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www.192.twnt.”no,
therehasntbeenanyoneelse,”sheansosttrutly.”andijollywell
dontseehereshouldhavebeen.”
”oh,shejollyseehereshouldhavebeen,”faed,as
thoughtoaninvisiblelistenerbehindlenishoulder.then,hasudden
geoftone,”butseriously,”shesaid,”ireallydothinkyououghttobecareful.
itssutogoonandohisan.atforty,or
thirtyfive,itbesobad.butatye,leninano,itreallydo.and
youknlythed.h.c.objectstoanythingintensedrawn.four
nthsofhenryfoster,an–why,hedbefuriousifhe
knew”
”thinkoferunderpressureinapipe.”theythoughtofit.”ipierceitonce,”said
thentroller.”ajet”
hepiercedittes.thereypiddlinglittlefountains.
”baby.baby”
”ther”thednessisiious.
”love,oneandonly,precious,precious”
ther,noga,ronythewild
jet.theurgehasbutasilet.love,baby.nohesepoor
predesadandiserable.theirto
takethingseasily,didntallotobesane,virtuous,happy.others
andlovers,htheprohibitionstheynditiooobey,h
thetetationsandthelonelyrerses,hallthediseasesandtheendless
isolatingpain,htheuaintiesandthepoverty–theyofeel
strongly.andfeelingstronglyandstrongly,ore,insolitude,in
hopelesslyindividualisolation,hoheybestable
”ofursetheresogivehip.havesobodyelsefroitoti,
thatsall.hehasirls,doesnthe”
leninaadttedit.
”ofursehedoes.trusthenryfostertobetheperfetlen–al.
aheresthedirectortothinkof.youknoastickler”
nodding,”hepattedonthebehindthisafteoon,”saidlenina.
”there,yousee”fannyphant.”thatshohestandsfor.the
strictestionality.”
”stability,”saidthentroller,”stability.nocivilizationhoutsocialstability.no
socialstabilitypet.listeningthey
feltlarger,er.
thechius,tusandstkeepontuing–forever.itisdeathifitstands
still.athousandllionsscrabbledthecrustoftheearth.theotu.
inahundredandfiftyyearsthereillions.stopallthewheels.
inahundredandfiftyoreonlyathousandllions;a
thousandthousandthousandnandearvedtodeath.
usttusteadily,butustbentotend
thenassteadyastheen,obedientn,
stablei.
yonly,onlylovegroaning:sin,terriblegod;
sgutteringoaningoldageandpoverty–hoan
theytendtheheyottendtheherpsesofa
thousandthousandthousandnandenoburyorbu.
”andafterall,”fannystoasthoughtherehing
painfulordisagreeableabouthavienbesideshenry.andseeing
thatyououghttobealittlereproscuous”
”stability,”insistedthentroller,”stability.theprilaiteneed.
stability.hehis.”
haedthegardens,thehugebuildingofthe
nditionire,thenakedchildrenfurtiveintheundergroross
thelawns.
leninashookherhead.”sohoused,”ihadntbeenfeelingverykeen
onproscuitylately.therearetis.haventyoufoundthat
too,fanny”
fannynoddedhersyathyanduanding.”butotoketheeffort,”
shesaid,seiously,”otoplaythega.afterall,everyonebelongsto
everyoneelse.”
”yes,everyonebelongstoeveryoneelse,”leniedslowlyand,sighing,
ont;then,takingfannyshand,gaveitalittlesqueeze.
”yourequiteright,fanny.asusual.illketheeffort.”
iulsearrestedspillsover,andthefloodisfeeling,thefloodispassion,theflood
isevendness:itdependsontheforceofthecurrent,theheightandstrengthof
thebarrier.theuncheckedstrealooothlydosappointedelsinto
acalryoishungry;dayin,dayout,thebloate
puunihedetedinfant
hoonurseappearshabottleofextealsecretion.feelinglurksin
thatintervaloftibettion.shortenthatinterval,
breakdohoseoldunnecessarybarriers.
”fortunateboys”saidthentroller.”nopainshavebeensparedtokeyour
livesetionallyeasy–topreserveyou,sofarasthatispossible,froaving
etionsatall.”
”fordsinhisflivver,”rredthed.h.c.”allshtheworld.”
”leninacroer,egtheassistainatorsquestion
ashezippeduphistrousers.”oh,shesasplendidgirl.atic.ibr >
surprisedyouhaventhadher.”
”itthinkhoisihavent,”saidtheassistainator.”icertainly
thefirstopportunity.”
froisplaaisle,beardrx
overheardtheyuedpale.
”andtotellthetruth,”saidlenina,”ieginningtogetjustatinybitboredh
nothingbuthenryeveryday.”shepulledonherleftstog.”doyouknowbeard
rx”sheaskedinatonelyforced.
fannylookedstartled.”youdontantosay”
”etogotoohe
savagereservations.ivealedtoseeasavagereservation.”
”buthisreputation”
”doicareabouthisreputation”
”theysayhedoesntlikeobstaclegolf.”
”theysay,theysay,”ckedlenina.
”andthenhespendsstofhistibyhielf–aloherewashorrorin
fannysvoice.
”well,hee.andanyholy
tohithihersiledtoherself;howabsurdlyshyhehad
beenfrightenedalst–asthoughsherouerandhea
gaanusender.
”nsideryouroustaphand.”hasanyofyoueverenuntered
aninsuruntableobstacle”
thequestionivesilence.
”hasanyofyoubeenpelledtolivethroughalongtiintervalbethe
nsciousnessofadesireandit
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