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youhfriendsyouknorust,
orbloofftobehahergroup””thisis
hopeless,”shegruledandsaidforhadtohavebeehird
ti,”youdontuand.”thistishetuedherheadaway.
”no,”hesighed,feelied.”iguessidont.”jilllivedin
adesthouseinseacliff,hsanfrancis,
overlookingthepacifie,hefeltasenseof
dread.jill.herblondhairwasadorablylayered,her
keuppleasantlylight,herskirtandblouseartsy,herstspicy
⺶houghthestghtefrohekit.shehad
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neverheardof,and,hobakedolivebread.
thegraislandats,linennapkins,and
freshfloell,andjasedtheeffortshehad
detokethingsspecial.thekissshegavehiastedofrelief,
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andseeingherlyi.hetoldof
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eligaresponse.
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talkedaboutthatforaoverboca,but
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lukerespoohislatestntanadesign,o
jilltoheoddingapproval.hetoldheraboutsendingbrynnato
buffalo,elevatioaprojeagerfoapaandsanjose,and
alertihersthatheneededbackupforaustioldherthat
hehadjustleaedaboutabeiing.
heaskedjillaboutthefinaltakefrohebeheweekbefore,
andlistenedlinedplansfortheyearsbe,
proposedseveraldaysbefore.heaskedabouthertennislessonsand
askedhootherwasdoing.
saroundhis.she
restedherheadonhisshoulder,thenraisedherface.theykissed
oweenhislegs,and
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chest.asshekissedhigain,sheundulatedeversoslowly.
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all,thatjillan,thatheolet
hergo.hetriedtofeel,butnothingca,sohetriedto
fantasize.
butrachelsheonlyfaceheuldsee,andhisbody
fallingforthesen.he
hadspehanafeepainfullyarousedinrachels
bed.theonlypainoheknohatheuldntkeep
doingthisand,becauseofthat,hetohurtjill.
heruthsverybestagainsthisthroatookher
aralydisengaged.heputhisforeheadtohers.”thisisnt
ly.”i...t.”shedrek
frighteudiedhisface.”isitrachel””itseverything.”
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thating.
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end.
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jill.itisntfairtoyou.”hervoicei
plaining””no.thatstheprobleyoudontplain.you
dontdend.youdontgiveultitu.”
”idonthaveto.youknoi.”
”ido,andyouvebeenpatient,ing,ingittohappen,butit
isntgoingto.”
”houingonend,youjustsaidso.why
notoffnow
””because,”hesaidhgreaterfeeling,”itsnotgoingto
happen.
itsnot,jill.”
”but”shh.”hepressedafioherlips,strokedtheblondhair
thatuchlikerachelsbutnot.hespokeinahalfwhisper,
urgentnoself.”listento.please.
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caredsoch,butheingjillenoughhout.”itwas
different.usory,jill.we
gok.”
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regrets.”hesighed,runninghishandsupanddos.”dont
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please””it”sdone,”hetoldrachelbarelyter.jill
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