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atthatnt.trevesoothrunningdaier.itdepositedhitahouseinaquietsquare.asoliofflaybeyond,foroutofionforhisheartheneverupstairs.
hesatdo.hisndilldhefancyhehadoutliheclub.
”evennoself,”sodrasordertobeisinurseofpreparation.ifiusingstoriesofbloodandcri,ishouldbeginnoansittinginfrontofthefireopeninghislettersgoingunbekowardszero...”
heslitopenanenvelopeandgazeddoit.
suddenlyhisexpressiooreality.
”dear,”said.treves.”hoelyannoyingreally,hoyplans.”
”openthedoorandherearethepeople”
january11th.
theninthehospitalbedshiftedhisbodyslightlyandstifledagroan.
thenurseinedo.sheshiftedhispilloovedhintoarefortableposition.
anguslygaveagruntbyhanks.heateofseethingrebellionandbitteess.
bythistiitoughtalltohavebeenover.heoughttohavebeenoutofitallcursethatdaedridiculroofthecliffcursethoseofficioussheartsheldhttokeepatrystonthecliffedge.
butforthereeitisused,useless,unprofitablelife.
aryingtotakehisownlife.
curseit,itit
andifhehadsuind
unsoundnd,indeedhedneverbeensanerandtotsuianinhisposition.
pletelydoalyaffean.houtajob,oney,healthorhope,surelytoenditallheonlypossiblesolution
andnoonishedbyasanagistratefordoingthehingdityandtohinlyhislife.
hesnorted.
thenurseagain.shehakindly,rathervatface.
”areyouinchpain”
”no,iot.”
”illgiveyousothingtokeyousleep.”
”youlldonothingofthesort.”
”but”
”doyouthinkitbearabitofpainandsleeplessness”
shesledile,slightlysuperiorway.
”doething.”
”idontcaredoctorsaid.”
shestraighteheversaaglassofletleohihesaid,slightlyashadofhielf:”sorryifiwasrude.”
”oh,thatsallright.”
itannoyedhihatshepletelyundisturbedbyhisbadteer.nothinglikethatuldperateheursesarurofindulgentindifference.hean.
hesaid:”daedinterferehisdaedinterference...”
shesaidreprovingly:”nohatisntverynice.”
”nice”hedended.”nicegod”
shesaidoing.”
hesan,thatsyouare”
”foryou,yousee.”
”thatsyself.youknohat,dontyou”
shenodded.
”nobodysbusinessbutneyselfoffabloodycliffoot.idfinishedhlife.i”
shedealittleblo.
”yselfifianded.sherepliedtothatquiteseriously.”becauseitswrong.”
shelookedathioubtfully.sheuchtooinarticulatetoexplainherrea.
”eanitsokillyourself.youvegottogoonlivingheryoulikeitoot.”
”whyhaveyou”
”hereareotherpeopletonsider,arentthere”
”notiheresnotasoulintheypassingon.”
”haventyougotaionsnotherorsistersoranything”
”no.ihadaequiteright,tooshesawiwasnogood.”
”butyouvegotfriends,surely”
”no,ihavent.iotafriendlysortofn.lookhere,nurse,illtellyousothiosayheeoftheact.he.hey.nobodyhinglikethat,hejustedtobeintherightfortheinsurancepeople.telllies.”
thenursesaid:”hinkyht.quiteright.”
”youdo,doyouthatpigheadednessofjob.bosseeidneverbestrongagain.hereuchtoliveforthen.easiestyselforanyoneelse.”
thelittlenurserred:”youdontknohat.”
helaughed.heperedalready.heaiveobstinacyasedhi
”deargirl,itoanybody”
shesaidnfusedly:”youdontknoaybesoday”
”sodaythereeday.iishallkesure.”
sheshookherheaddecidedly.
”oh,no,”shesaid.”youkillyourselfno””theyneverdo.”
hestared
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