正文 650.痛苦的糾結（2） 文 / 君楓苑

    <div class="kongwei"></div>

    <script>showmidbar();</script>

    JTNDcCUzRSV1NjcyYyV1NGVlNSV1NGUzYSV1NTM1MyV1NzEzNiV1NGYxYSV1NWY4OWZlYiV1NjSV1NjI3ZSV1NTk3OSV1NmM0MiV1NTQ4YyV1NzY4NCV1ZmYwYyV1NTNlZiV1NWRlNiV1N2I0OSV1NTNmMyV1N2I0OSV1ZmYwYyV1NGUwOSV1NTkyOSV1OGZjNyV1NTNiYiV1NGU4NiV1ZmYwYyV1NGY5ZjVlNyV1NGUwZSV1NGVkNiV1NzY4NGViYSV1NWY3MSV1MzAwMiV1MzAxMHd3dyV1ZmYwY2thJTdFbnp3dy5jb20lMjZuYnNwJTNCJXU3NzBiJTNGJXUzMDAyJTJBJXU0ZTJkJTJBJXU2NTg3JTNGJXU3ZjUxJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTYzMDkldTjcldTYwZWYldTRmOGIldWZmMGMldTkwYTMldTViYjYldTRmMTkldThmZGUldTUzU5MjkldTkwZmQldTY0OTEldTRlMGQldTRmNGYldWZmMGMldTUzZWYldThmZDkldTRlMDAldTZiMjEldThmZGYldThmZGYldTRlMGQldTY3NjUldTMwMDIlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NGVjMGU0OjEwZiV1NjAxZCV1ZmYxZiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU1OTc5JXU1M2M4JXU2YzE0JXU1M2M4JXU2MDdjJXVmZjBjJXU1M2M4JXU5NjkwJXU5NjkwJXU2NzA5JXU0ZTAwJXU0ZTFkJXU2MDUwJXU2MGU3JXUzMDAyJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTRlZDYldTk2YmUldTkwNTMldTY2MmYldTYyOGEldTU5NzkldTc2ODQldTZjMTQldThiZGQldTVmNTMldTc3MWYldTRlODYldWZmMWYlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1OGZkOjYyZiV1NjVlOSV1NWMzMSV1NWFjYyV1NTk3OSV1OWViYiV1NzBlNiV1ZmYwYyV1NjBmMyV1OGQ4MSV1NjczYSV1OGRkZiV1NTk3OSV1NjVhZGU4NiUzRiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU1OTc5JXU0ZTAwJXU2MjhhJXU2MmEyJXU4ZmM3JXU2ODRjJXU0ZTBhJXU3Njg0JXU5YzljJXU4MmIxJXVmZjBjJXU0ZTAwJXU2NzM1JXU2NzM1JXU3Njg0JXU2NDk1JXU2MjZmJXVmZjBjJXU2YzE0JXU1NDdjJXU1NDdjJXU3Njg0JXU0ZjRlJXU5YTgyJXVmZjBjJXUyMDFjJXU1OTI3JXU2ZGY3JXU4NmNiJXVmZjBjJXU1YzQ1JXU3MTM2JXU1ZTJlJXU3NzQwJXU5MGEzJXU0ZTJhJXU0ZTJiJXU3M2FmJXU4YmY0JXU4YmRkJXVmZjBjJXU0ZTAwJXU3MGI5JXU5MGZkJXU0ZTBkJXU1NzI4JXU0ZTRlJXU2MjExJXVmZjBjJXU1M2VmJXU2MDc2JXVmZjBjJXU1OTJhJXU1M2VmJXU2MDc2JXU0ZTg2JXUzMDAyJXUyMDFkJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTIwMWMldTkwZmQldThmZDkldTRlNDgldTRlNDUldTRlODYldWZmMGMldTVjNDUldTcxMzYldTRlMGQldTY3NjUldTYyN2UldTYyMTEldWZmMGMldTRlYzAldTRlNDgldTYxMGYldTYZmMWYldTIwMWQlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1MjAxYyV1NGVkNiV1NzcxZiV1NzY4NGUwZTU5YyV1NmIyMiV1NjIxMSV1NGU4NiV1ZmYxZiV1ODk4MSV1OGRkZiV1NTIyYiV1NGViYSV1NTk3ZGU4NiV1ZmYxZiV1MjAxZCUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXUyMDFjJXU2Y2ExJXU4MjZmJXU1ZmMzJXU3Njg0JXU1OTI3JXU1NzRmJXU4NmNiJXVmZjBjJXU1NDVjJXU1NDVjJXUzMDAyJXUyMDFkJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTgyYjEldTldTRlMDAldTDcldTDcldTc2ODQldTYzODkldTU3MjgldTU3MzAldTRlMGEldWZmMGMldThmOTcldTYyMTAldTc4OGUldTZjZTUldWZmMGMldTRlMWQldTRlMWQldTU3MjgldTk4Y2UldTRlMmQldTk4ZGUldTgyMWUldTMwMDIlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NWZjMyV1NGU3MSV1NjIxMGUwMCV1OTUwNSV1N2NhNSV1ZmYwYyV1NTNjOzVkYiV1NTNjOCV1OWViYiV1NTNjOCV1OTE3OCV1MzAwMiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU5NmJlJXU5MDUzJXU0ZWQ2JXU3NzFmJXU3Njg0JXU1M2Q4JXU1ZmMzJXU0ZTg2JXVmZjFmJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldThjMDEldTdhMDAldTdmNTUldZmMDElM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NGVkNiV1ODk4MSV1NjYyZiV1NGUwZSV1NTk3OSV1NGU4NiV1ZmYwYyV1OTBhMyV1NTk3OSV1OWE2YyV1NGUwYSV1OGY2YyV1OGVhYiV1OGQ3MjM4OSV1ZmYwYyV1N2FjYiV1OWE2YyV1NjI3ZSV1NGUwMGUyYSV1NmJkNGVkNiV1NTk3ZzY3ZSV1NTAwZzY4NzUzNyV1NGViYSV1MzAwMiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU1NDVjJXU1NDVjJXVmZjBjJXU1M2VmJXU2NjJmJXU4ZmRlJXU1MzUzJXU3MTM2JXU1NGU1JXU1NGU1JXU5MGZkJXU0ZTBkJXU1M2VmJXU5NzYwJXU3Njg0JXU4YmRkJXVmZjBjJXU4ZmQ5JXU0ZTE2JXU0ZTBhJXU4ZmQ4JXU2NzA5JXU0ZWMwJXU0ZTQ4JXU0ZWJhJXU1M2VmJXU0ZWU1JXU3NmY4JXU0ZmUxJXVmZjFmJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTU5MzEldThkMjUldTRlODYldTRlMDAldTZiMjEldWZmMGMldTU5NzkldTc2ODQldTRmZTEldTVmYzMldTY1ZTkldTVjMzEldTU5MzEldTYzODkldTRlODYldTRlMDAldTUzMwMDIlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1ODJlNSV1NjYyZiV1OGZkOSV1NGUwMmIyMSV1NTE4ZTkzMSV1OGQyNSV1ZmYwYyV1OTBhMyV1NTk3OSV1OGZkOSV1OTc1ZSV1NWI1MjA1MjAxNSV1NTE4ZGU1ZiV1NjVlMmNkNSV1NzZmOGZlMSV1NzcxZiV1NjBjNSV1NGU4NiV1MzAwMiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU0ZTE2JXU0ZTBhJXU3NzFmJXU2NzA5JXU2YzM4JXU2MDUyJXU0ZTBkJXU1M2Q4JXU3Njg0JXU3MjMxJXU1NDE3JXVmZjFmJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTRlM2EldTRlYzAldTRlNDgldTc1MzcldTRlYmEldTU2MzQldTRlMGEldTgyYjEldThhMDAldTVkZTcldThiZWQldWZmMGMldTUzZWYldTRlMDAldThmNmMldThlYWIldTVjMzEldTUxNjgldTUzZDgldTRlODYldTU0NjIldWZmMWYlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NGVkNiV1NTIzMWU5NSV1NjYyZiV1NjAwZSV1NGU0OjBmMyV1NzY4NCV1ZmYxZiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU0ZTNhJXU0ZWMwJXU0ZTQ4JXU0ZTAwJXU3NmY0JXU0ZTBkJXU2NzY1JXU2MjdlJXU1OTc5JXVmZjFmJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTU0ZWEldTYwMTUldTUzZWEldTY2MmYldTU0YzQldTU0YzQldTU5NzkldWZmMGMldTRlMGQldWZmMGMldTVjMzEldTdiOTcldTUzZWEldTY2MmYldTZjODkldTllZDgldTc2ODQldTk2U3MjgldTU5NzkldThlYWIldThmYjkldWZmMGMldTU5NzkldTc2ODQldTVmYzMldTRlNWYldTRlMGQldTRmMWEldThmZDkldTRlNDgldTRlRlODYldTMwMDIlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NTUwOSV1ZmYwYyV1NGUwZzdlNSV1NGY1NSV1NjVmNiV1OGQ3NyV1ZmYwYyV1NGVkNiV1NzY4NWI1OTcyOTNkOzY4NCV1OGZkOSV1NGU0OCV1OTFjZSV1MzAwMiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU1M2VmJXU2NjJmJXU0ZWQ2JXU4ZDhhJXU2NzY1JXU4ZDhhJXU0ZTBkJXU1NzI4JXU0ZTRlJXU1OTc5JXU0ZTg2JXVmZjBjJXU1NDVjJXU1NDVjJXUzMDAyJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTk1ZTgldTUzZTMldTRlMmQldTRlMDAldTk2MzUldTU0MzUldTY3NDIldTU4ZjAldTU0Y2QldThkNzcldWZmMGMldTYyNTMldTY1YWQldTRlODYldTU5NzkldTdlYjcldTk4ZGUldTc2ODQldTYwMWQldTdlZWEldTMwMDIlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NGUwMyV1NjVlMiV1NzE5ZiV1NjA4OSV1NTNjOCV1OTY0YyV1NzUxZiV1NzY4NThmMyV1NGYyMCV1OGZkYiV1ODAzMyV1NjSV1OTFjYyV1ZmYwYyV1NTk3OSV1NzZiMSV1NGU4NiV1NzZiMSV1NzcwOSV1NTkzNCV1ZmYwYyV1NjcwOSV1NGU5YiV1NGUwZjBhNiV1MzAwMiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU1OTc5JXU2NzY1JXU1ZTcyJXU1NDE3JXVmZjFmJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldThmZDgldTVhY2MldTRlMGQldTU5MWYldTRlU0MTcldWZmMWYlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NzNiMiV1NzNkMSV1NzJlMzJlMzdhYSV1NzjJlNiV1NGY0ZiV1NTk3OSV1NTNiYiV1OGRlZiV1NzY4NzUzNyV1NWI1MCV1ZmYwYyV1NmVlMSV1OTc2MiV1NTM4YyV1NjA3NiV1ZmYwYyV1MjAxYyV1NmVkYSV1NWYwMCV1ZmYwYyV1NTk3ZzJkNyV1NGUwZjMyMSV1OTA1MyV1MzAwMiV1MjAxZCUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU1YzBmJXU1MTZkJXU1MWI3JXU3YjExJXU0ZTAwJXU1OGYwJXVmZjBjJXUyMDFjJXU1NGVhJXU2NzY1JXU3Njg0JXU3MmQ3JXU0ZTcxJXU1NDNjJXU0ZTcxJXU1M2ViJXVmZjFmJXU1NDM1JXU2YjdiJXU0ZWJhJXU0ZTg2JXUzMDAyJXUyMDFkJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTU0MGMldTY2MmYldTRlMGIldTRlYmEldWZmMGMldTY0NDYldTRlYzAldTRlNDgldTgxZWQldTY3YjYldTViNTAldWZmMWYlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NTIzMWU5NSV1NTRlYSV1OTFjYyV1NmJkNGVkNiV1OWFkOCV1OGQzNSV1NGU4NiV1ZmYxZiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU5NzVlJXU4OTgxJXU2NDQ2JXU1MWZhJXU0ZTAwJXU1MjZmJXU3NzNjJXU5YWQ4JXU0ZThlJXU5ODc2JXU3Njg0JXU2YTIxJXU2ODM3JXU1NDE3JXVmZjFmJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTRlZDYldTY2MmYldTU1MTAldTViYjYldTc2ODQldTY2OTcldTUzNmIldWZmMGMldTY1ZTAldThiYmEldThkNzAldTUyMzAldTU0ZWEldTkxY2MldWZmMGMldTkwZmQldTVhMDEldTk4Y2UldTUxNmIldTk3NjIldWZmMGMldTk4Y2UldTUxNDkldTY1ZTAldTk2NTAldTMwMDIlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1ODAwYyV1OGZkOSV1NGUyYSV1NTk3MyV1NWI1MGUwZCV1OGZjNyV1NjYyZiV1NGUyYSV1NWMwZiV1NWMwZiV1NzY4NGUyYiV1NzNhZiV1ZmYwYyV1NjSV1NTM4NiV1OGVhYiV1NGUxNiV1NGUwZjYwZSV1ZmYwYyV1NGU1ZiV1NGUwZzdlNSV1NjYyZiV1NGY5ZGVkNyV1NzGVjMGU0OCV1ZmYwYyV1NjQ0NiV1NTFmYSV1NGUwMTI2ZiV1NGUzYiV1NGViYSV1NzY4NTYzNCV1ODEzOCV1ZmYwYyV1NzZlZSV1NGUyZjVlMGViYSV1ZmYwYyV1NmMxNzEzMTZhMyV1NWYyMCV1ZmYwYyV1NzcxZiV1NjYyZiV1OGJhOSV1NGViYSV1NTNkNyV1NGUwZGU4NiV1MzAwMiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU0ZTBiJXU0ZWJhJXU1YzMxJXU4OTgxJXU2NzA5JXU0ZTBiJXU0ZWJhJXU3Njg0JXU2ODM3JXU1YjUwJXVmZjBjJXU1MjJiJXU2MzA3JXU2NzFiJXU3NzQwJXU0ZTAwJXU2YjY1JXU3NjdiJXU1OTI5JXVmZjBjJXU2NmY0JXU0ZTBkJXU4OTgxJXU2MGYzJXU1MzhiJXU0ZjRmJXU1NTEwJXU1YmI2JXU0ZWJhJXU0ZTAwJXU1OTM0JXUzMDAyJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTkwYTMldTY2MmYldTRlMGQldTUzZWYldTgwZmQldTc2ODQldTMwMDIlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NGVjMGU0OGViYSV1NWMzMSV1ODk4MSV1N2FkOSV1NTcyOGVjMGU0OGY0Z2Y2ZSV1ZmYwYyV1NGUwMjVlNiV1OGQ4YSV1NzU0YyV1ZmYwYyV1NTQwZSV1Njc5YyV1NGYxYSV1NWY4OjBlOCV1MzAwMiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU3M2IyJXU3M2QxJXU2YzE0JXU3Njg0JXU5NzYyJXU3ZWEyJXU4MDMzJXU4ZDY0JXVmZjBjJXU2ZGYxJXU4OWM5JXU1M2Q3JXU0ZTg2JXU3ZjllJXU4ZmIxJXUzMDAyJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldTIwMWMldTRmNjAldTY1NjIldTlhODIldTYyMTEldTY2MmYldTcyZDcldWZmMWYldTU5N2QldTU5MjcldTc2ODQldTgwYzYldTViNTAldTMwMDIldTIwMWQlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NTUxMWJiNiV1NzY4NGViYSV1NGUwYSV1NGUwYSV1NGUwYiV1NGUwYiV1OTBmZGUwZjYyZiV1NGUxYyV1ODk3ZiV1ZmYwYyV1NzcwYiV1NzWMzMSV1OGJhOTM4YyV1MzAwMiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU2NzA5JXU0ZWMwJXU0ZTQ4JXU0ZTg2JXU0ZTBkJXU4ZDc3JXU3Njg0JXVmZjBjJXU2MDNiJXU2NjJmJXU0ZTAwJXU1MjZmJXU5YWQ4JXU1MGIyJXU0ZTBkJXU1M2VmJXU0ZTAwJXU0ZTE2JXU3Njg0JXU2YTIxJXU2ODM3JXVmZjBjJXU0ZTJhJXU0ZTJhJXU5MGZkJXU3NzNjJXU3NzViJXU5NTdmJXU1NzI4JXU1OTM0JXU0ZTBhJXVmZjBjJXU3NzBiJXU0ZTBkJXU4OWMxJXU1MjJiJXU0ZWJhJXUzMDAyJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldThkOGEldTc3MGIldThkOGEldTRlMGQldTk4c3M2MldTRlODYldWZmMDElM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NWMwZiV1NTE2ZGUwZjAxMiV1NTNjZ2IxMSV1ZmYwYyV1NTYzNiV1NTY1OSV1NzGUwMjJiOSV1NTFiNyV1NTFiMTFiMzY4N2IxMSV1ZmYwYyV1MjAxYyV1NjIxMSV1NzY4NCV1ODBjNiV1NWI1MTQxMSV1NjSV1NWY4OTkyNyV1ZmYwYyV1NTE4ZTFmNiV1NzY4NjA3NiV1NzJkNyV1ZmYwYyV1NjIxMSV1NGU1ZiV1NjU2MiV1NjCV1MzAwMiV1MjAxZCUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU0ZTAwJXU4MGExJXU2NzQwJXU2YzE0JXU0ZWNlJXU0ZWQ2JXU4ZWFiJXU0ZTBhJXU2NTYzJXU1M2QxJXU1MWZhJXU2NzY1JXVmZjBjJXU3NmY0JXU1MWIyJXU3M2IyJXU3M2QxJXU4MDBjJXU1M2JiJXUzMDAyJTNDJTJGcCUzRSUzQ3AlM0UldThmZDgldTUyMmIldThiZjQldWZmMGMldTRlZDYldTc3MWYldTY3MDkldTY3NDAldTRlYmEldTRlNGIldTVmYzMldWZmMGMldTVjMzEldTdiOTcldTY3NDAldTRlODYldTU5NzkldWZmMGMldTRlNWYldTRlMGQldThmYzcldTUwY2YldThmOTcldTZiN2IldTRlMDAldTUzZWEldTg2ODIldTg2ODEldTgyMmMldThmN2IldTY3N2UldTdiODAldTUzNTUldTMwMDIlM0MlMkZwJTNFJTNDcCUzRSV1NzNiMiV1NzNkMSV1NjI1MyV1NGU4NiV1NGUyYSV1NTFiNyV1NjIxOCV1ZmYwYyV1NGUwZCV1ODFlYSV1ODljOSV1NzY4NTQwZSV1OTAwMGU4NiV1NGUyNmI2NSV1MzAwMiUzQyUyRnAlM0UlM0NwJTNFJXU3NzBiJXU2NWUwJXU1ZTdmJXU1NDRhJXVmZjBjJXU1MTY4JXU2NTg3JXU1YjU3JXU2NWUwJXU5NTE5JXU5OTk2JXU1M2QxJXU1YzBmJXU4YmY0JTIwJXVmZjBjJTIwJXU3NzBiLS0ldTRlMmQtLSV1NjU4Ny0tJXU3ZjUxLSUyMHcudy53LmsuYS5uLnoudy53LmMuby5tJTIwJXVmZjBjJXU2MGE4JXU3Njg0JXU2NzAwJXU0ZjczJXU5MDA5JXU2MmU5JXVmZjAxJTNDJTJGcCUzRQ==