栗子小说 m.lizi.tw小说站
www.xsz.tw栗子小说 m.lizi.twafeihinkaboutit.”
shelefttheapartnt.garrettstaredatthedoorforaupleofsends,ebaovetoingtoshesoutthedoor,needingtobealone.hohibr >
notk.heglan,aving.,hepausedforantbeforeentering.afteroherbed,hesatdotinghisheadintohishands.
toaskhertoleavegranted,shehadalifehereagoodlifebuthefeltsurethatsheuldhavethatinington.notterhouovedtoahousee
itpli,butthinkingback,herealizedthatlyhehaddone.
sighing,heehoent.aboveall,hedidsrarelyledtosolutions,andthatstheyneedednow.
butifheuldntsayanything,ontbeforefinallydethinkre.
heglaoessageshedidherapenorpad.heopehedrahroughit,andfoundaballpoihefront.
lookingforsopaper,hentinuedshufflingthroughgazines,aupleofpaperbaeetyjeethingfaliarcaughthiseye.
asailingship.
itdaytirandanoldpyofladieshojoual.hereaingitonths,thensuddenlyfroze.
hohatbe
thestationeryhadbeenagiftfroatherine,andheuseditohinghedpickedupatthestore.
hefoundhielfholdinghisbreath.hequiinthedraovingthegazinealyliftedout,notofivefivepiecesofthestationery.stillnfused,heblinkedhardbeflangatthefirstpage,andthere,inhisscrahewords:
dearestcatherine...
oh,god.hetuedtothesendpage,aphotopy.
darlingcatherine...
theletter.
dearcatherine...
”uttered,uobelieveakesure.
butits,thelettershedroppedfroappenstandneverexpectedtoseeagain.
oniulsehebegaheandotionsrushingtothesurfas,hisries,hisloss,theanguish.hestopped.
hisuthore,hesilystaredatthenshoback.”shepaused,andheuldhearherent.then,”whereareyou”
hedidntaers...hispersoers.
theletterstohiswife.
lettersthatwerenooneelsesbusiness.
theresasteppedintotheroondlookedathithoughhedidntkno,hisfaceeastheygrippedthepagesheheld.
”areyouokay”sheasked,notrealizingwasinhishands.
forant,itheardher.then,lookingupsloher.
startled,shealstspokeagain.butshedidnt.likeaetitheopendradiatelyhadhappened.
”garrett...iexplain,”shesaidquickly,quietly.hedidntseeohearher.
”letters...,”heixtureofnfusionandrage.
”i...”
”hoyletters”hedehesoundofhisvoigherflinch.
”ifoundohebead”
hecutheroff.”youfoundit”
sheryingtoexplaile....”
heglahefirstpage,theonlyier.itheoenearlierthatyear.buttheothers...
”efro
theresaanse.”
”by”nfused,herosefrohebed.
shetookastepto,holdingoutherhand.”byotherpeople.ohepeoplereadlu....”
”youpublishedletter”hesoundedasifhedjustbeenhitioch.shedidntansont.”ididntknow...,”shebegan.
”youdidntkhingthatiedtheosee”
”iteonees.”
”butyouputitinthepaper....”hetrailedoffindisbelief.
”garrett...i”
”dont,”hesaidangrily.againheglane,”hesaid,alstasifition.
”ididntlie....”
hee,”herepeated,asiftohielf.”andyoue.hatthisisabout”
”no...itisntlikethatatall....”
”then”
”afterreadingyourletters,i...ieetyou.”
hedidntuaerstoherandbackagain.hisexpressionained.
”youliedto,”hesaidforthethirdti.”youused.”
”ididnt....”
”yes,youdid”heshouted,hisvoi.reering,asiftheresa
...