheanofaboutfiftyetheteacup,hereyesngup.

    “shalliboilhote.

    “no,thankyou.notjustyet.illtellyoureadyforabath.”

    andclosedthedoor,iaskedhean,“areservantsstillallowed”

    “anyuneloyedpeople.ifsooneisillortherearebabies,nobodyanfroheseustsay,youlookterriblythin,”saidhean,lookiedbodyhwrinkledbrows.

    “dontatteroffood.illbeallright.hoaid.

    “therfouhroughafriend.but”heanloeas.becarefulyousaytoher.”

    inodded.

    “ithinkthegovents.aerdayahatheekindoftreesyouliked.”

    beente.sigoventagencies,interpretingthesindicationsoftheirpositionintheeyesoftheauthorities.

    heanseedrerelaxedandiling.soideeiping.“areyounoeeiping”

    shelookedatsearusiunenearguiyangtobereeduotheretosaythatipinghadttedsuicide.”

    so,ipiheno.1detentionhouse.yethoehoeoutofprison.noylastsparkofhopeportantattheti,suddenlyseedaningless.ifeltthatihadfallenintoavoidandbeedisoriented.heaogethereiping.

    tsuicideitanhinkofifshepushedtothepointofu.

    “heaeetingoftheeudio,iantoldnottosayanythingtoyou.hesaidtherepresentativesoftherevolutionarytteeofthefiltudioetonotifyyoutorroe.

    “didtheyannouedsuicide”

    “ihaveatteijustsaidthepersonsnceedearrectattitudetoheproletarianculturalrevolution.”

    “thatansnothingatall,”isaid.

    “exactly.isurenoonealkaboutit,”sheadded.

    iyself.ite,butiyiionstheye.nobodystknoiinteodo,notevenhean.

    “areyouninshanghai”iaskedhean.

    “oh,noiyunitinguiyahsleave.thataogetthingsreadyforyou.butshehadaheartattaetodoit.illhavetogobae.iarriedandhaveagirlandaboy.”heansledhappilyandtookasnapshotofthefalyfr.

    “ngratulations”isaid.

    thesnapshotshoilingtoera.

    “hisnaislitohebeijingllegeofdratiuent.nobodykheyjustsentusalltothesaagriefriendsalstatonountainsandterraeagain.litoohelpandprotectfrohepeasantsego

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    ilookedatlitongiographagainandsaan,notatallstrongordistinguishedlooking,buthehadatile.standingbesidehiograph,hean,softlyfenineallstature,lookedlikeachild.

    “areyouquitehappyhlitong”

    “oh,yeseandthechildren.youknoadness,asatire.”

    “goodnesssassigoyoubythegovent.”iedthatheakingsucharisk.

    “litongsaidhehadtoalikelytosears.litongisasortofunderground.theyrebooksbyrxandleninasano.thatkestheaudiehinkthe

    revolutionariesarekislitongevenplarategiese.

    “htodothat”

    heanlaughedsohardthatsheuldbarelygettheself,thebestthingistolettherevolutionarieskilleachotherintheirfaalwars.”

    iilybaiddlesunistparty,ttedsuiofhavingbeenalandlord,puthinasadkickedhiround.

    “igatheryouarenoloheagriculturalne”

    “no,anoiheariao.therevolutionarieseriepeoplesaythathepolitburoinbeijingtakesadeepbreath,therestoftheuntryfeelsagustofwind.”

    “workdoyoudonow”

    “iplaythepianoasanable.”

    heanstherarrived.oldfriendhadagedsoeandexuchbetterthaniigined.oh,itsgoodtoseeyou”

    ryvedbatiandspacetosydney,australia,overtotherstlegirlsinfrillysunsuits,htoybucketsandshovelstolookforaspotontheobuildasandcastle.knohatleourselvesandhoherheesensulategeneralinsydney.allofustoretutoa,andoit.

    obviouslyheabebrave.usttrytobephilosophical.”

    theoldoftheirexperieniliationahesufferingofllionsofothersentorlivedabroad.shetoldthatshehadbeenallohereersofthecapitalistclass,theye.theredguardshadrelybuedtheirbooksandnfiscatedtheir“valuables.”

    ithankedherforherhelpinpreparinglivingquartersfor.shesaid,“thingsaregettieoierzhouiion.”

    “anypeopleputiionhouses”iaskedher.

    “oh,yes.alstalltheseniorersnfirberohise.thepooraoftheent.”

    ieostiortantthingistogetdiostofthedoeoneanfrohesecuritybureautoldusyouhaveceroftheuterus.”

    “idontthinkihaveforalongti.itstartedseveralyearsago.ithasntancer,ishouldbefeelingpainbynow.”

    “thatsgood.ihopeyoudonthavecer.ination.”

    “isitpossibletofindsuedicalllegehospital”

    “ifraiddr.guoisveryill.hesufferedaltheculturalrevolution.

    illseeeoneelse.odoitthroughthebackdoor.“

    “sabackdoor”iaskedher.

    “thatsaneeanskingarraoseeadoethingoneneedsurgentlythroughfriendsoraorebeents.butinnyinstastheonlyogetthingsdonenowadays.”

    “isntthatil

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw小说站  www.xsz.twlegal”iaskedher.ireeredhoakeprivatearrasforanything.

    “alllaore.isupposetogetahit,soeverybodydoesit.”

    ayieinsixandahalfyears,ilookedatselfinarror.iedbydrystrandsofgrayhair,ahattheobenstantlyonthealert.ittheoneioneyeyesappraisalratherthananxiousapprehension.

    heanaheringriyguprecludedcheesoupandsouthfulsofrice.

    “perhapsishouldseeadentistbeforeiseeagynelogist,”isaid.

    “illtakeyoutousin.sheisadentistatthenuersixpeopleshospital,”heanoffered.

    “youhadbetters,”heanstherrendedherdaughter.

    “yes,illgoseehertorrooing.theellyoue.

    otherleft,ihelpedayioneyorenoughfuituretofuishbothroo.itookoheyroondplaceditoayisbed.

    icalleddoehotetohaveaspoh.ihadalreadynoticedthatthebathtub.

    tohaveevenaspohinshanghaianytisandfillthethersflasksfirst.theoheatepaperandenvelopesheanhadplastudio.ithoughtheostlikelytothroelightonipih.irequestedhioeassoonaspossible.

    iheardayiingupthebackstaircase.sheeledthedetentionhouseandtoldhertoputthepotinthe.

    e,iyselfthhly,usingupalltheosflasksboughtbyheaofthebathrooistoodonthebalnyandlookeddopstogetbearings.

    thehouseianyinalargeresidentialpound.itidetaindesignandinneedofaatofpaint.iuldseeasilarroe,separatedfroygardenfeeneighborandseelaundryflutteringonbaoopoles.oniddleorethandoubled,andthegoventhadbuiltveryfeilieshadtoinhabiteaandusingthesahallylifehadilivedinnditionslikethat.iyok.

    eventhoughthereotionallyexhausted,soie.aheavyedtobepressingoionothereandayialreadyasleep,inthefirstreallyprivatentfornyyears,iletgrieftakepossessionandpouredoutsorroears.

    iheytoldtheyeersoftherevolutionarytteeoftheshanghaifiltudio,senttoihedeathofdaughterbysuicideonjune16,1967.

    “erightaen.

    fortheeervieanjustsatthere.

    itsaythati.soirelysaid,“istanydaughtersdeath.”

    “shejuedoutoftheninthflofjune16,1967.”

    “hleticsassociationbuilding”

    “sheakenthereforquestioningbytherevolutionaries.”

    “why.

    “thatsnotiortant,”hesaid,brushingasidequestion.

    “ofurseitsiortant.ithasabearingonherdeath,”isaidfiry.

    “no,ithasnonherdeath.shettedsuicide.herdeathansaidinastonyvoice.“inanycase,studioin1968,longafteryhterdied.”

    “didthefiltudiokeaigationofherdeatheitherbeforeorafteryoutheretowork

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw”iasked.thoughiansbureaucraticattitude,ireineddpolite.

    “hopatiently.“therehavebeensonysuisthatareurgentandpressingrightnoano,ttingsui.itsa.thosetsuiously.”

    “areyouquitesuredaughterdidtsuicide”iasked.

    “heastudio.yhtersashesarestoredatthe.,youstetothefiltudiotogetaletterofauthorization.”

    “isitnotthelaatedtheronersdoustexa”speakingofdaughterlikethisdeill,butihadtointainposureandpursuethesubject.“ioseeapyoftheronersreport.”

    “dontyourealizethatyhterttedsuie.”

    “doyouantosaythereinationbeforesheated”

    “ttedsuicide.”

    “iakeaforlrequesttotherevolutionarytteeoftheshanghaifiltudiothatthedeathofdaughterbeiigated,”isaidtobothofthe

    theyglaredatiookfroisbaganenvelopeandseveralhardveotebooksthatiregnizedasipingsandlaidtheable.

    thespokesnsaid,“intheenvelopeyouofhefiltudionorllypaystothefalyofadetoyou.”

    istoodtheregotothedooroftheroohetuedbaeandsaid,“frotudio,yhterilybaearrectattitudetohegreatproletarianculturalrevolution.”

    theten.

    istoodtherestaringatthebooksofipingsdiarybutuldotoutheirpages.butjustthen,theysenseoflossingfortoreadtheianfrohefiltudiohadtold.hehadnotsaidveryeipih.iorethaeropursueinquirydiscreetly,andibelievedthateventuallyiatter.ipickeduptheletterihadtentokongandaskedayitotakeittothepostoffice.

    folloedsonythingstobedoheyoehought,iovethesendfloorbathroooyoetolivedoinguptousethebathrootheoney.hoa

    yrooisayneighborsintheroineleaningontheire.atnight,yrooinfa.ifthedooryrooideeediately.thatofneyihadtospend.

    iheardsoohetreeplantiellyouaboutplantingtreesinthegarden.”

    i.

    “areyouthenee.

    “yes.”

    hehegardenandkickedattherubble.“youoclearahisrubbishbeforeiplaheygrohallthataround.”

    “thatsajobforthehousingbureau.itbeheldresponsiblefortherubble.it.“besides,ihaventgotthestrengthtocartallthatout.”

    “abouttheyounganisaheotherdayisntsheyhter”

    “no,shedoesntlivehere.daughterhasdied.”

    thereihadsaidit.“daughterhasdied.”itentiakeoftenaslongasilived.eachtiisaidit,heartybeautifulgirllyinginapoolofbloodonnanjingroad.

    inspiteofefforttointainayhahatihadbrokendoofatotalstranger.

    thenavoidedlookingat,hoyunitandseeeyoungntocarrytherubblea.

    ieooshehadarrangedforherdentistusintogiveanexanationattheno.6peopleshospitaltheing.

    “itsthebaeandotherparticulars.shellfillinthecardforyouandpaythetytregistratiooheric,sheyourcardontopoftheothersas

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw台湾小说网  www.192.twifyoue.

    “isthatreallylegalietogetyourusinintotrouble,”isaid,ratherworried.

    “no,sheebyeverybody.everydoberofbaeersandofficialsallbringtheirrelativesandfriendsthroughthebackdoortoo.”

    itseedalthoughtheyhadalreadyeandarrived.

    entofthehospital.uherentoourtu.”

    “aboutthosekdoor”

    “theylljusthavetocreateso.aslongasyouhavefriendsaives,

    youllhavebaed.

    thatyfirstenunter.intiialsobeaterialsintheenglishlanguagebitiousyoungagenail.

    ptioanofneyihadbroughtintooditiesobtainableonlythroughtheoverseasulatedovertheyears.retuedto,ihadnorefinancialeinapractier.

    butallthatetotheifherdentistusiacutelyuneasyandratherlessthanhonorableasi.

    heansusinexahandtoldihadaveryseriousiionthathadbeenedforsolongthatitent.shesaid,“althoughyourteetharegood,theyeout.”

    shelookedateeveryotherday.ii,illgiveyouailk.haveseveraleggsea.proves,ispeeduptheextras.”

    aftereoutofthehospital,heanandiualyselfregularlyontheoldnsseilefta.

    ashealthiroved,thedentistethattheguhadtobealloeilookedintoarrotverydepressedbyappearanyuth,evenatho.

    heantoldthatsinceioveaboutthecityalone,sheeandsorrytoseehergo.

    kongeonesundaying.uchabouteiping,butheicalabouttheofficialversionofsuicide.

    “iveknoe,eversinstudio,thatsforsure.theystudio.”

    “doyouthinksheeeroftheensroso”iaskedhi

    “no,notatall.theshanghaiathleticsassociationilitia.iheardasecreturthadbeeupiheplacesoundssinister,”kongsaid.

    hegotupfroischairandtokesuresheofearshot.

    anxiously,“doyouantherebersandthingslikethat”

    hedidnotspeakforquitesoti.butafteriaskedhihesaquestionagain,hesaid,“stances.”

    isayndnotonlylyinginapoolofbloodonnanjingroadbutalsobodytilatedfroorture.theigehatishuddered.

    “allherfriendsfeelverybadaboutherdeath,”kongsaid.

    “onedayofit.forthent,nothingbedohepoliticalsituationisstillsouain.”

    “isntpreerzhouinchargeofthingsno.

    “sinierzhouspositionhasbeestronger.butjiangqingandhergrouparestillthere.theyeptheearlydaysoftheierzhouisveryill.peoplefroeijingvisitiudiosaythepreerissufferingfroancer.”

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    台湾小说网  www.192.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.tw“oh,thatsbad,”isaid.

    “theforrseentadeinafeepreerzhousassistant.zhouprobablytotakeoveraspreereventually.butjiangqingandhergrouparedeterhatoheerzhou.”

    “ahedecision”

    “heaketherightfroiresupposedtobeanaytiattendingpolitiune.ineverhaveaylifeisbeinged.”

    “therearestillnyaspeeredguardpubliveryiing.haveyouanythatyouuldalsolend”iaskedhi

    “ihavesoathothatyouyfindiiandbringyouthereiingones.”

    kongtookhisleave.itothestairs.aflakeofplasterfloateddotheceiling.“heahisplacee.

    “thereoheygaveheronlyfivethousandyuaodoeverything.”

    “youshouldorehisisagoodopportunity,noorerelaxed.ihsthesituatioenseagain.”

    “yneyusetheopportunitytohuliateandgivealebrothersthaouey.”

    “ehaupleoffriendstogivetheseofewash,”kongoffered.

    “oh,noitletyoudothat.”

    “eipingsfriends.itsourdutytohelpyou.”

    “hoitothankyou,thenahers.idontevenkno.”

    “perhapsonedayyoullbeinapositiontodosothingfortheasfor,iveehehospitalityofyourhouseforsohatitshtishouldhingforyouiu.”

    forthesllsuf15yuan,enfroeipingsfiltudiospentas,thebalny,andtherridorthestudio.theytolditeersofanyanizationtousethetoolsofthatanizationforprivateprojectsaslongastheyeastackofuardpublications.

    heanstherfoundaandoedr.yolddoentofthesenddicalllegehospital.

    “dr.ine.oodealyfriendsdaughterherpanyyoutothehospitalandintroduceyoutodr.wu.”

    “ietoseedr.yself”

    “sheeetyou.oldheryouhadbeentoauyinengland,sheostenthusiastic.shehopesyer.”

    iuldseeialprocedure,notonlyolineupoutsidethehospitalatdaalsoibeabletoseeaseniordoctorlikedr.wu.

    onthursday,ethatididnothaveourbanallivingnditions,herpoliteyirisonnt.shesuggestedthatihaveahystereent,ightbeinterruptediftheents.isaorepoliticalstruggleandregardedtherelativelycaltspherenowprevailingonlyasalull.

    aen,sosufferingfrontithoughtiheprisonhospital.

    etoshanghaihtheirchildrenfortheesenewyear.

    e,iinuth,ifeltsipulseousplatesjaedihandthatietotaketheutatnighttogetsorelief.butideeofagony.atnight,fort,itooksleepingpills.

    nooney,iproakeportionofthehouseselfntained.adoorfixturesakeabathroory.inthespahadbeen,attheendoftherridor,iinstalledasinkandagasoker.thethelocalseofthehousingbureau,eafee.htheh

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    theployeesofthehousingbureauonafixednthlye.insuney.ihadtetheoent.”itinealsetoobtaintheprovisionsbyliningupatvariousshopsandopeningbaeifandthebricks.

    oeoon,yrooe,threeladiese.

    “theresidentstteeofthisarea.naisluying.inchargeofyourunit,”oheenintroducedherself.thenshepoioastoutanandsaid,“thisisourpartysecretary.”

    thethirdansaid,“ierdeputy.”

    istooduptoethendiheobeseated.ayibroughteachacupoftea.

    theresidentstteeofeaitteeevenhelpedthepoliesandcaptureals,astheyhadsuintiteknohelifeofthepeopleintheircharge.

    stoftheoffiitteesentpensioeesystehepoliaininthebackgroundaintainingcloseandnstantsurveillaheentirepopulation.

    asileandsaidto,“etoseeyoubecauseovedtoourarea.ingsontuesdayandfridayafteoons.”

    “thankyouveryyarrival.butivebeenbusyedicaltreatntainglifeinorder,”isaidpolitely.

    “henatureofyourillhepartysecretaryhesitatedtofinishhersentence.

    “nothingserious.theoperationcessful,”isaid.

    “didntyouhavecer”thedeputypartysecretaryactful.

    “oh,nonothingseriouslikethat,”isaidquieoedhthedetentionhouse,probablythepolice,thatihadcer.

    theyexpassive.

    “eetingsteoonsaweek”askedluying.

    “ionthsvaoperationthedofullyrevered.”

    thepartysetoyourself”sheevehedoorofthecupboardandpeepedinsideed,“etoagreehher.

    “norllyasinglepersogetsochlivingspace,”addedherdeputy.

    sheuldntverypeltogototheiingsofthestudygroup,beakingapersonfeelguiltyofingratitudeplynpracticeofpartyofficials.

    “iappreciateenthasdone.ihopeyouythankstotheappropriateauthorities,”isaid.

    thepartysecretaryandherdeputybothnoddedapprovingly,pleasedywords.

    “ofurse,onedayihopetoliveinoe.doyoukpoliightasihatsiyhouse,givingalittlereroohanothersuchofaion.

    thesledisappearedfroerface.shesaidratherstiffly,“ifraidiotveryclearonthatpoint.”

    luyingsaid,“youstgetproveyoursoeersofthecapitalistclassrethanothers.ilivehereinthispound,onlythreehousesayou.illeoftentovisityouaingon.”

    “thately.

    “ihaveonerooysonanddaughter.therearethreeotherfaliesinthesahouse.”luyingeaboutheroebythegovent.ialsogatheredfroertoneofvoiybeinggivensochlivingspace.sincesheyunit,ie.

    unistpartyentgiveneaixasses.”laozhaorepresentedourhouseholdinallourdealingstteeladies.theunitedfranizationoftheshanghaipartyseeaedusent

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    visitorsstooduptoleave,butthepartysecretaryhadafeuststudychairnosbooks.theyearrectattitudetoexperience.”

    ididntsayanything.eifisaidihadenjoyedbeingientionhousesheseedtobeea,andtofurationuponstoayitheotherday.”

    ithaheandtheyvedtotothefrontgate.buttheyinsistedthatireininroondcalledayitogotolockthefrontgate.realizingthattheyprobablyedaprivatehayi,ididntinsistongoingdown.

    itooktheteaysewing.

    eback,sheasked,“haveyoutakeeacupsalready”

    “yes,butifraidididnt.ireallyonyourfall,”isaid.

    ayithresintheairandexclaid,“youarenotabitlikee”

    ididntknoightbe,butisuspethepolieoheresidentsttee.ithoughtitbesttosaynothing,butisled.

    “youarereallyaaeoneofyourovie.youareverykied.”

    “thankyou,ayi.ifraidihaventdohiraordinaryatall.”

    “youdoperson.bythetheculturalrevolution”sheasked.

    irealizedthatanstteeladiesyattitude.

    “personalpointofvieprisonedanddaughterdied.butfrohepointofvieoreiortant,perhapsitisgoodaeeladiesohear.

    sheclappedherhandsandexclaid,“youareshtyouaresoenlightenedyoutellthepartysecretaryallthatsheingsuenlighteitude.”

    “theydidntaskithoughtoftheculturalrevolution,”isaid.

    “thepartyseingarreilkfrandsoneverying,”ayitold.theothekittogetsupper.

    ayiplesoul.shehaduseedthatalthoughihadbeenreleasedfroetention,iillundersurveillance.probablyaslongasilivedinshanghaiiuldnotrelaxvigilance.

    thatnightasisatinthequietofrooloheideathatishouldleaveetondforthefirstti.tobefreedfroheatsphereofpolitionttheideaofleavingpossible,ikneoholdontoitandosrealization.

    italstseedgodhadlifteddoetoseethedistantgreenhillsonthehorizon.

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    thesearchforthetruth

    frequentnightresigaspingforbreath.heartorefearfulsakeatriptonanjingroadtohaveausttakethispainfulstepassoonasiakesoinquiries.iuldnottellayiiionbecauseshetteeladies.ytheapartntfortwohours.

    “eandsitdoupou.

    ydailylongeaablishedroutineandayidenorereferenehadefortoyplan.

    nanjingroadainthhfareofshanghai,runningathedonistartookovertheerlytheraeyustfeelthui.iightdisver.yndtoldistgo,etioubaanypeopleyselfstandingonthesidewalk.

    iingliolookatthebuildingsohersideofthecrowded

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    atthegateofthepeoplespark,nandenilies.istoppedangthendlookedupatthebuildingaeohenilookedupagain.isilyuldheninthfloorped.streetlevel.

    oretoitthan,andaslightbreezenleavesoverhead.iuldhearthehuftraffianvoices.butingriefianisolatedoisland.

    shouldipttokeinquiriesiaskedselfrepeatedly,uodecide.alittlegirlonatricyclepedaledintovieotherothercalled,“gosloareful”

    buttheother.theypassedinfrontofanddisappearedbehindaclusterofshrubs.

    asilefttheparkandanandeverylittlegirloreetlookedlikedaughter.heartoredesolateandhelplessthanihadfeltatanytiinprison.atthebusstop,acroyselftogetherandboldlytuedtotheintersetocrossthestreet.attheentrahenarroansittingonalooolknitting.

    “doyoulivehere”iaskedher.

    shenoddedandydire.isahatthehousesosbuiltagainsttheheathleticsassociationbuilding,takinguphalfthespaceofthealley.

    “areyoulookingforsoohegirllookedupfroerknittingandasked.

    “iroeijing,”ilied.“iheardayoungastudiottedsuicidebyjuingoutofahisbuildingin1967.doyouknohingaboutit”ipoiheathleticsassociationbuildingbehindher.

    shelookedupandshookherhead.“notin1967.thateeritbeessofthisalley,aheylefthoutfinishingthework.”

    “isthavedeastake,”isaidquiationhadjustbeeo.itseedcertaindaughteruldnthavettedsuicideinthee.

    isthaveyselffurtherfroothanishouldhavebeen.abuscaalong,andiboardedit.afteraroughride,iystreetagain.hefrontgate,isas.

    ayitintherridorilybythenaofzhu.sheeaboutthezhufaly,butiydisveryonnanjingroad.

    thedeathofdaughterntiobeastery,asuiurdereraheentforrderyndlyingonnanjingroadinthepalelightinjuneporarilydeserted.butindrea,and.andiheardhercriesandgroans.isogodthatie.

    afeovedihestairstosee.sheanofaboutage,oouth.iinvitedhertositdoheracupofteaarasaucerforanashtray.

    “daughteryeeseiping.”sheheyweregoodfriends.”

    “isyhterlivingherehyouinshanghai”

    “yeiseldestdaughter.shesinbeijingysonganddansele.becausehusbandeandhadtoliveinagarageaginesevenofusalllivinginthespaceofagara

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    “sinilynsideredanhonoredhousehold”iaskedher.thetitleof“honoredhousehold”iliesedforces.theyionsandprivilegesbytheparty.

    “theredguardsignoredallthat.butnoshere.”

    “ihopeyouely.

    shepattedhandandsaid,“istnttalkaboutselfalltheti.youhadaethanttedsuicide,ietoyeinbeijing.wewereallsosad”

    ididnotplainaboute,soididnotsayanything.

    shesled,putoutherysonierforthishouse.hatheelectricitybillfiftyfiftysinceyouhavehalfofthehouseaherhalf”

    beforeiuldansusthavebeenlisteningintherridor,rs.zhu.berofpersonsineachhousehold.youhavesevenpeople,andthebillintoions.youpaysevenportions,andions.”

    “oh,no,althoughorespars.zhuhayi.

    “sinorepeople,youareboundtohaverelights.halfandhalfisnotfair,”arguedayi.

    idecidedtodiate.“ilies.wellaskher.”

    “thatorespacethanothers.ifeachofthesetsily,therers.zhusaidheatedly.

    sheyhusbandtotalktoyou.”shelefttheroondutteringtoherself,etosayheriedtoseeherhusbandoot.

    iuldntuandonthsihadlivedthere,thebillhadneverbeehah.

    iheardfootstepsoairs.aer,thedooranostiediatelyayiandstoodbesideprotectively.

    “yeaboutyouotr.zhusaidboldly.

    sininarudereiedbydesk.

    “infuture,ifanyofyoue,youstfirstknoustneinanner,”itoldhi

    heredinthefadlookedillatease.“doyoutodiscussthe

    arraforpayingtheelectricitybill”heasked.

    isaidfiry,“no,iiredofdisonthsbill.ii,illinstallatersothatthereent.thesunvolvedisinsignifit.itthinkakeafussaboutit.”

    hesathielfdooheredguardshavenfisontheayyselftoliveon.oneofsonsisuneloyed.theotheronekesonlyfortyyuananth.foodparcels.”

    istooduptoindicatetheinterviesorryaboutallthat.inionofyourdifficulties,illpayhalfofthericitybill.”

    .zhudeagri.

    ,ifeltsorryforthezhufalyandthoughthooralizingy.

    day,iappliedtothehousingbureauforaperttobuyater.butthebureauyapplieiyapplicationion.

    oneday,itoheovedthebathrooor.hesaid,“youitfroheyourbesteteristhroughthebackdoor.”

    afeedtohavebeehegarden.heofferedtogetaterthroughthebackdoorandquotedapricethatestheofficialprice.ialone.

    “isthisteryouarefrohestohisanization.pilferingninnistunis”eans“sharingproperty.”

    “esfrooueter,dontyou”theyoungnsaidiertily.

    ihesitated,olenproperty.

    “illinstallitforyou,”hesaid.

    “how

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    “ireallyshoulddoitforfreebeverybadlypaidbythegovent,aheextraney.uch”heasked.

    ilookedatthisratherunsavoryindividualstandinginfrontof.heseedquiteintelligent,thoughundeourishedandilllikeallofus.underdifferentaneilly.isaid,“sixyuanisquiteallright.”

    ayiefory“.shepredictedthatthezhuseheh,declaring,“youdontkno.”

    thegrandsonofs.zhuarysesaday,heyrooespeesehofroydraydeskypenandpaper.atothertis,heandbounallrs.zhuabouthieveraltis,aogoup.butitssodiffieto.ivegotallthishouseodo.”

    oneing,iopeneddoorandheardsooneyaployedsonofs.zhugettingoutofbed.duringthenight,.thebedysidealltableandachair,leavingapassagetothedoorthatorethanafootihelastfe.icalledayitoeandseers.zhu.ihadtorestrainher.

    afterbreakfast,itotheofficeofthehousingbureau.

    “iresidentofnueroaiyuanroad,”itoldthensittingbehindthedesk.

    “iknoognizeyou,”hesaid.

    “iorrytobotheryouehoue”

    “youhavetheuseoftheupstairsroo,”hesaid.

    “abouttheentrancehalldoairs”

    “thehalldoairsandthegardenarehalfandhalf.yourrentvershalfofthegardenandhalfofthehallspace.”

    ithankedhiortheinfortionauedho.s.zhuheterragingoutherlaundry.isaidtoher,“inoticeyoursonisnohehall.”

    “yes,thereisnoroonside,”sheansonhangihes.

    “ivejustbeentothehousingbureauoffie.ovehisthingstoyoursideofthehallandnottoblockthestaircase”

    “hedidleavespaperson.houchspacedoyouogoinandout”sheled.

    “houe.pleasetellhiorevehisthingsfroysideofthehall,”isaidfiryandinside.

    “therearesevenofus.daughterisingtopayusavisit.rs.zhusaid.

    ayistoodonthebalnytolistentoourion.yrooshee,“encroagonyourpartofthehouse.”

    “butfindanyobuybricks,”isaid.

    “eafeetosuzhoutoseeififindsooneholdbricksforsale”

    “ofurseyoushouldgohoforavisitinanycase.”ieforafeanywhere.

    theingafterayie,igotupearlytogotorketarketplaceillingcroalongwayoff.

    beallrationofporkandeggs,ihopedtogetaonthlyrationoftofubeforetherationtiybottleoflk.sinfortheionoftheenaroundirealizedthatplae.infaeinanotherline.akeherpurakeherpureahighlyanizedoperationthatelyexhausting.

    isthaveytu.thereinthehugebasket,asfarasiuldsee.

    “anasked.

    “isinsurprise.

    “hurryuphurryupothersareyourrationeingi

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    iquipurseaouttothen.

    “orroalleronesgoveryfast.”thenanbehind.“shoeyourrationcard”

    idee.ifihadgottenachiihsuchagreatdealofeffort,ithought.

    asiansvoiofaddressusedforaanoftheupperedtobefolloe.inant,oldgardeearsfilledhiseyes,andhisvoicebrokeashesaid,“youarestillaliveyouarestillaliveyoulookquiteeiping”

    peopleygardeneraddressandtoldhioeseelaterintheing.

    ilostalliinobtainingfood.ihadaloafofbreadandatinofjasepiybottleoflkauedhotoyoldgardener.

    hoanihadlookedforhiversinypocketakentothedetentionhouse.

    hee.hehadputonaneingintoroo

    “iogladtohaverunintoyouattherket.i.

    “oh,thatipinggavetheneylongago.sheeafteryouselftontiontheword“prison.”

    ipingssalaryall,andikhahavegiventhegardeneralltheneyshehadattheti.ishehaddone.

    “doyouknoan.

    “iheardshettedsuietheney,ididnotseeher.”theoldlaozhaooreetoneheeipingregularly.”

    “doyouthinkyouuldfindlaozhaoandtellhioesee”

    “certainlyillfioo.theyoknoillaliveandwell.”

    “doyouknoookarew”

    “yes,theyhavebothbeengivenjobs.ithinkokisatafa.ityoldgardenersaid.

    ihehegardenerwasw.

    “iployedfornyyears.toplantflotohaveesgetoddjobsoplantsoflo.itstbeallrightagain,dontyouthink”theoldnheseupsanddoand.

    itoeanddosothingptyaed,eveobethinkihing,forhesaid,“etoeeveryidyupthegardendoicethehedgeneedsclippingandyouhavenothingexcepttrees.”

    “thatefloakealaeagerly.

    “ifraiditsnotpossibletogetgrassanyre.igroe.fiething,youknoyseedlingboxesuhebeds,”hechuckled.

    paniedhiothegarden,s.zhueflowers.

    “onlyonyourside.aoisagainstflowers”

    s.zhuedaboutthegedsituatiardingfloighteasilygeagain.ijustaskedher,“hehedgeonyoursideofthegardenclipped”

    “aslongasidonthavetopayyardener.andnions.affordtopayfardener.”

    sheakinganunkinddigatentioned“fnnneprisonnt.

    teback,carryingabasketihatshehadobtainedinsuzhhthebackdoor.asrs.zhuhekitandsahherbasket.

    “arketinsuzhou”s.zhuaskedayi.

    “arketthesearepresentsfroyhusbandandson.inanycase,itsnoneofyourbusiness.”ayiobegreetedhanaccusation.

    iheardherandyroooether.ayie,“thatoldanisanuisance.hoarketthebasketandarketaslongasthepurchasereported,officialsgenerallyig;theykneherehingtheyulddotostopthepractice.

    iheardfootstepsoairs,andluyingappearedonthelanding.ieher.

    “itssuesin.

    “thankyettingstrongereveryday.”

    “nypeoplehavererkedthatyoushoulde.theyseeyougoingoutand.theykno.”

    “indeed,iaoefit.”

    “esoflinbiao.itsveryiortant.ithelps

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    “allright.illgladlyeightasaboutit.

    eoutofthebathrooluyingsaidtoher,“ihearyouhavebeenaway.”

    “ietovisitoldnforaupleofdays,”ayisaid.

    “didyoubuyanythingontheblackrket”luyingasked.

    “ofursenottteeinsuzhoutoo.thethingsibroughtbayfaly.yhusband.”

    “youknoarketisillegal.everybodyhasadutytoreporttousarket.”luyingarket.shehadlostfadwasangry.

    ayilefttherootuingto,luyingsaid,“ionyouruchattentiontoyourclothes.yourclothesarenotonlyexpeheyareallnew.”

    “indeed,idislikeerethaolde.perhapsyouuldhelpgettheack”isaidtoluying.

    shebarrassedthatshehadfottenabouttheredguardstakingalleyoubuyethingreadydeinnavybluedrillsuchasorelikeoneofusandappearsodifferentinyrays.”

    tteeandperhapsyclothes.

    iaskedayishehadfoundoutaboutthebricks.

    “oldnakediscreetinquiries.,hellletusknow.”

    thesunday,bothlaozhaoaeraskingabouttheireersoftheirfalies,iquestiohenxiouslyaboutiping.

    laozhaosaid,“sooherevolutioookyouainahousethatbelooaprofessoroveilytotheattiedeipingthehousebyagroupofrevolutioheddleofthenight.s.eudio.shesaid,sheendeipinggo.”

    “efloorasiping”

    “ideinquiries.nooneedafraid.”

    iaskedlaozhaofortheaddressofthishouse.heebutustntgothere.youpressiontheyhadallbeentoldnottotalkaboutit.”

    “itsbetteottokeinquiriesyourself.ifthepoliakinginquiries,itbegood,”theoksaid.

    “didyousaythisprofessorisattongjiuy”iaskedlaozhaobeetothes.

    “yes,s.eherself.sheisaveryniesheoher.”

    “doyouknoyfriendsprofessorands.huang”

    “theyhadalotoftroubleandrs.huangisveryill.”

    “dotheystillliveinthesaapartnt”

    “ithinkso.”

    laozhaoandokalsotolddearwasdead.

    “youanypeopletothepolicestationsbeggingtobetakentoprisonforprote.”

    “notlongbeforeisae,ipingtoldshearrysunkai,buttheyedhatyouetofindsunkai”laozhaosaid.

    “doyoukno.

    “hegavehisaddressin1968andtoldtolethinowifihadnewsofyou.”

    nieensixtyeightesincehe.

    “pleasetrytofindhijustgivehiyaddress.ifheisrriedionipinginfrontofhisoldlaozhao.

    theniaskedlaozhaotogetaletterofauthorizationfrohefiltudioandgotothetipingsashesto.

    afeeagaintorendoftheresidentstteestudygroupetingontuesdayafteoonandtoldistbethere.

    “bringastooleetingplace,”sheadded.

    ontuesdayafteoon,iputonanavybluettonjayjathebadlycutreadydeoothereseen.ieadvicetoooften.akesureshedidnotthinksheulddoe.thathebestodealhpeoplelikeluying.

    theresidentstteepresesilartothehouseieeting,threedoshadbeenopeooingintotherooteadilytojointhecroetwi

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    s.zhu,ieetingplaystooldoongthenobodygreetedus.everybodyintainedaniassivefaedexpression.ieenieersofthedenouncedcapitalistclassandintellectuals,theoutcastsoftheculturalrevolution,nsideredundesirableandsuspectbytheproletariat.,yettheothers.eveoolsoftheworkers.

    thissegregationystoolbythedoorandsatdoongtheproletariat.alstasifaheteiediatelyvedtheirstoolsa.thoughioreasedthanearrassed,idashedaystoolifeltbynoedainediassive.

    theetingrooliarindedofoeetings.butitalsohadnylargepostersessagesofarepeaiitteessupportoftheaospolicy.ithepoliticalsavoirfaireofourpartysecretaryandherworkers.

    rightinfrontofus,oipositionintheroesheetsofpaperheldesagainstoay.

    theetingstartedsinao.hereversedthepropagandaenhadbroughttheirknittingandnding,enokinginarelaxedpostureordozing.thestudygroupetingereforlity.peopleorepronistorantinistasaresultofattendingstudygroupetings.

    afterthenhadfialking,severalersoftheaudienittee.

    attheendoftheeting,everybodystooduptoshoutslogansexpressingourllendeedgavesoasureofsatisfaefrourer.perhaps,like,theothersfeltthatsinceerelyspectators.eeting.

    inthefeeblelightofthestreetlaoutsidefrontgate,isaanstandingthere.enearer,iregnizedhisahuskyteeoathinandratherdelian,buthisfeaturesintoroondaskedhibouthisparents.

    “yfatherisalsounanspokequietlyandlookedsadandtroubled.

    “tellreaboutyourthersillness.hassheseenaskinspecialist”iaskedhi

    “itsa.theskinbeeshardenedandrigid.theintealansareaffestobeabletodoanythihangiveherintravenousfeeding.”

    “illetoseehertorro.

    “bepreparedtoseeagreateassheusedto.”

    “aboutyourselfandyourt.

    “iiionsprevailingthere,igottbandebaployed.”

    itoldhigainiothertheday.

    itrainedheavilyduringthenight.thedalddearthritisriddenjointssopainfulandstiffthatihaddifficultygettingoutofbed.afterbreakfast,isetoutyoldfriendwinnie.

    dressedinrainatandgaloshes,brellainhand,isplashedthroughtheudofthebadlydrainedshangha

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    evenhantenyears,theshoerainsvividinry.sheoveherfrailbodyeandiuldhearherfalteringwords.

    hereyestoldthatshee.buttheyured,“ipingisdead.boyshavenofuture.ayedhere.”sheclosedhereyes,outofbreathhthestrainofspeaking.

    itookherhandiaskeletonhand,andicyld.“haveknothinkthatoher,bendingdooherear.

    shesighed.iputherhanddoakinghersadderthansheuhequilt,hersouredfortoleave.ibentdooved.sloe.“trytogoabroadyoustillkeit”thate.

    outsideherapartnt,iuldnoloroltears.inthedarkpassage,isobbedforyself,andforallthethousandsandthousandsofinandenercilesslypersecutedbytheoists.“oh,godhiseofourlives”iasked.

    iyeyeshastilyeooodbefore.itbyna.foranthedidnotappeartnize.ile,onlynoddedandsaid,“itsthavebeenterrible.butyousurvivedit.aboutede.abouthielf,heshookhisheadandsighed.finallyhetoldthatheanuallabor.iaskedhinthsofherlife.

    “iknopttoseehirhisorefreely.”

    “isthesituationgoingtogetbetter”iaskedhi

    “oh,yes,itsalreadybetter.youstbeverystrongtohavesurvivedyourordeal.youaffordto.”

    earlyiajettyuhatheuldintroduanatthepopaorepairstreetlas.

    isentayishusbandbatoessagefroebeforeshippingtheoshanghai.hehadasuredtheadeethatthenuerofbrieistlocateanironbartobeplacedacrossthefloortosupportthesinking.

    althoughiostanxioustohavetheportanttoethezhusyplan.andtogiveitaselanthehousingbureauoffice.thebestplaoyself.

    ayiandijoinedinanspiraeofdailyafteoontoearlying,andayiarketnhthebaoing.tpressionhadbeeed,iinviteds.zhutoeupforacupoftea.

    “thenheoing,”isaid.

    “thatrs.zhusaid.

    “illpayfortheent,andthelabor.”

    “orehanwedo.”

    “iodoit,ifyouagree.”

    “ofurse,itsagoodidea.”

    “illtorrooing.”

    shesighepetitioniyrequestfroallingintothebottoesspitofbureaufor.theyuldsoththeiftheystilleafteroney.ihadlotodecide.aionofthehousingbureaurevolutianizationasrefuseus.”

    ethesignal,itookthepetitiontothehousingbureauoffice.thenthereputtheofficialsealoandtheironbar,yh

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    heenattheirdestinationpsneededrepairs.ioutsidethefrontgateandptionofthetruesothatheulddistributetheotherepairn.“iupposedtoattheplaceoftheirwork,”heexplained.

    isentayihoagaintahedeliveryofthebriealettertotellthedatetheyuldsetoffontheriver.thejoueyeinhistrucktothedesignatedbridgetofortheboat.

    oheboateinhistruesanduneoldthathehadarrahatheuldhavethedayoff.ofurse,ihadtothankhislleagueasen.again,noneypanyihattheeustleadenoiportantatallaslongashinktherrectpoliticalthoughts.”

    “shouldanotoshojokingly.

    takingseriously,littlefangshookhisheadandsaid,“noneed.partysecretaryisnoteandasked,“beroionhouseforoversixyears”

    “yes,itstrue.”

    “doyouknokedup”

    “theyaperialists.”

    “no,youanyoldfashionedideasaboutslegalandsillegal.andyouessarily.”

    “yprivatepurposes.idontreallythinkitsright.”

    “iently.

    iuldnttellherhejoking.

    ieoon,allyeyesuldsee,therebledintodustduringthejouey.ipedofftheboatayishusbahegoodonesarehiddehtoavoidattragattention.”

    thetdiatelysetoffontheirretujouey.

    thelandingbythebridgeorebaskets,bundles,ahancasualattentiontoouractivities.heless,iheavedasighofrelieftheplace.heretothisjettyagain.

    ilyagooddinner.littlefanganybottlesofshanghaibeerandshaoxingforhisanaged,heraisedhisglasstotoasthielfandsaid,“longlivethearxistslogaexerciseleadershipihing”thenhelaugheduproariously.littlefanghoseidividualsooknothingseriously.

    ioing,berissing.thezhustoldthattheyhadheardnightandsuggestedthatperhapssoonehadissingbrickss.sooheadeaflightofstepsattheendoftheirterrace.

    ieintheeveningafterfivethirtytoelevenosuzhoutoeoprovidetheals.isuppliedthendbehospitable.thoughtheyentproperty.theilentstheyusedallbelohehousingbureau.,theylaughedatandcalleda“fneruanda.”

    thebuildingoftheyprivayphysioiation.iuldheruandnorbere

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    nypeople,stlystrangers,hadetoaidtohelpregaingoodhealthaablishaho.althoughigavetheresentsandtriedbesttoretutheirkindness,ikeandserviselvestorisksthatuldhaveledtoseriousnsequences.eventhoughtheauthoritiestuedablihepracticeforthepresent,backdoorsentpoliciesoftengedabruptly,andpartyofficialslikedtosettleoldsres.

    ianalysis,theyebeanyyears,theoffiaanitarianisssentintaltrashandadvoypersonalexperienostoftheainedkiive,andpassiohoughtheunderpelledtheolieaend.

    theproletariaheheerelycreatedaaoandaudacity.

    15

    astudent

    afeystudentsyself,thespaaozedongsfourvolusoflleunistpartyherpartsoftheonthsold.ieenglishtextbooks”

    sherelyshookherhead.

    theniainxinhuabookshop,thegoventagens.isiusedtoreyryofthe

    thexinhuabookshoporelively.asllintangunterrevolutiohelargeddleseeofpoetryihataneanyasonehundredandfiftyllionpiesofhislleilytopossessohellealeostfullystoers.

    iheshop,isas”

    sheshookherheadandsaid,“no,ofursenot.”

    froertoneofvoishadbeenbaheradieverystupideventoaskforit.

    pointingtothebookslyingflatontheshelvesbehindher,iasked,“arethosebooks”

    eseethetitle.itule.hisurageandspiritofselfsacrificeadeatraltteeerattheninthpartyngress.

    “ivealreadyreadthat.haveyouanythingelseaboutthat”ipoihelowershelf.

    shepatientlypickedupthebookandshoe.itebook.

    “haveyouanyotherbook”

    “thereisthediaryofleifeng,”shesaid.

    leifengodelofselfsaleifeng,”leifengsdiary,suanosorders,aantthanthedebatskilladvocatedbylitaryleaderssubsequentlypurgedduriuralrevolution.

    “ivealreadyreadthat.haveyouanyotherbooks”iasked.

    sheshookherheadagain.

    ie.ithoughtthattheoreaptlynadculturalannihilation.

    sinndaytosaturday.afterthelesson,ystudentsbro

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    stiingstudent,andtheoneefornyyears,ahsoldanddisappearedinhongkoobeheardofagain.thereoney.histher,histanyyearsbeforehistherobtainedajobteaainedpoor.histhersyousister,hoarriedageneraliarintheearlyfiftiesanynistpartyleadersdiscardedtheirpeasantarriedattractivecitygirls.

    hisfalyoriesinenglish,heatteroffaeotherpointblank.herelyshruggedhisshouldersandsaid,“youstntaskanyoneadirectquestio.inanycase,youtaffordtobelievetheais.”

    dadetoldthathehadlosthisleadershippositionintheredguardarriage,thegeneral,adetheoffiaozedong.hisuyerandchderatedsaboutlinbiaossuitabilitybecauseoflinbiaosadditoheroin.

    “halfjokingly.

    “yes,definitely.beerebeyunclehasdied.butiureyouknoasifhewereanoldsage.

    thenadadeans“greatvirtue.”iuldntthinkofanyoneihadeverknooreindifferehertovirtueortovitotellfroitotient.heseedtorelishotherpeoplessfortuneanddespisedviatterho,“hsideareyouon”

    pointingtohisyownside.”

    onedayhesaydesk.“edisdainfully.

    “itoknotheculturalrevolutioionhouse.”

    ibeginningtoend,andre,”heboasted.

    “yougetintotroublefordoingthat”

    “ebody,youllgetintotroublejustasfastasiwill.”

    “iftheauthoritiesfindoutanyho.

    “hoisntbugged.”

    “areyousure”

    “ofurseiure.youarenotiortantenoughforaneffort,”hesaid,laughinguproariously.

    dadebeystudents.histhereifiaoegratetotheuates,pressionthattheyoungviolinistelysurprisedtofiallattheappointedhour.

    onedayiandfeelingincreasinglyexasperatedselfandsaid,“iveetoapologizeforzhang.hehasjustbeencalledtothepolicestatiohispassportandtetoday.”

    hesatdo,opehebookhesorrytobotherytostudyenglishbyself.uldyouexplainthispassagefor”

    ilookedatthebook.itbysironchurchill.

    “.

    “iborrophasisonthee.”

    “wereyuard”

    “oh,yes”hesledatandsaid,“youareveryquickted,justasihaveheard.ihavealsoheardthatyourspokenenglishisthebestinshanghai.”

    thebookhadaes.theothervolushadprobablybeenbued.

    afeeegoodbyeandaskedtoacceptdadeinhisplace.

    ayiyotherstudentsaobeestudentarousediinthislankyyoungn.alsoheseedanxiousforpany.inadditiontotheingsdesignatedforhislessoooktovisitingalsteverydayunderooranother.hetoldthathehadplentyoftisi”anexpressiohepeoplesgoventfor“uneloynt,”supposedtoexistinasocialiststate.healsosaidthatheorenderservi

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    heoftenaoditiesetisheeveakesothingfroheshopassistantbeforetheotherthejostlingfetonandoff.afteranexhaustingday,heakesfeelgood.”

    verysoonidisveredthathelikedgoodfoodbutuldnotaffotogoodrestaurants.sopaniedonshoppingtrips,itoareallygoodlune,“doyoutogotoohebestrestaurants”

    “illtakeyouto.

    “hest”

    “hest.”

    heorderedenoughfoodforfourpeopleandfinishedeverything.thatent.ifeltsorryforhiventhoughierplahoseeill.

    iitthatihopedtokeuseofdade.ifhehadindeedbeenplantedbysooneeuantobservationsothatheuldkeuseofaont,ianttoaskhithatnthadtobeoaltohisoeanti,ithoughtiuldusehionveyanigeofselfiohave.

    longbeforethereyleavingpressionthatiuldnotliveyhearing,dadetoldkong,“shehateshouseeasaparasiteandprobablytoldeverybodyso.infaysistersiedstates.thoseethepassportprobablythoughtionthsbeaservants.

    earlyin1974,havingreveredfroyoperationandirovedtheapartnt,iood.teaydaughtersdeath.ifeltrepeae.

    astheedtothattheeffortdebydengxiaopingandhislieutenantstorestoreoreforrseniorpartyofficials,denouncedas“capitalistroaders,”ated.

    studentsbroughtreportsofdrastitoldthattheneinisterofrailinisterofrailasseting.heheleadingrevolutionariesinfrontoftheirfollotakenoutandshot.suaosoldaospolicies.

    theuandfalyreunionshadtakentheplaent,takihingoutoftheallyerousliogetthefoodystudentstoetoeahappyne.forthoseightbringoingitready,ayibeitteeladiesghta.itoldherioneyonlytothoselikelytoreporttoanybody.

    yretuedfnexyhusbandynd.butiitoletanyonekalisticattitudetoydaughtersdeath.

    tehoily.ieetherextrelyintelligenthusbandandtohearhisversionofthepow

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    heantheirfaliestoilesaaritalleave”onlyonandingjobs.thepartyiheneedsofsoaskedtokesuchsacrifices.iheyreceived“spesideration”ayastheirspouses.

    theneyreleasehadspreadangipingsfriends.duringtheholidayperiod,nyofthe,ineonritalleave.selvestransferredtoplayplace.froheirions,ileaedoftheongtheloyofficials.

    “hoangpartyoffi”iaskedoneofipingsfriendsaritalleavefroereherhusbandwas.

    “theedduriandjoiherevolutioorealizetheiraition.theoldpartyoffiselvesandtheirchildren.”

    “oneyiogetperssionforajobtransfer,areyounotafraidyoughtgetintotrouble”iaskedher.

    “ofurse,theresarisk.butiesperate.anyeroustobeiigated.ohepartyleadershipyenttheyaretoobusyfightingeachother.ustseizetheopportunity.”

    ouriohetaskofsupplyingthebakery.ikneakingsurethatheuldpayadailyelikeaplainan.”

    “hesjustanuneloyedyouth,”itoldher.

    “dontbelieveitbecareful”ingwords.

    sunkai,theyoungndaughterarry,foundoutaddressahelastdayoftheeseheatheticsteacher,siheschoolhadbeenclosed.insteadheents.

    “in1966eyouhadbeeed,bothparentsandithoughtipingandioughttogetrriedrightaoveintoourpladnothavetolivealoshearriedehoughttheculturalrevolutionwouldbeoverinayear,”sunkaisaid.

    “didyouseeheroftenbeforeshedied”iaskedhiifeltterriblysadtoseethishandsoyoungnighthavebeensoninlaydaughterhadnotbeenkilledsoruthlessly.

    “isaesaueerofastudiotohaveanytroublethere.then,outoftheblue,sounknoedher.”

    “pleasetellaboutit,”ibeggedhi

    “sheeipinghadttedsuiediatelytothefiltudio.noooknoatoriuiilyer.butethatthebodyofayoungastudiohadbeenbroughtinf.”sunkaibrokedo.

    “doyoubelieveshettedsuicide”iaskedhi

    “no,ofursenotitoseetheplaceohavedo.itsnotpossible.”

    “areyoutalkingaboutthescaffolding”

    sunkailookedatinalarndsaid,“houstanybodyknottedsuiustbeextrelycareful.theyarepletelyruthlessandcruel.”

    “iuand.i.butiasked,“doyouknoion”

    “iotsure.butithinkithadsothingtodoenndugtheiigationofyourcase.heyeleadersinshanghai.”

    “hohatout”

    “asyoukhleticsassociatiuardsatthebeginningoftheculturalrevolution,andtherevolutioookoverthebuilding.bu

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    “doyouthinkyouuldarraoseethisnfroheathleticsassociation”

    “thatwouldbedangerousforyou.”

    “ireparedtotakeanyrisktofindoutthetruth.”

    “sonyyearshavepassed,idontevenknoedreluyrequest.

    indeed,nyyearshadpassedsineagain.thefolloarriedthedaughterofaseniorpartyoffieageashisnebarrassnt.iuirlfronoffiarriedtothedaughterofaseniorpartyofficial,heaofbeingthesonhtist,aburdenhehadbesincehewasaboy.

    sunkaisvisitdesosadthatitoldayiiyrooorest.ayiilyetoseethe

    shee,“itsanelderlyn.heaskedifyoulivedhere.shalligodown”

    “pleasedo,”itoldher,ightbe.iquiadetherooidy.theniyvisitorwas.

    “s.ehotoseeyou”saidtheningupthestairs.

    irealizedbyhisvoialnnerihatvisitoryhusbandsoldfriend,ihadnotseensinrof1966.

    thehareteedlittleged.igreetedhiy,reeringthekindadvicehehadgivenin1966.

    afterusheringhintorooiinvitedhiobeseated.

    “ieallyhappytoseeyouagain.andyoulookveryaysayso,stances,”.husaid.

    “hoilyareyoustilllivinginthesahouse”iaskedhiolitely.

    “oh,noiyhobytheredguardsjustlikeallofus,”.hutold.“andihavehadshareofsfortuustntdustlookaheadahankfulthatydearybelovedther.bothdiedofheartattatreatntbeilyofaonttobealstintears.buthequicklyregairol.takingahandkerchiefoutofhispocket,heblewhisnose.

    “hoyaddress”iaskedhi

    “itetyouroldservantlaozhaooreetthisingandeonbicycle.”

    “areyoustillw”

    “yes.iuldretire,butthereisnopointinsittingatho.itsgoodtodoheavyphysinoytheriheredguardsleftheronerooovedin.sheisgladtobeabletotakecareofher.”

    “aboutyourchildren”

    “hacapitalistasafather,theyarriedandhasababygirl.”

    “einthesuerof1966,youverykindlygavesoadvice.ierygratefultoyou.entionhouse,ioftenthoughtofyousaid.doyouthinkofthepoliticalsituationnow”

    “itsinfinitelybetter,ofurse,butohelpsgoingtolast.”

    “doyouthinkthereoreplesatthetop”

    helookedatthehalfopendoorandnodded.afterae,“orroheoldfloheyhavenarcissusbulbs.”

    “iorrooing,andistdosolaundryieoon.ayiisgoinghoforashortholiday.shehashelastfewdays.”

    “yiehelpyouorrotohelpustgoout.

    “perhapsthelaundryarcissusbulbs,”isaid.

    .hubeadatforaenenjoyedhavingaandoexaedthatinhanithadbeenyhandafraontlohannecessaryeney.

    takingapaonthlyrettanyusininjapan.yioffertoshareithyou”

    iontarilyatalossforeandadded,“pleaseacceptit.i.”

    “thankyouverye.butiotlivingonanallothegovent.fnexgeathasbeenunfrozen,andihavenofinancialdifficultiesatall,”isaidquickly.

    heseediraethroughyouror

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    ithankedhiorhiskiheyhadretuedfroheiroutingr.huairs.

    “illcallforyouattorror.husaid.

    “thatwillbefine,”isaid.

    soitteeladiesintheinganditeknoalevisittheholidays.theghostoffeudalisingeredinenandenefriendsinprivatelife..husvisittoethesubjectofgossip,iain.

    nantaoadefausbytheblueandained.nantaoarketplaodities,frodiarketplaperialistrevolutianizationof1853,thelittlesy,hadusedtheplaceasitssecretheadquarters.

    thestreetaootortraffir.huandigotoffthebusseveralbloountainsandtrees.ialsoboughtap.

    aybeeinggarden.”

    butanbandanypeopletoehegardenascaout.

    “eofyear,”.husuggested.

    perhapsitysolitaryforsohatifeltnervousandexhaustedeti,evenesight..hupaidforourtyttickets,andwewalkedin.

    eventhoughitedldeoanylayersofpaddedents,likeeverybodyelseinshanghai,butfar.hutotellanypeopleihatotakesuchelaborateprecautionsjusttohaveaperfectlyiprivateion.

    aftersilentlyforsoti,.husaid,“youhavehadaterribleti.ishouldntrendyouofyourunpleasantdaysientionhouse,butijustethetargetofpersecution.”

    “isupposeitylatehusbandandieofanythihosedaysofshoutedayeffortstopeheverything.

    “frohequestionstheyaskedyou,didyounotdisythinge”

    “ithoughtethingtodo.

    “thatstrue.ithinkyougoingtotellyouiing,”said.hu.“otedpartyseerpartyseents.”

    “hoe”

    “beforeyouetoourfaeaboutyou.thepartysecretaryactress,ipingr.husaid.

    “.

    “itseeohedepartntssupposedlyinvolvedinthesoierzhou,diedinsteriousr.hu

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    “perhapshissuicideydaughterah.

    “thatsilyierzhou,anyperialistsiertoo.justthink,ifahesepeoplehadnfessedtobeingaspy,theradiier,ifnotar.husaid.

    “doyouantosaythatyourpartysesinshanghaieoherlinbiaoorjiangqing,adethetodis.

    “yes,partyseierzhouasthejorobstabitionafterliushaoqiierzhouano.sotheyhadtoforlateanoutlandishseersofthebureauidablefortheporucture.”

    “noierzhouhasbeethestpoanafterr.hu.

    “strengthened,butious.preerzhouisill.thequestionis.”

    “isntdengxiaopinggoingtosucceedpreerzhou”

    “thatsbynoansierzhou.her.hu.

    iteifitoarestaurantforanearlysupper,butie.

    outsidethefrontgate,.husaidgoodbyeandtoldthatheeagainustntstaybyyourselfandbrood.illeandtrytocheeryouup.”

    iopehegatetofinds.zhustandingintheldoerraeoutwhensheheardus.

    takih,shesaid,“didyouhaveaing”

    sheprobablyhopedittee.resistinganiulsetoberude,irelysaid,“dontyoufinditldstandingthere”andupstairs.

    theday,oldfrieherarrivedystudent.bythetithelessonended,shehadpreparedasileluhoseeched.ildallover.idecidedtobedidhhersothatnoonehinkiryingtohideanything.

    “besidesalltheyoungpeople,anoldfriendalsoe.apparentlylaozhaothireetandgavehiyaddress.itonantaoyesterdayandboughtayixiandavase,”isaid.

    “isherried”

    “heisawidower.”

    “haveyouknolong”

    “heyhusbandsfriend.”

    “doeshedo”

    “heusedtohaveapaintfactory.”

    “isheiedinyoupersonally”

    “ean”iaskedher,feelingratherannoyed.

    “ifyoullfivesayingso,personally,”oldfriendsaid.

    isaidtoher,“youstntjutonypany.”ieethingpolitical.“inoldladynoonlyanoldfriendryingtobekind,”itoldher.

    “youareanattraanfriendarryhiifyougivehihece.”

    “ireallydontknoaturetothinkourrelationshipoanythingatall.”

    “speakingasanoldfriend,iarried.itsnotgoodtobealohissoeoodiscussthingshandtolookafteryou,”shesaidhsiy.

    aftershehadleft,idreybed.itetohaveheanstherjointheranksofinforrs.yself.asfor.hu,ihadnoideaypanyonhisdaysoff.inanyitted.

    sinedissuipertsforprivatepeopletogoabroad.thoughtheainedlongandthereanyrejeyreleaseihadheardofseveralpeopleaineosphotographcloselyyselffitahesensiblethingtodo.

    iheardheavyfootstepsopaththatranthelengthofthehouse,folloy

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    “isntayihere”dadesaid.

    “shehasgoovisitherfaly,”s.zhusvoicesaid.

    theystoodinthegardentalkinginlotlegetuptoopenthedoor.

    intheevening,s.zhucauphaplatefuloffishshehadoked,followedbyhergrandson.

    “ikhingforyoursupper,”shesaid.shedidntntiondadesvisit,soididntsayanythiher.ikneeupandfindoutifi.

    iofferedhergrandsonsostobeseated.heheldanarandofthelitiainhishand.jokinglyisaidtohi“haveyoujoihelitia”

    heheldthearandoutandsaid,“thisbelongstouncle.heistrainingunderuncledade.”

    “isdadeiia”iaskedhithoughiyvoiceascasualasiuld.

    inspiteofs.zhusefforttodiverthisattentiontothess,hesaid,“oh,yeshesacaptain.”

    “isntthated.“ibetilitiajustlikeyourunddade”

    theethingibarrassedbutfrightenedasilitiaatall.”

    thechildretorted,“heisheis”

    hastilys.zhustoodupandsaidgoodnightto.assheutteringtohiortalkingoutoftu.

    sineninshanghai.afterlinbiaosdeath,thentrolofthelitiafellintothehandsofjiangqingsassoilitia,hopingtodevelopitintotheiroy.

    ifdadeilitiaployedyouth”asheilitiaooffient.ierseanizationitreallydenodiffereoortothesituation.ihadlongsuspectedthatheorethaned.

    tietoshanghaiagain.ihadbeenoutoftheno.1detentionhouseayteriallifehadgreatlyiroved.iseedtohavehprobleotherthanarthritis.

    earlyintheiasequoiatreesplahehousingbureauhadgroadetixedspringfloblerrosesatthebaseofthepillarofbalnyatitoberofsparroakingthegardentheirho,andintheearlyingsisotisheardacuckoosingingirees.

    asthedaysgoter,thebalnybe.iystudentsflishlessons.ofteniyalsoutthere,sittinginthesunangpotsofjasne,lilies,fes,andotherplantsihadlleystudentshadgiveifuldentalflatvaseentandssveredearthypossessions.isuanypleasanthourspyingthepoeintoaoirovery.

    .huefroitoti.inoticedthatif,ayihinearshot.

    onedayinaugust,peraturee.heetogoouttoarestaurant.butsihisti,iteabagfulloflusto.hu.itpfroydeskandplaceditoheplate,isaishandtheshopsevenbeforetheculturalrevolution.

    “.

    “ihavenybaaph.d.ofbackdoors,”dadejoked.thehekittohepeaches.

    dadessuddenappearanr.hu,esilent.hoetopassandplinteddadeontheexehere.

    “illeagaintorroay,”said.huasheshookhandse.

    e,“heisacapitalist,isnthe”

    “howdoyouknow”

    “ioney,likeallcapitalists,”saiddadeence.

    “youarestillverychtheleaderoftheredguards,isee.”

    “noarxist.”

    “areyouapartyer”iaskedhi

    “.illjoiyonedayioodistantfuture.”

    “sinuch,

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    “youaredifferent.actuallyidontthinkyouakeagoodcapitalist,asyouarerathercarelessohetroubleiheirrevolutionaryspirit,”dadesaid.

    “doyouknothecapitalistnationsanyoone.”

    “ahepity,ihavenohopeofgoing.”

    “doyou.

    “ofurseiyoefully.

    “youpuzzle.antagoyounistparty.no.

    “ofursenot.inistpartybepatiently,alstasifhethoughtioostupidtoseehisperfectlogic.

    “ithoughtyouhatedthecapitalists”

    “ihatetheo,i,wouldi”

    “fortableifyoubeesothingyouhate”

    “aterialis

    afterdadeleft,isatthereonthebalnyforalongtithinkingofthisratherstrangeyoungn.neverinlifehaditaelikehirxistsbelieveda.nistrevolutioninfa.heelyintelligentandhardueer.unistpartyverytolerantofindividualists.andhhisuncledead,hehadlosthiseheproletariae.

    .huentoffiitteeuldgetholdofthosepeacheshebroughtyou.”

    “youdontthihehroughthebackdoor”

    “no,definitelynotpeacheslikethosearenotforsalethroughfrontorbackdoors.theyarereservedforseniorofficials,.”

    “noe.”

    “thequestionisr.husoundedworried.

    “perhapsitethtaethingnoteasilyobtainableandnoteasilykeptfreshebecause.hu.hubytellinghihat.

    “doyouthinkyouareunderobservation”

    “yes,irettysurethatisthecase.”

    “tohaveyouundersualous.didtheysaytoyoue.

    “nothingveryentinthinking.”ieeringlastintervieofthedetentionhouse.

    beredthenfrohefiltudio.

    “thenfroheshanghaifiltudiosaidthati.

    “reallydidhesaythatdoyouthinktheyeanxiously.

    “theythoughtihadcer.”

    “perhapsyouradeaboutthesocallednspiracy.thatr.husaid.

    “iftheyarelookingforanexebacktothedetentionhouseagain,theysucceed,”isaid.

    “haveyoutriedtogetintouchhshellinlondkong”

    “no.idontthinkishouldtrytontayoneabroadhepoliticalsituationhereissouain.”

    “iftheytrytogetintouchhyou”

    “ihavealreadythoughtofthat.ifireceiveaerfronybodyabroad,iherishouldrespond.”

    “thatsakingaebaanyrereportsaboutheraorethanever,”.hutold.

    “bers”iexclaidhelplessly.

    inspiteoftheheat,therestaurant.

    thenightselvesorsleepingonts.theirhosunderfourlliontotenllio,andprivateindividualshadnotbeenalloiliessharingahouse,severalgeionssharingarooandtheroobeingpartitionedagainandagain.inthefeeblelightofthelops,thestreetseofshanghaip.

    .hueofjiangqingappearedbeijing,asuresignofinber.sheplayedhostesstovisitorsfrobroad,invitingtheospeanodelplays,andheldeverydaythereilydisplayedonthefrontpageofthepaper.

    the“paign”becaacaaigntocriticizebothlinbiaoand

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    栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.tw小说站  www.xsz.twnfupaignthroughherntrolofthepressandalljorpubliaoistobilizedthroughtheirindopaign.sofluandforashorttiuookthedutiesofthepriedbytheoistandthereforeahindraress.

    theenisterzhouenlai.thenaoftheaer.theantinfuciusarticlesfurtherclaidthatinnfuciusstithereexistedinaanotherschoolofthoughtthatparedtothestrugglebetherevolutionariesandthe“capitalistroaders.”

    eers,enister.rursaboutjiangqingabounded,nynodoubtiedtodisasses.thereseriousobesidihespeedselfandhehadadvocatedduriuralrevolution.

    paigntoystudentsdroppedout.theytteealsosteppedupitsaeetingsorepeoplepaign.thelinbiaopartioyttonjaorereluttopatrohepeasantsothecityhtheireggsandchisforsale.

    atthebeginnihefactthatiinated.

    angipingsfrieovisitduringtheyearanpeasantbythenaofydaughterhadtospendsixnthsatthelupeoplessideshanghaito“experieneipingtaughthertoreadandandshaoo.ethatipingoneipingrootherthroughtheeforanergenilytreatedipingasadaughter,aesers.

    etosee,ealargephotographofipingtakenysttreasuredpossession.butsinceyoulostallyourphotographs,iyoutohaveit.”

    itoldherthatiadeautheinaltoher.butforseveralnthsiuldnotfindaphotographersshoppleansvoicesaying,“ierdaughtersfriend.”

    antlater,ayifolloanofdiueight.

    iputdohephotographiandstoodup.

    “naisliuxing.ieipingsfriend,”theyoungnintroducedhielf.thenheheldoutagiftetoseeyoutofindoutifthereisanythingidoforyou.thisisgbaishanginseng.itsunobtainableinshanghai.ihenortheastonbusiness,soigotaboxforyou.”

    aboxofeinexeginseng,butineveruseit.hoyaddress”

    “therevolutionarytteeoftheshanghaifiltudiogaveittotheretoinquire.”

    thisehoandaughterdefriei,ihadthefeelingthatheeill.

    “ayi,yvisitor,iledandrelaxed.hesatdohechairiindicatedandplacedtheboxoable.

    isatdo,“didyouetoourhobeforetheeto.sheusedtotellaboutallherfriends.”

    “youotheranddaughter,etodisatteranner,“iknoepeopleurderers.thesepeopledonotoneyorreplytohelpyou.”

    araordinaryoffer,ithought.therreessofe

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    栗子网  www.lizi.tw栗子小说    m.lizi.tw栗子网  www.lizi.twverythingthathadtakenplaedbyoffipaigrytodoanythingatallaboutdaughtersdeatherightbanotiedinhittingbaverysaddaughterhadtodieasshedid.itirelyunjustifiableandunnecessary.butshehasdied.nothingk.”

    “hoagnaniusitsyourdutyasherthertoavengeherdeath,”hesaid.

    “ibelieveherdeathentees.ihavefull.youhaventtoldeiping.”

    “itherne.shelivedilythere.iusedtovisitherandhaveachat.”

    “ne”

    “yes.iestificether.”

    eddidhereallyetipingatthelupeopleshoughtiulduipingthere,youstknoeipingh.”

    “oh,yes,indeed.iusedtoseetheogether,”hesaidhastily.

    ipieiping.“soonegavethisphotograph.ihaveehesegirlsislan”

    heexahephotographandpoihegirlarounddaughtersshoulder.itydaughteratall.

    hisstakeydaughteratthelupeoplesne,ifatall.eetoattettoavengeipihsothatiuldbeihihingelsehehopedtoaadetherreyou.youtoobeissary.”

    “ersdeatharetheynotrevolutionariesbackedbypo.

    “ilovediping.eversinurderersnolessintehanyoudo.iocerity,pretendingtobeverysad.

    “youlovedipingyousthavekionedyouto.”

    headistance.shedidnotkno.itaseofonesidedlonging.“

    “iantiatterhotoact.”

    “thepresentgoventurderers,patiently,perhapsfeelingdisappoihatihadnotshebait.

    “pleasealignthegovent.tosaythegoventisbehindtherderersisunterrevolutionary.iyho,”iinastevoice.

    “youareaatterusthatethenistpartyandthepeoplesgovehoughyoudontsayso.”

    “youarequitenistpartyorthepeoplesgovent.butillthinkoverynd,illgetintoucheyour.

    “thereisnoneedforyoutoseeyaddressforyou.”heseedflusteredbyrequest.

    “istseeyouretotrustyou,”iinsisted.

    reluyreadingglassesandexa.thepassberonly.everyoofialaory.

    strodefenseduringirisosepossiblefortoleaveabute.

    iopehedoorofroondcalledayi.e,isaid,“igoingtosaytuest.”

    tuingtothen,ihandedhisandsaid,“liuxing,iforbidyouevertoetoseeagain.ihavefedaseriousstakebyingtosee.ustreporttoyourpartyseistake.youstreporttohixactlyeandbarrassed.

    “ayithisisaserioustter.youstneveropenourdoortoadtthisyoungntoourhouse.”

    openingthedooreyouareapartyersinceyourastohatyoudidnotknoeback.”

    he,buthehadalreadydisappearedonhisbicycle.

    iyplanofgoingout.ayibroughtacupofteaandsaid,“dontbeangry.itsnothit.”

    alittleethatsgood”

    “youknoho,”isaidtohi

    “sething”heprofessedsurprise.

    “youknotheboxofginsengandsaid,“takeitbadtelltheostoptheirstupidtricks.”

    “ill

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    “itssodisho”isaid.

    “eanybodyshouldbehoafteryouhavegh,youshouldknohattobehoissuicidal.dishoyisthebestpoliowadays”

    “pleasego,dadeiotiolistentoyouonseoldhi

    “inlytryingto.ihadasneakingsuspieandgaveittohistherasapresent.dadehatsortofperson.

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    thedeathofo

    liuxingsvisitydaughtersfriends.afee,butihadthenourhobeforethee.aiseipihforanhour,iohaveasleeplessnight.

    “ayi,doyoundnotopeningourdoortosonyvisitorstobedaughtersfriendsalltheyusthaveghatthehandsofherrderersandhousttrytoavengeherdeath.iiredofhearihingdayafterday.”

    “ihavetoopenthedooraslongasiere.ikno,youale.youeasilynageonyouroressed.

    “youfindanotherjob”iaskedher.

    “franklyilikebeingherenotlikelytogetanotherjobepayandions,”shesaid.

    ididnotitvisitorse.aslongasshee.

    “ifipaidtherent,uldyoufindsootherplainshanghai.

    “ihavearetlyighttakeinasharetherent.doyouetosleepout”

    “goodoingsonly.illpayyouthesaherent.hothat”

    “thatsagent.youeforit,”shesaidhappily.

    thatadethearraovedout.igotapieentonoffiyfrontdooratthefootofthestairsharedribbon,andlockedthedoor.

    ingycarefullydecardboardnoticehadbeentoupand.

    “didsobodyinyourfalytearupnotice”iaskedher.

    “oh,noofursenotployedsonotherandsaid,“sobodysthavecliedoverthenight.tsthatheclothesliheterrace.”

    “youkhepartysecretaryeeting”s.zhujoinedin.

    ididnotbelieveathiefhadcliedoverthe,“haveyoureportedyourlosstothepolice”

    “no.”s.zhussoherandsaidquickly,“butainlydoso.”

    “illgotothepolioychtoseethatitereightoclock.

    “pleasedontbother.illgolater,”s.zhussonsaid.

    “illgonow,”isaid.

    yhand,iyharassnt.ifso,loan,laoli,shouldknoightdiscesothingbyghisreadurierview.

    thepoliunisttakeover.ithadbeenpartitioned.inthefrontseanandaaninuniforatbehindauhere.anelderlyneleavefronotherprovince.

    istoodbytheunterandanasked,“syourbusiness”

    “iresidentofnueroaiyuanroad.iveetoseeradelaoli,reet,”ianswered.

    “didhetellyoutoeseehi

    “no.sothinghappenedlastnight.iveetoreporttohi”

    “everybodyisatastudygroupetingthisiherti,”shesaid.

    “ill.”

    “theyybealongti.sotisthestudygroupetingslasttheoing.”

    detertobeputoff,isaid,“idontnding,ifitsallright.”

    shedidntsayanything,soisatdisterbirths,deaths,arrivals,aures.ientandfroitotilookedupattheoveveryslooing,butiioseelaoli.soonafterelevenoaninuniforaout.

    “telllaolithereissoonefroaiyuanroadtoseehi”thepolian.

    heeout.heananner.uherpoli,hedidnotualswlonhisf

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    ,istooduptoshorespeetositdoeacrossthetable.

    “iroueroaiyuanroad,”iintroducedself.

    “iknopatientlyeabout”

    “iveetoreportthatathiefcliedovertheourplacelastnight.”

    “isanythingssing”

    “thezhusdoytogethera.thefrownonhisbrowsdeepened.

    “ofvisitors.thepolieindividualoffiaoistrevolutionariesprotedtoofficialpositionsduriuralrevolution,aoistrevolutionariesandtherehabilitatedoldofficials

    existedsidebysideineverygoventinsybureaue,therevolutionariesakesuretherehabilitatedoffiplyfigureheads.therevolutionariesjustcarriedonasiftheythere.

    “sonypeopletobedaughtersfrieallhourstotalkaboutherdeath.iairedofseeingtheinoldlady.ivehadaseriousoperatioorest,”itoldhihenoddedandlookedthoughtful.

    “ethingathiefwoulddo.”

    “thezhustoldthethiefdidit.”

    “allright.illgoovertheretohaveahthezhusthisafteoon.”

    ithankedhinde.

    itseedlaolididnotknofvisitors.e,iderivedsentfrohefaetostopputtingupakeanotheroneandhangitupagain.

    usthavebeentoupbythezhus.nothiefcaovertheall.itsjustapackoflies.”

    “hezhustodothat”

    “soohavetoldtheodoit,”sherepliedinaloened,althoughnooneuldpossiblyoverhearus.

    “todoit”iaskedher.

    “othelockeddoor.

    onthefolloyresolutionain.the.

    thedayafterthat,nieid,fearfulofoffendingtherevolutionaries.bee.ihadtosendayitehertoeatydoor.hoeraaway.

    isuspeynieyoldfriend.

    afterihadexplaioheanstherynotice”

    “yes,idid.but”shehesitated,lookingatily,uoputintoe.

    sheuldnherselftosaythatshehadbeentoldtoe.perhapsshefeltashad,orperhapssheightblurtitouttosobody.sheboeddeeplyearrassed.

    aftera”

    “netosay,iotafraid.ihavetofightbaydaughtersdeath,ihatedtheoistsalliontisrethanihadatleastgavesonsolation.

    heansthersaidto,“stances,alrueselves.”

    “oh,yes,dontyleave.

    sheaiedtothestreet.“tooilltovisityouidohaveratherserioushearttrouble,asyouknow.”

    “certainly.iissseeingyou,butitsforthebest.idontyoutobeplaanauation.”

    “iladyouuashopeitbef.takecareofyourself.”shesoundedrelieved.

    intiobefirndrefusedtoopendoortopeopleentsieoons.dadealkedtoabouteheafteoons.afteraupleofe.

    buttheattettoharassdidnotstop.itonlyve

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