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www.192.twdidnotknounderoreeffeiaxi,ituedtoybrother;hehadalreadygonein.isohoe.ihadnotbehavedlikehtheosurvivethehurrie.”
iybraininrpusoftheariaasaheinstitutentradeinbeijing.ifoundthatheansufferingfrohyse,lookingagoodtenyearsolderthanhisage.butthetorretuedtohiseyesethatatlasthehadbeeatedasaprofessorofenoforoverthirtyyears,hetookadeepbreathandsighed.afteraaverysiberofyearstoplete.letshopethateesforanotherge,ibearoundtoseeit.”
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aftertheepisodeinvolvingbrother,theinterrogatorntinuedyrelativesandfriends.thisseriesofinterrogationslastednearlysevennths,untiltheendof1969.theni.ionthpassed,andthenanother.hereed,ispoketotheguardandrequestedtoseetheinterrogator.
“doyoutosaytotheinterrogator”
“iycase.”
“heblestheterial.thegovehedecisionaboutyourcase.”
“entgoingtodothativebeenheresuealready.iotedicalattention,”isaid.
“youareallright.edieandspecialfood.”
“iotallright.nditiosoreherrhagesreykidney.ihaveonlyonekidney,youknoyoperation,thedouchsulfa.”
theguarddidnotspeakforant.thenshesaid,“thedifficultyaboutyourcaseisreallyyouroostayherebecauseyounfess.”
“ihaventdohingisupposedtoheinterrogatorhasexaaentderaisevoice.buttheguardrelyclosedthealkedaway.
durifeonthsandthenysessionsofinterrogation,ihadfordadistinined,ienttokethedeadeseobeunistparty.ydisappointnthavebeensogreat.asitoreneweddespair.
theseryoflifeintheagination.lookingbaonthsofheavysnos,intenseld,andnstantphysicalpain,irvelthatiuldhavelivedthroughitall.
onedayethingthatdidnotlather.theguardtoldthatsoaponth.issiontobuyalittlerebeorefrequently,theguardbeoyedandshouted,“anyplacesthepeopleareonlyalloily.”
thetoiletpaperdeofproeatoftenappearedyriedtoaffecttheguardsaslostagooddealofilitantguardsiccrisisthatinvariablyfolloicalupheaval.
theneeagerrationsandruralpartyseuogoventpuresofhardship,thereptionoffoodandotherdities.hoofthe“ilitaryskillaaryleaders,forrdefeerpengdehuaiandforredostiortantfaovedfroffipaighattheirvieilitaryleadership.
prolongedhardshipandprivationyntalpoyiigationproduadeepfeelingofdespondenotbeingabletokeepbecauseofinsuffitsoapandtoiletpape
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