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stirringinyournd;orplythatradianthappinessde
seeeautifultoyouyoukissedonthelips,aogo.youasked
:“liketotakeafehyou”therewerefour
thatstolenglanto.fordaystheywere
okiss.
eetonasendevening.againitwasfullofwonder
anddelight.yougaveathirdnight.thenyousaidthatyoualled
aviennaforatioh,hoedthosejoueysof
yoursiandprosedthatishouldhearfroouassoonasyoucaback.i
yreal
na.iguardedseoreyougaverosesatpartingat
parting.
dayafterdayfortonthsiaskedself....no,idescribethe
anguishofexpeakenoplaint.iloveyoujustas
youare,ardentandfetful,generousandunfaithful.iloveyoujustasyou
havealonthshe
lightinyourethat,butyoudidnote.inlast
hoursihavenotalineinyourhandyouto
lifeetoyou,didnot
eaaword....
........
boyerdayoo.hehechildof
ohosethreenights.ithattiuntilthe
hourofhisbirth.ifeltselfsanctifiedbyyourtoudithave
beenpossibleforthentoaanscaresses.hewasourboy,
dear;theyfullynsciousloveandofyourcareless,spendthrift,
alstuntingtendeess.ourchild,ourson,ouronlychild.perhapsyou
erelysurprised.youold
youofthisboy;andsilehroughoutthelongyears,ionly
tellyouofhioeforallti
never,oretu.hooldyer,agirlwho
hadshoooeagertospendthosethreenightshyou.never
elesspartnerinaunter,had
beenfaithfultoyou,theunfaithful.youisgivings,have
acceptedtheboyasyouroy
illhavecherishedthesecretsuspithatihadseizedan
opportunityoffatheringuponyou,anofans,thechildofanotherlover.
youhereof
strustbete.iuldnothaveboeit.besides,iknowyou.
perhapsikhanyouknoobecarefree,
lightofheart,perfectlyatease;andthatisyouuandbylove.it
toyoutofindyourselfsuddenlyinthepositionof
father;tobederesponsible,allatonce,forachildsdestiny.thebreathof
freedosthebreathoflifetoyou,andyouetobeatie.
ineas
aneodiedclaiperhapsonlynoing
nute,shouldihaveseedaburdentoyou,shouldihavebeenhatedby
you.butitypridethatishouldneverbeatroubleoray
lifelong.iyselfthanbeaburdento
you;iongalltheenyouhadintitelyknownof
youhinkexcepthloveandthankfulness.inactualfact,
youhoughtofatall.yot.
iaotae,iaotplaining.youstfive
ifforant,nosasifpenbadbeendippedin
gall.youstfive;forboy,ourboy,liesdeadtherebehe
flia
rderer,forihavebeenalstbesideselfefor
plaining.iknohatyouarekied,andalohelp.
youereststraayourkindlinessis
peayhaveofyoursaschasliegrasp
ustsayit,yourkindlinessworkssluggishly.you
obeasked.youhelpthosesha,frobr >
sheerjoyinhelpiellyouopenlythatthose
edearertoyouthanyourbrothersin
happiness.noishard,veryhard,toaskanythingofsuchasyou,evenof
thekiangyou.once,illachild,ichedthroughthe
judasinourdoorhoethingtoabeggarwhyourbell.
yougavequicklyandfreely,alstbeforehespoke.butthereain
nervousnessandhasteinyournner,asifyourchiefayobe
speedilyridofhiyouseedtobeafraidtoethiseye.ihavenever
fottenthisuneasyandtidhisshunningofawordof
thanks.thatisydifficulty.oh,iknohatyou
eallthehelpineeded,inspiteofyourdoubtthatchild
efort,andhavegivenney,an
alesupplyofney;butalaskediatience,asecretdesireto
shakeofftrouble.ievenbelievethatyouetoridself
oftheingchild.thisidreadedaboveall,forikishould
doe.itwas
yourebonotthehappyandcarefreeyou,iuldneverhopeto
keep;butyou,giventoforveryoyflesh,intitely
iyolengthiheldyoufast;iuldfeelyour
lifebloodfloyveins;iuldnourishyou,caressyou,kissyou,
asoftenassoulyeaed.thathati
you.
hencefore;youine.
butyoustnotsupposethatthenthsofingpassedsohappilyas
ihaddreadinfirsttransports.theyare,fullof
loathingforthebasenessofnkind.thingse.iuldnot
stayatonths,forstepfathersrelativeswouldhave
notidition,ande.nory
therforney;sountilticai
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